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#so as it turns out#i'm an 80 year old in a 30 year old's body#had a genuinely great conversation with the 71 year old woman#who saved my life from turning into worse dogshit than it was when i was a teen#and we talked for six. hours.#she's the sweetest gal i swear#sweet but also fiesty#she changed my life more than she knows#and i'd been looking for years for her#any sign of her#thought the worst#but she walked into my work today and#yeah i slacked off.#spent an hour and a half talking to her then too.#i am so thrilled!!!!
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I started drawing this next day after I finished Act 6
13 or so days and it's finished!
Main things are traditional and Loop's body was edited digitally after
Unedited it looks like this
I've been torn on how to do Loop's body for the entirety of lining, also
A bit sad the main lines are visible only as a wip, most of this thing is literally just a ton of sharp lines
I think it's also my first day of drawing, Loop is just a sketch here (feat. my leg)
I even finished the beans before it so they were a moral support, because if you let me things like this take a year
#fanart#my art#isat#isat fanart#in stars and time#isat loop#loop#traditional art#artists on tumblr#Phew#So anyway this was my way of figuring out my thoughts after finishing the game#I didn't even actually finish it with credits playing at that moment#This type of art is my therapy#And in a way literally how my personality works from big figures to small details of thinking about anything#It's really calming!#I won't tag paper figures but they're here#Like special guests#In any case the funniest thing was showing this to my English teacher and she was like 'wow this looks stressed' or something#Like she immediately looked at the lines and after I showed her my old Flowey drawing like this she was like#'oh it makes sense! This one looks calm but this one is clearly you not feeling good'#Because I was kinda#Like sitting there in the semi-park and feeling sick since morning before I started drawing this and slowly I got better#I already talked about this on my first 'big' isat thing - I needed to think a bit#And not think at the same time just literally letting myself sort stuff out#Like. I fell asleep at 6 am that day and woke up at 10 4 hours of sleep after playing full Act 5 and two hats stuff IS STRESSFUL#SUPER STRESSFUL! Like I felt like I was playing for 4 hours while sleeping#Anyway by the time I finished it aka today I'm feeling way better and I'm literally talking a walk right now#Touching grass as we speak#Anyway phew!#Now to that animatic that's plaguing my mind to draw it nowww
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dont talk to me the cute apartment i wanted but knew i shouldn’t rent went off the market along with my cottage core fantasies im going to need 162818 gojo figurines to get over this one
#what a slap in the face to lose ur fantasy and also be forced to write tests at work tomorrow#im ngl tho i could feel it in my heart when it went off the market#i was like i sense she is gone#earlier today when i went to go buy coffee and was like i wanna go for a walk but not over there bc thats where the Apartment is#telling myself its okay bc we save the hassle#;-; im going to cry#gonna be waxing poetic about the nature of fantasies for the next few days#girl this pms round wild can she just happen already
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the summer before Hogwarts🫶
in my mind, Sebastian is a huge planner & he always insisted on bringing too much along whenever he and Anne went on adventures. It’s always better to be prepared than to realize you forgot something at home😤
the next drawing will be Anne so you can compare the two😂💓
#I love thinking about their childhood so much🤧#this is a scene from my fic 🥹💓#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#sebastian sallow#anne sallow#today I was walking to work and an old woman asked me where the library was and I had time so I walked with her there#I can’t give directions to save my life#turns out we have the same favorite book 🥹#then she told me ‘qué bien te parió tu madre’ jajajajajaja (my mom did a good job giving birth to me)#god I love old women & they give the funniest compliments#anyways hope you’re all having an amazing day too💓
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Do I have the balls to go to a DSA general meeting vote now on your phones
#out of queue#ani rambles#me and my friend met for dinner today#talked about post election anxieties and dealing with republican dads and jazz#and id mentioned to her via text like oh hey a way to keep hope and take action would be to join a mutual aid org#so we looked to see if we could find any in our area#there wasn’t much for her specific area but more for mine (i live in a city she lives in a nearby offshoot town kinda deal)#and theres a DSA general meeting next Wednesday#and technically I could just fucking go I don’t have work that day#but my friend won’t be able to come with me and I’m awkward about doing stuff alone#ani in a social situation is like a horse loose in a hospital#no one knows what the horse is gonna do/supposed to do. least of all THE HORSE#but also…… i could talk the talk and walk the walk i could join a mutual aid org#like im gonna try and go to the FNPS chapter meeting next month but idk if that counts as mutual aid#also turns out there is a FNB in my city but uhhhh im awkward im nervous i cant cook and I dont make THAT much money
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a slight continuation of this
no caller ID pops on your screen, pulling your attention away from your previous task at hand: not fucking up your eyeliner. you typically wouldn’t care if it was a little uneven, but you’re going on a date tonight, for the first time in so long, and you want everything to go as smoothly as possible.
