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sh1-n0bu · 7 months ago

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nobu have you finished the quest yet 👀

i havent evEN STARTED IT YET

#nobu.nobu.chat #too much work and finals coming up #sob #but im gonna quit my current job #bitches keep adding more work hours and shit to do with no raise in payment #like hell naur

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em-b-sides · 5 months ago

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I think about that tiktok trend where you like paint your partners eye color on your nails or make a bracelet or something with the color a lot actually

#like its so cute honestly but sometimes i wonder how hard it would actually be to like find the right color match #maybe one day... but for now probably expect oc art with this trend in it maybe 💀#the thing about it too is i have like dark eyes and idk if ive ever seen like a dark brown nail polish. beads or thread yeah but ya #oh nvm i googled. it exists i just dont pay attention ig #OH you know what i can do... i can paint pepperonis eye color on my nails.... my baby... my kitty......#dude it feels like 5 am why is it only 2 #amyways. 4 monsters was a big mistake i think... i feel quite icky...#it doesnt help i didnt eat for a majority of the day it was just monster. im really unhealthy. need water maybe #wait i was talking about nail polish how did i get here #i just want to actually do cute couple things. i must heal. im gonna be so healthy.#its fine. lmao. i just know im not ready #oh i did eat btw dont worry lmao i had. chicken nuggets #i actually have to eat more bc i need to gain back some weight or they wont let me donate plasma #my extra pokemon money..... nawr...#i dropped like 10 pounds. my current job is very physical. lots of scuttling around.#i thought about working out too? i had a short phase last year in like spring or something where i started doing workout type stuff #so like.. maybe. probably should. healtly mindset shit yk #i also maybe want some more clothes. like update my wardrobe a bit. really figure out my style.#like some cool shirts and maybe pants. cause i wear a lot of the same stuff #also again. dropped weight so. need better fitting pants.....#i want more mens pants. big pockets... gender....#anyways. nice chatting with you besties. love you guys my silly little tumblr besties.#some of you that follow this sideblog have supported me on here for a while. i see you. i appreciate you. thank you 💖#genuinely there are names that pop up and im like !! hello!!! its you!!!!!#you guys probably know who you are. go get yourself a little treat you deserve it. or like. idk what you enjoy.#play a good game. watch your favorite show. idk. be happy. love yourself.#this also goes out to those of you who are more passive on my blog. i appreciate you too!! thank you!#all my little tumblr followers.... my besties..... unles you are a bot i havent cleared out lmao #k i might have to go to bed idk im tired well see

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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months ago

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#my dads back in ohio again so im back on my own. i still feel terrible but at least i have a plan #i have 2 weeks of this semester left. so i have to not fail my genomics exam and work on a group project plus grade a bunch #shouldnt be too hard but everything makes me so tired rn and i just feel this barrier between myself and everything else #even when my dad was here. i just dont kno how to feel happy. just varied levels of stress #but after the semester is over ill have to find a job for the summer. which super stresses me out bc i havent really had a real job outside #academia and im worried about how stressful ill find it bc im sure its gonna suck but at least i wont have to work on my project #i just think if i had a normal job that doesnt dominate every aspect of my life id feel a little less terrible. or at least i wouldnt send #myself spiralling so much. if i stay here i might not survive it #but what if ill just make myself miserable wherever i am? i dunno. but im gonna try to find a non academic job this summer with the epa or #maybe the usgs. i mean ive gota a bachelor's and a masters in environmental topics. that's gotta count for something #just get a government job. pray for a not terrible set of coworkers. and build something from there #it just sucks bc i feel like everythings falling apart and like i kno if i gave it my all i could pull thru and get my phd but im just so #tired of struggling against something everyone else can do. i just cant read at a level appropriate for what im doing #ugh. i dont wanna study for genomics. i just wanna sleep. i just wish i wasn't in this position #and now i a baby about it. i mean my sisters r in similar positions bc the youngest is currently looking for a teaching job. and my middle #sister is looking to move to new york city in the next 6 months and she'd be quitting her job for that. so we're all sorta in flux #i just wanna not be flailing. not watch my hopes and dreams collapse. be excited about anything. im just sad bc i have to make hard choices #even if i know theyre the right ones to make if i want to continue to exist. sometimes u cant have the things u wany.#and that sucks and i hate it. theme of the year: sometimes life sucks and theres nothing u can do abt it #unrelated

