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Finally starting to feel good about my shoulders but also FUUUUCK I need to work on my shoulders more
#my 3 primary goals rn are to lose the fat on my hips strengthen my obliques & bulk up my shoulders#im naturally p broad in the back and shoulders but still#upped my reps with some exercises that u shouldnt do high weight with#cant increase weight yet bc im abt to move#but when i move you KNOW im gonna start adding to my max#but ive already seen improvements#i was too stuck#gonna start splitting my exercise a little better so i do shorter workouts more often during the week#bc i think that'll help me increase my max & satiate my need for more activity#and ill be able to do more overall#and im gonna be able to walk more once i move t god
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Atla live action 😐
#thats my honest reaction 😐#to be fair ive only seen 20 minutes of the s1 finale bc my parents are watching it but. mmmmm kinda mid#like. the casting is definitely an improvement since the last time they tried a live action but it feels like the writing falls flat#or maybe im being harsh bc ive only heard negative criticism on it beforehand. but fr anytime u bring up the original its already#good and not just because its the original. so much fucking detail went into it to the point of someone noticing azula wielding mai's knive#to how well thought out irohs character is used as a way of uniting the cast especially as zukos foil#i heard that sokkas sexism was toned down and i have to agree that feels like a cheap move. like i get WHY they think it would be better#but its not about how that reflects on real world its about how it affects the story. sokka starts out as a misogynistic asshole because#it makes it that much more impactful when he changes. toning that down makes it flatter and makes his character development weak#and someone pointed out they didnt even make him wear the kyoshi warrior uniform and i know it feels like such a small detail but#come on man. they did that in the original because not only does it help him really walk in their shoes - wearing 'feminine' clothing and#makeup and having suki explain its significance but it also ties in with the shows theme of harmony and intersectionality#i was also disappointed when they had the fire sages explain how the water tribe draws power from the moon because in the original it was#IROH who explained it to aang and everyone else BECAUSE we as the audience is under the impression hes with the 'bad guys'#and it builds up to how he learned from the other nations which reconciles his past as a war general and his character overall#AND its an excellent starting point for the cast and audience to understand how the nations arent as closed off as you would think#plus you would think its only fire nation doing propaganda but they expanded on that with earth kingdom censorship and it WORKS#a lot of things in the live action also feel arbitrary like. they gave momo a near death experience for 5 minutes for no reason#im firmly on the stance of bringing back filler moments instead of putting major events right after each other so that u give your#audience a sense of time passing and to really absorb the story. but i think thats more like shock value than filler and yeah its a small#thing to gripe about but those things build up and its really annoying. the thing abt avatar filler moments is that however small#its at least meaningful. hell even the beach episode emphasizes how isolated zuko and his friends are as child soldiers#i also swore to never watch the first live action since it was that bad but i really liked the stylized tattoos they used for aang#anyway. those arejust my thoughts. im not gonna watch the rest because im a ride or die for the original aftr growing up and#rewatching it at least 20 times as a kid. but theres definitely room for improvement and i wish ppl wouldnt take it as 'better' just cuz#netflix is adapting it. i wouldve killed for them to just reanimate the entire avatar series and touch NOTHING ELSE no redub#no changes to the story. just reanimate the thing and leave the rest alone and youd make easy money just the same#ALSO its very jarring not hearing jack desena and dante basco voicing sokka and zuko cause their voices were the most recognizable to me#i get that its because its live action but im allowed to feel a little sad abt that. and uncle irohs accent was really soothing#yapping
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Does anybody else feel like mental health awareness has done very little to help them in material reality
