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Get to know your mutuals: tag game
thank you for @mapofyourstars and @ashestxr for tagging me 😊😊
What's the origin of your blog title?
when i was a teenager being a closeted pre-transition trans guy i felt really invisible and like i didnt fit in anywhere, a "ghost". and 512 is the name of a song i listened to a lot at the time. nowadays i find the url a bit cringy but im too lazy to change it lol
OTP(s) + Shipname:
honestly at the moment i only care about cherik haha but i appreciate raven x emma and logan x ororo as well :)
Favourite colour:
black for clothes, pink for literally anything else i own
Favourite game:
i have 1500 hours of stardew valley on steam lol. its an absolute obsession. it comes in waves tho, like twice a year ill get hooked on it again and create a new farm to achieve perfection on. other than that, i really loved playing undertale and graveyard keeper.
Song stuck in your head:
this is kind of embarrassing but atm im a bit obsessed with daisy by ashnikko (the ft. hatsune miku version).... I LIKE BETTER MUSIC TOO I SWEAR
Weirdest habit/trait?
pacing around my apartment thinking abt my current obsessions... i used to be so embarrassed but ive come to find out lots of people do this too so thats fine i guess
Hobbies:
reading and playing games, mostly. ive been trying to write more lately too
If you work, what's your profession?
ESL teacher. its not the coolest thing in the world but i really enjoy it
If you could have any job you wish, what would it be? Realistically?
literature professor in uni/published author
Something you're good at:
(literally the same thing ashe, who tagged me, said) i believe im a pretty good writer despite being slow and not doing it that often lol
also i know im a very good teacher (i know its my job so duh but youd be surprised with some of my coworkers...)
Something you're bad at:
keeping secrets, especially my own 😭😭😭
Something you love:
cats, wine and contemporary brazilian literature
Something you could talk about for hours off the cuff:
why i love charles xavier so much and queer/feminist theory.
Something you hate:
uhhhhhh idk my ex i guess (happy valentines day!)
Something you collect:
hello kitty merch 😌😌😌
Something you forget:
dates and appointments, its so fucking bad i put everything on a calender above my desk and i still manage to forget them sometimes
What's your love language?
im very touchy and affectionate but i also love acts of service, like surprising people with small gifts (i believe thats part of acts of service?)
Favourite movie/show:
my favorite movies are xmen fc, dofp and xmen II (obviously) but also amelie poulain and fried green tomatoes
my favorite series are breaking bad and the office, ive watched them both multiple times
Favourite food:
chicken!!!! fried chicken, roasted chicken, chicken with pasta, chicken with rice and beans, chicken with mashed potatoes, give me!!!!!!
Favourite animal:
i was OBSESSED with cheetahs as a child, still love them but in general rn id say cats. also love monkeys
What were you like as a child?
a very idealistic dreamer with a bit of a savior complex (hello charles xavier). not the sharpest social skills.
Favourite subject at school?
in high school it was english just because it was so fucking easy bc i was fluent lol
in uni any of my literature classes
Least favourite subject:
hated physics in hs i was so fucking bad at it. and in uni i'd had ENOUGH of pedagogy classes they were soooo boring and repetitive
What's your best character trait?
im very honest and if i love you i will do anything for you
What's your worst character trait?
probably snapping at ppl sometimes. i know its terrible but i really try not to and i always apologize. up until last year also i always let ppl treat me like shit and didnt set boundaries. im unlearning that now.
If you could change any detail of your life right now, what would it be?
have enough money to only focus on my studies and not have to work lol
If you could travel in time, who would you like to meet?
maybe kim jonghyun. he was my favorite singer when i was younger and he passed away in 2017 :( he was such a great person :(
im not sure who has already been tagged in this but ill tag @caramelc0rgi , @foxherder , @disasterhals , @eriknocherikyes , @stinkrat-aleks , @mooniel, @eriksdefender and any other moots who'd like to do this!
