#but they’d be there in my mind idk
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I sure do love drawing!
(I want to rip out my fucking eyes.)
#digital art#art#my art#Oc art#I so badly want to jump off a cliff ❤️#kind of a joke?#maybe#possibly#Ngl I don’t think I have depression JUST yet but Yk#it might be fucking getting to me.#anyways#SILLY CONFETTI CLOWN FURRY#EHEHE#HA#HUSHSHA*dies*#ignore that I named them Ketimine.#they’re a drug hallucinations#NOT MY DRUG HALLUSINATIONS#I DONT DO DRUGS#DW I DONT#but they’d be there in my mind idk#I feel high so atp I might as well be high without the substances#/j#/silly#I’m gonna go bother my cat now
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Mickrin
Fifth entry of my “Dunmeshi rarepairs I will birth with my own hands if I have to” series. This one’s straight up embarrassing, like of course the shadow version of Chilchuck and Marcille would get me.
It suddenly grabbed me out of nowhere. What got me thinking about it is this exchange, first comic third panel, because like… Woah. He knows she has a thing for Kabru? Or something. And he has NO FEAR. Like it’s so forward and has 0 pretenses lmao. And then I thought… And oh no. Oh no.
"I can fix him" x "I can make her worse"
Very uptight and strict and rules-following and too self-aggrandizing tbh x will not hesitate to insult you to your face and sleazy and free spirit…. Kuro is involved in an ot3 of sorts in my head and basically they drag her into Situations of various moral standing aka scams or idk going to a club god forbid. I think she needs to relax and get taken down 1 peg maybe, and I think he needs like…….. Someone to teach him what is unhealthy lmao, also remind him to get work benefits, and if they can like get to feel safe and comfy with one another (and god just the road there would be a beautiful trainwreck to watch) they would be gossip besties worsties.
Kabru needs to be the epitome of morals but like, if it’s Mickbell she can lower the bar… Just for him… <3 She can fix him just a little and she’ll be like "wow! Ok I can settle for this amount of upstanding behavior from you Mickbell you get a gold star"
I never expected it ok I read this extra expecting nothing and god knows why I saw him be like "hey u like Kabru right. You’re his babysitter right. Which poor sap is being Kabru’s maid" with 0 fear and her being so casually pissed back at him and idk, how they’re so comfy being not polite with one another but they’re still coworkers-friends despite it… Crazy for how prickly they both are that they manage that much. They bicker and see each other as annoying at best but weirdly dependable and friends despite it all and……….. I am going to grow them in a lab and observe how I can make it work
MICKBELL IS A REBOUND MORE AT 9??? Maybe Rin and Mickbell have a one night stand and then the aftermath dynamic is this….. She probably regrets it. And then it gets more complex and grows into something odd as she becomes hyperaware of him and they have this little complicity thing going on….
I think cuddling with Kuro (who would be more like a platonic protective & soothing presence in his and Rin’s relationship rather than romo) would destress her actually I think she needs and deserves it. Go to a dog cafe bbygirl it’ll fix you. So what I’m saying is the three of them watch a movie and Rin and Mickbell are sitting on Kuro’s laps and everyone is so comfy. Kuro’s legs die halfway through but he’s self-sacrificing it’s fine….. Actually Mick is on his laps Rin’s just nuzzled into his side. There, fixed. I am so weirdly invested in them… They’re funky to think about. Rin seeing Mickbell and Kuro like "you guys are aware that what you two have is fucked up right" and then joining them in the messy dynamic 🤝 Put them in situations. That will be all.
