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I wanna make a long list of all the best and worst moments of every single character in kotlc to prove they’re ALL complicated. That’s my project for the next reread, coming up in a few weeks.
#yes this is partially inspired by the-way-astray’s anti keefe post#bc it feels like something of a compilation of keefe’s worst moments and I’m like alright bet#I can do that for every character#but also#I can do their best moments too#might be hard to do Sophie since she’s not always a reliable narrator and also we’re in her head#but I’ll manage#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities
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gwjgdkebdj ive never asked anything from u before but can you do the gang with a reader who stims a lot cuz like i often stim like with my hands or like vocal stims like squeaking or certain words and idk how would they feel about that because i do it alot :]
↳pharmacy’s rotting my brain!₊˚✧
──IN WHICH, the gang with a reader that tends to stim!。✦
||✰ — the gang, separately can be seen as both romantic and platonic.
Johnny Cade ;
probably doesn’t care.
he thinks is a little odd at first, but gets used to it pretty fast
if you tend to do it when you’re nervous, he picks up on it pretty fast.
like, if you were in a public space that’s crowded and you were to start stimming, vocally or not, he’d notice immediately.
he’d take you away from the area ASAP.
“you good?”
“ye-yeah. back there jus, scared me is all.”
“yeah. i noticed.”
i think he tends to like, play with his fingers when he’s nervous so…he makes sure you don’t feel alone or weird because of it.
you feeling insecure over something you cannot control is beyond him.
so, he tries his very best to help you in any way possible.
if you need him to hold your hand to stop you from stimming so much in front of new people, he will NOT let go.
“johnny we left, you can let go.”
“no.”
“okay.”
Dallas Winston ;
i don’t think he minds much.
but if anyone else had a problem with it, he’d have a problem with them.
“the hell are they doing?”
“is it a problem?”
“yeah, it’s annoying.”
BAM!
dead.
he tries to understand why you do it, but doesn’t.
“i’ve told you already, dal.”
“yeah but, why?”
when you like, squeaked around him for the first time, he was probably scared.
“AH! what the fuck?!”
gets used to it though.
“jesus christ, y/n. you sound like a mouse.”
“shut up.”
if you get nervous around him and start stimming he probably would throw an arm around your shoulder and rubs his thumb up n down your arm.
he tries to help, sometimes, but fails so bad.
you probably just end up laughing at him.
Ponyboy Curtis ;
honestly, i can see pony stimming too. just a little bit though.
so, seeing you stim too make him feel less lonely.
ponyboy probably stims when he’s alone only but when you came along you’re like, the only person to know.
“me too!”
“i know, y/n. that’s why i told you.”
“oh.”
he’s always there for you!! like always.
it lowkey gets kinda annoying but whatever.
it helps ponyboy stay calm knowing your alright.
Sodapop Curtis ;
will also, beat the shit outta someone for making fun of you.
“stop that.”
“they can’t control that.”
“so? it’s annoyi-“
knocked out!
even a broken jaw, perhaps.
he is your number one defender!!!
i can see soda stimming when he gets excited, like shaking him hands, all that.
he totally understands you!!
he doesn’t mind if you do vocal stims.
you and sodapop legit understand each other.
i feel like he gets you. idk.
Darry Curtis ;
scared. he was lowkey scared when you stimmed around him.
he doesnt know why you do it??
don’t even bother trying to explain it to him.
but he gets used to it, n’ that’s all that matters.
he doesn’t even bat n’ eye no more.
he’s learning so fast at his old age!☺️
jokes…maybe.
if your certain word was like fuck or something, he lets it slide.
i think darry’s the type of guy to go “LANGUAGE!” when someone swears.
but he won’t for you.
“what? you aren’t gonna yell at them?”
“no.”
“what???”
“don’t ask anymore questions, you hear?”
Steve Randle ;
will beat the shit out of someone too.
0 fucking hesitation.
ZERO.
he is swinging without a second thought.
but, i do unfortunately have to admit, he thought it was weird at first.
he didn’t understand why you would squeak, or move your hands constantly.
but, slowly but surely, he got the idea.
i don’t see himself doing it, but he gets you.
Two-bit Mathews ;
i can see two-bit playing with his hands when he gets too excited.
so seeing you stim, isn’t weird to him at all.
he lowkey thinks it normal.
he thinks your squeaking is funny.
“HAHAHA! y-y/n, who knew you could make such cute sounds!”
he means it in a good way.
i swear he does😭.
i think he picks up on playing with his hands like how you do if he spends enough time with you.
“jeez, y/n. i’ve been hanging out with you so much ‘m starting to become you!”
“oh, shut it!”
