#but i like planning ahead lol
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originally this was supposed to be my new years doodle but then i didn’t finish it for like 3 weeks after
#zelda#legend of zelda#tears of the kingdom#zelda tears of the kingdom#selfship#selfshipping#self insert x canon#oc x canon#link#zelda fanart#daeyumi art#daelink#<—btw this is the new tag for my selfshipping if u wanna mute or whatever#anyways ya it was supposed to be new years kiss lol but it’s super late so now there’s just clock town in the bg for no reason haha#but i decided to go ahead & do it clock town & fireworks like i originally planned anyways
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☀️ IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!! 🌙
This is my gift to myself :) I drew my favorite guys ever.
For a while I've been itching to draw the wedding outfits from this post again. I made them up on the fly as I was drawing, but I actually really like how they ended up turning out. They're super cute!! (though, yet again, you can't see almost any part of Dedede's outfit... 💔)
But then I couldn't get it out of my head to make a companion piece for it, with their mirror versions. And so. I did. What they have going on is a little bit messy, though...
Marriage or divorce!! Take your pick.
#kirby#kirby series#meta knight#king dedede#metadede#dark meta knight#shadow dedede#mirror metadede#i do like mirror mtdd. like a lot. but poor planning ahead with hcs and ocs caused them to end up. kind of doomed in my thing lol#maybe i'll go in depth about it one day. as much as i can anyway. i haven't fully figured it out myself#my art#couple details:#mk's tooth gaps are probably one of my favorite parts of his drawing. they're just so cute i'm so glad i knocked his teeth out#while mtdd is on Non Descript Happy Place mirror mtdd is specifically in the dimension mirror level from katam and ktd#just slightly. sparklier and shinier. because that's just how i do things. and without the buildings#i did try to add them but it made everything busier than it already was#mirror mtdd's faces are obscured on purpose but if you look closely you can catch a peek of dmk's expression through his veil#which! it's meant to be kind of like a widow's veil.. symbolism and what not#i couldn't think of what the opposite of a star was so i did hearts (for the plating. cheeks. and pauldrons)#i fucked up the rings.. because i got my lefts and rights confused..#but i kept it Anyway because it looked cool. i'm sorry though it's so annoying once you notice#i still have the flats and a better look at ddd's outfit (and a Little of sddd's face)#so maybe i'll post that later#i think that's about it#i'm 20 today :) sigh. the passage of time#god the way this has been crunched sickens me. don't look closer actually
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gonna be a bitch on main for a sec but i always find it really funny when folks say "why does this puff person waste their time and energy and skills making spite fic, they could be making original projects instead of tying themselves down to LO"
and i'm over here like
#it doesn't seem to occur to people that i can do more than one thing at the same time LMAO#i think people just tend to assume that i'm spending every hour of my day working on rekindled with zero room for anything else#and it's like no actually i do have hobbies and other projects that i'm working on LOL#and i do in fact have an end goal in mind with this#i know some folks assume that every big webcomic project is gonna be some “rest of your life” thing#and i get that because i was like that with time gate#but like. i do have an ending planned and i would like rekindled to be finished within the next couple years lmao#i'm not just indefinitely making shit up on the fly each week for the sake of updating 💀#it's called planning ahead so that i'm not spending the next 10+ years working on an endless project (again) 😆#self post
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The thing about Enoch is that his idea of -his life before the Au he's in glitched- is created only off of glimpses he's had of the past of the AU (the world only half loading an old save, images of two skeletons laughing one that looks too much like him). He can't actually remember anything before 'the glitch'. He can just create this idea of relationships he's missing, pieces of this life that must be his. Obviously it's his and this person that looks like him in the flashbacks must be him. And it's hard because he can't really miss it. It's not something he's lived through. So he's just left with this idea of where he's supposed to come from and who he's supposed to be but there's nothing left, nothing to confirm his identity but scraps and ghosts.
He's a very unstable character. In the ask blog you can't really see that but he's very frustrated, he's got no roots and it's like he's left floating. There's a sort of destructive force inside him. He's cute and nice until something sets him off, it's a good thing most things are either dead, dying or inanimate in the AU he's in because sheesh. And it's not really a premeditated sort of anger it's more of a morbid thing. A desire to hurt that he can't seem to get rid of. He's twitchy is all.
