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the rory gilmore of it all…
#frankly im terrified that im not cut out for it#but if im not a writer then what am i?#anyway i have a little while longer to think but god it’s scary#it’s so scary and i’m so scared and i just wish i was thirteen still#journalism#rory gilmore#rory gilmore aesthetic#aesthetic#moodboard#moodboard aesthetic#aesthetic moodboard#blue moodboard#brown moodboard#pink moodboard
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writing is my passion
#girlblogging#girlhood#just girly thoughts#just girly things#girly blog#im just a girl#this is what makes us girls#hell is a teenage girl#tumblr girls#beauttiful girls#this is a girlblog#female manipulator#female rage#female hysteria#feelings#writing#writers and poets#female writers#why am i like this#whyyyy#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#sweet like cinnamon#cinammon girl#cinnamon girl
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taash said "they were doing it" and people ran with the interpretation of an npc that doesn't know solas or the history of the elvhenan even when bellara interjected and said, no, that's not right. that's not how it was for the elvhenan. they formed bonds before they had physical bodies. and people ran to doompost or create weird anti-solavellan shit even though mythal & solas refer to each other as old friends and when she releases him there is no tenderness or love in it. it is the act of unchaining a dog from his post, the stepping down of a general. but to each their own ig.
#let the record show i think love was there. do I personally perceive it as romantic / sexual? no.#mythal's perception of love & care is warped in and of itself#i think they loved each other. but she loved what she could take from him and what he could give in terms of service#not because she was romantically into him#also i wish we knew more about her & elgar'nan. her regret prison form says she holds no love for him anymore#and it makes me wonder when that love soured. was it when she was blighted? before that? was that love also born of duty and companionship?#this is the last post i'm gonna make ab this i think#bc i believe people are too caught up in the modern western ideas of love as thing we give solely to our romantic partners#and we literally have a character go ”our perception is warped bc of the age we live in” and some of you are still being purposefully obtuse#and i think trick saying it's up to interpretation is basically admitting EA had them dumb down the game anyway#if everything ab the rise and fall of the evanuris in game#was condensed to five 2min cutscenes it says enough that whatever the writers wanted#was swiftly cut down by corporate dept. basically saying it's in the fans' court now#also bc it's an easy cop out around new players & non solasmancers who are indifferent ab him / dislike him#as a way to appeal thru a more sympathetic lense of look!! he loved and was led astray#not to mention the clear justinia / leliana parallels#and leliana gets angry if you imply she was romantically involved / in love w justinia#and the romance descr when you remake your inq saying the dread wolf could not predict what it would mean to fall IN LOVE#implying he had never fallen in love before or at the very least experienced a romantic love#also him saying drinking from the well would make you a slave and he gets really upset#yet ive seen takes of ”hes doing this for her cus he dgaf ab lavellan” ?? he got mythal killed when he told her ab the blight#whatever feelings of admiration he had for her have rotted. he is literally burdened by his mistakes and his choice in joining her#i feel like if i were a spirit bound and twisted into a weapon i would need my creator to tell me i am Free. i would need that closure#like when cole says its not abuse to bind him if he asks and solas said thats not always true???#if you perceive her interaction w him in vg third act as#anything more than the way justinia released leliana in inq then im sorry maybe youre just obtuse#solavellan#mythal#dragon age meta
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You know what I really need in fanfics? More confession scenes where one person drops the confessions then runs, fast as fuck, in the other direction.
Like, obviously they’ll meet back up eventually and talk about it (which is hilarious in itself that they would have to sprint to catch up while yelling why they’re like this) , BUT THINK ABOUT IT!!! It 1) give the other person a chance to gather their thoughts so the person confessing doesn’t have to sit in anxious silence and 2) allows the confessor to get it over with quick and overcomes that anxiety over confessing. Also it’s just fucking hilarious.
Like imagine your fav paring or whatever, they get to that part where one (or both idk) realizes their feelings for the other but they’re just anxious to be vulnerable like that or they fear rejection, whatever. One of them suddenly goes, fuck it, and they turn to the other. (Maybe they’re on a sidewalk, maybe they’re in a park IDK endless possibilities here) and they go:
“ok I’m about to say something, it’s nothing bad (I hope) and I’m willing to talk about it after I say it. I’m 100% serious, this is really not a joke. But I’m going to say this and run to (relevant location). Ok? Ok…. Don’t freak out… iminlovewithyou” *Cue maniac SPRINTING as fast as humanly possible in the other direction* (Bro I’m cracking up just typing about this)
AND THEN!!! You get to chose how they react after a few stunned seconds. Do they sprint after them? Do they shout to bring their ass back over to them? Do they race like hell to beat the other at the determined location??? I don’t know, but it’s hilarious as fuck and can transition seamlessly into heartfelt feeling talk.
