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"me and the bad bitch I pulled by being autistic" meme, but it's just me holding my own hand because everyone I encounter in my life ends up hating me because i'm autistic, so I only have myself
#autistic#autism#actually autistic#autistic relationships#it would be nice to have some sort of life partner but i really doubt that will happen and im tired of hearing “ONE DAY!”#i cant see the future so its not real and i dont care what will happen “one day” i only care about the present right now lmao#so being just me is what currently IS and thats all the matters. not some mythical “one day” that realistically could never happen#but thats a whole other conversation tbh
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imo, i would wait a little before you buy coral island!! although it says full release is out now, there's still some very clearly unfinished content that the devs don't plan on implementing until next year. 1.0 is really more like early access + major update, so i would at least wait until it goes on sale
oof thank u sm for advising me in this matter ! i will definitely wait until it becomes the game it wants to become lmao
#asks#anonymous#im in the same boat with baldur's gate tbh.#waiting for everything to be patched & fixed & added. you know how it is.#but thats a whole other conversation akdnwnkf thank u anon mwah
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#feeling really weird in my body tonight so im going back to bed#idk just.. have had gender and identity issues today. its just. a lot#like being ngc and not out of the closet cause i dont wanna talk about it is so exhausting and im just. yeah#not to mention the whole aroace thing#just been thinking a lot today. idk. i know im not faking any of it but bringing it out to ppl is just. so much sometimes#i have two irl friends who know. one thats thankfully very careful about it around other friends cause he knows im not out yet#but its still exhausting. especially when the conversation goes on those rails while undermining specifically my identities#without these ppl knowing about it. and i dont wanna talk about it cause technically its irrelevant but like..#idk. im just afraid of being left alone. being called awkward and weird and faking it and that its just a phase and... yeah idk#idk where this is going im just complaining now. i would just like to exist as myself without having to explain shit#cause these are terms and things i would have to explain. oh whats an agender? then why do you still look feminine and not enby(???)#how do you know youre ace if youve never dated? or aro?? as if these things dont work the other way around#im just already tired of it but i feel like eventually i should break it out. these ppl are my friends. we have a trans person in this grou#and ppl understand him and his perspective. i guess part of that is the thing im afraid about tbh. that they think im following a trend#or an example. that i havent been dealing with this for at least like five or six years before they came out as enby and later trans to us#but.. idk. its just hard. these identities are so hit and miss with ppl and them understanding and being hurtful later on#aaaand now im crying. this is so stupid im going to bed good night#night is an absolute mess on main#(tho be clear tho ive known im ace for over half of my lifetime now. the five to six years was about being agender/enby. fyi)
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I would prefer not to have a serious, contentious conversation with someone in charge of keeping me alive in a metal death trap whirling away at 40mph
car conversations so good bc of removal of eye contact expectation. let us all learn from this
#Tbh my fave for serious convos is texting#No eye contact required#If you cant express tone in the written form thats just a skill issue#At our disposal we have word choice. emojis. emoticons. spelling. capitalization. tone indicators. reaction gifs. pictures#Sometimes even formatting like bold italics colors etc#You can read what the other person said multiple times#Or go back to a previous message#You have time to choose your words carefully#And read over what youre about to send before you send it#The number of times Ive written something and then just deleted the whole thing to start over again oh boy#Looking up stuff in the dictionary helps make sure youre not using an inappropriate word#Or you can fact check what the other person said#Or even fact check yourself why not#Texting is superior and I cant stand how everyone prefers to have important conversations in person#Where I will inevitably say the wrong thing#Cue thinking about the horrible thing I said for the next 20 years (and counting)
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Bsf!theo casually being your secret hookup friend and makes it really obvious but also denies it too anyone who asks 🤡
MWAH‼️ (thats me kissing your clever brain because i love it)
I think it would begin as an actual genuine friendship. You two just get along so well, studying together, sitting by each other in the great hall, gossiping and giggling as one does. Theo just adores you, you’re the light of his life tbh
But i mean. You have needs. He has needs. It happens for the first time after a late night smoke sesh. You’re laughing and joking around and you’re play fighting. Start shoving each other around, all fun and games. You end up on your back, Theo on top of you. And like. It’s all silent for a minute. Just a minute. Then just… you both feel the energy shift and you’re making out on the floor. Its messy and he’s groping you, feeling everything he can, kissing down your neck, and really one thing leads to another and you’re in his bed taking it doggy style.
And yeah, It was really just supposed to be a one time thing. Nothing should change. You were just high and horny at the same time, it’s not weird unless you make it weird.
But then… it just… keeps happening.
And neither of you are in any rush to stop it.
Lets take a pause, just one moment please and thank you. I just want to say I think Theodore has a very high sex drive. Gets his mind off things, considers it a workout, and it just feels good. He is a gorgeous man, so its not hard to find willing partners but something just hits harder here. Maybe its the thrill of sneaking around. The knowledge that he’s fucking his friend on the regular and then pretending it never happened.
