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Heya! May I please request for a doodle art of Emo Teen Jean Vicquemare? XD
Here's my list of headcanons for him lololol
https://www.tumblr.com/autiezo/745901172830912512/the-idea-of-emo-teen-jean-vicquemare-lives?source=share
Hii, I haven't drawn Jean that much (2 times lol) but I really want to make those doodles, unfortunately I am really busy right now with exams. Once I find the free time I will gladly do it :3
#exams are taking my life#but it's fine i guess#I only have to keep this until june so yipeee#jean vicquemare#disco elysium#I should also say sorry for taking so long to respond :/#hope you dont mind <3
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I’m so late to this but i started watching ofmd and jim has stolen my whole heart 🍊
(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)
#my art#artists on tumblr#art#fanart#digital art#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd jim#jim jimenez#vico ortiz#jim can stab me actually#i know the jim/oranges art has been done a billion times but that's because it's a lovely take so here's mine#this was overall a super fun piece to work on#especially during finals week...#im actually insane for starting a painting during exams#but we don't talk about that#what we do talk about: this entire show oh my god#currently on s2 and the part where jim says life used to mean something??? and later when archie tells them it's just life??#tore my bleeding heart out!!! peeled it like an orange!#there's also just so much unapologetic queer joy in this show and i love it
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cw // smoking
biker (???) whiteri comic
#looking through drafts and just trying to upload old stuff#so the blog doesn't stagnate#esp cause i got exams next week huhuhuhu#im cooked brothers im cooked#but anyways yes here have this kind of coherent comic???#anyways my fav hc is that this white bri'ish boy has no idea how to ride a motorbike and so he uses his gf's#to intimidate and look like the bad boy type when he literally has never ridden anything in his life#JBHREFBERFH#so yes here's my take on biker!whitney#it was kind of inspired by some discord convos too#whitney return my daughter's bike >>:((( thats not yours!!#eri the orphan#fan art#art#mine#my fan art#my art#dol#dol related#degrees of lewdity#dol whitney#dol pc#whitney the bully#whitney x pc#smoking cw
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I'm totally normal about @leonenjoyer69's oc ELIAS wym (I LOVE HIM SMMM)
#elias wright#lanyon takes the potion au#tgs#the glass scientists#my art#almost forgot how to digital since life speedrun (exams)#but worth it
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We will choose our own future!
#hajime hinata#sdr2#super danganronpa 2#danganronpa 2#the end of this game is really important for me#I had a difficult stage in my life when I got to know the game for the first time#I had to take exams to go to university...#I had to choose my f u t u r e#And Hajime's words were incredibly supportive at that moment.#well... These words still help me out a lot.#Okay I'm done throwing around sentimentalities
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tthe funny thing about olnf mcs is that they're usually their best self during step three.. (glances at ames second who i will be dragging through thhe mud even more once she turns 18)
#llisten#my anxieties about academics have to go SOMEWHERE#aanf they're going to this girl#I'll make a doodle abt this once its not exams anymore#bbut i am going to make hher so much#anggst#shes distancing hherself again.#iin her perspective#her friends are starting nnew lives#aand her life isnt starting until she finishes school#bbut shes aiming for a phd sso shes gonna take years#she starts to like.. drift and pretends its bc shes busy with school#bbut its actually because she feels like shes unable to livr up to who sshe should be#raahhh#river's rambles
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21.06.23
giving it all for the last month of the semester!
#the rest of my biochem and histology exams fall on the same day so i'm preparing in advance#good luck to everyone else on their upcoming exams :)#study blog#studyblr#med student#med studyblr#studyinspo#study aesthetic#studyspiration#aesthetic notes#note taking#studygram#study notes#studywithme#student life#study desk#original post
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doodled them 10 minutes before my final exam in field methods class…
#jarvis cocker#kylie minogue#wip#my art#life update ->#my cat dorian passed away last night and my grandmother is in the ICU in critical condition right now#and i still had to take my final exam in field methods#but i didn’t study at all bc u know ive been pacing around my home like a ghost and crying myself to sleep u know how it is#guess what i got during my finals#85%!!!!!!! with puffy eyes and constant grief#and i was like using every piece of stock knowledge and common sense i had#it’s pretty much the worst day of my life right now but that’s okay#hope everyone is well
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The perks of riding dead horses…?
#something quick and messy to distract me before i take my exam#gods i love her so much#ldshadowlady#lizzie ldshadowlady#secret life smp#trafficblr#life series#mcyt#art#secret life fanart#ldshadowlady fanart#magnolia draws
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the pics from my new navigation page!!
