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#vent in tags a bit#because i dont want to bother anyone#im just ready to get out of this maze#i look wrong in the mirrors while everything else looks normal#phthalo looming over us both freaks me out and also is pretty much the only comfort i have#michael is being really nice though about everything#keeping me close holding onto my shoulders so i dont get lost#saying nice things to me to try to help me stay calm#the voice keeps whispering lies that are so close to the truth or at least the things im scared are the truth#but i know theyre lies#i dont know why im being so heavily targeted or why its effecting me so much#michael and phthalo seem completely fine#i dont know aba well enough to know if this sort of behavior is completely normal or anything but shes actively fighting things#i just feel sick#my stomach feels terrible my head hurts#the monochromatic corridors are giving me a migraine the way that a person gets snow blindness#im salivating which is just a weird uncomfortable feeling#i dont want to look at anything but the ground. maybe michael will let me hide in his jacket for a bit#ill feel really bad if i throw up though
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riz going "you know how sometimes people make stuff up" and the immediate response of "no i actually don't" coming from figueroth faeth is so extremely funny
#well if she says she doesnt know anything about that then she doesnt know !#fig has never lied in her entire life btw <3#i love them so much theyre so funny#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#ok time to continue the ep GOOD MORNING
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pygmalion and galatea for aroace people
you should tell your friends what I look like, riz gukgak.
#fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year#fhsy#riz gukgak#baron from the baronies#fh class quangle#class swap babeyy! bard!riz that's whats goin on!#I really need tags for these now I think lmao#ask to tag#I feel like this should be tagged something. but I dont know what#in my brain after the initial kidnapping class swap baron's thing is every time riz keeps his story abt them up in front of his friends#they get a little bit closer. they send him pictures of where they supposedly are n stuff#theres a scene in my brain only of kristen and riz on top of the van and kristen is like everything kinda sucks rn can u tell me abt baron#cause what you guys have is so nice and beautiful. and riz almost doesn't but he ultimately can't deny kristen a little peace#lmao I feel like dipping into baron stuff with the class swap is like showing my whole ass online again I just. I'm a#horror person before all else... I cant stop myself. canon baron is Great and Cool but that is kind of the thing. for a horror thing theyre#Too Cool. I think cool is kind of the neutralizer of scary. when a monster is a certain amount of cool it overrides the scary#and now u just have a Cool Monster#its so fucked for bard!riz this year bc he doesn't have an office (he's mooching off the school wifi from the AV club room lol)#so there's no buffer between adventure and home life. so baron just shows up in the strongtower apartment lmao#sophomore year bard!riz looks like a slasher protag so I just leaned into it I guess. he gets a mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon kennedy#well. its worse actually. they can show up where he is at any moment theyve proven this. but they dont#they choose to punish him slowly as he lies to his friends instead. baron is mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon and also a bitch#I think its gonna pop up if class swap baron ever speaks in a comic I do but their voice comes from like. inside their hollow face#it sounds like it's a lot deeper in there than that skull should be#tbh what I have rn is kinda like a bag of loose pieces that Can fit together into something great but I dont have the energy to#really sit down with them yet lol. Im doing this inbetween other things#it comes or it doesn't! it's fine. funny how today's bad comic day also. I wont say this is for bad comic day bc all my comics are#flawless and beautiful and perfect and awesome and beautiful and the best#but u should. if u havent drawn a comic today or at all ever u should draw a comic
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#the idea came to me and i had to see it through#im sorry but jordan would not be able to handle upsetting marie#i know theyre a sap when in a relationship#gen v#jordan li#limoreau#marie moreau#mariejordan#jordan li x marie moreau
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I LOVE YOUR DNDADDIES DOODLES I LOVE SWIFTLI AUGH AUVH AUHH AUHU AUGH AUVH AUHH AUGH I LOVE YOUR ART SO MUHC
i dont draw swiftli enough given they are the embodiment of "love is stored in the infodumping" to me
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#swiftli#taylor swift dndads#lincoln li wilson#when i draw taylor rambling i flashback to every conversation i've had w friends who reminded me that i rambled about hs quadrants#within the first FEW DAYS of knowing them#apparently i went on a 4 hour tangent about how the quadrants affect the society ALONE so i just picture that dynamic w swiftli lol#it goes both ways: taylor rambles and lincoln subtly drags him into his own interests#gets taylor talking while theyre playing fifa and just “this is it this is what loves about”#my artwork
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Oh wow look at that, a House MD Good Omens AU that is so severely in demand. Haha. I definitely haven’t been thinking about this for weeks. and I am definitely not coping from good omens season 2.
