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shout out to all the ex jrwi fans who listen to naddpod. life is so much better here now. no mistreatment of artists or fumbling behind the scenes. it’s great
#random#for anyone who’s followed me for my naddpod art recently#i was an artist on jrwi pd for a small time#my oc is canon in the story#that show meant a lot to me#but it’s just kinda crashed after pd s2 ended#and my god#it is a train wreck to watch from the sidelines#sorry for those still into it#genuinely i hope you still find enjoyment from it#but i’ve got issues with them#especially with how they treated some of my friends#who were also artists on the show#but that’s really not my business to discuss in detail
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Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.
His grey hairs are so earned

#Chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#analysis#HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY#You know what yeah understandable have a good day#Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm#I’m def editing in the second page into that post that “I’ve got three people to think of here” sounds sooo much like that’s#how he’d think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them 🥺#I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. I’m planning so many#compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol#He’s just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!!#I’m always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesn’t sound disjointed or insane to average readers#He’s always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesn’t help#Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ‘dying doing something you love. Like drinking’#is nice in his opinion#This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what cost…#OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level.#‘I am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)’ etc etc#Can’t disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you 😏💡#Laws are important to him bc he knows how bad punishment is if you break them and how they’re the key to getting better rights
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i have a lot of dandys world doodles I’m working on and to be so honest they could all be one post and it’d be fine. but part way through i ended up developing three separate Themes and i can’t get past how i should separate them based on these Themes. but separated they’re only 2-3 drawings maximum so that makes me want to make more drawings for those Themes, to make them being their own 3 separate posts feel worth it. this results in me stagnating on working on any of them is the thing
#the Themes being 1 arthur and delilah 2 toons and the human characters interacting 3 Toons Mental Health Issues#realistically If I Must i could join 1 & 2. then all the potential trigger tags can go on 3 and be separated from them#so they don’t get caught in the crossfire HDHHSNSNS#I’ve got a commission to do so it’s not high priority but still#when i take breaks from drawing a commission it is still just to draw something HXHSHSHSN#words from the monarch
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I’m a normal amount obsessed with them.
#no i’m not#yes jason. look at you#i mean#if anything good has come out of nightwing (2016) run it’s them#we got at least two dick and jason interactions in this run#the one thing they didn’t mess up#and then that one tiny teensy panel of jason in nightwing 113#am i missing something? i probably am#but let me also redirect you to that one rhato annual as well now that i’ve got your attention#jason and his not-so-subtle puppy crush that he took with himself to death and back#that was *chefs kiss*#seriously you can’t read that issue and tell me jason was being normal about dick#and that time in that nefarius event (gotham war)#where dick absolutely lost it once he realized what bruce had done to jason#yeah#well#im normal about them#anyway#jaydick#dickjay
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That genocide ask was so vile. The strict adherence to the -80 years old- legal definition is exactly how certain countries argue why theirs don't count or how it predates the convention so what they did can't actually be called genocide. Not to mention that is just one definition that is used by UN and for the past 2 years we've all seen how easily it can be ignored and called into question by the world powers when it doesn't suit their interests. The basic definition of genocide is the destruction of a group because of their group identity, we categorize it as "national, ethnic, racial and religious group" because that is how our world is organized. It shouldn't be this hard to adjust the concept according to the worldbuilding of MDZS.
Also I don't understand how discussing what happens in the book is fandom drama? This isn't a rhetorical question by the way, you seem to be around here for a while so I'm genuinely asking. (I am a new fan, not even a year old. I've been lurking across various platforms and this fandom confuses me so much. I've seen differences of interpretation in all my fandoms of course but this is the first time I'm seeing where the fandom has a very antagonistic relationship with the canon. They don't like to engage with it, they don't like people engaging with it. The don't like discussing the story, the themes and the characters; they don't like and want others' discussing it either. They are also very dismissive (not just of the book but also the author), there is a general "it's not that serious, it's not that deep, shut up!" attitude towards other fans who actually like canon and want to talk about it. It's just overall very weird to me because why are people in the fandom of a book they obviously don't care much for it?)
