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Thank you all for the birthday wishes!! Youre all so very sweet! 🤍🖤🧡🎉
#october#ask#anonymous#alwaystheview#spectral-king#flanblogssome#I promise there are posts coming next week!#this week really got out of hand and every day it was like#the day would start#and then it was over in the blink of an eye!#but things should slow down a bit#least for uuhhh#at few days anyway#thank you so much!#yall are so sweet TwT
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me, a responsible being, working on the coding project as I should vs. me, a dysfunctional shithead, getting distracted by reading about brains (once aGAIN damnit (it's my favorite "I need to study my field but bc I should do that it's an impossible unthinkable feat now, so I'm reading about something else to fool my brain I'm still being productive"-topic))
#but after my thesis me & brains have been on a break bc got tired reading abt them during that (bc I had a topic that sorta allowed me to#sidetrack to brain stuff also) but seems I'm over the brain overload now#yay? i guess#also no one who actually studies medicine/brains/etc. yell at me abt wikipedia and like ''why are u studying that like that''#I'm just going through the wikipedia & reading article abstracts path; nothing serious#also my procrastination has reached inhuman levels like it's a full-time job now#bc I have like a chill week's worth of work to do and then I've done the courses for my bachelor's degree#but sending in that ''heyy i'm done with the courses let me graduate''-thing fills me up with sO MUCH anxiety & dread I'm working so slow#now (even tho couldn't send that in for like a month bc gotta first wait the courses to be graded and stuff so in actuality I should#not be slowing down even a bit bc I need to finally be done with this damn degree asap; gotta move on and should've ages ago (it's actually#super bad how late I'm with it (1.5 mf years jesus christ; I'm not even like a little bit proud abt getting a degree anymore like I'm sorta#just embarrassed if I have to tell ppl like ''yea I graduated'' bc dude ?? only now?? u were supposed to be done with that 1.5year#ago what have u been doing (fuck if I know) so I'm keeping it like ''if anyone asks'' basis)))#(the tags and parantheses started a life of their own lol sorry abt that)#studyblr#studyspo#bookblr#booklr#study#november 2024#2024
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i used to do a lil shimmy/dance when i ate if things tasted good but. the more gluttonous i become the more i’m just focused on finishing things rather than savoring them 🫣
#it’s a good and bad thing#i kinda feel like i should slow down for a bit bc i want to rlly enjoy food again#but nothing feels better than finishing something and being satisfied#i want crunchy hand roll from kura sushi#talk
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Preceptor.. 🏃
Tbh I've always wanted to draw Percy, he looks like such a fun character to draw and...I was right hehehehe
#slowing down a bit on the requests cuz there are other things that came up#but i am going to get to them all lol#not that there are a lot left....theres like....2 left XD#but ill gladly take more hehe#salty answers#doodle requests#my art#saltys art#perceptor#tf perceptor#transformers#idw perceptor#thats where i took most inspo from lol#im not exactly drawing one version#just whichever is easier#sinde it wasnt specificed what iteration i should do#maccadams#maccadam
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wait Furiosa was really good actually, why did it flop?
#furiosa#mad max fury road#i had full intentions of seeing it in theaters and then life got swamped in may and by the time i had a free night it was out of theaters#and i was really bummed because i was looking forward to seeing it on the big screen#but anyways i finally watched it and it was good?? why did it do so poorly?#it wasn’t fury road but it also wasn’t trying to be?#the chase scenes (which are a core asset of the franchise lbr) i felt were on par with fury road#it’s all the other stuff that’s different#but that’s a good thing! it should be different because it’s a different story!#Furiosa (char) and Max worked so well as parallels#but in order to make that parallel interesting instead of redundant you have to change your storytelling a bit#Furiosa (movie) takes place over the span of 15 years whereas Fury Road takes place in 3? days#so yes Fury Road is going to have a faster pace#but taking the time to slow down for some world building and character development in Furiosa is not a bad thing?#and people complained about the CGI and usually I am the first person to jump on that#and yes there were some scenes that I think the CGI was a bit off#however.#you can see how much work was put into practical effects and stunt coordination#so idk personally think they should get a pass#mad max
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steadfast sailor, paper captain...
