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No wonder my favorite ARG is a super obscure one with no definitive ending (yet) after almost a decade and involves a computer with human memories pleading for the sweet release of death by simply saying ominous shit like “SHUT DOWN ME”
#this is so sad Alexa play I Am Not A Robot by Marina and the Diamonds#I still find it creepy when I rewatch because of fucking Night Mind#but in reality I sympathize with it#I too wish to be rid of these humanoid ties#I too wish to embrace death to escape complex emotions I cannot properly process#it’s okay buddy if I ever get to the Mariana Trench we can go out together#; op’s pathetic existence#; shut the fuck up Micro
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If I see one more person talk about how they don’t get why people defend Bunny, and then turn around and talk sweetly about HENRY MARCHBANKS WINTER THE TWO TIME MURDERER (ONLY COUNTING HUMANS, BY THE WAY) I might just go mad
#please please please guys#I get not liking Bunny because he’s a total shit head but the dick that he is he didn’t deserve that#I understand there’s unserious jokes and such but please#I would want to punch the idiot if I ever met him in reality but that doesn’t mean I can’t sympathize with him and his issues#and the fact that he got murdered by his own best friend and the others#don’t tell me you wouldn’t start going at least a little crazy and mean if you found out your friends MURDERED SOMEONE#the secret history#bunny corcoran#huge oversimplification of what I wanted to say#I could rant#henry winter
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the forever knights have "facts" about him.
#ben tennyson#ben 10#forever trapped au#ft!ben#i hid some lil messages in there for ppl who want to find them :3#it's not too hard just messages on a low opacity layer#i see them as a sort of cult in this au#the forever knights i mean#and this is the sort of stuff they'd show to dehumanize ben in the eyes of their followers#like 'ooh hes actually an evil alien in disguise and he wears the skin of a child to trick you into sympathizing with him'#when in reality. no hes a terrified kid who is attached to the most powerful device in the galaxy#he is HUMAN first and foremost#but the easiest way to desensitize someone to torture is to dehumanize the person getting tortured#'they deserve it they're not even human they're a monster'#type stuff
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My biggest gripe with Omori, made all the more painful through replaying, has got to be the absolute *drudgery* that is the combat system in the Real World. The fun and interesting emotion system completely falls to the wayside, even though changes in emotion *are* technically present. It's just that they don't really influnce anything, so it's kind of pointless. No fun ability moves or anything, you're just spamming attack over and over again, whittling down enemies that have way too much health considering that they don't have any phases, special moves, or anything.
The only fights in the Real World in which this boring combat style works in the game's favor is with the first fight in the Real World with Aubrey in the park, and the second Aubrey fight in the church. Both cases are because of the thematic elements that are being subverted and explored, accordingly. In the first fight, it's wonderfully brilliant, because the player goes into the fight with the preconceived expectations of Sunny's imaginative dreamscape only to realize that, oh- Aubrey actually got cut from Sunny swinging his knife at her? Oh my god, this is an actual fight... with consequences. This is real. It walks you through Sunny's likely feelings of disorientation and dissociation. It doesn't overstay its welcome outside of the point it's trying to make- I quite like it.
And when it comes to the church fight, the atmosphere is great. The brutality of the normalcy, of Sunny and Kel just hitting and throwing shit at Aubrey while littered with nasty dialogue from the churchgoers- it stings, and it sucks how they're doing this boring, pointless fight-meets-public-humilation because why are we even fighting? We're supposed to be friends.
All of the other fights in the Real World, though? Ugh. There's no atmosphere, the repetition is a slog, and it's like. C'mon, guys. It feels unfinished. There were absolutely better ways to introduce, explore, and get aid from the Hooligans. I think doing mini side quests for each of the Hooligans in order to get information about Aubrey would have been WAY preferable than this. Then you could've had, you know, more meaningful environmental storytelling and dialogue to explore each of their personalities and stuff instead of just hitting them for a few minutes.
I'm also reminded of my other disatisfaction with the Hooligans in that, outside of Aubrey, they mainly feel *silly,* not really like any particular threat they are assumed to be. Like, we can assume they engage with and/or are complacent with Aubrey's bullying, and are otherwise the "bad news" that Kel considers them to be. However, with the way that most of them are OUTWARDLY PORTRAYED as just silly, quirky guys with the most heinous crimes involving shoplifting candy, I have a really hard time holding disdain for them at any point in the game- makes Kel just seem like the guy who hates the nerdy kids at school lmao.
In my fantasy universe, each of the Hooligans have their mini side quests that give little hints of their lives as troubled teens, make them a tad less cartoony, and maybe imply something about the atmosphere of Faraway as a whole.
