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Before Deluca -- deep blue nothing
Terrible plan, as it turned out.
All that wide, wet water and in the minutes, that too quickly became hours—leaning against that railing, ever-wary of splinters—I spied not a single fin or flash of scale.
Quiet as I could manage, I asked the ship, “che diavalo did that beast woman use for bait?”
My thigh answered, with a scratch against the railing drawing just enough blood to drip. And I eyed the spear in my hand, scanned the ocean before me, and realized what the Hunter must have when she sought a meal fit to fill her.
I was pulsing with bait.
Sharp, that spearhead, slicing so smoothly into my arm that I shivered with the chill of air on the wound before the pain of it registered. Pulling on more tales shared over ale, and whispered across pillows, I slipped my arm through the railing and dunked it in the sea. Sucking salt-sweet air with the sting of it, I kept alert for fins and moving shadows beneath the surface…while thrashing my arm as best I could.
My shoulder ached before I caught any shadows and teeth almost caught me, snapping a bite out of the railing as I fell back onto the deck with a foul word yelled too loudly—that luckily didn’t wake Lucient.
The shark sunk slowly back into the sea, beady black eyes watching me. And I waited for a fin, for a sign of it circling, as I retook my position at the railing—spear in hand. But no fin breached the surface. Railing to railing I checked, finding only flashes of thick shadow—wide, long, viscerally terrifying in shape and motion—and it made itself known before I braved a toss of the spear.
With a solid slam against the hull, port-side—knocking me to the deck and my spear clear to the aft—it informed me, in no uncertain terms, that I was not the predator in that situation. It peeked after, poking its nose out of the water to watch, to taunt.
Sun bright and hot on my skin, veins aching, starving—pleasant as Lucient’s blood, we were meager meals to one another—all that damned beast’s posturing managed to do was infuriate me. Keeping low on all fours I crawled for the spear, wrapped the end of its rope tight around my arm, and held the mast to wait.
It slammed again, starboard, and I spun and rushed for the railing, throwing the spear the second I saw its wide nose. When the spearhead broke through the thick hide of that overgrown fish’s back, a few things happened far too quickly to adequately describe...but I will try.
The shark dove, the loose rope chased, its end clenched tighter on my arm and I flew over the railing and took in lungfuls of icy saltwater—burning me inside and out, yet still I breathed, painful, agonizing breaths, but breaths.
Then all became shadows, deep blue shadows with something, something I knew had to be the shark swimming towards me. That name failed to capture the size of that mouth, those teeth.
Had I been a living man and not the undead abomination my mother surely would have classified me as...well, I doubt I would have escaped that first bite.
As it was, I didn’t escape the second.
I kicked and kicked and swam toward the darkening surface too far above me, but it had me by the rope, by the spear, and as I broke into open air it had my arm. It sought next to drag me back down, to thrash until it tore me open.
But, once again, I must remind that I was no man.
And I was starving.
Allowing it to hold my arm, I swung up and around to straddle its back, squeezing my fingers between those massive teeth to grip its jaw. It thrashed and flipped over and over—destroying my concept of sea and air to a nauseating degree—while gnawing on my arm. But the closer it came to the surface, the easier it became to manage its spin and I locked my legs against its gills, aiming my own teeth at the slender edge of its nose. With my bite, it jerked and dove deeper, flicking its tail fins to turn and angle straight up.
Up and up it swam, faster and faster, while I drained what raked down my throat. That blood stole the pain from my lungs as it pounded against my ears, sour and chill on my tongue yet warm as a hungry heartbeat in my veins. With it thrummed a desire to hunt, to bite and eat, to take and take and take.
And as the shark breached the water—likely looking to throw me—I’d taken all it had. It crashed back into the sea, stiff and lifeless, sinking into what had become black and endless in the setting of the sun—a fact I noticed only then.
While I, I went hunting.
There were other sharks by then, circling, lured by the glut of blood the first rent from me—wounds closed in the feeding. But they cared little for me, what with the carcass I’d sent them. Easy to pick off, had I wished it, and I did. I ached to sink my teeth into each and every one, to eat until I could fit nothing more in my maw.