Don’t let trolls rile you up. Villain stans are just mad that some of us can actually discuss the moral themes in a novel without getting upset because we don’t project onto bad characters and get in our feelings when they’re rightfully criticized.
#mdzs asks#anon#it’s only ‘fanon drama’ cause that loser#felt they gor hit by a stray because i talked about whatever villain they stan#so despite not knowing who tf they are#they felt the need to defend themself#as if i was talking about a real person (them)#people got issues but it doesn have to be *our* problem#and as for the hostility towards canon? I’ve made peace with it#you can’t force people to read#you can only tell them to stfu if they try to jump into convos that require reading AND comprehension
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One thing about me is that if you shun or try to isolate a friend of mine (or just anyone who you’ve dubbed a “fault in the system” or harmful despite evidence to the contrary) after you misjudged them for being a bad or malicious or untrustworthy person, I am going to rabidly support them and be extra fucking loud about it and make sure their voices are heard from every corner and it will literally be my driving force to stay online and alive for years.
#“woah crow that was random”#ik but i’ve been dealing with this exact issue for about 4 years now with different people since i got more into fandoms#i am NOT tired of being the loud supporter but i AM tired of the bullies in these places that are supposed to be safe from irl stress#also it goes beyond fandom and into past experiences with literal cult shunning irl and you’d be shocked how similar it feels#i don’t believe in returning the shunning or attacking but i do believe in working against both#entirely through support#i mean sheesh…if i’m honest i don’t believe in this weird ass catholicesque shunning nonsense PERiod#if someone is actively harmful then you band together with others to stop them and deliver consequences#or blocking someone is fine#removing them if they’re a dangerous threat…yeah duh there are stalkers n shit#but the majority of people in fandoms are NOT at this level#i will talk to anyone with any type of perspective and try to reason with them first before withdrawing#people have changed their minds when i did this and it was incredible#that’s halfway because they aren’t all unhinged or dangerous people right off the bat#some can just have warped views while others can be thinking in a way you haven’t considered or that you misunderstood#and the rest of this shit….90% of the time is high school drama over nothing and people acting like it’s life or death when it’s literally#just miscommunication…and QUITE OFTEN just that#it’s so clear that we could all be friends sometimes but people choose to avoid talking stuff out and resort to shunning or whatever#anyway#there’s not much to be done as much as i’d love to change this….but the loud support is how i counter it#now you all know….if this were combat i would be in a support role…handing out food and drinks to the troops lol#CrowRant#fandom bs
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happy birthRay
(textless version + self-indulgent bonus doodle under the cut xoxo)

#THE anime emo boy!!!#he’s got a photographic memory and mommy issues and a gun! no one is doing it like him#looking at all the tpn bday art I’ve done this is a definite favorite<333 developing my style via love for my kids#upon arrival in the human world Ray was exposed to the early 00s emo scene and he was simply never the same#remember when he got kicked out of the Seven Walls for geeking out too hard and realizing they were playing with god#remember when he was willing to kill a man and that other time he was like let’s just do a little murder idk#remember when he was ready to die for his friends and then (seemingly) watched them die instead#remember when they all made it to the end and none of it would have happened without him and that he’s literally amazing#the STAR the boy ever one of the best boys of the best boys#the promised neverland#Ray tpn#tpn fanart#emma tpn#norman tpn#full score trio#Violet tpn#Rayvio#vioray#nikki draws
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ALSO I am learning how to teach very introverted students, something my natural skillset as a teacher does not help me with.
