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I think that anon yelling at you about the USB is thinking you're trying to get back with an ex-boyfriend or something and is trying to insert themselves
yeah literally like ANYTHING could be on that usb and none of you know what my friendship with the guy is/was like
#it's not getting to him i've decided against the whole thing#ALSO. NOT A BOYFRIEND.#a friend. i am a lesbian. please. not saying this against you anon i know what you're saying. but just in general. i am a lesbian.#anyway my point is don't assume you know everything about my life. you don't know if it's a good idea. you don't know what's on that usb#i know i post a LOT on here but i am in fact keeping a lot private#frankly what's a worse idea was that LETTER god#i haven't reread it since last night but oh my god he absolutely cannot read that#it also doesn't read as the person he knows me to be at all.#i just wanted to give him his promised christmas present and some cookies and to tell him i think of things i want to tell him constantly#but it doesn't matter honestly.#i am not trying to get back with an ex-boyfriend#i'm not even trying to convince my friend to come back and talk to me#i just want to let him know that i miss him. that i care about him.#that i'm here for him even when he wants to distance himself.#i'm not capable of convincing him to come back. i just love him you know. i don't want to lose him.#asks
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JK... Unless
#dragon age: veilguard#datv#Lucanis Dellamorte#Taash#Lace Harding#Rook#Spite#rookanis#taash x harding#Tirena Mercar#They didn't let me have 3 companions in the party because they knew this banter with a romanced Lucanis there would have been too easy#I love Taash and Harding's romance banter just no holds bars you will listen to this#Rook manifesting a room for them in their mind bc really guys u can't wait until we get home?#real man stating emoji hours: I'm right here#Spite will bother Lucanis later: bc how dare he tell Rook no#even if he doesn't get why Rook was told no ('it doesn't matter we do not tell Rook no')#anyway this is my dumb comic#ft not 1 but 2 couples#so happy valenties I guess??#art: mine#also#honestly happy with Tirena's expressions here#I was trying to capture the jump of disgust to intrigue with brittany's kombucha video as inspo#I might not have quite nailed it exactly but hey I'll take liking it regardless
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So I never really questioned Kabru and Mithrun's dynamic given what's coming up, but that episode really emphasized some stuff to me. We know already that long-lived races, particularly elves, have a tendency to dismiss the other groups as being childlike. But the sheer infantilization that everyone, and specifically Kabru, have to deal with in that episode really hammers it home.
When Kabru mentions his adoption, pretty much all of the Canaries start immediately treating him like a toddler. And we know from flashbacks in the manga that he received pretty much the same treatment from his adopter - I wouldn't say he was quite treated like a favored pet, but it's much closer to that than any kind of healthy relationship dynamic.
So when Mithrun stands up, gets in his face, looks him eye-to-eye and says: "You're plotting something. I'm going to find out what.", that? That is the first time in this scene - maybe in his life - that an elf takes Kabru seriously. Mithrun has his own thing going on, but regardless of his reasoning, he addresses Kabru as a person and an adult. As someone with complex motivations who could potentially trip him up. I don't doubt Kabru has in the past used that infantilization to his advantage, but it's blatantly obvious that he doesn't enjoy it. Who would? So Mithrun starting their relationship by treating Kabru as a peer explains a lot about their dynamic down the line, in my opinion.
Kabru doesn't have to prove his humanity, his personhood, his adulthood to this man, one of a group infamous for how they treat younger species. It must feel like one hell of a paradigm shift.
EDIT: I've seen it pointed out on this post and others that Kabru also shows Mithrun understanding and decency and sees him in a way that others haven't been and I think that's a very important parallel and good point.
#dungeon meshi spoilers#i suggest blacklisting that tag if you aren't caught up#minor spoilers for following the latest ep too#dungeon meshi#elk text#kabru#captain mithrun#mithrun#yes mithrun has his reasons for acting the way he does#but that doesn't like... invalidate the fact that he DID act the way he does#and honestly given his backstory him treating others like equals no matter how intentionally is kind of a big deal
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It's not that I hate fanon or that I think fanon is inherently less intelligent or morally wrong, but a LOT of fanon is based in racism, misogyny, and classism that I feel like a lot of you accept without question.
WHY is Duke (Daredevil, son of a god, has never once allowed himself to be defined by anyone's actions but his own) relegated to a background role, only characterized by reacting to the whims of other bats?