which is why you groan when you end the call, and that same no caller ID pops right back up seconds later. you know who it is—who else would it be? you figured he’s already seen your story of being excited for going on your first date in a while, on the only app you hadn’t blocked him on. petty? perhaps, but it’s on him to be keeping up with you despite you cursing him out for wasting your time and then blocking him right after.
you watch it ring though, contemplating for a while longer than you should. you blocked him for a reason. no need to entertain his same shit that he always spews to you when he realizes that he might be losing you once more?
….but it doesn’t hurt to hear the hero beg for you.
“What do you want, Bakugou?” You sigh irritably as you finally answer his call, putting him on speaker as you go back to even out your eyeliner. You hear him huff on the other side of the phone at the use of his surname, but he doesn’t say anything about it, instead, quickly telling you what he’s been bothering you for.
“Who’s the fuckin’ loser that’s gonna drool over how good your tits look in that stupid green dress you love so much?” Bakugou grunts, and you instantly feel your face heating at his crude words. You glance over with a frown at that same green dress that makes your tits look good, where it hangs on your closet.
“None of your damn business, Bakugou.” You snap at him, wondering if it’s too late to find something else to wear. “Not like you ever took me out in my stupid green dress.” Your voice holds a level of bitterness that only he can bring out of you, and you hear his sigh through the speakers.
“I told you this before, I’m always—”
“Busy.” You cut him off, voice suddenly thick as you think back on the countless rejections he’s splattered at your feet every time you tried to further your relationship with him. “You reminded me of how busy you’ve been since you first started this whole situationship.”
“Situation—? Huh? We were dating!” Bakugou protests with a huff, and you can hear how he paces the floor quickly. You glare at your phone, setting down your liner to instead pick of your (his) favorite lipgloss.
“You’d have to ask me out to be dating, Bakugou. You’d have to court me to be dating, Bakugou. You’d have to make time for me and take me out on dates and not hide me to fucking date me, Bakugou.” You spit at him, venom dripping off of your lips in waves. You don’t know why you answered, why you even entertained him. You shake your head with a huff when the line goes quiet, eyebrows quirking up when your date sends you a text to make sure you’re still on for tonight.
“I’m sorry.” Bakugou mutters pathetically, his voice suddenly soft. You hesitate, for some reason, when it comes to texting your date back. Why do you always hesitate when Bakugou is around?
“Let me make it up to you, court you, and shit. I can take you to one of my favorite places, you can wear that pretty green dress and that gloss you know I love.” His voice is pleading, thickening and sweet and suffocating. You shouldn’t respond, should reply back a yes to your date.
“Please? You know how much you mean to me.” Bakugou mumbles, and you can hear the earnestness in his voice. Why haven’t you said yes to your date yet?
“I’ll do better this time. Just one more chance, sweetheart.” Bakugou’s voice is so soft, you’ve never heard him this vulnerable before. You sigh with a shake of your head, slumping back into your seat in defeat.
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Sorry, I can’t make it tonight. Something came up. Maybe we can reschedule for another time?
