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the guitar in bela lugosi's dead is so delicious
#idk how to describe it besides “delicious”. it's weird ik#using a word related to taste to describe a sound? might be my adhd lmao#but strangely that's how i feel#tio morcego tá doidão
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my blorbo from 2015
#artists on tumblr#nyo prussia#hetalia#nyotalia#my art#procreate art#digital art#feels strange using those tags in the year of 2025 lol. I wanted to see how she'd look if I drew her now. I used to draw her a LOT#she was practically my OC at one point#I'll be back to my hedgehogposting very soon dw
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The real reason Oda had to get rid of her was not for plot convenience, but bc she would have kicked everyone’s ass. (Source: trust me bro)
#Art block auggh but must draw pretty lady aauugghh#also fr thought you mean to tell me this lady with the D. in her name wasn’t out here being an absolute menace#like I feel like she and Roger had to be in the same wavelength of fuckass crazy like cmon now#Rouge and Roger backstory when? (I am delusional)#also her being portrayed as this saintly dead mother figure feels very strange to me. boo to women being killed for plot convenience🍅🍅#also I really tried to draw her similar to how I draw ace bc he is literally a mammas boy#copy and paste of his mom with his dads hair#AGGGHH I NEED MORE OF HERR#AND IF I CANT HAVE MORE I WILL MAKE MORE💥💥#art#digital art#my art#fanart#drawing#digital illustration#one piece#portgas d ace#portgas d rouge#rouge#op#one piece fanart
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Peepaw Starlo struggles. Autism 2 autism communication struggles.
#undertale yellow#uty#uty au#lucky clover au#frisk ut#starlo uty#ceroba uty#martlet uty#dalv uty#feisty four uty#the cowboy hat draws#FALLS OVER. THIS TOOK OVER A MONTH.#Mostly because of being busy IRL but also because I decided on a new rendering method#Aaaand it was ten times as time consuming and I don't like the end result at all. LMAO. You live and learn I suppose#I hope this is comprehensible um. I think a lot about Starlo being so used to understanding Clover easily and being one of their favorites#And going to Frisk and 1. not really understanding how they communicate and 2. feeling like he isn't their favorite LOL#Idk how well that reads but! Peepaw Starlo musings#Starlo tries his best and doesn't always get it right but he's in a better place now#I know Clover's absence feels very strange here but I just couldn't find a place to put them oops.#Drawing this made me realize I really gotta practice my backgrounds. Hough. Definitely in the new year!#Also I haven't played poker in years so anything that's wrong? Uh monster poker is different. Yup. Thumbs up emoji
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those guys
#cookie run kingdom#crk#shadow milk cookie#pure vanilla cookie#shadowvanilla#a game of truth and deceit#beast yeast#I feel like I've got a handle on how to draw PV I think he's a cutie as a human#but shilk........ mister strange and offputting#maybe he'd like that though
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PART 5
Part 1 | Part 4 < Part 5 > Part 6
#it took me much longer than I had planned#but there were reasons for that#looking back at the earlier parts of the comic#I realize that I’d like to... redo them 😑#there are moments that feel ... out of place? wrong? not how I envisioned them#especially when it comes to Deadlock#i won’t make any drastic changes#but I’ll try to fix a few things moving forward#i already have a couple of ideas in mind#though some of them might end up feeling a bit forced in places#i'm still trying to find the style/look for the comic#so the parts are kind of... different?... strange?#i hope it's not too confusing#ratchlock family#roddy & deadlock#deadlock#ratchet#ratchlock#roddy as ratchlock/dratchet kid#hot rod#rodimus prime#r&d#sad version#sparklings#maccadam#transformers#13mary_gold#dratchet#drift#sad au
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Beau & Widobrave (C2E59, C2E62, C2E68, C2E85)
#my favorite part is after veth confesses this to beau beau's like 'i have a similar problem' and veth is like 'you're into caleb too?!'#just full present tense outright admitted to being into him. lol. lmao even#also it's caleb saying 'i feel strangely foolish about it now but it didn't seem foolish then but it does now' that does it for me#caleb widogast#nott the brave#veth brenatto#beauregard lionett#widobrave#the mighty nein#critical role#my gifs#cr2e59#cr2e62#cr2e68#cr2e85#yes this is based on that post i made a million years ago about how beau is always there to witness these two being messy about each other
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HEY GUYS REMEMBER WHEN CHLOE WANTED MAX TO BE THE LAST THING SHE EVER SAW BEFORE DYING. BTW GUYS. REMEMBER WHEN CHLOE SAID “i’m never leaving you” AND “that’s okay we will, forever” AND “Max, i’ll always be with you”. GUYS GUYS GUYS HOLD ON REMEMBER WHEN CHLOE SPENT YEARS TALKING TO MAX IN HER DIARY BECAUSE SHE COULDN’T LET HER GO GUYS. AND WHEN SHE TOOK MAX BACK IN A HEARTBEAT BECAUSE SHE MISSED HER TOO MUCH. OH AND BTW REMEMBER HOW THEY WERE CHILDHOOD BEST FRIENDS AND GREW UP TOGETHER AND FELL IN LOVE AND ARE NOT LINKED ONLY BY A ‘trauma bond’. DO WE REMEMBER THAT. COLLECTIVELY.
