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I know this has been said so many times in so many different ways, and I have nothing new to add, really. But I am going to say it anyway, because I am just so ridiculously grateful for fanfiction writers. There are innumerable fanfics out there - incredible, mind-blowing stories that are all shared with us for free. Written out of a pure, profound love for existing stories and characters, a need to know them better, explore them, add to them, do something with them the source material never dared. To make ourselves and others feel better, sometimes worse, but mostly just to make us feel.
And don't get me started on the quality of so much of the fanfiction out there. I know talent is an debatable term, but for want of a better one: the sheer talent and dedication of so many of these authors, most of whom have actual, real life jobs and families and other responsibilities, is just astounding. So many ideas, so many beautiful words, so much creativity. As a fanfiction writer myself, I know that it can sometimes be challenging to be creative, to find time and energy to write, when life is just. So much. And yet the love I have for these characters just leaves me desperately wanting to make time and energy to tell the stories I want to tell. Writing fanfiction is a hobby, yes, but for many people, it's also more than a hobby. It's a passion, a deeply rooted desire, even a community.
As a reader, too, I know how incredibly valuable and important these stories can be. I've spent the past few days doing nothing but devouring fic because I've been feeling too crummy to do anything else, and it's been an absolute blessing. Every fic I read was more amazing than the last. They all made me cry, laugh, think, yearn, and just feel so much better. So, I know this has been said many times before, but I just had to tell you again how much I love you, fanfiction writers. Love you with my whole entire, sappy, zero-chill heart.
Thank you for everything you do, all the hours, the blood, sweat and tears, the love you put into your stories, and thank you for sharing them. For just handing them over and releasing them into our custody once they're done, for all of us to read and enjoy, expecting nothing in return but some kudos and comments. That's incredible, ok? You're all incredible, whether your stories are 'popular' or not. So many people would be utterly bereft without you and your efforts, and I just needed to tell you again how appreciated you are ♥️
#I am a little emotional about this#as you perhaps can tell lmao#it's just#FANFICTION#it's the best!!!!!!!!!!#I'd be lost without it#I'm particularly talking about the stucky fandom#(unsurprisingly)#but it really applies to all fandoms#and all creative writing#all creative hobbies#but I'm specifically talking about fanfiction here#it's just wild and amazing#<3333
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Alright, so. I've got little time and some ideas, so I'll do a brief thought process on the death of Sherlock Holmes in 1893, and the fandom as a whole.
Firstly, getting this out of the way. Sherlock Holmes was not the first modern fandom. That honor most likely goes to Charles Dickens and his work, especially the Pickwick Papers. There is evidence and record that fan merchandise, like joke books, tobacco, and shoe horns, were made with Pickwick Papers characters, especially Sam Weller.
However, Sherlock Holmes is probably our first instance of a global fandom where consequences quite literally created a literary and cultural firestorm. This isn't an exaggeration.
ACD's relationship with Holmes is... strange. Of course, he wanted to kill off Holmes, and move onto other books. (Historical novels, mainly, or Spiritualist manifesto), but there was always a love hate relationship, and we see that most predominantly through fan letters.
Almost immediately after Holmes’s death in 1893, there was shock. Scandal. Mourning. Fans exchanged letters in newspapers, trying to reach out to other fans to figure out what just happened, and what to do next. Holmes was dead. And for all anyone knew, so was the series.
So how'd they cope?
By creating communities. Discourse communities, to be more apt. They exchanged letters, asked questions, and talked through newspapers. Each one plucked from 1893 and 1894 show grief and confusion: for a fictional character.
People even started seeking out Joseph Bell, the man who inspired Holmes, in order to try to fill the void. There's even record of fans venturing to Reichenbach Falls in costume to pay tribute to their fallen hero. And this kept happening. For years. The world lost not just a character, it was their friend.
Keep in mind! Victorian literature was a family affair. Many people would gather around and read stories and books together, so the firestorm went further.
Until, it made ACD change his mind, and bring back Sherlock Holmes. (Can we call it bullying? Perhaps. I call it a unique circumstance of cultural phenomena.)
So where does it leave the fandom?
Ah, that's the question. This fandom, uniquely, has a distinct honor of being one of the oldest living discourse communities, an exchange of reader response, engagement, and including even more material.
