Stardew Valley - 36/? - A Stain that Won’t Dissolve - Alex/Sebastian
Title: A Stain that Won’t Dissolve
Rating: Explicit
Pairing: Alex/Sebastian
Tags: Hurt/comfort, aged-up characters (mid 20s), minor character death, angst, injury, grief, miscommunication, bullying, enemies to lovers, dubious consent, internalised homophobia, closeted character, past child abuse, dyslexia, antagonist farmer, unrequited love, pining, acceptance, top!Sebastian, bottom!Alex, power dynamics, happy ending.
Summary: Alex hates Sebastian – which is great because Sebastian more than returns the favour – and what starts out as revenge fantasy turns into unironic lust, which evolves into unrequited love. Alex gets a job, Sebastian marries the farmer, and both of them lose almost everything before finding each other again. A story of two mutual bullies who learn how to messily grow up.
A Stain that Won’t Dissolve (Alex/Sebastian) - Chapter 36 - Thunder Inside My Head
In which Sebastian takes Alex 'all the way' and smashes his brain (and parts of his body) to pieces in the process.
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i don't know how to say this, 'cause you're really my dearest friend
Five times Taylor and Link almost kissed, and one time they finally did.
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[title from Jenny (I Wanna Ruin Our Friendship) by Studio Killers]
1. The first time was after a fall.
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Taylor Swift is no stranger to coordination issues.
He manages to work his way around them with extra practice of wielding weapons, but sometimes it sneaks up on him.
Like right now.
Seemingly having tripped over nothing, Taylor falls forward and braces himself for impact.
The floor of Link's house is wooden, so Taylor can't even console himself by the idea of falling onto carpet. How did he slip? He doesn't know. It just happens. Sometimes no amount of training and practicing can prevent the air from sabotaging him.
And he knows it will hurt, because the floor is hard and it always hurts. It always hurts, but he recovers. But before he recovers, he's going to faceplant. He scrunches his face up, ready to hit the ground.
But then he stays suspended in the air.
"Are you okay?"
Taylor opens his eyes. Link is holding him by the arms and scanning his face with wide eyes.
Wide eyes… that are so close to his face.
Taylor feels a rush of heat coursing through him as he runs his gaze down Link's worried face, stopping at his lips.
They're pressed tightly together in concern, and then they're open, and saying something…
And Link is breathing, and Taylor can feel it on his face.
And Link says his name, and with the way the syllables sound on his tongue, Taylor feels like he's been put under a spell.
Hypnotized.
Enchanted.
And he says it again, and it's just as mesmerizing as before.
They're so close together. Only a sliver of space prevents them from making contact.
There's one thought plaguing Taylor's mind and making him feel like he could melt.
What it would feel like to close that gap…
Taylor finds his body moving without his permission, chasing the pull of Link's lips like a magnet.
"Taylor!" Link shouts, and Taylor's shoulders are shaking. Link is shaking them.
"Hu—uh… yeah?" Taylor asks, dazed. The gap is wider now—Link must have made him stand upright.
"I asked if you were okay and you didn't respond," Link's lips move fast. "You looked like you were about to pass out."
Taylor's face burns.
"I—uh, I'm fine—" he winces at the way his voice cracks. "Sorry. Thanks."
"You should sit down," Link says, guiding him to the couch, hands still on his shoulders. "I'll get you some water."
"Mm, yeah," Taylor says, only half-processing Link's words because his hands are still on his shoulders…
Once Link sits Taylor down and leaves his side to get water, Taylor buries his face in his hands. God, he really is burning.
"Here," Link says, sitting next to him. Taylor lifts his head and sees a glass of water being held out to him. He takes a sip.
"Thanks. Sorry, didn't mean to freak you out."
"It's fine, I just wanna make sure you're okay."
"I'm okay. I have coordination problems sometimes. That's why I tripped. I'm not gonna faint or anything."
Probably not, he thinks. With the way Link is looking at him, nothing is off the table.
"Okay. Just… drink some water," Link says, and Taylor takes a sip. "You look really red."
Taylor chokes.
"Slowly," Link adds, patting Taylor's back as he coughs up water.
"Yep," Taylor says between coughs. "Got it."
Oh, god.
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'Yes, that old oak with which I saw eye to eye was here in this forest,' thought Prince Andrei. 'But whereabouts?' he wondered again, looking at the left side of the road and, without realizing, without recognizing it, admiring the very oak he sought. The old oak, quite transfigured, spread out a canopy of dark, sappy green, and seemed to swoon and sway in the rays of the evening sun. There was nothing to be seen now of knotted fingers and scars, of old doubts and sorrows. Through the rough, century-old bark, even where there were no twigs, leaves had sprouted, so juicy, so young that it was hard to believe that aged veteran had borne them.
'Yes, it is the same oak,' thought Prince Andrei, and all at once he was seized by an irrational, spring-like feeling of joy and renewal. All the best moments of his life of a sudden rose to his memory. Austerlitz, with that lofty sky, the reproachful look on his dead wife's face, Pierre at the ferry, that girl thrilled by the beauty of the night, and that night itself and the moon and ... everything suddenly crowded back into his mind.
'No, life is not over at thirty-one,' Prince Andrei decided all at once, finally and irrevocably. 'It is not enough for me to know what I have in me- everyone else must know it too: Pierre, and that young girl who wanted to fly away into the sky; all of them must learn to know me, in order that my life may not be lived for myself alone.
From War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy
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Doctor, the problem's in my chest
Chapter 5
Being in love with Gepard should be a relief. And it is, kind of. It explains a lot of things Sampo didn’t want to think about; why he took his business to the Overworld when he knew Gepard was patrolling, why he’d seek Gepard out for their little chases and let himself get close to arrest time and time again, why he is even still here. It was obvious, so painfully obvious that Sampo had been kicking himself for not being able to name that consuming, heavy feeling in his chest earlier. But now his feelings were making him sweat, making his hands shake and something electric and stifling creep up his throat.
Sampo wants Gepard to stay here, with him. He doesn’t want this to end. He couldn’t possibly go back to before, not after experiencing Gepard’s laughter or the warmth of his skin when he’s patching him up. He can’t go back to only hearing Gepard say his last name, call him a criminal. He could make due with the only contact between them being harsh yells, punches and smoke bombs and harsh cuffs around his wrists, back before he knew anything better. But now, when Sampo knocks softly at the bedroom door and Gepard stretches, sits up and looks at Sampo with a bleary, tired grin, he knows he’s fucked. After all of this, he couldn’t go back to that.
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