#2knightt#the outsiders#the outsiders x reader#johnny cade x reader#johnny x reader#dallas winston x reader#dallas x reader#ponyboy x reader#ponyboy curtis x reader#sodapop x reader#sodapop curtis x reader#darry curtis x reader#two bit matthews x reader#two bit x reader#steve randle x reader#soapybakun<3#sorry for not posting much.#i’ve had a lot of shit come up lol#(not good ones)#but i’ll manage#i hope#i swear i’ll post more#sorry
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mmm going to get dressed+ do my hair and make up. today is my long class day and im kinda going crazy about it, i have a guest lecturer from 9-12, seminar 1-3, and yarn/dyeing class is from 5:30-8:30, with a hour commute be before and after classes 🙂↕️ im tired, have SO much work to do and its going to be a .33 of my medication dose tonight bc i get home too late and cant take the whole thing :/ if nothing else, i hope i get some work done today and make some progress on my essays and poems
#dani speaks#i want to stay in bed with sushi all day#i slept like shit#i’ve been sleeping like shit#everyday for the past week my mom has found something to scream at me about#i’m going a little crazy#but i’ll manage#trying not to hate myself like she hates me#it’s nearly impossible but i am trying!!!!!!!!!#i desperately need to be held and genuinely loved and valued!!!!!!!!!!#i’m touch starved and once it hits may i’ll not have kissed anyone or been close to anyone for an entire year.#it’s been the worst year of my life.#i need. to be loved. platonically or romantically. don’t care#either way if someone doesn’t strap me down this year i’m actually going to shrivel up and wither away
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Also, found out a couple days ago that I am, in fact, the kind of person who goes on 5 hour drives for fun.
#And by “fun” I mean to avoid going so stir-crazy I rip my own face off#I am. Not happy#But I’ll manage#Genuinely this is the only fucking thing that calms me down
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Flooding in NYC got to all my electronics and nothing is charging anymore. If I suddenly drop off the face of the earth pls know I am not dead just very waterlogged
#mod vex#my train got cancelled so I am. a tad stranded#but I’ll manage#will likely have to open comms or smth
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Working on the next chapter of Dementors’ Child 👀
#I know#I’m a month late#but I needed a break#and I have been having fun with my 8th year fic#I’ll write them both#that will be a struggle#but I’ll manage
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i’m hiding, battling with my mind.
but also, after a long long time i’ve put pen to the paper and i’m writing, i’m writing and after a long long time, it seems it could be something, instead of nothing.
#we’ll see#taking my time#hiding in a cave#in my regulus black era#sad boi poetry#basically#but make it#sad gurl prose#more like#hehehe#thats the laughter of the mad woman#(that’s a skin of a killer bella)#(sorry)#ehm#yeah not a fan of this episode i’m having reallz#but i’ll manage#gonna be back roght as always#q
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I love how Gerald was trying to keep Shadow from spoiling anything about the future meanwhile literally everything Shadow says and does around Maria is the biggest death flag ever
#in fairness i’m sure both past robotniks just assumed her illness would be what killed her h a#sxsg#sxsg spoilers#sonic x shadow generations#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#ark siblings#sonic#comic#my art#doodles#so this was pretty much entirely done 24 hours ago#but ironically was distracted from posting earlier by playing sxsg#and then watching snapcube play it cause her delight is addicting#i’m missing 2 chests and 2 bolts and I wanna see if I can pull it off without a guide haha#anyways now I’m thinking about the fact that maria and gerald probably went back to their time assuming maria would die of her sickness#and how that would change their respective behaviors#i bet gerald would be holding out that maria would still live a bit longer#just cause shadow inadvertently revealed he’s from at least 50 years in the future due to having met black doom before#(which rewatching cutscenes to remember this quote he Did try to play off a little bit with some sort of#‘oh what do you think the alien squid meant by ’this time i’ll beat you’ that’s so crazy’ comment)#so hey maybe it wasn’t a perfect cure but she managed to live another 10-20 years at least?#all the more reason to press harder surely!#meanwhile maria is coming to terms with her mortality at age 14 or whatever she is#frankly I bet she came to terms with it long ago the way she seems to be written#okay back to snapcube
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Guys I realized you can’t compromise quality time on your core interests without compromising your own core self and fading away as a person . Did you know about this
#This is a realization you come to every day as a pre med btw#You’re j kinda like I don’t need to be a person for the next 3 months and then you’re like oh that’s so unhealthy actually#And the cycle repeats and then u reach acceptance in residency when the 80 hr work week hits 😍#Awk#I should probably stop sulking and take advantage of the freedom I have before med school#Like I’ll still make time for stuff then too but I know that’ll be a whole other level of time management
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Watching Star Wars in chronological order is so funny.
Obi-Wan Kenobi really took one look at R2D2 in the middle of the desert and said “No, Luke, I’ve never seen this fucking droid in my life. Looks like a real bitch though. Not that I’d know. This is my first time meeting the asshole.”
No one in that whole franchise was Gatekeep-Gasslight-Girlbossing quite like “Ben” Kenobi, regular human-man.
