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Happy new year!
I spent a long time yesterday thinking about the data structure behind Holoatypical and implementing an in-game encyclopedia - going to be talking about that in the next dev log. The code needs refactoring, especially because I'm only now really starting to understand how to get nodes and how signals work, so I'm gonna try to do that today.
I'm also still working on that cast lineup, though that one is slow going. i got stuck on drawing Rabbit, until i figured out that the built in 3D models in Clip that I've been trying out for pose references don't actually adjust their proportions when you pull on the height slider, the legs just get longer. So she had a tiny body and tiny t-rex arms and I was starting to doubt my artistic abilities until I redlined her. :/
#back to work tomorrow#my elderly neighbor has also requested help with a new phone she bought (im her tech guy)#and i want to take a walk today
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oh noooo or whatever
bonus aka The Real Motive Behind This:
SURPRISE double bonus. textless ver of the first pic under the cut
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#snap sketches#guys i drew cherik after walking to the comic shop to see official cherik omg .....#context if needed: in like. issue 17-18 of the og run magneto hijacks the x mansion and sets up The Mental Wave Distorter trap#and unfortunately the second i saw it i knew what i had to do because I Cannot Be Salvaged#tbh this was suppoesd to be moooorrreee 2011 Yaoi Doujin Core but clakjkl i like it like this way i fear#i was gonna put dialogue bubbles for the first pic but like that a lot. even tho i did post a textless ver Bro My Head Hurts#this was also supposed to be quick and thats why its in a limbo of Effort Was Made and I Held Back#because after the sketch i realized i wanted to lock in. sort of 💀 still like it tho !!!!!!#more importantly dont take me to comic shops all ima do is think of ship art to make later !!!!!#on that note tho i did have a silly giggle to myself when i saw the resurrection of magneto#like it was the silliest reaction i felt like a dog jlvkjavlka#i also found another magneto-centered run im excited bout ...... both sets were missing One book so im gonna scream but moving on#uhhhh ok im done here. my heads been hurting all day i hope its nothing serious#whats funny is that i actually planned to draw movie cherik today but alas. plans were changed#theres always tomorrow !!!!!!!!! i love you tomorrow .....#bye bye im going to bed
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#waiting for livraz 2 show up^#elendira#trigun maximum#trigun#lg doodles#mo but im like . going 2 complain for five secodns#but i hate working full time i hate it ive awkays hated it i will always hate it and when im dead ill still be hating on it#NOOO ENERGYY(‘!!!for anything . ever .#like ive given up on hobbies bc it feels soo fcking impossible to do anyrhing that isnt cooking dinner and then passing out 4 the night#miserable existence i want to claw my face off#the oast two yrs have been manageable in the sense that i alws had smt to look forward to#hyperfix or whagever. but these past 6 months r grey.DESOLATE‼️‼️‼️devoid of purpose#elendira outstretched hand lets take ibuprofen together#but its lexapro#anyways . ^__^!!~~ hope uve had a good day today#or did smt fun this week#bHELPPPP#walking 2 my car rn actually .. inagine the virgin walk guy thats like this > 🚶#metbh#being let out of my hamster cage . only to return 2morrow
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nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am
#my want to draw traditionally literally split me open for the past week and leaves me literally depressed i'm so serious i can't even look -#- @ my art programs without wanting to throw up omfg should;ve never picked up those pencils#but it's ok i just needed a nap#something so relatable about them i think nelvas has something in it for everyone meanwhile eltl is secluded art museum.#it's very possible to walk around in neloth's and talvas' brains but eltl is off limits. they will NOT! get no drawings like this outta me#wtf r they thinking ........#< eltl not nelvas#something nobody on dis earth can understand ..........#talvas wants to live he likes living but neloth's presence is so strong that it overrides and deletes his will to live.#bruuuuuuuuh#i bet the feeling of neloff is in everything he does if they ever part ways he won't be able to fold clothes or anythign without wanting -#- 2 cry . for what reason . idk bc neloth once yelled at him for folding clothes like shit .what am i on rn#(talvas thoughts mode) I want this old man to hug meeee😢😢😢#NELOFF DO IT and smash him too before i do it first .#me and neloth are the same person tho so it doesn;t matter but w/e#i'm getting emotional over them right now this cannot be real#i love her .... (Skyr1m)#i opened the game for .5 minutes today to take pics of a character uight what a beautiful game.#Te/s having such extensive lore ruins the whole entire game and the franchise but whatever . skyr1m is an art piece that's just how i feel#also this might be a very hard pill to swallow for some people but t*lvas is literally a kin Vessel for young women that keep getting -#- hit on by men twice or thrice their age when they're just trying to live their life .#this feels so profound to me i need dis shit inmy discord bio right NOEW.#Talvas................................#(eyes watering) (holding palm out)#suicide //#just in case but this tag would've gone crazy with my drawings of ulfr*c from late 2022 where i drew him with slit wrists. very artsay#is it not. i didn't like neither of those drawings tho i need to revisit cus i can feel ulfr*c on a diffaraaant level#when will i run out of tags. the way you can tell i just LUH talvas look at me drawing his hair in that second pic 😑BRU#look at me also trying to replicate pencils digitally in the first.. hmmm i don't hate it#at least it soothes me and i don't have pencil withdrawal