So to the fans: from the fanfic writers, to the game makers, to the cosplayers, to the fans of adaptations near and far, to the editors, to the artists, to the dreamers and thinkers...
It is, given the nature of the fandom, that you are all a part of history, as part of one of the oldest(and still going!) Fandom discourse communities.
Keep that in mind. And keep going. 🙂
#sherlock holmes#acd canon#acd holmes#acd watson#granada sherlock#granada watson#the sherlock holmes fandom is REALLY old#But you are also part of probably the oldest living fan discourse community#and i think thats beautiful#Idk if I can tag all the adaptation fandoms but#Here is a few#bbc sherlock#sherlock and co#soviet sherlock holmes#basil rathbone sherlock holmes#peter cushing sherlock holmes#the great mouse detective#moriarty the patriot#granada sherlock holmes#enola holmes#to everyone else i didn't tag#You apply here too.#You are a part of history.
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every time someone excludes Dear from poly damn/damn crew in general an angel looses their wings 💔💔💔
#this is /silly but also /gen#i genuinely dont understand why people dont consider Dear as part of the damn crew#they were at friendsgiving. and the damn crew trip. and damn crew halloween. theyre a part of the damn crew!!!!#really the only “reason” i can think of is “they joined late”#Darlin rejoined the Shaw Pack at a later date after being an outcast and no one is dragging them through the mud and excluding them#so 🤷#lets all hold hands and be silly and whimsical and dance in a circle and sing la la la la laaaaa#anyways#i digress#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted audio#redacted dear#redacted damn crew#vinn says fandom things#vinn says really dumb stuff#vinn yapping#vinn gets mad#this applies unfortunately
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i think that if you find yourself penning a post arguing that women are intrinsically too sentimental/hysterical/emotional/intellectually shallow/sexually frigid/otherwise deficient to have valid opinions about a fictional male character (excepting, of course, those women who agree entirely with your opinions), you should perhaps stop and ask yourself 'am i committing a misogyny in the name of winning a stupid ship war on tumblr dot com?'
and then you should shut the fuck up.
#fandom#this still applies if you're a woman#internalized misogyny is a hell of a drug#argue with someone's opinions all you want but once you start arguing that women as a class are incapable of understanding Men's Literature#you're just being a garden variety sexist. sorry.#i try to keep my tumblr a relatively positive place but i've seen one too many of those posts recently and now i'm evil#anyway the people who really need to see this won't because i have them all blocked but jesus CHRIST you guys
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i think a lot of people have a hard time reconciling aventurine’s ruthlessness with his kindness. and like to be honest, i fall into those traps a lot too.
he’s someone who has fought for everything he’s ‘had’, whose all-or-nothing mentality comes from how anything less than the best is not an option if he wants to survive, who i think is a lot more ruthless and cunning than people are willing to see him as.
but he’s also the guy who instantly was incredibly kind to his child self without even knowing it was him.
and tbh, i don’t see why he can’t be both at once.
#fandom is for fun and all so it’s really not that serious but it is interesting to see the dichotomy btwn ppl who see him as kind inherently#versus those who see him as calculating inherently#like. i think he’s very audience/perception-based. like who he’s with will change how nice he is. bc niceness can be weakness#but tbh. i think he’s both kakavasha’s kindness & wanting to help as well as aventurine’s calculating nature#the things i keep having issues w in fics are *how* those kindness/calculating-ness is applied. sometimes it strikes me as wrong.#thoughts#aventurine#like. everything he does is so situation & final outcome based. where is he and what does he want?#and how he responds to someone will vary based on that.
