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Where are you from, and would you consider letting people send you train passes? I have a spare from Boston if you want!
GAAAAH I WOULD LOVE TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHowever im in Asia and “currently” staying in PH unfortunately! I think that would cost you more trouble (and i dont want to cause you trouble!?🙇) HOWEVER The idea of getting train passes from people around the world just ✨excites✨ me holy shit I fckn love 🫶train passes 😭 you have no idea how much this ask made me extremely happy ☀️ im grinning ear to ear 3am in the morning right now 🥹
I wish to collect them all 😮💨
#rifheidkaidjwoen#i love train passes#i wish I could collect from every country#theyre so exciting to collect#its weird i know#but really this made me extremely happy#ask#reply#ask anon#ask reply#reply anon#ebi noodle doodles#xixiriima#happy happy happy happy
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Fe Aspec Week Day 2: Friendship
An indulgent piece for today!!!! :') It's no secret the trio's friendship has always had a really special place in my heart, and I've been grateful for the taste of acceptance and contentment it brought me during (and long after) I played the game. To see them find the most caring and complete friendship in each other was truly inspiring.
Here's to all of us finding the people that make us "never long for companionship throughout the rest of our days" <3
#fe aspec week#fe echoes#fe lukas#fe forsyth#fe python#*silver tree nursery monkey* and me ✨#fe really said 'what if we make extremely aspec coded characters and give them struggles with connecting to others#and then give them The Most Satisfying and (arguably) most memorable friendship of the game#they really have the most wonderful dynamic -- im never going to be tired of seeing art/fic of them together <3333#its chaos but its perfectly complimentary but theyre all opposites but theyre all exactly the same#this piece was HELL but it was WORTH IT LMAOOO#i almost chickened out of doing all the armor but im so glad i didnt.... im so so happy with how it came out ;---;#top ten things that heal my inner child (and by inner child i mean adult me using echoes to get myself through 2020 asdfsadf)#i made a comment about the missing yellow knight when i first played echoes while secretly adding that to my inserts design (since its my#favorite color :)) then a friend tagged one of my posts 'what if the secret yellow knight was us all along' and i was like YES! YES IT IS!!#so my little gift to myself today is that i get to post cringe 😤😤😤
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i had the biggest dopamine spike of my life thanks to you/pos
Thank You Spamton.
#KAJJSDHFDGJFDKHFKGEHGKDH#this actually made me really happy thank you#can i tape him onto my wall#like legitimately#as a reminder#i've given up on trying to hide it from my family i'm just gonna plaster him on the wall#also PERSONA JUMPSCARE#(extremely basic)#i'll color him later spamton says i NEED TO DO WORK#GODDAMN IT ONCE I FINISH MY SCHOOL PROJECT I CAN ANIMATE SPAMTON DANCING TO POPIPO....#LET'S GOOOOOOO#[PRICE SPEAKS]#spamton#deltarune#artist sona
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! PIRATE KING ❤🏴☠️✨!!!!
Polaroid (kinda?) version :
#he is having a nice time relaxing 😁✨!!#Of course i had to draw something for luffy's birthday ❤❤❤❤ without him we wouldn't have one piece !!#thank u so much !!! beloved straw hat boy <3#i wanted to draw his iconic smile since it is really cute and it gives me so much motivation and positivity !!#btw i'm really happy with this and i even made a speedpaint <3#anyway happy birthday sunshine pirate boy 🥳✨#luffy#mugiwara no luffy#monkey d luffy#monkey d. luffy#luffy one piece#one piece#one piece fanart#digital art#my drawings#my art#diamondsheep art#op luffy#one piece luffy#edit: i want to add that i find it extremely adorable that his birthday is on children's day#and that he is meant to make people smile and laugh .. Oda thank you so much for this lil pirate 🥺❤
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Now kiss (haha Jk... Unless??? (Toby PLEASE make it "Unless"))
Ello Deltarune fandom. Guess what ship has gotten my brainrot now 2 1/2 years later. :P Because ofc I go from one f/f ship to another and cling onto it. But fr tho I love these sapphics sm. I love them so muuuuuch I'm so glad they are semi-canon just 2 chapters in.