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incorrect-belgariad · 8 months ago

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YOU'RE BACK!!

crawls out from the rubble. Barely

#hi hi hi #anyway yes i am back on tumblr that's true #but im gonna need to reread the books to rekindle the belgariad brainrot enough to get this blog back up and running #which cannot happen before i quit my job #which i have done actually so. Soon. i want to return to that little world....#currently working through my 3 month notice period... then.. maybe then #anyway yea i'm back <3 hii #i sat here just now actually scrolling thru the belgariad tag and remembered how badly i love so many of these characters... oh man #oh man #answered #starsharks

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graceschasity · 2 months ago

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do you think my application to ccrp tech would be fast tracked if i wrote in my resume that i receive visions from god?

#nobody but me is gonna understand what this fucking means sdvdfbfd #recap: i made a post a while back that i dont care about the risks that come from a ccrp job id take it for multiple reasons #i have been wanting to quit my current job for a while now. i received a vision this morning that i need to quit my job #im on indeed rn and i wouldnt say no to an office job at this point. ccrp if youre out there-

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landofgay · 5 months ago

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y'all pls hype me up to quit my job today I'm shaking and nauseous from how anxious I am

#context: i only have pity shifts ajd theyre all on days where im in that employment program #(for those who have followed me sinxe last year its the same one but rebooted)#and i wanna focus on doing my stupid insurance course cause if i go to insurance ill still feel meh about my job but ill be making money #so i wanna quit my current job cause it makes me miserable because of My Own Fault #but like. already know my boss is shit talking me to everyone else (and everyone else to me tbh so nothign new)#and i dont wanna like. have a conflict abt how its not 2 weeks notice cause like #i dont have real shifts i cant work alone none of my shifts are even important #so it should be no problem to quit after today. and yet !!!!!!!!#i am literally gonna throw hp over this. hence why i wanna quit instead of keeping the extra bit of income #the $150 every 2 weeks isnt worth the intense physical anxiety that comes with it

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athene-studies · 1 year ago

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ok this blog has fallen out of use bc (a) im not a student at the moment [i miss it :(] (b) i have plenty of other aesthetic blogs so im not rlly posting aesthetics here anymore (c) ive begun to like. hate. things that have an Aura Of Instagram around them (its the capitalism) but the needs to do shit and fall in love with life (not to mention the obsessions with stationery and beverages) have NOT gone away so we're getting a revamp. the new goals of athene-studies.tumblr.com are, in rough order of priority:

live a life where i feel like a real person and not just a depressed pleasure machine floating from moment to bittersweet moment (all the other points are really subsets of this one)

take advantage of the parts of life that arent quite in my "comfort zone"— while i am disabled and do need the rest, I'd really like to have a LITTLE less trouble not taking the path of least resistance! another part of this is becoming okay with being weird or going against the grain around people.

take care of myself (for instance, try to go to bed at a reasonable time)

find a place where i can help— work toward a job i like. participate in community, on smaller and larger scales. is it too late to meet my neighbors?