But sense broke through, or rather Lucient did.
Treasure, did you go for a swim? He asked my thoughts, too far to see, to hear, I’ve been up here yelling for you for an hour…
I didn’t answer, wouldn’t yet, as his voice had interrupted the ravenous hunger but not the desire to hunt. It also reminded my blood-addled mind that he, too, would need to eat. And with all of those sharks so close—all much smaller than the beast I felled—and so thoroughly distracted…I couldn’t help myself.
Swimming to mirror their circle, somehow certain none would attack me, I singled out the smallest among them—easiest to grapple, I hoped. Its teeth were not as the last, not so easy to slip fingers between—they were a mangled mess of razor-sharp pain. So I took it by the nose, again snapping my legs tight against its gills and it immediately jerked and thrashed and made for the surface. I bit into that nose as we cleared the others, and all that blood in me begged to thrash, to swim...to leap.
I blame the peculiar strength of that blood for the absurdity that followed, as I held that shark—roughly twice my size—with naught but my teeth and leapt from the sea and onto the deck of the schooner.
Lucient was crawling, backwards, toward the cabin when I released the shark and he shouted while I held the beast still, “Qu’est-ce que c’est que ce diable!”
Smiling, painfully so, I motioned him over, “Isn't it something?”
“I thought you were fishing?” He asked, voice high, not moving to join me.
“I was,” I told him, proudly gesturing at the shark, “It is a kind of fish…”
“That is a shark, treasure,” His voice kept uneasy as he stepped closer, accepting my free hand and sidling the shark—thrashing still. “How did you even get it?”
“You didn’t see me?” Disappointment rang too clear in my voice.
And Lucient smirked as he leaned to replace my hand on the shark, eyes scanning for where I bit it, “I saw something fly out of the ocean like a crazed fish and flop onto the deck. Was that you?”
“You know it was,” I snipped, “and it was incredible.”
Finding the bite, he smiled at me, “You had an incredible moment with a fish?”
Throwing my hands up, I gestured to the fresh night sky and back to the shark, “This took me all day to catch, for you, and you're mocking me?”
“Pardon, treasure, but you're asking me to be excited there is a big ugly fish on deck,” He said as his eyes stuck on the bite, blood pouring too freely from it, “bleeding…all…over…”
Hungry, ravenous even, Lucient licked up what poured before sinking his teeth into the marks I left. Slow as the shark’s movements had become, they stopped with that bite, and I stared—likely grinning—as Lucient moaned into his meal.
“This is a new look for you, love,” I told those moans, and he stopped, not moving from the veins he suckled, “No, no, don't stop. It’s a good look. I like it.”
Turning to glare at me, he wiped off his chin and snipped, “You would.”
“But it’s incredible, isn't it?” He ignored me, but returned for more, and I laughed, “Come on, love, admit you enjoy it. That shark is in you, pulsing cold as seawater yet hot as a heartbeat…whispering its bloodlust into your own. Urging you to dive, to swim, to leap and bite.”
Pushing away from the bloodless feast, he stood, licking his lips before addressing me, “I am not diving into that pitch black water to hunt fish with you, treasure, I don't care how big those eyes get.”
Laughing again, I hefted the dead shark up and over the railing, before yanking Lucient into a hug, “Well, amore mio, we don't need to hunt to bite…”
“You’re very cute, mon amour, and while I’m overjoyed that you’re back on deck and terribly grateful for the meal,” He told my seeking lips as he met them too briefly before patting my chest, “I must figure out where we are.”
I wouldn’t let him leave my arms, warmed as he was he was cooler than me—even through his shirt—and I wanted him closer. His mind fogged when I reached for it, but I didn’t need to look to know the reason for his rush. Targets yet to find, vengeance yet to enact, and I couldn’t help but want to keep him from it. To hold him in whatever peace we could scratch together on that ship, and the laugh left my voice as I angled for that peace, “Is it really so bad to be lost?”
He narrowed his eyes at me, studying, but as he’d learned to fog his thoughts I’d learned to fill mine with pleasant images to keep him out. Lips twitching with the sight of his own face, his own naked skin, he accused as he spoke, “Teasing with those thoughts, treasure. While again you are too calm, why are you so calm? We are stranded in the middle of the ocean.”