Mikhael is from a strict, religious family where he's a black sheep that acts in outlandishly showy ways to express autonomy while also denying his authentic self. Kim and Vance are children of divorce, or at least have separated parents, with a father who doesn't seem to have his head screwed on all the way, while their mother is a super orderly neat-freak. Charlie is a super withdrawn youngest child of several siblings- her parents are aging and she aids her mother in some level of medical caretaking. I don't even know where Angel's parents are- he just lives with his older sister.
So like, see what I mean? There was groundwork laid- I can see stuff that might give these kids a chip on their shoulder that we could dive into more, but they just kind of act goofy and unbothered when they're not being dicks to Basil, and so it's difficult to fully subscribe to this idea that I ever saw them as an antagonistic force. Aubrey's really the only one wearing her 'misunderstood antagonist' hat loud and proud. Her back must hurt from carrying all that hardass energy for the rest of the Hooligans.
#I dunnoooo man#I just think a little bit of cleanup couldve been done to make aspects of the Real World segmemts feel more fleshed out#I've never understood people that say Headspace is filler and their favorite parts were the real world sections#yes the story is good and all but sir Aubrey's church scene and the Basil fight are not the only things in the Real World#in between that there is some uninspired padding unfortunately#whereas Headspace even with the stuff that may *seem* like padding at first glance- is packed with symbolism parallels and potential#implications about Sunny's outlooks about the world at large at every turn#I love every part of Headspace- top to bottom- yes even Humphrey and the endless dungeon of Sweetheart's castle#it's colorful-wonderful- often laden with tones of unease and jolts that catch you off guard- and is ultimately so stimulating#I can fully feel and understand that- aside from the obvious grief and guilt making it hard for Sunny to live is life-#it is so appealing to choose his illusions and imagination over the dreary real world of suburbia. it feels like a loss to reject Headspace#and so while I wouldn't want the Real World to be *sooo* cool as to draw away from the important element of sympathizing with#Sunny's loss of his fantasies- I think they could have leaned into the depressing dreary elements that could have been more prominent#in the real world- dreary/upsetting- but engaging. bring to light all of the more minor strains of reality and socialization#that makes people like Sunny want to run away from it all and live in a more friendly quirky world in their own minds#do you see#do you see my vision#the Real World is too *nice*#make it meaner!!!#omori
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it's one week until the anniversary of losing my dearly departed and i cannot believe it's been 4 fucking years since she left us. it feels like only just the other day my mom woke me up to tell me the news "alyssa died last night" oh how those words never truly stop echoing in my head like some sick kind of bell. i hate feeling like i'm getting so much further away from the time we were still together on this earth. growing older wouldn't be so scary if i still had her by my side, we were supposed to grow old together like we planned. she was everything to me and her life is so deeply intertwined with mine, it's as if everything i touch and everything i see holds a piece of her in it but i can never put those pieces back together. she should be turning 26 this year and celebrating her daughter's 4th birthday, not sitting in an urn on my altar.
#lena.txt#alyss 💙#grief#personal time#vent post#death mention#it's just not fair i am never going to get used to this being my reality#and after a few years it feels like people just stop caring and sympathizing or like understanding and i know that's not enitrely true#i know there are loving and caring people out there who have shown me support and love and i am forever grateful#but sometimes it really feels like everyone moved on and i don't know how to go the rest of my life feeling this deep hole inside#personal
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sorry i’m so fucking normal about hivemind!decem being basically confirmed with the latest installment. do you ever think about how legundo’s greatest want in this prison is a friend. do you ever think about how the one request that he ever made of decem was that he not be alone next time. do you ever think about the noble saying she worries about him forgetting himself and the fact that he collects the “unique” (pink sheep) to try and have a friend in these worlds because it’s all he’s got. do you think about the noble saying she could make him thousands of his most desired companions. do you think about the fact that they want their brother back. cause i do. i sure do.
#space rambles#100 days multiverse#i wasn’t gonna maintag this cause it’s embarrassing rambles but. whatever. i want to.#cringe is dead we’re all minecraft fans#plus like half of the 100 days fandom is following me already so.#like i cannot stress how much i do not like decem. i cannot stress that enough#i think they’re shitbags#HOWEVER#i sympathize with legundo and as a side effect i sympathize with his terrible sibling hivemind#doesn’t mean i like them or think they’re the ‘good guys’ in any way#i just think they tell us the things they do because they KNOW it makes them sound sympathetic#but there is So Much they aren’t telling us#and that really only the warrior scientist+philosopher have given us hints of#philosopher because she seems to genuinely think One Big Hivemind is a good thing and we’re just brainwashed for not agreeing#warrior+scientist because they also seem to think it’s a good thing and because they kinda give no shits about doing bad things from what i#can tell lol. scientist will do unethical experiments to their heart’s content and warrior will destroy entire realities for fun. yknow#this got off topic#point is. fuck decem fuck one big hivemind#but i will admit your pleas for sympathy worked their magic on me
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MITCHELL AKUTAGAWA EPISODE!!!!!!!!!!
#MITCHELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#///AND/// AKUTAGAWA EPISODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And Yosano and Kenji spotlight too. Episode written precisely for my personal liking#Too bad no Atsushi then it would have been perfect (╥﹏╥) At least we got his voice in the episdoe preview#Alright I **LOVE** Mitchell. This is not the space to talk about it properly but I just really like how flawed she is‚#but also in a way that results funny and endearing. And I love love love how much she cares about her family and is loyal to it!!!#It makes her so noble and virtuous. I know she has so little screentime but really the way she's so harsh and in apparence self-absorbed–#But in reality so kind and altruistic... The way her hearsh ways are implied to be only a consequence of a life of struggles and her will–#to save her family's name through a noble behavior and appearance too... It makes her so complex and multilayered imo#AND just how her innate tendency to defend people spans out of her family too!!!!#In my interpretation she did NOT care for Hawthorne or like him. But she still gave her life for him because she just instinctively–#protects the people around her. I don't have any strong feelings for haw/mitch but like how to blame Hawthorne I would have–#fallen for her right that istant too.#Now to Akutagawa. I'm really endeared by this episode because I'm pretty sure that's when I started sympathizing with / liking him :')#Like that's the moment when the things Dark Era showed us and the canon Akutagawa behavior click together and the watcher goes “Oh. OH.”#At least I'm pretty sure it was for me. It's bittersweet but especially sweet.#One more thing is... Wow bsd really has been like *that* since the beginning hasn't it. It's kinda silly to think back to all the criticism#the latest arc got now.#The criticism regarding how the ridiculously high stakes have been solved seemingly effortlessly in a way that resulted very anticlimatic??#That's ALWAYS been there. “Oh no the ada is done for if they found out our base!!” *holds literally ZERO consequences*#“Oh no the Guild is done for if they destruct Zelda!!” *holds literally ZERO consequences*#“Oh no the Guild knows were our clerk is!!” *holds near to ZERO consequences*#And#“Oh no Akutagawa died!” “Oh no half world population was tuned in vampires!” “Oh no Fukuchi obtained One Order!”#“Oh no Chuuya is a vampire siding against Dazai!”#It's really the same‚ isn't it?#But like‚ we're still glad all of it happened right? Because it makes the experience enjoyable lol.#It's really about enjoying the ride I suppose.#I have more to ramble about but I've ran out of tags so I'll be doing it on my main blog reblog later#random rambles
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and i mean this with my whole heart when i say no marvel villain is anywhere near as good as Purple Man from the mental illness girlfailure detective netflix show
#he is so so scary and repulsive and evil in every way but he is also so pathetic. so well written and complex without giving the audience#even a moment where you sympathize with him. And he is that scary bc hes the closest one to reality#the way male entitlement is written in ths show .like good lord#i need to dissect him like a frog.#jessica jones
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hmm i think another thing i like abt kencen is chess should be played on a smaller stage. now i am an intimate staging truther for almost every play so i may be biased but that doesn't make it less true for chess. like i get the appeal of the big sets bc of the way they travel thru location and our initial reaction upon literally visualizing chess on a stage, but i think it makes it so easy for characters to get swallowed and for the stage to feel very empty. which may work like. conceptually but i think in practice it just limits the actor's effect. & i know that you can argue that chess is a show that needs to get by partially on spectacle bc of the quality of the book but i disagree just choose a good book. or make up for it w staging and strong character choices. it's not like it has a shallow plot bc it really doesn't it just doesn't have a well resolved one. which is actually another argument for it to be in an intimate space bc it will make the audience feel more personally invested in the characters rather than the story and will care what happens to them even if they leave with questions (does this distinction make sense?). i'm also not saying that chess Couldn't be done well on a big stage i just think most of the time it isn't
#i was thinking abt this w long beach a lot#they had Great staging i loved a lot of it and i loved the use of space#but then the camera would zoom out and i would go oh they're so far away they're tiny.#which again like! conceptually is interesting right w the whole pawns in the greater game of chess thing but mostly i just can't see them#and that stage wasn't even that big! it was just deep#iii am also just not the biggest fan of most proscenium staging and i have to be honest with that#i KNOW that it's the easiest way to fit a lot of people into a space and that sometimes the practical considerations of needing to sell mor#- tickets is just the reality of the situation#but i think. at least for the current state of theater and the way it's viewed by the general public. it does literally no favors#and it's also like. a story predicated on you sympathizing with characters who are universally making bad decisions#and i just find that tends to read better when the audience can see the detail#this isn't actually in praise of kencen in general btw staged concert is like. sort of generous for parts of that show but i think that the#- smaller stage saved parts of that as well#i lied this is actually in praise of kencen staging bc i'm looking at the video to make sure i'm not crazy and#not only is it physically smaller but they used the other actors to close the space and force the feel#chess#ted talks
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we need to stop tim burton now !!