Been wanting to draw something with them since February, but because of art block back then I decided to just let my pen go on its own since I had art block and ended up with a rough of this and hallelujah lol ^^
Seriously Toby please. Take your time ofc no rush. But please I NEED to see them together again.
Also I love Noelle's glow-y nose hc so that's mine now too thanks fandom.
Art: Mine
Do not steal/crop/edit/etc. Do not tag as kin/me ty! Suselle haters DNI :U
#Deltarune#Deltarune Fanart#Noelle deltarune#Susie deltarune#utdr#Suselle#This is my first time drawing them ever#I'm very happy with how I draw Susie but Noelle is a different story. My perfectionism is getting me#Been wanting to draw something with them since February#decided to just let my pen go on its own since I had art block and ended up with a rough of this ^^#It's all about the yearning <3#her tail's wagging :3#Em Doodles#I don't think(?) I'll be posting anything outside of art in the fandom tags#because I've had enough extremely bad experiences with fandoms so just art stuff now. Not taking anymore chances!#ya know. unless Tumblr's weird tag system screws me over :U#Btw The kin/me thing is more of a ''if it's not made for you don't tag it like it is plz ty'' to reiterate#More for personal art than anything. If I make stuff for people that do it? Then yeah go nuts xP#Me: Makes a freckle brush just for coloring Susie and can finally really use it.#Textures and lighting: Imma make it impossible to see#couldn't use my paper layer textures thanks to that rip I might do them manually next time#there's a reason I put the ''Suselle haters DNI'' thing from what I saw someone try to do a super wrong rant in the fcking tag but#IMMA KEEP THAT RAMBLING OUT OF THE TAGS TOO because like I said I'm not throwing that sort of aggression anywhere outside my own blog now
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I'm almost done!!! prince aki will return!!! just need to do a bit more editing on the final part and then proofread, I'll work very hard to get this chapter posted sometime tomorrow 🫡
#this is probably my fave chapter I've made so far#at first I wasn't sure how I felt#but after proofreading some of it to remember what I wrote#I really really really like a lot of this hrrrnnnnggg#it's crazy to me as well to think that#at one point I had no idea what I wanted for this chapter#just an extremely vague list of like#'ok something happens here I don't really know what but make it sappy' 😭😭😭😭#writing is truly where I'm most happy#when I finally get to see everything fitting into place...#it's about the length of the last chapter so it'll probably take a bit to proofread#but I'll try very hard to get it done tomorrow lol#even if it takes me into the night bahaha#ok ok it.... it took an extra day... but it was nearly done by the end of the month#can you forgive me
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Hey, look guys, more art-
HOPE.
I’ve been wanting to draw him like this ever since I first saw him smile, but my will to draw eluded me until now! This started off as a doodle, so, please excuse the messiness. I drew this to de-stress.
“Fire” Red belongs to @creatively-cosmic. They have a blog called @themissingnumbers, which is really good! Go check it out if you want to see more.
[Sketch + Colored Version below the cut!]