(Thinking about this with specific ships is funny as hell too)
Idk I think of more fics had this trope we could all have a grand ol silly time instead of accidentally speed reading through confession schemes because the stress is too much then having to go back and re-read it to fully process it, as one does. You know?
#am I about to expose myself on my ships?#yes. yes i am#hilson#this is especially funny if it’s fucking Wilson doing the confessing in the hospital hallway#ineffable husbands#homumiko#tedpendent#dreamling#johnlock#mattfoggy#stobotnik#shukita#the most randomest ships but it is what it is#i could definitely add more but we’d be here all day#fanfic#please please please writers im begging do this I’ll laugh my ass off#jk I’m adding more ships I think will be funny as I think of them#shassie#harrykim#fic ideas made specifically for me by me#lawrusso
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Lottie isn't going to die.
#yellowjackets#yellowjacketsedit#yjedit#shauna shipman#lottie matthews#courtney eaton#sophie nelisse#lottie x shauna#shauna x lottie#lottieshauna#shaunalottie#yellowjacketssource#yellowjacketscentral#yellowjacketsnetwork#96yellowjackets#tusermiles#tusercj#usercleo#antlerqueer#tvedit#tvgifs#**gifs#im missing them so bad needed to make something#has it been done before? idk who knows i’m doing it again tho#yellowjackets writers i am once again begging you to release the i'll do anything scene pleasepleaspleaspelwas i cant keep doing this#I NEED TO KNOW WHAT WAS SAID#PLEASE
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"you said you like me. are you sure about that?"
#the trainee the series#the trainee series#the trainee ep11#janeryan#jane x ryan#offgun#off jumpol#gun atthaphan#gmmtv#thai bl#bl drama#i have to say i am immensely annoyed by this show atp lol#BUTTTT#this was cute :(#what a shame though because it was heading into a good direction but then the writers got bored and everything became repetitive#also the whole judybahmee bait? i will never forgive them for that lmao rip#like okay if its not meant to be fine#but then dont?? bait it????#im so pissed#at everything#djkhfd#but anyway at least these 2 finally got their shit together i guess#sigh
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the thing is. juno & nureyev's relationship has been such a major guiding thread throughout the podcast and the major drive of season 5, and the fandom has built itself so much (as fandoms often do) around shipping the two of them.
and yet nureyev doesn't show up at all in the last episode! or, he does, but it's only implied (for all we know it could be like. alessandra strong)(i know it's not but it would be really funny) and we don't hear his voice.
and it's so important to me that despite the room that their romance has taken in the plot and in our hearts, his absence reinforces that the point of juno steel's story wasn't a lady getting his man, it was about learning to grow as person for himself and for his friends (and not just his love interest), and it was about finding his footing in life and being at peace with himself and his place in the world. and he did! his growth and relative serenity is so apparent and just. a balm to the soul
and the fact that his man is back is just a nice add-on, not a necessity for his happiness
#juno steel#my aro ass has been sitting still and staring at a wall thinking about this ever since listening to this episode#mannnn i'm just. so completely floored about how good this finale was#juno's been all over the place and his growth has been up and down throughout but like.#it's so nice to hear just how. serene he was this episode#he's doing alright guysss#juno steel is fine#he's accepting affection and expressing it back#i Will be reading massive amounts of fanfiction about juno and nureyev'#s reunion when it comes out but i am super happy it wasn't a part of the episode#i was a bit bummed out for sure cos like. hearing his voice is always a good time#but there's a different between what i kinda want to hear and what i actually want out of the episode#and i got allll i wanted outta this one#also i'm super into urban planning (starting a masters in urban governance in september hihi) so the new town description had me 😈 meow#🤌🤌#juno steel spoilers#tpp#tpp spoilers#the penumbra podcast#i am soo excited to find out which mildly unpleasant to outwardly despicable characters the writers will make us love next as they grow#mannnn now im thinking about caroline again#back to staring at a wall bye
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WRITERS BLOCK, FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!
