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The first time Zayne asks you to his house, you bring him a sprig of jasmine. You pass by the flower shop on your way to his apartment on a whim and are inexplicably drawn to the thin, white petals. The shop owner tells you the plant signifies new beginnings which seemed fitting at the time.
The look on Zayne's face when he sees the jasimine is one of pain. The light in his hazel eyes dulls, and the skin between his brows wrinkles. You resist the urge to smooth the folds away with your thumb.
"Sorry," you say, unsure what to make of his expression. You scramble around the kitchen looking for a trash can. He's rich, so it takes you some time to find it. You open cabinet after cabinet in search of the thing. "Didn't want to show up empty handed."
After some awkward fumbling, you manage to locate the can. It’s hidden to the left of the sink behind the recycling bin. The trash is empty save for the bag which smells lightly of lemons.
"Wait," Zayne replies with some urgency, his usually calm voice the most panicked you've ever heard it. His hand presses your fingers securely around the stems before you can dump the arrangement into the trash. "You just surprised me is all."
You let him slowly guide the flowers away from the maw of the garbage, lips still weighed down by an unknown force.
"Don't overthink it," you tell him, unable to guess at the cause of his sadness. Seems you may have crossed some sort of unspoken boundary in your efforts to appear polite.
"They're lovely," he concedes, forcing a smile onto his face, "but they'll die in a few days."
Is that what's got him so upset?
"Hang them upside down before they begin to whither,” you offer. “They'll hold their shape, and after a few weeks you can stick them in a vase and keep them forever."
His brows knit together contemplatively.
"They'll still be dead," he tells you, wearily eyeing the plant.
You shake your head at him, "No, their form will just have changed."
"I'm not very good at tending to plants," he insists.
You shrug at him, busying yourself with finding a vessel for the jasmine.
"Lucky you have me then. I can help you string them up when you're ready to."
He lets you fill a glass with water and plop the jasmine into its new home.
Zayne doesn't say anything for a while. He just stands there, statue still, like he’s an android with stalled programming. His eyes remain fixed on the white petals of the plant, almost accusingly. It feels inappropriate to move for some reason, so you fuss with the placement of the stems, waiting for him to take the reins.
"I was thinking," he eventually starts, gaze still stuck on the jasmine, "that I'd like to dom for you exclusively. As previously stated, I believe we are compatible and that I can provide you with the subbing experience you need."
"Oh," you reply, cheeks heating. You chance a sideways glance at him, but his sights haven’t changed. "Yeah, I'd like that. I haven't seen anyone else since we started our sessions anyway."
"It's settled then," he agrees, eyes finally flicking to you. “Moving forward you’ll come to me when you need something.”
“And you’ll come to me when you do,” you add.
He looks at you funny, but doesn’t argue.
“How do you feel about shower sex?” he asks suddenly, as his mind visibly reconnects with his body. He turns toward you, awaiting your reply.
You flash him a cheeky grin, “Lead the way.”
#reader is not mc#technically this is the same reader from a previous little piece#but the above makes sense without it#zayne x reader#zayne lads x reader#zayne x you#zayne lads x you#lads x reader#lads x you
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krakoa cherik constantly having sleepovers at each others houses
they never slept alone since day one ☝️ (until the divorce)
Im so sorry this was my immediate first thought
#cherik#snap sketches#krakoa cherik in the month of our lord december ??? literally at that fjOWDJSJEK#how many times will i draw these two sleeping in my career A Lot i predict#makes sense ….. i do love sleep ….#chat help its my grandmas birthday which means i deal with a yakuza chapters worth of drama god above help me#this made me giggle at least …. ty for the chance to doodle it anon …#anyway i feel strange. i sure hope its not food poisoning again !!!!!#i did just get really neat cookies sent to my house … id like to eat them without bein sick .. you cant enjoy cookies sick ….#ok byebye im gonna deal with My Environment and try to Not feel Physically sickly#not much can be done about the overhanging dread of family drama but oh well !!!