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you know, you could argue that totk is just "one bad game" in a series that doesnt have to mean anything for the future, and i should jsut move on and wait for the next one, and generally id agree, but these days i cannot help but feel like its the beginning of the end, so to say
we are seeing it in every type of media, be it series, games, movies, that stories that say anything are too risky so they go for generic slop instead- the recent news about pixar wanting to focus "mass appeal" (despite their reasoning being completely hypocritical?) is just yet another proof of that being a trend that doesnt seem to stop any time soon
and one of the problems that brings with it, besides just being boring, is that "generic mass appeal" stuff ... ends up turning around to repeat tired old stereotypes that often leads to really problematic framing (like even childrens cartoons featuring war somewhere in the middle east against evil arabs .. just like, as a backdrop), bc "mass appeal" in general really means "average white person able to spend money", which isnt the majority of people but its the ones who this is targeted towards and more often than not made by, and, no matter how much some people want to pretend its possible, its impossible to make anything that doesnt say anything, theres nothing non political, if they think something is non political its bc its aimed at them and they agree with it
thats what makes me so anxious about the future of the zelda franchise, bc, while its always been a problem, totk especially.. is exactly that imo, its generic and a boring good vs evil with no nuance to be found if you are in the target "mass appeal" but as soon as you arent, or know about the most widely used ways of framing, its kinda scary how clearly it turns into a white god appointed savior against the evil arabs imperialism simulator, and it might not have been intended as such, its so normalized that its considered simple and standard.. (i know i go on alot about it, and i dont mean media has to be sanitized uwu perfect and not feature anything problematic- i mean this as a critique of how its presented, it expects and wants you to agree with it, its not like a cautionary tale about serious things like some movies ARE, its a fantasy game 'aimed at kids' ..)
and if its true that they outsourced the writing for the game .. for the sequel to breath of the wild, one of their most successful games ever, then what does that mean for the future? that doesnt sound good at all
with the trends of the dominating media, and how totk turned out, i feel like we are seeing the start of a downfall into 'generic slop' that makes them more money more safely than anything more unique or interesting for the franchise like its happening with everything else that isnt indie
if all that wasnt the case i might not be so focused on it, i might be able to move on much easier, but i cant, i care deeply about it and i feel like im clawing at sand slipping into a giant garbage disposal, im not thrilled and excited for the next game like i was just a few years ago, or direct for that matter, im afraid of what they will do next, and i dont think thats good, and i dont think im the only one either, hyperfixation (special interest?) or not
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#ganondoodles rants#sort of#i know you could apply this to everything these days really#but zelda is still my main fandom thing i care most about#so ......... yeah#might have said it before#and im no expert in anything like dismantling harmful tropes and all#this is still just how i see it#and feel about it
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Holy shit asexual (and cannibal) mitsuba text post memes it's my dream come true !
#tbhk#toilet bound hanako kun#jshk#jibaku shounen hanako kun#mitsuba sousuke#sousuke mitsuba#mitsuba#these pics are all of mitstwoba but they apply to the original guy too#except the last one. hopefully.#asexual headcanons#im not really active in this fandom so idk if its even a thing or not#but i need this headcannon to be known#its so important to me#the second one was actually an aroace post but this kid is so googly-eyed over kou so i edited it#cw cannibalism mention#tw cannibalism mention
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people may accuse me of being problematic for "romanticizing" or even "sexualizing" this. i am doing NEITHER of these things. what i am doing is a secret third thing. and it's worse <3
#back-to-back reblogging hannibal and interview with the vampire always has me thinking about those posts that are like#'i can't believe you would romanticize this toxic relationship—'#i wouldn't actually! i'm aro i don't really care about the romance element at all! and i don't care about sex either. so.#i am engaging in the beautiful new tradition of finding a New way to glorify toxic relationships in the media <3#as long as they're absolutely soaked in blood <3#valentine notes#this applies to venom too obviously. but i live in a beautiful world where i don't engage with fandom#except through the filter of my beautiful wonderful mutuals.#so not only have i not seen anyone else's negative opinions on venom i haven't seen anyone's opinions at all <3
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Mini rant below and in the tags, the only time I’ll talk about this and my personal take on it.
The way people talk about hypothetical male Anya on Twitter and the idea of how Mouthwashing would play out if the genders were swapped makes me remember how people still don’t take sexual assault and rape with male victims with the same gravity, especially when the perpetrator is female.
