#but now im like ugh sigh

[lesbianherald]

I know Coming Home (and recently Here at the End of All Things) get a lot of love - and rightfully so! - but I just want to give a shout out to your post finale fic In The After which truly healed something in me after that finale 🙏 I’m so excited to read your knight au I’m gnawing at the bars of my enclosure

wahhhh!!! Thank you ! I have such a complicated relationship with in the after because I was having a really bad reaction to new meds when I wrote it and in a very weird headspace (tmi) LMAO and there's a lot I'd change but I'm glad she hit for you !

I'm so excited to share my Knight AU just because Ive had fun writing and conceptualizing it! no idea if it'll hit but we'll see haha.

[angelmush]

starting to feel my enjoyment of cooking seeping back in after a long period of intense burnout that had me really slogging along preparing meals with gritted teeth for a good month there. i credit the return of this spark to the much needed break i took on our 3 day vacation that resulted in us eating solely theme park food. while delicious, in all its greasy overpriced glory, i found myself missing the kitchen. so last night for dinner i made heavily spiced chicken wings with crushed peppercorns and garam masala that rendered slowly in its own fat while roasting in the oven, resulting in flavorful charred crisp skin and a really juicy bite. we picked them clean over steamed rice with lime and scallions. i also baked a loaf of marbled pumpkin and dark chocolate bread yesterday for my neighbor as a thank you for doing me a favor last week. it looked delicious. the crumb was tender and plush and velvety, the spiced ginger molasses pumpkin batter swirling alongside the bitter dark chocolate espresso batter, with puddles of dark chocolate bubbling across its top. it looked so lovely i whipped up a second one for us to have for ourselves that's in the oven now, i think it could be a really good breakfast pastry for us this week.

[sukirichi]

i’m gonna sound stupid for saying this but i’m acc very upset that real life is keeping me away from being a loser here 😔

[peteytheparrot]

Every single video on comics says to not make your magnum opus first but I CANT TAKE IT ANYMOREEEE I NEED TO MAKE A FIREFLY FOUNDATIONS COMICCC GUUAAAAHHHHH-

[kaiserouo]

can i delete this game now

[letmekeepyouentertained]

What works for another in the enclosure of fiction just doesn’t apply to me at all, and it can be beautiful! Common problems aren’t mine! But then.. how do I find solutions to my own?? People don’t casually post how to handle a self aware mind hellbent on following the crowd into self destruction as it struggled with controlling itself in subconscious addictions to a weak flow of dopamine despite all logic screaming for better activities and how with this inability and lack of self-organisation an idea of harm brings itself forward yet is never acted upon because handling physical guilt all the while my soul feels crushed due to inactivity and unfulfilment so much that it carries through into my consciousness occasionally but still allows me rest in my sleep and so i teeter on the edge of reality considering both defining these things that others don’t care to explain to me but also just giving up and following the path I know for myself will hurt and only cause greater suffering and consequences harder to solve.. as even though this is solvable, nobody seems to know what to do with me because I just don’t know who to go to and my impressionable young mind is turning it into the belief that nobody cares and this could go much deeper if left unchecked and while it is salvageable I want to give others the ability to help me because I’m starting to mildly question my ability to keep myself in check as time has at times shown I sometimes can make a stray choice that will hurt me a bit more than I had planned to… AND YK WHAT?! Ofcourse nobody gets THAT but ‘oh! Oh here’s some stupid list of what to do if you are anxious!!! Here’s shit to do if you feel like you’re being watched!’ I NEVER HAVE ENOUGH SYMPTOMS TO BE ABLE TO BE DIAGNOSED WITH ANYTHING BUT AT THE SAME TIME I FEEL LIKE I EXPERIENFE EVERYTHING!!!!!

[51-queer-frogs]

killllll meeeeeee

[1864th]

my hero academia more like MID hero academia am i right?

[madame-mongoose]

my head hurts so fucking bad *refuses to eat*

[itsalwaysdark]

loveee when a character is crushed under the weight of someone elses expectations for them love when a character dedicates their entire life to something they never even wanted for themself love when the only reason a character keeps going is because theyre Supposed to and bc theyre supposed to make another person happy/proud. YES !!! CLAPPING !!! YES !!!!!!!!

[muirneach]

yeah prev kinda fucked me up ngl. read it and was uncharacteristically like damn that sucks anyways back to scrolling. but then i dropped my phone on the table and stared into space for ten minutes there. i dont know man. i guess my secret dream of being the first tboy in the atp kinda took that one personally. not that this is about Me when this is about andrey being lowkey a horrible person. hes sucked for a while but now its just like. yeah okay fuck off man…

[imflyingfish]

In light of recent news i may have to get a cd burner

[lesbiangiratina]

Invested in a display case for my ggx tcg box cuz testament is on 1 side of it therefor it is a testament object so i want to put it with my testament stuff. But i dont want it to like fucking turn to dust. The reload boxes i have are on their own idgaf (as much) (i will still store them somewhere safe) (eventually)

[ghostzzy]

i still can’t tell if i should go to compass tonight

update from after the shower: ok fine im going

[the-kipsabian]

like im already struggling for reach for my fics and stuff and now i gotta limit who gets to it and shit so im just like 🫠

[nutzworth]

been having this problem lately where im feeling really in love with a lot of people in my life. and its like killing me. am i crazy in the head or really hormonal or like what. what DOES a crush feel like? what DOES love feel like? have i ever felt it really and truly? the only crushes ive ever had have been cus AWFUL MEN were like Ooiugh youre Sooo wonderful! I Love You! and i was like yeah ok. SWOON! but they were awful every time. you dont understand. terrible evil no good. and having crushes on them sucks. so is that the only way for me to get a crush then. someone has to have a crush on me first. are you kidding

that OR: im just being a hopeless romantic. like swooon im so in love with life and all of my wonderful friends and all of these wonderful characters and the plants and the animals and the world around me BOOOORING. WHO CARES! i wish i had someone to swoon over. as i keep living everyone i know is getting partners and its killing me. its like what am iiiii doing wrong. but the thing is i dont even think i WANT a partner? i want the IDEA of having a partner. which IS WORSE. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT??? i just dont understand how it works. any of it. ever. and its not like anyone can TEACH me. unless theyre like head over heeeels for me and think they can fix me (which like who goes into a relationship with that in mind). but i dont understaaaand i dont get it and i dont know how i will ever get it. maybe i wont ever and maybe i will. i have SO MUCH LIFE to live but meeting people only gets harder when you get older :-/ so whats the point. SIGH! GROAN! is it over for me chat