Why is Babs - Birds of Prey leader and backbone of the hero society, tells Bruce to fuck off and die 4 times a day and is constantly ruining her relationships by being biased and unhinged - Gotham bound, the mature responsible mom of the group who never argues with Bruce and never gets in trouble?
Why is Dick, both a tactical genius and master manipulator, a himbo only appreciated for his sex appeal? Especially when he is both Romani (group of people demonized and condemned as hypersexual by their nature alone) and an SA victim.
WHY is Damian "feral" and "uncivilized" despite being raised as a literal prince? Half of you treat him like a sociopath with no hope of redemption for an unfunny three second joke and the other half of you go full throttle into Bruce's white savior bullshit so that Damian can be "redeemed". Y'know when you're not villainizing Talia and acting like Dick is his other parent, actually.
WHY is Stephanie - extremely intelligent detective who can't stand Bruce and has a living mother she loves - lumped in as another member of the Batfam, a blonde ditz who only cares about prank wars and emotionally supporting Tim?
WHY is Cass - intelligent, a grown adult, suicidal perfectionist - emotionally intelligent, primarily existing to support the characters around her, immediately accepting of everyone she meets regardless of her own morals?
Why is Bruce the golden standard? Enough so that though everyone in the fandom could agree that he's an emotionally unstable wreck, being considered "the most like him" is seen as a compliment and not the HIGHEST insult? Everyone would agree if I said that Bruce purposely self sabotages his relationship half the time and the other half he simply does things without caring about the emotional impact it will have on people because he has to be the smartest in the room, but if I said that makes him a shit partner and emotionally abusive parent the fandom would bend over backwards to argue with me.
Why is Tim "the best Robin" when Dick Grayson invented the mantle, it is impossible for someone to embody the spirit of Robin better than him because he made it and he created what being Robin means. Maybe Tim is the best in Bruce's eyes, but what Robin means and who has the right to give it over was a significant thing they argued about. Tim the high school drop out, and yet also somehow the smartest? Tim "the most like Bruce" except no he's not, that's Cass. Poor neglected, abused, victimized little Timmy (the rich boy at the elite boarding school with loving albeit busy parents and almost every instance of him being victimized by another character has either been racist bullshit - The Al Ghuls and Rose Wilson- or a complete 180 for the character that made no sense when examined through the lens of prior characterization - Jason for instance.)
Almost every fanon trope that gets passed around like gospel seems to deliberately push POC characters and women into the background and strip them of interesting complex traits and stories, usually for the purpose of fitting them all into bite sized incorrect quote character types and uncomplicated narrative roles that are not only completely divergent from canon, but primarily exist to prop up the two rich white boys.
Also the insistence that Bruce, a 20 year old at the time, should actually be excused for how much he mentally and emotionally fucked Dick up because really they're more like siblings! While deciding that Dick at the same age was actually the perfect candidate to be Damian's new parent/guardian...have you lost the fucking plot you don't even make sense to yourselves.
Okay I lied at the beginning, I do hate fanon. You guys are so uncritical about the media you consume it is BEYOND just letting people enjoy things and have fun. I guess it's one thing if you KNOW this stuff isn't canon and UNDERSTAND why these tropes are problematic and you engage with it as such, it's fine read and write what you want, but just spreading the same nonsense around and parading it around as "better than canon" (version of the character so bland and boring you've somehow made the old white men at DC look like geniuses in the art of representation) is just infuriating.