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wonderful
#there is a ranboo that goes withthis but i didn't like how he was looking imma restart from scratch tmrw😭😭#ctubbo#michael beloved#ctubbo fanart#Guys you have no idea what i went through today like it wa fucking crazy i need to share this#so i went to the mall after school right and im going home at like 8 on the train with my friend bc i was supposed to be picked up ay her#stop right but then im told to just go to my stop and take the bus and im like ok sure but the problem is my phone is on SEVEN PERCENT and w#hen i get to the stop my moms like u have money for the bus right and im like ueah and i check and i have NO MONEY#BUT I DIDNT TELL HER ANUTHING BC I DIDNT WANT HER TI GET MAD BC I KNEW SHE WOUDKNT WANT ME TO WALK ALL THE WAY HOME AT NIGHT (FOURTY BLOCKS#So im like ok im getting on the bus now my phone is on four percent i have to WALK HOME allll that way and there's this crazy ass upward hi#ll that's like ten blocks long ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD but like my mom thinks im on the bus so im trying to speed walk as fast as i can and i#RAWDOGGED it too because MU PHONE WAS GOING TO IDE!!!!#I made it home at two percent U guys i was so proud of myself thank u for listening#IM SO MAD IT WOUKDVE BEEN OKAY IF I WASNT IN A RUSH And also if i had music uggghhh Whatever#I bought this really cute skirt at garage hold on let me find it#lexi pleated skort color Navy blue ITS SOOOO CUTE got some new leg warmers too yesss....#I NEED TO DOWNLOAD THE TRANSIT APP i woukdve been able to attach my apple pay and buy the stupid ticket if my phonewasnnt#too dead to do al that...#Guys always make sure u carry cash with yiu goodbye
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S'chn T'gai-Grayson Family Memes
#Spock#Sarek#Michael Burnham#Amanda Grayson#Sybok#Spock's siblings....they are always up in the air#you've heard of schrondinger's cat now get ready for Spock's Siblings#are they alive? dead? do they even exist? changes literally every time#star trek memes#T'Pring: Stonn what are you doing today#Stonn:....Perhaps taking a walk?......I was considering taking my binoculars to better observe the birds.#T'Pring: (head over heels) Excellent#SNW GIVE ME MORE T'PRING CONTENT PLEASE I'LL BE SO NORMAL <- lyinglyinglying#Girl who just wants to live a normal life in a normal partnership....<3<3 and WHY SHOULDN'T SHE???#Sarek Voice: Apologies for my son Sybok...they/them pussy has him acting most illogically.
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fast sketch for today💓💓
#god these two are so cute will I ever stop drawing them ????#NO😤😤#anyways I am so tired today😭🙏#woke up at 5am & I’ve drank so much coffee!!#I have a lot of work this afternoon so I wanted to take advantage of my morning#deep cleaned/ran errands/walked the goblins#I’m about to exercise and idk why but I decided I’ve been too lazy about things lately#and I’m pushing myself so much with lifting these days I am SO SORE#(but like the good type of sore)#I just want my thighs to be more muscular 😭😭😭😭😭 lots of squats deadlift bulgarians hip thrust etc etc etc#at least I know by next week I will already see the results 🙏🙏 then I’ll be lazy again until they fade 😭#I have never managed to be obsessive about exercise or really enjoy it I just do the bare minimum to stay healthy#and hopefully my body will thank me as I get older#bc my job is so physical that I really need to take care of things or I could really mess things up for the future#tbh I’ve always noticed that tattoo artists always lift a lot🤝🤝#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#imelda reyes#poppy sweeting#imelda reyes x poppy sweeting
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smiles. grins even
#hello public diary#he was so cute today#there was like a. flea market art market thing that a bunch of my friends and his friends went to#but i did kind of. steal him away for a bit#i bought him a shirt he really wanted and also boba. he got himself a purse he really loved#and when i walked him home he was shaking and smiling and talking so excitedly#he was just. so sweet and so excited to be on a date. it was. really sweet#and as usual it took us like ten minutes to say goodbye fully#he’s gonna come spend time with me tommorow too. im so excited#im just :)#its very cool to be with a guy who’s mutually head over heels#i really want to treat him as well as i can as much as possible#i need to work more so i can take him on nicer dates…
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Melotober - Day 19 - Nostalgia
What a difference a year can make!