#em draws stuff#hornblower#william bush#horatio hornblower#first and foremost! sorry for melting bush's face off in this image#but for a bit more context this is because I had the idea that a hornblower story based in 'the steadfast tin soldier' would be interesting#so here we've got pewter-cast model bush and paper theatre guy hornblower (and things are not going well for them!)#this one was an interesting challenge since I wanted bush to look like the metal was sort of melting out from under his paint#and then hornblower's paper hasn't quite caught alight yet but is starting to char at the very edges of him and where he's touching bush#both of them are much more complex designs than I'd originally been planning for (bush has got ball-and-socket joints and all...)#(the original original plan was that I would learn pewter casting and make him Real. as you can see I did not do that.)#but hey I'm pleased with how they turned out in the end! this took me three sharpe episodes to draw :|#(eleven episodes in and I think it made me weird in the head so I think I will slow down for the time being! too much riflery!)#aaaaaanyway. I don't know if I'll ever write anything about this idea so I'm releasing it into the wild if anyone else likes it#part of this was. an excuse to put some sequins on hornblower yes. fellow should sparkle a little more often!
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I've had enough character development for this year. Can we skip to the beach filler episode?
#lmao#had a great day mostly but im feeling the burnout#hindsight im glad im gonna be taking summer off from college#yeah it'll take me a bit longer to get my degree but i crammed in a lot of shit within a year#and working on projects and theory and application non stop#caught up to me#there's still a part of me thats like BITCH TAKE 1 CLASS THATS 1 LESS TO WORRY ABOUT#but the other is like BITCH 1 CLASS AINT GON DO SHIT CHILL YOU OVERACHIEVING CHICKEN FRIED FUCK#“you take everything on like you're running out of time even though the thing you need most is rest.”#thank you friendo for calling me out on my bullshit 🙏🏻💯#maybe i should hire them to tell me when i need to slow the fuck down#cause even though ive gotten better with taking care of myself i get so caught up with my ambitions that it bites me in the ass#that and when you're disabled and if you get that window of opportunity where you feel good you want to crank all the shit out you can#before going back into hibernation mode#vicious cycle#anyway i be ranting#no magenta here but some other color that we shouldn't be able to comprehend but we do anyway
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i've been thinking a lot about how the need for efficiency can contribute to dangerous driving. it isn't the only factor, of course, but there's this desire to get things done as fast as possible, and get mad at people for having the audacity to not go at your pace. people honking as soon as the light turns, running lights, not bothering to properly check before going at intersections, cutting people off, to name some common examples. it's a manifestation of "time is money" and we have to rush things. in all cases, including driving, impatience is often discourteous, but with driving it can also become deadly.
#not really a point to this it's just been on my mind and last reblog just brought it up to me again#obligatory yes i know there are cases where people make honest mistakes or have other things going on that are in fact time sensitive#and that driving too slowly or overly cautiously can also be dangerous and cause accidents#but overall i'm just commenting on how especially in the city there's this mindset of going fast all the time.#like. we can and should practice taking a few extra seconds to let someone cross the road.#this applies to pedestrians too! like too often i see ppl running out onto really fast oncoming traffic!!#like yeah jaywalk if there aren't many cars or they're far off down the road or the light is just turning. whatever.#but ppl will cross in the middle of streets across several lanes of traffic that is going. so fast. like let's wait a little bit yeah?#the road may be hostile to pedestrians and designed in a way that doesn't account for how we need to cross#but the way ppl will refuse to wait a few seconds for the walk light on intersections with walk lights#or walk the few meters to get to the intersection. it's endangering and for what? to stick it to the car drivers? to shave 30 seconds?#idk. just think we need to all slow down a bit. it's ok to take time to do things.#before we had standardized time and shit i don't think ppl got this mad that someone showed up to a scheduled thing 16 insect chirps late#it's really annoying that everyone feels this sense of urgency all the time even when there isn't anything truly urgent happening#not on an individual sense but in a societal one. it's baked in with the capitalism and all.#they speak!