#not even gonna tag this cause I don’t want to start discourse in the tags but you can absolutely still explore the concepts of patriarchy#toxic masculinity misogyny and rape culture if the genders where swapped#like those concepts don’t disappear just because Anya is a boy now cause you have to think of all the ways it applies to male victims and#I just don’t understand why people keep getting angry when people facilitate different discussion the game opens you up to#like yes I get the frustration with not seeing the conversations you want but start them go find them why complain on other posts when#people are bringing attention to similar issues and the ways they are overlooked dismissed or blame the victim#I for one think we should have more basic clarifying conversations of SA rape cultures and how toxic masculinity and sexism create scenarios#like the Tulpar and enable men like Jimmy but I also can understand and enjoy the topic being expanded upon to include other cases on a#flipped scale like yes how male centered the fandom is is annoying considering the topic but seeing comments saying that SA isn’t as harmful#to men cause they can’t get pregnant is a whole can of worms you really need to unpack cause holy shit#like in this scenario if Jimmy is pregnant and can’t get rid of the baby Anya is the father yes Jimmy is pregnant but that’s because in this#swap she assaulted a man lied to either say it was consensual he forced himself on her or like canon panicked and semi admitted to forcing#him either way he is afraid to do anything because men do get blamed for defending themselves against women in these situations not to#mention the shaming that occurs because he is a man and should step up for the kids sake and likely be told he should be proud a girl wanted#him that much like yes you have to explain it more but bodily autonomy in this scenario is just as nuanced and I can’t believe I have to#defend something being male centered in a game where the rape of a woman is the catalyst just because people are saying SA for men#is not as damaging or degrading or harmful to autonomy as it is to a woman like how can you want conversations on rape culture and shut down#people bringing up other nuances in the conversation#like people are gonna jump around with it I know but if you only want to talk about one thing stay in that sphere like I just don’t get#going to another space especially one that isn’t even being weird or toxic and starting shit cause you don’t like it like the amount of#unnecessary and mean comments on normal art of think pieces I’ve seen on Twitter is crazy like it’s stupid callout shit for the sake of just#not liking something like I’m seeing so much screen shotting and vague posting like just at the bitch and fight about it like it’s still a#relatively small fandom ur just asking for in fighting on like the few things we shouldn’t have to worry about#as a victim my self and who has been in other situations and being afab I just can’t understand the vitriol toward this sort of discussion#mouthwashing#actually I will tag this cause you can explore the themes in mouthwashing still stop being freaks and just block bitches ong
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talking about SteveNat is always a bizarre experience because I probably cannot be clearer about the fact that I ship them and want them to kiss on the mouth and yet whenever a post moves out of my orbit it immediately morphs into "yeah they're such good friends, I love a brotp."
#it's my bizarre superpower to LOSE readers whenever I write shipfic but applied to posts#I am probably one of the only writers in fandom who would be way more popular if I wrote gen#and I know this because my numbers on gen (like wake morning and yonder) are significantly higher than my numbers on shipfic#I don't get them frequently anymore -- home doesn't tend to pick up this kind of reader and it's my one REALLY shippy fic --#but you would be SHOCKED at the number of comments I got on gambit and even backbone wishing the ship wasn't there#or saying that they skipped all the ship scenes#gambit whatever people hate the ot3 this is the least of gambit's problems#I do not on the other hand understand how people read backbone and came to the conclusion that the kanan/hera was incidental#as a result I always feel really really guilty when I write shipfic#and part of me will always wonder if things like home and horizon wouldn't be better fics#if I hadn't been so self-indulgent as to put in the ships#not just better received but better fics period#:/#adventures in accountability#bedlam watches the mcu#talking about feedback in public
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every time i see someone mischaracterize matthias as a dumb, blonde, malewife with no personality except being nina's (dead) boyfriend i want to fistfight god and cause the mass extinction of humanity
#because like did we read the same books?#yeah matthias is a great boyfriend and sort of malewife-y#thats not the only part of his character!#like he isnt just some random character who only exists to make nina seem like a girlboss#he has so much character potential and development#just because leigh bardugo didnt make him have some big personality and act all main character-y#doesnt mean he's flat and boring and 2 dimensional#honestly leigh sort of wronged him by not giving her more relationships and development with other characters#and not giving him more development in genera#but from what she did give him#hes great#i get so sick of mischaracterization and lack of media literacy#six of crows#soc#six of crows fandom#matthias helvar#crooked kingdom#nina zenik#helnik#sort of#not sure if the nina tag and helnik tag really apply#but like the relationship and nina are both mentioned so i added it to be safe#mischaracterization#media literacy#or lack thereof
