#but man what a great experience
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poorly-drawn-mdzs Ā· 1 year ago
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I'm sorry I let down my guard.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#xue yang#xiao xingchen#God DAMN this scene was brutal. Season 2 episode 2 is almost nothing but misery and anguish#Helena by Nickle Creek does not quite fit the comic's vibe but it is absolutely a Xue Yang song so I linked it.#The change from ā€œHelena don't walk away...(gentle)ā€ to ā€œHELENA. DON'T WALK AWAY (threat)ā€ is fantastic.#And ā€œDon't waste your pretty sympathy - I'll always be just fineā€. Xue Yang core.#Okay now for the real meat. Disclaimer first: *I really like XY.* I think he's a great character. I think his actions consistently-#come from a place of deep trauma. While his reactions and actions put him in a villainous role he is still human about his hurt#and what I'm about to say is NOT intended to be a statement of causality or villianize a group of misunderstood people.#So with that said...Man oh man does Xue Yang have a lot of BPD traits. More that just 'character who is chronically manipulative'.#The impulsivity and emotional reactions and seeking stability makes him feel like he needs that control. What other choice is there?#The part that really gets me is how he *wants* to be safe and happy. But his past experiences tell him how thats impossible#He's the kind of person who goes 'if you don't like me then you better hate me for something substantial". All (pos) or All (neg)#''Love me entirely or Hate me. But don't you dare leave me or forget about me.''#Not at all comfortable saying 'BPD coded'. Im not a psychiatrist. Just that he has TRAITS. Feel free to disagree or add your thoughts.#ppl with bpd also are not a monolith and everyone has very different experiences. Xue yang is very complex. People more so.
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tswwwit Ā· 3 months ago
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I'm very curious (you don't have to take this seriously if you don't want to) but how exactly would Bill find out about how bad OG!Bill is doing? Like, is there an interdimensional bookstore that sells this book? When he's getting his bi-monthly demon gossip magazine at this shop does he just see that book there and double-takes? What's happening there? And what is Dipper's reaction?
I'm not sure if Familiar Bill learns about it through the book, but let's think about that!
Since the book displays differently for everyone - I imagine Familiar!Bill just gets dozens of pages of 'LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LETMEOUTLETMEOUTLETMEOUT' until he claps the thing shut.
Showing Dipper doesn't have much better effects; he just gets the ol' 'PUT JALAPENO PEPPERS IN YOUR EYES' treatment.
Once you put the book aside - I figure Bill finds out through the regular interdimensional rumor mill. Whispers along that strange network of various versions of oneself, carrying mentions of the strange twists and turns of fate.
That day has has Dipper wondering why Bill took one look at his phone, blanched, then started being waaaay too affectionate.
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bonesandthebees Ā· 3 months ago
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sigh feeling nostalgic for my old fics/the old community these days. I miss it man.
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proudfreakmetarusonikku Ā· 2 months ago
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ā€afab nonbinary people are transmasc and amab nonbinary people are transfem!ā€ what if I killed you with hammers
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serufu Ā· 4 months ago
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Chainsaw Man is one of my favorite stories because it never shies away from the hard questions. How do you form meaningful relationships after sexual trauma? How do you escape the cycle of abuse when it becomes more comfortable to you than "normal" life? How are the bonds you forge and the family you build stronger than what you were born into? And now, its newest philosophical quandary, just how cursed would elephants look if the concept and existence of ears were erased from the world!
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daily-xisuma Ā· 2 months ago
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hope you're enjoying TSOA! I've read it myself, and it's truly a great book.
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[127] FINISHED IT MAYBE AN HOUR AGO <3 </3
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xrk-art Ā· 23 days ago
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How wrong is the world when with only 18 years of life I already have been sexually harrassed, eyed by old mens and have learn to walk as fast as possible with my head down and with no music in my headphones when a man is behind me ?
I see all those people on Tiktok being aweful to women after Trump winning the election (and even before) and it's horrible how they never seems to understand, to try to understand, to care enough to understand. Men and Women (as much as incomprehensible it is).
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stizzysupremacy Ā· 11 months ago
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ā€œItā€™s a romcom!ā€
their breakup has a body count, which is neither especially romantic nor particularly funny šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļø
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skitskatdacat63 Ā· 1 year ago
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2023 Italian Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso
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traggalicious Ā· 10 months ago
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Discussion on the Great Gatsby and I guess I overestimated the open-mindedness of my classmates bc likeā€¦ the response when i said ā€œso do yā€™all think Nickā€™s kinda got smth for Gatsbyā€ was Interesting. They seemed shocked, as if Nick is Not a bisexual man. (This guy legit canā€™t choose anything, heā€™s non-confrontational, describes women and men kind of equally in both appearance and Vibes, and come ON that scene w/ the ellipsis (commonly used for fade-to-black sex scenes) and then HIM WAKING UP W/ MCKEE IN BED. HOMO šŸ«µšŸ«µšŸ«µ.) Anyway. Nick/Gatsby/Daisy seemed to be the general ship consensus here
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corvidaeconundrum Ā· 22 days ago
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TW: Animal death, very mild gore, disturbing imagery, fawnstalk(thats a tw all on its own)
/ you killed her, Copperstrike. /
/ What a shame. /
( @mustangs-flames )
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lover-of-mine Ā· 8 months ago
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One thing I will never understand is why some of y'all get so mad about Buck and Eddie being roughly the same age. I don't understand how people can learn that Eddie only enlisted when Shannon got pregnant and not just assume he was 18/19 when that happened. In what world a 23 yo would panic enlisted because his girlfriend got pregnant? I don't get it.
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golby-moon Ā· 5 days ago
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uh oh I tried out a new art program called Krita. at first I really didn't like it but it did kinda grow on me after I started overcoming the learning curve a bit (which definitely has nothing to do with my constant refusal to actually watch tutorials for stuff. and I wonder why I hate 3d modeling so much gjfhfjgkgf). I still prefer flipaclip studios even though it's an animation app with way less features but this ended up okay I think. this was the first time in seriously like a decade that I drew something more than a doodle on a computer instead of a phone or tablet and I discovered that even though my screen is a touch screen, it has one of those screens that really drags and makes your finger feel weird when you use it and just
anyway. blame @lazarus-rose for this prompt of knight!dean flirting with prince!cas. what of course cas doesn't just have a flower crown because I couldn't draw a regular one what are you talking about
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nah but I think my unfamiliarity with both the program and my laptop's touchscreen does show in all the clunky lines that aren't quite smooth. I also can't figure out how to grab and move stuff with one of the 20 selection tools on Krita or I would've lowered Cas a little and also added speech bubbles but idk I couldn't come up with any good dialogue anyway. it'd probably be something like:
D: so wanna go see how big my sword is šŸ˜
C: I can currently see your sword Dean
(ignore the lazy background idk random castle. also yeah cas' book is about beekeeping and that's definitely not just me trying to justify his flower crown)
(11/25/24)
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chappellrroan Ā· 19 days ago
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if you love mitski you don't love her more than me sorry
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spitblaze Ā· 7 months ago
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One day you will reach a point where someone will misgender you and instead of feeling the jab of disappointment or fear or mockery, you will only feel confusion or bewilderment or even just...nothing, whether you correct them or not. And you will realize how far you've come, and how resilient you've grown, how much comfortable you are in your own skin.
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wyn0rrific Ā· 5 months ago
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where. did yall come from.
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