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The anime is still insane for this ending because what do you mean Light only WILLINGLY AND EVEN CALMLY closes his eyes after seeing his enemy/rival/equal's "ghost"???
#death note#lawlight#light hallucinates L's ghost seconds before his death and he CALMLY EFFIN DIES#if your greatest enemy that caused your downfall brings you calmness as you die i don't know what to tell you mate#'Light. I'll see you on the other side. Let's explore the world of nothingness together.' - L Lawliet#YES L SAID THAT ACTUALLY THIS IS WHOLE MULTIVERSE OF L CHANGE THE WORLD AND THE CANON DEATH NOTE#Okay BUT what if the thought of actually SEEING L ON MU AGAIN is what makes him accept his fate ???#WAIT HERE'S A BIGGER WHAT IF#what if Light actually NEVER stopped seeing L's ghost during those 5 years but always L's eyes are being obscured by his hair#but THIS PARTICULAR MOMENT is where Light FINALLY sees L's eyes and what was supposed to be piercing just appear empathetic to him#the knowing eyes of being seen and understood#that's what makes light calmly closes his eyes
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i think something interesting about the way authors write bruce’s character is the fact he’s always so passively (or even actively in some cases) suicidal.
and also how when literally any other character tries to point this out, he’s just like- “just holding the gun that killed my parents that i have for some reason. alone. in a dark room. where it would take people awhile to find me if anything bad happened. while sobbing and wishing i could see them again. and while going on crusades that further worsen my physical and mental health that i will never give up. what? im not suicidal. what a fucked up thing to even suggest?? i just HAVE the gun that killed my parents locked up in a briefcase and in a safe just in case something happens. ‘what would happen to where you need the gun that shot your parents?’ i dunno man im batman i need to stay prepared. who even are you. like honestly.”
#he has such an interesting combo of character traits.#like yes he’s a vigilante who would defeat a criminal with all his legs broken if he has to. who will never EVER quit.#but he’s also 12 seconds away from driving the batmobile off a cliff with him inside it. he is so close to just quitting#but he made to where he literally can’t stop.#tw sui implied#tw sui ideation#batman#bruce wayne#dc comics#batfam#martha wayne#thomas wayne
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Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman
part one | part two
#me when everybody is posting the maple leafs sad narratives and i am furiously generating this like HOLD ONNNN HOLD ONNNNNNN#honestly i could've been SOOOO MEAN about this because i saw this poem & alexandra got the preview on the poetry blog#where i just reblogged the first half of this poem point blank with the tags#kyle dubas#toronto maple leafs#& got yelled at aksdaksf & it literally only didn't go on this blog bc i usually write more & then it was percolating & i looked up the poe#& it was only the FIRST PART i'd reblogged i didn't know there was more & then brain immediately went brrrrr ok time for an edit.#this is a long one lol & i also have no idea if it makes sense to anybody but me but because y'all know me i will always overexplain so!!#my reasoning for the reasons obvi kyle. that's a given i hope he's doing well i hope he & his family r good but man is not coming in to wor#the second edit took me a stupid amount of time bc i am nitpicky but also i learned how to do the layers & transparency from the claude edi#that actually y'all don't know about lmao but i lost my mind when i saw how perfectly those pictures align i was scrolling getty & was like#ok december i'm gonna do a headline one (in my brain with the november/june quote about choosing to die again) w/ maple leafs playoff odds#how they say at winter break you know who's gonna be in the playoffs & who'll win & they thought they had a shot but it's mitchie overlaid#the 2003-04 team who'd last won a playoff round with the atlantic division stats from dec for 22-23 & how long it's been & dec headlines#i wanted breakup/recent/never loved to be a recent trade acquisition somebody who bounced around & somebody else so i almost had simmer#brodie & zar but then i wanted to make murray for breakup at any time &i forgot zar & him were on the pens together &it hit me like a truc#bc there's a photo of the two of them EXACTLY the same so close it's scary of this one but them as pens so they had to be it & i did always#know never loved again was mitchie. sorry. also mitchie in the penalty box the last game but i couldn't find footage of it & this one works#no i could not find a photo of tyler bertuzzi fighting a leaf for a dog looked at me yes i tried.#i almost made the bunting photo jt but instead it's 'bunting a rat etc' anyway the one i really feel unhinged about is dead pets bc at firs#i was gonna make it the handshake line & look to see if the leafs had drafted anybody on the panthers (dead pet former draft pick)#& they had & it was carter verhaeghe & i couldn't get a good pic of matthews & verhaeghe but it's fine bc i thought about the mo/luke schen#narrative (in which they are a perfect d pair long lost) & schenn was drafted by the leafs & that line fits jut trust me. also how i feel#about the kniesy luminous line that one possessed me it had to be kniesy idk why. i almost put gussy as girls are too pretty though ALSO#did u like my joke. daylight SAVINGS time on the goalie. thank u. also my photo magic on the jt (me very poorly editing in him as an isle)#OK ALSO HOLD ONNNNN there is a part two but i have to wait for the Content i want it will come out as soon as [redacted] or sooner#if i get bad at waiting &everyone will pretend like it is always the way it will be once i have the photos i want. speaking of did the leaf#simply not take a team photo this year?? it Does Not Exist for me i have tried very hard to look for it also i'm excited for part 2#one of them is named oh you're so unhinged for this one & the finished product is you're unhinged in ways you didn't even know u were sorry#liv in the replies
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Here is an utterly pointless scatterplot chart of the voting trends across the rounds!