#I LIED I AM COPING#house md#greg house#house#james wilson#good omens#good omens au#I have so much written down about these two in my notes app you don’t even know#hilson#house md fanart#THEYRE BASED ON SEASON 1. I JUST LIKE THE GREY STREAK.
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clarazz are so strong if i was (vaguely in love with and) slightly possessive of my best friend and the whole world was obsessed with him (like i was) id crash out 😭
#m!ik#ameri chima vine shiida mephisto? whos next henri?#not to mention eiko purson and lied 😭 (who really i mention specifically bc they apparently kin him which is soo funny. also they make up#boku trio together! though if we were making a list list im not sure id add em a tier above any other misfit…)#not all romantic obsession to be perfectly clear^^ but they all wanna stand by irumas side the same 😳#ameri and chima who want to stand by iruma romantically and academically/socially/powerwise…#vine and eiko too but theyre like. gag characters ik we’re a comedy series but everything surronding these two is a bit so im#putting them in the same adjecent group of side characters who are crushing#shiida who wants to be his family#mephisto who wants to be his righthand man/royal advisor/wants to make him king#(again misfits in general but lied and purson i single out bc. boku trio / young king duo / music duo u get it#id group bachiko opera balam and maybe even kalego with these other guys but… mmm#mmm bachiko certainly loves her student and opera/balam/kalego are all protective over iruma in their own ways id argue that when u compare#operas his family. bachiko is his master#kalego and balam are his teachers and his familiar/the first person he told his secret to#theyre all (seemingly) satisfied with their closeness with iruma/comfortable with their relationship as it is. theyre secure#the list above are all sorta Longing for something more#they want to be important to iruma#theyre not satisfied! they want more! and the story specifically centers around this idea for an arc or two or many#which btw i love i think iruma deserves having so many people who want to be close to him and who admire him#omg i forgot kirio HELLO…. hes…a little differently obsessed.#lets group him by himself but near the ameri/chima and eiko/vine section if u know what i mean#(note: its been a while since ive read chapters with shiida in em but from memory i do think she sees iruma as a little brother-#which is such a specific bond to long for; i think she wants to be someone he trusts first#followed by someone who can protect him followed by someone who he can learn from)#demons are selfish; i think its really sweet that theyre all pretty respectful of how iruma chooses to spend his time esp for being demons#cuz guess what! irumas selfish too. a true demon. he wants more and more and thats kinda what its all about#tldr everyone wants to stand next to iruma; clarazz (who stand next to him as his soulmates) have feelings about it lol#mairimashita! iruma kun#welcome to demon school iruma kun
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how did he make it feel like anything was possible?
my piece for the @gohexyourselfzine <3 leftover sales are still live!
#wahhh#the story in my mind is theyre in boarding school together#dark academia vibes with a magic undercurrent thats not spoken about#and they go sneak out into the forest at night together to do learn magic!#and be gay in secret :)#theyre wearing horns they dont have horns :0#but i just love dekus 'ill follow you anywhere kacchan' energy its very important to me 😩💕#ill follow rivers the magician remix by lykke li <3#ya know ya know#bakudeku#bkdk#my arts#my stuff
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Guys I'm tweaking I wanna draw I WANNA DRAW ANGST SO BADDDDD
Trying my best to post in order so the timeline makes sense but oughh the urge to just... take my pants off and show the raw angst is GRRRRRR MY EYES ARE TWITCHINGGG!!!