#I didn't talk about Jason because every other post I make is about how bad fanon has fucked him up#and I would have mentioned Helena but honestly her being pushed out of the family is more a matter of people not reading comics#I wouldn't consider Jason her “replacement” accept in the moral philosophy department#wherein Helena feels an inherent guilt that Jason simply doesn't#and while Helena is firmly an anti hero Jason is willing to kill heroes if it means accomplishing his goals#I do think there's something to be said about his fanon relationship to Bruce and Cass#that directly replaces Helena's actual canon relationships though#If any of you bring up the Catholic Jason headcanon I'll kill you#I made posts about that already she did not trademark Catholicism#dc#canon vs fanon#bruce wayne#dick grayson#damian wayne#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#Barbara Gordon#duke thomas#tim drake#It IS really weird how you guys keep giving Bette Kanes actual canon identity to random people#like damn you couldn't even do a cursory Google search before you gave Wally or Tim or w/e her mantle
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Being bisexual is only cool if you're transgender or Frank Ocean
#soft launching scrams bisexuality arc#honestly idk if im bi or not#and honestly#ive reached a point in my life where it doesn't really matter
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distant blue sky
#wanted to make an isat piece w color#my art#in stars and time#isat siffrin#isat fanart#isat#also wanted to make an isat piece with a pokemon reference in there somewhere for the joke#but i can’t find a good composition for the other one i had planned so. distant blue sky beam#actually such a fire episode#just so everyone knows my other idea was to redraw kalos crisis screenshots over loop hangout#specifically something to do with “who knew the end of something could be so beautiful?”#im not crucifying siffrin i swear#i was gonna do that quote with the king when he gets bonnie but idk? he wouldnt see it as the end obviously#loop might bt loop also wouldnt see the end of the hangout as something that good#just based on context of that whole scene/episode of the anime honestly i think the king and siffrin would fit best no matter#who the conversation would be with#but the kings character just isnt like that#idk maybe ill have to have a conversation with cat or klesek because i do want to do a kalos crisis screenshot redraw over the gay timeloop#because that would be funny as hell#but first i need to find something that fits well enough and doesn't make me look like an idiot with 0 reading comprehension
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time is so fucking scary. because it does not care if you are happy. you will think I wish to stay like this, right here in this moment. i have found my place. but then time comes like a wave and pushes you forward. you cannot stay. and neither can the people you love. forward forward forward. time has ripped the claws from my hands, and the teeth from my mouth, as I have tried to cling to yesterday. but you must move forward forward forward. Forward forward forward. Forward forward forward. Forward forward forw—
#i recently went back to the place in which i was happiest in my life#and it has changed and doesn't look the same#and doesn't belong to me anymore#and quite honestly nothing aches quite like knowing#that no matter what i do i can never go back#that even if i stayed it would have all gone away anyway#that i had to move forward#and i had to let go of the things that made me happy#because time wouldn't stop#soph rambles
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y'all ever think abt how it was julie having the affair and it is even said multiple times that she was the one who left him, yet wilson was still the one who left their home and moved in with house. like. he couldn't bear to stay in their home alone. he immediately ran to house and stayed on his couch for weeks. suffered through his pranks and his laziness and his manipulation. telling him he wants him gone while sabotaging his attempts to leave. and he only left once he got a girlfriend again.
#chyanne speaks#house md#hilson#hate crimes md#gregory house#james wilson#i think his inability to be alone is such an interesting quality of his that isnt touched on enough#like yes we all haha at his long string of unsuccessful relationships but we dont talk abt it all stemming from his inability to be alone#his first wife leaves him and then he remarried quickly#he cheats on the second wife and remarries quickly#the third wife cheats on him and leaves him and he immediately moves in with house#and then starts dating a patient and immediately moves in with her#but!!! then he moves into the hotel and is alone for like almost a year! and honestly he NEEDED IT#bc GROWTH happened in that year and he meets someone who doesn't fit his M.O. who breaks away from the mold#although he does immediately move in with her too but still. amber was different. she was the step in the right direction#and then she dies.#and then wilson throws himself into the left field. everything needs to change. he's spent so long fearing being alone.#so he tries to leave so he is completely and totally alone without house to fall back on#but house needs him. he needs him too much. they need each other too much.#and he falls back to house again. and he's content that way. he's always the most content when he's with house. always feels the least alone#and then sam comes back into his life and ruins e v e r y t h i n g#he falls right back onto those old patterns. kicks house out and moves her in. and then what happens??? of course??? she leaves him. again.#and then he's alone again and it hurts. he gets a cat that we only hear about twice and then never gets brought up again#but wilson has his kitty. he has house. he's not alone. he can be content.#and then house fucks everything up. he goes to prison. wilson is alone again.#im honestly SHOCKED that wilson didnt remarry in that year they were apart but he was rly trying to change!#he was working on himself and trying to make changed he thought would be good for him#and then house comes back. and house won't LET wilson be alone. he wont leave him alone.#and it's exactly what wilson has been yearning for since the day he drove that car into cuddys house#and in the end. as long as he had house that was all that mattered. as long as he had house he wasn't alone.
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Visualizing Leviathan while he was in Celestial Realm's Navy vs. Years after he left.
Absolute Noodlefication of a Man.