#Not my greatest work but it’s what I made :)#Hope you don’t mind the lack in quality- haha#I’ve made better pieces#but I still like this one!#I feel like I’m getting better at drawing his hair lmao-#I just kinda messed around with this one but I really wanted to draw him smiling#Fire smiling makes me happy :)#He deserves to be happy#and I hope I can help him attain that happiness.#Even if my help is the equivalent of Baby Steps lmao#Gotta start somewhere!#I could not find the font used for the hidden text for the life of me#but I found a similar one!#Hope Starry and the Mods are doing well!#And I hope we get to see more Happy/Hopeful Fire in the future :)#His smile is precious-#(Bonus!: Y’know what I really wanna see? Red smiling. And not the creepy wide/crazy/manic smiles he usually has.#I mean a true honest-to-god genuine smile. Now THAT would be a sight for the history books. Red deserves to smile too.#Just like everyone else does.#That might be my next goal aside from befriending Leaf—getting Red to smile.#Is that probably going to be extremely difficult? Oh most definitely! But I think he’s worth the effort.)#(Bonus-Bonus!: I wanna give Red a hug so bad-#but I also feel like he’d bite me or something if I tried :(#Maybe he’d just let it happen? Or cry. Or both—who knows?#Red deserves some gentle treatment. He’s been through a lot too.)#I wonder who I’ll get the will to draw next? Hopefully I’ll do them justice!#Long ahh tags Jesus Christ- Didn’t know I could max them out.#Missing Numbers#Fire Red Yuuji#My Art
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the real reason i don't do spirk to mcspirk that often is because the idea of being a second pick bothers me so deeply and terribly that i would prefer not to be with someone at all. you love me or you don't. what does it say if you're happy in a relationship without me and then eventually something happens and you're like, oh, our friend, yeah we should probably love her as well. i don't want to be wanted like that, and the idea of being wanted like that makes me want to never be wanted at all, makes me want to disappear forever and never let a hand touch me, never let a hand catch me - better to never be held with love at all then to be held like that. and what does that mean for kirk and spock? to learn to love a thing too late? to be too blind to what's in front of them? to hurt someone they're supposed to love? better to swallow their love for him like poison than let it seep out and kill the friendship they already have. it's too late! it's too late. you made your choice and you can't go back. why would you ever want to be a second choice? the person left behind, waiting, hoping they come back for you? i am taking the choice away from you, i am turning away from you, i am telling you that this isn't love, i am telling you that i don't love you back. i will choke to death on my own bloodied, swallowed words of love before i ever let myself want you like that.
anyway yeah that's why i don't usually write spirk to mcspirk unless spirk is already REAL FREAKS about mccoy. like they have to be insanely obsessed with that man before they're in a relationship or it just doesn't work for me.
also i'm aware i clearly have some deep-seated issues about this lmao, but i genuinely don't know what they're from!!! but they're DEEP AND THEY ARE EVER PRESENT lmaoooooooo
[and like: i cannot stress enough????? i am just laughing about MY issues, i am absolutely not saying other ppl shouldn't write that!!! this is more me just being like lmao why does that make my ears ring and my vision blurry when i see it???? haha isn't that weird????]
#like i know this is THEE most popular mcspirk dynamic and i am not trying to harsh it just trying to put into words why EYE don't like it#like if i ever wrote that type of spirk to mcspirk. it would not be a happy story. i cannot imagine mccoy okay with being loved like that.#now granted i am VERY clearly projecting my for SOME reason (i genuinely don't why) EXTREME baggage about this onto him!!!#and the beauty of stories is that we all get to interpret characters different ways!!! but oh. it makes me want to run far and forever.#and if i ever tried to write that standard type of spirk to mcspirk fic that is what we'd have to do. he'd run.#because they'd have ruined it before it ever began. he'd run and he'd claw and he'd shatter before letting them catch him.#anyway that's why most of my mcspirk is them getting together at the same time lmao#and why the times i've written spirk to mcspirk i've written it a very specific way. because it's the only way that i can write it#how unhinged is it to say that even thinking about this has made my chest tight?????#i really should figure out why this bothers me so much lmao??????? oh well. oh well!!!!#mine
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🌙☁️🌌
#evenings and nights are always the worst for me#when i feel this lonely.... :(((#when you're alone the nights are the worst bc#u dont have anyone at all really.. and it gets so obvious at night#just .. the loneliness gets intensified#and i can compare bc#there was a period of time where i talked to someone everyday#and i looked forward to the nights and their messages and comforing goodnight messages#and so i know firsthand what big of a difference that makes#for years and years i've had these bad loneliness feelings tho.. so it's not smth new#but it gets harder and harder to deal with them. esp as the world outside is getting colder and crueler#and people only get more and more mean#plus when i do have smth wonderful that made me warm and happy and comforted that i dont have anymore#and can compare and know what im missing#it does get harder :c#i try to watch videos and think of other things but oh god this loneliness hurts so damn much i crumble underneath the weight of it#maybe life will get better dealing with it all if i have a stable income and an apartment with my pets#and go to work all day and come home too tired to feel lonely... idk?#im so scared i'll never find someone that i can be together with. bc i think im the kind of person who needs that#but im also so different and difficult and idk how and if it'll happen....#and how do i live with these heavy painful feelings of extreme loneliness ? idk :c#i try mindfulness too. and listening to music. and reading. and cuddling my pets#but im just a human. i want someone i love to hold me and fall asleep with them close to me.#i wanna lie in bed and talk to them abt anything bc between us it is a judgement free zone#despite what ppl say i am not weak for needing and wanting that. and being incredibly alone without it.#it's what i need and want but idk if i ever will and the thought of being stuck with this heavy loneliness all my life makes me wanna die#ok. peace out 😑✌️
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Today.............. has genuinely. Been. A Day.
