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A somewhat older piece that I cleaned up for today.
Dusk is a smart boy who takes full advantage of being a cute littol guy while he can.
#legend of zelda#zelda au#link#wolf link#Ballad (Kheprriverse)#Dusk (Kheprriverse)#Kheprriverse#Kheprriart#based off one of my own dogs tbh#He's stuck as a wolf and taking full advantage of it#i stopped working on this a while back coz i just didnt like it#but im forcing myself to post it anyways#*Quite a few pieces like this are old enough to not be posted because of Ballad’s recent design update…#… this one can go up tho because it doesnt actually show that much of Ballad’s design and his outfit is his usual casual one
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linocuts from recently :^)
#my art#linocut#printmaking#monster art#cat#sorry i will post more art i was working on an undisclosed contest. that may or may not have something to do with pocket monsters#also i was trying to think of how to open commissions#again. i will be opening commissions NEXT WEEK i'm forcing myself to it's ridiculous how long i've put it off!!#anyway i love linocut. im trying to be more adventurous by doing whole scenes like with the unicorn#i will get better....i will become a professional artist....amen
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inspired by @is-the-post-reliable , i decided to make a research blog on an almost impulse bc I've been wanting to do something like this but never did bc I wasn't in the mood
so, basically, like that blog I'll too try to tell if a post here on tumblr is true or not
keep in mind that I won't do politics bc I'm very likely not from that place. yes I could do research but god. I feel like I need to do a whole history knowledge to start to know about the politics in there and I don't think a quick and probably shallow research will be sufficient.
that said, the only politics i'll be talking about is brazilian politics
stealing ITPR rating system
RELIABLE - Entirely accurate, supported by reliable sources.
MOSTLY RELIABLE - Generally accurate, but may be slightly misleading (ie by omitting relevant contradictory information), or may contain a minor error.
PARTIALLY RELIABLE - Includes some reliable information, but also includes errors.
UNRELIABLE - Misinformation. May include some small amounts of factual information, but is mostly unreliable, or the overall impression is misleading/incorrect.
I also rate things as TBC (To Be Confirmed) when I feel I do not have enough reliable information to rate a post as reliable or not reliable.
#not research#tagging that blog as an attempt do draw attention to myself#btw im that anon that asked about wanting to make a blog like yours if u still remember that#anyway im also gonna force myself to talk and learn about my country#intro post#pinned post
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Hands are too shaky these days
#this is old art from july that i never got around to posting. think of it as a surprise treat :)#i wish i had the energy or the creative drive to draw more them i am still insane about them but idk idk#drawing things that are at least canon adjacent is taxing. idk. would you guys like if i went off the hook with it?#oh btw dw bout me guys I'm alright and when i say stuff like this^^^ im not like forcing myself to draw or anything#I've got a healthy relationship with these stuff i like to think. nust helps when there's extra motivation#anyway you didn’t ask for this rant uhhhh loss of fine motor skill post revival (re: disability) my beloved#hope you're doing swell and that you enjoy <3#dsmp fanart#cwilbur#cquackity#my art#ctntduo#fennec.art
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It's a reunion. :) little painting study, grayscale vers and sketch under cut hehe
#i only spent forty minutes on this one so it's not super awesomeeee but im forcing myself 2 post anyway#my art#cloud strife#cloud ff7#cloud strife ff7#cloud final fantasy#ff7 fanart#ff7#ffvii#final fantasy vii#final fantasy 7#ffvii fanart
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people with massive saviour complexes will look at an extremely damaged person whos been carrying a fuckton of baggage all their life convince themselves they can fix them somehow & then get mad when it inevitably does not work
#this is very much a targeted post lol#im just so fucking sick its always the same thing im tired#i never pretended to be anything other than im not i fucking tried to be the best version of myself but i am still fucking rotten#i never forced someone to fix me or even love me or like so why is it always my fucking fault when things go to shit#anyway. goodnight#tbd
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(oc wip)
attempting to paint a scene from the beginning of my original story stuff -im not gonna say i like it for some rough color placement so far bc it will surely curse it to not work out in the end-----
#ganondoodles#art#character design#wip#painting#listen i know the horns dont make sense yet its barely done#but also trying to allow myself to be rougher with the painting stuff bc i really dont need to force myself to render everything so detaile#i want the second chapter of destiny to be faster done than the first#THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ZELDA THOUGH#its my own blorbos im testing it on lol#anyway *hides*#(i know i shouldnt post wips bc it makes the final one not do well but i cant not do iiiiiiiiiit)
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if nardo was a kdrama, this would be the mads photoshoot for 1st look / dazed / w korea to promo the hashimada vote episode.