The sheer amount of sass on their own, let alone together…
Make them get drunk together it’ll be glorious
#Dungeon meshi#mickbell tomas#rinsha fana#I’m sorry i see visions in my hot coco mugs#Fumi rambles#Dunmeshi rarepairs#I’ve had these two in the back of my mind for months by now i’m like. Idk if i’ll write them at one point but it’d be neat#Rin needs more love. This does it for me idk. Think of the shenanigans. Someone chasing after Mick and Kuro and they drag her through the#Alleys along. Market-going turned very wrong. Someone said since both Mick and Kuro are pretty touchy feely they’d lean on her &#I think that’s cute#Mickrin#Rinbell is also cute but eh#Everyone needs Kuro tbh he’s just so laidback and good#Kabru notices early and is like. Now what the fresh hell happened while i stopped looking at you guys for 2 secs. Good for u but also huh??#I swear i have actual meta posts coming soon i just have demons to exorcise every so often#If you ask me for another rin ship that isn’t qpr it’d prob be Pattadol. Toshiro too I’ve heard fun ideas for it but Pattadol…#Her little ‘money~’ laugh is weird lol. One common point with Mick?
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“put me on a pedestal and i’ll only disappoint you
tell me i’m exceptional, and i promise to exploit you
gimme all your money, and i’ll make some origami honey!
i think you’re a joke!!! …but i don’t find you very
fuuuuuuu~nyyy”
More tagr art!!! Assorted stuff this time! Featuring some cute chibi stuff. Some solo gaz’s, a lil uhhh. Comic of an altercation.. and a very belated Halloween pic I started drawing last Halloween and didnt finish lol. Also featuring lyrics from pedestrian at best cuz that song rllly rlly fits my ver of tak lol.
#invader zim#gaz membrane#invader tak#tagr#iz tak#iz gaz#tak#doodles#there toxic yuri!!! they’re all over the place!!! tak is tsundere insane alien who fueled by revenge it’s gonna be rough!#I think. there relationship would slowly grow and develop as gaz is helping tak w all her injuries#but I think they’d end up having a true true falling out sometime after take fully healed and gets her ship back.#and they’d be split up for a few years maybe? idk how long I’d want it to be. but! yeah.#absence makes the heart grow fonder and makes u realize how fucking stupid u are#and eventually they’d reunite and shit would be better lol#I don’t want them to be at each others throats forever that’d suck lol#theyre just definitely are moments where there at each others throats in the beginning#but they r also moments.. where they both feel true belonging and acceptance. like they never have before… and it blows there lil minds…#I also dO want gaz to go into space at some point w tak cuz that’d be fucking awesome#after they reunite again they can go explore the universe a bit#these r all very half baked ideas btw and also my brains mush cuz ive been drawing all day#so please excuse if said ideas suck. also please excuse all the typos lol#I might change my mind on the them separating idk… or maybe make it a shorter amount of time… idk!! I havent thought thru all this shit lol#it’s not like I’m gonna write a story or actually make a comic I’m just drawing random fanart#I don’t need to have all these thoughts all solidified lol
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It’s just…so painful to watch Armand readily submit in order to obtain the love he so desperately craves. And while it’s most assuredly a manipulative tactic, it’s still one borne out of fear and desperation. He cannot lose this person he’s come to love and so will become whatever they want, do whatever they want just so they’ll stay with him. But it won’t be enough. No matter how much he acquiesces or seeks to control (himself, others, the environment), he won’t be able to make Louis stay with him in the perfect life, perfect self he built in the hopes of finally being loved. It will all crumble with Armand left alone in the rubble of what he created, the author of his own abandonment.