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getting into doing volunteer work but IDK WHERE TO VOLUNTEER AND IT IS STRESSING ME OUT 😭 i really wanna do environmental services (like clean up or planting) or help people in need but there are so many places to choose from and idk how to make the right choice 😭 STRESSING!!!
#I think i may try this one place where they teach elementary students about the beauties of farming :)#CUTE!!! :)#and they teach them the importance of eating veggies!#but also i wonder if there is a cleaning service i can do#like cleaning trashed parks lakes grassy areas etc#i do that already#because it’s a good and kind thing to do#but it would be nice to get some volunteer hours for it#that’s another thing I’m worried about#i’m so so nervous that places are gonna be like “wow you just want volunteer hours for school 😐😒“ NOOOO!!!!#I WANNA HELP OUT CAUSE I LIKE HELPING PEOPLE AND GIVING BACK TO THE WORLD :((((#but it’s also good to get hours for school 😭
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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed
#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself#and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change#it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly#so there was somewhat of a gradual progression#but still#also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time#i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i#had been socially involved#anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change#and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find#the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever#and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha#(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically#it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni#ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that#but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped#and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr#i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years#and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it#and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing#kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao#i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school#and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build#--ing towards#which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now
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rewatching hsf ep 7 to get screenshots, and god everything about the flashback reveal of saint beating shin up is so !!!!! shin's utterly defeated expression at the start against saint's anger, shin's cries when he finally breaks and starts sobbing, saint stuttering in his movements when shin first cries out, the way you can feel his uncertainty and regret and the sudden clarity from seeing shin like this, how we can feel all of that without even seeing his face 😭😭 the way skynani so completely embodied these characters😭😭
but also the amount of love and trust shin has in saint through it all, because despite everything he's done, he still takes hits for saint, and protects him, and trusts him
i am so,,
#my toxic codependent besties <3#shin's a better person than i could ever be 😭😭#but also i guess this was one memory compounded against the thousands of hours they've spend together that we only got to see a glimpse of#so of course shin is hurt and angry and upset at saint#but he still remembers saint getting beaten up for him#and being his and his family's comfort after chingching's dad passed#and a myriad of other things we never saw#he knows the goodness saint still has at his core#and we can see him grappling with that over the course of series before he gives in to saint#even just through his expressions alone#NANI THE ACTOR THAT YOU ARE 😭😭😭#i'm so so excited for wu to air you don't understand#i need actors skynani back on the screens <3#rlly looking forward to mu te luv as well :))#high school frenemy#lam.text
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Holy fuck y'all i should NOT be awake 😭