“Mm, but we're together,” I whispered, kissing his neck.
“How saccharine of you,” he said, breathy and quiet as my lips traced down to his collar. He shoved me back, forcing my eyes to his, “but did you not wish to see the world, venture to new lands, taste new…people?”
“I want to travel with you, to visit places because you wish to show them,” I sighed, unable to soothe the bubbling joy from my blood or smooth the smile from my face, “My love, I am happy wherever I am, so long as you’re with me.”
Unfair those eyes, glittering so bright despite the furrowed brows, and he watched me for a moment before laying his head against my chest, breath puffing sweetly cool, “Perfect, you are, my treasure.”
Fighting a giggle, I asked, “Even though I fed you a fish?”
He lost his fight, giggling into the drying hair of my chest before digging his fingers into it and speaking to my warmth, “It was a very big fish.”
We wouldn’t stay lost forever—obviously, or you wouldn’t be reading this now—and he would have his vengeance, but that evening we chose to enjoy the peace and quiet of a starry night and a steady sea.
#writeblr#snippet#writing#novel#before deluca#vampire vs shark#vampire#it could probably be more tense and scary#i will work on that in revision#but this is what i got for now
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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bumblebees first day out of sublevel 50
#transformers one#transformers#transformers fanart#b 127#bumblebee#megatron#d 16#sentinel prime#elita one#optimus prime#orion pax#i think its so funny that bee went outside for the first time and literally so much happened#made 2 new best friends#got kneed in the face#made 3 best friends#got a cog#got kidnapped#got kidnapped (again)#almost got executed by the government#lost 1/3 of his friend group#lost 1/3 of his friend#said friend rose on the third day in accordance with the scriptures#watched a beloved celebrity get ripped in half#over threw the government#works for the government now#what happened to him 😭😭😭
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they are like puppies. 2 me
#gravity falls#dipper pines#mabel pines#stan pines#stanley pines#ford pines#stanford pines#gravity falls fanart#fanart#disney#pretty happy with the bg on this one!!!#to be honest i don't know how i got here#at first i just wanted to draw mabel and dipper sleeping on the floor bc i thought it was a cute idea and i love to draw cuddling#and then um. suddenly i had placed them in an entire environment and added stan and ford#couldn't tell ya what happened#but i had fun with it!!#anyway yeah thank you again for all the recent support#hit 12k!!!! woah!!!!!#i was gonna make a post thanking you for 10k but then i hit 11 and now 12 so um. whoops#to be honest i don't even know what to say 😭😭 it's just crazy to me that ive gotten this far because ive had this acc since i was like. 12#it was my first social media i think#and the first way i got into fandoms#so yeah anyway. thank you :'))#mods art#mods draws#my art
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No nuance allowed. Put your nuance in the tags, I just want a yes or no answer
#1k#why the fuck did this blow up#this post sucks#i turned off notifs after like 300 notes cause it got sick of seeing tags#and now I look and there's fucking 12k????#y'all could be reblogging my makeuo and cosplay posts that I spend hours on but no#Tumblr is as tumblr does#anyways#10k#what the fuck why's it still going#20k#30k
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Everyone loves FNAF music man.. even Michael
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#fnaf vanessa#fnaf vanny#michael afton#dj music man#security breach#fnaf pizzeria simulator#MICHEAL GETS another W in the pizzaplex!!#I love doing these comics where Vanessa shows Michael around#updates him on everything new in Freddy’s#usually it’s changes he’s not really into#BUT THIS ONE HE IS#Finally the unsung hero of MUSIC MAN is here#he got all the clout#Everyone understands what Michael liked about him now 💜#Think DJ remembers Michael too he knows#also this is so wild but first time seeing Michael’s bag dead on PFF#bag reveal ✨
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sorry danny, sam will never think you’re cool
#danny phantom#danny fenton#sam manson#theres some ocs#college au#sam’s goth book club#i feel like she’d make a lot of good friends at a college#the trio has a highly rehearsed excuse for danny being weird#nobody has any idea what ecto-contamination is bc it doesn’t exist#ghosts are common-ish knowledge by now and amity is the known epicenter#stranger: holy shit your hand just went through that wall#danny: yeah it’s a medical condition :(#fentonworks is in on it too#for credibility#too bad the goths wanted vampires#moving to a new city did wonders for dannys popularity though#he’s got a lot he’s hiding so he can’t really take advantage#he probably knows more people number wise#but has less friends than sam#Tucker has a thriving social media life#but doesn’t get out much#hence that technus comic#can’t believe I finished this#lit took a whole ass week#hahahaha
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I like to think in the early years of being turned, Laura wouldn’t have the same standards as she does in the events of MH. She’d be conflicted at best. It’s really the only time she actually drank blood (until she found her alternatives) but she couldn’t bring herself to do it often.