get shit done (always the real purpose of the blog. yknow ive been tentatively diagnosed with adhd and we tried like 5 different meda and none of them helped at all with my executive functioning? fucked up)

continue to learn without the pressure of school. im talking discrete study paths with goals (independent courses, languages, learning hobbies), small lessons (reading more. oh my god), AND just sort of ambiently learning from life around me

see the beauty in the world around me (not higher on the list bc... well, for one thing, im already good at that, baby! also my main blog is already basically a hopepunk blog. ...and i have a proper hopepunk blog thats fallen out of use. um)

i will attempt to do things like share lists of goals in these categories! for now, though, its bedtime, and im gonna try to take a walk. the whole "8 degrees fahrenheit" thing might cut that short though. also hey i never posted on here abt how i did an internship at nasa during school it was awesome :D

#also im changing my pfp bc its been a million bajillion years since ive studied swahili #can you do sublists on tumblr? id like to do sublists. it would be fucked up if you couldnt.#im currently doing a custodial job! its fine except that im really not made for nonstop physical work. i think im gonna quit soon and try t #get into something involving spreadsheets. no screens would be good though! id like to like. fold paper for a living but most #mail office jobs are early in the morning which makes me wanna die... also all work also makes me feel that way......... hmmmmmmm #studyblr #actuallyautistic #actuallyadhd

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mistninja · 2 years ago

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I got a new job :)

#personal #i start next week i just need to send all the documentation and well. quit my current job lol #im so so happy #and nervous #i need to prep myself for tomorrows convo with my boss kzjsnzksnsks oh god thats gonna be tough

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the-yearning-astronaut · 1 year ago

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Didn't get the job I interviewed for last week

What a shocker

#literally the only interview ive gotten since I started searching for jobs again #at this rate im gonna have to get a job at the local grocery store and quit my current job #because i can't handle the BS there much longer and im not paid nearly enough #im just so fuckin tired and done and its like #how much more do i need on my resume before im considered qualified for an entry level position???#i have two fuckin degrees and i make less than 15k a year lmao #im so fuckin sick of it all #i hate how my inability to even warrant an interview 99% of the time makes me feel like a failing waste of space and a burden on my family #it feels like ive gone nowhere but in circles this last decade #except ive got chronic illnesses and more debt now #fuckin hell #fox thoughts #fox is tired #fox is job hunting #i don't have the energy to put out application after application only to get one response for every 25 applications #like ive seen people be like i applied to over 500 jobs in the last 6 months and i finally landed my dream job! just keep trying!#like fuck off #for one thing im lucky to find 5 full-time job openings in two months in my field #i CANT apply to 500 jobs #also i just. cant. i cant ok? i don't have the energy or endurance or fortitude or anything like that to apply that many times #and be met with 479 lack of responses and 21 interviews to get a single offer #something something something the corporate society in the Murderbot diaries #were people sell themselves to corporations to work until they die as slaves #is already fuckin here ok #fuck #gonna go stare into the distance and listen to ASR again and try not to cry

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hummingbirdswords · 2 years ago

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*drowning in research*

my little dream is starting to slowly become a reality. it's only been a week, but this is the longest I've ever stuck with a job idea that wasn't writing related. so it's starting to feel real and scary. but exciting? just wish life would stop, well, life-ing so I could focus more on this and less on worrying about the other stuff

#i don't know where to begin with the creating the things and buying the supplies or any of that #but research? i can do that #learning the general steps to starting an online business? i can do that #might need someone to sit me down when the time comes to start actually do stuff and remind me I can also handle that #but im not rushing this process or myself #im already overwhelmed and afraid I'll shut down and give up so I need to pace myself #there is only so much research and planning I can do before I need to start formulating tho haha #but real life stuff needs to happen first before I can start buying supplies and whatnots anyway #leena keeps track #gonna be my tag for all the little rambles I probably end up needing to get out during this process #vague on purpose until i actually have shit figured out and know for 100% sure I'm doing this #when I thought I would quit my current job it wasn't at all to do anything like this but this feels right #even if it means sticking with this job for a bit longer while I prepare for the next adventure #okay. enough rambles I need to actually work the job that currently pays my bills 😂

