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Somebody stop me before I conceptualize individual titles and mini summaries for some of Croft's books.
#author posting#trying to tell myself that this isn't a useful way to spend my time lmao#and yet........#their debut is named and has a mini plot summary though lol#probably won't appear in game beyond the title#but i think about it sometimes#hey at least im having fun#and ive gotten writing done tonight so im feeling great~
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It has been brought to my attention that I have not publicly talked about Ockham and religion.
The Ackerman family did not flee when Spain took over the region and the Inquisition pushed out the Jewish community, but instead went into hiding. Over the generations, a lot of their traditions remained, but the context behind it was often lost. This was something that his parents deliberately did not share with the children until they would be old enough to maintain that secrecy. There were some tells, however, ones that he would have never noticed were atypical at the time, and only discovered far after the fact, long after he fell into the sea and Ockham left the Is Not.
Things like the bread sausages his family would make, the overnight stews on Saturdays, how his parents would touch the bare door frame when they walked into the house never pinged as unusual. Never something worth mentioning to anyone.
It's likely that his brother eventually knew, the sibling who stayed home, especially after Flanders fell under French control and things loosened up a bit, but when the cholera epidemic claimed most of their family and his brother no longer wanted to speak to him, that information was lost.
#ockham#ockham was just a bit too early for antwerp to take off#honestly for the best when you consider why#but i think about it sometimes#also the fact that eduard ackerman most definitely had a hebrew name#that he never would have known#although many things are known in the is-not#not that it would mean much to the parabolan#that's not himherthem after all#heshethey just has many of his memories#anyway off to continue cooking up something evil
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thinkin abt the treebark twitch rivals clip comp where Ren talks a bunch about how he and Martyn have a really cool plan to someone else while Martyn sits there like ???? and when he rejoins the call Martyn asks him about it and Ren is like oh yeah i made that up i have no idea what we’re doing
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It’s so funny that people are low key worried about dappers admin being on tumblr like tubblings haven’t had the fact that tubbo has a secret tumblr account in the back of their minds for years
#also tommyinnit and Ranboo are on here and Ranboo posts#aimsey too#quqqie had one but we don’t talk about that#but like idk if Tubbo really logs in#but I think about it sometimes#tubbo#qsmp dapper#qsmp#dapper the egg
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Sometimes I see the little drabble fics challenges and I always think that I'd like to try my hand at writing something again because, hey, I have a filthy mind and it's been almost 20 years since i wrote my first and only fanfic. I could probably handle writing something small like that.
But then I panic and feel the fanfic world is like a party with all the cool girls that I wasn't invited to. So they're going to make me feel awful about it like it's high school all over again and I end up in the bathroom with their dog all night.
#i wrote a fic about 20 years ago#and haven't been able to write another one since#out of crippling anxiety#fanfic#writing#deep thoughts#gallavich#britin#don't go chasin waterfalls#stick to the rivers and the lakes that you're used tooooo#ima stick to my fanart corner where i belong#but i think about it sometimes
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https://www.tumblr.com/transingthoseformers/753542580386545664/can-we-have-a-tiny-bit-transformers-omo-fetish YES YES YES i want to hear your ideas!🙏
Shockwave came to mind first. Maybe he's been working in the lab for long hours in the night, and it didn't really hit him that he had to go until the last moment— in fact it hit him too late :)
Another scenario that graced my mind was what if we forced Megatron to piss himself at the end of a long meeting. He nearly made it, too! Nearly, anyway.
Something Starscream. I don't know what but I need the jet to squirm, and for Thundercracker and Skywarp to look at him like "???"
#i don't think about omo as much as the other aspects of piss kink#but i think about it sometimes#mood shockwave mood#wasteplay#valveplug#Shockwave#Megatron#Starscream#Thundercracker#skywarp#omorashi
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i don't poke around fandom very much and i think. my issue is i don't want people to think poorly of me but i also know i have a lot of unsavory kinks that i post about very publicly and often without much warning that i use my favorite little guys as a proxy for. mostly this is fine with me, i know people who like it will gravitate towards my stuff and people who don't won't, i just talk myself in anxious circles about it sometimes.
#textsnores#like idk do other people who like gamzee as much as i do resent my using him in this way? idk. it doesn't really matter#but i think about it sometimes
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once again on them Yearning TM hours
#i know im not fit for serious relationships#im very withdrawn i shut down emotionally at any distress sign impossible to communicate with etc etc#but i think about it sometimes#maybe i dont want to be alone forever
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please i love you i'm begging you bring back suspension of disbelief bring back trusting the audience like. i cannot handle any more dialogue that sounds like a legal document. "hello, i am here to talk to you about the incident from a few minutes ago, because i feel you might be unwell, and i am invested in your personal wellbeing." "thank you, i am unwell because the incident was hurtful to me due to my childhood, which was bad." I CANT!!!!
do you know how many people are mad that authors use "growled" as a word for "said"? it's just poetics! they do not literally mean "growled," it's just a common replacement for "said with force but in a low tone." it's normal! do you hear me!! help me i love you please let me out of here!!!