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Oh I IMMENSELY fucked up this morning now I'm gonna be almost an hour late to work 😭
#i found out like 10pm last night the car rego expired so id have to make my own way#shift starts at 8. takes about an hour to get there. i checked transport times#tired brain somehow fucks up and ig sets 8 as the 'leave at' instead of 'arrive at' time#i think ok awesome i will take this bus at 8:06 that will get me there 8:47 a whole 13 min early....m#i guess i was also mixed up bc i take that bus in the morning to school at a bit after 8#first thing this morning i got up and got pancake batter and half asleep and glasses-less i dropped an egg on the floor#but anyway i left with my tea and my pancakes and my wits intact....#until i looked down at 7:58 and thought WAIT WHAT THE FUCK I START IN TWO MINUTES WHAT#so i ran. slowed. called my store. thankfully the manager on is really nice but idk if i clearly communicated the scope of my lateness#i just said id be 'pretty late' and he said its alright buddy take your time#god im glad i got him hes a really nice manager very chill#but AHHH MY GOD HOW DID I MESS UP TIMES THIS BAD#I LEFT AT 7:56 INSTEAD OF BEFORE 7!!!! JESUS CHRIST!!!#anyway my bus got me to the station now im waiting for my train. it should be fine-ish but manbhhdhdhehfhf my god#idk if ill work 50min less or stay back an extra 50#but avdhdvhehfhfdbhdhd DUDE IM SO PISSED AT MYSELF#oscar.exe
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Domesticated Post-Tekken 2 Era Kazuya is my favorite to think about because this would be so good for him and everyone else but he would have an absolutely miserable time during it
#like I dont think he would REALLY miss the rich ceo lifestyle bc i dont see it as smth he ASPIRES to but as a means to give himself power#if you (jun) somehow manage to convince him that he does not actually NEED power then i think hes adaptable enough to ajust to a humble life#and the whole being rich thing fed into his worst traits#but I think being close to jun all the time would be torture for him bc he would CONSTANTLY be confronted to his own faulty morality#he cant help feeling above other common people bc he endured much more pain and hardships at 5yo than them in a lifestyle-#but he cannot act on his superiority complex about them bc Its Not The Right Thing To Do#he looks at his newborn son and feel *nothing* before feeling frustration and irritation toward *himself*#bc hes smart enough to know he SHOULD be feeling smth#and if he relunctantly admit this to jun she would tell him that if the best he can do (for now) is to not wish or do any harm on jin-#then it is good enough and he should not beat himself up about it (which he doesnt. but he does)#and even jun. she is another person he could lose and he knows deep down he would be happier without her#but being near her bring back to life smth that died years ago at the bottom of that cliff#and he wont admit it but hes scared to lose it again. even if right now its brings him nothing but discomfort and pain#hes not even sure if he *loves* her. and when he asks her whats in it for her. why she stays with him#(not out of self-consciousness but genuine confusion) she just smiles at him because he IS considering the feelings of someone else#like she is so understanding and he genuinely does try and its a really slow healing process#hes still gonna stay a little bit of a prick smug at times but at least he will be immensely more chill out#and even maybe fall in love with jun *jun* down the line. characters that fall in love with each other years into the relationship👍#and his whole exploration of fatherhood with jin. him vaguely recalling smth nice jinpachi (or god forbid. HEIHACHI pre-cliff) did to him#and doing the same to jin out of the blue for the sake of experimentation#and jin's positive reaction making him FINALLY AT LAST feel some tiny tiny thing for his son.#also for all her tree-hugger talk. jun is right meditating in the forest DOES help kaz a lot#anyway. yeah👍#tagging later#tekken
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I need my energy back to gain back the ability to be annoying about peitha, I've exhausted a bit of how much I can ramble about her cannon involvement in the story (tho I wanna go replay SoTO so I can get timelines right) so I'm kinda left mostly daydreaming about her relationship with Zafira and interactions between them along with filling in the gap of Peitha apparently being at the wizards tower for a month or more before we go to Nayos.
I will say my attention to personalization of the story has been split between SoTO and Janthy Wilds. And seeing as Zafira's existence spawned from needing a new character to put into SoTO's story bcs no preexisting one fit, I'm kinda more focused on fleshing SoTO's stuff out first, but I can't wait to better figure out Zafira's place in Janthy's story seeing as Waiting Sorrow and her would have a past. I'll need to figure out what it was tho 🤔
#peitha#zafira al rajihd#its like 12 am lol#i will say my talk abt Peitha here has come to a bit of a slow particly bcs#after my think piece on her and stuff surrounding it i kinda felt like i should “be quiet” for a bit#not in like “i feel threatened and pressured into silence”#more so “i feel like i stoked something and should hold off on doing anything similar for a bit”#however i thiiiiink things have died down enough to get back to ny Peitha blabbering ways lol
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I’ve had a lot of people I just met asking me things like “what is your dream?” or “what do you hope for this year?” And I can’t bring myself to answer the question honestly to them because the answer is “I just want my friend to come back.”
But she won’t.
