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so our felix passed away today, and we're still reeling from this whole situation. through the heartbreak, we still need to pay his medical expenses.
any help would be beyond appreciated. even if you just share or reblog this post, we would be so endlessly grateful♡
my lady @ribbon-13 is offering free felix charms to anyone who donates more than $30 and lives in the US
#signal boost#boost#please share this if you can#it means so so so much to me#we've been crying all day and we're just so worn out#we miss him so dearly#and his medical expenses are so much more than we were expecting#also if youd like to check out mine or my lady's etsy shop#we're going to be putting our sales towards his expenses for the meantime#so if youd like to support us that way that would be beyond amazing#my etsy is edenfire57 and my lady's is ribbonann13#please boost this if you can#pet passing away#cat passing away#< im not sure what to tag this to help people who cant handle seeing this type of post
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GOOD OMENS 2 SPOILERS
Something's so not right in S2 though.
The only time we "see" God is whenever she talks to Job and just blabbers stuff at him because she's bored af and doesn't have anybody to speak with except maybe the Metatron.
When Aziraphale tries to talk directly to God in S1, the Metatron tells him "Speaking to me is speaking to God" and categorically refuses to listen to Aziraphale's request.
That's weird. That's so weird.
We have no proof that he's actually relaying all this information to God. She hasn't appeared to anyone in centuries. He's also aware of Aziraphale's will to stop the arma-fucking-geddon.
He's aware of Azi's relation to Crowley.
As I've seen stated somewhere on Tumblr earlier, he's aware that just by trying to perform a teeny tiny miracle together they performed a huge ass one that triggered alarms in Heaven and succeeded in separating the two, because he's aware, and could be scared, of their combined powers.
Okay but why would he need to separate them?
A second too late, he told Aziraphale about The Second Coming, which is most likely linked to a new Armageddon again.
Related to that, we never heard God herself about the destruction of earth. Anything said about it is told by other characters. Note to myself: list up who talked about it.
The Metatron seems to be hiding something. Unlike the other (arch-)angels he's not naïve, he wears a black coat, he doesn't sugarcoat his speech to humans (and my synesthesia says he speaks Spiky, and not a good spiky).
I think it's also noteworthy that Crowley & Aziraphale don't communicate, not with words, Crowley never told Aziraphale about what Gabriel told him but he also never told Aziraphale what he found out about Gabriel in S2. He never told Aziraphale that his bosses were planning to restart Armageddon until Gabriel went Nah, that it's the reason the Metatron demoted him. He demoted the current Prince of Heaven for stopping it, then promoted Aziraphale, who is a lot more tame and also has been a cause of Armagenope to fail, to lead it.
I don't think Crowley fell because he asked questions to God. I think he sauntered vaguely downwards because he asked too many questions to the Metatron, that would put his plan in danger.
This bitch is SHADY AS FUCK and I'm honestly so eager, so curious to see what he (and season 3) is going to bring us. I wonder if he's lived among the humans, too. Besides, I feel like he's going to try (and maybe manage) and use Azi as his marionnette for whatever stuff he's preparing.
And I feel whatever he's preparing is really against God.
Thank you Neil Gaiman for this ending because even if it HURTS it's so interesting. There are so many things that could be going on behind the heartbreak. I could be going on about how Crowley probably even found out part of what happened. I've seen people speculate with good arguments that Crowley lost part of his memory after falling, and if it is the case that could be another thing done to prevent Crowley from stopping the Metatron.
There is SO MUCH that could be, so much that WILL be, and so little that we can know.
No matter in what form, I'm so excited to see how this will develop in the future.