#thats what methinks#perhaps even for elle#idek what those magazines are tbh but i always see nice drama promo pics in them#i was high key resisting the urge to put flowers in the water LMFAO and sparkles#im gonna have a hard time making that water look like water#anyways.. kicking off#madarapicmonday#thats the tag yall hopefully i can keep forcing myself to draw every week lol#naruto#the quality is always gonna be kinda bad until i post the finished version whenever that happens :(#uchiha madara#ah me personal tag for himb#mads#alulu art
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student au save me...... save me student au
#alien stage#alnst#ivantill#alnst till#alnst ivan#lazers art#thats what i changed my tag to right#haiiii friends ^_^#i keep not wanting to draw because i dont want to render so i forced myself to just clean my sketches#and not do lineart#so this stuff is messy but yknow is that so wrong??#i never post art anymore and i want to do that more#i have a big ivti wip ive been working on so hopefully i will actually finish it. one day#i really want to im quite proud of it so far#anyways. enough yapping. save me alnst student au#thank you ivan alienstage for reclaiming the fuckass neon green hoodie. very brave of you#that bottom most sketch is so cute im proud of it
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@naffeclipse Look. All I'm saying is that 9ft+ tall security bot deserves to be taken care of, too
*self insert Aster is not a girl (he/she)
og detective au by sunnys-aesthetic!
#post let luce#dcamv#bloodstain fool#naffeclipse#menace4menace#it's Aster's turn for the comical expressions#fr tho. this man lets no one take care of him.#forces him to accept care and smooshes him into bed#whos at the phone? idk#its not sun or moon or aster wouldve been slightly nicer#other than that? free game#SOMEONE TAKE CARE OF THE CARETAKER IM BEGGING#ILL DO IT MYSELF JUST LET ME AT HIM#anyways yes im normal yes ive done a lot of doodles today dont mind that#its been a day#need comfort and somehow turned into eclipse comfort ??? gfhdjs whoops#enjoy <3#oh. wait#my art#lmao
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・❥・in the morning picking flowers (in my head I was giving them to you)
: ̗̀➛ astarion x gn!reader
: ̗̀➛ wc: 600+
Though his piercing ruby gaze and sinful smirk that promises so much more may fool passerbyers and drunken tavern patrons, you see through him for what he truly is. A scared man trying desperately to prove his worth in any way possible. You see his lips quiver in fear every time he catches someone’s eye before quickly slipping into his persona. Your heart pangs to see a man like him degrade himself, so when he’s looming over your neck starving you don’t hesitate to offer yourself up.
He thinks you’re an idiot. That your mother must have dropped you on your head as a child. No person in their right mind would let a vampire feed on them if they didn’t have a thing for it. He’s sure this isn’t sexual for you so what do you have to gain from offering yourself up like a lamb to the slaughter. The thought gnaws at his mind until he feels his fangs break through the thin skin on your neck and that sweet delectable blood hit his tongue. All thoughts of doubt go flying out the window. The first sentient creature’s blood he’s drinken since his turning and he thinks he can’t ever go back to feeding on boars and squirrels anymore. It is the finest wine he has ever sipped, it is a royal banquet filled with the most lavish foods of Faerun, it is the first breath he takes in a cool crisp morning. Utterly refreshing and desperately needed.
He laps at your wound like a feral dog would when presented with a well grilled steak. He feels your blood traverse through his dead veins igniting every single cell in his body. Your blood rushes to his heart and he thinks he might faint. It starts to contract horribly and then suddenly expands and he only realizes after a few moments that his heart is beating. How could he have forgotten what it felt like to have a beating heart. Chasing the illusion of being mortal once more, he eagerly slurps up your life's essence.
You watch as the warmth leaves your body and flush his paper skin with a soft coral shade leaving you feeling like ice against him as if you are the vampire in this situation. And though your vision is starting to blur and your limbs are as heavy as lead, you let him take his fill. It would be crueler still to rip away from him when all he has had is a taste. But sweet suckles turn into ravenous gulps and it takes all your strength to whisper in Astarion’s ear to stop.
Through his drunken stupor he hears your plea break through his ecstasy and he now notices how limp you’ve become. He licks at your wound savoring the last beads of crimson that seep out of the twin marks. You look up through hazy eyes at his impending form over your heaving one. Blushing cheeks, eyes even a brighter shade of vermillion, and for a few seconds, a beating heart.
“This is a gift you know. I won’t forget it.” And you believe him. He turns to mist in your mind as sweet sleep takes over your drained body. You dream of your life before the Nautiloid, of prancing around in your mother’s garden as a child. How the grass tickled your toes and the sun kissed your cheeks. You imagine gathering daisy’s and weaving them into a crown as carefully as your toddler hands could let you and gifting it to Astarion. His cheeks turn the same shade as your blood and you spend the rest of the day basking in the sun’s embrace and making flower crowns.