#obey me lilium#obey me au#obey me#art#doodles#obey me leviathan#OML Leviathan#main tag because honestly this is AU adjacent/headcanon#also I lied some art posts are gonna be on here#also second leviathan is Angel Levi not Demon Levi#it doesn't matter a lot but I figure I should mention it#just realized his traps are too big on otaku mode#oh well RIP
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the thing about eliot spencer as a character, right. the thing about him.
(and as always your mileage may vary on my analyses so if we disagree that's cool actually)
is that he is in fact a somewhat emotionally constipated idiot who is occasionally sensitive about his perceived masculinity and gets defensive about emotional intimacy around other men (largely hardison, who's much more comfortable expressing affection and embracing a softer kind of masculinity), but eliot displays enough emotional awareness and sensitivity and respect for women etc etc that anyone who's been subjected to that era of television will put on rose-tinted glasses without even looking twice.
(and he is, don't get me wrong, incredibly emotionally aware for a professionally punchy guy with enough trauma to sink the titanic. it still startles me to see.)
on top of which we have the layers and the accessories and the excellent hair with the secret braids and the way he barely has an ego and he's good with kids and protective of his team without taking it too far, and some of us never stood a fucking chance.
#eliot#eliot spencer#orig#further discussion in further tags#I'm being perhaps a little critical and there are other ways to read eg the fragile masculinity moments#but I Do think they were intended this way and largely come across this way#I'm quite happy playing with a fanon eliot who's better at this shit is the thing? it feels faithful enough to the original.#but this is something I'm chewing over in a rewatch and it's interesting so far#the fact that he pretty consistently respects women doesn't stop him from treating men and women differently y'know?#the fact that his bantering with hardison expresses affection and gets quite soft over time#doesn't stop him from pushing hardison away on a semi-regular basis. often physically.#the fact that the fandom unanimously decided he's an utter gentleman in matters of dating#doesn't quite negate the time he physically stopped aimee from getting away when he wanted to talk to her#though that's one I might disregard because it's so early and I think they hadn't quite figured out the characters then#and it was admittedly a brief moment followed by very consensual happenings#perhaps. honestly. eliot may be reflecting the attitudes of the show here.#which were very progressive for the time and are still startling on several fronts now but also showing definite signs of age#arguably fanon eliot (as I understand him) is eliot adjusted for inflation. as it were.#there's a lot going on here I'm having a normal amount of thoughts about it I'm. stopping now
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idk about you, but it is still crazy to me that excatly 3 years ago (Jan 2022) I started shipping Jayvik after watching Arcane season 1, and the fandom at the time was pretty moderate, but outside of the fujo yaoi bubble it wasn't that popular, and that was fine with me - but cut to now (2025) and every day it's like I'm doing 50 lines of yaoi cocaine. 10,000+ fics in the ao3 tag, new fanart and au ideas being shared every day, too much fanmerch for me to afford, bbno$ fujo-ing tf out every day on twitter, couples getting married using the "in all timelines, all possibilities, only you..." line in their wedding ceremonies(?!), literally everyone who worked on Arcane (except Christian Linke) treating Jayvik like it's canon...
like idk wtf is happening. in all my years of shipping this has never happened to me and a ship that I like. it just makes me feel a little bonkers when I realise the insane cultural impact Jayvik is having on EVERYONE!!!!