#p#i need to be up in six hours 😭😭#i had an awful exhausting evening#my hamster that i had before moving passed away#the car i bought not even two years ago is totaled and unfixable#i lost one of the gigs i thought i had secured for the school year#it is pms hell week for me and i keep swinging wildly between utter fully body rage and complete overwhelming despair and anxiety#i want to cry but ive done enough crying tonight thank you!!!!#please let tomorrow be kinder i desperately need it#please let the jobs ive emailed tonight email me back#and let the pay be good#i also have sooooo much to do before next tuesday oh my god#i need to prep for our session on saturday#finish lesson planning for the summer camp#finish character creation#grocery shop#quick clean of the house bcuz lord knows i wont be doing it while at the camp#i still havent received a v important piece of mail#figure out how to pay my taxes and insurance#prep for the meeting i have monday morning re new school year including some brain storming#reviewing the pacing calendar and handbook and looking at the google drive again#and im being social this entire weekend agh#plus look for jobs i guess??? bcuz money is needed#and theres family drama 🙃#ugh i should probably not be posting this on main#perhaps i will delete later ugh#life is just hard atm it will get better it always does#and i will not lose my rental nor will i be unable to pay my taxes and bills#it will be FINE#because i will make it fine
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I should be asleep I’ll hate myself tomorrow, but while I’m preparing myself to go to sleep I remembered the dream I had last night and remembered that I thought in my dream that it would make a good story but now I don’t remember anything and I’m mad fbskndjd I haven’t write in so long, especially with characters that aren’t my long time ocs or fanfic it would have been good to think about something new but yeah 🥲
#i just remember there was 3 girls#and for once I don’t think I was one ??? I feel like I was mostly watching#i remember romance a lot of it ????#like evil vs good a lot also some powers maybe vampires ????? one girl I think ????#also what guy would they chose between 2 each but at the end it wasn’t the case I was only imagining one guy#now you will say but Alex that’s a lot you remember#a kiss and a school sitting is not enough to remember what was happening 😭 kfbskdns#I’ll try to remember more or take what I remember and have fun with it ckdbjxbdjd#anyway now I’m going to sleep I’m waking up in 4 hours 🤪#my dad better be in a good mood cause I probably won’t (period + lack of sleep is NOT a good mix kfbskdns)#he usually is on Sundays when we work together I think he put aside everything we usually fight about cause he has to pay me so if he makes#me cry I won’t be a good help fkdbdjd#also he already paid me in advance cause he wanted to#be sure he dosen’t use the money by accident ckbdjdjd#Idk what I’m doing with my calculation but I’m suppose to have 200$ a month but I feel like I never have enough money ????#cause I don’t have a lot left enough for my phone at least ????#(because it’s 50$ each Sunday)#oh wait now I rememeber Sowon’s food 😐 80 freaking dollars 😭#but at least I won’t have to buy one until like January maybe even February 😭#but she need this type of food or her stomach hurts :( (and something else that is nasty bdjsbs)#that’s why I start taking commissions to at least be sure to pay for pills if I get like one commission a month 💙#anyway good night !#alex.txt
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maryyyy
#she was rly one of my earliest fave characters ever earlier or the same time as my kano obsession ouhhhhh#reading her wikis page and its soooo fucked that u have to KILL her to get the 'good ending" 😭😭😭😭😭#i still remember my fucking au from when i was 12 where all three of them survived#and ib and mary go to school or something w grey uniform cuz grey is the color u get when u mix red yellow and blue paint together wjskahshh#suchhhh a sad game.. i remember spending hours going thru an ib blog#and also when i finally played it on my friends big ol windows computer the first thing i did was get the together forever ending....#MARYTHEWORLD 😭😭😭💛💛
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i hate christmas so much i’m sorry idccccc it’s boring overdone and annoying if i was walter white i would steal that shit too
#this year is especially sucking ass#spent the morning getting annoyed by my parents#and then drove 6 hours to stupid seattle too see my older sister . WHO DIDNT EVEN WANT TO SEE US TONIGHT#just been laying in this stupid airbnb missing my cat being grumpy#also it’s fine that my sister didn’t want to see us like i get it i’m just annoyed in general like i didn’t even wanna travel in the first#place 😭 esp bc i already traveled from school to be at my moms like travel inside of travel??? you want me dead??#and i’m planning on coming BACK UP TO STUPID SEATTLE in a week anyways#so i could just see her then bc i hateeeee family things like . even if i fuck with them individually the group vibes are boring at best#and rancid at worst . let me outtt#and even on a good year christmas is just so fucking boring and annoying like who cares .