#i was gonna say done nothing to help but that seemed too harsh#like there definitely is more knowledge about it now. maybe more people feel comfortable speaking about it which is good#but personally i don't feel that. like idk. workplaces will post about mental health awareness and then do nothing to help employees#the same w universities. my uni cut back the already meager mental health support#and then the government is doing absolutely fuck all as well#like idk im just back in a place i thought id gotten out of long ago and i still don't feel comfortable talking about it with people#maybe that's a me problem or maybe it's cultural or something idk. but in the 10 years ive been depressed (🫠) i don't think it's gotten a#whole lot better. teenagers are still dealing with the same shit i did and they're still not being taken seriously#women's mental health is not even spoken about.....anxiety depression sh eds etc are still ignored or seen as hysterical behaviour in women#or just normal esp with disordered eating. society hasn't changed people still want women to be stick thin and weak#like i know 10 years is a short time and there has been massive improvements in mh awareness if we look back over the past 50+ years#but idk i just think that it hasn't gotten better for a lot of people#i think specifically of belfast and like god. the amount of trauma there is the amount of homelessness the amount of substance abuse#drug abuse in particular that has gotten visibly worse over the past decade or so*#and i connect the dots n see the 2008 recession + a tory gov defunding the nhs + dehumanisation of homeless people & addicts + the troubles#+ ptsd + generational trauma + a negative peace + classism + paramilitary drug dealers + parties linked to those paramilitaries#and its like hmmmm i think we live in a society. and a mental health approach based on individual actions like journaling and meditation#isn't the way to go. or at least is not the be all and end all which is what a lot of mental health awareness raising seems to promote#*visibly worse on the streets. it was always a problem ofc but even a decade ago my parents never imagined it would be as bad as it is now#and it's become so normalised. i do think there's less individualism here than there seems to be elsewhere which can be good and can be bad#but i think we are becoming more and more individualistic. slowly. there's still a sense of community here but i do think it's changing#and callousness towards homeless people is one of the most obvious examples of this.#love when i put a wee asterisk in the tags of a post. like i have A Lot To Say lol
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so proud of myself for finally cutting evil dunks out of my budget as much as possible by just making my own sandwiches at home!
i know that's such a "no duh" moment ofc but i never thought i could do it with the tiny mini fridge i have plus the lack of counter space
#mine#my lil kitchen area aint no kitchen at all bro 💀 i always thought i needed way more space#for bread. mayo. cheese. ham/bologna etc#but oddly enough. even with my freezer full of breads of all kinds and other stuff#it fits!!#its probs cuz ive also been cutting out frozen dinners as much as i can after getting my useful lil rice cooker too#goddamn i wish i had done all this stuff sooner 🫠#better late than never ig#plus buying a sack of rice is soooo much cheaper in the long run than continuing to buy dinners every week#so proud of my financial and health journey so far 😌#it's been less than a month and yet i've seen my life improve in so many diff ways already!#now i'm excited to own a lunch box p soon so i can stop using this crinkly ass plastic bag to put my stuff into lol
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Ah the pain of looking at art and comparing yourself, feeling like yours is trash....
And then remembering that one is not supposed to compare their art with other people's and that we all need to be more kind to ourselves
#i pep talked myself out of that one just in time#my art style still frustrates me a bit... but now that I think about it it never bothered me much when i was just drawing on paper....#i guess i am still being too harsh on myself since some people do enjoy it...#and im still familiarizing with digital... i still dont know barely anything of how or what to do... probably would be good to#watch some tutorials... still ive already seen a bit of improvement i believe... especially if i scroll all the way down to the first few#i like the ms paint ones but the lineless ones were made in just one layer on my notes app... damn... 2020 me was something else#anyways time to start the day
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40 mil is the highest points i've had for gw ever tbh so i am proud of myself so far <3 also !! almost rank 175 >;D
anyways hi just small update/rambles uhm. i've been more productive w school but also school ew !!! and 6.3 is so fucking soon holy shit i am not ready at all & i hope this week i can finally start omori and/or p4g <33