#sorry this is kinda angsty lol#but I saw this tt earlier where this girl was so giddy bc ‘no caller id’ called LOL#and it just reminded me of the first part to this#at first he’s all ‘no we can’t date bc of xyz bullshit reason’#but the moment you’re like ‘I’m done w this toxic back n forth we’re not even a couple’#he’s like WE WERE TOGETHER THE WHOLE TIME!!!!!#delusion is what I like to call it#also he definitely takes you out to a place that’s very secluded and exclusive#to shut you up for the time being#the whole ‘at least I took you out!’ shtick#I hate him actually#but the toxic hate sex goes crazy ☝🏻#okay gn I’m sleepy and I felt so shitty today#or yesterday#so I’m hoping today will be better#maybe I’ll mediate before I start on my work#I wanna go on a walk sometime this week bc it’s gonna be great weather but my anxiety keeps telling me#that one of the stray cats or foxes is gonna attack me AKSJDKDJDJD#omg does anyone remember me talking about that calico kitty in my backyard at one point???#I haven’t seen her since and I hope she’s okay :( we miss her :(#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#bakugou treats! 🍬
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On seek backs and impulse control
One of my favourite obedience exercises (that conveniently fosters impulse control and ties into send outs!) is the seek back, where you (the handler) drop an item while heeling and then send your dog back to retrieve it after a certain distance.
(The video is just to illustrate, I don't usually play this game indoors because I need more space.)
In competition obedience, the item you drop will be a leather or cotton glove. In gundog training, you would usually use a dead bird, a bumper, or sometimes a tennis ball depending on the dog. I'm using a holee-roller stuffed with rabbit hide strips because I was working outside earlier and that's my current outdoor toy.
(As always, if you're working on this and its a new game for your dog, be willing to accept sloppy heeling or retrieves at first. You can tighten those things up after your dog understands the idea of the game. You can see Rory doesn't actually retrieve the ball in this clip - this is fine!! I'll fix that later!!)
To start, your dog needs an understanding of heel position and heel movement. You need an item or snack that's valuable enough to be interesting but not so valuable that your dog won't be successful.
Get your dog in heel position and calmly drop a kibble or toy behind you. If your dog is in heel on your left, use your right hand. Do this as boring as possible but make sure your dog knows it's happening. Immediately reward your dog for staying in heel, reward position should be wherever you usually reward for heel (so I reward near my knee). Use a tab leash if you need more clarity or control. Take one step in the direction you're facing. Send your dog to get the snack or toy.
If your dog doesn't know how to bring items back, just use snacks! If your dog usually retrieves really well but stops bringing the item back, they're probably done with this game for now! It's a tricky one so take a break and come back to it later.
Once you can drop your item from a stationary heel and your dog is steady, you can start taking two or three steps in the direction you're already facing. Make sure your dog is in heel position before you send them back to the item. At this stage, send them back to the item while they're moving forward with you - don't ask for a sit or stand yet!
Once that's pretty easy and you incrementally make your way to 10 or 15 steps, you can start adding pauses (sit or stand) or direction changes. Make sure to increase your difficulty slowly so it isn't too frustrating. This is a hard game for your dog!
Once you've got all those pieces, you can start doing this in bigger spaces and sending your dog from incrementally further away! Start on flat ground with items that stand out so your dog can visually find them easily, and then add in difficulty by using terrain or smaller items.
(This is where you could tie in to gundog send-outs - use a bumper or bird, drop it surreptitiously while heeling in a straight line, and then send your dog in a straight line. Slowly reduce the visibility of your item but keep the straight line so your dog trusts your directions.)
I used to play this game with Mav and I would sneaky-drop my keys and send him back to find them while we were walking in the park. I'm using it to work on Rory's heeling, but I love how it fosters such good skills for real life (like say the ones you would need to walk away from a porcupine). As a bonus, it's legit exhausting once you get to bigger distances because you combine the brain work with running very very fast to get the item!