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I'd hate to sound pretentious or smth but I was watching a vid talking about media literacy when it comes to booktok and this idea with those girlies that thinking/engaging with something critically isn't fun and the only way to have fun is to turn off your brain... I don't think VG suffers from this as much as a lot of booktok shite but in comparison to the other games it rly does feel like you're not meant to be paying attention or thinking about your actions (cough not like you get to chose any of your actions COUGH), or the implications of anything? and I'm not trying to say VG fans are stupid or smth cause I think many Want something to think about, but I feel like I've seen a lot of people have to reach very far or just straight up make shit up to engage with the game? (Other games aren't perfect but I was immersed with the games enough to stop and think about how my choice will affect xyz, that didn't happen in VG) There's nothing to chew on in VG basically 😭
it's only pretentious if you don't mean it! but yeah i think there are a lot of parallels to be drawn here - i don't know how to say this without sounding like an annoying gamer bro, but now that gaming is more accessible, it feels like aaa companies do their best to cater to the widest possible demographic. market research probably shows that the majority of people don't want to be challenged or experience negative emotions, ask someone who plays games very casually whether they'd want to experience horrible consequences for picking evil actions in a game they'd probably say "um?? no? why would i want that?" but ask someone who plays a lot of rpgs and they'll probably at least understand the importance of those choices, even if they don't pick them personally. i don't think gaming is an old enough industry to have fully pinned down market research in the same way tv has - when you look at viewing figures, the most watched shows are soap operas and family sitcoms. that doesn't mean prestige tv doesn't have its place, it just means that the majority of people don't watch tv to experience the feelings shows like interview with the vampire want you to feel lol
dav doesn't actually ask any questions of the player. you're told what's wrong and what's right and not really asked to make any moral judgements. the bad guys that you kill are barely human so you don't feel bad about cutting them down (the antaam are dehumanised while the venatori are cartoon characters), the companion quests all end nicely no matter what choice you pick, the big act 1 choice is the closest you get to a negative consequence and it still feels very safe because you don't ever feel like you've done something wrong.
and yeah, it does feel like people writing analysis of vg are TRYING to chew on it, but so much of the enjoyment seems to be about coming up with your own fanon to play in a sandbox. which is fine. that's how i enjoy dai tbf. but it's sad to see after dao and da2, especially knowing how many other games there are that let you do this. SKYRIM is more complex than dav, and that's the game i always mention when talking about power fantasy sandboxes
the booktok stuff is kind of nuanced ofc, turn-your-brain-off rubbish has been available since the beginning of time and i feel like the real reason it's becoming more popular is self-publishing and people being more open about reading it on social media. i've written shitty 19th century porn and it was no better than whatever the mafia boss 50 shades ripoff writers are doing now. buuut also i think the way it spills out into other genres, and this increasing idea that fantasy/sci-fi should be about "escapism", is really fucking over people trying to get published while writing something complicated.
#ask#anonymous#imo it also doesnt help that bioware games are kind of 'fandom-y' and there seem to be a lot of people who dont play games normally but#are fans of da / me#the booktok thing is like... i also find these people really annoying but also if you want to a beach 20 years ago#and looked at what everyone was reading then compared it to today id bet the overall quality would be the same#like shitty crime thrillers that are churned out every few months. mills & boon. horrible scifi. definitely all things that have been#around for ages#usually i dont defend booktok because im a hater before anything else but in a way i think dav is worse than that#because it's entirellly corporate#ugh i wrote my dissertation on negative emotion and gender this summer. some of it really applies to dav but idk what will#happen to my brain if i reread it to recycle arguments and write a dav essay
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still haven't moved on from zane in this episode (aka I hit tag limit again and am unhappy about it)
