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cheriafreya · 3 months ago

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Ratio and Aventurine before Rota Fortunae's events

#honkai star rail #hsredit #honkaiedit #dr ratio #veritas ratio #aventurine #ratiorine #aventio #video games #gifus #otp: do stay alive #man I love the Rota Fortunae team like they just GET it #their whole dynamic is portrayed so well #how can they be so cute and comfortable around each other???? I'm gonna throw up #the way Ratio just lets Aventurine sleep over him...#we're eating so good...#he's reading about androids too :_)#ah...

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quadrantadvisor · 5 months ago

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Thinking about DP x DC Jason Todd being a revenant again. Here's my scenario. Jason gets called that by some ghost. He's like "what the fuck is that supposed to mean?" He's heard the term before but he doesn't know any actual lore. He googles it. He scrolls past the Leonardo DiCaprio bear movie. He opens the wiki. Sees the words "animated corpse" and gets a chill diwn his spine. He starts reading the first section.

He closes Wikipedia.

That night he has a nightmare that his family buried him, again, this time with precautions. He wakes up in his own grave, full of stones, too heavy to move, to scream.

#CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THIS #like reading this section in the context of jason is SO HORRIFYING #the idea of someone knowing it was possible for him to come back. to wake up down there. and wanting to keep him there #stay dead. we want you dead. you're too troublesome alive. you're meant to be down there.#so anyways. jason internalizing all this shit and feeling uncomfortable in his own body because he's thinking of it as a corpse #and of himself as haunting a place he doesn't belong #and then meeting danny and danny says 'wow you're a revenant aren't you! The dead so restless they can't bear to stay in their graves'#and he smiles. 'You're amazing. Your will is so strong'#and the Ghost King tells Jason 'You're alive but that doesn't mean you aren't one of mine. I will come for you'#and batman says 'we will keep you safe from that entity and his threats. you don't belong to him'#and jason says 'he didn't mean i was his possession. he said i was his responsibility. he said he would help me if i ever needed him'#and bruce sees the faraway look in his son's eyes and doesn't know what to say #okay I'm done #for now #dp x dc #dpxdc #revenant jason todd #danny phantom #dc #batfam #jason todd #my rambles #my writing

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slfcare · 11 months ago

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one day you’ll yearn for the person you are now, to tell them, "hey, look, it turned out to be okay" and "i’m so grateful you’ve held on" and "things just worked out somehow". you’ll want to hold their hand and give them the wisdom that the future is actually better, and you know it because you’re living it. but you can’t reach through time like that. the only way to bridge the gap between the you of today and the you who’s doing better, is to hold onto the hope that they exist.

#late night clarity if u will #staring at a blank wall thinking about who i used to be #and wishing i could comfort her like this #i'm so grateful to her for staying alive and allowing for me to live #as i am #the healing (starts here)#growth in the self #comfort kindness family

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a-compass-without-a-needle · 1 month ago

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This is what happened after 3.1 isn't it?

#hsr #phaidei #phaidei nation I humbly offer thee a low quality meme to cope with the doomed yaoi that was going on #phainon #honkai star rail #fellas is it gay for your red coded rival to your blue coded rival to clasp his hands over your own after you stabbed him #due to thinking he was the objective of your revenge quest #pull your sword deeper in and by consequence add to your proximity while smiling and fondly say “Found you.”?#Was it casual when you had an insanely charged and homoerotic scene in the hot baths that had you face down on the ground at his feet?#no but seriously these two have me in a chokehold #what do you MEAN you told him your precise weak spot just in case you became you turned against his cause #and his presumed future EMIYA Archer coded shadow self immediately went precisely for it?#and you KNOW you'll die with a wound in that weak spot in your back and you told him about it anyway #and you tell people to keep an eye on him after you go to meet your fate and then ask him to watch over your people #and he says he'll work hard to learn your language #AND FINALLY #“If there's a chance in the next life you should come visit my library.” WHAT IF I PERISHED ON THE SPOT?!#that's their “See you in the next world.”; their “Do stay alive. I wish you the best of luck.”;#their “I would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you.”; “You were a wonderful experience. You were everything.” etc etc #they make me ill (positive)#also I find it so funny that as a KevinSu shipper in HI3rd I went into Star Rail expecting for the dynamic to be more coded with Anaxa #only for Phaidei to hit literally all of my points and favorite tropes in a ship and by consequence my head with a steel chair lol #really hope we see Mydei again soon because literally the first thing Phainon does after he's gone is talk about him all the time #he is a professional yearner and I respect him for it (especially since I too miss Mydei as if he's Odysseus going off to war and sea #for 20 years and I'm Penelope waiting at the shores of Ithaca)#also sorry for the low quality screenshot I was literally too invested in the quest to try and take better ones #gotta love how Hoyoverse is always giving the Kaslanas some of the best romances in their games and ESPECIALLY so if they're queer #myphai