Have some OC doodles I started yesterday before tragedy struck and are like the bare minimum effort for today to finish. Since the two princes were originally not /in canon/ for another plot but rather made for a mafia AU as cousins to one of the main characters for the base plot. I was like. Huh let's give them a happier life. So here they're just princes and instead of the police department/detectives that most of the main cast is in base plot, those are the royal guards around the twins' castle.
#my characters#the funny thing is that the princes are like......... made for an au of another plot#and here they are in another au of the plot#so like yeehaw everyone i love my ocs and i love putting them in situations#also idk what its worth but hey happy pride atticus is trans im proud of him#it has zero relevance to the plot but its important to me that hes trans#he also is like.... an absolute bundle of friendliness which is a huge contrast to the twins cousin#who is extremely stoic for the most part and finds it hard to feel emotions and thinks#everyone feels the same way all the time like him - WHICH IS DEPRESSED BY THE WAY#but he learns that ah nope thats just him and oh hes better by the power of love#and he doesnt actually get it ?? like in canon or mafia or as a prince hes just like#huh i like this guy and he makes me want to smile which is really odd im gonna stay by him if i can#and doesnt even realize right away hes fallen in love#atticus and caspian however are very aware of their emotions and are v happy to see their cousin feel things#and are constantly there to tease him but support him and help him and theyre all good boys#ill shut up in the tags now bc the tags are taking me as long to type as the art took to doodle
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oh hey it's time for another Majorly TMI Post From Me
(seriously though, tmi warning. i'm venting about periods and tampons and a fun thing called the vaso-vagal response.)
THIS SHIT. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS. THIS IS PUBLIC ENEMY #1 TO ME. I THOUGHT I WAS DYING.
so i had a pool party to go to tonight, right? and i'm a woman and i have periods and i'm on mine right now. but i also like pool parties and i wanted to swim.
but i also don't wear tampons.
i have worn tampons before, years ago and for this exact reason: i had a pool party to go to. that time was fine, nothing weird happened. still prefer pads but whatever.
today i tried to use a tampon and THAT up there happened. immediate horrible wave of nausea, immediate lightheadedness. my hearing went out. i had to lay down on the floor to keep from blacking out entirely. i started feeling panicky and i wanted to cry afterwards. if i'm honest i still feel unsettled and anxious about it.
i've known that i have a strong vagal response to sudden pain for a long time (i've blacked out after stubbing my toe extremely hard), but i had no idea that that could happen in this scenario. i guess now i know.
i feel like such a weak person because of this. the vagal response thing is so demoralizing in every situation. it makes me feel like i'm dying and it concerns other people when they see it happening to me but it's not even an actually serious thing. and now this happens and it's one of the most unsettling things i've ever experienced.
#and on the topic of the stupid pool party#it was with like 30+ other people and only ONE other person actually got in the pool besides me#and it was a guy that has made me extremely uncomfortable on multiple occasions#today has been such a day#i'm just reminding myself of my superman earrings to stay happy#i really think i need to get out of here for a while
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SCREAMING AND CRYING THANK YOU FOR ALL THE NICE COMMENTS ON MY ZINE. I'm really thrilled that people like it so much!! I was really happy with how it turned out, but I was admittedly a bit nervous posting it given its completely unmitigated levels of edge. (• ▽ •;)
Anyway! Here's a piece of the sketch from the last page of the zine that I thought was funny.