Reminder that the final is less than 2 days remaining!
#mod salix#stats for nerds#no reminder tomorrow due to 3rd place one-day-poll instead#it's somewhat pointless because i can't get the other rounds to stretch across instead of clump at one side#yes i cut off lament for icarus vs lament for icarus a little bit but the ORIGINAL spacing had a 4000 mark#which we never got close to#that one really low vote in the second round was the death of marat vs dusseldorf museum kunst palast which seems to have been filtered
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its my favorite month
#‘is it bc its ur birthday month’ well yes but june is objectively the best month idk what to tell you#maybe december is a close second but i’ll never say why 🤫#★ my art#art#sona tag
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Reading the stuff I write in the middle of the night is always fun. Just like, damn, she was really going through it last night, huh?
#anyways#I’ve finally written something in Astarion’s pov#I’ve never seen anyone write him even nearly close to how I think he would think#don’t get me wrong#I love Astarion fics#but I feel like no one ever gives him (tadpole Astarion) any agency??#if that’s the right word#I feel like he’s often reduced to this poor little thing that’s always scared and sad and always one second away from a breakdown#like yes AND he’s also so so smart#like he isn’t sitting around going oh woe is me#he’s always doing something#he always has a plan no matter how bad or simple it is#I just think he wouldn’t like how the fandom portrays him
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sweet sweet re:kinder community... I would like to ask y'all how you came upon the game and your experiences with it because i wanna know. im genuinely so curious to hear about other people's experiences and little opinions about this game because of how wild the game is (/pos) I'd love to hear it. do ramble to me about it
#re:kinder#not art#so in my case i once saw someone talk about it in a video and some scenes with the very vague context really struck with me#i was like wow...that is so sad... i wonder what goes on#but the thing is i watch videos talking about games like that ALLL THE TIME while im multi-tasking so i FORGOT FOR A YEAR?!?!?#until one day i was sick in pain on my bed could not move. and then it came to me. yes. “RE:KINDER. I SHOULD PLAY IT.” LIKE OUT OF NOWHERE#i will never understand how i dying of pain remembered a game i saw once BY NAME AT LEAST A YEAR LATER when jve heard of so many games#and you wanna know why it stuck with me. i saw in the video an image of the “as if id be reborn as a princess” line#i did not know the context but it was devastating#AND WHEN I PLAYED THE GAME when that scene game i was shocked to silence😭😭 BECAUSE I BASICALLY WENT COMPLETELY BLIND??#I DID NOT KNOW THE LITTLE KID WOULD BE THE ANTAGONIST???? AND THAT HE WOULD HAVE SUCH A SAD STORY??#like. i saw the sad coming i knew it was bound to happen yet i could have never been prepared for how hard it would hit me#I HAD TONS OF FUN but at first when i finished it i was so confused and so lost i was like welll.....what a game... TOO STUNNED FOR WORDS#then i thoughr of it for 20 minutes and bawled my eyes out and realized it was art#so when i got to my second playthrough i CRIED LIKE CRAZYYY😭😭 I WAS BLOWN AWAY IT REALLY HITS YOU#personally it admittedly hit close to home and while it made me bawl my eyes out it was also very comforting i felt very understood#AND IT WAS CRAZY FUN TOO i was not bored once the first time i played through it i was sleepy but i was so excited to keep playing😭😭#its funnt becayse i was initially apprehensive about playing cuz im sensitive to stories where sad things happen to kids#but i played it regardless because i was like “but what if its one of those scary media that hit close to home and i enjoy”#AND I WAS RIGHT. BUT NOT ENTIRELY BECAUSE I DID NOT THINK IT WOULD HIT AS INTENSELY AS IT DID😭😭 IT WAS MYCH MORE THAN EXPEVTED#many ways in which it impacted me but if i started listing them i would not shut up . so for now it is enough#IN SUMMARY WOW.. WHAY A GOOD GAME!! PLAY RE:KINDER!!!#i rambled more than i intended to i do apologize
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what's your favorite batshit power rangers throwaway lore moment?