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is anyone else with this kink not into nose blowing, either actively turns you off or just kinda neutral on it, willing to put up with it in situations where you have to (like a wav or someone inducing for you, it's gonna happen so it's whatever)—
but if it's outside of wavs/active inducing, just naturally in the wild, from someone you find attractive (in whatever way, platonic, romantic, fully just snz-focused) you can kinda find yourself getting a bit 👀👀 about it, just purely because oh? your nose is bothering you, is it?
even though the noise itself still does nothing, or even makes you uncomfortable, the connotations... 🔥
#waterfalltalks#is this snz? it's kinda snz- it's not NOT snz so i wont tag it not snz#but uh yeah anyone else have this or am i just a freak LMAO#i mean i know im a freak but am i MORE of a freak for this or is this something other people feel too#please feel free to tell me any similar experiences too!!!! i love hearing nuances and stuff about this kink <333#and this is just. like i never really tell people this bc i think people kinda hear it and go “oh so you're into noseblowing??”#no. i am not. i am not like- fully turned off cant listen anymore by it but i dissociate through it. it's not for me it does nothing.#sometimes even makes me a little uncomfortable/icks me out a bit if it's really 'graphic' noises if that makes sense#BUT!?!?!?!? randomly hearing it from someone who isnt inducing/recording a wav for you#idk just randomly hearing it without explanation??? it can sometimes just be so !!!!!!!!!!!#not like. hrny. for clarity. not ANYWHERE near what snz is but enough to get my body and me going#eyeseyeseyeseyes which i guess soorrttaaa the same with sniffling for me but#this feels like. a step above that. whatever it is has bothered you to the point of needing to blow????#idk wild it's wild and i truly dont know how i feel about this happening to me i dont think i like it but#idk listen just please if anyone else feels this LMAO let me know im not completely out of my mind for this one#snzblr#waterfallrambles
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Justify away (Patreon)
#Doodles#Clinical Trial#Angel Martinez#Lee Smith#I had far too much fun drawing that first one even if I do think it's OOC lol#I don't think he'd touch them that casually I just reallyyy wanted to draw it#Thus his apology afterwards lol#They're in a particularly delicate mindframe at that point! No way he'd touch them without their express permission#Though he sure does overstep in other ways huh - that's kind of his MO haha he won't lift a hand against their will but anything else?#Fair game#He's creepy! Convinced he means well and in some ways he does but agh#I like how I honestly can't settle on the way I feel about him haha - I just feel A Lot towards him!#I'd tell him to treat Angel well but I already know he'd literally die before he made any other move pft.... Oh Lee...#His self-justifications are probably the scariest part of him - the way he can turn so quick on a dime if he just convinces himself#''No actually I intended to do that from the start'' uh huh - guy who definitely had everything figured out from the very beginning#Sure Lee lol#Which isn't to say he's not intelligent! That's part of his problem really lol he can talk himself around with logical arguments#Doesn't mean he's right but once he's settled he's hard to unsettle haha#What he regrets and what he doesn't give such an insight into what he values as well#Murder? Just doing more good than harm - harm reduction even getting rid of someone without remorse#Better him than someone else and better Brandon than let him run loose#Neverminding him taking the role of judge-jury-executioner - and this is no defense of Brandon I do basically agree with them both#But that's still not Lee's choice#But the closet? Something he does regret - because that was selfishly motivated that was inward-aimed with outward consequences#Murder was to help Angel and anyone else in the line of fire - the closet was Lee's own pleasure above all else#Makes sense that he'd be more worried about one than the other and that order being a little skewed lol#Not something he could justify to himself and so it became a regret! Man - the fact that the Reject-Reject ending has him predict Angel :(#Wonder if it's something he could ever spin the positive on if given enough time - everything happens pretty fast thereafter#Impulsive guy.... But that is part of the Lot I feel towards him haha
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Actually I usually come onto ur blog for the yappage. Yap ur truth my liege


sometimes silence can be a virtue
#when i say tumblr is my diary i mean this this is like yappge premium edition#some of them r the dumbest shit ever like a caption i thought of but without a drawing it wont make sense#example above#others r just ideas for drawings#and im telling u u do not want to see the other like 25 percent of it 💀#franswers
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Fugo and Abbacchio friendship is so important to me. They're both bitches and they bond over that. The bickering is enrichment.
