#but it's fine i guess

[lee1504]

her "son"

The first time Jessica Clark looked at the baby swaddled in her arms, she didn't feel anything. Not the pain from the pregnancy that happened ago. Not the usual overwhelming feelings a mother had when she laid her eyes upon her newborn.

Not love.

Daniel Clark stood at her side. His face was blank, too. Their eyes slowly met each others'.

"I wanted a daughter," Jessica said.

+++++

Maybe she was too young when she had her child, the boy, her "son," named Aiden. Was that--he--really hers?

Sometimes she felt guilty, even a bit regretful. She didn't like when the child followed her around, calling her "Mama" and "Mom." She wasn't his parent. She was just someone who gave birth.

She knew Daniel wasn't really happy, either. The child was restless, always moving and making a mess. In their pristine house, she hated when he made messes. Why couldn't the child just stay still? Why couldn't he just...be quiet?

+++++

She and Daniel decided to leave for a week. Just a week, nothing more, nothing less. Maybe if the child learned to live on his own, he could stay while she and her husband went somewhere else. After all, it'd be good for them.

Right?

They left in the middle of the night. The child was still sound asleep in his room.

When they came back, the house was a mess. The toys were strewn everywhere, the child's bed was unmade, and the door was left open.

Why was the child like this?

Why couldn't he just be normal?

Why did she even have him, anyway?

They found him asleep in their bed, eyes closed but streaming with tears.

"Mama...Papa..." he was saying, voice shaking.

Jessica wanted to yell.

She wasn't his mother.

+++++

The child soon turned older in a flash. His eyes were dark, matching his hair.

But one weekend, he came home with his hair bleached and his eyes rust red.

Why couldn't you just be normal? Jessica wanted to scream as he entered. Why couldn't you be like any other kid?

When his eyes met hers, they startled her.

Not just because of the red.

His eyes were empty.

+++++

As he continued growing, Jessica managed to call him by his first name. She got used to it, but sometimes it felt alien in her mouth.

She wanted a daughter, but instead she got a son.

She wanted a normal child, but there seemed to be something wrong with him.

She wanted to leave this house, but she felt the need to stay.

As long as she didn't interact with the child, things would be normal.

After all, he wasn't really hers. Just because she called him her "son," that didn't mean she had to think of him as one.

Right?

[serchingthewinterslight]

Heya! May I please request for a doodle art of Emo Teen Jean Vicquemare? XD

Here's my list of headcanons for him lololol

https://www.tumblr.com/autiezo/745901172830912512/the-idea-of-emo-teen-jean-vicquemare-lives?source=share

Hii, I haven't drawn Jean that much (2 times lol) but I really want to make those doodles, unfortunately I am really busy right now with exams. Once I find the free time I will gladly do it :3

[grimmshood]

i think buying those miniskirts was a good move actually like im kinfa glad i got them bc i like wearing them and feeling cute ig... like i have been thinking abt my gender expression recently and like Allowing myself to do different things now feels better. i do want to expand a little more of my horizons but its not too bad rn. i want to wear them more often. i wish i had more jewelry to mix things up and nicer shirts to wear with them but its ok bc im limited rn but at least im pushing it. it feels like i can be ok more like . I no longer consider myself transmasc and havent for a while but i dont think im cis either.... but losing the discomfort of dressing more "femininely" is nice

[quackerz-creations]

Here we are with feferi homestuck

[acertainmoshke]

Lmao I went to follow @author-a-holmes' wonderful advice and start an Instagram account, since I hate Facebook and am way too verbose for Twitter, and it immediately said my (brand new, in existence for all of 30 seconds) account was suspended and when I put in my info it said they had to "verify my information" and if they couldn't it sounds stay suspended...but now it just seems to work? I haven't posted anything because I still need to figure out how that works for writer stuff on an image based site, but it let me write my bio and search and such

[capitanschampagne]

I smoked thirty cigarettes today, hope it'll give me a lung cancer 🦀🦀🦀🦀

[cryptocism]

"just as I did, in 1983."

you'd never know my favourite parts of the show are the fucked up insane bits when my first instinct is to draw the cheesiest thing imaginable

[kvtnisseverdeen]

Where is the International protection the Palestinian people is entitled to when the occupying power violates international law and harms those it is obliged to protect. Aren't Palestinians lives worth saving?

-Riyad Mansour (Palestinian representative to the UN)

[decideroffacts]

not active in the wc fandom here but sometimes they say cool shit

[greykolla-art]

I’ve been so inspired by @bananadramaaa lately!

Their human Alastor and Mimsy comics drive me insane!

I’m realising how cool their relationship is: it’s giving sibling energy!👌👌👌

just two pals looking out for each other while they murder!

[t4t4t]

Hi !

I got bottom surgery on July 25th :3

I'm recovering well but I'll be on bedrest for a while. Collie and I will need rent help for September/food/gas/utilities/etc. Two disabled trans women. Anything helps ! Thank yall so much for all you've helped so far, it's saved my life ❤️

https://venmo.com/u/nora-esther-rose

https://www.paypal.me/NoraEstherRose

https://venmo.com/u/Leah-Esther-Rose

https://www.paypal.me/androgynophore

[strawberri-draws]

this is "laois should get many cuddles" propaganda

[hinamie]

wanted to practice some more intense angry expressions and what better excuse to further my agenda of giving megumi the emotional catharsis he deserves

[starryeyesmasc]

okay you got me 🙄

I’m thinking about my legs wrapped around your waist as you thrust your strap obscenely deep and I’m so fucked out I can’t do anything but moan each time 🤭

but don’t tell anyone…

[bribinart]

i took her (the cadaver) to my penthouse (my lab) then i freaked it (re-animated the corpse into a state of semi-consciousness)

(prints!)

[mooshroomterrarium]

found these weird bugs in my house. does anyone know what these are