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#I’m so happy gang I feel like I’m finally progressing vocally after my big scare last semester and it’s so good#I’m finally not stressed every hour of the day waiting for my voice to give out again and I feel like I’m on track in terms of memorizatiob#I finally have time to make a healthy dinner and lunch every day I’m finally getting enough sleep and I have time to do stuff outside schoo#also!! Faculty keep complimenting me and I know that it’s a low bar but still :))) I’ve put so much work into this role#and I was so excited/ scared to have a lead role because I have all the space to show people what I can actually do#and I half expected to fall totally flat or to have it like my first opera where I was too stressed to do it well or enjoy it#but I’m actually GOOD at this!! I have something I’m GOOD at!! And I get to do it!!#also I know the operas for next year finally yippee I won’t have another big role probably (tragic) but at least I can start preparing#and also I finally have some vague direction for my senior recital yippee so now I can focus on crafting a storyline w the rep#ALSO!!! Im probably gonna do study abroad!! And I feel good about my stage management stuff!!#go d I’m just so happy it feels like things are finally going well 😭😭😭 I’ve been throwing myself at this school for 3 years#and I’m finally getting something out of it hhh#portal of rambling
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why did my boyfriend's dad bring home a random ass dog he found at quickchek, woke me and my bf up to tell us, and then immediately left to go to work. it's now predictably barking and howling cause he's left the poor thing alone
#it looks like a pitbull im not going out there#it hasn't seen me yet. idk how a scared strange dog is going to react#i don't think my bf's stepmom is gonna let the dog stay she is very particular about her clean house#just torturing this poor animal for no reason#they're about to move into a much smaller house too#my bf's dad is insane and mostly not in a good way#i'm sick and got like 4 hours of sleep and now I'm definitely not sleeping more 😭#i'm also worried about when my bf's little sister gets home from school later#she takes the bus she's gonna come inside to this dog that again we know nothing about
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currently hating and killing myself for leaving work early even tho i literally threw up within a minute of walking in the door when i got home
#it was like an hour early i almost made it all the way through my shift 😭#but i felt soooo awful i had a migraine that was getting worse and worse since 11am#and my coworker kept telling me to go home but im incapable of doing that unless i physically cant go on bc i dont want people to be mad#so i was determined to tough it out#but at like 2:15 the lead teacher noticed me w my head in my hands for a minute and she was like are you sick#and i said yeah and she immediately was like go home no go home for real goodbye i dont need you goodbye#bc she doesn't reallyyyy need me at the end of the day anyway which is why my other coworker was trying to get me to go#but i hateeee it bc it makes me look so flaky and unreliable 😭#and my health is generally not good so i know that even if i only call out or go home if i genuinely physically cant tough it every time#i will still end up calling out or going home more often than normal 😭#which makes me look dramatic and whiny and/or flaky :(#however this is the first time i have had to go home or call out and i've worked here since october which is good#but i've only been full time since november so like barely a month#AND i asked for next friday off for a doctor's appointment already#and this would be normal i think but i have chronic everybody is mad at me disease and get so anxious#and it seems justified bc it rlly does feel like everybody eventually gets mad at me at every job#even tho im the worlds most desperate people pleaser and i will do ANYTHING to be helpful and nice and make people not be mad at me#but i am just so oblivious and dumb i miss things and forget things ig and then i get sick too often#maybe its not even abt the times i mess up or get sick maybe its just the fact that im apologizing so much#which gives the impression that im incompetent and/or lazy idk#but anyway#all my coworkers were nice about it but i hateddd it#also my brother drove me to work today bc he needed the car so i had to wait over half an hour for my ride#which was my mommy#which made me seem really childish and unprofessional 😭#at first i was in the great room (cafeteria/gathering space in the front of the school)#and tons of people saw me there w my head on the table and all my stuff waiting to go home like a student right before pickup#and then all yhr students came flooding in to wait for pickup and one of the teachers literally gathered up my stuff for me#and made me wait in the nurses office which was even more embarrassing#except less people saw me there
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like a month ago a guy told my friend he thought she was cold and disrespectful the day before at a girl's party and since she and i are always together the description has to apply to me too especially because he was talking about a moment where we were talking just the two of us so we reference it 24/7 and the other day we were like this is just like art and patrick who's cold and who's disrespectful...
