#but sometimes i do still miss it
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I love how the church kinda treats tanguish like the community cat that just vibes and get really worried when he vanishes they love their gargoyle
To use a cut quote from a cut chapter: "It's a church. They keep track of their regular visitors, especially the ones that never come inside.â
They worry! I feel like the Order or Remembrance would, even more so than others, just because it's their job to remember. I imagine there was a bit of panic when the anonymous Gargoyle vanished, and everyone collectively realized they'd never asked his name, or managed to corner him long enough to invite him inside.
Honestly the next chapter or so is really scratching an itch for me, as far as church communities go. It's been a hot minute since I was last at a church that I really connected with a church [I live in a very conservative area and the churches here aren't very friendly to my current views] but when I was a kid, the sense of community that came with church was very nice. People genuinely cared if members of the congregation, even ones who didn't come often, disappeared for prolonged periods of time. I haven't been to my childhood church in over 10 years, but sometimes when members see me around town, they still run up and talk to me and ask me how I've been.
#anonymous#rns asks#whoops got a little anecdotal there#went to a revival for my old church recently actuallt#theyve been losing members for years and decided to actually track down last known addresses and send letters#and invite people back for dinner and service#it was nice#most of those people would hate me if they knew my gender sexuality political beliefs ect#they said really unkind things about people like me when i was too young to know i was who they were talking about#but sometimes i do still miss it
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someone pointed out that milsiril sniffs the top of kabru's head like parents of newborns do with their babies, and i haven't been able to stop thinking abt it
like. ma'am. that is a wholeass preteen.
#i think it was on twitter or reddit that i saw this pointed out? i go there sometimes when i run out of new posts abt fav characters on here#eliot posts#dunme#dungeon meshi#dm spoilers#dungeon meshi spoilers#kabru#milsiril#she really does treat him like a baby huh#woman who has raised multiple short lived children but still does not grasp their maturity levels#despite them being quite visibly Not Babies#my beautiful woman with Issues.#lmk if i missed any instances of her doing this lol#edit: dug up the post!#i have linked it
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Good morning, Sleepyhead.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.
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finally some good fucking spells
#3e i do miss you sometimes#then i remember how skills worked#was trying to understand how the weave is supposed to work#for story purposes#got sidetracked#still don't understand how the weave is supposed to work#but at least now i know about mass frog#talkin#dnd
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my newest dr who theory is that the master didn't decide that it was time for yaz to die because she refused to accept him as the doctor, or because she stranded him on an asteroid. it was because he had a list of things that the doctor did with their companions and one of the items was "get them killed and cry about it".
#the master turning to some random human#âtravelling with me is wonderful#but#the last person who did it was brutally murdered by cybermenâ#yaz from the afterlife#âyou did that! thats was your doingâ#the master wipes a tear from his eye#âi miss her. sometimes i think i can still hear her voiceâ#doctor who#yasmin khan#the master
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I WISH ARO HEADCANONS WERE MORE POPULAR IN FANDOMS
#THERES LIKE. BARELY ANY.#IF I GET LUCKY ILL SEE AN ACE HEADCANON#BUT VERY RARELY DO I SEE ARO HEADCANONS#SOBBING#stiff talk#my favorite thing is thinking about how many characters i see as aromantic but then i go to the fandom tag or to that characters tag and#everyone is shipping them and theres like 2 posts total about that character being ace and 1 post about them being aroace#man im just a bit sad about all this dont mind me#yea yea i know the whole âif you wanna see something make it yourselfâ thing but see heres the thing: im tired#i just wanna be able to go through a tag and see people share similar ideas and headcanons without me having to make all the work myself#and i bet theres plenty other people who feel the same#and even if there is a character thats like. somewhat aroace coded in some way people still find a way to go âbut then they fall in loveâ#and like yea have fun or whatever but i just idk it just feels very lonely sometimes yknow#miss the times when i didnt think about this so much#cuz now that im older and know that IM aspec its like. oh. i wanna see more characters like me! but theres like basically none#SORRY FOR THE RANT LMFAO#ignore this im just feeling silly
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How do you sleep at night? No one to hide behind Betrayed every alibi you had You had every chance to make amends instead you got drunk on bitterness And you still claim that you're innocent, it's sad
#daniel ricciardo#dr3#christian horner#for the blacklists#I recognize that christian horner in a gifset is NOT the kind of content people in ricnation are looking for rn#debated posting this but fuck it#me đ€đŒ daniel: two bitches that love a depressing song lyric#it's about breaking free from a toxic relationship and the importance of prioritizing one's own needs#and that it can take a long time to recognize the dynamics at play in those relationships#and removing yourself from that situation can be just as hard and that just kind of epitomizes daniel with christian for me#in the return to rbr I think daniel trusted that CH would at the very least be straight forward and upfront with him#even if the end result wasn't what daniel wanted or hoped for#daniel could handle not getting the rbr seat#but something he couldn't handle was the truth that the one person he believed he could trust was gaslighting him and using him#and daniel had a light bulb moment - the point where you realize that sometimes the best thing you can do for yourself is to walk away#and so he got out#also this is obviously my interpretation of a relationship that I have zero insider info on and maybe they are chill now#as alwaysâŠthinking too deeply about people I donât know in the tags#also i recognize that this song is actually about a tiktok hype house but whatever rbr are that immature so it fits#this is my first go with this type of editing in PS so if you have any tips on style and execution i'm all ears#Apparently i also owe CH an apology bc i was so sure he didn't shake daniel's hand pre-race in singapore but he actually did and i missed i#during the breakdown i was having anyway fuck him still
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Would you believe in the machine's tears?