#astrophel jojoposting#leone abbacchio#pannacotta fugo#vento aureo#jjba#Pre-Narancia and Mista I think they'd have an interesting dynamic because both of them are looking up to Bucciarati and are very messed up.#But like... Bucciarati is above them in a sense and they're on the same level.#But Fugo probably has something of a 'too good for this' mentality vs. Abbacchio who sees himself as the lowest of the low.#But Fugo is a kid and Abbacchio is an adult. But Fugo has seniority.#It just makes for an interesting dynamic yk#Also to be very very clear. Abbacchio is not his dad he is not his older brother. They are friends.#You can have older friends without a family dynamic present. Sorry for the disclaimer but they are friends. I like them as friends.#jjba part 5#golden wind#I'll probably make a better post later with more thoughts like in the tags
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“the croaking” never beating the best webtoon ever allegations. got me screaming crying shaking and scratching the walls because of some gay bird men
#just read ep 252 i’m trembling yall#now i’m listening to birds of a feather (billie) and on the verge of a breakdown#genuinely my fave webtoon like the character development + plot + romance + everything is just so well written wtf#so many incredibly written plot twists that make complete sense without being too predictable#the found family…. the drama… but above all the most precious love story fuckkkkk#the croaking#webtoon#my post#i don’t think i’ve ever posted about it on here but i’ve been obsessed with it for the last 4 or 5 years
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Now why the fuck did Soohyun agree to pretend to date Jaemin? Or did he agree to that and then he and Da On had their little relationship that Jaemin ruined. I am confused about the timeline of it all
#secret relationships#secret relationships the series#secret relationships series#now don't get me wrong#i love sunghyun and i want him and da on to end up together#i think without everything else going on those two would just have a normal healthy relationship#but i would also be okay with the show ending with da on learning to love himself enough to tell all of them no#i mean he's been telling them no but the reasons are varying and different#i want da on to have the confidence self esteeem and security to be able to choose himself above everyone else#if that makes sense#anyway i haven't slept in about a week so i think it's bed time
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Pokemon Black
My first pokemon game! Lovely and beautiful gym puzzles, silly plot that was nevertheless good at pushing you towards your next location (and organically leading you back to newly opened spots in old locations), so much stuff to do even years after everyone's stopped playing, and awesome execution when introducing new features. The grass shaking? Scared the shit out of me. The music mechanics? Incredible. The battle subway station? Awesome. Here's how it feels to cross Sky Arrow Bridge in 2025
With that said, your rivals suck, Cheren's having an annoying shounen boy revelation about what it means to be strong at the most inappropriate time (we're talking about pokemon dogfighting, can you please read the room no one cares), and goooooddd what was UP with the immediate post-game difficulty leap? Everyone is 15 levels stronger than you and they're all blocking the good grinding spots. Zapped my interest in the game, sadly.
All in all a great intro to the series!
#it goes without saying the plot makes no sense and they nerf N's brain capacity but I've learned that Pokemon isn't really about plot#The plot is there so you know what to do next and in that regard Black is leagues above‚ say‚ Emerald#pokemon
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Quick question do you see Asgore as Undynes actual adoptive father or more as a mentor whom she views as a father-like figure?
More mentor figure than actually adopted but I like seeing him adopt her too. My personal view is that it turned from him trying to redirect her passion into being a teacher to her, to being a mentor and the into her boss, and now she's overly familiar with him because of just how long she's known him. He'd be more like an adult she could trust and if it was familial neither would realize or verbalize it. If asgore realized he saw her as a daughter I think asgore would still be too distraught over his past family that he would feel like he's projecting if he asks her and if she realized she saw him as a dad I don't think she would ask either because she also wouldn't want to encroach on that. She'd never call him 'dad' because she doesnt think of him that way but she would still get teased by the other royal guards saying he is because of just how close she is with him. And she would also be seen as the unofficial 'heir' by most other monsters because next to gerson she's the closest to him and has directly trained under him for years. So she still gets that royal heir pressure without actually being his daughter.
I like the idea of him meeting her when she's a little girl (if being attacked out of the blue count as a meeting) and then From there she ends up making him spend alot of time with her for 'training' which eventually turns into him sharing tea with her and her inviting herself over to the castle frequently to yap about her problems. Stray child 'adopts' local lonely king. Mainly she would bug him immensely about gerson and the war. I like to think little undyne would have been very similar to susie so her friendship with asgore is more akin to susie's dynamic with toriel. Could be familial if you want it to be but more of a stray kid finding an adult who actually cares about them and wants to see them do better.