He stops seeing as many people- obvs not cutting everyone off because hes a bit of a man whore(he doesn’t want you to get sick of him)- and he doesnt even realize it. He just… likes you more than all his other hoes🙏
Anyways! Its kinda obvious that Theo and you have something going on. Prolonged glances at each other, biting your lip at him, him grazing his hands over your hips while he whispers something in your ear that makes you blush. Man goes out of his way to “subtly” slap your ass.
Its Draco and his big mouth that say anything first. Their whole crew is sitting in the Common Room, just idly chatting and playing cards. When conversation eventually gets stale, Draco sits back and looks Theodore dead in the eyes. “Nott, are you dating that… “friend” of yours?”
And he means it in a cheeky teasing way. Because how can Theodore Nott, local playboy, be settling down?
And Draco expected a solid “yes, and what of it?”
He didn’t expect the most casual “nah” anyone could muster.
And heads turn, Blaise raising a brow because he was certain you and Theo were an official item. Questions begin rising, and Theo just shrugs them all off like its all rumors.
“So you aren’t hooking up with them?”
Nope
“Youre really just that touchy? It came out of no where.”
Dunno, mate, shit happens and people change.
And he’s biting back a smirk because his mind is on you again and suddenly he’s faking a yawn and excusing himself to many protests. He misses your body(he misses you he misses you so bad its genuinely such a distressing feeling in his chest when he cant see you all day)
He swallows all those feelings though. Youre just a friend.. with benefits? Just a friend with benefits. Nothing more. He doesn’t even like tear up a little bit when you play with his hair after he finishes. Like. Its not that deep.(it is that deep. Its so deep. Its miles deep. Hes so down bad.)
And its not like hes ever going to admit it. Hes just gonna keep hooking up with you and pushing those feelings away.
Swallowing those feelings won’t stop him from punching some dude for dancing a little too close to you at a party, though.
#rot says so#bsf!theodore nott#fwb!theodore nott#slytherin boys#slytherin boys smut#slytherin smut#theodore nott x reader#theodore nott x reader smut#theo nott x reader#theo nott smut#theo nott x reader smut#theodore nott#theo nott
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can i request a minho x male reader where minho thinks reader is straight and kinda avoids him when reader became really close to a female idol bc minho has feelings for him. reader confronts him since they used to be close, and now their conversations are so short. Angsty till minho confesses and reader accepts. and it would be awesome if you could make reader physically bigger than minho (taller and broader). if you want nsfw, thats completely your choice. Ill love it regardless <3
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I'm gonna swallow him whole
Lee Know x Male!Reader (fluff)
Cw: none tbh other than a little angsty and kissy kissy// ig dom!reader but there's no smut
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You've noticed for past few weeks that Minho's been fairly distant with you. He used to give you alot of funny flirtatious remarks and would always be by your side chatting away at anything and everything. But everytime you pass by him, expecting him to stop and talk to you for a bit, he just sends a little smile your way and quickly walks by almost as if your somewhat strangers now.
You missed him. You really did. You missed him being so close to you, pulling those silly disgusted faces when you 'jokingly' flirted with him, his hand constantly being on your butt as he looks at you with a big smirk on your face and you miss cooking together. You had grown feelings for him, loving how you both had such a strong connection with eachother and how you could be yourself around him.
You wanted thay back more than anything so you decided that you would go on a hunt in hopes to find him somewhere in the company building. You checked in with chan to ask if he's seen him anywhere and he suggested that he may be in the practise room. And of course, he was there. You knocked on the door as you slowly opened it and saw him sitting there on the couch along with a few of the other members sprawled out. You poked your head round the corner and signaled for him to come with you with your hand. He gave you a little confused look before standing up and following you out the door. You softly wrapped your hand around his wrist and pulled him into the nearest empty room.
You pulled him down to sit with you on the couch as you begin to speak, "are you okay? Is somthing going on? Did I do something wrong?" You asked turning your body to face him. He just gives you another confused look "what? What's this about? What makes you think that?".
"I don't know...you've just seen very distant with me...Min...if I've done something wrong I need you to tell me so I can fix it" you furrowed your brows at him. He shakes his head before speaking "no what? You haven't done anything wrong I promise" he looks away, signing before he continues "it's not you I promise...it's me, I'm probably just overthinking it all" he says looking back at you.
"About what? From what I know everything was perfectly fine...until it wasn't" you say, string deeply into his eyes, trying to read his expressions. "I don't know...just maybe that you wouldn't wanna speak to me much anymore" he shrugs. "Why wouldn't I wanna speak to you anymore? I never showed signs of that did I?" You're sitting there so confused, just wanting nothing but to get what you had with him back.
"I know but..." He can feel himself begin to tear up, trying to hold it back, not wanting to seem vulnerable in front of you but he just feels so small right now. Your gaze is quite intense, you're eyes haven't left him since you entered the room and it's a bit much for him to handle. "...you just seemed like you were really really close with *idols name* and...thought since your eyes were on her that you wouldn't be interested in anyone else but her" he says only able to look down. He's scared that if he looks at you then he might break and that's the last thing he wants.