#legit my eye twitched when I was typing this#or maybe thats the lack of sleep catching up to me#been rambling about my lore to some people (you know who you are)#and even then IM GATEKEEPING THEM THE LORE SO THEY DONT GET SPOILED FOR THE JUICY SHIT AUGHH#HELL I EVEN LIED TO SOME OF THEM LMAOAOOAOAO#SO THEYRE STILL ON THEIR LITTLE TIPPY TOES WHEN I POST#little red herrings never hurt anyone :3#im going crazy#crazy? i was crazy once#they locked me in a room#a rubber room#full of drawings covering the walls and red string everywhere as I talk to myself and go bananas /silly#LM whispers
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#dndads#dndaddies#dndads s2#dndads season 2#dungeons and daddies#taylor swift (not that one)#taylor swift dndads#taylor dndads#lincoln li wilson#lincoln dndads#scary marlowe#scary dndads#normal oak#normally oak swallows garcia#normal dndads#haha guess who my favorite is guys.w aog. (its surprisingly not taylor)#i lvoe all the kids this season theyre so.. gruhgfhjkg#i like it when kids get to be kids!!!! yay!!!!#theyre so unapologetically cringe sometimes i lvoe them#normal is my favorite btw love that little guy#normal i get your name has Ls in it but you dont need that many 😭#love hihm honestly failboy boyflop real#doormat wet slop my boy right there#hes neurodivergent your honor#theres a lot of taylor in here specifically because hes a weeb and i lauve that abt him#like pop off little guy!!! u go little man!!!!! not to mention the fact that he?? canonically knows japanese??#and his own little manga series ohghh im sick.. hes just like me in elementary..#i love mainly english speaking characters that also speak japanese sometimes it lets me practice
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long as fuck nails always painted with at least a clear coat club:
saiki kusuo
teruhashi kokomi
kaido shun
saiko metori
imu rifuta
nail biters club:
kuboyasu aren
yumehara chiyo
arisu makino
suzumiya hii
nendo riki
aiura mikoto (with fake nails over top)
(formerly) kaido shun
(formerly) toritsuka reita
(formerly) akechi touma
normal short nails 🙄:
hairo kineshi
mera chisato
satou hiroshi
toritsuka reita
akechi touma
#idk why i made this its just funny to me#i was just looking at how long my nails are rn and this came to mind#i think akechi bit his nails as a kid and then learned how much bacteria is there and snapped out of it so quick#ur gonna have to trust me on aiura cuz i just know.#she has to constantly resist the urge to bite off her press-ons but theyre a little tougher than normal nails so she still chews on em a li#kaido used to bite his nails BAD but he broke the habit a while after he started painting them#cuz swallowing nail polish constantly is really annoying and gross and DEFINITELY wasnt making him choke or anything noo shhh#im not rlly sure of my reasoning with toritsuka.. i just know#i couldn't decide for kusuke tbh cuz i feel like he just doesnt give a shit#but for him does that mean he would just let them grow out forever or that he would just bite them tf off ?#he would probably need short nails for all the hand work he does though so#maybe he maintains them normally but only for that reason#we all know he doesnt take care of himself so he wouldnt do it if he didnt need to#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post
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li junliang's weibo post
#i literally couldnt think of a caption that wasnt just me proverbially gasping for air so#li junliang#meet you at the blossom#myatb cast#he posted a load of bts videos of him as well and its so weird to see him in su yins clothes just talking like himself#without thr Su Yin Face u know#tumblr doesnt really do video sets tho and theyre all only lije 10s so im too lazy to post em#ok i added the link. he also says farewell to myatb 😭
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concepting something …
trying to make a little tweening thing with them. . cool is current and warm is past
truman’s balding…. Also i dont know for sure what past Sasha and Milla looks like, only a vague idea for Milla rn . sighs
#psychonauts 2#psychonauts#hollis forsythe#sasha nein#milla vodello#truman zanotto#oo7 art#THEYRE THE FOUR AWESOMEST!!!!!!!!!!!!#the main psychonauts in the psychonauts world#aka the coolest#the two bosses and the two awesome agents#giggles#I HATE THEM ALL#lies#I LOVE THEMSMMSSHGSRGRGRFGRGRGR#i think this is my heights for them#I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT MILLA AND SASHA LOOKS LIKE IN THE PAST#LIKE THEIR PAST SELVES#I ONLY KNOW HOLLIS AND TRUMAN😭#HELP ME
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so often i see people try to downplay violet and minervas relationship like it wasnt Real enough or was some Inferior Romance that her relationship with clementine could Never compare to, and i find it so annoying and boring
she LOVED minerva!! and its okay that she did!! she was her first love!! childhood best friends turned girlfriends!! seeing her being so heartbroken and miserable about what happened to minnie, how deeply and desperately she missed her, hugging that bed frame so pathetically. but clementine makes her CARE again. makes her LOVE again. slowly violet becomes comfortable with the idea of opening her heart up to people again, after trying so hard not to because the pain of losing people she cared about was too much to bear (especially when she blamed herself for them being gone)
then she learns minnie didnt die. shes falling in love with clem while grappling with the fact that minnie might still be out there??