Putting the version without anything because i think one part of my soul died doing the hair and i want youto look at it
making them stand near the chopped onion for the sake of the drawing
#14 days with you#14dwy redacted#14dwy#eyestrain#glitch#what do i mean with this drawing? eheđ actually i dion't remember it got lost on the factory#(tag from days later)NO WAIT I REMEMBERED actually imnot going to tell you like always you can think anythuing#submitting Redacted to the horrors of image edition because i was playing with some options on medibang#I MISS THE GLITCH PENCIL IN CSP#medibang is hell to make pixel art but at least it has a square brush that works#i kind of didn't like this i will do it again sometime#i hope nobody remembers the other drawing i was going to do in pixelart đ« that was like last year it still haunts me#okback to my enclosure đ
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you know when everyone hates your blorbo so going through the fanfics are just ânot blorbo friendlyâ âblorbo bashingâ and you arenât SUPER into your blorbo so youâre not sad or angry necessarily but you are just wondering what you missed that made 3/4 of the fandom abhor your blorbo
#iâll start reading fics and then wonder why the writing is so mean to one character and then i realise i missed a tag#iâve gotten pretty deep into fics with bashing and then had to back out because so often the bashing is just mischaracterisation#like some bashing is GOOD the character is still themself and still doing realistic things#they have emotions and theyâre complicated and the author bashes them and itâs fine#but sometimes i feel like the fandom just wants a nice easy scapegoat to point at and blame for everything#so they pick X character and just go to town bashing them#and itâs fine but sometimes frustrating when that character is one of my blorbos
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drew the man again in my username because i can (and i miss drawing this guy somehow)
aaaaaand unpolished ver under ut:] â
yeah yeah yeahs thats it heheueueueueu !!!!!!
#should i draw him again sometime#idrk#he just pops up whenever wherever#but still i do actually miss hyperfixiating on this guy#yeah#who knows if i post again here i have a lot of shit to finish#but anyways have this#and thank you so much like and subscri#louis antoine de saint just#louis antoine saint just#saint just#frevblr#frev art#frev#french revolution#antoine with a triple e's art or sumn#he somehow looks off hsjahaha im sorry lol#but ok anyways....
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Bow problems (+ other nonsense)
#saroart#dead cells#the beheaded#the collector#they just wanted a nice bow#the collector can do a lot of stuff but i don't think he's good at bows#i was drawing a lot of antagonistic beheaded/collector content so i wanted to do some more cute junk#okay a lot is an exaggeration. still#need some guys being buds content sometimes#weird monster guys doing domestic shit is my favorite genre#i got a bonus at holiday time and im tempted to buy a tablet i can use portably#esp because holy fuck i don't know how to draw anymore#but also i just spent stupid money on tickets to live podcasts so i probably shouldn't#unrelated im very upset today because fucking UPS didn't ring my goddamn doorbell and so ââmissed meââ and couldnt deliver my specialty meds#why must i get my meds through ups#because the us is a hellscape and i am beholden to my health insurance company#ups who has literally never managed to get a package to this apartment#tbh im stressed as fuck about having to go through this every goddamn month
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#a doodley#okkk 2022: the torture chamber....i only sparsely drew al and developed talon (he was borned...) bc my mind was occupied with other things.#2023: exiting torture chamber; it took me a tiny little bit to get back to drawing and ''interacting with'' al again but i did it even#though it was a reminder of the Bad bc he's my copium#summer 2023: i view and witness media and suddenly have like 5 fictional men i cant decide on which to focus... and september (talon month)#comes along so I decide to focus on Talon after not touching him much at all throughout the entire year#(forced this btw i did not wanna do it LOL i didnt even remember how to draw him)#september 2023 to now: talon has infiltrated the brain. but i want to swivel back to al#now: i've forgotten how to Talk to al (just like i did in beginning of 2023)#(and just like i forgot how to talk to talon for most of 2023)#so ive kind of just been replaying the smunker cow al daydreams from when they first met#so I can find my way back...retracing my steps#in doing so ive kind of also forgotten how to interact with talon but still havent gotten back to al#so rn my life is so boring without imaginary bf interactions. just the before sleep plot rehashing daydreams...#or sparse visions of em Sometimes#nobody in my brain rn just like the short period last yr and its distressing#what do i draw without a love obsession.....#how do i pass time without it....! so boring. idk what to do#i miss the me of several yrs ago when i was drawing 50 different aus with al....ive downgraded in skill and imagination and creativity#so bad since then. idk. idk. i hope they come back to me soon#maybe i shld just draw al a lot which is how i kickstarted caring abt talon again almost a yr ago ?#hoping i can get him to come back before my surgery i need my big sexy boy nurse for recovery#(complaining abt things usually fixes em for me so im hoping thats the case here)