I'll start. Stoner and pizza shop owner RJ just happens to know a guy who knows a guy who has an uncle who totally casually just hacked into the morphin grid for the jungle fury rangers. the jungle fury rangers are literally stealing morphin grid cable from operation overdrive. no this will never be explored
#the reason jungle fury never got a team up ep was because they're trying to keep on the DL re: other ranger teams#i think i read somewhere that rj's guy is cam from ninja storm. and i love that. because cam would absolutely HATE rj#and rj would LOVE smoking weed w/ dustin and coming up with a grand plan to cure cam of his 'totally bummer vibes'#kay vs power rangers#power rangers jungle fury#close second is of course the 'powerful warlock' from lightspeed rescues first ep#yes i know they do get into it later BUT for a pilot episode line? what a drop
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literlaly terirble night last night
#first of all the gay party was capped and me and my friend were devastated cuz we were so ready to make out w girls#second of all i went to the other frat that me and my gf met at and guess what. i fucking saw her there#id been there before sinc ewe came back but ive never seen her so far there but idk what i was expecting#not only that but we literally met at the drink station as in full relapse of last sem when we also said hi there and hit it off#so mebarrsing#not only that btu this frat was so good last sem but now its ass so the music wasnt even fun and i wasnt feeling it#and then these ASSHOLE GUYS are mocking me for being an english major. that REALLY pissed me off#AND THEN on my way back im waiting for the bus and she and ehr friends pull up tot he bus stop too#and then i got back to my dorm and just sobbed for like an hour and wandered around voice memoing my friends sobbing#like its so humilaitng its so fukced up how much our breakup is impacting me why cant ijust move on#i know its been like 4 weeks but comeon . im sor eady to be over her i hate feeling this dread#AND THEN im finally like you know closing my suite door and the lock jams so im fidgeting with it and one of her friend makes eye contact w#me. SHE DOESNT EVEN LIVE IN TEH SAME BUILDING AS ME!!! WHY WAS SHE THEREEEE#and i literally have tears all over mye yes and i had no idea she was coming so we just made ey contact and then i shut teh door
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Let him call, because again, Agasa was the one who set up this secret, he should be the one defending it. Again, the parent shows up out of the blue here, but I kinda wish they didn't. Because Shinichi's the protagonist, he has to deal with everything in the end, but I want Agasa to be confronted. Have him make up more lies. Bring in the parents slower, have them contact Kogoro to arrange for Conan to stay long term and work out payment. Ran asks about the parents and Kogoro is like 'oh it's fine, they're covering his stay', and Conan's going '...? ???????'. Agasa denies having anything to do with it on Yuusaku's orders. Conan frets about it for a while and they actually see how he'd react to potential unknown danger. And then spring the 'kidnap him' trap to fully show him what could possibly happen.
But I guess just 'kidnap him and potentially give him a heart attack to prove that death is a real possibility' without any setup or warning is fine, too, sure.
