#but if im wrong then that will be very sad

[honeytonedhottie]

what i learned during my reflection period⋆.ೃ࿔*:･🧖🏽‍♀️🎀

as you may or may not have noticed, i've been hiatus for most of the month now. and i disappeared because of personal reasons, and one of those reasons being that i felt i needed to reflect. here are some things that i've learned and realized during my reflection time.

this is quite personal to me, but i wanted to kind of have a heart to heart with you guys and im sure that someone is probably struggling with what i mention in this post so i hope this is comforting...💬🎀

WHY I FELT STUCK IN MY LOA JOURNEY ;

i was literally doing the most and it felt like such a chore at the time. i would force myself to affirm in ways that felt unnatural, i was letting myself get bullied by the 3D, even though i KNOW i dont have to do a thing. i was putting way too much effort in the wrong way.

WHAT'D I DO ABOUT IT ;

i took a step back and RELAXED. i did what felt natural again and enjoyed manifesting again and because of that i've had success story after success story...💬🎀

DOING A SELF AUDIT ;

i wanted to take a second and expose toxic behaviors and patterns that i noticed i exhibit and that have started to affect not only my physical but my mental in a very very negative way.

i'd been struggling with regulating my emotions and managing them so i was a walking ball of stress 💀. a beautiful ball of stress but stress nonetheless. i just felt so stuck.

WHAT'D I DO ABOUT IT ;

i went through the motions and after having a total meltdown and doing a bit of journalling i released everything, giving myself a completely clean slate once more.

i did a bit of a refresh and did miscellaneous things to make myself feel like im starting again. things like self concept work, changing the theme of my phone, taking an everything shower + bubble bath, having a pinterest makeover and getting a trim on my hair.

i forced myself to drink more water, and go for long walks not only to get some sunlight but to get my heart pumping and push myself out of the depressive rot that i had been in for months internally, but had pushed itself out as soon as summer started.

THE DEATH OF A SITUATIONSHIP ;

i got really attached to this boy 😭 but he was such a piece of work. like he did that hot and cold shit, but i rly rly liked him so i ignored the obvious red flags. but i got to a point where i just felt used and embarrassed. upon further reflection i think i didn't wanna let him go because he was so fine 💀, like 6'5 muscular kind of fine.

no matter how handsome a guy is if he has an ugly personality or if he just treats u badly then hes not fine at all...💬🎀

WHAT'D I DO ABOUT IT ;

i went no contact. thats like the easiest way to get over someone i think lol. i went no contact and i just manifested better things for myself. like being asked out by a bunch of guys and wingstop to comfort myself 🧋

also i focused on what i got out of the whole thing. i got the redirection that i wanted, PLUS i was filled with inspiration for my song writing.

SONG RECOMMENDATIONS ;

i want war (BUT I NEED PEACE) - kali uchis

eternal sunshine - jhene aiko

let you go - clara la san

needy - ariana grande

AT THE END OF THE DAY ;

i wanted to include this section as a reminder that everyone goes through shit. things happen. its okay to be affected by it and its okay to be sad. the most important thing is to not dwell on it too long. remember that you are not a victim and remember how amazing you are BECAUSE YOU ARE. you are amazing and no matter what happens, regardless of anything your gonna be okay and your gonna be in a much better place, it starts with putting one foot in front of the other...💬🎀 (love honey)

[cold-blooded-jelly-doughnut]

Happy Wednesday, fandom friends! Today I present TK and Carlos exploring a new kink together. CW Pet Play

“Good dog,” Carlos murmurs as the collar pulls tighter in delicate increments. His fingers brush over the nub of his prostate, and TK’s breathing turns shaky and hard. The feeling hits TK at the very last moment — pleasure careening upwards so sharply that it shoots to its staggering apex. He gasps with it, something like panic in among his sheer desperation.