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#still obsessed w p5. ALSO mcr music is so slay AND uh yeah that's mostly it. rlly obsessed w buncha kinds of rock music rn#i looooove rock <3 rock and orchestra are my favorite genres (i'm kinda into all kinds of music tho fr!) hehe <33#i love my fire team now tbh. like. nemone & athena together is perfect imo and i'm glad i realized that a long time ago already#but woa me w having both michael and percival is absolutely amazing hehe#arghhhhhhh ... i wna play nier vv badly but i need to wait for lune yeah ? but anyways in reincarnation i have all the automata characters#which i'm vv glad about >;)) 9s refused to come home months ago but now he has and heheheheh i love him#tbh it's so hard to manage my time now bcs on saturdays i'm busy and then sundays should be my rest but we often go out as rest ??#and i like it but also my gaming time and writing time and whatever time is lowkey a big Rest In Peace <//3#I LOV MY FRIENDS but i haven't properly talked to. quite literally ANYONE for a bit now i'm so sorry#unless they approach me first somewhere that isnt social media of any sort or i've seen them irl bcs of school or yk my family or class#ive fixed my sched quite a lot but also there's still a lot to improve !! by the end of january i hope that i'm happy w my sched then <3#okay small update OVER !! today was a pretty good day so far tbh uh. like bad shit happened but strangely i'm all okay !! <33#like uhh ive been a bit more active in class and actually reciting more! i am usually vv shy and only just comment my answers if ever#BUT YEAH !!! and there was smth that was supposed to happen and my class forgot so i reminded them. and we're like 30 in class#okay rambles OVER !! im anxious still to open my notifs sorry i cant explain why bcs idk how but yeah. uh. if you want to contact me#for anything IDK HOW YOU SHOULD TBH. SORRY. but yeah !!! probably ask for my sideblog for mutuals ??#but tbh i havent checked that in a bit too and just ramble sometimes. SORRY......
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my day is immediately improved whenever i see new ayumi yamada art
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I hate when people who have never put any effort into drawing or art tell me i'm gifted/talented at it. they often say things like "I wish I could draw/I can't even draw a straight line/I always wanted to but was never good at it"
nearly 30 years of practice and hard work with nothing to show for it is not being gifted or talented! i've always felt this way no matter what age I was
I especially think this when I see artists younger than me who have more success. they're more likely "talented" or i'd be as good and successful as them, right? be better at art than I am now with less practice and work? if I was so "talented" i'd be way better at art by now and have some kind of success, right? be able to quickly and effortlessly produce beautiful work?
I feel like art is an absolute struggle every time I do it. it doesn't come "naturally" or effortlessly. it takes me forever to finish even a simple sketch. I struggle the entire time. it's so hard. someone "talented" probably wouldn't feel this way and say art is easy. the difference between me and being "talented" is I work hard and still struggle.
#art rambles#i'll sometimes see an artist that draws some of the most beautiful things ive ever seen#they have 10k+ followers and sell art. then i'll see them answer someone that they've been drawing for 3-5 years and theyre only 15........#THATS closer to talent than what i have adter near daily art practice for ~30 years and not being close to good enough for others#not saying they *dont* work hard or practice. but getting good that fast probably requires this “talent” thing i don't have#the difference between “gifted” and pure long term neurodivergent hyperfocus i guess lmao idk#a “talented” person is mkre likely to say “art is easy why cant you do it. just try. just do this and that” but i never say that#i tell people if they actually wanted to be able to draw like me then they would have started practicing already#honestly its possible “talent” isnt even a real thing. but there are at least people who catch on/learn faster than others#im in the category of Super Slow Learner and Barely Improves Over Time#theres not much difference from my genshin/hsr art now and my anime art in middle school probably#only difference is paper and pencil -> digital with color#lee rambles#lets face. it the reason the “i wish i can draw/cant draw straight line” ppl cant draw is because theyre lazy as fuck and wont put in work
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sometimes I really cant stand boomers and can't wait for their inevitable demise. i'm tired of hearing disgruntled old bigots who barely have any time left run their mouths, spread hatred, and blame us for the shit they caused for us to clean up. just go away. this world doesn't belong to you anymore.