#alek insanity#not gonna main tag this but prepare for a tiny rant#home is actually really good zane characterization and its super cool to me how it holds up to this day#s1 characterization is very specific to me because the behaviors displayed by the ninja there (mostly) isnt bc thats how they really are but#its due to societal pressure. cole originally being more 'stone faced tough guy' -> 'down to earth' -> 'really sensible easy to talk to guy'#is because hes always been a sensitive guy... but he felt he couldnt express that true version of himself. thats the whole thing behind his#true potential. jay going from s1 -> s6 -> now is less of societal pressure and more teenager figuring himself out but it still applies. ish#seeing how much the ninja have changed or grown from then to now is amazing because back then they all wore masks. they didnt know each#other all that well. but theyve gained that comfortability with each other and also have grown and matured as people#some seasons / eps characterization for certain people im not a fan of (lloyds random misogyny arc in s13) but i mean the overall trend here#and then there is zane. zane in home was pretty dead on to how he behaves now (at least... when it comes to his faults?) and i dont want to#say people skim over that but i am the sf proclaimed n1 s1e2 fan and overthink every scene. zane's early characterization is some of my fav#for him period. he also goes through a ton of traumatic stuff and a ton of bad writing bouts but why he acts so 'weird' or 'distant' has#always been a thread sewn in. he changed so much he stayed the same in a way... if that makes sense. -> ohhh the ninja get mail and he#doesnt? oh he has no family? he quite literally walks away from that situation. oh the ninja are yelling in his face and asking whats wrong#with him? he literally walks away from that situation. he says its to follow the falcon but seeing how he apologized to them by not only#baking a ton of pies (cough... the food fight is what led to him leaving at first) but he also found them a whole entire new house.#zane is unable to truly value what he does for others. insert him in s11 saying he 'tried' to fufill his goal of protecting others.#everything he has ever done still isnt good enough. then the ninja tried to apologize and he didnt really... let them.#that one post about characters putting on facades and that facade being how people really see them. even in fandom. thats zane to me#the guy who lies about being upset and avoids his problems ran away after being yelled at? and he said he wasnt really mad? that is a lie!!#him being a ~360 when it comes to his character development is neat to me because he never hid behind a mask in the same way the others did#cole wanting to seem tough vs being really soft? kai wanting approval so bad he starts being selfish? kai isnt selfish usually!#he is self centered but that is a whole different thing. just wanting to fit in and breaking free of that. zane's true potential came in the#form of 'i finally know why i am not normal' instead of 'i will be my true self'. zane never pretended to not be weird#(instert book) states he literally didnt know why people got mad at him. he just existed and it was 'wrong'. the mask he hid behind was#avoidance. he was pretty open about how he actually was (most of the time). when he was upset he would audibly sigh and walk away lol#but for him saying he wasnt upset / saddened by the ninja... it felt like a moment of selflessness. if that makes sense. he blamed himself#for the monestary burning down. so he didnt deserve the apologies (ish) in the virtues of spinjitzu zane is shown as the generous one iirc#he puts the needs of others over his own. he will bear whatever burden he needs if others are happy. at that same time he doesnt allow
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#shitposting brought to you by mind flayer tadpoles#BG3 fandom critical#this applies to any fandom really#but this post is about Astarion's fandom™#at this point Larian just needs to delete him from the game#put us all out of our miseries of dealing with some of these fans™#do the right thing Larian#save us all please because every day it's something#I am so very tired#BG3#fandom critical
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it's been over a week but i legit haven't stopped thinking about this
#because i think it doesn't just apply to book publishing but really any kind of writing#including fanfiction#especially in current fandom times when everything feels just so fast paced#and it's SO easy to fall into this whole mindset of believing you gotta keep up with this pace#a lot of smart people have said a lot of smart things about the current state of fandom and i won't fall into a rant here#but i too often have to remind myself that me writing is supposed to be fun and not a fucking race#that i'm not competing with anyone#that i'm not creating 'content' to be consumed like some fast food#that there's no such thing as a flop fic if it was written with love and drive behind it#and yeah the jealousy man#it's an ugly feeling no matter which end you're on#comparison is a knife which we inevitably walk into#i love my writer friends to death and i will always always always cheer for them bc no one else will get this#but we're all just humans with very real and sometimes ugly emotions and i wish we could talk about this more openly#at the end of the day we want to be seen and acknowledged and we're our very own worst critics#ugh i have too many thoughts about this all#i need to lie down and feel normal again#lale.txt
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recursion.
[Image ID: An illustration of hands cupped around the orange flame of a lighter, sketched in rough white lines. Text runs across the background, fragments interrupted and of varying opacity but following the same scheme. The clearest and most intact set of lines reads:
“A house of straw
Among other houses
Using candles
Inhabited by people who love to read”
End ID.]
#malevolent#malveolent 45#<- the loop conversation specifically but it applies to all of s5 to be honest#time helix theory holding strong!!!#really into combinatory poetics lately if you can’t tell. might do another of these with theo lutz stochastic texts#fuckkk and I was gonna do the beckett company one. need a fandom homework extension lmao
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