"Min that's silly...why would I not be interested? We had such a strong connection and suddenly it disappeared, I miss being with you" you say. His cheeks go pink as he thinks to himself 'he misses me? He misses spending time with me?'. "Do you think I have a crush on her?" You ask him, confused at the fact you thought he knew you were gay. He nods his head slowly before looking up and into your eyes. He instantly regretted it at his bottom lip begin to tremble and tears fall from his eyes. Your eyes widen as you see him sit in front of you, trying to wipe away his tears as he starts to sniffle.
"Oh my god min, don't cry, why are you crying?" You say a little panicked. You move closer as you pull him into your arms, his head buries into your chest as he sits there and cries into your shirt. You can't help but notice how small he really is compared to you, he fits perfectly in your arms and it warms your heart. "Min...I don't have feelings for her, I'm gay I don't like girls" you laugh a little. He could feel the butterflies that from in his stomach as you admitted that. He pulls away looking up at you "you...you are? I thought you were straight".
You laugh out loud, finding it funny that he actually thought you were straight. "What?! No no what?! You really thought I was straight? I thought I was quite obviously gay, why else would I have flirted with you?" You give him a confused/shocked face as his face lit up a little. "You were ACTUALLY flirting with me? It thought it was a joke...did I read this whole thing wrong?" He asks feeling stupid that he never picked up the signs. "Clearly you were yeah" you chuckle, as he hangs his head shakes it side to side, a little smile forming on his face. "I mean...I have a huge crush on you so it kinda sucked to think you'd never have any sort of feelings for me but.." He trails off before looking you in the eyes again, "I was just an idiot I guess" he let's out a breathy laugh.
"Yeah your are...but you could be my idiot" you smile lovingly at him. He nods his head before speaking "I'm your idiot" he smiles fondly at you, still feeling like an fool for not reading the room earlier.
"Hey look at me the now...you have something on your face" you say as he looks at you unknowingly. "Let me get it for you" you say as you lean closer, pretending like your about to blow it off his face but instead planting a soft kiss to his cheek. "Ah it's just beauty" you smirk as you cup his face in your hands as he just sits there shocked and flustered before he let's out a laugh and slaps your arm playfully "YAAAA" he shouts loudly. You cover your ears with your hand as his loud voice rings though your ears "my god pipe down" you say laughing.
"You missed my lips idiot" he smirks at you before making his cute little kissy face at you. You can't help but smile in awe as you cup the side of his face with one hand and lean forward. You plant a quick soft kiss to his lips before pulling slightly back, he un-puckers his lips before leaning to kiss your normally. Your lips melt into eachothers so perfectly, his ears burning red as you feel the heat creep up your neck and spread onto your cheeks. The kiss is so soft and delicate, you both just sit there for a few minutes soaking in the feeling.
After a while you both pull away from eachother, just sitting there looking at eachother with flustered looks on both of your faces before yous break into a fit of giggles, leaning into eachother as you laugh away. You both sit there for a spilt second after calming down before you speak up and break the silence.
"Is it too early to say I love you"
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#sub!idol#dom!reader#sub!kpop#dom!malereader#kpop x male reader#sub!skz#skz x male reader#sub!minho#lee minho x male reader#minho x male reader#lee know x male reader#lee know x reader#lee minho x reader#minho x reader#fluff#lee know fluff#lee minho fluff
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tbh i want to see a fic where pre-spy reveal, sqh jokingly flirts with yqy to get out of situations.
to be clear, yqy lets things slide bc he thinks its funny.
when sqh starts the whole spiel: "...and have i mentioned, your shoulders look especially wide today, zhangmen-shixiong~~~ new cultivation routine? we're so lucky to have such a strong, dedicated sect leader..." right after mu qingfang off-handedly asks how sqh sourced some demonic medicinal plant so quickly, yqy fully assumes sqh has some black market/demonic dealings. he just doesnt really care too much, so he just acts flattered and moves the conversation along while the other peak lords look a bit weirded out
sqh uses this often bc he did it once without thinking and it worked ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ and yeah, maybe yqy has more "eldest daughter" vibes than his normal "mean and sexy" type, but yqy is built and nice and doesnt make fun of him, those are good things! flirting isnt too hard!
idk if this goes full yueshang (if thats the ship name), but regardless, after the spy reveal lqg is 2x more pissed and accuses sqh of playing with yqy's heart...good luck shang qinghua, better hope your flirting gets you back in the sect's good graces!!
#he flirts his way back in and the other peak lords are outraged#yqy: i wouldve let him back anyway guys it wasnt the flirting i promise#svsss#yue qingyuan#shang qinghua#yueshang#qishang#qiplane#....idk the ship name#yqy#sqh#scum villain's self saving system#z
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ehhh. ill preface that i know this post isnt for me, so just ignore my reply here, but i needed to get the thought out.
yes, complex emotions and romantic conflict are compelling, but my issue is the idea that jealousy and monogamy are inseparable from those concepts. to me, love triangles and cheating ARE boring. i don't see the point in playing "who should i date?" when the answer feels incredibly simple: date both of them? maybe have a conversation about your relationship dynamics? confront why cheating feels like a compelling thing to do??
these tropes tend to focus on which character is the better person to date, not why they feel compelled to choose in the first place. why is it that they do not feel loyal to their partner? why do they find these characters appealing? is there something they lack in their partner they desire? why do they not want to discuss this? is it a inability to? do they want to confront that? yes? no? can they? why or why not?
