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senselessalchemist · 1 year ago

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finally have an actual job so maybe I can stop being a hermit and get officially divorced and feel sort of financially stable and possibly try dating again and get a cat ??? is that allowed? no I probably shouldn't unless I get a bigger place and can have two cats to be friends

downside is when the fuck am I supposed to draw dumb comics if I'm working for hours and hours a day? Hell and suffering on earth. maybe i should get an iPad or a whatthefuck ever and draw on the commute so I don't lose even more of my meager art skills

#personal bullshit #i have never had what is traditionally considered a Real Job #this is my first 8 to 4 type job #tbqh if i could have just done teaching assistant work without the whole grad student shit that would have been cool #but i just couldn't anymore #no one there helped me when i needed it #a super huge fuck you to all of the mandatory training i had to do re: intimate partner violence and abuse #well anyway it's fucking done and who cares if i wasted 8ish years of my only life (:#now i get to help people make babies #which is not at all what i thought i would do #but hey at least it feels meaningful #and i get to wear scrubs all the time which is nice because they're kind of shapeless and make me look slightly more masc esp with binding #wonder if i could donate oocytes #im sure as fuck not gonna use them #might be too old tho #give bad eggs #also might have too much testosterone in my system now #0 idea how that works except at some point they expect me to stop menstruating #but my dumb reproductive parts are too strong too powerful will not be stopped by some pitiful exogenous T #anyway i really need to try to sleep #and stfu #but yeah maybe i can think about moving and getting 2 cats

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sketchytea · 2 months ago

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this was supposed to be a new years picture but we're way past that already. so now this is just. an ode to a found family 💜

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technically-human · 11 days ago

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You've got so much to learn

#stobotnik #agent stone #doctor ivo robotnik #more like ivo gerald abandonment issues robotnik #this comic wasn't planned (yes i actually plan them) it came to me in a vision #i just thought that at first robotnik probably didn't expect stone to stay for long #but at some point he just understood that stone wasn't going anywhere #i mean he left him his manifesto. when he returned from the mushroom planet he didn't doubt for a second that stone was waiting #i think he doesn't question it anymore he just think it's natural #stone is just Like That #but initially he couldn't have known #why is he time traveling? i've no idea #also i phrased “you already HAVE stone” that way on purpose because ivo is a weirdo #good thing past ivo didn't ask “he still works for you” because that's a more complicated answer...#the badniks recognize robotnik as himself and won't attack him and that's the only reason he wasn't shot on sight #also nothing against gothbotnik future ivo is just an asshole #eggman is time traveling

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bleeding-seraphic · 4 months ago

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okay so I am still working on that silly animatic but I put it on brief hold for this because I was plagued by visions

Anyway Mouthwashing actor au

#Can you guys genuinely not point out the ridiculous misspelling of mouthwashing on the poster #I saw it immediately but it was all on one layer and I couldn't change the previous pictures anymore so I just left it #Idk what stroke I was having but eh #wrong organ #mouthwashing #jimmy mouthwashing #mouthwashing anya #mouthwashing jimmy #daisuke mouthwashing #anya mouthwashing #mouthwashing daisuke #mouthwashing fanart #mouthwashing game #mouthwashing au #mouthwashing actor au

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nyancrimew · 1 year ago

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shein switzerland has been sending me monthly emails titled "not just the may flowers are blooming" and im slowly starting to doubt they know how seasons work

#i don't buy from shein anymore btw #i just did so like twice because i was poor as shit and needed new clothes and couldn't find anything at the thrift store #but hey the few things i have from there i Still wear like two years later (if it still fits me lol)

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thiscoldheart · 10 months ago

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ANJANA VASAN as Amina Hussain

WE ARE LADY PARTS (SEASON 2)

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why-the-heck-not · 4 months ago

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me, a responsible being, working on the coding project as I should vs. me, a dysfunctional shithead, getting distracted by reading about brains (once aGAIN damnit (it's my favorite "I need to study my field but bc I should do that it's an impossible unthinkable feat now, so I'm reading about something else to fool my brain I'm still being productive"-topic))