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trianglesand · 3 months ago

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Marble hornets x Slendermansion AU but instead of Hoodie and Masky being proxies they also live in a small cabin in the same woods and are constantly trying to sabotage the creeps plans. Hoodie learns Jeff is supposed to kill some random family and follows him there to purposely set the home security system off and Masky jumps out of the closet and tackles Jeff. They all run away to their own homes afterwards when the cops are called. The Operator/Slenderman could put a stop to it if he so pleased, but finds the shenanigans amusing.

#creepypasta #marble hornets #mh #masky #masky marble hornets #Tim Wright #hoodie #hoodie marble hornets #Brian Thomas #Jeff the killer #Do you think Alex is a proxie in denial who keeps having to get dragged back to the mansion #Since Brian's alive so we might as well resurrect the rest of the cast #Is Jay in this small cabin or is he just desperately wandering around Rosswood with his camera trying to find these two homes #Since Totheark has started posting vlogs about how he beat up random local serial killers that have been evading the police #For months. Years. Decades perhaps #The video starts off a peaceful nature documentary #It starts off peaceful nature documentary #then three seconds later the blaring distorted sound of the alarm is is in your ears #And Masky is on the ground beating up Jeff #And ofc there's ominous codes and messages implying that there is a mansion they live in in Rosswood #And what about what happens to Tim after he finally returns to his normal state #Does he still stay in the cabin? Does Hoodie bring him to wherever Jay is staying for the night?#Cause clearly leaving him unconscious in the woods with a bunch of serial killers is a bad idea especially with their history in this au #Who knows really #I'm stuck on the imagery of a very tired EJ having to handle dragging Alex back to the mansion #Cause he keeps trying to kill Proxies “in training” (aka the ones infected with Slender Sickness)#And yes I copy pasted these tags from a reblog I made for another reblog on this post #I felt they belonged here too

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peace-hunter · 5 months ago

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tfone au where OP is created as the last of the primes but way after them, a sparkling born at what were thought to be the last days of the war against the quintessons, the beginning of a new generation of peace after eons of war. a child meant to be loved and raised knowing nothing of war nor sacrifice.

he's kept mostly out of the spotlight by his siblings, who don't wish to expose him to everyone's optics so young, and want to wait until the war is done and over to properly introduce him to their people.

except of course the primes are betrayed and murdered by sentinel, the war is lost and everyone who knows and cared for the truth is either banished or outright killed in order to suppress it.

and the high guard, the ones the primes trusted the most, the ones that were supposed to protect them, the ones who failed in their most important duty, have to make a choice. to take the last prime, their last hope, with them to the surface, a hostile environment where there's little to no supplies and where they'll be hunted down by both sentinel and the quintessons as the biggest threat to their regimen.

or hide him in plain sight. place him where sentinel won't think to look for him. one more sparkling among many. and hope it will be enough to keep him alive. pray to primus that he'll protect his last child long enough for them to come back for him when it's safer (even if most of them have already lost their faith on him when he allowed the rest of his children to be massacred like that)

they almost lose their resolve when they realize they will have to take the little one's cog away in order to make him blend in with the rest of the newborns (and oh do they burn with murderous intent when they see what sentinel has done to their people but it's not the time yet-) but in the end they decide an impaired little prime is better than a dead one.

and so in the chaos of thirteen dead primes and a sudden energon crisis, a little sparkling who very few mechs really knew about and even fewer had seen completely vanishes. and in the depths of iacon a mech in charge of a new batch of newborns scratches their helm in confusion as they realize they must have miscounted the first time.

optimus prime is quietly erased from any official records by sentinel, written off as dead when they find a sparkling's frame mangled beyond recognition after an attack on the base of those rebels that insist on being a thorn on his side. killing the sparkling hadn't been precisely in his plans, he probably could've found some use for it after all, but he's not particularly upset about it either.

and orion pax grows up with an ache on his spark that tells him he's missing something far more important than a t-cog and dreams of gentle and loving hands, cradling him against the frames of mechs he cannot recall the faces of.