#when it comes to deltarune i think their relationship is strictly a regular mentorship#but he did meet her as a kid in Undertale so i think the lines could be blurred between him being a paternal figure and a trusted adult#i like the idea of orphandyne and her being similar to susie. gerson being a father figure to her is also good but to me hes more her idol#but asgores also her idol. so i just think their friendship matured from kid and sad old guy to sad old guy and his ride or die whos their#to hype him up. like hed walk her down the aisle and hed be sobbing at her graduation because hes known her so long and is so proud of her#compared to doing the above just because shes a daughter to him. if that makes sense??#hastag my headcanons#asgore dreemurr#asgore#undyne#undertale undyne#undertale asgore#undertale#im joking when i say father daughter duo but like their the only adult characters in this game who you can actually say that about without#infantilizing another party because unlike all the other adults these two actually did meet as child and adult so its less weird to me to#explore their relationship from that angle. wheres that post about found family but the toxic side of it that would better explain what i#mean. not that i think they are toxic lol. i just think theres room to explore their relationship than strictly familal or strictly not#likeven if she saw asgore as a dad she WOULDNT see toriel as a mom because she KNOWS asgore but she DOESNT know toriel#if that makes sense#undertale headcanons
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i wonder if teru's gullible. i mean he seems to know that claw is bad news, but claw seems pretty straight forward about being evil. he also believed pretty quickly that reigen is claw's boss and psychic. or maybe he just goes with anything that aligns itself with his perception of the world.
#theres this hc developing in my head where since he fed off of people praising him and believed the world hierarchy that claw has been#making him believe and that had made sense to him since he was stronger than everyone else etc and since the first time he refused to#believe a claim someone made of him - mob - it had actually revealed itself to be true -- he now takes things at face value.#his enemies seem to be straight forward. and im thinking hed develop this bluntness to the world.#that and his role model being mob whos very blunt. i mean he tears down ritsu in their first meeting without much sugarcoating and i#remember during the world domination arc that he told hoshino and asahi that they were pretty useless point blank. also him confessing to#being lonely during the summer omake.#though there was that one omake where he skirts around confessing to edano about his wig and when he tells mob girls are watching him cuz#hes handsome. i guess that could be interpreted as him misunderstanding his surroundings. maybe his hair did grow out quickly because of hi#powers man idk it#was also a question during the second ova. what the fuck am i saying? i do think hed maybe try to be nice about it#when he realizes i cant just believe hes so tuned into peoples emotions after avoiding thinking about other people as above commoners for s#long. anyways this was my ted talk
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"the fnaf retcon scott mentioned all that time ago was blah blah-" NO IT WAS THE DREAM THEORY THE DREAM THEORY WAS CANON I SWEAR WHAT IT WAS.
#IM RIGHT#ok im not actually for sure that i am BUT WITHOUT PROOF THIS MAKES THE MOST SENSE ABOVE EVERYTHING ELSE.#I saw like a video saying that “fnaf 1 being the only game” was the retcon but i disagree he said it was a MAJOR retcon.#it doesnt even count as a retcon if there was no story to think of by then anyway.
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Thinking about Nancy's tendency to frequently lie, terribly, and the idea of autistic masking as constant social pressure to lie about yourself. The idea of her conceptualizing interactions with others as a kind of performance with few internal differences between outright lying and being social.
#she just does it without thought#frequently and with apparently little understanding that she's not very good at it#its her go to when she is uncomfortable or stressed#idk if this makes sense#she values honesty above all else and sees honesty in others almost too much#but at the same time has had to learn like so many autistic girls#that socializing involves a great amount of acting to be successful#but she's not exactly been the most successful has she#Barb was her only friend#anyway#Nancy is so autism coded#i love her so mucb#nancy wheeler#autistic nancy wheeler#stranger things#st
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sorry about that last rambling post, i didnt mean to sound like its worse than it may be, but i got no ... lense to view it through but my own, and the main reason i wrote it out anyway was bc i needed to get it out (even if posting it might be not the greatest idea) .. and bc it kinda showcases, i think, how my stories kinda write themselves, involuntarily in a way? its not like im not putting in any effort- but its like .. i cant STOP it always keeps going and even the dumbest idea stays in some form, its very hard to get everything in place bc theres so much going on all the while i am very slow at making anything, writing or drawing anything, especially anythign coherent is very hard bc not only do i get constantly distracted, i get distracted by my own thoughts suddendly skipping to a certain scene and me having to go throguh imagining in detail NO MATTER how many times i have done it before for the same scene that i already decided on how it goes, when theres a new idea it can take over my entire day bc i cant let go of it-