#star wars#obi wan kenobi#r2d2#luke skywalker#More like Regular Human Cave Hermit I suppose#and R2 didn’t even rat him out???#I’m almost positive that there was a moment off-screen where R2 and Obi-Wan were alone in the cave hovel#just absolutely glaring at each other silently while Luke was using the rest room or something#R2 probably whirled around that cave bitchily#like Danm bitch#you live like this?#so uncivilized#and Obi-Wan was like#actually I think I WILL go save Leia#but only so I can drop this useless bucket of bolts on Anakin Skywalkers fucking doorstep and dissapear into the force forever#Honestly#the real plot of A New Hope was Obi-Wan desperately trying to get rid of the world’s bitchiest R2 unit#that somehow managed to find him again after decades#R2 found where he was hiding and Obi-Wan was like:#Guess I’ll die then.
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#cult of the lamb#cotl#my art#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#narilamb#cotl au#cotl fanart#cotl narilamb#cryptid swap au#cotl toww#i think they like to hold him like that#like gripping a plushie by its face type hold#also i FINALLY managed to get my hands on an ipad u guys r so cooked#hopefully I’ll have time to do the cotl drawtober but I’ll probably have to do easy mode since I haven’t finished my wip prompts yet loll#also my ancient apple pencil doesn’t connect to my ipad so I have to get another one eventually :( using a stylus in the meantime
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“Ya mind gettin’ that for me?”🤍🍦🍨🤍
#mammon obey me#obey me#obey me shall we date#obm#obey me mammon#mammon#obey me fanart#obm mammon#faaaawk this one’s been on the back burner#but he’s finally done giggles#now I have to work on the winter one….send me ur energy yall….#ohhhh but I love my bae so I’ll manage trust….#anyways I’d eat ice creams off him any day but trust something else will be ice creaming
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Omgomgomg MIKE IS HEALING!! is he finally comfortable taking off the bandages on his face?? Also HES IN DIFFERENT CLOTHES idk if that just for pizzeria simulator or WHAT but LOOK AT THE BABY GOOO


I’m still working on Michael’s pizza sim look, but he is healing!
#ask reply#I’m still working on this look ITS ALMOST good#but I feel like I need a few more tweaks#I’ll probably alternate between different looks for Michael#similar how I do for game Vanessa#so consider this one of his few ‘looks’#his manager owner look#the boss Michael#SHOUT OUT TO PIZZA SIM 💗💗💗💗
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perchance a price in great barrier reef ? (i stumbled into your art through this palette challenge and i love your style !! :DD)

Thank you, I am glad to hear that!!
#lets hope I’ll manage to draw a bit more the upcoming days#thank you for the request!#request#ask#captain price#captain john price#cod#call of duty#cod fanart#captain johnathan price#palette challenge
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Worked on a book dedicated to slavic folklore antagonists and the way their image shifted with time.
Baba Yaga in her latest form — how you may see her portrayed nowadays in fairy tales, cartoons and toys. Quite a charming one compared to the original character.
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#artists on tumblr#illustration#slavic#folklore#baba yaga#russia#slavic folklore#here's something so the blog won't be an endless pity party#I do wish I had someone irl to spill my thoughts to other than 10k unfortunate blog followers#it was a big project in august and I remember none of it#managed to finish it by some miracle#would be interesting to look at the artworks again after a long time when I’ll feel better
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Me when Ashton Greymoore is denied honorable and meaningful self-sacrifice, and now must face the reality that they MUST keep living after it’s All Over
#critical role#critical role spoilers#cr spoilers#ashton greymoore#bells hells#cr ashton#like#Tal and Ash were both so clearly ready#for Ashton to sacrifice themselves. and comparing that to Ashton’s backstory#to Ashton being left behind as a sacrifice. and becoming bitter(er) and lonely and denouncing ever growing close to someone again#to meeting letter. and learning from letters. and so much about telling letters not to self sacrifice.#but then letters does. and Ashton is ready to go to. he’s prepared to go out to save everyone#and he was so prepared for that to be where his story ends#but he doesn’t. and not through failure but through success#and now (though more trials still await) they must face the reality they must keep living after it all#and face the reality that they will not survive alone.#that they have come out the other side. alive but changed. but not in some miraculous way.#they are not healed. they did not go out protecting those they loved. and they are forced to contend#with the fact they will continue to walk this earth. as it is changed. but not miraculously fixed. but not sacrificed#and like. Ashton having to contend with the change. that the Thing is over. but they are not alone#they are alive. and have friends and a love. and a world familiar and new to love and learn#that they have a connection to but not an ancient force they are upholden to#that they and the earth will learn together#I’ll be honest only the first half of these tags was planned when I started typing about ash being forced to contend with having to live#having to live despite it all. that there’s no big change. no miracle. good or bad. but you must keep going. and how beautiful that is#for Ashton’s story and just in general for people who would resonate with him#but then like I remembered they’re gonna scare off the gods and so exandria is totally gonna change but like#consider my initial point and how beautiful it is#and how I managed to shoehorn it in to still make sense#babblestar
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