#dogblr#rory borealis#heeling training#bird dog training#seek back#impulse control#dont critique my heeling in this video - the video is illustrative only#i dont have the space to do this in my apartment for realsies#i fully walked into that ottoman in the bedroom#i was working on this with rory at the offleash area earlier today and we got a solid 30-50m away from the item#(in a straight line)#and maybe 20m away from the ball on a hill when she couldnt see it#it was super cool!#seek backs are legit one of my favourite exercises to teach after shaped retrieves#i love a practical skill that is also soooo easy to turn into a game
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kaladin vs kelsier?
Kelsier gets squashed like a bug because Kaladin’s 6’10 next question
#alternatively#Kelsier informally adopts Kaladin to fill the avoid Vin left and becomes a better father than Lirin#and Kaladin unknowingly becomes the Ghostbloods Favorite Guy because Kel wont shut up about him#Shallan successfully gets a meeting w Thaidakar after playing the long con after disguising herself#and she walks in and gets shown thaidakar#and Kaladin is chatting with him#and Shallan almost breaks character because What#but manages to compose herself and thinks ‘oh my god is kaladin a traitor’#but QUICKLY learns Kaladin has No Idea what the Ghostbloods acc are#and is just there for like bring ur kid to work day#shallan reports it to Dalinar#(because no more lying)#and Dalinar gets jealous#dad-off insues#(ok im done)#(im not seriously anwsering this because i dont actually know Kelsiers full capacity and stuff#and also.#ive done wayyy too much thinking for today#the whole vin thing DRAINNEDDDD me#i think realistically Kel would win#esp considering hes more cunning with his powers#and thats all im saying#bye bye!#stormlight archive#cosmere#the stormlight archive#brandon sanderson#kaladin stormblessed#kelsier mistborn#kelsier
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Lol
#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting#with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy#and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because#your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED#OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered#being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal#anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this#can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws#worries#and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please#also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up#in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite#but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying#you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents#but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents#not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up#that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY#you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard#i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation#and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far
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mwa mwa mwa mwa mwa mwa and they're both girls mwa mwa mwa mwa mwa mwa
they kinda look the same as the source material in the bottom left one . rlly makes u think dunnit ...
#yuck.img#slipknot#1/2#joey jordison x paul gray#slipknot rpf#girl!joey#<- redundant imo but lets move on#KIDDING kidding .. kiddinggggg#girl!paul#i rlly did try w that one drawing but the butch power they have took over#slipknot is just butches i dont make the rules ok. i just work here. i just make them kiss#i loveeee drawing paula shes a BABE!!! such a handsome lady if i saw her walking down the street i would pass out#with all of this girlknot drawing i feel like. the people who change the least are joey and corey. can i say this#i hate to say it i really do but dyke recognize dyke. thems is women kissers either way. peace love and harmony ✌️#I SWEAR I DID NOT START AND FINISH THIS POST AND MY LAST ONE ON THE SAME DAY!!!#started sketching the jimrey yesterday and only finished it today#im doing my silly little drawings to get out of my silly little moods is that a CRIME !#swapknot
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YOKOYOKOYOKOYOKO ONO and Johnny
#she and star trek saved me from boiling today#ima go for a nice evening walk when its dark#so excited for tthat!!!#days have been so nice lately i feel so happy every day and so calm and everything#i hope it doesnt go away when summer ends#ill have to work onthat#but now its just so lovely#my art#mikis art#yoko ono#john lennon#the beatles#yoko ono fanart#john lennon fanart
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my sweet little baby man is no longer with us