not trying to sound either like im the only that has that sort of problem, but i think its a big part as of why i start tso many projects without being able to finish them, or even start them bc i constantly have to fight my own thoughts from derailing into another daydream session, thinking of too much too fast than i can ever draw or even write about and not knowing what is worthwhile and what isnt (im telling you i have no idea what is good and what isnt, idk why but for all i know all things i do could be trash, or they all could be bad, maybe the one i thinnk is decent is actually worse than the things i deem not good enough and once i start to think no this isnt good enough i stop having fun making or thinking it bc im trying to do better
honestly its kind of impressive that i can get anything out at all, not to pat myself on the back there but even if i hate how long it takes me, considering how much im having to work just to start working on something at all, the fact that i could post stuff coherent enough for some people to understand AND LIKE is something i should be a little more proud of
#ganondoodles talks#personal#sorry today is a bit of a brain fart day#got a headache and have wasted the entire time until now (5pm) with watching old analysis videos i have watched 5 times already#and crying over undertales music#how much could i get done if i didnt have to deal with thought trains going 200 above speed limit#also didnt mean to sound mean to people who like the things i deem cringy#BC I DONT KNOW WHAT IM TALKIGN ABOUT 90% OF THE TIME#I DONT KNOW IF ITS GOOD maybe it is#my judgement of my own stuff is pretty random#.... maybe thats why i can work with fanstuff that adheres to lore better#bc it sets limits for me#it gives me options of rails to derail onto without falling straight into the woods#idk if that made sense either#... i need to start drinking more#(and i guess by calling some of my stuff cringe bc i am entirely unsure of its quality im trying to make myself smaller than i am)#(so if it turns out to be actually bad- im more safe from ridicule since LOOK I AM SELF AWARE)#and there i go letting my thoughts spin further#maybe ill delete both of these posts tomorrow when i realize how dumb this is to say in the first place
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does it count as jealousy if you fully trust your partner but simply feel annoyed when others make moves on them? despite her fear of abandonment, chiyo doesn't really fear losing her partner unless it's her fault. she would never think for a moment that their eyes might stray from her; once they have her trust, they have it completely. but i'll admit it gets under her skin a lil when others flirt with them :' )
maybe possessive would be a better word for her than jealous? hm
#my brain is too mushy but is this making sense#chiyo's just ' really?? when i'm right here?? ' and while she doesn't normally initiate much pda#she's not above getting in her partner's space to display where she stands with them#she won't pull them in for a smooch bc she'd feel ridiculous and embarrassed but her hands are reaching for theirs#she's hugging them leaning her head on their shoulder maybe even getting close to their face to /tease/ like she'd kiss them#actions that still very much show they're together without being over the top#i sit before flowers & hope they will train me in the art of opening up | headcanons
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i think what's really getting me about kozma claiming to have blown up the moon and also claiming to "be" the breach and basically equating "breach collaborators" and "my allies" in the same speech is that. the breach operative we've known since season one, the person who "is" the breach as far the story's concerned, is saskia. and midst is saskia's HOME! she built the black candle with her own two hands (metaphorically, at the very least), she LOVES it there and she loves those people :( and if we take kozma's story at face value, she just threw the "centerpoint" (according to imelda) of her own operation entirely under the bus and endangered the lives not only of innocent people but also of a bunch of her own operatives without their knowledge just to destabilize the trust and frankly that makes me kind of hope she IS telling the truth simply because that's the kind of betrayal i find absolutely delicious,
#midst spoilers#midst#midst podcast#i DO think she's probably bluffing about all or most of it. i bet she was collaborating with the breach but not as closely or with as much#authority as she just claimed and i no longer think she blew up the moon#but MAN those claims leave a nasty taste in my mouth for the exact reasons outlined above.#and it certainly COULD make sense! it's a smart move to encourage/fund/organize an insurrectionary movement within your political rival!#and easy to sacrifice them--especially when it's not even all of them and you've got bigger plans now--to make an even bolder move!#she's a collector! she can move her pieces around the board!#and the scheming of it all only makes her threats have more credibility to the upper trustees she's threatening#except of course that hieronymous is sitting right there having the full perspective & caring about the breach and about saskia specificall#just one more crazy layer to what must have been going through his head during that dinner#frankly. WEEPE has the full perspective too although whether he cares about any of it remains to be seen#i do think kozma is probably going to get killed by the trust/weepe pretty quickly here. but i would LIKE for saskia to get to confront her#if kozma IS telling the truth#it's nuts even WITHOUT the breach component considering she OWNED midst until literally last week. ma'am those were YOUR people.#like to be very clear blowing up that moon was a callous and fucked up thing to do regardless of personal connection. whoever did it.#but the closer the relationship gets the crazier it feels as a thing to do or to claim to have done#i just think saskia deserves revenge or justice on SOMEONE for her home being used as a piece in this stupid game...
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