Literally the only instance I can think of where even one of those questions are meaningfully addressed, much less answered, is in I'm In Love With The Villainess. There, the character being asked to choose is a closeted bisexual woman that cannot acknowledge that people love her for who she is. So when given two women that are woo'ing her, she cannot make a choice because she cannot confront the fact she is a woman who is capable of being loved by another woman (or reciprocating). None of them are actually dating (yet), and the two women in question aren't fighting to prove that they're "better fitted," but to prove that they actually care for her in the first place, and are willing to do things to make that love work.
even then, the jealousy and aggression feels kinda unfounded. it never was answered why she had to choose at all. except for the inherent social expectation that is so assumed it isn't even mentioned in the piece of media, i guess.
so personally, love triangles and cheating feels like a cop-out for actually engaging complex thought. there must be conflict, so let's smack these characters together because there's no better conflict than a bunch of jealous squabbling.
if you enjoy it, whatever, have fun! im not stopping you.
i'm just someone who's really really tired of seeing jealousy and monogamy to be claimed as the standard for all romantic relationships. that that's the only way they can be had, the only way conflict can be engaging, the only way complex feelings can be had. it's exhausting.
"i hate love triangles" "i hate cheating" "stop writing about love triangles and cheating" people write about love triangles and cheating because complex emotions and romantic conflict are deeply compelling themes. get good.
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Y’all reading the newest chapter scans is like whiplash
I forgot how unhinged he can be, and tbh how much more unhinged he’s currently being.
Anyway Izuku is my favorite character so, sorry y’all, I know everyone is excited about Katsuki
However. Everyone else can talk about Katsuki. I live on my scraps.
Love how Shigaraki tries to get a dig at Izuku about Katsuki like how Monoma did when he unlocked blackwhip, so his immediate reaction is diverge diverge diverge.
Talk about repressed but this is a whole new level.
And his eye bags, they just make him look so exhausted.
I said this before but the chapter after Katsuki woke up Izuku looked relieved to me yes, but also… very scared. Very afraid of Katsuki’s well being.
Especially since, if we compare what Katsuki is doing now (using the pain as an extension of his quirk), you could EASILY COMPARE to when Izuku unlocked danger sense with shigaraki. How concerned and afraid Katsuki was in those chapters.
The thing is though, Katsuki was honest. He was honest that Izuku shouldn’t be doing this on his own, he’s being honest now—“I’m Kacchan of the Bakugou’s!”
He knows how he’s feeling and he’s letting himself feel it.
Somehow, Izuku still isn’t.
Hell, when afo ignores Katsuki, what he does is laugh about how much pain he’s in, but that it’s the key.
Let’s compare how Katsuki is using pain to how Izuku is using pain with danger sense. Let us not forget, danger sense is a physically taxing quirk, much like the rest of ofa. It causes a migraine when in any immediate danger.
Idk about y’all, but I get migraines so bad sometimes I vomit from the buildup of pressure. I can’t focus on anything. I just cant really imagine Izuku using danger sense that well in a fight… yet he does.
And, what exactly is danger sense for? To get out of danger? Maybe to avoid the danger? Ofa is an extension of Izuku’s inner turmoil, every single quirk exhibits this, and it would make so. Much. Sense. For danger sense to mimic his avoidance of emotions and vulnerability.
Katsuki’s quirk as it is now uses pain in a very odd way to me—he doesn’t try to use it to exit himself from the danger or pain, but actively searches for it. The pain is the key.
Danger sense is also a relatively self serving quirk, only really useable for himself. And for him to reference danger sense of all his quirks rn, it would make sense since…
Izuku has been self serving and avoidant since before even this fight. Hell, before even the war arc. Maybe this has gone on his entire life.
I want to hit him so bad for this y’all don’t GET IT.
And, just so we all know, he did this in 348 too. When confronted with emotional conversations, his first thought will always be “but how’s the fastest way I can win this fight?”
MY PROOF YALL IM SO DONE WITH THIS DUDE
“You see I have never once thought about hurting the people I care about like that!” Okay maybe be less boring
HM I WONDER WHY
THATS SO CRAZY DEKU
YOU TELL ME
WHY IS THE GIRL WHO YOU REJECTED AND THEN SAID THAT HER WAY OF LOVING IS SOMETHING YOU COULD NEVER DO TO OTHER PEOPLE (ALSO IMPLYING JUDGEMENT IN THIS STATEMENT), SAD RIGHT NOW?
LETS USE SOME COMMON SENSE PLEASE
I’m hyped for when Izuku is forced to be honest y’all don’t understand. It’s gonna be an angst fest and it’s gonna be romantic and I literally can’t see it not heading down the “explicitly canonical” path.