And I don’t want to go into it and explain why the past few months have been so hard, especially to people I literally just met two weeks ago. I also don’t want to bring down the mood so much, even though every little thing I do or see reminds me of her. Every single day, something causes my breath to catch, and I just see her — in the green of the leaves, the coolness of the wind, the hint of a smile on another person’s face.
I just want her to come back, so even when I’m being asked to talk about my dreams, I already know they’re impossible.
#the past few weeks have been hitting me a bit harder#i think because things are finally slowing down for me a bit and I’m starting to process#i did talk to my mom about looking into grief counseling when i come home#i’m hoping that will make things easier#anyways. it’s very late and I should sleep#i miss you so much my friend#grief#grief tw#pandora's ramblings
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#diana's music diary#good afternoon hii#yesterday was just me playing more picayune dreams...#I should maybe slow down with it a bit I'm getting a little too obsessed with it n.n;;#otherwise though not much has been going on#I watched the grinch with some friends I suppose#and never ended up doing the thing I was supposed to do before it was too late... maybe today?#I don't like putting things off so hopefully#today's probably just going to be more chilling...#will maybe focus on playing ultrakill if I play anything but I'd like to maybe draw or write today instead -:3#maybe start this one thing I've been meaning to get around to?#let's just try to do something today no matter what it ends up being n.n;;#Youtube
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I know I don’t have to apologize for not being here but I just. I need y’all to know that I do miss Klaus very much.
#SCREAMS life is kicking my ass and also i committed to writing a fic that's due next week and it's killing meeeeeee#things should slow down a liiiitle bit in august so i'll be back then <3#i wanna be here so bad i just. my brain has 0 writing spoons left. >:(#*【 ☂ ┊ ❛ Just need to sober up ❜ 】 ➤ OOC
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feed back and reblogs are always appreciated my girliees <333
part.2 part.3

virgin!nerdjo who pulled a total certified baddie in college by being…himself.
awkward, dorky, too tall for his own good, always pushing up those stupid glasses with ink-stained fingers— it was him. somehow, you wanted him. he doesn't understand how he got so lucky, but he's not about to question it.
virgin!nerdjo got one mission : being good to you. especially in bed. because when you kissed him for the first time, straddling his lap, grinding that perfect little body against him, he nearly came in his pants. he gripped your waist a little too tight to keep you from moving too much. it's humiliating how quickly he was about to fold, how his cock throbs desperately just from the heat of you.
virgin!nerdjo isn't completely clueless—he's read about sex, heard about it, he's not that innocent. but knowing and doing are two completely different things. and he realized it the second you grinded on him. he damn near whimpered. bit down hard on his lip to swallow it back.
virgin!nerdjo needs to learn. he thinks porn might help—big mistake. it's all so…aggressive. male-centered. nothing about it feels right. he watches a few clips, cringing the entire time, then slams his laptop shut and scrubs a hand down his face. he should have listened when geto used to go on and on about his exploits. should have paid attention instead of rolling his eyes and tuning him out.
so he does what he does best. he researches. virgin!nerdjo orders a book called ‘The Art of Female Pleasure.’ and the moment it arrives, he's on it. glasses slipping down his nose, hunched over the pages, absorbing every word like it's the most important text he's ever studied. he dedicates days to this. nights. rereads passages, highlights sections. he doesn't just want to be good. he wants to be perfect. because you're a baddie—a pro— and he's so fucking lucky. what if you jump on him any time soon and he's still not ready? that idea terrifies him.
virgin!nerdjo gets so into it that he even starts to scroll through forums. he reads firsthand experiences, studying anatomy diagrams until his face is burning and his cock is achingly hard beneath the sheets. because it's not just learning, it's imagining.
virgin!nerdjo who imagines you underneath him, pretty lips parted in gasps, legs spread as he slides his fingers over you just like the book describes. he imagines how wet you'd get if he did everything right. if he took his time, kissed his way down your body, licked into you like he's read—slow, deep, deliberate. he wonders if you'd tug on his hair, if you'd cry out his name, if you'd shake when you come, thighs squeezing around his head—
fuck. horny thoughts took over him as he bucks up into nothing. he wants it. so bad.
and the next time you're kissing, you instantly notice how his hands get bolder, slipping under your shirt, trailing fire down your spine. how he suddenly knows excatly where to touch, where to squeeze, when to roll his hips just right—letting you feel the size of him, the hard, thick heat pressing up against you. you break the kiss, breathless. “since when do you do all that?”
virgin!nerdjo swallows thickly, ears burning red. “…i've been studying.”

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