#go check it out if you want#i think its pretty cool#today was a day where i sat down and learned how html and css works#ts4#gonna post my sim dump at the weekend and then i'll be taking my simblr leave#i have life-determining exams starting june 7 </3#i'll be lurking!!#but no more posts until june 20 something#/virgil
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Dimitrescu sisters catified references
I posted a few drawings of these three in cat form and I thought I'd share the reference drawings i made for them. I wanted to add little traits that they share, but while also making them all unique.
family traits:
all three have a stripe that leaves from their eye.
beige chests and bellies (aside from Bela who only has a lighter chest)
a white marking that represents something about them (kinda) + one stripe going in the direction of that white spot
the ear tufts (Bela's are shaped differently, but she still has ear tufts)
their jaw structure is all about the same (square-ish), Cassandra's is just hidden by the fluff
Bela
I wanted her to be smooth. she takes great pride in keeping her fur clean, but there is ONE spot she can't tame and those are her fluffs right above where her front legs begin. (it makes her so mad)
I am mean I gave Bela a lot of heart-shapes everywhere; her ear tufts, the "shoulder" tufts, the white spot, her tail being a three in one, her dorsal stripe ending in one, ...
her tail is always droopy.
she's technically the same size as Daniela, but because in my mind she slouches a lot (It's a slightly more defensive posture), Daniela always seems to be taller than her.
her white spot is, as previously stated, a heart. It's very on the nose, but I never said I'd not hammer on that little detail. Her stripe there does do an interesting thing: before Miranda takes away her heart, the stripes don't cover her spot, just like with her sisters, but as soon as Miranda did her thing the stripes move slightly to now end on the heart. once she gets her heart back the stripes move again, away from her marking.
she has one scar and that is her nicked ear. it fully got rid of her (also heart-shaped) ear tuft. she got this when Miranda took her heart. (~symbolism~)
her eartufts are fully shaped differently than her sisters' and mother's. It is my favorite way to draw ear tufts, but that's beside the point.
I imagined her as looking the least like Alcina. I don't really know why exactly, but I did. I also decided to give Heisenberg's dog for the same eyecolor as her and beige markings that mimic these of Bela and her sisters. he's family and Alcina hates it.
(well actually I kinda have the idea in my head that she's kinda the daughter that wasn't really good, a first draft if you want. she's the elders, but her younger sister recieves more attention than her and I just find it striking, so I made her look the least like Alcina to make that distance between the two more tangible)
I did not have the courage to draw her cult ending form. I didn't want to cry.
Cassandra
spikey, and she likes it that way. her fur is groomed, she just keeps it more natural. she thinks (and she's kinda correct) that it'll make her more charming and attractive (to some)
I pretty much had wolves in my head while drawing her, I wanted her to be a bit more canine-like than her two sisters. Misunderstood, seen as dangerous and solitaire beasts, but actually very caring to those they love. But also imposing and grandiose. whereas Daniela is just a cat, chilling and Bela is a cat and tbh she's tired, Cassandra hogs the spotlight and demands attention.
I wanted to make her makings sharp. nearly all of them have pointy ends. you have to handle her with precaution or you'll end up hurt. she doesn't do this intentionally though;
star-shaped chest marking, because she is a star, obviously. She flaunts about it everywhere she can, much to everyone's annoyance.
no scars because this diva will never try to get into actual trouble. She cries at the first sight of (real) blood.
her ear tufts are very similar to Alcina's and she's very proud of it. she is a mama's girl after all.
she's not all fluff, there are some muscles underneath the fur, but her fur is pretty long still. she can hide small items in her fur if she wants.
shortest out of the three sisters (like in the game). stands as tall as she can to still appear taller than Bela. she's got basically the ebst posture just to win against Bela.
Daniela
somehow, despite her activities, she has the smoothest and cleanest fur (Bela is very jealous, but will never admit it). she says she just cleans it and there is no secret. Bela swears she'll one day understand how she does that.
very muscular because she's always off doing sport of whatever. due to this she's also the strongest out of her sisters and very much able to win a fight against them, but she doesn't want to actually fight with them, so this fact doesn't see much use.
the scars she has are from the occasional accident. running a bit too fast and tripping for example. They're all very funny, albeit embarrassing stories that her sisters Love to share.
she's very round, shape wise. aside from a few sharp angles or straight-ish lines, everything is softened out; she is very friend shaped. unless she's angry and then you realize she's a lot stronger and taller than most.
her chest marking is the one I kinda dropped the ball on if you want my honest opinion. It's oval-esque and could be seen as her board since she loves skateboarding, but it's also just because it flowed better with the rest of the stripes I gave her.
round, friendly (and slightly curious) eyes. she's very cute and will convince you of anything when she wanted to, yet she doesn't really look very kit-like.
as tall as Bela, but obviously looks the tallest due to Bela's grumpy slouching. she teases her sisters about that.
her heart tufts look like a between part of Bela and Cassandra's. it was an accident, but it's cute so I kept it.
the freckles and heterochromia were obviously brought into this design. I am an avid fan of both.