“Carlos!” He manages, voice strained against the pull of the collar. TK curls his toes but otherwise stills his body, tries to prevent the sudden and premature orgasm, the way the signs of it zip through his body like an engine roaring to life. He fights it to no avail. With one finger hooking him tight by the collar, and another two deep inside him, TK comes for Carlos with a yell. He comes without permission, and he does it all over Carlos’s favourite decorative blanket.

“Oh my God,” Carlos whispers. “That’s it, baby. Look at you. Fuck.”

All self consciousness disappears with the high of it, the wrongness of not having asked permission, the comfortable embarrassment of coming before he’d intended to. His body convulses and his balls pull tight. His c*ck spurts generously, his orgasm so hard that TK squeezes his eyes shut and yells with it. He wants to bark for Carlos, thinks among the sheer fleeting bliss that his husband might have liked that, but TK has never barked for anyone in his life. He feels the desire for it sitting tight in his chest but has no idea how to draw it upwards into his throat, how to shape his mouth to let it out correctly. So he comes until he’s gasping, until he’s shaking, fucking himself on Carlos’s fingers as he does, rocking with the steadiest rhythm he can manage as Carlos complements his movements with the curl of his fingers deep inside him.

No pressure tags below! 💛

@ambiguouspenny @alrightbuckaroo @birdclowns @catanisspicy @carlos-in-glasses

@bonheur-cafe @chicgeekgirl89 @cafeshopau @carlos-tk @detective-giggles

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@goodways @heartstringsduet @herefortarlos @honeybee-taskforce @im-overstimulated-and-im-sad

@jesuisici33 @literateowl @lightningboltreader @liminalmemories21 @louis-ii-reyes-strand

@lemonlyman-dotcom @mooshkat @meditating-honey-badger @noxsoulmate @nancys-braids

@never-blooms @orchidscript @paperstorm @rmd-writes @reasonandfaithinharmony

@reyesstrand @sugdenlovesdingle @strandnreyes @three-drink-amy @theghostofashton

@thebumblecee @thisbuildinghasfeelings @welcometololaland @tellmegoodbye @ironheartwriter

@inkweedandlizards @whatsintheboxmh @safeaswrites @sanjuwrites @chaotictarlos

Omg you can only mention 50 people per post apparently. If you’re not listed that’s why! 😩 If you’re not tagged and wanna play, consider this your tag!

[mommyghostface28]

i had someone once say “are you really that sad? that youre begging some random stranger online to get you off? you dont even know what to do with yourself if you dont have someone telling you what to do. and i guess youre such a pathetic whore it doesnt matter who” and im still not over it and i lost contact with them and ive never met anyone who could insult me as meanly as them

wtf 🤨 first of all, I’m so sorry they said that to you. It’s very apparent that women do not have safe spaces to be sexual to begin with. So if you want to come here and chat or roleplay with someone that makes you feel safe to do so, there’s nothing wrong with that. It has nothing to do with you being “sad” some women truly just enjoy being sexual and that’s fine. Some women want to get off, that’s fine too! Sounds like some dumb shit a dude would say.

If someone wants to come to my blog (pun intended) and be an absolute slut in peace, by all means, I’m supporting it. Don’t pay them any mind. They sound miserable asf.

[princecupid]

in the marketing for interstellar, matt damon wasn't mentioned at all and when the movie came out him being in it was a total surprise

...highkey hoping NSS is doing the same thing with alex, because if they put erin yvette in the voice cast post today it would've been huge spoilers if alex IS in lost signals

[purrvaire]

good omens season 2 + text posts I have on my phone (1/?)

[timegears-moved]

don't trust bitches that say pokemon hasn't been good since gen 5. sun and moon did so much for us and yet you treat her like this.