Warwick Vander x reader things below!
Lets pretend this is an alternate universe where Reader, Jinx, Isha and Vi get Vander away and live in a cabin hidden away from the rest of the world while they try to find a way to save Vander without Viktors help. Also Cait comes and visits occasionally because how could I leave out my favourite lesbians.
Imagining Warwick Vander becoming super possessive of Reader, I mean, he's super protective of his family- obivously but its different with Reader.
Reader can't go five minutes without the massive "man" sniffing them out and sticking to their side, lightly growling at them to stay by his side.
He won't go to sleep unless Reader is there, laying ontop of him with his arms wrapped around their body, their presence preventing nightmares from invading his head. On the rare occasion of him being woken of from those nightmares and panicking, Reader gently petting the fur on his body to help him calm down.
Imagine if Reader was out and got hurt by something or someone and the smell of their blood immediately alerting him of something wrong and he sprints toward the smell, finding the Reader injured and bleeding. He gently picks them up, holding them with one arm while he makes his way back to the rest of the family. Whatever or whoever hurt the Reader is most likley non-existant now
He has to restrain himself from from growling at whoever has to clean them up- Reader hissing from the pain of the pressure being put on the injury. He would guard them while they recover, whether its a small wound or a big one, he would insist that they relax and stay in bed until they recover.
Reader helps him stay calm and relaxed during the day, Jinxs loud music playing while she and Isha make little gadgets together. Vi and Caitlyn training, Cait only being able to visit every few weeks so she doesn't give away their little hide out and Reader and Vander just sitting together- with Reader probably sitting on his lap and his hands wrapped around their waist. The noise of their little family normally stressing him out but Readers presence keeping him calm.
At night, Reader and him sleep in a "nest" which is pretty much just a giant pile of various blankets and pillows, since he can't really fit in any bed they can find. In the middle of the night, when Jinx has really bad nightmares, she comes in- Isha in tow, cuddling up to her parents. Vi joins in after not finding Jinx or Isha in their rooms and finding them in the pile.
Reader manages to get to get Vander to play with them and Isha, but Isha instead decides to dye some of Vanders fur the bright colors. By the end of the day, Vander is covered in bright blues, pink, random ribbons, and stickers. Reader makes sure to get lots of photos of Isha climbing all over Vander, who spent most of the time asleep.
Alright thats all my ideas- FOR NOW!!! I'm battling with writers block and its treating me like this.
I hope you guys enjoy!!! These are ideas I've come up with over the past few days while suffering from my period, normally I can do alot more writing but I've just not been feeling great with some personal stuff so its been a struggle.
Anyway, please let me know if you guys want more of these! I've opened up my asks, so if youd like to request ideas or even talk about your Arcane OCs with me! I have been considering writing about other characters but I'm not super into alot of the other characters but if people wanna see that, I'd be willing to give it a shot- either way, please let me know!
@ghostface-mp4 :D
#arcane x reader#vander x reader#HES SO CUTE!!! human or not#Guys please help me writers block is kicking my ass#I am STRESSED!!!!#Still recovering from my period aswell#You guys DONT wanna know what kind of Vander stuff i wrote during ovulation...#If i bleed anymore im pulling out my god damn uterus#WHO WANTS IT?!#Vander is my husband real?!?!?!
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ok.
ok I'm glad it's not just me.
there are so many fucking weirdos out there rn on archive of our own insisting that people tag "ooc" for every goddamn fanfic-
you know back in my day, people were just bad at writing in character fanfics and you just moved the fuck on and read something else.
but apparently it's becoming common to insist people "tag" every fucking little thing.
even things like "ooc" which is something that's not even always intentional.
but oh id better "tag" that these characters are ooc because they're not FUCKING in canon either...
it's like asking people to tag that the fanfic is not canon - like no fucking shit.
teenagers.
this has gotta be teenagers who don't know how to just x out of a fanfic they don't like.
incredible. insane.
I'm so glad I'm not the only one.
#holy fuck im so relieved#here i was thinking am i a bad person#no#yall are nuts#tag ooc - bitch what if im a bad writer#piss off#go read a fanfic written by someone else and zip it#this is my hobby#you didnt pay me to entertain you#youre responsible for your own entertainment
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Chasing Stars au ! !
forgot to put the fic up here ! its the comic pages plus 2 chapters so far ! (finished the second one today)) but yea ! actually writing the fic !