The hunger and thirst for blood was worst than the nightmares and the trauma of her near death. Under the guidance of her adoptive father, Laura did feed, just enough to satisfy the urges. But every single time she consumed, she became extremely ill. Which only was worsened by the fact the days leading up to her change she was sick. Completely exhausting, both physically and mentally.
After these episodes she refused to feed unless absolutely necessary. It was only rinse and repeat and Laura couldn’t handle the cycles.
#out of pink;#headcanon;#tw blood#I might come back and delve a lil deeper in this#But this is what I got for now
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“Omg, I love these! They go up to size 6X AND they have pockets?! Wow!! But do you have anything longer?”
Sure do, no problem!!
“YES these are great!!! But what about.. longer?”
I gotcha!! Comin’ right up!
“Perfect! But I have just one more question… what if I’m feeling spicy? How about skirts that are even shorter than the first ones?!” Oh, you’re in luck! We’ve got minis now.
*wild cheering* /scene
🖤witchvamp.com🖤
#updated version since on the old ones i often got asked “what about EVEN SHORTER skirts?!”#well they're here now!#witch vamp#fashion#clothing#skirts#skirts with pockets#online shopping#skater skirt#midi skirt#maxi skirt#mini skirt#short skirt#long skirt#cute skirt#vetiverfox#clothing design#indie fashion#indie brand#small business#artists on tumblr#alt fashion#alternative fashion#fashion inspo#outfit inspo#style inspo#fashion inspiration#goth#gothic#gothcore
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Part of the reason that Republicans are so desperately acting like they will never lose again is because they are deeply terrified that this is their last real chance to win. The big orange dipshit came in and gutted the party of everyone who wasn't a loyalist, which left it full of nasty little gremlins who have gaping voids where charisma and human decency is supposed to go.
They still hold a lot of power, but if we stop them this year the next presidential election may not be the Most Important One Of Your Life™, that's not a guarantee or anything, but if they don't win here and now their future looks grim, this dipshit is the only guy they have left and he's extremely diminished and has his brains leaking out of his ears at this point. We can beat him into the ground.
So that's what we're gonna fucking do. We're gonna break these fucking fash. They will crash upon us and we're gonna break their fucking necks. When they come for us they will lose because they're fucking losers and we have each other's backs which is something they fundamentally are incapable of comprehending.