#this unfortunately hits way too close to home for me#let’s not even get into Claudia’s anger at never being enough#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire#armand#this is just me speaking from personal experience…but there is definite manipulation at play here from Armand#and I don’t necessarily mean that pejoratively- when you’re desperate for people to like/love you you’ll become whatever they want#or whatever you think they’d want and you give it to them so they’ll want to keep you around#I’ve done it so often with the people in my life- and make no mistake it’s also a survival tactic#you give someone what they want they won’t hurt you#and when that’s how you survive for years and years it becomes the default method of interacting with others#even with normal people who genuinely mean you no harm you revert to that people pleasing mode#as a means of control both external and internal#this is what i see armand doing- his way of surviving that he’s never truly broken out of#armand ceding coven control to Louis and curating the Dubai penthouse for Louis are part of the same pattern of behavior#and even tho it’s ultimately harmful and will only end badly for armand and Louis’ relationship#idk if armand knows how to not exist that way with someone he loves/desires#all of this also ties into louis and daniel#because of course Armand will lose it over Louis finding connection and interest with someone else aside from him#someone HUMAN no less#and I can see Armand taking out his anger on Daniel as a way of expressing his own frustration at still not being enough for Louis#breaking daniel’s mind in a desperate attempt to understand why this human could reach Louis in ways he couldn’t#not saying any of this to excuse Armand and his behavior obviously (I’m very upset and worried over the trial looming on the horizon)#but I do understand this impulse and how you’ll throw ANYONE under the bus in order to preserve your place with loved ones#it’s all horrifying but unfortunately I empathize#like even if Louis is right to walk out on him when he learns/remembers the truth of what happened to Claudia#I’ll probably still find myself saddened by Armand’s fate because I’ve absolutely been there myself#it’s a tragedy of his own making- his fear and desperation birthing manipulative and controlling behaviors#that ultimately result in your own abandonment#god this fucking show
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The obviously endgame straight couple becoming canon being one of the most controversial moments of Tokyo Ghoul fandom history will never not be funny to me
#i posted dis on twt already but whatevs#it’s funny#’most controversial animanga moments of all time’ and it’s fucking touken lmfaooo#ik im not a shipper and i don’t understand shipping (*crowd boos but it’s cool*) but genuinely what did ppl think???#In what world was hidekane or shuuneki ever going to become canon like be fuckkng fr#shuuneki should never be canon imo idgaf - like idc abt ppl shipping it: cute. u do u boo. im happy 4 u.#but imo i think it being canon would defeat the purpose of shuu’s arc.#Maybe just my bpd/projecting of him but idk. growing past ur unhealthy obsession feels like a better ending than having it fulfilled#in an ideal world they’d have a healthy relationship but idk. i wouldn’t mind it but i think growing as an individual is better#gunk#tg gunk#Ramble in tags#I still dk why ppl were so mad abt touken tho#tokyo ghoul#tokyoghoulcore
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indont understand the appeal of 4chan or thr dark web honestly or even liveleak when it was still up and running ooo speaking of liveleak
#when i was younger#idk how old tho. i just know i was staying in an apartment complex#uhh#okay#so like i have this friends house id go to bc my auntie and her mom were like this i think..?#anyways so yeah i constantly went to her house and one of these days while i was over there her mom was watxhing these bideos of soldiers.#okay how do i explain this without being unnecessarily violent.#well i cant#so the soldiers would be on their knees and people would be behind them and they’d shoot the gun at their head blowing their face meat#or head like clean off#and i watched those with her bc she showed us it#and bro#i was scared and still am about seeing REAL life guns like rifels and stuff bc#it grossed me out how people could do that to others and then i felt sad bc they died#but ueah i had so many nightmares about that and its been lingering im the back of my mind for yearrss#i hope i dont get a headache like earlier for remembering this NONSENSE#brooo thag headache actually had me in SHAMBLES
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So take that as you will.
Side note: ignore the tags it’s just nonsensical ramble. I’ve been ill and when I’m ill well you’ve seen the results before if you’re looked at my page for more than a split second. My brain just doesn’t stop.
#dbz#dragon ball#dragonball#xenoverse 2#Dodoria#frieza force#let’s shove a headcanon in the tags#because why the hell not#right so#Dodoria hating Frieza? I’ll dial that back to I think episode Bardock#like when planet vegeta becomes space dust blah blah#I wonder if Zarbon and Dodoria as a pair hypothetically mind#hypothetically#planned on a coup d’état using the Saiyans#in that version at least#maybe they assumed Frieza would deal with king vegeta and they’d be sent on foot to deal with the rest#as it’s implied or assumed that it wasn’t just planet vegeta that was lost#perhaps they had last their lands too#idk#it’s coming up 3am in like 45 minutes and my brain doesn’t want to brain anymore#and I end up thinking about aliens who were lucky to have an hour of screen time#🩷💚#yeah let’s rep them as hearts#this tag section should be ignored after ‘Frieza force’#it’s just a ramble beyond that#I apply history as that’s always been my interest#and yeah#can’t help it can I#jeez this is a ramble and a half#queue~~~
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I have thoughts abt the doctor participating in practices that were previously exclusive to members of a sisterhood more than once.
