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#my honest reaction#someone I know came up with the my honest reaction memes of bo#and I want to credit them#but my brain fails me#and I can not remember who it is#I am so sorry#anyways this is a simple one today#simple but effective#sometimes my reaction is also just to allow the void to take me#that's just how it is sometimes#bo burnham#bert gifs#bo burnham inside#bo burnham make happy#bo burnham what#egghead#robert pickering burnham#inside bo burnham#happy sunday#have a great week bertgif nation#love u
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Prompt List for Beyond the Net Mini Fics
A series of ficlets surrounding (mostly) the Hikari Twins that mainly take place in the Beyond the Net!AU that I couldn't fit anywhere else. Join Hub/Ssito and Lan/Netto as a number of shenanigans abound!
AKA: A collection of Beyond the Net Vignettes/Ficlets that I couldn't fit in anywhere so now they are here haha.
Prompt #1: Homework Troubles
Prompt #2: Bittersweet Memories
Prompt #3: Hospitalization
Prompt #4: Coughing
Prompt #5: (Regular BN AU) HBD with a Twist
Prompt #6: A Fated Meeting with Mamoru
Prompt #7: A Case of Airsickness?
Prompt #8: If we go, we go together!
Prompt #9: Loneliness
Prompt #10: Side Effects
Prompt #11: BN 3 Ending
Prompt #12: A Cybeast Inside
Prompt #13: (Regular BN AU, Original Character) Did Someone Say N1 Grand Prix?
Prompt #14: Party Shy
#hikari twins#hikari saito#hikari netto#rockman.exe#mmbn#mmbn oc#lan hikari#hub hikari#My#my fanfiction#ao3 fanfic/link#I really want to add to this and write something new#But my brain fails me#As usual oof#I like to turn headcanons into full stories so#GIVE ME IDEAS PLS#ask box is open
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wanna know the rsl photo that haunts me most? yes you do its this one
why do u have a doohickey vest. put those toes away this is a conceal carry household. like this is unnecessary
#desire mona#media#truly can never get over this one like it follows me everywhere#going about my day and my brains like hey do you remember the fuckass vest. lets think about the fuckass vest#dont tell anyone but i do kinda fuck with the doohickey vest. like a little. in a vacuum its sick as hell#EDIT HIS PANTS ARE TOO LONG. RSL WEAR CLOTHES THAT FIT YOU CHALLENGE FAILED YET AGAIN!!!!!!#dead poets society#house md#robert sean leonard
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Trying to bribe @morningstarwrites with these sketches so I can read the new chapter earlier ha! Thank you for the inspiration, the challenge and the absolute joy this fic brings me. I’d kiss your brain folds if I could.
#AND OH MY GODDDDDDDDD#this fanfiction healed me of my#‘everything I draw looks like absolute shit’ curse#i was so devastated and frustrated with all my drawings lately#and had to delete some oops#I couldn’t bare to look at them anymore#including the sketch for the last chapter to this fic#I tried to achieve something specific and failed so badly#so I reset my brain and went back to the way how I originally sketched them#and TA-DA it worked and now I can draw again#my soul is healed thank you no one reads this#hazbin hotel#radioapple#osas#morningstarwrites
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Siffrin plays Disco Elysium AU: Featuring backseat gamer Loop.
#in stars and time#ISAT#Siffrin#Loop#disco elysium#digital art#When I first thought of a crossover I went from 1) 'ISAT Disco AU but Loop is all of the skills'#To: 2) 'Loop is in the mindspace alongside the skills#To my magnum opus: 3)'Loop is sitting next to Siffrin backseat gaming him the whole time.'#Loop beat Disco Elysium ages ago and repeated it to the point they know all the vision quests and dialogue variables.#Siffrin just started playing and Loop keeps ruining the fun by using their meta-game knowledge to try and help.#Also let's be real. Siffrin's stats are 100% completely focused into motorics and nothing else.#If we can't Savoir Faire ourselves of this situation - we will explode. Endurance? Call my insurance instead.#Thinking skills? None. Emotional intelligence and morale? A failed social interaction canonically feels like death to them.#I might have bumped Phys up but...Siffrin's Electrochem stat is like -10. And Pain Threshold is emotional durability too.#Unused part of this joke is that I set their signature skill to Drama.#Both these games made my brain melt so now I get to combine them! I have that power!#This joke made me laugh the entire 3 hours I sat down and drew it and that is what creation should be about.
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sick(?)