then she meets minnie in the woods. but minnie has changed just like she has. theyre both different people now. and slowly violet is forced to come to terms with the fact that the person she loved so deeply isnt that person anymore??
violet at the beginning mourning minerva and blaming herself, to shooting her to save clems life. she LOVED minerva once, but she doesnt like the person she is now. and shes not gonna let her hurt anyone else she cares about. shes done mourning her by the time they get to the bridge, only crying out for tenn
like idk i just find their relationship evolution to be so interesting and sad as shit. the fact that they once loved each other so much and it has now come to this?? but violet makes her choice and she Chooses clementine, because she admires and loves clementine, probably similar to the way she used to admire and love minerva if the way she talked about her is any indication
i just think "i never thought i would ever feel this way again" is way more interesting than "wow minnie Never made me feel like This"
#violet makes minnie a stronger character literally Just by being there#the way vi and minnie and clem all bounce off each other is so fucking good#CLEM SLEEPING IN MINNIES BED IS NOT AN ACCIDENT#clem has essentially replaced her. and minnie is seething about it. because she wanted them all to follow her to the delta#but instead theyre following clementine. who she sees as a threat to their lives. when in reality the real threat is her and the delta#now its minnie who is sad and lost and doesnt know how to grapple with it#instead doing what she can to save herself. even if it means hurting the people she cares about#and violet HATES THAT!! and shes willing to fight to save the people she loves#even if it means hurting someone she used to care about more than anything#she places that shot so perfectly. she doesnt WANT to hurt minnie. but she wasnt gonna let her hurt clementine either#she may have loved minnie once. partially blames herself for what happened to her. but theyre both different now. and she loves clementine#LIKE IDK that evolution is just so good and makes the clemvi romance even more strong??? violet knows Exactly what and who she wants#so by downplaying the vinerva romance it inherently makes her choice to choose clem weaker??#the more she loved minnie the harder that choice was. and she chose clementine#anyway this is why the clem vi minnie boat fight makes me bark like a wild beast#either i see people try to downplay her love for minerva OR they overhype it and act like she never got over her#when her getting over minnie is the whole point!! taken vi trusted her bc she LIED to her about sophie!! and clem broke her trust#god shes so heartbroken and confused in that cell get her out of there!!!!! vi i'll save you every time!!!!!!#thinking about clemviminnie instead of working what else is new#twdg#violentine#vinerva
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have yall ever noticed in osamu dazai's entrance exam that ranpo cuts to the heart of dazai within moments of meeting him, weighs him against the feather in his gaze, decides it neither too heavy nor light, and then says, simply, unfeignedly, deliberately, "Oh, that's nice. Anyway, welcome to the Agency."
and dazai, despite smoothing himself shapeless under ranpo's scrutiny, is rattled, slipping aside his noh mask to self-soothe by asking kunikida about ranpo's skill. because the radio static crackling along his spine can't be the sensation that he's been caught, or ranpo would have renounced or redressed or recoiled from the snake in his home— so it must be no longer human, buzzing and frustrating such and such skill ranpo set on him, and this placidity is a facade to save face. ranpo couldn't have seen what dazai didn't deign to show him, however much the thought briefly excites dazai.
except then kunikida explains that ranpo's skill is to deduce the truth of a case just by looking at it, and dazai is momentarily stunned, the static roaring in his drums as muscle memory swallows piqued yearning and spits bitter incredulity. even if there were a skill that could crack him apart to out the pluck meat that might reassure him he's made of flesh beneath the chitin, there is no exception to his nullification.
even as the blackened grief encroaches like ennui around dazai's edges, ranpo is calling them, promising them the answer they asked for, and no more than that much. he asks dazai for his glasses (the glasses precious to him, typically on his person, but in that moment, somewhere else), and dazai is coaxed by his curiosity and ranpo's beckon.