[cxlandine]

now i really hope this isn't right, but i gotta say it

kalina said ragh barkrock, not lydia. lydia has experience with these things, she knows how to seal it and she's pretty cognizant and capable at the moment so she doesn't need ragh to explain on her behalf. maybe kalina just said ragh because he used to be infected (and he wasn't born with it so we can assume lydia wasn't) so she knows him better, but. lydia's already occupied with the gem in her chest. IF the same ritual needed to happen to seal the shatter stars again, lydia wouldn't be strong enough in her current state since she's weakened by the gem. gorgug's strength score dropped to 18 since taking more levels of artificer. ragh still has a +5. as far as we know the closest person to the bad kids who COULD have the strength to fuse with the gem is ragh, who also has some experience with it already. and if he did he would experience the same illness as his mother if not worse.

[xamaxenta]

Sabo shipped off to work on an oil rig, the ? Managing director? quartermaster?

Idk what jobs there are on oil rigs but whoever is in charge, a rough sea dog kindly in that isolated sort of way kind of man named Marco takes him in and tells him the rig shapes you, best, leave what it lures you alone

Which is fine, sabos no stranger to seeing beyond what one is supposed to but on the rig he hears voices and thats fine too because its not uncommon out at sea

Its also not uncommon to see nothing at all durinf the dark pitch black nights

What is uncommon is to see his husband sitting on the railings of the rusty salt eroded rig, radiant and with a smile that lances through his ribs because he misses him so much

Further uncommon is Ace died one summer that feels so fresh it couldve been yesterday, an aching wound from five years past

Sabo ran to the sea to escape him, Ace, fraught with the concept that sabo may forget him, chases after him

Cosmic psychological horror haunting by your deceased lover and seeking the comfort in the arms of the only other soul on deck— marco

Perhaps hes fucking crazy, Marco doesnt feel real either

[cathalbravecog]

veep dad comfort art

[quietwingsinthesky]

the last unicorn post from earlier has me thinking about the master. that yana is still in there, you know? is still someone he was, if even for a brief flash across the life of a time lord. there’s no way to unlive that life. there are ways to twist it later, sure, to make utopia into hell on earth. but the life was lived. in much the same way that the doctor can remember, can feel, the love he held onto as john smith even as that life is ripped out of his hands. the doctor choose denial and then grief and then to shutter it all away. and so john smith died, and so professor yana died, and the doctor and the master live on. the doctor has done this before, and he lives in orbit around humanity, trying to keep the best parts of them and hold them deep enough to take root (which he can pretend he gets to choose, as a time lord. as a human, it all floods in and can’t be dug back out.) but what about the master, right?

to borrow a turn of phrase: i think there are two time lords left in the universe, and they both learned how to regret.

[incorrect-ikevamp-quotes]

Charles, walking into MC and Vlad’s bedroom in the middle of the night: I had a bad dream. MC: What was it about? Vlad: No, don’t ask him that! MC: Why not? Vlad: Cause he’ll answer!

[tusks-and-claws]

not to be a constant shill for comic Miguel but hear me out

we all love movie Miguel, he's huge and tortured, yes yes. But comic Miguel?

comic Miguel becomes Spider-Man and essentially takes on the role of an anti-corporate double agent. He gets thrown into NYC's downtown (literally down into the depths of the city) and when he comes back up, is disgusted with himself for living a cushy life and he goes back to help protect Downtown. My man practically has a religion based on him. Though he never wanted it, he accepts the role of Spider-man and constantly puts himself in danger and sacrifices his interpersonal relationships so he can keep saving people. He really gives a fuck. And, yes, he is actually funny. He's a wiseass with a dry sense of humor. He's a complex character and the '92 comic run is worth your time

[sc3n3kitt3h]

IM LIKE IF A BOY WAS A MANIC PIXIE DREAM GIRL WAS A SCENE FAG

[writingmoth]

liking romantasy as an ace person who is more sex-indifferent than sex-favorable is so exhausting. there are all these books that look cool but the authors mostly market them based on spicy levels and spicy scenes and it does nothing for me so i just sit here like :| thats nice i guess haha

[spacedlexi]

skybound collectively unshitting their pants after acquiring the full rights to clementine, the coolest character in their own franchise

[ziipzeepzop-eez]

to be very honest I feel soso bad right now, can y'all make me smile?? 🥹