#i talk a lot <3 #transformers #transformers one #tfone #optimus prime #orion pax #baby prime orion au #this is mostly an excuse for me to draw the primes and baby OP later on. just to be clear.#i WILL be drawing this at some point lmao #tbh i'm a little uncertain how i want things to progress #because on one hand it would be very tasty and tense if sentinel recognized optimus during the race #but that means a lot of changes very early on in the plot and i would have to do a lot of Thinking on how to justify getting the gang #to still pick up bee and elita. cause i love them <3 #i do think it'd be very funny if the high guard's plan worked like a charm except for the very tiny fact that they didn't count #on orion being an absolute hellion. like. this kid is Not Going Unnoticed and it's completely his own fault lmao #in this version maybe a member of the high guard stayed behind to keep an eye on orion and is able to get them out before they're killed #but instead of taking them to where the primes fell they take them directly to the high guard #which is very awkward because it's a very moving and emotional moment for the high guard who are finally reunited with their little prime #all grown up and healthy and blessedly *alive*. except orion doesn't fucking remember any of them and is very confused as to why #the legendary warriors of cybertron are getting all weepy over him. they finally explain the truth to him which is a Fucking Bomb #to drop on anyone but especially a group of kids who almost got killed by the person they all thought the world of just hours ago #they also return orion's t-cog to him which would create some tension between him and the rest of the gang because this time #he's the only one getting his cog back. add to it that they were just told he's the equivalent of a demi-god and... well.#there's a gap between him and them that wasn't there before #on the other version of events that follows canon more closely everything goes the same up until the gang finds the primes in the cave #and wake up alpha trion who now not only has to deal with the fact the rest of his siblings are dead but that he missed fifty cycles #of his baby brother's life. that the only sibling he has left does not remember him or his true identity at all.#he has to choose between telling him the truth which has the risk of unbalancing him in a critical moment where he cannot afford to #be distracted because they're being hunted down. or let him remain unaware. let him forget their family and the love they had for him #but letting him remain free of the knowledge of what he lost and the heartbreak it would bring.

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gummi-ships · 8 months ago

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Kingdom Hearts 3 - Rage Form

#kingdom hearts 3 #kh3 #sora #rage form #arendelle #formchange #my gif #rage form is so intriguing #sora still behaves in a wild animalistic fashion similar to his anti form but it's different #anti form felt as if he relinquished all self control and acted strictly on instinct just like a heartless #he used to run around hunched over on all fours and fight tooth and claw with reckless abandon #but here you can at least see SOME semblance of who he is. he's able to wield his keyblade while in this form which is pretty major #he still fights in an absolutely chaotic and primal manner but it feels evolved #the big difference is you call upon rage form at will. he channels his rage and darkness in a desperate last resort to stay alive #which is very significant but he still loses some control like the ability to use of magic; items; shotlocks; etc #it's cool to see darkness used in this way but i really want sora to able to explore themes of darkness within himself in future games #i want these to be more than cool forms with fun gameplay. i want them to have implications that something dark is brewing and needs to be-#brought to the surface and tackled head on because we've never seen anyone capable of cloaking themselves in darkness in such a way #take riku's dark form for example. he's in control and he's very much still himself. it's entirely different #on another note i'm now thinking about how hp is fully restored when activating rage form but you have the choice to give it up again-#when using risk charge. it'll increase attack damage but you're still walking a dangerous line in the pursuit of power

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nothankyoudear · 2 years ago

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Okay, so we all saw how Crowley's Bentley LOVES Aziraphale in season 2, but what about Aziraphale's things loving Crowley?