#resident lover#my little faves#my pookies#siblings are my weakness and I know it. but these three push it to a very illegal extent#if I see Alcina it's on sight. RL Alcina and i will have a talk one of those days#I kinda unleashed an essay under the cut about the design choices#if I had decided to not make them during my exam period and thus given them even more time to cook their designs would have gotten#even more intricate; alas university has a way to attempt to take away all joyful things in life#and in such I can never fully allow myself to draw (even if I do it)#I have to admit I have a clear favorite. but the way I appreciate all three of these sisters is entirely different#morningdraws
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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed
#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself#and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change#it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly#so there was somewhat of a gradual progression#but still#also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time#i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i#had been socially involved#anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change#and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find#the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever#and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha#(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically#it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni#ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that#but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped#and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr#i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years#and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it#and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing#kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao#i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school#and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build#--ing towards#which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now
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ok besties im laying it all out on the table for u today
#my last exam is tomorrow and i have to annotate the class handouts to bring to the room#the only issue being that i uh........ haven't done any yet#and theres like twenty and it takes fucking forever#SO here is the plan:#it is half past four in the afternoon and i am at The Cafe#i PROMISE that at 9pm EXACTLY i will be out of the door and on my way home#NO MATTER WHAT#REGARDLESS#IM GOING TO DO AS MUCH AS I CAN#BUT I HAVE TO SLEEP EARLY OR I WONT BE ABLE TO GET UP IN TIME#LETS FUCKING GO GANG ITS THE FINAL ONE#THE LAST ONE IN JAPAN I WILL PROBABLY EVER DO IN MY LIFE#JIAYOU!!!
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miscellany (again),, tags in the last image by @pyrotechnicarus
#adamandi#vincent aurelius lin#quincy cynthius martin#ambrose wellington bassford#portia elizabeth harper#beatrix valeria campbell#bit of nonsense bit of sillies (ohhh she thinks she's so funny huh.. anyways the brainrot. out out out)#please don't ask me about them take them at face value laugh and move on or smth i keep worrying i've read them Wrong#these have been living in my head rent free for a week and i'm now evicting them politely#anyway i drew all these as scribbles in my sketchbook in-between exam week and today i wanted them out of my head. so digital it is#i've spent two hours on this haha as a. would you even guess. a break from the beatrix thingy i've been planning because that one's rendery#quiet little notes on this... um.. i have started drawing quincy (idk how!!!)#yknow after the last ambrose literal study. i'm kind of mad about the fact that doing an unintentional study Worked???#like. he's the ONE character i have a grasp of how to draw. everyone else is 'randomly whack until you get the vibes and vague structural#integrity'. can we talk about shape language real quick though because ambrose is oval beatrix is circle quincy is rectangle#vincent is square and portia is triangle. that's how it is in my head.#texture wise. vincent is charcoal and graphite. ambrose is traditional painting blended. beatrix is crosshatching and ink.#quincy is like... marker? and watercolour. portia is digital and cell shading. i can't explain any of the correlations they just Are#for the. oddly detailed quincent i Wasn't intending to draw i had to pull up the musical and re-reference them. could draw one then not the#other?? so i struggled with quincy until i Got them and then i couldn't for the life of me get vincent right.... is it something about like#drawing one character at a time? like there's only room in my mind to understand one set of proportions at any given moment???#a fun little fact was just that i began photo refs as always from hahnji jang's page (which has been? saved in my search autofill now??) an#i didn't even have to get a specific image of quincy being in angst. but for smiling vincent i had to purposefully find oh ms reporter#well! consider this yet another part in the trying to figure out how everyone looks like/vibes as/gets drawn as Characters#a secret little code i keep for the stuff i make now is that i need to have something about the drawn medium that makes it unique to itself#as like opposed to a gif or screenshot or photoedit. it has to have extra meaning. and this appears two ways: one is through Implications i#the more Finished stuff. (aka poster series?) and the other one is by engaging in Ideas (generally posts. or memes/incorrect quotes/etc.)#had a really really interesting convo with a friend irl about fanart and fandoms. they were really active for genshin and stuff and so the#experiences between large and small fandoms were fascinating to compare.. i think i prefer the .. intimacy(?) of just doing what i obsess#over instead of looking for the statistics and clout and notes now. the art i make feels more meaningful and intentional that way.
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the little hater boy
#I DREW SOMETHING#WOW#is kt good#not really#do i care#on monday im going in matching ciel and lizzy cosplays and im so excited for this!!#łiii#her friend is a photographer and she's going to take photos of us so if theu come out well i may ppst them here#it's going to be my first real cosplay#i got it on vinted and the wig eas not stylised so my friend recommended me s girl wbo stylised it fkr 25pln and it was the i investment#of mh life#heatsu art#traditional art#artists on tumblr#ciel phamtonhive#kuroshitsuji#black butler#doodle#fanart#school has almosy ended snd all exams are behind me#j passed math class woo#life js good ⁉️⁉️#but km tired all the time for unknown reasons#hey at least im not sad
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I’m an academic weapon. short range. explosive but deadly. you have one bullet, one chance, now or never. a ticking time bomb. only to be used in the most dire of circumstances. you pull the trigger and my genius shoots out, destroying everything in it’s path. uncontrollable once released. if you miss, that’s it. but if you hit your mark…
then I’m done. smoke rising from the barrel. the scent of burnt flesh in the air. the ticking starts again, but I won’t be ready until there is absolute life or death once more.
#I have a lot of feelings this exam season#taking a masters degree is no walk in the park#I either come out the other side or go down in a blaze of glory#never been this scared of failing in my life#writing#academic weapon#studyblr#poetry
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