#long post#Maybe I read too much into this but also that's how my brain works#I think we've been focusing a lot on the last apparition of the Metatron in the series and not enough in older ones#Especially the apparition in S1#This got way longer than I expected#I'm so scared to post this tbh I don't know how it will be received#I could be wrong!!!!!!!!!!#I'm just excited#Also I got the greenlight to post it#Good Omens#Good Omens 2#Good Omens 3#Good Omens season 2#GOS2#GO2#go2 spoilers#good omens s2 spoilers#aziraphale#go 2 speculation#good omens 2 spoilers#gos2 spoilers#good omens spoilers#gomens#gomens 2#Metatron#God#Heaven#Speculations#go3#go3 speculation
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ngl it makes me want to die a little bit that it's so often trans people who feel that sex is mutable but oppression is always-forever based on asab in ways that allow them to demand that information from other trans people. like it feels fucking bad. it feels bad when it's people holding up someone who posts a lot of selfies as transition goals to a degree they have to clarify what they have or haven't done or what "direction" they're going in, it feels worse when people are out there like "caster semenya is not tma" or whatever the fuck. i am, as always, not a trans woman, but here's a sentiment echoed by many of the trans women around me who log the fuck off, quoted directly from one: "people who draw a clear line where they say that semenya or khelif are tme and then call me tma are just calling me male at this point".
like i get it. i really do. we seek community and shared experiences, and we feel betrayed when people have less in common with us than we thought they did. [*more on this later.] but that's not those people's faults and my god in the case i'm seeing play out on twitter rn this poor person did absolutely nothing to intentionally mislead people, just posted pictures of their actual kid self. who looks a lot like i did, because shockingly enough "we can always tell" doesn't fucking work for trans people either!
on the one hand i move in intersex circles which are unapologetically welcoming in cis "dyadic" people with pcos, because it serves nobody to draw a clear line where mutilation or genetics or some ineffable childhood suffering are what make somebody intersex, especially when most of us (esp in places like nz) have never been karyotyped and are being treated for symptoms without a pinned-down cause anyway. the more of us there are the stronger we are, the more pressure we can exert on a medical profession which doesn't like to consider how common outliers are, how uneasy sex is at all. and then on the other hand there's dyadic trans people on the internet who've yelled me out of spaces because a couple of traumatised incarcerated trans women i worked with as a prison abolitionist assumed i was also a trans woman and i didn't immediately tell them my entire csa-involved history of being sexed in varying ways as an infant and child and/or exactly how big my phallus was at birth or where in my junk config my urethra lives so they could decide i was tme or whatever.
returning to the * for a related but not identical thought: i think presuming shared experiences leads to some fucked shit in general! "oh we all had a radfem phase" or "oh we all were channers" no we fucking weren't and it's particularly obnoxious when me & mine are trying to build trans community locally to organise and resist the growing wave of far-right backlash against our existence, and there's just white people in there on a spectrum from "straight up being antisemitic and trying to get the n-word pass" through "handwringing about how they need to make space for people who aren't politically correct" to "handwringing about how brown people are right to be mad at them but doing shit fuckall". and then the other fucking brown people in the space are on some identity politics shit where they're like "trans joy inherently excludes those of us who could get deported" or "big city white queers are killing us by being visible instead of going stealth bc it stirs up the discourse" or whatever the fuck i've heard pulled out this year. there's a bunch of reasons i primarily organise outside of trans spaces and that's one of them. i've never felt more alone in spaces where people claim we're all the same than being left as the brownest moderator or organiser in a space full of people to whom "this is a safe trans space" apparently means they get to abdicate all other responsibilities not to lapse into presumed shared patterns that are fucking racist or otherwise alienating. i've never felt more alone than surrounded by exclusively trans people who sort people into boxes and assume everyone in those boxes has the transition goals they have. like i was on cypro until it disagreed with me to the point of endocrine crisis and now i'm on t and at both those points people were so fucking presumptive or entitled to my reasons or journey or personal relationship w my body