#like yes the whole thing with the sibylline sisterhood in the pompeii episode of nuwho was a joke and he was plenty disrespectful towards#the practices of the sisterhood of karn but like#looking past the weird stuff that comes from sci-fi writers looking down on mysticism and being generally misogynistic (bc I would like to#take it differently for my own interpretation of canon) while also keeping in mind that . yes the doctor is non-binary. no the writers did#not actually think of the doctor as non-binary in the modern sense for the majority of the shows lifespan. I still enjoy the fact that they#couldn’t help but touch on the nature of his genderqueerness/gender-nonconformity. like they couldn’t help it!! it’s always there!! even#when they’d vehemently deny it if asked directly. it’s still there in practice!#idk if I’m getting my feelings across but. idk. even when the sisterhood as a whole rejects him there is usually a member or two that do#extend their welcome to him in a way that feels veryyy.. I see you#and he himself ridicules the idea that their exclusion of him is reasonable. like yes the writers probably mostly intended that to be bc he#thinks their rules are stupid but I’m trans and I say it’s bc he’s gnc !!!!! ‘just us girls’ !!!!!#the brain of morbius#classic who rewatch#doctor who#classic who#fourth doctor#mios
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Was Anyone But You a good Much Ado About Nothing adaptation? No, not at all, but fuck it was fun!
#y’all know I have many thoughts about this play and these characters#but even though the movie didn’t completely live up to my expectations as an adaptation#I still really enjoyed it!#and I really despise all those people making posts about how sydney sweeney can’t act#idk it seems a little rude#my main problem is how they messed up the benedick and beatrice characterization and dynamic#I love that they played up the ex lovers thing (which is left up to interpretation in the play)#and i love love queer Hero and Claudio!!!#but their hatred of each other didn’t really pack the same punch as in the original#I suppose I wish they weren’t afraid to make the characters bigger assholes?#ya know- give them more flaws?#because right now the enemies part doesn’t really feel believable for big parts of the movie#They really could have leaned more into making Bea a bit of a cold and snappy mess (as she is in the original)#and Ben more of…ya know…actual human disaster who can’t commit#both of their characters in the play are driven by their desire never to marry and their distrust for the opposite sex#They included this a bit with Bea (her not believing in true love and all that)#but her break up with Jonathan (because he was too nice???) didn’t really convince me of it#They also keep insisting that Ben is a fuckboy but we never really see it demonstrated?#I personally don’t mind the fact that they changed up the whole ‘convincing them that the other secretly loves them’ bit#especially considering this is only loosely based on much ado#but I do think they made it a bit messy considering they included the gulling scenes but only as a joke#I wish they’d either leaned fully into the much ado plot or ditched it#I think what a lot of adaptations get wrong is that they’re either too afraid of leaning into their og media#or too afraid of seperating themselves from the og media#oh god I’ve reached the tag limit help#anyways- rant over#anyone but you#maria talks about things#much ado about nothing#beatrice x benedick
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i just don’t understand. why say ur ready to talk if you aren’t?