#is he really your favorite character if you don’t want to punch his jaw#bkdk#midoriya izuku#mha deku#bkdk brainrot#bakudeku#bakugou katsuki#bnha deku#mha analysis#deku midoriya#like I want to hit him so bad sometimes because he’s so smart and so dumb#I wish I could kick him in the gut#call him stupid#tell him what he has to start acting like#and then say I’m sorry bbg you’re so amazing and you could do no wrong#and I’d lie to him with a straight face#<3
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i’ve been here for a while and i still don’t know how to use this app anyways i need somewhere to post all my really random sampard headcannons so here we are honestly it’s really just random bullet points i’ve compiled and also most of this was written at 2am so there might be some spelling mistakes.. probably one other thing to mention, im not a lore reader,, i’ve been trying to recently because i find it really interesting but any details i’ve missed is bc i haven’t read it all yet 💔💔
gepard although hes not too great at taking plants (hes def trying tho) id like to think in his spare time he has like a book on floriography and goes to flower shops to buy sampo flowers with specific meanings?(like he goes to a flower shop and requests very specific types of flower arrangements)
sampo knows a LOT of things about belebog that no one else does some kind of like historical knowledge however i think the reason why sampo wont actually KNOw any floropgraphy is because with all his vast knowledge from across the universe as a masked fool, why would he bother to know something as ‘mundane’ as the meaning behind flowers.
to link to that, i think with sampos big world he sorrta gets dragged down to belebog in like a nice way and through gepard learns that the small things in life ACTUALLY matter or they noow matter. so for example these flowers he gets he never knows the meaning of them, def gets flustered by gepard initiating anything at all lmao.
i think sampo would ask around the underworld such as natasha, seele, even hook tbh about the meaning behind these flowers usually getting information from natasha. BUT he doesnt just outright ask he would like slip it into conversation because hes sly like that. Natasha very obviously catches on quite early on and although shes not as knowledgeable with the meanings she still retains enough information for sampo to start relying on her to help decode gepards bouquet.
one way or another serval catches wind of this (through natasha) and i think thats how she connects the dots
sampo most definitely leaves back notes with kisses on them on gepards windowsill (gep leaves his windows unlocked always.)
i can also imagine sampo to ‘retaliate’ somehow finding some extinct belobog flower and gifting it to geppie being all like ‘i bet ya can’t find the meaning behind this one’ lolll
gepard is a gay in denial in the sense that hes never had a crush on a woman but he sees madam poisson and he has a MASSIVE crush on her. everytime serval asks him if hes gay he brings up his ‘past’ crush on madam poisson.
gepard the 'nuh-uh' vs serval the 'yuh-huh’
serval has gepard as "gay man sighted in belobog" in her phone - sampard nation gave me these last two
serval and natasha they totally hang out at natasha’s clinic occasionally idk why i just see it
sampo kisses the scars on geps body
gep is taller w shoes one but actually shorter than sampo usually but no one believes sampo when he says thisn bc no one sees gep without his boots off.
sampo could be having the most absolute worst day and see gepard and feel beter same works for gepard except he doesnt realise it as much because gepard is more like ‘huh my headache clears from seeing sampo yeah he just uh annoys me so much that i think my heacache is clearing hahahaha’
soarkle and sampo sibling dynamic seems really funny but at times i also dont see it if we apply the whole sampo might be an emanator theory idk i think its silly at times but sometime it doesnt make sense….
on the other hand although it doesnt logically work sampo and seele sibling dynamic i actually really like it like a lot
i feel like gepard wears grampa pajamas?
although gepard def gets flustered by sampos flirting all the time, the one who actually initiated anything i believe would be gepard (ill go more into why i think so at a later date)
both of them are really light sleepers and have trouble sleeping all the time
also gep likes to hold onto sampo a lot when they fall asleep cuz he get scared that sampo might just leave randomly
i love these two sosososo much im going insane i need more headcannons to fill the brainrot
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Since it's also midnight for me and given the general theme of this blog Imma just send something random that might start a conversation ig. Anyone wanna talk about horrible health safety?
I always forget that the house I live in is about 100 years old. And then my mom decides to casually drop some shit like "oh yeah we had to repaint and seal the baseboards in the living room when you were 8 cause I decided to test a chip that fell off and it was lead paint" AND YOU DIDN'T THINK THAT MIGHT BE SOMETHING I WANTED TO KNOW??? IT NEVER ONCE CROSSED YOUR MIND TO MENTION THAT IN THE MANY YEARS SINCE???
The only reason this came up was because I took a really long time to understand what my parents were hinting at during a conversation LAST NIGHT and my dad joked that I'd ingested some lead as a child.