When Crowley argues about how the Bentley is his, Aziraphale uses his bookshop as an example of how they basically share things anyway... SO I implore you to imagine: - Cups of espresso just miraculously appearing on the nearest surface to Crowley, and the cup's content changing every time depending on Crowley's mood (one time Crowley took a sip of what he thought was water and got absolutely CHOKED by straight vodka)

- Velvet Underground immediately starts playing for Crowley the moment he steps foot into the bookshop

- The lights in the bookshop get amped up to 1000 so Crowley can see properly with his sunglasses on indoors

But it doesn't stop there - what if the bookshop loves Crowley so much it ACTIVELY tries getting him and Aziraphale together so he'll stay forever???

Crowley got kicked out of his flat after Shax replaced him, right?? So what if now the bookshop is just doing things to try and make Crowley move in???

May I suggest:

- Aziraphale's bed becomes a double bed - A pair of red slippers starts appearing by the said double bed, right next to Aziraphale's white pair

- An absolutely GIANT snake enclosure just randomly appears one day at the back of the bookshop. I'm talking the fucking Beverly Hills mansions of snake enclosures - ANOTHER TOOTHBRUSH. AT THE SINK. - Some of the most beautiful, LUSTROUS plants starts growing in the crooks and crannies of the bookshop just so Crowley has a reason to come over and inspect them

PLS TELL ME YOU SEE THE VISION

#i'm just tryna stay alive after s2 yall #ineffable husbands #ineffable husbands headcanon #anthony j crowley #good omens crowley #crowley #good omens aziraphale #aziraphale #crowley x aziraphale #aziraphale x crowley #good omens headcanons #my posts #good omens season 2 #good omens 2 #fluff #ineffable lovers #ineffable idiots #ineffable spouses

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this-hopeless-war · 6 months ago

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i have not seen anyone talk about this but I think about it every day/srs

The first thing Ponyboy says in (book) Two-Bit's character description is "Two-Bit Mathews was the oldest of the gang" and later specifies that he's 18 and a half. Darryl is 20. Ponyboy does not consider Darry part of the gang at the beginning and it absolutely tears me apart.

I also like how out of all of them Darry's character description is first (other than Ponyboy) Because to get the deeper meaning of this book you really need to see their dynamic and understand it, I really appreciate that we learn how Pony feels about him really before anyone else.

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cheriafreya · 3 months ago

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Dr Ratio and Aventurine in Rota Fortunae, by Megane98, Unnämed/Lucien

#honkai star rail #hsredit #honkaiedit #veritas ratio #dr ratio #aventurine #video games #gifus #ratiorine #aventio #otp: do stay alive #THEY ARE IN LOVE YOUR HONOR #FORGET ABOUT THE ENDING EVERYTHING IS GOOD #they are so cute bro the height difference........#I'm: GONE 😭😭😭💕💕💕#they should kiss next actually !!!!!!!!!!!#also man this was impossible to color sorry #it's so dark

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bucket-puns · 8 days ago

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Bite the hand that needs me, y'know

(I need the pen taken from me)

#bart #sophiebaybey #royal royale #royal royale smp #LISTEN LISTEN #Sophia was tweaking mega hard over the dying and being brought back thing i just KNOWWW IT #King of kings wants his wife to stay alive thank you!#put his wife in the games and suddenly she is NOT okay #im thinking way too much #getting betrayed so many times fucked sophia UP #i mean during her last moments im pretty sure she said something about bringing the entirety of the class system down #yknow nobels n such #she said fuck ALL the totems shes gonna see beauty in her kings gold the way she was MEANT TO lmaooo #what the fuck kinda shit is bucket talking about?#the romance between the king of kings and general sophia was fucking insane. trust me #i should delete this......#king of kings is fucking stacked with veils n shit and jewlery n shit hes so fucking cool despite wearing swim trunks under it all #i dont wanna tag duke i didn't do him justice #also this'll be the last i do of royal royale because if i continue I'm gonna write some crazy shit

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vaguely-concerned · 4 months ago

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seeing people claim that lucanis is 'bad representation' is hilarious to me because in so many ways he's really the closest anything has ever gotten to capturing my own personal experience. sorry for being bad real life queer and mental health/neurodiversity representation folks 😔 I'll take time to reflect and do some work on myself and try to do better in the future