literally just submitted on (and was invited to consult on) the nz law commission's review of the human rights act and like. it's straight up fucked how many nz trans people fully do not comprehend that any "sex assigned at birth" type definitions fundamentally exclude migrants who have no way of proving it and many intersex people who happen to have been reassigned later or many times or never assigned at all as a baby. we can't make law with this shit and that's why we have to have symmetrical protections for all genders/sexes/expressions/presentations, bc naming and defining a protected class here often leaves the people who already are left out from those shared experiences of marginalisation out in the cold when they face violence
#reblogs turned off because obviously i'm already bracing to be pilloried for saying one thing not quite correctly or whatever#and also bc i have zero interest in having this be boosted by trans dudes on their own transandrophobia agenda either#i'm just venting#but frankly the first time i got yelled at for saying that as an intersex person some of the immense violence i experienced as a child#was motivated by transmisogyny#i was a teenager and it was someone a fair bit older than me with more local clout so like. it's been a decade. how is it worse now.#intersex spaces have made SO much progress and yet#also yes i'm femme! i'm femme in a trans way! many dykes who aren't women are!#many of us got more comfortable w it as adults who had gender agency!#in literally the same way it took my wife ages after transitioning to work out she's also butch and doesn't actually want to do femme thing#bc that's a shared experience in how we've navigated the expectations of womanhood before opting out of the parts we don't want!#anyway the lawcomm shit was fucked bc honestl i don't give a shit if someone lost their gonads as an adult in an accident#they should be protected even if they don't consider themselves intersex#and we know that gender as an axis of oppression comes back to the reproduction of the nuclear family#and that cis women who can't have kids sometimes become the political football though ofc not as much by far and like#idk. y'all ever heard about solidarity? sometimes i feel like i'm back in the place where the loudest traumatised person at the party#is yelling at another young woman like “you'll never understand what it's like to be a victim”#when said young woman was assaulted the week before.#a politics that starts by defending and defining oneself w oppression kinda fucking sucks actually#and intersex people stopped policing intersexness by who got mutilated a long time ago#bc actually we want the generations ahead to not get that treatment#and when i see “trans elders” going on about how “if you pass and got on hrt before 18 you're not trans like i am” i'm like. why! what!#anyway. tired.#may regret this. we shall see#tony muses
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youidraw.com was lowkey a little disappointing
#bandit's doodles#grian#mumbo jumbo#waffle duo#is waffle duo even their duo name anymore#this must be some kind of sick joke right#Just for a bit in his video#Im calling it rn#It can't be permanent#waffle duo will live on forever#big fan of the grey hairs but the waffle man#think of the waffle#cue montage of all the waffle fun we've had over the seasons#now for the website#The setup looks great#looks professional#my expectations were high#They should not have been based on my last reviews#it had an eraser but it just didn't work?#whenever I tried to change the brush size it would just revert to the huge default??#It had that color picker thing with the gradient which was great#But whenever I tried to switch colors#the last brush stroke I did would change color#the selection tool was fine but when I tried to move things it was being so difficult#this might just be a mobile problem but still a problem#But there was this massive ad on the side of the screen so I didn't get the optimal canvas access#the stabilizer on the pencil was horrendous#that little 'no waffle :(' on mumbos head took like 8 tries for it to look legible in any way#Thats why I just used the text for grian which worked fine#actually 4/10 it looks good but works badly
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Tumblr spamming billford and billfiddlesford has singlehandedly gotten me to finally watch Gravity Falls and I can't even be mad lol
#this show is actually so good so far!! I just barely passed the middle of season 1 but I'm having way more fun than I'd expected#I'm watching it with friends too and we've got the whole spectrum (not the autistic one) - one of us has already seen the whole show#one of us has watched it out of order#I've only seen plot points and vague spoilers online while the last of us knows NOTHING about gravity falls minus memes#Ford popped up in an episode recently and we had me and the first friend jumping out of our seats and the last being so confused LOL#I can't watch it all the time cause my friends are busy tho 😔#they're actually doing homework and being responsible??? 🤨 (cringe moment /j)#but I have to bully them every once in a while to watch it since I wanna know what makes this show's plot hook so many folks#(billford fanfics are so fun to read in the meantime when I barely know any plot context btw xD)#but yeah that's what I've been doing recently lol#this show's constantly got me dangling on the edge of a hyperfixation and I love it still#gravity falls#fenn rambles
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I can't believe Scott Pilgrim Takes Off pulled a Madoka Magica on us.