#jayvik#arcane#jayce talis#viktor arcane#jayce x viktor#viktor#lemon mango personals#a lot of talk on twitter right now about Jayvik going canon;#and honestly I'm fine with it either way#if they become canon; that's great! I hope CL cries lmao#if not; it doesn't matter bc I've been soooooo well fed by all the content :')
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Portrait pains
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#Poorly Drawn MDZS#MDZS#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Alt caption was 'Could the YLLZ Ball?"#Yes; that is a redraw of the 'could jesus ball' art#wwx reaction to the yllz 'charms' is so funny to me#Him going 'UM sorry??? He was a hot babe? What the hell is THIS????' Comes off like he's some fanboy#better yet lwj is *right beside him*#Lwj prob wouldn't have any yllz portraits - no matter how wonderfully painful that image would be#they just aren't accurate enough#Honestly the portraits are such a good diegetic storytelling tool to show us physically how *literally* twisted the image of wwx is#It doesn't hold up to the truth! Its just poorly drawn representations of a deeper and tragic narrative#......hey wait a minute
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@little-meowyao a naive and temporary sense of belonging u.u
#mdzs#nieyao#meng yao#jin guangyao#nie mingjue#jgy#nmj#i'm so normal about jgy having nie braids. so normal.#however needing to DRAW nie braids is a whole separate matter what a nightmare#i am so grateful that i get to shove that stupid hat on jgy's head most of the time because trying to figure out how to draw these braids#in a way that is a) recognizable and b) not completely idiotic is brutal#i have no idea if i succeed at either one of these goals#anyway i like to think that the precursor to this picture is:#nie huaisang (intentionally) messing around with meng yao's hair but not actually giving him FORMAL nie braids#(since he's not sect leader he doesn't TECHNICALLY have the right to invite him to do that)#(but he does make a mess of meng yao's hair and meng yao is just waiting for a way to politely slip away and fix it)#nmj sees it though and is like ''you can't walk around like that. you look ridiculous. sit. i'm fixing this.''#at which point he DOES give meng yao proper nie braids#(not that he like. explains anything about them. meng yao is smart he'll understand. obviously.)#nie huaisang is smug as a cat who got the cream when he sees them the next day and promises to teach meng yao how to maintain them#my art#honestly i think nieyao is one of my favourite ships out of any of mxtx's works it's SO good#maybe even top three? they're just so bad for each other on every conceivable level and i want to play with them like a chew toy#i also i want someone to save jgy so badly. so badly.
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oh damn born to fail officially surpassed dance in fire for number of views and downloads on itch io. thats kinda crazy considering it's only been out a few months... thank u all 🧮
#i kinda didn't think it would happen... i figured team dark was just more popular lol#im not really much of a numbers or analytics person bc ive learned it honestly doesn't matter that much#but i did work way harder on btf so its kinda nice#🖨️
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What I like about episode 5 is that even though Bouche supposedly had noble intentions for making Michiru and Shouma miserable for years, he still hurt them and Shouma's feelings aren't rendered invalid because "Bouche did it out of love". An explanation isn't going to erase the years Shouma spent seeing his mother cry for countless nights - or resolve his trauma and helplessness when his half siblings murdered his mother, even though she didn't qualify as good Dark Snack spice (therefore rendering Bouche's efforts moot; it just delayed the inevitable, sadistic actions of his other children)
I also like how Shouma, by deciding he wants to keep making people happy despite the risks, is breaking away from perpetuating a cycle created by his father? Bouche thought letting Michiru and Shouma be happy would put them in danger, but rather than gathering his resolve to protect them with everything he had - or send them far away - or at the very least shut down the very company profiting off the deaths of humans - he isolated them and treated them horribly. In a similar vein, Shouma tried to isolate himself from humans; initially because he saw himself as a monster (which ties into his poor self-image), then because his presence made humans prime Dark Snack ingredients. However, how effective is that strategy when Shouma's left lonely and with no way of really moving forward from the past, while the people he made new connections with are left wondering if they did something wrong, and possibly develop misconceptions about him? It's ultimately a useless course of action, and if anything continues to pin the blame on Shouma and other targeted humans when the fault truly lies with a family relying on the happiness of the 'weak' to assert their superiority
#14shyx#kamen rider#kamen rider gavv#kr.gavv: episode 5#gavv spoilers#long post#these are somewhat fractured thoughts of mine but i hope i got the points across#i honestly thought they were going to handwave bouche's actions#prob bc i've seen stuff like 'he made a homicidal satellite to be petty but that's okay bc he had a tiger parent!' over the years#so i was pleasantly(?) surprised that they didn't try to minimize shouma's feelings#(then again i can't compare komura's takes on forgiveness and redemption with yuya takahashi's takes#takahashi is big on ppl being able to change for the better no matter how far they've fallen - whether they're hero or villain#komura in comparison has a black-and-white approach with a couple of grey characters#and if someone is bad then she usually doesn't bother trying to humanize/justify them#again - that's a discussion for another time)
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quick thing of jar
#my art#don't feed the muse#dftm#muse arg#jared warrenheim#i honestly Do Not Fuckig Like This Guy because of how. certain fans heavily mischaracterise him#like. sure he's traumatised and tragic but also he sucks!!! he's a genuine creep!!! embrace that!!! that's what makes him interesting!!!!!!#whatevz. holding up random lyrics to him like paint chips#messed em up slightly but doesn't matter. too late to fix
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