#messyr#doodle#vent art#?? well not really! just skl#coping through drawing bc its what keeps me from rotting in bed#my body cant keep up fjdshzhl and i just feel worse every time i try to 'function' even as basic tasks it makes me want to throw up AAAAH#this artist does not KNOW how to take care of themselves help help help help fsdjxhf#how am i supposed to fkin tell my dad nor my relatives im just so- PHYSICALLY- and MENTALLY TIRED without it perceived as lazy or an excuse#same goes to my professors bc ive been missing out ALOT in school lately and my classmates are also probably wondering where the hell I am#( group activities etc etc i want to km s - I've failed TWO MAJOR SUBJECTS BC OF HOW IVE BEEN DOING-AAAAAAAAAH)#if not physically then its my noisy ass brain that spirals me into depressive episodes where I literally cant do jackshit about
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Based on my favorite gif lately
#my art stuff#digital art#baldurs gate 3#bg3#astarion#batstarion#once again specifying this is a spawn astarion with some sort of wild shape thing#bat#good morning#gif#I’ve been in such a weird place mentally about art lately#I just keep stopping myself from drawing things cus I want to draw Astarion -#- but fsr my brain decided I draw him wrong and thus makes it pointless to even start#bat form is fine - I have no problems with it. But in his normal form? no can do buckaroo.#It’s one part why I haven’t shared much art lately - I don’t get happy enough about the “quality”#then just don’t share it as a result - in turn making me feel worse because I’m not posting - making me doubt myself more - etc etc#idk man - I got way too giddy earlier today cus someone could tell this was Astarion - even though this isn’t even the version of him I -#- feel insecure about#I keep seeing these artists making more realistic art and cool comics and interactions - most of which are shaded really beautifully -#- and all I can think about is how I CAN’T do that - even if it wouldn’t fuck me up mentally#I just put too much stress on my ability to create realism and I keep “failing” at doing that (by actively avoiding it for my own health)#idk man - I just wish I felt better about Astarion’s stupid chin OTL
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Where’s my immortal lover who can overcome my executive dysfunction by simply lifting me from my bed like a slip of paper while lovingly bathing and grooming me so that I can conserve energy in order to throw myself fully into whatever cafe or museum or sporting event or concert or ballet or film or person of interest we’ve decided to pursue for the night, while simultaneously having no need to fear anybody around me because besides being able to kill anyone who might want to bring me harm, my lover can also read minds and guide me away from dangerous people, AND I have no need to fear my body failing me miserably in the midst of an outing because my lover’s preternatural blood would hopefully be enough to keep both my chronic dizziness and chronic pain at bay. Who’s going to stay up all night attending classes and studying and succumbing to hyperfixations and making art for fun with me? When’s it my turn to be the Devil’s minion? 😩
#seriously I know vampires are sexy and all but this was the part of DM that made me the most envious#like fr I just wanna be a renaissance man but I’m stuck with a failing body#and arguing with my brain over laundry#Armand#the vampire armand#vampire armand#armand the vampire#daniel molloy#armandiel#armandaniel#devil’s minion#devils minion#armand x daniel#daniel x armand#rw.vamp
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[ID: Two page comic in color of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. The first page has a black background and the upper half, behind the panels, is splattered with stylized red blood, scattered bullets, and lifeless hands. In the first panel, it focuses on Vash's boots, showing him stepping through the panel and into the bloody scene. The second panel shows his bloody footprints and the third panel shows his face, his down-turned eyes looking downwards. It's a neutral, vague expression with confliction. At the bottom of the page, the back of Wolfwood's head and shoulder is seen, blood dirtying the white color of his shirt and side of his face. Vash's hand reaches out to him from the right side of the page.