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nomaishuttle · 2 years ago

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justt realized that th site i ws using t figure out my salary assumed id be working 56 hours a week when in reality i usually work likee 15 hours a week max . im gonna throw up Lol Lol Lol

#idk how on earth id get that many hours And also if i had that many hours id kill my shellfish #its still gonna be a fine amt of money ill make rent nd everything but im gonna have a lot less t put into savings #im so fuckin stupid idk why i didnt check how many hours itd be. ughhh #bc like. i need at least 2 days off a week for appts + my sanity #preferably itd be 3 days a week off but. sigh #so if im working 5 days of th week and im doing..lets say 50 hours a week thats 10 hours a day thats 20 rooms a day. lmao. lmao #even if i only take 1 day off which i quite literally cannot do thats 8.3 hours a day #which is. more doable but thats still like. 16 rooms? which has only happened to me like..once #th one time i worked 9 hours i genuinely intended to kms abt it. bc i ws in so much pain #n my pains gotten a lot better now but i still dont think i cn do that. Agghhh aghhhh #n if i do th starbucks job. well 1 if i ws in customer service id kms. i hate talking to ppl my hearing is too bad for it i cannot do it #but even if i did ik for a fact that i wouldnt get that many hours.. sigh #whatevr. frows up #ok. doing th math it shouldnt be that bad it will literallly be ok. i just need t calm down #most days at my current place are 3-5 hours #n idk how long theyll be at th new place but i assume theyll be similar..#but. that wuld have me making anywhere from 1002-1670 a month #which is good . rent is 380.. so i should be making likee. anywhere from 2.5 times rent to a little bit more than quadruple rent... both r #good. bc then i cn put abt 300-500 in savings each week and have some left over... okokok #calming down now . smile

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two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat · 7 months ago

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On one hand im glad I dont start work until Tuesday cuz it gives me one more day to mentally prepare

But on the other hand the anticipation anxiety is killing me. I can't stop grinding my teeth. I keep having to resist the urge to bite my hands. I cant focus on anything for more than a few minutes

Ik ill calm down once it starts and I see the environment ill be working in and start training and everything. And I know HOW my routine is gonna change as far as when im gonna have to get up and when ill get to come home. But its still a change.

A very large change cuz im gonna have to get up at 6am which is not a time ive ever purposely woken up except for one time for choir in 8th grade and the next time I was supposed to I purposely lied and said we weren't gonna have a spring concert so I wouldn't have to go to it

I just keep reminding myself that I need money so I can get a dog. Having money to live is not enough motivation for me. A dog is tho. That is the goal. I want a puppy. I am going to get a puppy. But I have to do this so I can get money to get a puppy. Im just gonna repeat that to myself every time I start feeling anxious.

#my only expense my mom wants me to take over is my insurance #but since im full time ill qualify for insurance through my job #so if its close enough to my current insurance (which is pretty good) ill switch to that instead #cuz my current plan is like. 300 a month #which ill be making probably a little under 2000 a month after taxes #man having the same hours every week is gonna be nice #like yeah it sucks that its full time and i have to get up early #but the unsteadiness of subway really stressed me out #and my paycheck every week varied so much #one week itd be $200 and the next itd be like. $50.#which wasnt a huge deal cuz my mom wasnt making me pay for anything so i was just using it for gas and snacks and video games #but id kinda like to maybe pay my mom some rent #shes not gonna make me do that but i would like to #that way we can maybe move somewhere....thats not possibly falling apart around us #its not quite that bad yet #but like. this place is not up to code #and nobody around here has the money to fix these buildings #even if i take over harleys expenses again...shes pretty cheap. and my mom would help in an emergency situation #she only goes through a 7 pound bag of food about every 2-3 months. and her food is about $30. her flea meds are only about $30 for 6 months #and she only needs it for about 6 months of the year anyway #her yearly check up is generally under $100 #i only need to buy her wet food once every 12 weeks cuz she only gets a can once a week #which is under $30 #litter is really the only thing i have to buy monthly for her #i might slowly start buying some puppy supplies

