#but there's a lot i messed up on
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Wanted to paint a lil guy in a lil chair. The background is off because I was having fun painting and rarely looked at the reference. I love how it turned out, but I should've added more ferns (grass? I dunno what the plants are lols)
#i hated editing this pic on my phone#in person the painting is so cute and vibrant#but it took a lot to get it to look colorful on screen#it was fun to draw and paint#but there's a lot i messed up on#frog#frog chair#reference photo#watercolor painting#potatoart#art#artist on tumblr#watercolor
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guys are you ready *gives your effo long hair i mean. it kinda fits him!
#also i headcanon that he slouches a lot because hes kinda tall and has a bunch of short besties#and his back hurts too yayy i love making characters suffer.#spinning etho with a messed up spine and fluffy hair in my head#alex draws#hermitcraft#hermitblr#etho#ethoslab
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Messing up while trying to learn healthier coping skills or communication skills doesn't mean your progress ceases to exist.
If you lashed out at someone during an argument instead of using your coping skills, it's okay to forgive yourself. If you reacted based on your emotional urge instead of looking at the situation, that's okay. It happens.
No one is perfect all the time. I think we expect so much more of ourselves. In my case, because I felt so ashamed of who I used to be. It makes me feel extra pressure to "do better". But the reality is, people who aren't in recovery mess up too. And sometimes they may not even notice it.
You don't need to beat yourself up about it. In fact, beating yourself up about it doesn't really help anyone. You can learn from it. Was there something going on that made it harder to use your coping skills? Was there a certain trigger? Maybe a bad day? Take your new knowledge and move forward.
Your progress still very much exists. I promise.
#my post#i failed a lot when i self taught myself skills#i'd use really great communication skills for awhile#and then i'd ignore them to act on my emotions#even now i still mess up#it doesn't happen nearly as much#and i think i will always mess up#because i am human#but i can be accountable#and do better#also like#how i react after messing up is different now too#i apologize#i admit what i did wrong#and i try to do better
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girl if they do you dirty i will riot
#she’s been with me through a lot of shit if they mess up her character i will be inconsolable#ahsoka#ahsoka series#star wars#sw fanart#digital art#sabeldraws#tcw#the clone wars#swr#sw rebels#art
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christ sometimes I just wanna. steal a time machine & go back & sit down next to my 9-year-old self and just like. let them pull out their pokemon card binder & gush about their holographic gyarados or whatever. I'd just smile & ask questions about motherfukcing bulbasaur & tell my kid self that I thought they were a neat person, & someday they'd find other people who thought so too.
like i'm a grown adult who honestly finds most kids stuff boring, but. damn if i could go back & hang out with my baby self & listen to them ramble...just so they knew someone was listening. i would in a heartbeat. thinking about u kid
#wouldn't roll my eyes or check my phone or get bored or nothing#I'd just listen to that little dork & smile & encourage them & let them explain how their favorite gameboy games worked#i was the kind of kid my adult self would find annoying & uninteresting but like#most of the actual adults in my childhood felt that way too. including my dang parents.#and ya know sometimes they showed it. a lot of times without realizing it. and that messes a kid up#if you don't make an effort kids WILL recognize your disinterest and lack of attention.#kids deserve to have caregivers who show interest and engagement#even when it's over stuff that adults find boring. especially then maybe#your kid doesn't have to be fun or interesting or easy or well behaved to deserve positive attention#they deserve positive attention because they are YOUR KID#if love is unconditional then DISPLAYS of LOVE and AFFECTION must also be unconditional#not something that must be earned#telling your kid that you love them is not enough. that is step one out of like a thousand#if you just tell your kid you love them but you don't demonstrate affection and interest and patience and warmth and etcetera#your kid isn't gonna feel loved! I Love You will just become a trite phrase that they regard with mistrust!#bitch you gotta FOLLOW THROUGH
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the sirens are turning red