#it's lucanis and harrowhark nonagesimus. I'm basically in the middle of that venn diagram. it's about as fun as it sounds lol #but. we. stay. silly. we stay silly. *deep breath* we stay silly #dragon age #dragon age: the veilguard #lucanis dellamorte #it does show bioware kind of are fucked coming and going tho. taash' character arc holds your hand too much apparently #and the moment lucanis' arc lets go of your hand for a second you walk directly into traffic and scream 'why would bioware do me like this'#is either arc perfect? no of course not as I apparently have to state every time to the point of tediousness. but also there clearly #is no winning everyone over anyway and people will invent problems that frankly do not exist. tilting at windmills gamer style #'is this just maybe not 100% 4 me but a bit for someone else? no. it's the writers who are objectively wrong and we all agree on this'#tooltip pop up: that is literally never true. there's NOTHING we all agree on. this is dragon age fandom.#you have been alive long enough to write words and access the internet. you know this if you search your heart #and think about it for even a second. so please do that before posting in the tag where I have to see it #as always 'your experience is not universal' is a useful thing to keep in the back of your head lol #also why lucanis is autistic To Me. a different flavour than taash and potentially bellara but the flavour closest to um. well. me lol

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kirby-the-gorb · 3 months ago

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#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #favorites #lolita kirb #did I stay up too late Again learning how to use the automated select tool in procreate to clean up all this random kitsch from the internet #hey don't worry about it #did I have fun tho #yes #(honestly it looks like most of what I have is too small for my usual working size)#(look how blurry that bow is TnT )#this is 100% For Me and I'm so glad the nostalgia version of y2k is so kawaii #(or at least one of the nostalgia versions)#cuz during actual y2k it was hello kitty or nothing and even that was super limited #(yes I was alive at the time)#now I can see hello kitty and Several of her most popular friends at almost any national chain #which frees up the import stores to bring over san x and amuse and ofc kirby :)#(this is in the usa ofc I'm sure availability varies Widely by region especially back then)

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littlefankingdom · 8 months ago

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I am really ashamed of myself because I went across this great panel but I didn't save it, and if anyone has it, pls give it to me.

It's a panel with the batkids (Dick as Nightwing, Tim as Robin, Steph as Spoiler, Cass as Batgirl and I think Huntress, but maybe not) being menacing af in front of Lex Luthor, who is saying some bs like "For someone who works alone, Batman works with a lot of children".

I do not know what Lex Luthor did to Batman, or said about Batman or Bruce Wayne, but he deserves the hell he has unleashed upon himself. He is way too arrogant.

#dick grayson #tim drake #cassandra cain #stephanie brown #lex luthor #nightwing #robin #batgirl #spoiler dc #dc comics #my ramblings #not tagging helena because I'm not sure she was there or not #lex is always so fucking arrogant in front of the bats like dude you are not keeping all your bones intact #at least try to lower the severity of the beating you are going to get #fuck with the bat and have a bunch of minors come kick your ass #Dick is the adult supervision he is just making sure you stay alive

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bluejay-in-flight · 1 month ago

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Please help me pay rent 💙

Thankfully it's been awhile that I've had to reblog my past donations post but I'm sadly going to have to ask for help again 🫠 I recently got a wonderful cat but he ended up having an upper respiratory infection and other issues which ended up costing me around 800 during the two vet visits i took him to.

Not only that but they've also been cutting my hours even more at my job and i haven't been able to find a second one yet. Due to these issues my paycheck has been even shorter than before and with the vet bills I'm don't have enough to pay rent this month

So if anyone is able to spare a little to help me and Nox continue living in this apartment or even just reblogging this post so that others can see i'd really appreciate it! 🥹💙

I'm also including my ko-fi link as well this time in case anyone doesn't want their name attached to their donation!

https://ko-fi.com/bluejayinflight

Cashapp: $bluejayinflight

Venmo: @bluejay-in-flight

Paypal: @bluejayinflight

(Baby boy Nox)

#like genuinely don't how what to do anymore feel like I'm being killed slowly fuck needing money to stay alive #donations needed #please help #please donate #signal boost

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heyaritou · 2 months ago

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