#ch 49#vol 5#I actually don't mind the kidnapping as much as many other people#But now I've made a more fleshed out scenario in my head that I'm sad isn't how this goes#But mostly I just want more acknowledgement that Shinichi never set up any of the identity drama#Agasa made up the story; he's the one who put secrecy in Shinichi's mind; and if there's any poking at the story; Agasa should be defending#Instead he just sits at home not having to deal with anything except occasional vents from Shinichi#And I guess fiddle with gadgets that might help#But really he was just 'oh you shrunk; well that sucks but no you're not staying with me; go with Ran'#Like; I know he justifies it with Ran's dad running an actual detective agency and thus can potentially get criminal info#But lbr; both of them knew that Kogoro wasn't going to get anything useful from where he was at the time#And even if he told Shinichi to increase Kogoro's reputation; there wasn't any planning on how to make that happen#Which almost got Shinichi killed /immediately/ after getting shoved onto Ran#Agasa doesn't even know about that near-death experience; and it would 100% be his fault tbh#Many times Shinichi was going to die would be because of Agasa insisting on secrecy and giving Shinichi the responsibility-#Wait; no; hold on; he might have not actually been trying to help Shinichi hunt for the org#He might have just shoved him into a place he was relatively certain would be safe#And told Shinichi he could just make Kogoro famous if he wanted to put the detective in a position to get info#/But he wasn't actually supposed to be able to do it - Shinichi wasn't supposed to succeed at doing that/#He was sent into hiding with a former cop; Agasa probably didn't realize he'd actually be in the fringes of BO activity#Or that Shinichi is just /that/ reckless when it came to crime solving#It was supposed to be a placebo while he and probably the parents tried to think about what to do#But Shinichi not only gets very close brushes with death on a regular basis#He can't even keep up the kid act with Ran and needs help#Agasa took his eyes off the teen child for two seconds and found that he started a bonfire of danger somehow#(Look at that; yes; I /can/ think myself in many circles to make almost anything justified)
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Haven’t seen you around these parts (Patreon)
#Doodles#Deltarune#Rouxls Kaard#Pink Addison#Blue Addison#I feel like it might be a bit out there to say that Rouxls Kaard and the Addisons are equivalents to their respective chapters but like#Hear me out for like half a second lol#Handsome masc salespeople with an interesting relationship to the Secret Boss - yes I fully admit to being No Suit trash lol#I know you can't buy from the Addisons in the same way - like they don't get the vendor close up but they're Super trying to sell you stuff#I'm just saying there are enough similarities to justify mushing my previous fave with my current - faves I guess lol#They're all very Design y'know how it is - I think I still love Rouxls more but he's more difficult to draw so it's getting harder to tell!#It's all Blue's fault anyway lol as soon as I started drawing Rouxls again I had to have them meet somehow - he's literally in Chapter 2!#Why not wandering around lost lol#Me? Projecting onto my current fixations?? Psh no - they think he's handsome totally irrespective of me definitely lol#He is handsome ♥ If they happen to notice well what's the harm in that lol#The pirate hat is very goofy but I forgot about the eye patch :( It's also quite a handsome accessory!#You'll never get any sales if you get flustered by handsome customers! Very unprofessional!#Pink recovers but poor Blue lol - gotta be aggressive in today's fast paced market!#I do love the idea of the Premium Travel Package just being a map lol - ''You can find your way there'' thanks Pink#I am very pleased with that last panel haha they all turned out so cute! Poses and legs and expressions ah! Fun!#Maybe once he turns them down they can talk shop lol - literally
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yes. often. i think diggs Every day of My Life (/neg) (/unfortunate) (/nonpos)
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#I#....I WILL GET BACK TO THIS-#when i saw the first part i thought the second would be smthing funny and lighthearted or angsty 😭#like yes i do think diggs prints and tapes a picture of josh allen to his scratching post and scratches it every day#or yes i do think diggs shake he him manic pixie dream girl ass#yes i do think diggs secretly hates himself wholly and thinks hes too damaged beyond repair completely#but is scared of admitting that overall fault out loud so he purposefully tries to heighten certain aspects negative#so others can look more tolerable in comparison while also noting how he Is a piece of shit#like every other person#but not a Total piece of shit#hes addicted to the feel of false hope but every time he gets close to achieving that adjective finally cut off the word#he sabotages it bcs hes afraid he'll grab it then never wanna let go until hes so high up he'll die from the fall#so he just clenches onto it like a clingy kid with a balloon until it loses helium and crumples miserably to the ground#but at least he doesnt have to be the one falling so far this time#i think diggs#i think diggs... often#i will answer this 😭 soon#(like what i have to do with a lot of asks 😭😭 im sorry ive been busy making paper 😎 hustle 💯 🔥)#(i wanna *ms)#i just wantdd to share this wonderful message with. the World#consider me gracious and amazing#much like the ask bcs WHEW#there is some THINGS to unpack here#thank u this is amazing. dissecting it into teeny tiny pieces then even teenier.. tinier pieces after that
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red white and royal blue is the gayest thing i have ever seen with my own two eyes
#yes even above dan and phil#and i loved absolutely every second of it#some(most) of it sounded like a fanfiction written by a 14 year old#like a fanfiction made into a movie#like a disney movie for the gays#even had prince charming ;)#the guy who plays henry looks exactly like young al pacino and i could not get tf over it the entire time#still cannot get tf over it like#i just had to look up the what his name was in the movie#i was so fucking distracted by that and prince bottom that i never actually heard what his name was#its not henry lmao its alex oops#guys i was paying very close attention to this movie i swear#prince bottom is henry#al pacino is alex#omg why i am down bad please help#red white and royal blue#gayyyy#also uma thurman deserves to be president and Stephen fry had me peeing myself cause of course they got him to play the raging homophobe#why did i write this all in the tags instead of just making a post#the world may never know#and neither do i cause do you actually think that i think lets be real here
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A question for my concert going friends: how do you feel about artists/venues doing priority entry? As in early entry, not disabled etc. Personally I really dislike it, as it pushes that idea that you can only be a "real fan" if you have enough money to do so. And "real/better" fans are always perceived as the ones at the front or with the best merch.