#hehehe....ow#but for real i am still always extremely bamboozled when people vocally like my stuff#but it makes me happy to no end that i can make stuff i feel really passionate about and see that other people enjoy it too#y'all have made my day. thanks for hanging out on this hellsite with me. 💚
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Scott smajor keeps trying to stop Yuri love and it's really starting to piss me off
he can’t just let gempearl happen anon. he will die. do you want him to die anon
#this is an extremely funny ask thank you i keep thinking about it#what other instance has he tried to stop beautiful yuri love? is this an ongoing occurance? is it him banning a scar and jimmy alliance#asks#on a related note i saw some really interesting discussion on scott trying to split up pearl and gem the other day in the tags of a post#thats not relevant but it made me happy to see scott character discussion is all
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Brandy isn’t ‘lazy’ she’s depressed and has been very open about this and how this year has been one of the worst and hardest of her life (her words on Twitter). She’s now working a full time job while dealing with all her mental health issues so of course she doesn’t have much time to dedicate to her music career, like as soon as I get home from work all I wanna do is sleep and not think about doing anything else lol depression can really take out most of your energy and passion to do things you love.
I really don’t think it’s fair to call her lazy and say she’s squandering her opportunities especially because she’s obviously going through a lot right now, but that’s just my opinion 🤷🏽♀️
look i get that, i really really do
if she wasnt posting on socials at all then i definitely wouldnt be so harsh on her but shes literally posting every single day. i know that whats posted doesnt necessarily reflect someones mental state or reality but she literally just needs to post screenshots of her music. thats it. thats literally all she has to do. maybe mention a song once a week, like it's so so simple
i will admit i might be fairly biased though cause i was down bad depressed in highschool/uni and i managed to make it through schooling/my degree. i know it doesnt work like this but, my brain cant help but see it as 'if i could do it then why cant she?' - like its hard, i know that, but just push yourself a little ? (THIS IS PROBS PROBLEMATIC but its my subconscious thoughts. thats my point though, im admitting im probably viewing it in a very subjective way)
i just personally find it very hard to sympathise when her bf has done all the heavy lifting for star baby promo so far and she is out here posting 24/7 but can't even mention her music once. like girllll youre already doing what you have to do (being active), just mention a song - you're already doing 50% of what needs to be done ???? why not just put a song title on a selfie every once in a while like huh ? its literally not hard to do
i know as well as the next person that depression fucks with your motivation and passion but shes still out there being active as ever. idk im probably being too judgemental in thinking that social media promo is easy. but also im not sorry about it, it literally is easy when all you have to do is talk about your own project however you want to with no constraints
also is her job not in social media marketing ? how can she do that and not be capable of her own marketing ? huh ?
also she literally only just got a job - shes had alllllll the time in the world up until now
i get it but at the same time i really really dont
#my depression made me turn to substances though so we probably handle things very differently#for her sake i hope she didnt have to sort that out lmao was not a fun time#like i think you absolutely can push yourself#even while depressed#idk then i would go on wild benders every weekend so i guess pushing myself through depression wasn't really working for me either HAHA#wdym you can feel happy without drugs#sounds fake to me#dw guys I'm all chill now 😎😎😎#these are things of the pastttttt#i wasnt addicted to any one thing thank fuck#i just had very very unhealthy coping habits#and Melbourne being such a huge party city made it extremely easy to hide the fact i was doing far too much far too often#i love not remembering a single weekend of 2019 🤪🤪🤪#thats a joke#i do not in fact love that#ask#me over sharing as per usual#amh
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Dude one of my favorite things EVER is going to ao3 and commenting on a fic that was just posted—
You’re telling me I get to give someone EXACTLY what I want after posting a fic?! That they may do the thing™️ where you check every two minutes for a comment you know isn’t going to be there— BUT THEY MAY ACTUALLY SEE A COMMENT BECAUSE I LEFT ONE?!?! FUCK YES
It’s just such a truly simple thing that I can personally do to make someone’s day a little better :-D (also I comment on fics I like— if it’s there then you 1000% deserve it)
#just thinking about this#did it on a supernatural fic a few days ago#the author was happy#and that made me really happy#✨dopamine all around :-D✨#also only semi related but how can some of you guys be so normal when responding to comments???#I turn into a happy puppy because YOU COMMENTED ON MY FIC#YOU TOLD ME SOMETHING YOU LIKED ABOUT MY FIC#I will never be chill#I will be all hyper with you#(or more hyper which is embarrassing af💀💀💀)#because I love my fics lmao#and am extremely invested in them#my posts#fanfiction#fanfiction comments#fanfiction reading#fanfiction writing
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Wow I Finally Watched Sunshine
What happens when you put Cillian Murphy and Chris Evans in close confinement on their way to send a bomb into the sun?