can u believe this post is what got me to reach tag limit
#vaugepostimg on main about an irl don’t mind me#i just. am feeling sad bcus i have been trying to keep my distance and respect the space they said they needed. and then they reached out to#me for their book club and said we should chat and i got excited! i miss my friend of course i got excited#still let them take the lead. i want them to be comfortable. they said they’d lmk what day they were free#and then proceeded to ghost me for like. almost two weeks??#(it was 10 days but !!! still!!! almost 2 weeks from them suggesting i come to book club which would’ve inherently necessitated an irl talk#and then after all that yesterday said they actually weren’t ready which. hurted#tbf i knew something was up after like 2 days of them not replying so it’s not like i was fully caught off guard it just really hurt#and like i feel weird bcus our social circles are really overlapped and i spent a lot of time with them last winter and i had thought#that would happen again this winter. we would swim together a lot and i consistently went to their house dinners#bcus if i care about you i show up! and i’m understanding ! bcus i am patient and kind person and as a triple taurus i’m not tryna rush ever#especially when it comes to people’s emotions ??? especially if someone has told me i hurt them???? like ik im an autistic lesbian but#despite popular conceptions on that particular identity. im not fucking evil ????? if you ask for space i will give you space !!!!!#and like when it comes to emotions and conflict i’m blunt but i’m caring and it takes a lot for me to be disinfranchised by people#or relationships. so i’m not saying i don’t want to still be her friend#i’m just. noticing behaviors#they did tell me that they were very avoidant in conflict and i told them i’m very much not and like. now that i’m on the receiving end of i#idk what to do!! i’m not gonna chase her down like they’re grown!! and again!!! if you ask for space i’m going to respect that!!!#and like honestly. i’m happy she at least gave me the curtesy of saying they weren’t ready to talk even if it took her mad long to do it#so like. who tf knows when we’ll talk. if ever. probably when she wants the validation of our friendship if it even happens at all#bcus again. she reached out not to reconnect and clear the air but to check if i still wanted to come to her club she was starting#ik in earlier conversations she was worried no one would come but ig she found people. which like good for her tbh but to be honest i feel#discarded?? i’m feeling like i’m failing to not project too much so i gotta stop but idk man i’m just feeling weird about it all#and then i had the thought today of like. is this what i want in a friendship? someone who goes back and forth abt whether or not i’m worth#which again. kinda wasn’t expecting that bcus we spent so much time together last autumn/winter/spring like. many times per week!!!#so the idea of not being her friend all of a sudden?? feels fucjing weird to think about#but like? i don’t want to feel this way this is what i hate about west coast/white people conflict resolution!! there fucking isn’t any!!!#and i can’t deal with that! i can’t spend my life with people who aren’t going to engage with me as a person who cares about them#humans are fallible creatures and were only here on earth for so long so why are we wasting time here? what is the point of all this ???????#but then the guilt and shame say i deserve it all and at that point i just need to stop so. i’m gonna stop now lol
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i forgor to add this bit to the main post bcs the little doodle i did about it wasn’t quite to my liking and i was too tired to really keep working on it but it is something i feel fairly strongly about in regards to how i perceive the relationship between siebren and akande just like as colleagues
i think they’re friendly i really do. like yes sieb works for him but they both strike me as the type of people who are surprisingly easy to get along with once you actually talk to them, so naturally they’d at least be friendly in a casual professional setting … i mean, we know he and akande talk about orisa quite a bit which i think is so interesting and i’d love to explore that a lil more. i wanna be a fly on the wall for whatever conversations happen here
#myart#kinda idk#overwatch#sigma#siebren de kuiper#doomfist#akande ogundimu#when i’ve got more energy to draw i would like to doodle a little more interactions between these two cuz i think they’d bounce off eachothe#in fun ways#lots of really intriguing interpersonal dynamics in talon in general tbqh. rotating them all in my mind
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it’s honestly pissing me off how much o and otis call themselves (and other people call them) sex therapists in sex education
#sorry maybe it’s just the psych major in me but every time they call themselves a therapist i just want to scream “YOU DONT EVEN HAVE A#FUCKING DEGREE LET ALONE A LICENSE’#idk it’s just incredibly frustrating#esp with how the adults accept and call them that too?#and the school is just letting them run a ‘therapy clinic’ ???#like what the actual fuck#if i was the school psych contracted with this school i’d be losing my mind#i just wish they’d let go of calling themselves therapists#like maybe call it a peer support group or something#but you are not a fucking therapist#you are a teenager#even otis’s mom who is a licensed psychologist doesn’t correct them??#idk i’m mad i can rant about this for awhile#sex education#s*x education#this season is pissing me off