#he had his bloodwork done yesterday and the vet said it was fine but he doesnt have much time left#and my bestie is a vet tech who wanted to see the lab results bc she always does and she looked at them#and asked me if she can shiw them to her boss today and i was like sure and immediately knew something was up#today keekki was being himself#then i went to run some errands and when i came back he was laying in front of the front door with his tiny baby head against it#and i was like ''oh ok one of his seizures?''#and theyre like. keekki will drool and not move and they usually last for like 20 minutes (several vets have no idea whats up with those#but it was probably either a kidney or a blood pressure thing)#anyways. it did not pass in 20 minutes so i Knew#i laid on the floor next to him#then my bff sent me a message asking me if i have the time to talk about keekki and its not good news#at this point i was about to call the vet anyways#and she was like ''ok i showed these to my boss (a vet) and she got super angry that ur vet even let you leave the clinic''#bc apparently keekkis bloodwork was so bad he should have been put down then and there but my vet was like a fresh half graduate#so i dont hold it against her. anyways i got an euthanasia appointment for this evening and spent the time before it laying on the couch#crying with keekki in my arms#i had to carry him bc he couldnt really walk without stumbling and falling down#when i had to get up to get his carrier and stuff ready he was taking a nap on the couch where i left him and i took this pic#anyways worst vet visit of my life i could hardly even do anything but nod half the time bc speaking results in me sobbing#anyways. this fucking sucks#i dont know how ill be able to sleep tonight#its been years since i last slept at home without having a little guy plop into my arms#i spent a long time with him in the vet room when he was gone#it feels surreal ive given him his last ever forehead kisses#as i left the room i told him bye the exact same way ive been saying bye to him for the last very many years ive had him#its always moikka keekki before i go to work or the store or literally anything#and that was my last moikka keekki#i hope he felt how loved he was#my dad is sending me older pics of me and keekki and he looks so happy in them. hes always right next to me#idk man im going to stop rambling now
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I love kind people <3
#today at work after I finished off a customer she was about to walk off after I wished her a good day#suddenly she looks in my face and then says “aw you have such a beautiful smile!!” her face being like “🥺” this emoji 😭😭😭#we have to stay neutral at work lol so I said “assalamu alaykum” a little quieter#she was a hijabi#such an angel#may Allah swt. bless her and grant her jannah Allahumma ameen 🥺🫶🏼#I genuinely love kind people
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It's awful when I'm on the job and an elderly person asks me for help bending over/picking something up especially when they ask so nicely.. I haven't been able to find a polite way to refuse. It's hard being the designated young person when you're invisibly disabled
#wrenfea.exe#bc i don't really use mobility aids in the field other than my walking sticks#and i didnt have them today#usually my coworker steps in but he wasnt here today#my back is still pretty fucked up and i cant really bend over or lift things quite yet#its also the same thing with having to give your seat up on the bus#even though you need it bc everyone around you assumes you dont#had an old lady just stand and glare at me and didnt even say anything when i asked if she wanted the seat#when i tried to explain i need to sit she just stepped closer and stared down at me it was fucking weird#like the homer simpson meme#chronic disability#chronic pain#spoonie#fibromyalgia#disability#from the field#working while disabled#invisible disability
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Patient: Why have I been billed for this?
Me: I don't know. I'm not pathology, you need to ring the pathology department and query that with them
Patient: Can I read the item numbers out to you and you can check them?
Me: No. I'm not pathology, I don't have pathology records, I don't have pathology billing codes. Please ring the pathology department
Patient: This is very frustrating. What would you do if you were in my shoes?
Me: I would ring the pathology department and ask them why they've billed me because I am not familiar with Medicare billing practices for pathology specifically and need them to explain it to me
Patient: So you can't tell me ANYTHING?
#I told my boss I was going to go home early today because I didn't sleep last night because of shoulder plus grief#(the shoulder has been caused by extreme stress. It's an old injury that flares up when I'm stressed)#and he said he wanted to go home early because his wife was working so he needed to pick up the kids#and the receptionist walked in and said her mum had been in a car accident and could she go home immediately#so here I am#still working#still doing the workload of a personal secretary and a medical assistant and a medical typist and a practice manager#and only being paid for one of those roles
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huh
#HI IM BACK TO GUSH FOR A SEC#SO APPARENTLY REBECCA SUGAR HAS READ WALK THE LINE#WHICH MEANS THEY MIGHT KNOW MY WORK#HI REBECCA HIIIIIIII#WAVING AT YOU!!#Source is Sai Scribble's new vod from today where she mentions that#7:10 https://www.youtube.com/live/62iCRkSQDIA?si=mkenLTYzny3laBty&t=430#what the FUCK do i do with this information LMAO#dimond speaks
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