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#jjk art#megumi#animal horror/#animal death/#scopophobia/#hiiii i drew messed up animals again :>#i couldnt decide which ver i liked better between the white and black bg so i decided to playing card logic it#i think if i had to pick i Do like the black bg better but i spent a whole hour on that gd eye im keeping it#idk what came over me but im so glad it did i love drawing characters dressed in white surrounded by concerning animal imagery#gotta b one of my favourite flavours of fanart to make tbh#i saw a picture of a rabbit sculpture and something abt the albino red around the eyes ears feet mouth#made me think of blood pounding made me think of bruises scars Prey#and wld u look at that one of my fav characters ever just so happens 2 have a whole lot of rabbits :)#so i stuck megumi in what i can only describe as a vogue straightjacket n went to town#ik that the megumi + dogs/wolves gets a lot of love bc the characterization fits#but the rabbits.....but the [spoilers]#its SO good its so sososoososos good#anyway im proud of this piece hsfhgsfjs i love drawing rabbits i love white + Bruised blood-under-the-skin red this made me rly happy#i only care a Little bit that it took me forever <-lying#ill blame the rabbit skeleton smh
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i want us both to eat well
#more g4g art !#he tries So fucking hard for jl . so hard#i dont know if there are many moments of reprieve during jl’s childhood but i think#he thinks of what his sister did for him and his brother and he copies that . slowly slowly like hes worried he’ll mess up#and i think he hums jl to sleep and then bawls his eyes out every night#i thought a lot about how young he was post war pre canon#when i was drawing this#and i think . hes such a good parent#i think jl looks back at his childhood and thinks that he was happy . that jc made sure he was happy#and he only realises later that when jc was so silent and stared into space before baby jl ran up to him and jc smiled#small but a smile#that he was struggling so bad . but he tried so hard to keep jl happy#and i think jl goes up and sits with him quietly now because at least if his brother doesnt want to come home to hug him jl can#hug him just as tight#so what if theyre a family of two theyve got each other#ough . they make me all weepy and miserable#UMMM DETAILS the ribbons on the tree jcs eyebags and black nail polish#ok the end💥#allcheng gotcha for gaza#art tag#mdzs#jiang cheng#jin ling#jin ling and his jiujiu#mxtx#mo dao zu shi#魔道祖师#cql#the untamed#the grandmaster of demonic cultivation
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#this ending messes me up oh god#i love it but i hate the emotions it gives me#actually that's how i feel about a lot of things#needy streamer overload#needy streamer overdose#nso#needy girl overdose#needy girl overload
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Silly 15!skk comic that I sketched awhile ago and dont remember what compelled me to draw this
#bsd#skk#soukoku#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd dazai#bsd art#bsd chuuya#15!skk#bsd crack#skk comic#this is so stupid I don’t remember why I drew this#maybe it should’ve stayed in my sketchbook lol wth#my art#help this is why I should’ve went to bed instead of clean this mess up#what am I even doing#I don’t know if this is incomprehensible but if anyone does read this by some chance I drew it right to left#sorry I dont know how to panel/too lazy#this is the less amount of color I’ve did in awhile just flats#this is a lot of stuff in the tags#i think i remember i was taking my vitamins or something and thought of this…i think#i dont know how to draw mori sorry i dont know I got too lazy too#I cleaned the lines but not too much because I am lazy
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This is their relationship in a nutshell
#tag it as whatever ship you're into i don't care#i just see them as a messed up trio with A LOT of history to unpack#honkai star rail#honkai star rail meme#hsr meme#i rarely make memes but i couldn't get this out of my mind#ughhh#dan heng#hsr blade#jing yuan#imbibitor lunae#dan feng#<- whyyy so many naaaames
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Something about older Jason looking at the child version of himself, the innocent victim, and feeling the need to defend and avenge him the way no one else will. They'll call him reckless and try to pin the blame for his death on some unique failure of his personality, the problem isn't Robin the problem is he was just a bad fit for Robin! And then older Jason coming back to life and spits on their twisted grief. Fuck you, that innocent child deserved more. You took his memory and ruined it to make yourselves feel better. If no one will give him justice then Jason will take it himself no matter who he has to kill to get there. It's the only way he can move forward.