Idk man it's late I'm not sure what I'm supposed to think about this
first i love that you sent this and said it embodies the vibe of the blog because it does youre absolutely right
second i feel like thats just the nature of parents to drop insane lore about your life like years later.
third my own house was built in 1944 (which as we all know was an interesting time for current events) and my parents i think were only the second or third owners of it and they redid the whole thing back in the 2000s but we had to take apart the kitchen a bunch of years ago and hooo boy the Things we Found. idk if it was cause building materials were short or because likely most of the people who had been building houses had been drafted for the war but this house is fundamentally wrong.
for starters, none of the studs line up with the supports. which if you know anything about houses is very very bad. second the amount of wood that we found that was just randomly screwed into other pieces of wood with no rhyme or reason was insane. third they cut through load bearing walls and studs to put pipes and air vents and lots of other stuff. its a miracle the house itself is still actually standing. i probably ingested some led from growing up there too tbh
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OBSESSED okay i do need to read it now
Wait the secret history is SATIRE?? Lmfao ive never seen anyone treat it as such tbh that almost makes me wanna read it more.... its like Fight Club for #dark academia posers
NO YEAH EXACTLYYY AND ITS CRAZY BC NO ONE FUCKING SEEMS TO TAKE IT AS SATIRE I DIDN’T LEARN UNTIL I HAD A CONVERSATION WITH A GROUP OF CLASSICISTS WHO HAD READ IT
#tbh the only time i fucj with dark academia is like. as a trick to make something im already doing kinda more fun#like i have no choice but to study the odyssey for this class so i might as well read multiple books of it in a cute coffeeshop#if it makes it a little bit more fun sometim3s#HOWEVER i would simply not base my whole Life and Personality around aestheticizing this#its fun sometimes but like. come on now#anyways i will be reading this book now. thats so much funnier#cause thats the other thing is u cant be taking this shit so seriously yk#i dont think the hashtag dark academia posers would fuck with the type of extremely goofy conversations we're having in the HUMS lounge yk#fight club for dark academia posers..... deeply compellinh
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Hi! I was wondering I can request denki kaminari dating a magical girl!reader who’s in the same class as him and like the dynamic is just readers the knight in shining armor and Denkis the princess 😭(also if it’s ok can it be dating hc’s?🫶🫶🫶)
Yeah ofc!!! Im not sure if I understand ur request correctly so feel free to send another one (when requests are open) if u wanted something else!!! :3
ꕥ Okay so, when I first read this request I thought about the "My girl can wear whathever she wants beacuse SHE can fight" 😭😭
ꕥ Especially if you are the 'brave knight' leading your relationship.
ꕥ Also the dynamic of reader being the knight is so interesting like??? He would love this sm omfg.
ꕥ I dont know if you understand the knight x princess thing the same way I do but I see it like: Denki having this fat FAT crush on you but not doing anything about it beacuse well, hes just some dude with electricity quirk, then theres you liking him too, noticing all those small details about him, noticing HIM, and just simply walking up to him, watching that pink blush appear on his face while youre trying to chat <33
ꕥ Im 98% sure he would NOT start hitting on you cuz how can someone so good be interested in him??? Well surprise <333
ꕥ But after you start dating...
ꕥ Sike nothing has changed, hes still all blushy and stuff 😭😭
ꕥ Hes just so WHIPED for you omg. I know I said it before but he would just talk about his partner all the time, no matter what the conversation was about, he always manages to weave in some compliment about you into the convo <33
ꕥ Hes just talking and talking and talking and talking about you 😭 Youre so good to him, he loves you so much, youre the smartest person alive, the best future hero, youre not scared of anything!
ꕥ Doesnt matter if youre actually are all those things, to him youre the best person alive and thats FINAL.
ꕥ And if someone says ANYTHING bad about you... may lord help them beacuse they will need to listen to the whole list of why his right about you and trust me its LONG.
ꕥ Also you're probably smarter than him (its not hard tbh 😭 our dumb baby) and he just loves when you explain school stuff to him
ꕥ Like, he gets to hang out with you AND learn for the exam? Hell yeah!
ꕥ not lets talk about the hero stuff!!! From what I understand from the request, youre quirk has to do something with magic??? Idk Im kinda dumb so lets stick to it 😇
ꕥ It doesnt matter if youre some kind of witch, telekinesis user or literally any other form of magic. HES. SO. PROUD. of you 😭
ꕥ Complements your hero outfit everytime he sees you in it, silently praying to himself that today's classes would be held in pairs so he cam admire you a bit more
ꕥ I dont want to make him look too dumb but... He loves when you tell him what to do in training.
ꕥ Imagine him catching a villain on his first patrol with you, tying them up while talking about how glad he is that your plan worked, how happy he is you guys work so good together
ꕥ then after a long day of work hes taking you to his dorm, sits you on his bed, turns on some movie and then lets you put some face masks on him while gossiping (his fav part of the day tbh 😭)
ꕥ You are the only person who can use him as a charger without any complaints BUT ONLY when youre doing the face masks (lie, you can use him whenever you like, he will only to pretend he doesnt like it)
Im sorry its so bad and short and stuff but the first version of this just didnt save in my draft for some reason and by the time I started writing this again I was FLOODED with schoolwork <\333 ALSO SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT BUT AGAIN, SCHOOL <\3333 I didnt read it again after writing so sorry for any errors 😛😛😛😛
#bnha#boku no hero academia#mha#fem reader#x reader#my hero academia#new account#denki x reader#denki kaminari#mha kaminari#requested#kaminari x reader#silly little guy#boku no hero acedamia#my hero academy fanfiction
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How do skz feel about the lgbt community?