#one of my greatest tools in the toolkit of my teaching (imo) is that I am unpredictable#I will turn on a dime and I’ll share a thought from the depths of my soul or back of the pantry of my random opinions#that will make them laugh or hook them and they want to hear more#with a group of introverted students maybe they love to see it maybe they don’t but it doesn’t work for them to become engaged#they get so quiet and so still#and not in the good way that kind of happens but kind of just in the scared mouse kind of way#BUT. this past week I kind of had a breakthrough#I totally wasn’t planning on it but the moment was right so I talked to them about them being quiet and introverted (gently teasing them)!#and then I said ‘but do you like it when I just stand here and talk about the book’ and they were like ‘yeah! kind of the pressure is off’#and then I said ‘oh! that’s good to know. because when you’re quiet it makes me feel like you hate me’#(not realizing until I said it that that was the heart of the issue)#and they laughed in surprise (i didn’t say it in a way where I was putting that burden on them in a serious way)#and then I said ‘yeah last night I went home like ‘omg was that a stupid thing to say about Frank Churchill?? no one responded’#and then they kind of shriek-laughed at me and they were like noooooo#and then they said what if we gave you a thumbs up when you were done so you know we don’t hate you#and I said that would be great#and THEN a few days later I gave them an agenda for our discussion written out on the board#where I talked and they listened (I called it discussion with myself) and then they had questions to ponder and things to talk about#with each other. and a lot of time. and THEN I cold called them (they won’t volunteer)#but by that time they were so much more relaxed and they knew what we were doing#so they talked more! and it was so goooood#ALSO idk if it was them#or me who had changed but by the time I got to lecturing at them again#I could feel the quiet warmth that I could not before#(the absence of which is what makes speaking publicly instantly a torture to me l o l)#and it helped so much! like. they didn’t say much (some of them did the thumbs up)#but I had cleared the expectations for them and for me tbh and it helped. I was not waiting for a response from them so in fact I got more#of one. and best of all I could feel them feeling both the warmth and the power of Emma a little bit more#it is starting to click. anyway this is so much but y eah#I’ve been wrestling with this problem a l l year. cracking it in December lol
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SAAVIK GOT TO LIVE A LONG LIFE RAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#my art#described#saavik#s'chn t'gai saavik#oh boy I sure hope people will be normal about her in the tags!!#genuinely robin saying that line made me cry. esp within the context of the pandora principle - I know I know dubiously canon or w/e. but-#- saavik being someone whose life started out SO HARD. who lived only to survive to the next day and repeating that cycle endlessly. to -#- living a full long life where she’s loved. I’m so happy that she got that…#also I’m not too bent about their son tbh. it was a freak accident - I’d have preferred an abortion to happen. but idk. I’m a freak I like-#- freak shit LMAOOOOO robin was talking about it being a ~juicy tidbit~ and I a sicko was just nodding along like ‘YES… AHAHAH YES…………’#mostly my issue is with them marrying but even then I’ve talked about how they probably have a lavender marriage just to avoid questions#kinda wanna draw their son now…#so like tldr. is this canon to me? hell yea why not. is TPP also canon to me? yep I will not take no for an answer on that.#how do I rationalize all this? IM A FREAK…. IM A WEIRDO….. WHADDA HELL AM I DOIN HERE……………………
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I have finally been released from the horrors (rapid fire college assignment deadlines)
#I have a weekend to breathe a bit I think#I’m going to finally watch a movie and not feel the weight of looming deadlines for at least a few days#I submitted a grant proposal for my senior animation thesis project#took two exams and lots of reading and smaller assignments#started designing my alien planet for multiple projects (including thesis)#submitted three artworks to the student exhibition coming up#Multiple check ins with a real client for an animation#Went on a field trip to the Detroit institute of art for a full day#delt with Brioche having a mysterious tummy issues for a few days#I’ve done around 4 animations in the last two or so weeks#Got my driver’s license renewed!#Dealing with hearing all the bs about the orange Cheeto and muskrat running this country#I yearn to make art of my OCs because I’ve been rotating them in my head#and I yearn to make fanart of the fanfics I adore that have been updating#I also need to deep clean my room I need to organize and relieve my stress and bad vibes#Random stuff