#life is strange#lis#max caulfield#chloe price#pricefield#feeling like being mad today sorry#it’s just. you just don’t get them.#“max and chloe share a trauma bond” actually they didn’t bond over their trauma. btw#like they’re each other’s first ever friend#first ever best friend#first ever LOVE. (arguably)#like YES. it would make sense if they had only gotten close because they went thru the same trauma together#BUT THAT’S NOT WHAT HAPPENED.#and i need ppl to stop acting like it is#like how can you look at their relationship and not understand how DEEP it goes and just reduces it to#“they’re traumatized so it makes sense that they’d grow apart also chloe was a bad friend”#like just stop. you do not get it. gnawing at the bars of my enclosure.#ANYWAY I’M RAMBLING#life is strange double exposure spoilers
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How do you feel about kindness being filmed like they’re performances. Someone hands a homeless person a sandwich, and boom, the cameras rolling. I’m a good person, they say without saying it, but the thing is a sandwich can only last so long, yet you'll be dining on those social media likes all week. Sure,it’s lovely, helping people. But here’s the thing: It’s sad that the world’s become a stage for doing good when you have a camera in your face, or worse in the face of someone struggling to live each day, they are not the supporting actors in your new tiktok. We don’t just help anymore. We sell the moment. Isn't it lovely though getting credit for being decent when your not just doing good. Your doing good for the algorithm.
#Inkprilled#I know that social media attention can really help causes and people in need and Im aware that when a acts of kindness go viral this..#Leads to others feeling inspired to help people that need it or even just do something to make someone smile...#I'm just talking about the complete strangness that is proformative charity and wonder how the person being filmed feels.#spilled ink#spilled thoughts#writeblr#spilled writing#spilled poetry#writing#Writers#new writers on tumblr#Poems
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2024 art summary! it sure has been a year
#ever makes art#i bsky tweeted a bit but it feels weird talking there still so ill do my usual rambling into tags here :)c#i burned out super bad in the middle of this year for months where it felt like i couldnt draw anything good no matter how hard i tried#and the harder i tried the worst it felt - to the degree that i legitimately thought i wasnt going to be able to draw anything again#which sounds SO dramatic i know i know. but feelings arent always rational!!! and so many others things were going wrong at the same time#so it was strange putting together this year's art summary and realizing Huh. i did still have paintings to put in every space#that fear/anxiety spiral seems even sillier and more meaningless now that i have distance and proof of how irrational it was...#...but in reflection i'd like to think of it as proof that even when you feel at your worse it's worth it to keep trying...!!#after the Black Hole of Nothing i've been working every day on never ending doujin and xv anthology and orv sketchzine and merch#i can't say that i feel my artistic skills have like. improved or anything... but the passion i feel for the stories i read and#the stories i want to tell is still there!! and the happiness from getting to put form to those feelings large or small is worth it too#anyway......... lotta words to say tho i haven't posted much anymore and socmed is imploding and the world is dark#thank you very much for staying with me another year. i am - as ever - always grateful
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Have you always been that height? Have you always leaned a little when you stand? Have you always smiled a little lopsided when you see me again?