*For entertainment purposes only, take this with a grain of salt! I don't know any of the idols personally, this is all based on Tarot!
How do Skz feel about the LGBTQ Community?
Chan - Wheel of Fortune
He has a mixed opinion. He thinks some people are great, he thinks the cause in itself is great. But theres people that shit all over the place an make the whole cause look ugly and give the community a bad reputation. He thinks there's lots of good/great people in it, but he also thinks the majority of the internet community at least's full of little shits that are chronically online and just...uhhfjjgjg yeah. Idk how to express his frustration in a coherent way🥲 but yeah he has a strong opinion which is mixed.
Lee Know - The Tower, The Moon
Whmmm so idk, judging on old readings and conversation i would say he feels trapped and...well...closeted. Both cards are depicting exactly that🥲 i think he struggles to feel and be and express himself the way he is. Which is really sad. He also thinks, specifically in Korea there should be more activists and people from the community should be more vocal and be given more voice and platform on the "matter". He thinks there's way to little exposure and lots of people have a very wrong image of what the lgbtq is and thus why its so taboo and bad and evil and dirty viewed by elders especially in Korea.
Changbin - The World, 3 of Cups
I have little to nothing. I tried shiflfing multiple times even after the reading. He just didn't want to talk. After a long time of trying tho, i just got the message that he thinks we're all one and he wants to be friendly and respectfull to everyone and he can get along with anyone if he has to and if the person on the other side's also respectful to him. Even if he doesn't really like them. Tbh...i wouldn't say he's homophobic, im not getting such strong energy - but i think he's not all that into the whole thing and as he said himself, he is respect to everyone initially (until proven otherwise) and believes we all have out own right to live our life the way we want, he can be friendly with them/work with them etc, but i don't think he really understands and is all that open and accepting as for example chan seems. I think thats also why he kept quite for so long, i don't think he wanted me to know/pick up on his reservations about the matter.
Hyunjin - Ace of Swords, 6 of Pentacles
I think he would be someone that could be an activist in the future in some way or form. I think he's very supportive and i think he likes like, buying from lgbtq owned brands, or hiring lgbtq choreographer os stylist or whatever, i think he also likes supporting the cause in that way as well. I think he has opinions and i think he's actually someone to talk a lot about it when asked or if a conversation is being opened.
Han - 7 of Wands
I think he either identifies himself with the community or he has thought about it. Either or i think he is aware of lots of things going on within the community and as i said - identifies on some
Felix - King of Wands, 9 of Cups
I think those are his people! I think he feels very welcome and comfortable in a company like that, wether in real life or online. I think he enjoys the diversity and also enjoys the attention(?) idk what that exactly means but yeah he definitely enjoys the attention and positive confirmation and acknowledgement he gets in circles like that. I would say probably at school or his sisters or current circles habe lots of lgbtq people and so he's very used to/familiar with the slang, humor, dynamics etc of the community and yeah - feels, i would say either most, or very comfortable in circles like that.
Seungmin - 10 of Swords
I don't think he's very supportive. Idk if he's religious or not but im hearing "sin"🥲 And i think he has some abstract, old fashioned believes about it, like its a result of too many sins in past lives and now the people are being punished by being born as "freaks"🫠 or that those people are mentally ill or tortured in a way to have such perverted/crooked preferences. Or that its a form of self harm, torturing yourself into such an unnatural life like that🫣omg ok i think im gonna leave it at that im feeling very uncomfortable reading further into that!🥲didn't expect such strong, sharp, radical energy tbh. But on the other hand i kinda did. But still it shocked me🫣
I.N - 10 of Pentacles, King of Swords
I don't think he's all that into it, and i would say he has some prejudice but if there's a long term couple or a family and they seem happy and have kids or pets or whatever and just live their cute little happy life together - who is it hurting?! Love is love and love is beautiful💗 but i think he might be influenced either by his own experience or word of mouth or media or whatever, that lgbtq community in general is scandalous, perverted, filthy and just toxic and not a role model for young people to see and follow or be influenced by. Im also hearing "they aren't modest" and like they have a fault but don't have the decency to hide it and pretend but shove it in your face. Something like that. I think he might have some prejudices like that, but overall he isn't strongly against the community, but he's also not a supporter. And if he sees pure forms of love - no matter the sexuality of the couple he appreciates it. Cuz love is love and love is beautiful!