#um#well#using my little bit of 1am hysteria to get this out lol#I have a feeling Charlie might like this one#the problem with the asks is that I had to do too much work at once#I wanted to have a storyline and a comic and interactions and characterisation and it was too big for me I think#just because I didn't really plan ahead either#so it got out of hand#and then I was unhappy with the product and it made me dislike working on it#anywayyy#utmv oc#heehee#Enoch Sans#Enoch!Sans
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got a bit emosh about anon man leaving tomorrow[thumbs down], i think it's probably to be expected after a pretty intense week and also period and also not sleeping well last night. still not really sure what's going to happen, seeing him again in <2 weeks in france but after that no plans. i still think he might decide ldr is too emotionally devastating (he is more bothered by the prospect than i am, but clearly not bothered enough to not get involved at all lol) and call the whole thing off (which i am sure i could cope w/ after My Life Lately, but i would def be sad about it bc i like him) i also maintain uk-austria is a relatively chill distance anyway, given my remote job(s), but it all kinda depends on what he wants bc im already like [shrug] fine with the idea of Courting him properly internationally - 2h flight time is rly nothing, airport about an hr away, like. ? i dont see this being that hard. but i dont wanna force someone into a rship who doesnt want to be in one lol. not that i can anyway but u know what i mean. i dont wanna be More Invested than he is. but then again ... he did pay for a full week here pretty quickly. idk how casual that is if we are honest lol he did make me laugh yesterday - we were in the co-op and the conversation went like this: him: what is "cheese string" me: oh it's like. cheese you can turn into strings him: :(
#also i have NO PLANS OR DESIRES to move to austria but i dont see why a ldr has to remain a ldr really like#have NOT thought about options seriously so dont come at me for thinking ahead it's just what i do#we have a big house he could feasibly move into if he wanted to [CAVEAT: I ASSUME] and if things went well for a sensible amount of time#1-2y? lol idk#i could easily spend like a week a month in austria or whatever#anyway. dont shout at me
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u can’t pull up on me with surprise plans and then act offended when i don’t wanna go like,,,
#and then they act like their plans are more important than mine#well if it’s so important why couldn’t you tell me AHEAD OF TIME?#“well what are you even doing today” IT DOESNT MATTER.#DONT MAKE SURPRISE PLANS WITH ME. IM NOT GONNA GO.#*ahem.* anyways.#i have a mental list of things i gotta to do today#no amount of explaining is gonna justify it to them but that’s not really my problem lol#stan’s forum
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I'm going to lose itttttttttttt
November was my first month of unemployment; I got my benefits for the month on December 6.
The Agentur für Arbeit did not pay me for December, without explanation, and once I called their headquarters and complained, I got a double payment at the start of February (covering the months of December and January, I guess).
Then they messaged me that they're stopping my benefits, and that they would explain why "in a separate letter". Guess what: I never got the separate letter!!!
And now I've received a letter from my health insurance implying that if I'm really not receiving any unemployment benefits anymore, I may be in danger of losing my health insurance.
COME ON, GERMANY. How hard can it be to just send me a certain amount of money every month? Why has there been some stressful technical issue around receiving my benefits EVERY month since this has started?
I'm basically staying at home all day every day and barely living my life because I constantly don't know if I'm going to have an empty bank account at the end of the month or if I'll actually get paid this time. This is so fucking stressful and I hate it. Why is the AfA SO dysfunctional?
And more importantly, why the hell would they cancel my benefits with no explanation??? Also they just informed me on Friday that I've still got a meeting scheduled with my advisor, for March 18. But like... why would they be scheduling meetings with me after having randomly stopped my benefits? Surely if my benefits are canceled, that means I'm not a "client" of theirs anymore.
This is so stressful omfg. I technically have enough money to cover rent for a few more months, but then my entire life savings would be gone and I'd still be in debt and jobless. And that doesn't sound like a pleasant prospect 🙃
I know I am legally entitled to get 1500 euros a month, every month, for ONE WHOLE YEAR. Even the AfA themselves sent me an official document stating that.
But in practice, I've had to fight tooth and nail to get those benefits for even three months, and now they're suddenly like, "Oh we're not gonna give you any more money, AND we won't tell you why either :3 Byeeee!" So I'm mad af. WHY WON'T YOU TELL ME THE REASON YOU'RE CUTTING ME OFF?!?!??!??