#astarion x reader#astarion ancunin#astarion#bg3#balders gate 3#drabble#first fic ive posted on here and im so nervous#but i need to force myself to write and maybe this will motivate me#anyways please enjoy this lill drabble of my guy#rita writes
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#tried rlly hard to shade this like skin blender idk but gave up and just half toned it#my shading is shit and I can’t draw astarion for shit#man i hate realism#why do i keep trying to do it#anyways i hate the way this came out but i feel bad for not posting today#my art#art#digital art#sketch#astarion#astarion bg3#bg3 astarion#bg3#baldur’s gate 3#bg3 fanart#bg3 art#baldur’s gate iii#concept art#i should stop comparing my art to other’s bcs everytime i try to change my artstyle and force myself to draw in a new style i fail and die#the way i pick up art styles is just fun experimentation and somehow never made by studying other people’s artstyle#im not ready for my holiday to end but at the same time i feel like most of my bad thoughts are generated by too much free time#so mayhaps losing my free will for like 12 hours a weekday will fix my sads so uhhh#idk man#nobody reads these tags so i can say whatever i want#if you’re reading this uhhh#sorry you had to read me vent in an shitty astarion doodle post
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Y’all thinking about an older Ares has RUINED me
#hyrule warriors#hw link#kheprri rambling#fucked by the ‘perfect hero’ treatment and is a little hit jaded and scruffy and i am INSANE FOR IT#he does not cope well and i love that for him#obsessed with him. been thinking about him for a couple months now for my wargod au and yall i cannot stop#volga gets the treatment too but its slightly less noticeable coz hes a dragon#also sorry about there being nothing going on. every time i want to start on something i get hit by just utter pain and cant focus#so ive just been playing games and sleeping trying to get through it lol#but that also gave me a lot of thinking time for the aus. especially the main one (and this one obv)#also sorry if u dont vibe with the headcanon/au. hes far from being a dick or entitled hes just tired of being perfect for others—#—and just wants to live in peace with his dragon bf lmao#2024+ is the era of khep(me) forcing myself to draw facial hair because ive always been afraid of not doing it right#actually i love drawinf facial hair and all hair in general tbh im just horrified of people being like ‘lol ur wrong die’ XD#anyways sorry. rambling. too many brain thoughts not enough outlets for#will be posting the mistflier species sheet wip on kofi eventually i just wanna type the words out to make it more legible#it IS still a wip and thats why its gonna be going on kofi until its finished#<- and also coz its tailnrr related
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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]
a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious
i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me
as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy
#snap chats#may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ#i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise#can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL#im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways#i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history#but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX#i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him#yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All#it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me#i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context#i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness#and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help#but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading#Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh#im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling#and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl#ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted#but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo#i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING#because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time#im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway#its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for#down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth#as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP#i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT
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grrr ethan pokemon how do I draw you 🪦💥
So. I've been playing heart gold AND soul silver lately. you can tell what's affecting the poke brainrot now
#SORRY FOR THE LACK OF POSTS IVE BEEN HAVING AN ARTSTYLE CRISIS#im forcing myself to do stuff but if it werent for that persistent part of my brain pushing me to do stuff i will procrastinate for 3 years#anyway guess what? im now obsessed with all gen 4 games. my 3ds aint having it#soo now expect more sinjoh content because i swear i love these stupid goobers#trying to figure put how to draw them tho#why are yall so difficult 💀💀💀💥#pkmn#pokemon#pokemon hgss#pokemon heartgold#pokemon soulsilver#silver#ethan#gold#(tagging gold because then the fandom will come to bite me)#lyra#rival silver#trainer ethan#trainer gold#trainer lyra#arceus help these autistic bitches/j#the core art tag
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WTH. SINCE WHEN I REACHED 1K FOLLOWERS IN SIMBLR WHAT-
#thats insane. THATS INSANE#the crazy part about this is that I dont feel like that number is real. WHO HACKED MY ACC#yk what funny too? even after I got back in sims community I didnt think my posts going to have much attention or I will be making friends-#-its insane to me. especially since my latest posts gets like over 100 notes LIKE YALL STOP#honestly tho im so grateful for all that love yall are crazy and I love crazy ppl mwaha.#also ngl I hope this attention dont last (yes the hell is wrong w me) cuz IDK WHY I FEEL LIKE WHEN THERE IS TONS OF PPL FOLLOW ME#I WILL ALWAYS FEEL LIKE FORCING MYSELF TO CREATE AND THAT YK. LEADS TO BURNING OUT#but yeah my friends dw dw I am now a different person and I always have that mindset that I will post whenever I want#and yes especially w now? my mind likes to createpost w zero dialogue and short stories that is not clear but I just wanna do it. yk#like those edits on tiktoks from shows that u see n have no idea whats goin on but u r lowkey likin the edits#yes that the path im takin now MWAHAHA#anyways I love you guys I genuinely dont deserve this community (but yall are my biggest inspiration too its insane)#rando flovoid shit
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