#chasing stars au#Sīdus the Fallen star#prismo the wishmaster#the carmine cavalier#scarab the god auditor#prohibitedwish#adventure time#adventure time au#fionna and cake#still got no clue what im doing#i am by no means a writer and this is like the 4th ? ? fic ive done so#im a comic maker first writing is not in my skills but im gonna try#doesnt help when i type at like 28 words per minute#but i hope yall enjoy ! !
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Lighter praising (or showing affection) and telling reader that he’s veryy proud of reader who has daddy issues (aka me) </3 (make it a bitt angsty bcs yes)
with that voice of his…. oh i’m not sure if he knows his power. also i am SO SORRY if i messed this one up because i’m bad at writing T_T also this reads weird if i dont clarify that its an established relationship between lighter x reader
not everyone has a good relationship with their family. especially after the fall of the Old Capital, many had lost their family and caused a rift between their still alive relatives. your day to day life hadn’t changed much but it was difficult for your family to get accustomed to the new life.
with that came many challenges; your parents working more to sustain themselves, their expectations for you as their child to pursue higher aspirations. the outer ring wasn’t where they wanted you to stay for the rest of your life, new eridu is a much better option for your future. days go by, stress piling up, nightly arguments at the dining table about how you should spend less time with the sons of calydon.
you never really brought it up to the other members. you knew they’d comfort you, considering they all had troubles in their past, but it’s not like you want to bring down the mood all of a sudden. on one particular night though, you had noticed lighter sneaking away from the rest of the group. you thought you could follow him but he was a lot more alert than that.
“wanna get some air for a bit? the girls are still talking so its all good.” lighter handed you a lollipop as he began to unwrap one for himself. there was an empty area far enough from everyone that had a perfect view of the night sky. no clouds in sight, just the twinkling stars and the bright full moon. lighter sat down first, sweeping away any dust before patting the space next to him. as you sat down, you began to ponder about your life. you hung out less and less with the sons of calydon since your parents, more specifically your father, wanted you to work harder. even if you had brought home some extra tips from cheesetopia, or helped out around blazewood, it seemed as though your efforts weren’t being appreciated and instead all he had to say were insults.
in the corner of his eye, lighter noticed you staring off into the far distance. he scooched over a little closer to you, maybe he’d be able to see what you were seeing. “something caught your eye?” his deep voice cut through your train of thought, making you blink at him in confusion. “oh uh… just thinking.” you mumbled, finally unwrapping your lollipop and popping it into your mouth.
“something happened recently, right? you leave earlier than usual lately.” you forget how perceptive lighter was, always noticing before others. “not recent but…” you ran your hand through your hair, feeling frustrated at how you couldn’t even enjoy such a quiet and beautiful night. after a moment of silence, you finally spoke up.
“it’s just, my dad. you know how it is out here in the outer ring. they want me to move out to new eridu but i can’t just leave. i have you and- and the girls…. they just want so much from me…” your voice trembled as you let your emotions flow out of you. your bottled up feelings finally overflowing as tears began to well up in your eyes. in between the soft cries, you felt lighter’s hand on your shoulder, rubbing you to help you let it all out.
“don’t let that old man tell you what to do. you’re doing a lot already. everyone in blazewood can tell you the same,” he spoke quietly but noticed how you seemed to still be trapped in your own thoughts. he placed both hands on your shoulders and turned you towards him. “hey, hey. listen to me. you’re wonderful and we all appreciate what you do around here. your dad knows nothing about you. we know you, i know you, and i’m proud of all that you’ve done.” lighter’s voice turned more serious, yet still carried a hint of softness to it.
he removed his sunglasses, exhaling as he looked down at you. “home is where the heart is. right now, where is your heart? hmm?” he asked quietly, moving his hands down to cup yours. “here. blazewood. i want to stay with all of you.” your sniffling was shattering his heart, trying to cheer you up but also afraid of saying the wrong things. he brought up one of his hands to the side of your face, gently wiping away your tears.