The second page shows the entire scene in full, half the page in light and the other in solid black. At the center, Vash leans down onto his knees as he wraps his arms around Wolfwood's shoulders into a hug. Wolfwood's back is turned away from the viewer, his left arm holds onto his bloodied punisher and his right hand sits on his lap. Light casts from the left side of the page, showing the bloodied surrounding, but the held up punisher casts a shadow on the both of them, shielding them from the light. END ID]
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#tw blood#<-- should i add that to the original post... if it's effective?#anyway this was a direct sequel to the previous post... i had a lot of thoughts when i drew it but my brain is failing me rn#something something about being granted that bit of mundanity and then running into some situation that whiplashes u back into the identity#u were built and trained to be. that at the end of the day its not possible to just be without dirtying your hands again#he's used to it but ww will forever be someone too kind too tender hearted to really be eased out of the cold lifestyle he's forced to live#and i personally dont think trimax vash could look at wolfwood with disdain or disappointment when catching him after the fact#he knows where wolfwood's heart lies he's seen the way wolfwood killed to protect and he thanked him for it too. i think him understanding#ww deeper in that way would just make his heart wretch so all he can offer is a comfort and arms to return to.#to reassure that he can still be loved even with the blood on his hands#i also think i drew an illustration when i first got into trigun depicting this same ish message....#i'm just very particular about this Subject. i need ww to be loved i need him to be reassured even if he'll still refuse to believe he's#worthy of it like AUGHHH. ok.#ruporas art
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I'M ALIVE
#I FAILED ONE CLASS#BUT THATS OKAY#THE WORLDS NOT ENDING#I failed it bc I accidentally missed one exam which made me fail the whole subject automatically#i wont have any opportunity to write that exam until august sdjnfksjdgj#home schooling is confusing sometimes#my little brain is still getting used to it#EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE ALRIGHT FOLKS
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finally able to actually play rain world as i've been adopted by a pack of slugs much better at this game than me
#also they showed me a keyboard control setup that works with my brain#rain world#five pebbles#i think the fellow's name is#rain world spoilers#???#i dont actually know anything thats going on i just go ooohhh ahhhhh and fail every third platforming section#my art
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there's this really deep belief in me that says I can't post anything related to ouro anywhere anymore & I hate it & I hate it & I hate it. I have so much !! to say :(
#ouroboros-if#just this enormous sinkhole in my stomach everytime i even think about talking about it anymore. ough#im getting so close to the finished thing but my brain is just EVIL and i have on numerous occasions just thought that i should dip and then#post the game in a year under another pseud HDBDNDJFKF#i am not normal#and at this point my experience in the if community is a net negative#it is what it is. don't look at me im being vulnerable#i hope everyday that it is not too late for this story to find its right audience#. i will be handing it over with a hovering kiss on your cheek and tears like thick gruel in my throat#i am trying so hard.#BUT IT FEELS LIKE IM FAILING !!!!!!
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Wannabe
#I avoided this dude for such a long time cuz his name triggers me but I always knew I'd like him SIGH!!!!!#Cringe fail loser guy. Very cute.#Bellamy the Hyena#One piece#Doflamingo#Bellamingo#Or#Belladoffy#Idk the ship name. But ye feelings r implied fnfnfnf#Im still not done reading dressrosa but gettING CLOSE TO THE END.#My brain just snapped in half when Bellamy was like “if Doflamingo doesnt love me ill just kill myself” HAHAHA. Like OKAY!!! DAMN!!!!#So Ive been drawing him instead of reading pft lol#My art#Fanart#Digital
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HI! I realized all commission inquiries submitted through my site form had been tagged as junk mail. So if you’ve sent me an art request over the past few months and I didn’t answer that’s probably why.😭💀 If you’d like to re-submit you can. Or email me with “Hi Squid I’m still interested in this slot :]”. My apologies
#squid talks#furry commissions#my brain is the size of a walnut. protonmail failed me- I feel so bad omg 😭#commission update stuff idk
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saw a ‘the nanny’ edit on my fyp and i'm choosing to make this about choso kamo, whose younger brother is one of the kids you regularly babysit for. young, bright-eyed yuji itadori has your heart—well, so does his (hot) older brother, so keeping an eye on him is never any trouble for you.
one stormy night rolls in and yuji finds it hard to drift off. it's rough on the poor boy, though you're able to coax him back to bed; choso wanted to do it himself, but yuji specifically asked for you. he respects that and says that he'd be in the living room.
when you tuck the comforter under yuji’s chin while reassuring him that it'd be okay, he calls out to you right after you take two steps away from him.
“ ‘m scared,” yuji mumbles, giving you his best puppy-dog eyes even with how tired he is. “will you sleep with me?”
with a soft sigh, you offer him a small smile as you nod. right words, wrong brother, you think, mind wandering to choso who's just downstairs.
you'll get there one day. maybe even sooner than later.
#o4i0n's notes#idk what's going on in my brain but i really need to focus on my work#tumblr user o4i0n write a full one-shot challenge: failed!#these ideas shud do it for me now bc i cannot bring myself to write an entire thing#this is like a really young yuji btw .. maybe 6 or 7 idk#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen x you#jjk#jjk x reader#jjk x you#jujutsu kaisen choso#jjk choso#choso jjk#choso kamo#kamo choso#choso x reader#choso x you#choso kamo x reader#choso kamo x you
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