#but after my thesis me & brains have been on a break bc got tired reading abt them during that (bc I had a topic that sorta allowed me to #sidetrack to brain stuff also) but seems I'm over the brain overload now #yay? i guess #also no one who actually studies medicine/brains/etc. yell at me abt wikipedia and like ''why are u studying that like that''#I'm just going through the wikipedia & reading article abstracts path; nothing serious #also my procrastination has reached inhuman levels like it's a full-time job now #bc I have like a chill week's worth of work to do and then I've done the courses for my bachelor's degree #but sending in that ''heyy i'm done with the courses let me graduate''-thing fills me up with sO MUCH anxiety & dread I'm working so slow #now (even tho couldn't send that in for like a month bc gotta first wait the courses to be graded and stuff so in actuality I should #not be slowing down even a bit bc I need to finally be done with this damn degree asap; gotta move on and should've ages ago (it's actually #super bad how late I'm with it (1.5 mf years jesus christ; I'm not even like a little bit proud abt getting a degree anymore like I'm sorta #just embarrassed if I have to tell ppl like ''yea I graduated'' bc dude ?? only now?? u were supposed to be done with that 1.5year #ago what have u been doing (fuck if I know) so I'm keeping it like ''if anyone asks'' basis)))#(the tags and parantheses started a life of their own lol sorry abt that)#studyblr #studyspo #bookblr #booklr #study #november 2024 #2024

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pianta · 6 months ago

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happy blacktober to those who celebrate 🖤

#having complicated feelings but seeing others still celebrate it warms my heart #i just couldn't handle the harassment anymore it was very violent and it made me sewer side all #but i wanted to use my platform for smth positive #im rooting for everyone Black!#delete later

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screwpinecaprice · 7 months ago

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*dusting off another drawing found in my old folders* Oh waw early 2020 connverse. And I drew in 97 dpi RIP

#I remember redrawing the first one but I couldn't remember if I ever posted these outside Facebook.#Man I drew Steven a lil weird lol #I don't think I can draw in this drawing style anymore. 🤔 I switched from android phone+finger to a laptop+drawing tab and my style shifted #I was so sure there was a different one where Steven is running towards Connie with open arms as she was just closing the door of her #dad's car #connverse #Connie Maheswaran #steven quartz universe #steven universe #my shiz #old drawing #OH RIGHT! I DID post the first image! It's just the second one that wasn't posted outside FB.#The one where Steven is running to Connie disappeared completely tho #SU #Guys. I am having flashbacks to when the people in the SU FB group I'm in were getting more and more agitated the more SUf episo #des came out without Connie. 😭#Now that I think about it. I might have drawn this in late 2019 after the movie went out.

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rebouks · 3 months ago

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Previous // Next

Levi: God, these fucking things… … Robin: You okay? Levi: [sniffs] I’m fine. Robin: Let me in. Levi: What, no! … Robin: Okay, I’m coming in. Levi: [hisses] What’re you doing?! Robin: [grunts] Coming in. Levi: Oh my god, what if someone shows up-.. I could’ve been taking a shit too! Robin: Well, no one else is here and I hope you’re not taking a shit with your pants on. Levi: Obviously not. Robin: You might not be toilet trained for all I know… Robin: You should come round later, get to know Alex-.. I think you’d like her. Levi: You just miss me doing your homework. Robin: Hmm, maybe. Levi: Really though? Robin: Uh-huh.. bring your glasses too, I wanna see what they look like. Levi: How did you-… Robin: You left your contacts in the sink. Levi: Oh-.. maybe. Robin: Make it after four, I got detention again.

#ts4 #sims 4 #simblr #ts4 story #sims story #forever in between #fib #robin finch #levi sears #robin caved.. he couldn't ignore his friend in pain anymore #i think he knows levi needs more time.. and that he's even less likely to apologise unless he feels safe and somewhat happy #he can wait u kno #he just felt too cruel to keep up with the snubbing.. knowing all that he does #ough #T-T #robin's forever getting detention for not doing his homework too btw.. or doodling when he's supposed to be working fffkgjfk

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kj-beastboy · 3 months ago

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very original Christmas gift! I'm sure he totally didn't expect that, Flug!