#my art#artwork#crow does art#digital art#sam and max#sam & max#samandmax#sam&max#freelance husbands#the first one is just practice but ghe second one takes place after 305#now that im a bit older theres soooo much i wanna explore about yheir relationship post-305 oh my goddd#the like?? strange quality of knowing their partners are dead but also seeing them RIGHT THERE? ALIVE?#on a scale from 1 to 10 how fucked up would they feel internally about THIS being yhe catalyst for their romantic relationship#how bad would they feel (without ever addressing it out loud) about not realizing how important yhey are to one another--#--until they literally DIED for each other. man!!?
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girl from oregon has coolest and shittiest week ever
#max caulfield#lis#life is strange#still in my lis mood evidently#not sure how i feel about this but about to go walking for a few days so#posting it now or never (in four days)#life is strange 1#life is strange double exposure#lis double exposure
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Something about Vegapunk using the dna and blood of a caged and experimented on child to create more caged child experiments and the cycles we perpetuate.
Because what does it mean that all that King has left as proof, that the lunarians were real, that they existed as a tribe, as a people, are seven manufactured children he doesn’t even know about, enslaved as weapons to the government that wiped out the culture they’ll never get to be a part of, and Alber himself another enslaved child lost to something he’ll never fully know.
And what of the warlords? Already young once and hurt by their government, young again and slaves to it. Boa looking at a version of her practically pulled out of time stuck in her worst nightmare or Jimbei looking at a version of himself living out a past he escaped by the skin of his teeth but so many he loved didn’t, even Doffy once again at the mercy of the people that already abandoned him, has Kuma not suffered enough? Given enough, is this child version of him doomed to repeat the same path he already could not escape from . Property of the world government, beholden to the celestial dragons, this version of me that cannot go free?
It’s interesting that Vegapunk joined the government so that he could do the most good, but look at the long line of people right infront of him that he’s hurt with his own hands.
#god I did not mean for it to be this memo dramatic but I have alot of feelings about the seraphim#again I don’t think Vegapunk is a bad man he’s blinded by the greater good tho and his own thirst for knowledge#and while I’m sure that his invention did some good the flower pellets for one does that really erase the bad?#is he responsible or can he be held accountable for the good or the bad#but Vegapunk plays fast and loose with who he sees as humans#the other vegapunks while he acknowledges them as really just extensions of himself he treats them like people#same with stussy who is also a clone#but there is no humanity for the seraphim even tho they seem to feel more than the average pacifsta he treats them strictly as robot weapon#it’s strange and niche how he goes about classifying this in his head maybe it’s the only way he knows to live with it#because if the seraphim where children and he handed them Off to the government to become murderes and weapons of mass destruction#what would that say about him?#one piece#throwing thoughts to the void#dr vegapunk#vegapunk#warlords of the sea#7 warlords#boa hancock#jimbei#bartholomew kuma#donquixote doflamingo#seraphim#seraphim one piece#king one piece#alber one piece#king the wildfire#lunarians#op#one piece meta#one piece analysis
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nobody asked but my hot take is that i think kon's struggles with
being literally made to be superman
being given roles and expectations (as a hero/boyfriend/etc) based on that/how he looks and squeezing himself down into those expectations
being torn between duty/obligation (even and perhaps especially of the self-imposed variety) and his own sense of self
feeling like he outlived his purpose after coming back from the dead and not knowing what he's supposed to be now that he's done the superman thing (maybe even feeling like he needs the unbearable weight of expectation because without a job to do or a box to fit into he might dissolve into nothing because he's always avoided examining who he is when there's nobody he has to be i wonder why that is)
could. uh. y'know. all that could be read as quite...queer. in a pretty genderful way. but what do i know.