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#i wish my friend group would like. provide me with emotional support#i feel a bit drained because two of them got into an argument today and i played mediator/therapist to get them to make up#and once they did i shared some of my gossip/struggles and was entirely ignored on every level#i feel like they do care and would be responsive if i said something but i feel like a burden by sharing now if they don’t want it#idk we’re all adults with our own issues but it just seems a bit unfair#i don’t think i get the emotional support i need from anywhere no wonder i seek out non-ideal situations#i feel like i’ve been just screaming for the past 7 years & everyone just looks away hoping I’ll shut up unless i can do something for them#tw vent#rose.txt
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Hmmm she might be ready for her first real Walk™️ 👀👀
#it would just be in the backyard#she’s been okay with getting desensitized to the leash#I’ve even been having her wear it while she follows me around the house and sits in the kitchen#she doesn’t have an issue with pulling because she wants to be near me and follow me#she only pulls if something spooks her and she wants to hide#and I got a martingale collar so she doesn’t slip out#but I might go and get a harness to try as well#the family dogs are escape artists ESPECIALLY misaki so we had to buy special harnesses for both of them#with laika….the collar isn’t tight but I think the cinching makes her panic like with the pole#so I don’t think she likes the pressure on her neck#we’ve never really been a collar family but I think it varies from dog to dog#since some dogs don’t like pressure on their shoulder and chest#so we’ll see#gonna replace her collar since she chewed it a bit before she got used to it#so I don’t trust it lol#(different collar than the first one)#(this one is the training collar)#(she also chewed through the training leash. so. gonna have to replace that if I want her to be able to play and run and whatnot)#muttnik
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opinions on Tommy
sorry i just like posting polls
#sorry i just like knowing peoples opinions#tumblr shouldn’t have given me a poll option#also my vote is for neutral#mostly#don’t love his character in the flashbacks and wish we got a bit more redemption#he’s a fine character i just personally think he’s a plot device and probs won’t be around for long#idc if he does stay around but i def don’t think he should be endgame for buck#buddie#911#911 on abc#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 abc#911 poll#tommy kinard#most of my issue with BT is the shippers honestly#not even all of them#mostly just the super intense ones that think we should stop shipping/hoping for buddie#as if all hope for buddie is gone because tommy’s been here for what? 1 1/2 dates and two kisses?#and the ones who want eddie dead so buck and tommy can have christopher#y’all are crazy#probs the majority of BT shippers are nothing like that but i’ve seen way too much to ignore it#nothing against the rest of y’all that act normal#certainly not getting endgame vibes from the way their relationship is being written and framed#it always makes me happy when i can predict the results of the polls#like i try and tag them as neutrally as possible and then guess how the results will go#and it’s fun but sometimes it scares me#like i get anxious when they aren’t going. the ‘right’ way#i have to start taking my ocd meds again this is becoming a problem#bucktommy
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local comics shop got a big box of TF issues recently (PUNCHES AIR)
spoilers below cut




#transformers#ramble#mtmte spoilers#(<- in the tags too just in case ik LL ended like 5 years ago BUT I WANT PEOPLE TO READ IT!! AUGH)#it was so insane bc it basically had every issue i was looking for except delphi arc#i got LL 7 because of the cover without remembering what happened in it and IT WAS FREAKING CYGATE BREAK UP ARC.. DUDE..#ANYWAYS ISSUES 12 AND 47 IN MY HANDS! SO I CAN CRY OVER THEM IRL! YIPPEE#not gonna buy anymore now i’ve. indulged enough.
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Did I make a turtlesona? Perhaps

#the tmnt pit has influenced me#I’ve got issues rn and drawing them helps#turtlesona#big sis leo#tmnt#transfem leo#2012 leo
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How to convince a 50 year old man that would rather die that go to a doctors office to look into an autism diagnosis
#I’m convinced my dad is autistic#like he has sensory issues#mainly to lights my guy likes it DARK at all times#despite eating some rly weird shit he doesn’t like certain foods and refuses to even touch them#like sometimes if food has tomatoes in it if the pieces are too small he won’t pick em out he just won’t eat it#and he has a special interest#it’s browning knives I’ve never seen a person collect so many knives by one company before#if you ask him for gi#gift ideas it’s a browning knife#he loves em#I wanna just go shake him and say ‘YOURE AUTISTIC DAD!!!!!! I GOT IT FROM YOU!!!!!!!!’
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