I'm probably just bitter as I don't have the money to be able to do priority entry lol, but I think it is just generally unfair, and I really wish more artists would stop doing it. Also if you're in the UK you probably know how the O2 venues work, and I just think thats ridiculous.
#I posted this on Facebook but I feel like people will be more honest here#as someone who LOVES being by the barrier at a concert#that shit is EARNED#its so heartbreaking when you've queued for hours and hours#just to see people who've paid more arrive at doors and get in before you#and yes you could say that working extra hours counts as earning that spot too#as it means you can pay for the priority entry etc#but queuing those few hours is just so much more accessible for most#and easier than picking up extra shifts imo#of course its never going to be 100% fair#but I just wish more artists and venues would see how hurtful having early entry is#have VIP and shit thats cool#but people who cant afford that still deserve to see their favourite band up close yk?#instead of having to stand behind all the “proper fans”#I have physically been pushed backwards because of this#because I was second row and I made the mistake of telling someone that I was regular GA#the person behind me had paid for VIP and acted like I was not allowed to be in front of her#even tho I got to my space before she was there#no one is entitled to be at the front#I have arrived at doors and still gotten second row#I've also arrived 4 hours early and not gotten the front row#but I wish I had gotten it fairly#instead of having to pay more#wow that was a rant#I have said my piece#I would love to know your opinions on this
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the 'i am thankful to be his padawan' to 'it's his fault i committed genocide' to 'he's like a father to me' pipeline <3
#star wars#my post#attack of the clones#never fails to make me LOSE it#anakin and padme are the two most insane individuals in the galaxy#and obi-wan is a close second#why is everyone so insane in the prequels#anakin will not shut up about obi-wan this entire movie and it drives me insane#meanwhile padme is like red flags? yes please tell me more#compared to all that obi-wan seems the most sane but let me tell you#he's a tired snarky alcoholic who jumps out of skyscraper windows like that's a normal thing to do#he's like 35 but should have retired 10 years ago#like the original trio are some truly goodhearted people who believe in something and manage to pull off the impossible because of it#the prequel lot are severely overcompetent absolute disasters who can and will fuck up the entire world order because of personal reasons#and i love it#anyway anakin being an emo teenager about obi-wan will always be my fave#he is so so insane#<3
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I just wish people liked being around me
#i feel so fucking lonely#like i was yalking to my friend who was talking about how he was imvited to go out tonight#and thats never happened to me#ive never been invited to places really#unless i kinda invite myself tbh#ive never gone to a bar and then gone to a second location#i just wanna have people who think pf me when theyre doing things#i want people to want me around#and is some of this the DID talking ?? yes#i have parts who mever get to do things like that for one reason pr another#i want people to think im cool in some regard or at least interesting enough to keep around#but no#im just here alone on a friday night and i couldnt go out cuz im sick#meanwhile my partner is sleeping over at a friends place cuz hey shes got a car and is good at people#she gets invited to things all the time and im so fucking burnt out from work that i never get to fucking do anything i hate this so much#i just feel so goddamn alone and unwanted#i know the latter isnt true but it sure fucking feels like it rn#and im gonna be even more isolated this summer since im working 2 jobs#and none of my close friends like to do anything interesting#im just so bored and stagnant and lonesome#i wish i coul sleep
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