#Melotober#Rain coats from the Frontier graff art because yes#Rune Factory#RF#RF1#Rune Factory Mist#RF Mist#Rune Factory Raguna#RF Raguna#Doing stuff like this reminds me of my Time Loop theory. I think of that SO often. I need the mindspace to write dang it#also late because I've unfortunately been in pain the past day or so- had to just lay down yesterday- doing better today#I'll either catch up or combine prompts somehow. Or we finish on Nov 1st. Shrug!#'Why does October want to kill you?' because I'm actually having fun and I shall take it as a compliment that the world strikes at me now#anyway what a nice walk on Spring 1 not feeling the need to pass out#Margot's RF Art
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I feel like rn I’m scared of med school (and any pre med who says they’re not is literally lying btw) but once I actually matriculate and it crystallizes that I will be a wholeass Doctor one day …… things will be so different
#Like I was walking to the clinic today and it hit me that I will literally be a DOCTOR one day like that’s insane and it’s all I’ve ever#Wanted#but also glad I didn’t delude myself into thinking I was ready without taking any gap years bc I know I have a lot of things I want to#Pursue and some growth to do beforehand#But it was nice to know I still rly truly felt it like deep down ik I’m working for something I truly want
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kind of in my hermit era lately and trying not to feel bad about it im just such a homebody these days
#I always put little things / events in my calendar but day of i always just want to take my dog in a walk and cook something instead#sometimes I feel like I’m wasting potential but idk . I know i have fun when I go out but also tend to spend so much money and haven’t rlly#enjoyed drinking since I’ve started working out more and feel some pressure to drink when out#idk . also in a slump creatively and motivation-wise . I mean I am having a big work adjustment so maybe it’s natural and I shouldn’t be#analyzing it too much hahahaha#I got new plays today anywayyy will post pics soon#personal#*plants not plays
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Lol
#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting#with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy#and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because#your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED#OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered#being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal#anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this#can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws#worries#and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please#also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up#in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite#but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying#you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents#but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents#not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up#that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY#you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard#i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation#and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far
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my sweet little baby man is no longer with us
#he had his bloodwork done yesterday and the vet said it was fine but he doesnt have much time left#and my bestie is a vet tech who wanted to see the lab results bc she always does and she looked at them#and asked me if she can shiw them to her boss today and i was like sure and immediately knew something was up#today keekki was being himself#then i went to run some errands and when i came back he was laying in front of the front door with his tiny baby head against it#and i was like ''oh ok one of his seizures?''#and theyre like. keekki will drool and not move and they usually last for like 20 minutes (several vets have no idea whats up with those#but it was probably either a kidney or a blood pressure thing)#anyways. it did not pass in 20 minutes so i Knew#i laid on the floor next to him#then my bff sent me a message asking me if i have the time to talk about keekki and its not good news#at this point i was about to call the vet anyways#and she was like ''ok i showed these to my boss (a vet) and she got super angry that ur vet even let you leave the clinic''#bc apparently keekkis bloodwork was so bad he should have been put down then and there but my vet was like a fresh half graduate#so i dont hold it against her. anyways i got an euthanasia appointment for this evening and spent the time before it laying on the couch#crying with keekki in my arms#i had to carry him bc he couldnt really walk without stumbling and falling down#when i had to get up to get his carrier and stuff ready he was taking a nap on the couch where i left him and i took this pic#anyways worst vet visit of my life i could hardly even do anything but nod half the time bc speaking results in me sobbing#anyways. this fucking sucks#i dont know how ill be able to sleep tonight#its been years since i last slept at home without having a little guy plop into my arms#i spent a long time with him in the vet room when he was gone#it feels surreal ive given him his last ever forehead kisses#as i left the room i told him bye the exact same way ive been saying bye to him for the last very many years ive had him#its always moikka keekki before i go to work or the store or literally anything#and that was my last moikka keekki#i hope he felt how loved he was#my dad is sending me older pics of me and keekki and he looks so happy in them. hes always right next to me#idk man im going to stop rambling now
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HUGE w for rosa "more than anything else I want Austin to do a vignette episode again" "maybe palisade maybe this time" humanmorph. WIN!
#there's other bits too so it's not exactly like tm63 and that c/w one abt the stellar combustor#IDC THOUGH. IT'S REAL#palisadeposting#god I'm So excited & I'm not even gonna be able to listen today. Or just very late 😭#It's probably too hot out to take a walk until like 10pm#palisade spoilers#just to be sure. I mean Austin said it but still I'd get ppl wanting to go in blind#I just got really excited.#WOW! LOOK AT US!
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We aren't here to eat, we are being eaten. Come, pretty girl. Let us devour our lives.
#blue eye samurai#mizu x akemi#Happy valentine's day 💌 wish I had time to write but not today loves 💙#mizemi#blood cw/#The top screen cap akemi staring in rapt awe at Mizu walking away after obliterating a small army herself then promptly handing Hamata#over to kaji and her girls to get their revenge!!!#The look of astonished shock and betrayal when she says take her because she thought Mizu is honourable and strong and :(#SCREAMS at Mizu's face in perpetual Rage Mode.#besedit*#i want to be great
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spring is here!!
#i despise summer because i cannot tolerate heat#but spring? spring is my friend#today it’s 8 degrees a little windy and very sunny#perfect :)#i love vitsippor#what are they even called in english???#wood anemone i think#sorry not art but wanted to share and say i’m not doing too well after thursday’s so called therapy#but taking today off and going on a 40 minute walk did in fact help
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