#dont care if that sounds bad. ive seen enough good ones that i can count on one hand and we know how many there are#where i live is a town of mostly boomers#all the care about is themsleves and screwing over everyone else and blaming us for their fuckups#while being pathetic bigots who dont know how to be decent respectful people yet demand respect for themselves#why are people like this who have a decade or 2 left if theyre lucky making decisions for OUR FUTURE. when we dont want their shit#they want so bad to keep thinks like “the good ol days” and ignore the fact that we dont live in their generation anymore#they had their lives! they need to stop acting like we need to live their lives! things are different. try to improve things for us#not try to make us suffer like you did but at the same time act like you had it so good and were perfect little angels#and why the fuck are you all such horrible bigots that hate everyone different from you?????? i truly dont understand that#why do you think saying shitty to younger people and anyone you “dont understand” will do anything good? seriously#what good does that do? are you trying to make us hate you because its working. go retire into your graves already you useless sacks of meat#i dont care if im ~being mean~ some of those old freaks need to go and stop leeching off of us and blaming us for their shit#and being living pieces of shit while their at it#the good oldies can stay as long as they like tho but those are few and far between as i said#when i say boomers i dont include the good ones. theyre just sweet oldies. boomer basically now means disgruntled old bigot#lee rants#i just needed to rant after seeing comfy rich retirement fund boomers come onto this site just to scream obscenities at young people#as if that will do anything or motivate us to “want to work” or whatever the fuck they scream about. old little freaks leave us alone.#where are the good oldies? i hardly ever see them. id love to hear from them more! im so tired of the doomer boomers.#maybe i should call them doomer boomers from now on. theyre so negative towards everyone but themsleves and speak doom on us
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man, I feel kinda bad
#ive only seen a couple of his videos#i had put them in my long video watch later i listen to while drawing or crocheting#and like.. i remember raising my eyebrows a coupld times and like. pausing the video and arguing (i do that throughout videos normally)#but now i feel kinda stupid.. i probably shouldve done more#bc there was way more than i realized#i really hope what people take away from all this is to work on critical analysis and media literacy but i can already see people arent lol#but like.. i like to think im somewhat decent at those so this is kind of a blow to my ego lol#always improvement to be made ig
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everyday i wish for v!anon to stop getting bullied😞
#PLEASE LEAVE HIM ALONE!!!#HE IS NOT GOING TO GET BETTER IF YOU KEEP BULLYING HIM#YES HOLD HIM ACCOUNTABLE#BUT DONT JUST BULLY THE SHIT OUT OF HIM????#HE IS A PERSON TOO!!#HE HAS EXPRESSED WANTING TO GET BETTER B4#COME ON YALL#GETTING BETTER DOES NOT HAPPEN IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE#BUT PERSONALLY IVE ALREADY SEEN IMPROVEMENT#AND I AM SO PROUD OF HIS DUMBASS#sorry had to rant#leave my boy alone😭
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wish you could put a tv show on shuffle
#the number of shows ive already seen and want to relive but not for chronological plot reasons just character and fun reasons#supernatural. community. new girl. schitts creek. fucking bake off. imagine how this would improve quality of life for me personally#stuff#guess ill just stick to finding episode randomizers online like a commoner for now
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YOU GET IT theres a whole failure of suspension of disbelief for me when the legendaries turn out to just be some catchable pokemon you get as a storyline ending mark.oh ok so god is actually just some other collectable that i could beat with one team member if i wanted to.oh ok thats kinda.lame.ill just go put this in a box i guess.
n the mythicals r just done so godamn dirty.theyre just handouts as bonuses for owning something or participating in an event.it sucks bc i adore nearly every single mythical in design n lore but theyre just walking bonuses bc for some reason events used to be this holy necessary thing
just.man call me a masochist but id much prefer actually putting some effort in than "well protagonist thanks for protagonizing all over the place, heres special cover art guy just for you for being the protagonist" or "thanks for existing right now when this console can connect to this network/living in this area, heres a guy because we need to have events".only legendaries i dont find myself nitpicking is like the regis or kantos birds that you go out of your way to search around for (the wandering mechanic is kinda too obnoxious for me but its still better than getting the mon for free)
anyways my most toxic obligatory wildly bad pokemon opinion is legendaries being catchable makes them lame lmao.if i can shove it in a ball and carry it around its not actually that cool.atleast stop handing me these guys for free as part of the plot if im not doing playground list of steps to find them and then 50 more steps to let me put them in a ball who cares.