#We will fight them on the shores in the trenches etc etc etc#I know it's been said before but the people who said it were right to beat back fash for whatever else they weren't right about#Fuck these fucking little bastards who want to rule our fucking lives and destroy our communities#They've got too much power as is and right now is our moment to crush them and take it back#If you're not into Harris fine work to kick the GOP off your city council they're shitty little gremlins there too I guarantee it#(Hell if you're in LA there's two good chances to swap a shitty Dem for a good dem on the council)#But it's time to fucking break their necks and if we do it here the worldwide movement of these fuckers is gonna follow#Not because we're particularly special but because our fascists are pretty large exporters of the stuff#A loss for them is going to shred their party this unholy alliance is already fraying between the fundamentalists and the tech ghouls#Let's magnify that shit for them by making them eat it.#Don't mind me I'm just sick of these fucking ghouls and ready to make them suffer for what they've tried to do#All implied violence in this post is metaphorical ;)
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so i've been re-watching atla....... expect more art soon
#atla#avatar the last airbender#katara#aang#sokka#kataang#i've made exactly 1 fanart for avatar before so i decided You Know What i'll make an art feast now#since the new live action came out i tought “hey now i can at least have refs of their clothes etc” and got a study as a bonus yay#mi arte
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typical tavern scene
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhjy#fabian seacaster#riz gukgak#adaine abernant#kristen applebees#figueroth faeth#gorgug thistlespring#got my version of this in lol. I feel like this is mandatory if u draw fh art#trying to remember whats on the menu at a typical swensen's. its been years since I last was at one#tho I am so absolutely unfamiliar with like elmville level of town scenery. just immediately drew from my own experience lmao#I used to think malls are the same everywhere.... but then I hear from my US friends and. wow they sure are not#mm. good day to reminisce a little bit. but I am now sleepy#not a lot to say abt this I think most of this is pretty straightforward. I did use this to test out some overlays in SAI2#that I never really touched. the talisman on fig's guitar case takes from the house protection talisman you'd put on the front door#and also I think kristen slipping while fully sat down is very funny and special. she means so much to me#okay. alright. I should really go to sleep. and tomorrow I should take my dang walk... see the sun#have a good night lads! enjoy ice cream
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in spite of everything, I had fun <3
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#jjk 271#well we made it :'>#im kind of ignoring a lot of the tag rn ghsdff ik people are upset#if u follow me u know th full extent of my thoughts on the wrapping up of the series but tl;dr the caption says it all#this series meant a lot to me and im working on a bigger tribute to fully express that love and gratitude#but take a redraw 2 tide u over for now#im just so happy. its bittersweet but those r my kids n theyre tgt and theyre okay#i think the return to normalcy is good fr them. i say let them rest n b together n process everything in time#/i'm/ satisfied with what i got out of jjk as a whole and that's all that matters to me#however ik that not everyone shares tht sentiment n thats valid!#regardless of how u feel abt the finale i hope that u at least take time to remember things abt the series that brought u joy#thats all i can say#oh yeah anyway i lightened up megumi's expression his face is so funny in that panel i can't believe he really said -_- until the very end#still tho i think megu deserves a content lil smile
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a comic/zine about coyotes
#art#comic#coyotes#comics#my art#digital#zine#idk what else to tag this if anything#i just think coyotes are so fucking cool and excellent queer symbolism. if you think about it#< he has thought about it so fucking much#shoutout to the handful of ppl who kept me company on stream last night too hehe#sorry if you get a version with typos they should all be corrected by now. i unfortunately have adhd and made this in two days#busted out all the illustrations for this in...one night for phx zine fest lmaO#our group found out two days before we were tabling that we got taken off the waitlist. had fun today tho#greatest hits
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thats a red flag narinder, get that crown back while you still can
+ top panel without text below the cut
#cult of the lamb#cotl#rspect my privacy at this time by not asking what came over me to make a fully colored comic#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#cotl aym#my art#actully im like really proud of this not sure why it happened but it did#anyway i have at least another 4 cotl jokes to get out right now#if you look real close you can see my hcs for lambs design before and after they got the red crown#and also i need everyone to notice aym and lambs eldrich shadow#and yes i know you can both name the cult anything AND you can have a cult in someones name with it being their cult but consider. funny#narinder
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The manga industry, especially JUMP, needs to hurry up and do away with weekly scheduling for mangaka. There needs to better regulations put into place for their health and safety because this is pitiful. Two weeks - monthly updates should’ve already been the standard for the manga industry at this point. These money grabbers will only continue to put the lives of these artists at stake for the sake of capitalism unless some serious changes are implemented.
#it’s just???#at the end of the day all these people want to do is draw and write their stories and share them with the world#why is death from stress the end game for so many of them#this should not be part of the package when finally deciding that this is what you want to do with your life#rambling#I still never got over miura’s passing man#and Togashi is still here but he’s been suffering from the consequences of overwork#it’s just… all so bleak#fans just need to learn to be patient if these changes are ever made and to be respectful#your fav series is not gonna die just because you can’t get it right now#I’m glad that gege does this now like he takes a break every 2-3 chapters and that’s good#this should be normalized
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