#saying this bc im looking ot setting up tht tswift/music/aesthetic blog nd the url ihave saved is wonderland (the taylor song) related#and i was looking on pintrest from screenshots from alice in wonderland (THE BEAUTIFULLY ANIMATED ORGINAL) to use as a header pic#but all i got was the shitty ass tim burton remake related stuff <//3#its so bad actually. did you know that my mum made me watch it at like 6 yrs old and i was so scared#and i hated it bc it is a bad movie but at the time i hated it bc i was scared#and then once on a plane i was looking for a movie to watch and my dad pointed out the og alice in wonderland#and i was kinda scared but my dad was like no its a differnet movie. and then its was a beautifully animated movie tht i rly enjoyed#also rewatched it the other day w my sister but that was kinda in the background bc there was other stuff i had to do .#but thee animation is literally so fucking goregous !#flappy rambles#edit: obsessed w the narrative this tags potray also. that my mother is fully cruel and scared me but my father was sympathic and kind#when in reality they r both nuanced people who in my treatment of me pretty equally suck
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Interesting
The worst thing is that there is so much potential for exploring the horror of psych wards from the angle of medical abuse, ableism, forced treatment/drugging, loss of autonomy, power imbalance, demonization, dehumanization, etc, and YET the horror genre keeps defaulting to "insane asylums and psych wards are scary because there are mentally ill people in there"
#It would be fine to use them as a basis for horror IF you stopped with the later and went with the first examples shown here#because what happened in them is horrific and if you treat it with respect it can be a great way to showcase the reality of these places#and utilize horror to sympathize with the people harmed in them#but I have literally only seen this done well ONCE#AND IT WAS IN AN INDIE PODCAST#<- prev tags#meta#trope#writing ideas
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"National Park layoffs are going to affect your vAcAtIoN" literally eat a fucking sawblade if you care more about your precious vacation than the thousands and thousands of people who lost their jobs this week and the consequences we're going to be feeling for decades because of this fucking clown show
#i shouldn't watch the news i know this#i know there is a giant gap in reality between those people and the rest of us#but just to hear people being like. genuinely concerned reporting about how its soooooo saaaaad our vacations 😭#nobody thats actually being affected by this shit is going on a vacation any time soon#i don't give a fuck if you don't get to go to disneyland or the grand canyon this year#i'm probably gonna be homeless by the end of the year#excuse me if i can't sympathize
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Has any of you experienced your little one asking for a loaf of bread and standing there sadly, staring at their empty hands? Or your infant crying with hunger and you can't bring a single drop of milk to calm them down? Has any of you tasted the bitterness of standing in long lines just for a meal that barely keeps them alive? Has any of you experienced the feeling of living on one meal a day, divided among family members as if it were a precious treasure? This is our reality and our situation today. It has become a familiar scene to us, but it is met with cold international and global silence. How long, how long will we be left to face hunger and death alone? Wake up, dignity is being slaughtered here every day, and our hearts bleed in silence. How long will we remain afraid, displaced, hungry, besieged, and killed every day? How long? If hearts were made of stone, stones would crumble from the intensity of the pain and abandonment we are suffering. We hope that those with humanity and mercy in their hearts will support me and my family until we find something to eat and get out of here alive
Well all I ask is that you donate if you can and I really need this donation I need it badly don’t read and leave share also maybe someone will see it who can donate please sympathize with us and stand by us with your donation you are providing me with a lot and a lot of help please donate
#palestine#palestinian#palestinian gofundme#palestinian fundraiser#save palestinians#help gaza#war on gaza#free gaza#gaza#gaza strip#gaza fundraiser#abdalsalam2000
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If you don't wear a seatbelt in my car, you can walk. "Sensory issues" are not relevant. You don't get to use personal problems to make yourself a liability for the driver.

#tho i do sympathize with the gender issue#but also physics is physics and so are the mechanics of wearing a seatbelt#they're agnostic to your gender#if you really really really have such a hard time with a seatbelt then there are probably some kind of relevant adapters for your problem#sometimes reality simply requires you to overcome your problems. and that's the end of it.
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i'm like "well a broken clock is right twice a day" and then have to accept that the world is just chock-full of stopped clocks and i have to figure out which ones are right and when
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Reading classic literature is the ultimate psychological arousal.
#reality tv doesn’t have anything on Wuthering Heights#Heathcliff#Catherine#my god#the ultimate train wreck that I completely sympathize with#classic literature#emily bronte#Wuthering Heights#literature#books#thoughts
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