#and like i say: brf slt#we decided i'm cold and she's disrespectful#i don't think she's disrespectful (i don't think we're cold and disrespectful) but i can see cold for me. because i'm shy#and we agreed on who we thought was ice and who we thought was fire#it's this whole thing we're always like NOW they won't be able to say we're cold and disrespectful (even though it was just the one guy. it#was antifeminist guy if you remember back when we were friendly because i was literally at his place the night he told her that but i had#already left when he told her that. and we were only 4 so it wasn't a big thing with everyone)#and i DON'T like spending time with the people we have classes with without her because even though we're always together and we pretend#we're both known for being cold and disrespectful she's not as shy and awkward as i am and when she's without me she's like normal. i can#spend 10 minutes without saying anything because i'm soooo awkward. but anyway we were added to a groupchat to get a guy a gift because#we've been well not really hanging out but i guess yeah we kind of have been and like we often sit next to each other the three of us when#we all have lunch together he's the guy i said i had a friend crush on the other day. like two weeks ago or three. we were added to the gc#for his birthday gift because his other friends who we don't talk to as much were like wait they're kind of bffs with him so they should#participate too and it's funny because we obviously like him but we were also like since we're bffs with him now they're gonna be like#they're not so cold and disrespectful they talk to people who aren't each other!!!! and it worked. very funny#because we aren't even actually that close like we don't even text. i haven't seen him in a week i haven't talked to him in a week so not#actually bffs. but i understand why they would think we are like we go see movies together etc etc. and also no one but me used the term#bffs😭 but anyway my friend isn't here rn she's in a different town and they were like we're getting together to choose what we're getting#him and i didnt want to go because ive been alone with them without my friend before and sometimes it was terrible like i said i wouldnt sa#a word for like ten minutes i didn't want to go but i went and i spent two hours with them and i had a good time🙏 neither cold nor#disrespectful#i was like we have to do the gift what if we don't then we'll be cold disrespectful AND stingy we'll never come back from that. and i guess#i could have just given the money (it's not expensive) without going today but it's good that i went they'll be like oh she can be semi-#normal even without *my bff*. this sounds like things i would have said in middle school BUT very proud of myself for being kind of normal🙏
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someone on the live stream today asked if I come with the vacuum. I told him I would t fit in the box and he said he was getting two and I said Im a lot bigger that two vacuums. and if I'm being completely honest I love being flirted with plus there was another guy talking at the same time who actually bought a vacuum so that was pretty sick. HOWEVER. I am worried. stupidly.
#lol also my voice dropped half an octave like half way through the live stream and i wasnt able to girl affy it (cause i had to keep talking#so i couldnt test it out or anything idk it also had never done that befor elike im not even on T rn#)#but it took like at least another 30-an hour to get it back so for a while i was just sitting there on the floor in pigtails cause i wore#them to work once and my boss told me to wear them today#like hey. wanna buy a vacuum#and i KNWO WHAT THIS SOUNDS LIKE#Thats why i was like AHH but its so chill. also apparently its a pretty nice vacuum like four and a half stars on amazon so i dont feel so#bad about petaling it now#all together a prettyy good day except i learned theyre training another guy and theyre gonna make us compete#for the spot 😭 and im just straight up NOT gonna win like ahhhahhahahha#but its okay i can still continue my training for tecahing kids english in like an after school program#genuinely its so fun live streaming i almost want to get back jnto it as a hobby again#but this time maybe with out the binge drinking 🤔
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of fucking course when we introject the climbing rat we start impulsively climbing shit 😭😭😭
#he likes to be tall#no but honestly 😭😭 we've had this adjustable bed for months now and only this once have we tried sitting on the top of it when it's sat up#or standing on top of our various small tables and chairs#we stopped climbing stuff as much as we used to bc of our hips attempting to dislocate every couple of days#we used to climb anything we could#our parents used to hide our halloween candy on top of the fridge so i didn't eat all of it at once#I'd get to have a few pieces after dinner every day but otherwise it was on top of the fridge#until we learned how to climb on top of the fridge. from the counters#nothing could be hid from us we'd get grounded from our ds and still find ways to play on it#like when we used to have an hour after school where we were home alone bc both our parents were working at that time#so we'd search the whole house. we got really good at learning how to search for shit without it looking like anything was moved#and also learning how to sneak around at night without being heard#it helped that we had two very large cats so any footstep noises could plausibly be a chonky feline