#scott pilgrim#puella magi madoka magica#everyone including me was expecting a direcr adaptation#we've been bamboozled#but in a very good way#hey they also addressed Scott dating a high schooler!#scott pilgram vs the world#scott pilgram takes off
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Listen after the constant goalpost moving / claims of the past few years that
Callum would never Ever do dark magic again under any circumstances (can't relate) because
claims of him valuing duty/goodness/morality above all else because he'd never ever be like Claudia and Viren (ignoring the fact that he already was)
and that he obviously didn't do it mostly to save Rayla and did it for the dragon ("I had to, to save my friends" thank you 5x08)
until his TOX bio came out and literally spelled it out otherwise ("I value those close to me more than anyone or anything [...] I am beholden to my inner circle not some silly kingdom")
and then backpedaling to "oh well he'd only do something Big and Dangerous like that for Ezran" (but adamant that it wouldn't be for Rayla, for Some Reason??)
to just complete silence on 1) said goalpost moving and 2) the fact they've had to consistently backpedal if not outright be wrong characterization wise
like I think I'm allowed to do a couple of petty memes on behalf of the "we like that Callum is kinda fucked up and would do outright terrible things / things he considers terrible for his loved ones because his core is that he loves Ezran and Rayla above anything and everything else" crowd that's stayed consistent for a long time and is now validated as fuck
#to be clear there is nothing NOTHING wrong with canon going a different way than you expect characterization wise#snake boi callum#rayllum fandom#fandom history#memes#mine#dragons gets salty#ever so slightly#anyway callum stans feel free to use these memes we've been eating so good#cause i think personality wise rayla is the fave but thematically? callum is chef's kiss#once again this is the pettiest i think i'll ever be#lord do not make me regret this post#like we're all always entitled to our interpretations. but people got Hella Rude about mine#also i've gotten so much stuff wrong i don't know why people get so strung up on Having to be Right and#shoving shit into that dichotomy. esp when it comes to theorizing
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hello !! i'm so sorry if this question is annoying but i couldnt find any info on it so i thought i would ask ?! when is the heart killers coming out 🫣
hi!! we unfortunately don't know yet however jojo did tweet the other day that they've started editing the show and that we'll get to see it soon
@airenyah and i have been speculating about the release date and we landed on october 26th (or maybe november 2nd onward) based on future open slots and the show just giving a saturday slot vibe 🫣
#now i don't expect us to be right about this#but it's fun to speculate yk#anyways#we've lowkey been losing our minds trying to figure out the gmm25 schedule for the rest of the year#bc pluto is coming soon which should get the sunday slot after the enigma rerun in my humble opinion#but so is p10l according to force and emi#and i'm sorry for saying this @aouboom and @perthsanta but i do not want the show to get a weekend slot#the trailer and the premise of the show giving weekday slot and tbh i don't want the show to block one of the weekend slots for 30 weeks#so airenyah and i are hoping that it'll either get the monday or tuesday slot that summer night and enchanté are occupying atm#(both shows are gonna finish their run during the second week of october sooo 👀)#the other remaining slot would go to high school frenemy ig#peaceful property won't end until november 13th so idk what show would replace it but mayhaps we're up for another rerun#oh and the thursday slot will be occupied by fourever you starting october 3rd#that leaves thamepo ig which is probably about to wrap up filming soon#the show is giving friday slot vibes so we're hoping that it'll replace kidnap once it finishes its run#that way we'd get to watch kidnap(thamepo)/thk/pluto during the weekends and THAT WOULD SLAP SO HARD#anon#answered
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transmascs stop pretending that transfems are untrustworthy sources for transfeminism challenge impos- fuck i didn't even finish and you already complained about our terminology
#i really hate the expectation to know theory in these shit communities#they're barely communities it feels like on here trans people are unified by strict categorization#constantly infinitely expanding definitions but treating them as immutable and emergent from the core of reality#rather that words used to describe things we experience or the positions we are placed in my transphobic society#we're unified by who is mean to us more than wether or not we actually like each other#and so we must always be ready to litigate our position in these spaces#because they must be Definitionally justified rather than just having a real community where we're treated like human beings#i wish we still had our elders... i wish we weren't so adverse to learning humanly#i wish i could escape the weird black and white fandom thinking but it worms it's way into