“then stay with us. i’ll talk to him, alright? just between us, i won’t tell the rest.” his voice was warm, similar to that of a fire on a cold night. he pulled you closer into his arms, hushing you while reassuring you. lines of “it’s alright” and “i’m here” came out of him naturally as you gripped onto his jacket. a moment of vulnerability, a moment of sadness, a moment away from keeping up appearances. you didn’t have to pretend, you couldn’t pretend anymore and lighter could see that. soft pats, gentle kisses on the top of your head, he just wanted to make you feel safe and loved after having your feelings constantly dismissed.
#lumiresponds ˚✧₊⁎☆#lighter zzz#lighter lorenz#zzz lighter#lighter x you#lighter x gn reader#lighter x reader#i am so sorry anon if this is not well written#or not what you wanted#AUGHH THIS LOWKEY KINDA HARD#also because i try to keep it as close to the game#so that it isn’t weird for him to just suddenly praise you for nothing#ALSO IM TRYING TO THINK OF MORE WAYS HE COULD PRAISE YOU#but i literally can’t think of any#I FEAR THAT I MAY NOT BE A LIGHTER WRITER GUYS#im a fraud fr#but this has been marinating in my drafts#i feel as though this is the best i can do with this#thank you everyone for being so patient with me
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If i speak ---
#agatha all along#agatha harkness#kathryn hahn#jac schaeffer#She has to be trolling us at this point#ijbol#Im going to be quiet this time because I'm not a director and never worked on set#marvel cinematic universe#marvel#marvel mcu#marvel tv#What was happening in that writers room#She thought about everything but the backstory i am deceased#don't come for me#agathario#sparky#wandavision#wanda maximoff#wiccan marvel#wiccan mcu#joe locke#mcu#mcu fandom
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you know what i love about tumblr
it’s not like those other social media apps where everybody’s chasing to get the most likes or become famous,, it’s just here for people to share their thoughts and connect and cry together
and it’s also for people in niche fandoms involving really old movies — yes dps tumblr i’m talking about you
anyways,, i don’t have any ideas for essays today remember to seize the day xx
from ur favourite drama queen
#i have school tomorrow#kill my thoughts#what am i supposed to do#im just a girl#dead poets fandom#writers on tumblr
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Yeah! I haven't read any fics focusing on them but I have seen that they exist! And also there's like a five sentence interaction in a fic I read ages ago that lives rent free in my brain. I think about it all the time when I draw Sixty.
#detroit become human#captain allen#rk800 60#yeah yeah the fic is definitely not about them but that little exchange is on repeat#thats the menace to society i need#someone who pulls a technically shes older than me therefore its within my rights to fight back#about an eight year old he has met one (1) time who threw a water balloon at him#granted in the fic there are adjectives used that would be less than sunny but the dialogue i used here is directly from it#so its only fair to link the fic lmao#hello once again saying i was reading fics for this game way before i actually played it so my formed thoughts#are v different than had i played it first ... and honestly im happy with the outcome !#i think i was able to enjoy the game more by realizing the ship i was reading about truly just didnt exist in game at all#and also holy moly the dbh fic writers are really good at writing anxiety and depression im in awe of how they word things#anyway here you go anon thank you for making sure i knew ! as i am constantly not a knower i like being told things i might not know#what if i started drawing for fics ive read what then would people who wrote them appreciate fanart five years later
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I don't think the Laudna book is going to be an Imodna book, despite Imogen being in it. Honestly I don't expect Imogen to show up until near the end (and if we're being generous, the last third of the book).
Like, I'm excited Imogen is in it, but I think people are getting their hopes up that the book is going to be something it isn't.
This is Laudna's book. Let her have the spotlight!
#critical role#what doesn't break#im not familiar with the author#but apparently shes a stellar horror writer#so i will be reading this book during the day#with the lights on#because i am a wimp
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day 19: partners-in-crime
#beary the hatchet#pearl (beary the hatchet)#grizz (beary the hatchet)#YEAH I CAN DRAW CHARACTERS FROM MY OWN GAME !! WHAT OF IT!!!#minifemslashfeb2024#kiki draws#this isnt canon to be clear i like to think that pearl and grizz have a fun toxic relationship post bth but whatever happens after the game#is out of my hands#“arent you the writer” irrelevant#also me tapping the sign yes grizz is a girl no she is not a man. can the youtube comments stop correcting me on my own game im sick of the#also i will likely be late on tomorrow's piece im finishing this one like an hour before i am going on a TRIP#just a short one but i wont have my laptop#so ill need to play catch up soon gulp#o well
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