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arolesbianism · 8 months ago

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I've been chipping at a new oni save recently and I have to say I have gotten way less ambitious with my teleporter planet over my past few saves. In a lot of my earlier saves Id dive right in there, but nowadays I find myself ignoring the teleporter for a good while before dipping in to set up some basic utilities there before leaving again and continuing to stall lol

#rat rambles #oni posting #probably because Ive been busy coring out my starting planetoid in my more recent playthroughs #I do want to do some space travel and setting up several colonies but Im not quite sure how Im going to go about it #Ill probably need to use my teleporter planetoid to set up my rocketry program since it has an oil biome but idk #I could in theory go for a steam engine until I get a radbolt engine or a hydrogen engine set up #which honestly Im not sure which I wanna go for since I havent rly played around with either #radbolt would probably be easier to rush but hydrogen would be easier in the long term I think #its all abt the difference between getting a radbolt generation system set up safely vs getting supercoolant #now I usually tend to mostly just stick to petroleum engines but thats because I lack ambition #I could be using that petroleum for power instead #although currently my power situation is actually going pretty ok all things considered #now its a very ducktaped solution given that I am procrastinating on actually properly taming the hydrogen vent Im using for part of it #rn Im using a cool slush vent to produce coolant for the area and using that heat to warm it up enough to be filtered without freezing #but thats a very unstable solution so once I get access to better options Ill likely just fully block it off and call it good #as for my alternative power source Ive recently set up coal generators after getting my obligatory sage hatch farm set up #Im still working on automating it all but itll do it's job just fine for now #I also wanna tap into my cold brine vent soon both for potential extra coolant and for another water source #currently Im fine on water but I wanna get bristle berry farms set up soon so I just wanna be sure Ill have enough #honestly the thing Im saddest abt is that I dont have any natual gas vents #I usually like to get a gas range running quite early so the combination of no natural gas vents and no oil biome is quite saddening #like there are other ways but none that seem particularly worth it to me #anyways Im still sick and exhausted so Im gonna go to bed now #just wanted to make sure everyone knows Im alive

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thedevotionaltour · 9 months ago

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in terms of art alone im sorry. im a jrjr defender to my last breath you be fucking nice to him. i dont wanna hear shit❗️❗️❗️

#can someone also get him better inkers rn i am begging. pleading even. HE MAKES GOOD STUFF THEY JUST GIVE HIM SHIT INKERS WHO DONT GET IT.#MY FIRM BELIEF. im sorry. i like his stuff. there are certain things not quite my taste but i think he does good overall im a fan. BE NICE #static.soundz #sorry that last post was so directly inspired by seeing someone go can u guys be nice he is on a fucking nutbag schedule. which he is.#i dont think some people understand the insanity of comic production. and how much it takes a toll on you.#many have said and i will say it too: comics is a killing industry. it is a beautiful fun job. it is fulfilling. it will also destroy you.#the most common and easiest to use example is in fact the manga industry. they want chapters in a week. 20 page type chapters in a week.#A WEEK!!! and currently look at things like webtoon as well which also expect the same amount of pages. in a week. an issue in a week #is an insane demand. it is an unreasonable demand. it is scheduling that leads you to a crash and burnout and health issues #because it is fully finished polished pages. as much as i poke and complain about how some things look there #i am also highly aware of production schedules. even if some styles are not my taste that still doesnt mean it isnt insane work #and it's the same in american big industry comics too. it isnt weekly demand the way those are. but it's still an intense schedule #you are working on pages and can get behind years before those comics even hit shelves.#and as it becomes more individualized too as we lose the team element and work becomes more one person doing all pencils and inks #that schedule is a lot. it just is. it doesnt matter if theres more time in comparison to other parts of the industry #the point is that it is all very demanding and exploitative. there is a drive yourself to your grave mentality here and i've had ppl try #to shove that mindset onto my and my peers which is the worst thing possible to encourage. highly alarming and disheartening to encourage #impressionable students already so worried about making it to drive themselves to an early grave. abuse substances to get through work.#work excessive hours while you still can because when you hit your 30s youre gonna lose that ability #become bitter and prepared for rejection as opposed to success because this industry sucks!#it's just such an unhealthy depressing mindset. i've had more artists preach the exact opposite as that and more ppl have been trying to #shift over to valuing your time and health. but still a lot of people are in that other mentality. and it's very very very sad.#i am only a student doing very low stakes homework for classes. i have no industry experience. and i still get it taken out of me #to do fully fledged out pages in my style in one week. this is also just a thing for me bc certain personal factors just make it hard #but still. comics are fun. they are fun. they are fulfilling. they will lead you to so many fucking issues if you are not highly careful #there is a reason why so so so many fucking comic artists have very well known issues. why you hear about so many ppl with substance issues #artists with very poor mental health. when you are in comics this is how it is.#i am glad there has been a big shift in recent years towards taking care of yourself as an artist. and that more ppl try to value it so tha #things can hopefully change at large in a broader sense. but please remember. we are an exploited chew up spit out industry too.