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imjustavenuxwithaboomerang · 1 year ago

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they can never make me hate you

(collage by me)

#this was gonna be multiple collages #one for every character that is generally hated by fandoms that i'll never hate #but i couldn't think of any #and im watching korra reactions rn and just felt like only making this one after reading and hearing such terrible takes #korra stans/defenders get behind me #tlok #the legend of korra #legend of korra #korra #avatar korra #tlok korra #korra tlok #venux's “they can never make me hate you”s #lok #EDIT: kinda pissed that i did the hearts so faintly but i don't have the korra pics anymore to quickly remake it eeh

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baking-bugs · 7 months ago

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Stop -- Hammer time !

#a spiritual redraw of a drawing i made in 2021 of just hammer kirby & dedede. i did post it but you're not gonna see it anymore it's hidden-#- for being ugly as sin. this time with more hammer ability-givers & adding a lil idea i had for the hammer design #i have an amv in my head about dedede's development & i wanted to include the tidbit of the hammer being loaned from ddd but since-#- it's just 3 mins long i thought of portraying it via visual shorthand instead #in-universe reason ddd probably painted his symbol on it because he was so sure he'd win in superstar ultra & somewhat rubbed it in kirby's #- face with that. & well we all know how that turned out #also i decided to make bonker's black shadow over his face be shades instead bc i like how it already looks like he's got a pompadour #like a greaser. a greasemonkey if you will #wanted to include heavy mole's projectiles but couldn't bc it'd not fit in well w/ this composition </3 so sorry my lil chainsaw roomba #my art #kirby series #kirby #king dedede #storo #bonkers #mookie

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4bsurdcreature · 1 month ago

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Narrative Foils

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#isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #isat #in stars and time #4c fanart #The nice thing about being the same size is that you can steal each others clothing #Which I imagine happens fairly often with these two #At least until Siffrin finally talks to Loop about ruining their shirts whenever they get mad #Also help. I sat here for a solid 10m trying to figure out if I should give Loop Pants if the whole post is just about the T-Shirts #Because they're canonically just? Naked? And no one comments on this?#I mean they've got Stellar skin don't get me wrong (bu dum tss)#But that's a little weird no?#But then again. It feels weirder to JUST be wearing a T-Shirt #And I imagine it'd be a little annoying to have to steal and/or buy clothing every loop #But come on. The Universe couldn't do them a solid and toss a sheet or something down with their divine intervention? That's just rude.#It was clearly within it's power to drop other artifacts down. So at this point it just feels like spite is all I'm saying #Or a giant sign of 'You're not allowed to hide anymore' both in terms of emotional vulnerability and literal sense. They glow after all #Anyways. Slapped a pair of generic pants on the idiots cause I didn't feel like spending any longer than I already did on the meme #Get pantsed #Wait no

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lazylittledragon · 1 year ago

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i know they're literally called noise cancelling headphones but holy shit these really do cancel noise

#ramble #when i put them on and just couldn't hear my computer humming or the washing machine anymore #incredible #once again proving that auDHDers are right about everything

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beaft · 14 days ago

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one thing that does stick in my head is the time i was a temporary hire at a bookstore, working under the unofficial agreement that if they still liked me once my probationary period was up, they'd hire me on permanently. i started in september and they had me commuting 20 miles a day (no expenses paid, naturally) on three different trains and working insane hours right up till christmas day for minimum wage while repeatedly extending my probation and saying they just needed "a little more time" to decide. and then as soon as the christmas period was over they fired me on the spot

#when i say on the spot i *mean* on the spot #a guy just took me aside in the middle of my shift and was like hey so.. it's not working out... but thanks for all your hard work :)#i was like wait what. what happened. did i do something wrong. and he was like no you've been great! it's just not working out anymore :)#that was all i got. he couldn't come up with a reason.#at the time i was confused and upset because my performance evaluations had been overwhelmingly positive #in hindsight: really obvious that they were dangling the 'permanent position' carrot over my head to get me to work overtime at christmas #anyway if anything radicalised me that did #remember: you can half kill yourself for a company if you want but it is never worth it! MINIMUM WAGE = MINIMUM EFFORT

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