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Six sentences Sunday
It has been A While since I've managed to post any writing here, and I missed WIP Wednesday two weeks in a row despite the best of intentions, so here, have some rock star au:
Xiaobao is mad at him.
Xiaobao is, in fact, really, really mad at him and Li Lianhua is kind of over it. The kid has been stomping around outside muttering for the last ten minutes, kicking at the card table and glaring at it like he can set it on fire with his mind.And, fuck, but Li Lianhua is tired. He’s worked three shifts in a row, his legs ache from standing, the grease burn on his inner arm is throbbing and the last thing he wants to do is deal with this shit. Just because he doesn’t want to go out right now is not some, some larger commentary on their… relationship, or whatever. Xiaobao is being ridiculous.
#mysterious lotus casebook#li lianhua#fang duobing#writing is a bullshit hobby#rock star au#dance the silence down#i am at the pulling teeth stage of writing#which isn't too surprising given... everything#but is definitely frustrating#whiny voice: i don't WIKE it
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newest issue of first years fashion just dropped
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#nobara kugisaki#fushiguro megumi#itafushikugi#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#this quickly got away from me#taking hina from 3 days ago who thought 'yeah ill do 3 outfits for each of them what's the harm' and strangling her w my bare hands#original concept fr this was drawing the kids each matching a different outfit w gojo#but i got frustrated by th heights and placement so i said no tall people allowed and scrapped gojo from plans <3#tbh it wouldnt have been /that/ much better in terms of workload but the 3 drawings it would have saved me isnt nothing#but im just complaining fr nothing atp lmao i love all of these sm i love playing dress up with my tuoys (the jjk first years)#love treating them like mannequins i love coming up w outfits layer those kids UP#nobara especially i have so much fun brainstorming she looks good in everything To Me#i dressed megumi more smart casual than normal bc he's got gojo's credit card info and if i want him in balenciagas gdi he's gna get them#also listen i love megumi we know this but fr the sake of not dressing him in solid colour slacks and sweaters 3 different ways#i gave him the workout fit. it cant b yuuji all the time ok i think we deserve megumi in a compression shirt as a treat#speaking of yuuji good god where do i start#he's definitely stylish but in a 'got dressed in the dark/threw on the first articles of clothing i saw' way and i adore him so much for it#wears things tht make him happy w no regard for how they may or may not look tgt bless his heart#also i drew th skateboard fr posing purposes entirely forgetting my prior hc that yuuji cant skate so i roughed him up fr consistency#th boy just ate concrete but is ready to get back up and try again what a champ#anyway bless this line and shading style i lov u less detailed render i love u sharp swoopy fabric lines#saved me sm time fr#also this is my application fr the mappa jjk marketing team they should hire me and let me dress the chars id be so good i promise#ill even take out the vocaloid and pop culture references i wont infringe on any ip i sweaaarr
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grumpy peebo
#pyro's alittle frustrated guys#they've got an emergency marker for when ever they need the angry eyebrows#pyro voice lines my beloved <3#this is like my first “proper” anaimation#atleast that wasn't done 6 years ago#even did some proper smear frames :]#very fun#doodles#ferngle art#animation#tf2 pyro#tf2#it definitely pauses for too long on the bottom of the spin#but i dont feel like fixing it#WE MOVE ON
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i think its so funny when people take the way donnie acts at face value even though its a horrible lie because he's a horrible liar, while understanding leo is bullshitting very well despite him actually being GOOD at bullshitting. many such cases
#personal#rottmnt#although tbf its probably because with leo its unpacked more thoroughly in the movie#donnie is not a morally ambiguous emotionally unavailable bad boy. he is very sensitive actually#he's a little crybaby /aff#and like this isnt hidden. he isnt SECRETLY sensitive or secretly caring its very out in the open actually#he's not hiding it well AT ALL AND THEY ALL KNOW IT LMAOOOOOOOO#i think donnie's perception of himself is somewhat earnest and somewhat. not? he DEFINITELY thinks he's more evil than he actually is#BGHFHDHGJFHG#i think what causes him to lash out and struggle to communicate is his inability to articulate his feelings#they are just too big for him. like its the exact opposite of robotic#he cant force himself to give a fuck but when he DOES its too much#so he yells and lashes out or he shuts down completely#honestly i think the perception of him being too sensitive being a problem makes way more sense than the perception of him being 'robotic'#when it comes to struggles in how his family sees him at least#even in little ways you can see him take it pretty personally when he's insulted#he struggles to blow things off#and i think it would also explain his tendency to like. visibly calm himself down when he gets upset? its a thing he does a lot in the show#he desperately wants to destroy that perception of him because he's trying so hard to close himself off#he doesn't want to be the sensitive one that cant take anything. it especially works in line with his shell#it was a big inspiration for canary continuity tbh. donnie should struggle with being the sensitive one in fic more#mikey is more empathetic and he's more emotional but donnie's quicker to feel offended or take things personally#BACKED UP HEAVILY BY CANON#that 'you can be honest with me! no hard feelings' - 'he's lyinggggggg'#like he's not upset with them babying him as much as he is with them genuinely finding it frustrating that he can fall behind like that#and just cannot take shit like that. so he tries to pull back and not seem as affected as he is#theyre a very cuddly family but mind you they can be actually mean to each other like that!!