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holyviolence · 10 months ago

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having the most irritating day at work 😊👍

#accidentally stabbed a pin about an inch into my hand!!!!#my boss is annoying as always. blaming us for things that are just not our fault!!#we were double booked back to back for 5 hours straight! im literally only on my lunch break right now because my customer got finished so #fast. otherwise i wouldn't have had time to eat until 1 hour before i have to clock out #and customers are being so annoying today??? this woman was crying because her dress had WRINKLES. ????????#also my friend is not going to see this so im gonna keep ranting.#she's fed up with working here which i totally get and she interviewed for someplace else and will most likely leave in a couple weeks #which is fine and great because i support her and it is awful working here!!!!#THE THING IS. the only employees in alterations currently are Me and Her and one woman who only comes on Fridays....#so if my friend (who is the alterations manager too btw) leaves then it's just ME for the entire week. every day. taking appointments and #sewing dress alterations and repairs. and they're not going to give me enough hours to do all that work because im not full time #they're not gonna offer me the full time position i know it. and i wouldn't take it even if they did because i see how they treat my friend #i want to quit too but im not going to just leave them with NO ONE to do alterations. i can't do that to all the customers who already paid #i just don't get why they won't hire anyone else. when i started here there were 4 people working. 2 of them quit at the same time a week #after i started. obviously it sucks here if no one sticks around #we had people interview for these open positions but they didn't get hired!!!#im literally going to lose my mind and cry. this sucks.#it sucks so bad i don't even want to do this as a job anymore. im tired of sewing 😭😭😭#for other ppl at least. im still making clothes for myself.#(like two days ago one of the new stylists took it upon herself to clean a dress when that is NOT HER JOB!!!! she should not be spraying #chemicals on expensive dresses if she's never done it before!!!!! and also she got our ironing board dirty. and my friend complained to our #boss and our boss was like. at least she showed initiative. you can't get mad for that.#GIRL??? do you hate us. do youHATE us. you stick up for literally everyone else but us.#she acts like im stupid too. i was pressing a seam open and she told me how to use the steam button. I KNOWWW I HAVE USED IRONS BEFORE!! and #i don't need steam for this seam rn 😭😭😭😭😭😭#fr im so done with this place but im too sympathetic to just quit. in the busy season.

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mochapanda · 10 months ago

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realistically i do need to look for another job like i actually cannot deal with the stress anymore

#i have no idea what id do tho. id love to work with kids but idk if im capable of that.#plus everyone i like at my current job is either transferring soon or wanting to quit too so. i dont think its gonna last very long #my one coworker called it the rapture 😭 low paying jobs w/ high turnover rates r so depressing

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