every community here now#this is why i keep lamenting old t4t spaces#we weren't there to argue theory#we weren't opposed to learning it in fact it was useful and joyful to share with each other#to help describe our experiences and understand where we've been placed in the world#but that's not why we were there#we were there for community to be kind to each other#now it's nothing but a bunch of teenage fandom tme people arguing with fake versions of trans women they invented in their heads#while we just hide in the background wondering if the word community means something different now#or if we're really just so evil to our very cores that we were foolish to think we could have community in the first place#sorry just#needed to vent this shit has been in my head for a while#i wasn't in a place to go to gay bars or trans events when i was first here#i couldn't have local community so finding one here with transfems who loved each other#it was so important to me#and learning that i could cater to that small but kind audience in my sex work is what made me finally love doing it#before then i'd been doing it purely cuz i couldn't get any other job#and before that because i was forced to#there's a lot of trauma wrapped up in my work for me but i healed from it largely because of my sisters i found on here#but i don't know when it went away but it did#and now it feels like we're left in a massive crowd of screaming voices#and i don't recognize any of them anymore
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I'm really sorry you and your sister are dealing with that
(no pressure to publish this, not that there should ever be pressure to publish an ask if you don't want to, of course, but just wanted to say I hope you're doing okay)
Ah, thank you, anon, it's okay. It's been a while now (court moves slooow), but we're getting hopefully close to the end. She filed in Family Court December 2022, and we've had about five interim hearings with final trial (finally) scheduled over four days next month, so fingers crossed! But yeah, it's been A Time. He's financially and emotionally abusive against my sister, and both those things as well as medically negligent against their children (who are only six and eight and both have special needs), so it's been....rough. To say the least.
But on a lighter note, have one of my new favourite photos I took of my nephews at the jellyfish enclosure at the aquarium last month!
#i DO feel like i have an honourary family law degree at this point haha#and i think i've got at least three different creative projects that are coming out of it because the levels of insight#you develop#is just#yes#wow#A Lot#i hhaaaated the idea when i was younger that you became a better writer as you get older#like i think i genuinely did have this mindset like age has nothing to do with talent#and i kind of do still think that#i think there are young writers who are wildly good#but it's also impossible to articulate the absolute wilderness that is humanity that you get deeper into as you age#that makes me sound a hundred lmao i'm 33#but i think in particular there's this pivot point when the people you love start to have families of their own with people who are#so removed from your way of being#and sometimes that's amazing and sometimes that's awful#and what comes out in the wash of that is just a perfect mix of generational trauma AND generational enabling#privilege and expectation and mindsets around familial roles#and the sudden and horrible reveal that you have had children with a man who will be diagnosed a destructive narcissist#and who will reject the idea of your children having disabilities because how could he - a perfect man - father children with disabilities#and will turn all that loathing onto a woman he once said he loved because he decides she is the defective one who gave him broken children#which is literally how he thinks#it's soooo#yeah#anyway my sister is amazing and my nephews are perfect#and honestly it's been special in a lot of ways because y'know i'm a middle child she's my big sister#and we've had a tumultuous relationship over the years but this has honestly made us closer than we've ever been in our lives#and i'm proud of that but i'm really proud of the relationship i have with those little boys#and i think need hope we're going to win and she'll be able to move herself and the boys here even as the odds are stacked against us SO#i WILL also be calling on the universe / heavens / everyone's good vibes next month
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trying to work out how much pain is normal after having teeth removed because like, we're in less pain than before the surgery, but we are in pain and weirdly the pain was mildest the day after the surgery and then started bothering us more the day after that.
our gums have felt noticeably better each day, but the pain is mostly in our jaw and that pain has been relatively consistent since day 3, and it's kind of like a dull ache in the bone. kind of a combination between migraine pain (but just in our jaw) and feeling like I've been punched in the face. it's mostly on the left side where they pulled out the molar that the dentist tried to remove in May but couldn't because it was too sensitive.