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thinking about the effects of Kira being raised in a refugee camp and never (as far as we know) having a formal education never being addressed on the show properly. she's obviously not a scientist or an engineer but her position as first officer still means that she has to supervise all of the engineers and scientists on ds9 to some degree. and as much as the Starfleet characters are uncomfortable with roughing it and the terrorist tactics Kira still needs to use every once in awhile, i think it's a really underrated idea for Kira to be just as uncomfortable with a lot of the high-concept science thrown around between the Starfleet people. she knows all of the practical stuff she needs to – how to repair essential technology, how to fly ships, how to use weaponry – but i could imagine her being really insecure about not fully understanding the underlying concepts the way everyone in Starfleet does.
anyways, i think Jadzia would pick up on Kira's insecurity eventually and would start giving her secret math lessons to get her up to speed so she can join in on all the Science Talk.
#just imagining jadzia & kira having alternating date nights where jadzia tries to convince kira to have fun in the holodeck (always fails)#and then they go learn calculus together (kira definitely likes this more though the lack of immediate practicality is still frustrating)#kira nerys#ds9#my posts#also thinking about the worldbuilding implications at large of the bajorans generally lacking a formal education and thus unable to rank up#and despite how education is often used to discriminate (against those without resources or with disabilities)#starfleet still very much seems to subscribe to formal education above all else even if someone might have the practical skills#(see b'elanna dropping out of the academy because of discrimination and her professors never meeting her needs)#anyways. many thoughts tonight.
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Obsessed with how Lottie is one of the only Yellowjackets who is not mean to or annoyed by Misty. I’m not saying she’s exactly friendly to her but at the very least she’s polite and non-judgemental. Even when she’s dismissive or exasperated it doesn’t come off as an aversion to Misty herself (like when faced with Misty’s aggressiveness towards her in s2). In s3 ep2, Lottie even awkwardly hugs her and attempts to comfort her about Nat’s death and her own guilt. It’s even funnier because Misty is often annoyed, suspicious of and weirded out by Lottie,
#i actually think there’s more to talk about regarding this….#lottie as the antler queen in s2 and misty as someone desperate to be liked and admired who feels good in proximity to figures like nat or#jackie—in s3 we see she confided in shauna who is being set up as someone who everyone is frightened and wary of someone who could actually#usurp nat…#but when lottie is unhappy with the sacrifice of javi misty gets angry and cruel her losing her good opinion of lottie#i’d need to rewatch because I’m definitely missing and forgetting alot but yk very interesting#also thinking about shauna here…. lottie as someone she wanted overtake and show dominance over but lottie does not play shauna’s games and#it leaves shauna bitter and frustrated knowing she can’t win against her with violence and anger#lottie ofc steps down so shauna has no longer reason to feel challenged or threatened by her#but hmm…. adult timeline with callie is shaping up to be veryyy interesting#yellowjackets#yellowjackets spoilers#yellowjackets season 3#yj s3#yj spoilers#lottie matthews#misty quigley#should i tag ship? it is ship to me….#mistylottie
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one thing the seven would NEVER let you down with is a group project. all of them would get their work done (though some may wait until the day its due and im looking at you leo) and communicate with you about it too. seven half-bloods shall answer the call… and the emails and group messages
#jason annabeth and hazel would be running that group project like the navy#i have been through an unspeakably frustrating group project this week#definitely none of those mortal group members replied to any of my emails!#the seven pjo#heroes of olympus#percy jackson#trials of apollo#rick riordan#pjo#pjo hoo toa#jason grace#hazel levesque#frank zhang#piper mclean#leo valdez#annabeth chase
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everyone else is giving their take on this so I feel as if I should too. I am angry about burt and irving now having two almost-kisses and them still finding a reason for them to never close that gap. like, yea it makes narrative sense that neither of those scenes contained a kiss, it's compelling even, if I view it objectively I actually love that because I care deeply about these characters and want them to be written realistically and with nuance.