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I know downfall duo has been posted about so much from this update but I've got another thought ok
Remember this? Last update before, here's them, questioning and wanting answers
Downfall duo wanting answers:
Legend and Hyrule when trying to find answers:
Downfall duo when they're being given the answers:
Really guys? Agents of sheer chaos right there
Literally the last time we heard from you you were serious detective wanting answers and then you're just cackling like maniacs what happened do you just get high from being near each other after not being within five inches for a few days YOU SAID YOU WANTED ANSWERS YOU POSERS
Art, comic, and adorable unhinged characters from Jojo @linkeduniverse :D
#ya know what we're lucky wild wasn't with them#otherwise we still wouldn't know what Sky had to say#sometimes we need to put our listening ears on guys... and also not annoy warriors he's not ok#but you're funny I love you maniacs#^^this is hyrule destressing after doing so many healing spells#I think he and leg got giggly just being next to each other again#OH MY GOD I MISSED YOU SO MUCH LETS CAUSE CHAOS#bro it was like two days and you were in the same building#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu hyrule#lu legend#downfall duo
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a lot of clipping to fix, but hey I got it moving at least! I'll get the Telvanni robe properly physic'd if it's the last thing I do >:0
#last i checked the vanilla hdt clothes on the nexus didn't cover solstheim content#but i wanted to finally learn to do proper hdt bones myself anyway so its fine :)#this was a nightmarish mess before i separated the black underskirt to its own group#now it swishes around nicely and collides without going through the red outer skirt#i still haven't figured out the crouching/sneaking problem where it'll sometimes phase through the thighs like they don't exist#but that seems to happen to other people's outfits too so maybe it's not just mine? idk yet lol#hmmm i think that back flap thing with the gold trim is gonna have to be separated too. it stretches out weirdly :/#also. should the scarf get to move? maybe just the dangling ends?#bc the rest can't really move since there's nothing under the scarf. it's just glued at the edges to the chest of the outfit#which is good bc it's optimized well so the game isn't rendering the neck part of the robes that you don't even see#but I'd have to create new faces on the mesh to fill in the unseen gaps like i did when splitting the skirts up#and also i'm too lazy to map that new fancy chest area and draw out the missing texture with all the telvanni swirls :'(#help me motivation gods#modding stuff#my posts#i want nelly to be able to swish around prettily like anyone else <3#guys deserve some physic'd outfit love too
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Updates on me! Still doing alright and still trying to figure out a new tablet I'd like. Haven't even found time to doodle much between all the running around I'm doing but still! I'll hopefully be able to draw again soon! Here, have a recent messy trad doodle I did for someone!
Also been going golfing! Okay maybe I'm not the one golfing, but im keeping scores while driving the golf cart! Definitely super good at score keeping and don't get distracted at all!
#my art#sketches#just rambling#WAVING AT YALL!#Im not used to being so busy but its been nice to be up and around!#even started going to the gym!#its been a blast!#im doing well even if Im not able to draw much#i miss art tho#i wanna draw Wally again sometime#or even doodle Gangle! Gangle beloved I love her augh#Shit some sun and moon doodles sound fun rn#oh but i digress! Im doing very well still!!! hopefully will find a balance eventually where I can run around and still draw#I really need a portable tablet. ipad mayhaps. i found a wacom one i was looking at too
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i do think gray is the type of guy to call the rest of the deliverance "chat" mid battle
#fe gray#fe kliff#fe15#fe sov#fe shitpost#fire emblem#im still mad they never got a support conversation#in my head they are exactly like this all the time#did u guys know i love the ram kids a lot i do i dont talk about them enough but theyre all among my fav fe characters theyre so everything#i miss this game a lot i love the characters so much i just wish it was fun to play sometimes
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