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Hello I am here for the infodumping
Give 🫴
HOLY SHIT
Ok hang on I’ve got to think of a topic
Ummmmmmm ok so you get to choose between the cod modern warfare series (both og and reboot), metal gear solid, or fire hydrants (and probably also other fire fighting related stuff too if you get me on about it)
Let me know holy shit
#it’s my new hyperfixation my last hyperfixation or my long lasting special interest#I’m partial to fire hydrants rn but I don’t mind#I might have to leave this till tomorrow because it’s like 21:12 rn and my brain isn’t working fully but I’m very happy#second last time I tried to infodump about fire hydrants I was ignored the whole time I was really sad but I kept talking basically to#myself sort of because I hoped that that they’d actually listen to me eventually but also because I wanted to see how much I really knew ig?#idk anyway#techyvoid
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#rottmnt#meme redraw#foot recruit#Cassandra jones#idk what to call this meme#big man tiddies? idk#sketch#doodle#wip#no one asked but I think cass and raph would become besties as the lord intended#she spends a lot of time visiting splinter when she’s stressed or just needing some company#and one times he’s like I have some errands to run but you are always welcome to join#and he’s like todays chore is finding somewhere peaceful to meditate with my son for a ‘family bonding’ lmao#so she tags along and raph doesn’t seem to mind#and at one point she offloads somethings that’s stressing her out and instead of splinter answering raph comes in#it’s really good advice everyone is shocked#and their friendship starts there#she’d show him hokey#they’d spar a lot#good times#rottmnt raph#raphael#SaveRiseOfTheTMNT#casey jones
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considering possiblyyyyy including the rest of the 7 teens in the rewrite in some capacity but like not as ashas friends but not as background characters either bc I wanna keep them as a group to some extent but not like acquaintances yk?? If that makes sense? my idea is maybe they can also work in the castle like dahlia does bc iirc shes the only one who directly works there but everyone else just kinda either bummed around or helped her out but that was kinda it?? So I’m considering maybe I could make them work in other parts of the castle so like I said they can be considered a group/collective bc they work in the same place but don’t actually hang out or anything ? But yeah idk shrugs it’s felt a bit odd for me to straight up have them not in it at all bc making them just bg characters feels weird bc aforementioned Simon and dahlia being ashas friends would be kinda out of place/pointless reference wise if you didn’t have all the dwarfs together in some form or fashion
so uhhhhh reason I’m making this post at all is bc I’d love to have any suggestions for like their jobs or thing they do etc
also yes this is just an excuse to include bazima bc I love her but won’t fit in the current group dynamic /hj
#Girl help: the post#Bc I only just thought of it and just want some ideas or suggestions etc bc I got none#And keep in mind they will be like not even side characters maybe a one off scene or nod but nothing huge#Like I’d say we’d only see em in a montage of Asha doing different tasks around the castle/apprenticeship work ?#Bc I think it might be fun#And work for writing bc they all are very one note bc of the dwarf name theme so to me they’d fit for being one off characters more anyway:#Shrugs just spitballing but yeah please help with any ideas🙏#Specifically no kitchen or baking related jobs bc dahlia and Simon got that covered#I’m kinda dreading if I add them tho bc idk how to draw them whatever I’ll figure it out okkkkk#Btw I’d want the jobs to tie into either the film or the og 7 dwarfs or both#Just like general castle related jobs bc I can’t really think of many off the top of my head (also yes they can share jobs/be duos btw)#rewrite the stars au
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I feel like Joey and Damian would get along
#Dickjoey adopts Damian au 🤭#no but genuinely#i think Joey and Damian would get along#like swimmingly bruh#Idk man mediocre fathers and a love of art#this is vague bc i don’t wanna make real hcs till I read more Joey stuff so#BUT AS OF NOW#i think it’d work#and Joey is so understanding and gentle (so far idk man ik how dc is in scared they’re gonna switch him up)#i think they’d be good for eachother#i cant see Joey being parental tho I kinda see it more as a big bro kinda thing 😭#or cool uncle#or like that one favorite cousin#Idk man#BUT MAYBE ILL CHANGE MY MIND AS I READ WHO KNOWS#this is Abt Joey and dami#but like poly titans loving Damian my beloved#and by Poly titans I mean my faves#like specifically Vic star raven Joey and Dick#idrc about everyone else 🤭
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