#also your last tags.god i rewatched diamonds legendary encounter recently bc i finished platinums story n forgot the original take#on the story.talk abt lame you just?? get to have it?? cyrus being beaten would have been a way better finisher??#its not like in RSE where atleast the battle feels its necessary to finish the destruction its just 'oh no dialga.is actually still not#fine!! oh protagonist you gotta go get that!!'#n as much as platinum improved that part of the story it still bored me a bit#before anyone says theyre catchable bc kids would want them:i already thought they were lame for being so easy to get as a kid 💀#i think BW was the better of the legendaries being catchable bc its an important plot point you need to have one than it being a reward#i havent gotten to replay SM yet but i believe i found nebby being so present made it feel way more worth it as well#i dont own anything post SM but i believe SV is likely similar since the motorcycles r also present from what ive seen?
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heaven - PIASTRI - part 4
pairings: oscar piastri x private!fem!reader (fc: gracie abrams)
summary: oscars winter break as seen through social media
type: social media au (smau)
authors note: THEYRE BACK BABYYY!! ive missed these two so much so here 🤲 i spent a while trying to decide what i wanted to happen with these two (already have some plans) but i needed to post and my current wip is so frustrating 😕
authors note 2: its official theyre my favorites, i had sooooo much fun writing this, just two babies in love!!!! requests are always open and feel free to come chat!! (also i wrote this at 6am so sorry if there are any typos🫶)
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i hold so much love for you i often feel like its about to spill out of me, unable to be contained, and when im with you i let it. i let it fill the room and cover you until you really feel how much i love you
every day i wake up thinking about how lucky i am that i get to love you, that i get to live with you. its a blessing and im the luckiest girl in the world
ill never be able to fully explain just what you mean to me, just how much youve impacted and improved my life. everyday i find myself thinking of you and finding bits of you in places i least expect and then i get filled with this happiness that i only experience with you
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helloooo! ive been seeing way more logan content on tumblr and my heart🥹, but do you think we can get a jealous logan imagine? doesnt matter if logan or reader is jealous, i just wanna stir the pot🙃 thank you!
a/n: i totally agree tbh😫 personally, couldn't even be mad at logan...have you seen his very pretty blue eyes? also this took me wayyy longer than i thought bc i got distracted on Pinterest and i rewrote this a few times😅
jealous | l.sargeant
logan doesn't do the whole cliche of being jealous over his lover...or at least he didn't think he would. as time passed and he watched you laugh at every. single. joke. that daniel made.
weren't you literally in the paddock for him? logan couldn't decide if he was mad at you or daniel, but either way, he was having none of it. he began making his way towards you and daniel, quickly telling his engineers that he had 'personal business' to take care of. it's true though, you were his girlfriend.
"oh hey, y/n, look it's your boyfriend!" daniel says cheerily, before realizing that it's his cue to leave, "ah...i'm needed elsewhere, but you have fun with your boyfriend."
logan turns to look at you, his eyes instantly softening upon seeing you smile at him. he pulled you to the side of the paddock, "why do you laugh so much with daniel?" each word in his question to you felt laced with sadness and confusion. something was different about your boyfriend...then it clicked, he was jealous.
you gasp, holding a hand to your heart, "are you jealous? oh my god, logan, don't be. daniel already has a girlfriend, you dumbass."
logan feels his heartbeat return to a normal pace and then mentally slaps himself for not remembering that daniel had a girlfriend. he takes your hand in his, and places a soft kiss on your forehead. he pulls you into his chest, wrapping his arms around you, "ah i'm sorry for being jealous love. it's just- i want you all to myself sometimes and you don't laugh as hard at my jokes."