#bürokratie#o hear my sad complaint#cosmo gyres#thinking about that post i saw once about long-term financial trauma#how if you've never had financial security it seeps into you on the deepest level#how whenever anything financially 'good' happens to me i can't really believe it. and i refuse to take advantage of it and take risks#like i heard that i was entitled to 1500 euros per month for a year (more than enough to live on for me) and i thought#'maybe during this time off i can finally visit a few friends who've been begging me to visit them for literally years'#not far away; i'd go for like a week max and stay with them and the easyjet/ryanair flights are like 40 bucks each#like: the most non-financially-intimidating travel prospects ever. AND YET!!!#something in me put it off and didn't feel confident planning those visits#and now i am being so. so. so justified in that paranoia#something always goes wrong and financially fucks me over#and even the tiny cushion i have right now is so little that if i'd gone ahead and booked those flights i would be even more fucked now#it's sad as hell that i'm nervously holding myself back from even the smallest indulgences that would make me happy#and that my life circumstances constantly brutally confirm that it was the right choice to be nervous and hold back :(#anyway. fuck. if anyone wants to donate to my ko-fi that would be awesome :')#i also feel very very confirmed in my instinctive sense to not move ahead with scheduling that surgery any time soon#that's just another indulgence i can't afford at this rate. if i get any money it's going straight to rent and bills lol#tag rant
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hello i was wondering if you could write 4th part of the alien x bought reader i really enjoyed it and i was really hoping if it would be smut too<333

#damn it#i do like that dopamine rush from seeing people comment#but like#i didn't plan this far ahead#lol#what do?#yandere alien
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"I don't know... D'you really think it'll be enough? We don't know what that thing is capable of." "Tch. Your father drove off dragons with a spear just like that." "...I think you overestimate the size of that dragon. It was hardly a great wyrm." "It doesn't matter anyway. God or no, Ravana's no more than an insect. He won't stand a chance against C'vanoh's child and C's greatest archer."
miqomarch day 7: favourite job
sehri's adapt with both a bow and a spear, though their spearmanship is far stronger, and their go to for any difficult battle, leaving their archery for simple hunting. valhi is the one with a knack for archery- he has the skill to back up his bravado, he truly is a prodigy with a bow in his hands. still, sehri can't help but feel apprehensive. even with their strongest weapons in hand, is it really enough to take down the lord of the hive?
well, valhi seems to think so. and he's never led them astray before.
next
#miqomarch#ffxiv#ff14#gpose#miqo'te#oc: c'sehri#oc: c'valhi#c'valhi is an arrogant prick#but he also is. cripplingly insecure.#he wants to succeed sehri's father as nunh very badly#but also has a bizarre complex around being an Outsider#since he was born in a tribe in gridania rather than c like sehri and kekoh#this is completely stupid. bc c tribe literally adopted a hrothgar#and sehri's mom is also not from c. she's from thavnair.#but he is constantly doing stupid shit to try and 'prove' himself anyway#like: fighting ravana pretty much alone with only sehri for back up lol#he sees nothing wrong with this plan. surely it'll go very well and c'vanoh will HAVE to make him his successor bc he saved c from the#primal that is a massive thorn in their side#the tragedy of it is vanoh ALREADY sees him as a worthy successor#this is a day late bc it was my bday yesterday and i did not plan ahead#mine: gpose
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Ray is teaching/taught Slimer how to fetch. (Knock Knock)
#ghostbusters#the real ghostbusters#season 2#ray stantz#slimer#a bit of a late one today because I was out celebrating my birthday and didn't plan ahead to queue this oops lol#Ray and Slimer are kinda cute together#like it's kinda impressive that Ray can love that little slimeball#he's stronger than me fr
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me seeing a dog in the film. immediately pausing and looking up doesthedogdie.com
#HAPPY TO SAY THE DOG DOES NOT DIE THANK GOD THANK GOD AND THANK GOD#THATS WHAT THE DOG WAS FOR LMAO??????????????????#I WAS CONVINCED HE WAS GETTING PAST THE METAL DETECTOR SOMEHOW#were only 40 min into a 2 hr film?????????????????? what the hell else happens???? everything is happening so fast#OK SPOILERS AHEAD. BUT#HE WOULD HAVE SUCCEEDED IF HE HADNT DONE THE FUCKING SPEECH...#<- i guess the point is that he doesnt actually wanna like. murder someone. hands shaking etc.#but man...................... ofc it was too early in the film for him to succeed#and now the fight is so much bloody and worse#arguably thats what hes used to though huh. it seems that hes not used a gun before#mannnnn now i gotta be like does the alphonso die. ohhh#WHYD HE THROW THE GUN#ALSO NEVERMIND ON THE NOT WANTING TO MURDER PEOPLE LOL#awww mate ur about to die of infection.#i guess he wasnt necessarily thinking of an exit plan. like he was supposed to kill this guy even if he died after#but now like. is the guy even actually dead. bet hes still alive#oh hell yeah its trans people time???????#anyways this is patels directorial debut? its fucking awesome i hope he does more movies
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i would like to find a yarn color that is roughly close to this shade of orange:
as the doll is going to be using dark blue eyes and the contrast would look pretty good (ty to my friend for helping me narrow down colors here lol) but well. you would not believe how hard it is to find a more muted light orange. i have been to specialty yarn sites. if i did either of the two multi-colored yarns, it would be for highlights/still mostly orange just with other tones in there :) if u have specific opinions on this please comment bc good god i hate yarn shopping for this.