#and i do know it's a headcanon but like i feel justified calling it a headcanon and not a headfanon#anyways! gnc kon for the win yippee#sae originals#actually no i have two more points for the tags#1. atp i believe that queer kon will almost certainly never be canon#honestly halfway relieved by that because they'd probably fuck it up but that's another post#my actual point here is...why do you think that might be? because me personally i think it's almost entirely because#dc is terrrrrified by the possibility of anyone seeing superman as being even a little bit queer ever at all#and kon is forced to be beholden to those expectations too because he is clark's clone and no one knows how to be fucKING NORMAL ABOUT IT#but hey doesn't that sound strangely like my first two bullet points#our boy is being forced into boxes both watsonian and doylist somebody get him outta there#2. i am thinking about kon's tshirt and jeans rebrand#and then i'm thinking about when i first had the merest tiniest inkling of awareness that i was trans#i went OH FUCK and rebranded HARD to match my agab as best as i possibly could for YEARS until i couldn't ignore it anymore#(well. now that i'm out i know that's what i did and why but i DEFINITELY didn't have that self awareness in the moment)#anyway those two thoughts could have no parallels whatsoever. like i said what do i know.#obligatory “i know there's no objective/definitive take and some will think this take is bad and that's okay” ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#kon#kon el#kon-el#conner kent#superboy#dc
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JUST ROLL WITH IT: PRIME DEFENDERS - EPISODE 12: FESTIVAL OF FEAR
part of a thumbnail project hosted by the lovely wonderful GREF (that link goes to the twitty post, heres the pdf for ur own viewing tho)
THIS WAS VERY FUN! THANK U FOR ALLOWING ME TO JOIN AND PLAY.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#GUAWWUWUHAUHAUHAHH THIS IS OLDDDD NOWWWWW and while i dont exactly see any problems..smth feels...offf....#BUT I STILL RLY LIKE IT i love my colors and the glowy and the red and YEAAh#LOVE how i draw ram!vyncent. he mispoke and said 'sombrero' to describe the hat ONCE and well. now its real. to me#LOOK AT THAT GUN TOOO UUGHHGH GUNS R SO HARD TO DRAWWW.very very happy w it tho.#the book that ashe is carrying also bears the symbol o Lord Death whhich is an oc of mine tehehehehe#letseeee what elsee... I RLY LIKE MY DESIGN FOR MALLARD CONWAY.no one else draw him as scary n strange as i....#also the bg is supposed to vaguely look lika skull.... do u see it? i also LOVE cartoons#and the way cartoons will have the characters be all flat colors n the bg will be painted-ish#also fuuuuuck i see all the circles on vyncents poncho....i shoulda put more bionicle runes on it... hmmmmm#OKAY ONE MORE THING..the hand patterns against the tent.. idk if they still come across as handprints but..i tried#thats all my art thoughts on this okayyyy yessss i havnt seen PD in so so long but it still holds sucha place in my heart...#i also havnt been keeping up w jrwi all that much since i started getting laid. sorry guyssss <3#maybe ill catch up w all their new stuff eventually...ill def catcht the next riptide ep...#in the meantime ive been doing SOO MUCH OC STUFF WEEEE!!!#maybe ill share more oc stuff at some point.... maybe...#ACTUALLY WAIT I HAVE SMTH I NEVER POSTED.. maybe ill post that soon..#anyway love u guyyyss yall hava good daayyyy
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Many years ago, in a different country, a set of twins were born. In another room, a runaway league of assassin also gave birth to a baby boy.
To punish the runaway, a hit was put on their newborn son. The assassin silently traversed the hospital and grabbed the baby from off the cart as the nurse was distracted.
After successfully securing the child the assassin ran off into the woods behind the hospital. They grinned to themselves as this was their first mission and glad to have made such a great success. Preparing a dagger in one hand they raise it above the child to strike when...
The wristband on the baby twisted to look at them, and with horror, they read the last name 'Grayson'.
They kidnapped one of the Grayson twins...
In a panic, they threw the baby into the woods and fled back to the hospital. But by the time they got there to kill the real baby they were sent for it was too late. The runaway assassin and the child were gone.
Meanwhile, two ectobiologists scour the woods behind a hospital on their honeymoon. What better way to celebrate marriage than with ghost hunting in a new country!
Then they hear the sounds of crying... suffering spooks! Is that a baby? Well we already have our daughter... why not give her a new baby brother :)
Dick notices that Talia gives him a weird look whenever she sees him. It's one that he has never seen her wear towards any of the other bats, so it bothers him.
Then one day after Damian and him defeat an assassin sent to kill Damian Talia shows up and says something that makes Dicks blood run cold.
“I'm so glad that you're the Grayson twin that hadn't been killed.”
#dp x dc#fic prompt#throwing this out into the void since i know i probably wont write it#Just Dick finding out that he had a sibling he never got to meet#He's devastated and angry#Then Bruce admitting that he knew that Dick had a tein brother from when he first took Dick in#But he didn't have any leads or know how to look for a missing baby since Dick kept throwing himself out as Robin and that took priority#just thinking of Damian feeling strange second hand guilt because although he wasnt born yet he'd been part of the league#Do they find out that Danny Fenton is the alive(ish) grayson twin?#dunno lmao
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