idk if it's just because the roots on that one were really deep and had like, an awkward curved shape and were apparently very close to the nerve, but it does keep making me paranoid that something's wrong even though I know logically your jaw is in fact going to be painful after having a tooth pulled out and we were expecting more pain than this and seem to have gotten relatively lucky with it
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#vent post#<- kind of?#also we've been getting more migraines which might be from our jaw clenching a lot and our ability to eat properly being kinda fucked#and we've just been very worn out which I guess is to be expected when recovering from surgery#but we also keep getting nerve pain in our face and generally feeling unwell in a way where I can't quite tell what's wrong#we're still hallucinating a lot too and have had a lot of dissociative seizures which isn't super surprising#but I'm not used to having that many in such a short amount of time. we had a bunch of them in one day and it wasn't great#oh also our stomach is fucked. it almost feels like we've got food poisoning or something and it's been like that since the surgery#idk what's happening there but it fucking sucks
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Just putting this out there, but I'm not expecting any Gravity Falls announcements at D23. Alex has made it clear many, many times that ending after two seasons was what he wanted, that he doesn't want to make any more seasons, and that he wants to work on whatever his (alleged) Netflix project is. At most there might be more books coming down the pipeline at some point, but I don't think that any new seasons or spinoff shows or anything like that are going to happen. And I'm happy with that! Gravity Falls had a fantastic ending, I've watched it all the way through about eight or nine times (and in fact the last Weirdmageddon episode is playing on my TV right now as I type this because I just finished another watch through), and if the book and the website are all the new lore content we get for the next ten years (or forever), then I'm okay and happy with that. Honestly, getting the website and all the new content it has is way more than I ever expected anyway.
#gravity falls#i've seen a lot of people convinced that there's going to be a show announcement at the disney channel portion of d23#and i just don't think so but more importantly i think that it's important to like . . .#a.) temper expectations but also#b.) realize that the book and website are SO MUCH as it is!#like WAY MORE than practically any other show would get ESPECIALLY after this long#we honestly don't need a d23 announcement to be truly blessed here guys. we've been fed SO well
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Hello and welcome to the "ah fuck i skipped like two updates by accident" MEGA UPDATE Whoops <3 Anyway here's everything you missed ok im gonna go back to working on the rest of the comic now <3
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#smile for me#smile for me game#boris habit#dr habit#avalon#nick#this is the biggest update of asterales yet and its because i fuckt up WOOPS ah well its all here now#ok time to go on a tag ramble journey because you deserve to read even more after reading this big ass comic update -poses-#this last month has been a mess and so thats probably why its all over the place#but things are finally settling down now and ive got a plenty more asterales to come though we are in the final stretch!!!!#whaaaaat#im excited though we've got some real funny stuff coming up and well i gotta find a way to subvert your expectations SOMEHOW#yall alreadyknow how smile for me the game can end so i need to throw you for a bit of a loop#ok i love u eat your vegetables bYEEEEE
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things fun in fanfic but not in real life: longtime friends falling in love with you
#*mine#like yes the mature rational way was telling me I appreciate the honesty and lack of expectation etc etc#no it doesn't change anything about the friendship#no it's still not fun for anyone involved. lord#we've been friends for well over a decade do we have to do this NOW. pls#anyway ignroe me i just gotta scream into the proverbial pillow about it before handling it like the adult that i am
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Hey, saw you're posts (sorry that you're getting your art reposted by someone, hopefully it'll get sorted out. /srs) as for the drawing request...Mind if you draw Jibanyan? /gen /nf :3
this cat your guy?
#ask#art.png#yokai watch#thank you. i know we've been trying to ignore it for a couple of years now but it's getting way out of hand now.#they're trying to pretend they didn't do anything wrong which is what i expected. so i guess i'll have to figure out the next step.#i've said my peace though so they're aware of where i stand.
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and i was so caught up in vm reunion i forgot campaign 3 is ending within the next two months
#let's be generous.. 2 episodes for the epilogue since we're wrapping up 3 parties. 2 episodes for the nein's boss battle#2-3 max for the hells to have their boss battle and to make their way there.#+ that's only if things go the way we've been expecting them to. i've been waiting for that other shoe to drop w ludinus for the last 3 yrs
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