but I am not gonna sit here and pretend that I'm fine with how this compares to the straight couples that have had so much more this season. if burt and irving's story existed in a bubble where markhelly and all the rest didn't serve as points of comparison I don't think I'd be half as upset at the way this ended. I'd be able to appreciate the impact of their being unable to kiss TWICE now in different universes because of forces outside of their control without looking across at every. single. other. couple. who are all straight. and going. why do they get that and we don't. why is it only the gay couple that have to be written "realistically" where they're still not ready to kiss. why can allowances and indulgences be made for dramatic effect for EVERYONE except them. I don't know if it's intentional homophobia, or queerbait, or if they're really just that squeamish about the idea of two old men kissing each other, but the double standard is there no matter the motivation behind it. and when you combine that with irving's innie being effectively killed off four episodes into the second season, and now his outie potentially written out of the show too, all I'm saying is it becomes hard to give them the benefit of the doubt.
we're all aware john turturro may not return for another season and that's why they felt the need to wrap up irving's two storylines somehow so they weren't left on a loose end should he decide not to come back, and I get that, and I'm glad there was some sense of finality to it, but then why not allow us just this one thing. just one moment of indulgence. because it might actually be our, and their, last chance. would it have killed them to just let them kiss this one time if there was a chance we'd never see them again, a chance they'd never see each other again. the truth is, no, it wouldn't have been hard at all. but they still made the decision to withhold that. because they can't allow us or them even the most basic kindness whilst handing the straight couples everything on a silver platter.
I'm not gonna get into the pacing issues of their relationship this season, how we jumped from them shyly asking each other out on another date to burt carrying out the hit on irving, how there feels like a missing scene in between those two events, because that relates to a wider problem with the structure of the show itself that is beyond the scope of this criticism. but i think it's telling that rather than giving us that extra time with them, they took a whole episode away from our main cast where even cobel got to kiss a one off male character that we will never hear from or see of again, and the supposed flagship romance of season 1 can't even get that. at what point am I allowed to call that thing in the corner that looks, acts, and talks like a duck a fucking duck?
if it sounds like I'm bitter, and jealous, it's because I am. because whether or not the double standard is intentional or not, it's still there. and I really did think a show that was able to present such special, compelling, meaningful queer characters would be a little more self aware about the message they're sending. and it fucking sucks that this has become just another show where I have to swallow my frustration and accept that they're not writing this for me. I and my fellow queer audience will never be the priority. even now we are still begging for scraps
#i dont know how to express better than i can be compelled by what we got whilst also being upset it wasnt something else#im just voicing my frustrations. i still care deeply about the show. i just wish it cared more about me#i just already feel genuinely awful like physically sick#but i dont think id feel as angry as i do if irving hadnt been systematically removed from every part of the plot this season#we still dont know anything about his outie#we see him punished for his espionage before we even get to find out what exactly hes doing or why#does that not feel like a massive oversight#and now we possibly never will. because thats definitely the last of him we'll see this season#three years of speculation and trying to fit him into all of this and for what#so mark and helly can get another bland fucking sex scene under a desk instead. dont piss me off.#just so we are clear if irving doesnt come back for season 3 then i dont come back#severance#severance spoilers#meta tag#irving bailiff#burt goodman#burt x irving
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Shadow's relationship with G.U.N is interesting. He doesn't seem to hold any resentment towards them and will even work with them if it helps his goal, but he also won't hesitate to go against them if they become an obstacle.
Commander Tower overlooks Shadow's trangressions as a way of paying him back for saving the world, but also because he's the only other living person who understands his grief.