#twist rambles#bjd posting#technically. i am having the horrors of trying to figure out yarn for her bc NONE of my typical companies have the right yarn color. like#hex code E89052 is IMPOSSIBLE to get a color similar. i need a light orange but not TOO light and i want it to like... look ok w her dark#blue eyes. which REAL funny story about that is barely any dolls that look like her have dark blue eyes like... its mostly light blue. so i#is just a nightmare to logistics w colors. i really like the landscapes a LOT and i think it could be fun to do like... highlights/multicol#ored hair but well. lol. the horrors#ive been looking at the fruits one for days bc its like... genuinely so stunning and i think it could be fun to have small light highlights#mixed in there. but im sooo unsure of like. what would work best. i have to plan ahead before she comes in like... a couple weeks#ill srb a couple times :)#this is for miss yucky btw. for context. but im trying to get this sorted b4 the strike
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birthday in 13 days ... and we r actually celebrating it this yearrrr :3
#morning broadcast#honestly im prob just gonna have some of my friends come over the weekend after#but also my grandma said she was planning something . that she did not tell me so i dont know lol#if its like taking me somewhere and she doesnt tell me ahead of time ill start killing i HATEEE not knowing plans and shit
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maybe i didnt need to worry about anything, maybe i just had to make the comic
#quail talks#hi 🫶 i am just excited and feeling such euphoria rn#i just wrapped up one of the last pages in this opening scene and im so !!!!!!!!!!#i have about 20 pages ahead sketched and i'm slowly working through it between homework and general life drudge#its so wonderful..........i mean. i knew i always loved comics. this is technically my 4th#but this is my BIG ONE you know. the one i am Coloring. and its longer than 40 pages#the one i want to Periodically Release (i have no idea when i will be- i want to make sure i am far enough into it! backlog!!)#but i do plan on releasing it along the way of producing#i was so so so stressed out about Planning and Scripting and oh goddd is the story even GOOD enough.#hey. claire. (gripping her shoulders) you've been working on this story for 4 years. you have plenty planned and outlined i promise#and the story will continue to change!! im excited to be rangling this beast along the way#i just had to get started and im so glad i have#it might take my 4 more years to complete- but does a story ever finish truly?? its about the process......................................#and i dont need to worry about the story being Perfect- i am only 21. this is not the last story i will ever write lol#it just feels like a door in my brain has been opened that has always been supposed to be opened#i hope you guys like it as much as i do when i do release it :3
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😭
#grosssss#my birthday is coming up?#how???#my friend has a bday close to mine so we do a shared party#and she’s already planning it#……..#how am I already turning 27?#the friend who I’m catsitting for and I forgot her bday told me that she can’t believe she’s 27#and it literally hit me like a spark ran up my entire body#that means I’m turning 27 this year too?#I know a lot of you are going to tell me that’s not that young and you have your entire life ahead of you#but when you feel like you’ve been in this weird limbo numb state for the past decade?#and then you wake up one day and realize oh you’re not 17 you’re actually 27 lol#and you’re not in high school and you don’t have any plans lol#instead you’re living with your parents still and just trying to survive#back in high school I was counting down the days until I graduated and was ‘free’#then my entire world changed#is this what happens when you grow older?#each year your birthday is a reminder of what could have been and getting knocked back down to earth#with a birthday cake and candles#I know it’s not too late and like I said before I’m still relatively young#but how do I function when I feel like I have a brain of a teenager but I’m supposed to be an adult#text distracted me and now I don’t want to go back down this rabbit hole also idk where I even left off?#lol enjoy my rambles for the day 😝#shut up rosie
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I made a more or less random Inktober prompt list for myself, because I wanted to start preparing early. Feel free to use it if you like it!
#Inktober#Inktober2023#inktober 2023#more or less random in the sense that I got a long list from somewhere and made it shorter with a random number generator#And there were a few I didn't like so I rolled a couple more times lol.#I just want it to be as fun as possible for myself and part of that is challenging myself#but not so much that I have to break my brain trying to figure out what to do with words that I don't feel inspired by.#Also I want some very easy ones hehe - I've got a busy time ahead.#I have a plan for each day and sketches for 10 of them so yeahh I have a nice head start#inktober prompts#inktober prompt list#prompt list#drawing challenge#drawtober
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