#i am so sick of writers having to anticipate the most boring#bad-faith readings of their work. i am like - if you use cheese as a currency#okay! as long as the world makes sense to me: cool. cheese tax. moving on.#my job as the reader is to suspend my disbelief and say okay! i am so sick of like#fanfiction authors having to write dissertations#because they had an interesting idea they'd like to try out!!!#just write it! if it doesn't make sense that's someone else's problem!!!#PS OP is autistic. yes sometimes i take things literally at first glance. then i think about it lol#this is so clearly not about accessibility etc. it's about like. girl even i an autistic person#am able to understand ''they probably didn't mean his eyes darkened LITERALLY''
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i think we should remind musicians they can absolutely make up little stories for their songs btw. it doesn’t have to be about them at all. you can invent a guy and put him in situations to music. time honoured tradition in fact.
#sorry im bored of the same tags on this lmao#sometimes i think the confessional style loses impact because everything has to be excavated from the depths of the soul#and somehow. confessional writing seems to be going with the most disaffected bland sound possible. odd.#i love deeply personal songs! i love when songs sound like they mean something to the artist!#something something wider issue of mining trauma and being performatively vulnerable for quote unquote content#idk i don’t have the actual knowledge to write about this well there’s just something not landing for me recently#mine
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But I raise you the tag “ no beta we die like [Character] SHOULD HAVE”
My favorite ao3 tag is and always will be “no beta we die like [character that dies in canon]”
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i'll let phie-san say it:
#the vids i've seen on tiktok picking at her immediately get a block...#bitter otaku sitting in their socks in their mom's basement feeling threatened/enraged by a hot successful black woman outnerding them-core#also this kind of criticism is so demoralising and damaging to people who are trying to learn another language#also. accents are NORMAL and not a bad thing#i don't think that the end goal of picking up a new language necessarily has to be sounding native#and i know sometimes the way japanese people react like SUGOIII? *W* when a foreigner says like one (1) word in japanese is joked about#but like... genuinely... i always love when someone clearly has made an effort and took the time to learn some of the language#anyway she can step on those haters <3#also like. it’s just some lines in a song people need to relax…#megan thee stallion#autoplay warning#japan#japanese#language#mamushi
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If my mom sees a significant amount of blood she gets lightheaded, and has fainted on some occasions. Once it happened when we were kids, I wasn't there to witness it but I heard the story from my dad. Basically my brothers, around 7 or 8 at the time, were playing outside while my mom was making their lunch, and she accidentally cut her finger. It wasn't anything serious, but it drew a fair bit of blood and she passed out. My dad saw this and rushed over, but he didn't really know what to do so he just sort of started slapping her to wake her up (not recommended, but he had no idea and panicked)
At that exact moment my brothers both came in from playing, and all they saw was our mom unconscious on the floor and our dad slapping her. So, like, without even saying a word to each other they both just INSTANTLY start whaling on him, like, full blown attack mode to defend our mom. Which obviously didn't help the situation, but she did wake up and everything was fine.
Now our dad says that he's actually really glad they attacked him over what they thought was going on, because it means he raised good boys. And I still think that's true, they're very good boys.
#i think about this story sometimes like yeah I'm proud of them for that too actually. good job baby brothers#they're not babies anymore of course they're turning 20 next year which is crazy#but they're still the type of people who'd do something if they saw something of this sort happen for sure#respectful of women and everyone else too. they're good guys#I'm glad I ended up with them living in my house against my will for like 14 years#anyway i have no idea where i was for all this but my best guess is probably a friends house given the time period#i was always at my besties house lol#i hope she's doing well too actually. haven't spoken in forever...#bestie from greek elementary school... if you're out there... let's get muffins and fanta at the bakery across the street again someday 💜☮️
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lovey-dovey feelings
#sometimes i think about what a sequel to iyhm might look like#and i just know there would be more smooching :')#if you'll have me#iyhm#momo gardner#priscilla giang#art#wlw#sapphic#comic
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they are Cancelling me for dealing with my grief as best i can . also for the vicious war Crimes
#book 24#the conversation between the gods at the beginning there is just this#greatest hits#all i say is vicious war crimes in a vague way#and you all start frothing at the mouth like rabid dogs#a lot of yall get the memo with the blorbo tags but also. seeing quite a few strange pulls#not exactly war crimes but Ok#sometimes normal vicious crimes can just be normal vicious crimes ok guys#can yall stop tagging this as israel u guys r fucking weird….#if u see this and think it is a joke about actual fucking horrific war crimes and ethnic cleansing. u may be fucked up in the head#please be normal#will people stop commenting on this please. none of yall r funny#legendary warrior
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I think we need to get more comfortable with the idea that sometimes shitty, racist, homophobic, bigoted people are still incredibly talented.
I feel like every time I see a post addressing someone’s shitty behavior the post also takes the time to mention that they’re not even good at [x] anyway. And that’s just not always true? Equating being good at a skill as being morally good is just not necessary. Someone can be a fantastic writer, can have a beautiful singing voice, can create breathtaking artwork, and still be a horrible person.
I know part of this is probably just the instinct to dislike everything about a person when you dislike them, but I also think this mindset leads to people defending creatives way past where they should, because if bad people create bad art, then if this person creates art that I like and resonates with me, then they can’t be a bad person!
And you know. That’s just not true. Those two things are simply completely unconnected and I think it’d be healthier if we all started disconnecting them in our heads.
#ramblings tag#like idk. I think it’s possible to feel distaste for someone’s stuff while acknowledging it’s objectively good#but sometimes people act like admitting there’s a single good thing about a person who’s been shitty is impossible#and like. no! people are multifaceted and can have many positives#those don’t change the fact that they’ve done shitty things
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