#honestly GUN is a pretty interesting and complex entity especially under Tower#I don't like how fans disregard this nuance and make them purely evil to vent their frustrations against the real world military#I get it I really do#but it's definitely more complicated than that. GUN is more morally gray in the games#sonic x shadow generations#dark beginnings#sonic x shadow dark beginnings#G.U.N#abraham tower#shadow the hedgehog
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Dusknoir, realizing who hero is, absolutely terrified of touching them

Also imagining if they did touch and hero had a dimensional scream about the events to come…would have been interesting as a potential conflict between hero and partner
#Treecko#dusknoir#pmd#pokemon doodles#original art#like thinking about hero confiding in partner about what they’d seen#But partner is so enamored by dusknoir!#Could definitely cause a rift between them#Hero frustrated that partner won’t accept the truth of their vision and partner upset that hero has a problem with The Great Dusknoir#But during/after the events of the future they’d reconcile and have a stronger bond#Having lots of thoughts and feelings#Rants and rambles
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sailor has a habit of venting to meta knight about stuff




#sailor continues to be the character that gets my most unexplainable ideas#i don’t really know why i decided to draw this i just did#it’s funny meta usually seems to think he’s alone in his demiromanticism but ironically the only person in his whole family who is#without a shadow of a doubt alloromantic#is probably dedede lol#i dont think sailor is especially anti social but they are definitely easily frustrated with people#she’s kind of a hater tbh#they have like 200 problems but that’s okay i love them#kirbyposting#my art or something#meta knight#sailor dee#metadad#quinn does comics#is she romance repulsed or simply jealous? the world may never know…
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woke up early to roll out and shape the croissant dough and to make the dough for the lemon poppyseed brioche twist so it would all have time to proof :)) everything is turning out pretty well so far
#knock on wood#i used to be pretty awful at baking#like the science of it just was not making sense to me#and i’ve done so much trial and error#and then the last 4 days i’ve been juggling 4-5 baking projects at once#and i’ve learned how to set myself up to do multiple recipes at once pretty smoothly#i’m really proud of myself hehe#i definitely am more of a natural cook than a baker bc there’s less hard and fast rules#but i do loveeee baking and baked goods#it took so much longer to get good at for me tho it was frustrating lolll#also having a functional oven helps bc it heats to the Actual temp now#our old one ran cold so it took a ton of fidgeting to get the Actual temp i would need#anyway#learning new stuff is cool once you get over the failing part LOL#personal
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The thing is.. I wonder if they could’ve found out the mole in their group sooner if Wally just trusted Bart more. Default Relationship Dynamics aside, Wally could’ve asked for help when he was doing the vibrate thing because Bart as a speedster can also do that (and I have to assume 4 hands are better than 2), but as Barts gotten his brain wiped he wouldn’t answer the call then Wally would’ve turned around and everyone’s attention would’ve been drawn to Bart dazed and holding his head while standing next to a creepy dude who wasn’t doing shit to help him.
I know Wally’s idea didn’t work in the end but still,,, idk I wonder

#bart allen#I’m so heavily reminded of the old impulse writing.. where everyone just lets their eyes slide over Bart#‘if we don’t make eye contact he won’t bother us’ type of deal#‘go stand over there your underfoot in front of the big leagues’#‘impulse go do this’ Wally orders ‘well supergirl is the mvp today hehe good job’#big sigh#Wally west#mochi speaks#Justice league unlimited#can definitely tell it’s mark writing#he said ‘oh you want me back? okay have the old 90s dynamic back too.. the one where it’s clear everyone hates neurodivergents but not in#a clear or overwhelming way.. just that you notice it if you look for it and get frustrated with other characters ignorance way’
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This guy just smiling and laughing as he get's hit during the fight though, he's having the time of his life rn (bet Izana would hate this sm)




#Izana's definitely getting frustrated with someone like this#tokyo revengers#wind breaker#suo hayato
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I need more RG in my feed and less of literally everything else, the brain worms are seeking food and all they’re finding is stress and isolation
#I’m mostly joking about the everything else because I like to see different things#but you would think that whatever algorithm this site runs on would understand what I ship#and what I definitely do NOT ship#and I don’t necessarily want to filter out the tags because I want to keep myself open minded for change#but when I see only posts from that ship and literally none of the other ones#not even the rare pairs or ships that I could sort of see#literally the only ship that I can’t for the life of me see gets frustrating#and because it’s the popular ship it’s easy to feel unrepresented and stigmatized by the overwhelming amount of fan content#I just want to see my babies happy together#I think it’s pretty obvious what the other ship is but let it be known that I hold no grudges towards any shippers#I just personally feel like narratively they don’t make sense#anyways#more rosegarden please and thank you#I miss them so much#rwby rosepine#rosepine rwby#rwby rosegarden#rosegardenrwby#rosegarden#rosegarden rwby#rwby rg#rosepine#greenlight volume 10#greenlight rwby volume 10#greenlightvolume10#rwby#crwby#ruby rose#oscar pine
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top ten images taken seconds before disaster
heres the reference in case anyone doesnt know it

#doodles#tf2#end of the line#tf2 medic#tf2 heavy#honestly i think medic getting angry or frustrated over small things very easily is definitely one of the character traits ever
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