and because dazai is still a pitiable creature prone to wanting, he leans towards the taunting lure and takes it between his fingers while holding his breath to brace against the certain-to-be-crushing disappointment.
and instead, substantiation brokering little argument. ranpo can deduce the truth by looking at it. and as dazai's own discernment reverse engineers ranpo's conclusion, he finds no fault in it.
dazai's rhapsody enlivens him in the car with Kunikida, the well of him overflowing with the salvific implications that moments prior he was pinned, writhing in place, by someone sincerely seeing him, who was satiated by enough substance to then look away, who wasn't the least surprised to see wriggling, living flesh in the shape of him.
dazai's so beside himself that when kunikida remarks that he's never seen dazai marvel over someone else's skills like that before, dazai scarcely lies to him when he says lots of things take him by surprise, like when he tried to pick up a clam with his chopsticks, and it was still alive, startling him.
kunikida, who also notices more than he's given any credit for, dismisses dazai's third perspective, depersonalized, dehumanized, and disassociated clam metaphor, and says: "You seemed taken aback that someone had the ability to see and know all."
to which dazai responds with the same seamless and subtly mean spirited deflection he tends towards whenever he's suddenly feeling vulnerable.
but yes, he is taken aback. it's worldview shattering, not unlike when chuuya incited him, or oda shrugged at him, or when kunikida would, later, see a lock without any key (a climax without any hope) and create one himself.
ranpo saw him, saw who he'd been, and said, with prejudice: "Anyway, welcome to the Agency."
because I didn't until a couple of weeks ago, but I haven't stopped thinking about it.
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd ranpo#bsd dazai#souheki#they communicate via eye contact like cats and kunikida knows they are but he doesnt know what theyre saying#its subtle but then dazai's questions and the sequence of events#makes it like#a very purposeful gesture followed by a purposeful gesture#and dazai is so joyful and thrilled and in awe#and it's because ranpo is amazing!!!!!#but also it's because ranpo saw him. knew what (who?) he was#ranpo's gaze cuts through artifice to the truth of the matter#and dazai is layers and layers of - he feels - put upon artifice (it's not and it sometimes is)#because he's so terrified of someone seeing who (what—) he is and affirming he's as inhuman as he thinks he might be#but ranpo sees him. stares at him for a while. pierces him so deeply that dazai asks kunikida what his skill is.#and then ranpo says welcome. i know what you were. but here you dont need to be anyone but who you are.#and he doesnt need to know more doesnt act intrigued this isnt a plot to unwravel or connections to make#and then he asks dazai to hand him his glasses#because ranpo sees everything#and so in exchange for seeing more than dazai necessarily was comfortable showing#ranpo asks him to hand him his glasses#allows him close#and offers dazai his own vulnerability in a rare pre-guild arc acknowledgment/moment of candor that He Knows He's Not A Skill User#but not only that#it like affirms yes i saw you no it wasnt an illusion or a skill you can nullify#dazai lies and manipulates and nullifies and deflects#but he cant do ANY of that to ranpo — literally or figuratively#ranpo's piercing eyes see the truth of him and dazai can revel in the giddy euphoria that there isnt anything he can do to undermine#the matter of factness in ranpo's acceptance of him. isnt that just a little wonderful?
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But in the end, When it's your turn to be judged, You'll get what you fucking deserve, YOU SON OF A BITCH!
Oblivions Peak - Knocked Loose
#cw: blood#cw: eyestrain#the link is the song btw :D#also since its a handcore band it is VERY loud so a warning for that#me being on the autism spectrum and having a aversion to loud noises (proceeds to listen to hardcore punk): :)#i lied. there is no selfship art. listen to knocked loose. theyre really good and this song is awesome#also the song is dedicated to the lgbtq+ community so its based#(unintentional btw. i didnt find out until i finished it but still)#listening to the song and drawing this was very cathartic. i genuinely love it. it was like a really vent good session you know?#my art#proships dni#reblogs > likes :D#f/o blog#tfc heavy#classic heavy#screenshot redraw#tf2 fanart#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 comics#the naked and the dead#knocked loose#artists on tumblr#⛓️🦏
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