Did I mention the incredible Michelle Yeoh and Benedict Wong are apart of these space shenanigans?
Have I gotten your attention of this very underrated movie yet?
Sunshine came out in 2007 and I had never once heard or seen anything of this movie until a few days ago, While I was innocently scrolling through Disney+, This movie appeared.
Now, Being a huge fan of Chris Evans for many years and recently diving into the work of Cillian Murphy, I was already hooked.
But then you tell me this is a Sc-fi Psychological Thriller set in space?
NOW I REALLY AM HOOKED.
But this isn't just a 'For the scares and spooks' of space travel that film often portrays, This is a film ahead of it's time. A story that could be told in any year, Because this will always be relevant.
This movie makes you think.
What is beyond the stars? What would you do in these humanity-testing scenarios? What would you do when you've come face to face with not only the surface of the sun, but also your own heart?
A movie that questions your own humanity, A movie that has made you feel something so real that it makes your chest feel tight as if you're in that scenario, As if you're apart of a team with these people by your side day in and day out - That is a job well done.
While this movie did take a little bit to get into, it builds the suspence of what's really going on here. But everytime you think you'll look away, you reach for your phone - The movie does something that makes you need to rewind and go "Did they really just say that?"
And when you reach that moment.
There's no going back.
This movie was so incredibly different than anything I've experience for a while and As a thorough enjoyer of the Sci-fi genre in all different forms, This was a truly pleasant surprise.
***Please be cautious minor spoilers in the tags***
***Please read the content warnings of this movie before watching, it can depict scenes that may trigger some individuals***
#I felt like this movie was going to get rated poorly for some reason but it's actually pretty good and it makes me really happy???#I JUST REALISED THIS MOVIE HAS CILLIAN MURPHY AS THE ONLY SCIENTIST WHO CAN PILOT THE NUCLEAR FISSION BOMB HAHAH#DID THEY CALL THAT OR WHAT#HOLY SHIT#HEY I'M HERE FOR IT YOU WON'T HEAR ME COMPLAINING#Chris you were an absolute hard ass but I love you for it#Cillian you are a baby boy and we love you#Benedict you precious bean I just wanted to give you a hug#Cliff you were kinda hot I will not lie NO WAIT ALSO LITERALLY HAHAH#Michelle you're perfect and I love you so much#Rose I just wanted to give you a lil kiss on the forehead and tell you everything's gonna be okay#Hiroyuki you're also extremely hot#I'm not sorry#No I am he was beautiful#HARVEY FUCK YOU#ALSO I WILL NEVER GET OVER THE FACT THAT THEY CALLED THEIR A.I ICARUS THIS WAS THE BEST THING EVER#Also I'm so sorry Capa but you tripping over in that crucial moment made me absolutely lose my shit with laughter#okay onto the real tags#sunshine#sunshine 2007#robert capa#cillian murphy#michelle yeoh#corazon#rose byrne#cassie#chris evans#chris evans sunshine#cillian murphy sunshine#benedict wong
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