#tarot reading#skz#stray kids#bang chan#lee know#seo changbin#hyunjin#han jisung#lee felix#seungmin#i.n#tarot#kpop
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i rly think DA's companions peaked with rivalries lol, like that can create such interesting dynamics, when rivaled these people are still following hawke and you can still romance them, Interesting!! THat's cool! why are they doing that, staying with someone who's disagreed with them the whole time or done things they find objectionable - you get different dialogue in cutscenes too, they react to how you treat them (thinking with Merrill you can just chose to not give her the thing to fix the eluvian and you get a different scene after the quest) You can be mean, you can support them or not and they respond to that, it feels like your choices are affecting the characters around you. (diff game but alistair confronts you about Isolde and if you killed her, the kid, or got help, i'd have loved more of that!! more characters going "hey this was fucked up of you, why???" or "I'm glad you handled this" and then you can talk about it more, the companions having Thoughts on your good or bad behavior and actions and voicing it!) also I think not being able to just chat with the companions was a silly choice, especially with the fact that rook can be a crow or shadow dragon etc, wdym we cant just talk about that with the gang??? ask for their thoughts on it all and they ask for rooks, rook could voice support or question what the group is and what they're doing (kinda like with Wynne and mage warden, you can talk about the circles and voice your dislike or support for them), rook could ask for more information and if they know they could share, or they won't if rook isn't a part of that group and it's all meant to be secret or something - and maybe if you ask again when they have high approval they'll tell you anyway cause they trust you, more opportunities for lore and worldbuilding as well as exploring the characters a little more??
idk im :/ rambling lol, i just really enjoyed how much you could say and do in other games, dav feels limited? And like nothing was perfect in the other games but I feel like there were so many more opportunities to learn about everything and the characters felt so much more involved? I do love that the companions talk to each other at the lighthouse like thats great we get to see those dynamics more outside of party banter!
i LOVE the rivalry dynamic and it really helps with each playthrough feeling unique, a hawke who is besties with merril is so different emotionally to a hawke who rivals merril, and it feels like there's a near-endless number of combos? also being able to push back on companions is something people have been complaining about a LOT in dai and dav, being able to spend the entire game disagreeing with a character and still see their entire story (WITH extra dialogue and sometimes entirely different cutscenes to acknowledge the fact that you don't have a good relationship?) it solves such a fundamental problem with relationships in rpgs and i don't get why it isn't more frequently used lol
and yeah i can understand if they wanted to save money not doing chats in the lighthouse (tbh. the inquisition skyhold dialogue options were just annoying and useless to me especially when you had to exhaust them to trigger certain quests), but it just feels like it creates a distance between you and the companions when they can all have conversations with each other at the lighthouse but you can't speak to them? it just feels like such an important feature for the genre and the only other game in the series that doesn't have it is the one that was made in like a year
#ask#anonymous#not being able to see companion stories without gaining affection / being a yes man is such an issue for me in tons of games#i know it's Realistic. but da2 really deals with it so well#like my pro mage hawke who thinks merril and anders can do no wrong DOES disagree with fenris. but the rivalry route#shows that they respect each other through that disagreement. if i had to just be fake during his cutscenes and#have hawke be a centrist or anti mage in fenris' cutscenes itd fuck with the characterisation!#which is why hawke is suuuch a strong character despite being kind of predefined#URGH. i want to replay da2
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dad jamie drysdale au thoughts💐
jamie & mom (the beginning)
him and mom meet in school! they've basically grown up together but dont start dating until theyre in high school
they break up when jamie gets drafted to the ducks
mom goes to ryerson (tmu ? whatever the new name is) and she studies fashion communication
jamie and mom reunite? at moms grad (jamies there to visit friends who went to ryerson)
after they see each other again they start hooking up whenever jamie is in toronto !
pregnancy + relationship
moms working at a small fashion mag as an editor
she gets pregnant right before jamie leaves again for cali (theyre kind of off and on during summers)
its this whole confusing conversation but mom moves in with jamie and they start navigating their life!
it was a pretty smooth pregnancy overall, mom is just very homesick and a little overwhelmed with how fast her life has changed in the past few months after getting pregnant
jamie was very supportive of mom and was very gentle with how they handled the big transition of toronto - cali
theyre both very cautious of each other and very much in love as everyone around them sees
they fall into their summer habits of being together easily and they never really have a conversation about what they are? until one night mom gets really worked up and in her head and questions jamie what they were doing / if theyre ready for this / "what even are we?"
after that conversation its very clear that they both have strong feelings for each other and have for awhile. just super soft and loving!
baby thoughts
baby lila or laini is born during the springtime! april/may ish
once baby is born (moms working from home for the mag in toronto), she quits her job to take care of the baby as her job was very demanding (she does freelance fashion writing while the baby is young. then she gets back into fashion editing when baby is maybe 1?)
baby is very much a daddy's girl and is just super cuddly
jamie def calls her (if her name is lila) lila-bell, his little duckling, his little love... just so many cute little nicknames
baby definitely gets scared / shy in unfamiliar spaces. definitely takes her awhile to warm up to people and settle. she def clings to her parents in social situations
LOVES her uncle trevor tho! tbh, mom and jamie weren't sure how they'd get along considering trevor is so energetic and loud and baby is so quiet and shy but they make it work! baby definitely comes out of her shell when she's with her uncle trev.
thats all for now im going to post a fic for this au soon so request anything that you'd want to see!🫶
#lila my love au#jamie drysdale fic#jamie drysdale x reader#jamie drysdale blurb#jamie drysdale imagine#nhl fanfiction#nhl imagine#nhl blurb#nhl fic
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