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someone save me helllpppppp
#kiwi shares their thoughts#not in real danger just severely overworked and stressed atm#much work to do almost no time to do ANY of it#i’m stuck playing catch up somehow??? when its only been like 2 and a half weeks since school’s started???#and i haven’t really missed any school???#idk man i’m falling behind in ap calc (was kinda alr behind)#ap bio work keeps piling up#because i was absent for half of my asl class today i had to make up like 3 assignments that we did in there#there’s ap lang assignments due friday that i will have literally no time to work on bc sports (thank god i got an extension)#but now i have to spend ANOTHER weekend doing school work#i literally have not had a weekend to have me time since school started#we’re hosting saturday too so i doubt i’ll get much done then that day#my september schedule is so full it’s about to explode#i have to sign up for like 20000 things (hyperbole) and my extracurriculars are only adding to the workload#(being vp for a club and also trying to help start up a school newspaper w only four people is ROUGH)#i have college recruiter meetings and i need to schedule an orientation at a shelter i want to volunteer at#i have to worry about preparing for my driving test#and the straw that broke the camel’s back is that when i get home from sports i immediately do chores then homework and then eat + shower#and suddenly my friend group is having issues and i don’t have the bandwidth to deal with ANY of that shit rn#so like#I HAVENT HAD TIME TO GO TO TAEKWONDO ALL WEEK#IM MISSING OUR BELT CEREMONY BC I HAVE A MATCH TMMR#I WAS SUPPOSED TO MAKE SALSA IN COOKING TODAY BUT I HAD TO GO PLAY SPORTS INSTEAD 😭#oh yes and my brother has covid i just found out like an hour ago#im negative w no symptoms thank goodness#oh AND the picture lady for picture day didn’t tell me my fucking bra strap fell off one shoulder when i took my picture#so now a perfectly good picture looks wack af bc my right shoulder is bare and my left one has a strap and it is NOT cute 😭#that’s my yearbook photo dude gives guy a heads up abt stuff like that 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#n e ways life is kicking my ass but all i want is for it to tuck me in give me a kiss on the forehead and tell me “i love you”
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ALL of MY VOID success stories
before i get to anything, no im not giving you proof, (not because im lying. but because i simply don’t have too) and 2 don’t even ask🫶🏽
1st void state success story (2022/2023 idk)
i used the lullaby method idk who the original creator is but i’ll just tell you what i manifested.
revising my age + my birth year
getting rid of odd genetic traits (sicknesses)
removing my eczema
a 360 appearance change (BE QUIET AND STOP COMMENTING THE SAME THING I KNOW ITS 180 BUT I WANTED TO PUT 360)
becoming more hyperfeminine
getting rid of stereotypes
becoming very smart in school
a new phone
better vocal cords
my mom owning a successful flower shop
2nd void state success story (2023)
a few college recommendations
once in a lifetime opportunities
a necklace that allows me to shift to any universe i desire to be in
removing my shyness + ed
a violin
my desired wardrobe
weighing 35KG forever (I DO NOT SEE MY BONES, DONT take it out of context)
curvy waist
3rd void state success story (2024)
concert tickets
fun exciting life
bug repellent (i hate bugs)
better immune system + my body naturally restoring healthy cells every day (safely)
changed my eating habits
reversing/fixing my mental health
getting rid of all generational curses
everyone in my family knowing how to talk to each other maturely
revising a death that was the root cause of my family breakage
healthy teeth + immune to getting any type of cavity or mouth infection/disease
exceeding the beauty standards (goes for like every country)
hairless body (except for my eyelashes, eyebrows and my hair ofc)
being good at every game i play
a few trips to brazil, jamaica, qatar, japan and france
made school more fun and also making the teachers teach me useful information
homework not existing anymore
all my desired perfumes
walking in heels is always comfortable and my feet never hurt after so many hours
4th void state success story (2025)
basically anything i even think of instantly comes to me
knowing how to do hair
a great cook and knowing how to make the cutest pastries
being able to lucid dream every night + waking up in the void every morning
use my ideas as inspiration idc (wisely) 😭 i’m barely on this app because look at my LIFE. have fun manifesting though guys🫶🏽
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