Something about older Cass looking at this child version of herself, this innocent who has no idea what she was doing when she was tricked into killing, and finding her irredeemable. She will forgive everyone for everything if they need a second chance but she cannot forgive that innocent child. She spends ten years wanting that child to die for their sin, a standard she holds no one else to. And in the end she does have to die. She can never forgive that child until the price has been paid and the guilty, tormented, suicidal mess of a girl is dead and never coming back. Only then can Cass live on. Only then can she smile without feeling the weight of her kill on her back. If no one will give that child the justice they deserve then she will have to do it herself. It's the only way she can move forward.
#dc#cassandra cain#dc rambles#Jason Todd#They're so messed up in such fun inverted ways#Everyone's always like oh what would Robin Jason think of red hood but I think what red hood thinks of Robin#Is equally as important#Likewise baby cass would most likely feel relief that someday she escapes the all consuming self hatred#And older Cass would feel... A lot. Regret she spent so long hating this child. Grief for what she was tricked into doing.#But I don't think she's ever fully going to get rid of all that cold hatred. That emotion that let's her look at her 8 year old self#And sentence them to death. Only them. No one else. Because people are good deep down but this child is rotten.#She's so mentally ill and relatable <3#It's not even recognisable hatred because it's so clinical and all consuming. She doesn't hate herself she just believes she deserves to di#What do you mean that's a sign of self hatred Barbara don't be silly she's perfectly fine.
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The Reverse Grunkles + Bill
#gravity falls#book of bill#bill cipher#ford pines#stanford pines#reverse falls#reverse falls au#stanley pines#grunkle stan#grunkle ford#Stan gleeful#Stanley gleeful#Stanford gleeful#ford gleeful#bill decipher#bill has a funky coat just because I wanted him too#idk in my mind his dimension has shape based clothing for scientists and important people#also glasses cause why not#ford and Stan used to be a sideshow attraction like mason and Mabel#no will cause I don’t care for him#Stan has gold and diamond accessories#Stan cares for the twins since bud cares for Gideon but he’s more selfish when it comes to it kinda like pacificas parents#like cannon stan would joke about selling the twins for safety but stan would do it#they’re all a little messed up#there’s not a lot of reverse! Stan and ford surprisingly
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coloured some transfem cad things from my sketchbook because im tired and i wanted to draw cute girllllsslslsllsls
#as always characters are half naked because i cant think of an outfit or i just want to draw historical underwear again lol#jester also gets drawn a lot (cute girl drawings) but i always mess up her hair idk why its hard to draw... .#myart#2024#critical role#critical role fanart#caduceus clay#girl cad#<- my tag i think .#described#my brain is so powerful . turn my fave character into a cute girl and then i can draw cute girl even more 😎
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Makes my grand return to tumblr with in stars and time <3 heres my autism <3 spoilers??? under the cut??? for two hats??? uh loop stuff proceed at ur own risk i guess???
#isat#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#isat fanart#in stars and time#isat isabeau#isat bonnie#isat odile#isat loop#in stars and time spoilers#in stars and time siffrin#in stars and time isabeau#in stars and time odile#in stars and time bonnie#in stars and time loop#in stars and time fanart#isat au#?? technically?? for loop returns/join the gang au???? kinda technically???? idk man#human loop#two hats spoilers#isat isafrin#isafrin#just a lot of my favorite moments and then also a bit of sillies from when i played the game with trye <3 hi trye <3 love you <3#tisms cutely#peep the few times i messed up sifs hair early on in doodles <3#MTG's bullshit#reborn from the stars au
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It's always pride month if you are this guy
#Kiyondo Ishida#Kiyotaka Ishimaru#danganronpa#ishimaru#ishimondo#trigger happy havoc#alter ego#dr1#dgr#my art#doodles#edgy-senju#dangan ronpa#memes#shitpost#danganronpa 1#dr thh#I care this messed up wet dog of a man a lot#thh spoilers#lol
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i think than would be claustrophobic
#reupload bc i messed something up the first time#i really hope this does well bc i like it a lot#this is referencing sisyphus chaining him and trapping him in a closet btw#it makes sense and also hes the type to be affected deeply by shit and keep it to himself forever while pretending hes not affected by it#i also think he cut his hair short so no one could grab it and drag him anywhere haha#my artwork#art#hades game#hades supergiant#hades fanart#thanatos#thanatos hades#artists on tumblr#comic#greek mythology
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