"you're so cute. i think your jokes are good too, but daniel has better delivery." you smile up at him, your eyes crinkling as you ruffle his perfect hair.
logan is inclined to agree, but interjects, "i'm obviously more handsome though, and you love me so i think i win here."
a/n: am i happy with this? yes. do i love logan? also yes. i almost made this suggestive before i realized i don't write good suggestive things😭 the ending could be better...but we improve by writing :)
#lauren’s answers 🌸#logan sargeant#logan sargeant x reader#f1 drivers imagine#f1 drivers x reader#f1 x reader#f1 imagine#logan sargeant imagine
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smth that like. i end up thinking abt a lot is the way vil is a character whose in-game experiences are really mirrored by a big chunk of the way fandom treats him.
vils beauty is smth that he’s been villainized for his entire life. he’s too beautiful, too gorgeous, and in the minds of many, that automatically equates to things like “mean/evil/cruel.” as if his beauty = villain
and that perception is one he struggles with. no one lets him play the role of hero bc a lot of the time, a hero is someone the audience roots for and relates to. but no one can “relate” to vil bc his beauty others him. neige has a beauty that is innocent but also attainable. that’s what makes him the perfect hero. for some reason, it’s almost unfathomable to most that someone beautiful who also cares about being beautiful could be smth other than a “mean girl” or a villain.
and the thing is, vil does care abt beauty! and that’s okay! valuing beauty is not inherently evil, and the way fanon (and when I say fanon, i obviously don’t mean everyone, there’s also a lot of ppl who see vil and actually understand the complexities of his character) twists that to “forcing his standard upon others” is honestly wrong. vil holds himself to such a high standard, but the “standard” he’s holding others too is being the best versions of themselves they could be.
his correcting epel on language usage is literally not smth sinister or classist. the EN translation didnt get the translation accurate. correcting epel was literally abt being aware that not many would be able to understand epel if he continued to speak in that dialect, and in other cases, seen as rude. he was preparing epel for future opportunities and circumstances. epels grandma literally switches her way of speaking when meeting the boys at Harveston, so it’s not smth that’s got zero precedent.
and in cases where vil is believed to be envious of others beauty it’s like—who doesn’t feel jealous at times? he mentions being a little jealous that silver does nothing with his hair and yet it’s so fine. that’s understandable! vil is someone who puts work in his beauty. he doesn’t just coast on what’s already there he exercises. he cut out mayo even tho he loved it bc he ended up breaking out. he holds himself to strict food regimens. he makes beauty products. so like-this envy? it’s healthy, he expresses it, and then he gifts silver self-made hair and skin products. bc his envy doesn’t manifest as wanting others to be less than him. it manifests as appreciation and wanting to see improvement. bc!! he’s a good person!!
ive seen fics and content where it’s like “he values beauty/his figure over the lives of others.” my dudes. this man literally sacrificed his youth and beauty to save idia/close the underworld. “Oh but he regretted it! and he got it back!” yeah he cried his heart out who WOULDN’T! and as for getting it back—learning a lesson or making sacrifices shouldn’t always hinge on like whether or not the character makes these sacrifices continues to suffer or whatever. like redemption (even tho he rlly doesn’t need to be redeemed) doesn’t only become valid if someone suffers or if suffering is constant.
vil gets relegated to roles like “the bitchy ex” or the “mean girl” or someone who is constantly cruel and vain and a bully when that’s literally the antithesis of what vil is.
so for that, i really really appreciate the content creators who write fic or make art where vil as a character is more than the villain he tries so hard not to be.
#vil schoenheit#twisted wonderland#neige leblanche#silver vanrouge#twst vil#epel felmier#twst epel#disney twst
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