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senselessalchemist · 1 year ago

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finally have an actual job so maybe I can stop being a hermit and get officially divorced and feel sort of financially stable and possibly try dating again and get a cat ??? is that allowed? no I probably shouldn't unless I get a bigger place and can have two cats to be friends

downside is when the fuck am I supposed to draw dumb comics if I'm working for hours and hours a day? Hell and suffering on earth. maybe i should get an iPad or a whatthefuck ever and draw on the commute so I don't lose even more of my meager art skills

#personal bullshit #i have never had what is traditionally considered a Real Job #this is my first 8 to 4 type job #tbqh if i could have just done teaching assistant work without the whole grad student shit that would have been cool #but i just couldn't anymore #no one there helped me when i needed it #a super huge fuck you to all of the mandatory training i had to do re: intimate partner violence and abuse #well anyway it's fucking done and who cares if i wasted 8ish years of my only life (:#now i get to help people make babies #which is not at all what i thought i would do #but hey at least it feels meaningful #and i get to wear scrubs all the time which is nice because they're kind of shapeless and make me look slightly more masc esp with binding #wonder if i could donate oocytes #im sure as fuck not gonna use them #might be too old tho #give bad eggs #also might have too much testosterone in my system now #0 idea how that works except at some point they expect me to stop menstruating #but my dumb reproductive parts are too strong too powerful will not be stopped by some pitiful exogenous T #anyway i really need to try to sleep #and stfu #but yeah maybe i can think about moving and getting 2 cats

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sketchytea · 23 days ago

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this was supposed to be a new years picture but we're way past that already. so now this is just. an ode to a found family 💜

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bleeding-seraphic · 2 months ago

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okay so I am still working on that silly animatic but I put it on brief hold for this because I was plagued by visions

Anyway Mouthwashing actor au

#Can you guys genuinely not point out the ridiculous misspelling of mouthwashing on the poster #I saw it immediately but it was all on one layer and I couldn't change the previous pictures anymore so I just left it #Idk what stroke I was having but eh #wrong organ #mouthwashing #jimmy mouthwashing #mouthwashing anya #mouthwashing jimmy #daisuke mouthwashing #anya mouthwashing #mouthwashing daisuke #mouthwashing fanart #mouthwashing game #mouthwashing au #mouthwashing actor au

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hinamie · 7 months ago

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cursed kids v2 ⚠️👹

i've been a jjk first years stan since day one and have been wanting to redraw the first art i did featuring the three of them

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #itadori yuuji #fushiguro megumi #kugisaki nobara #yuuji #megumi #nobara #fanart #jjk fanart #im so tired help but theyre DONE im sososoosos pleased with them #even yuuji who dug his heels in to th very end :'>>>#wow 2020 rly was 4 years ago huh #to my credit i still think the designs i came up with in th og r honestly really good???#obv i didn't do a fullbody redraw (n thank god fr that) so i couldn't include All my details and there were some things that i edited #but overall they r solid !!!! i rly regret tht i couldn't include nobara's fishnets dgfhs #gave her her bat instead . equivalent exchange :)#she has one in the original but i specifically remember being bummed that the pose didnt let me show the nails that were in it #so took Full advantage of the new pose here !! she has killed before and will kill again #other changes....yuuji's omamori earring n sword details r New! as is the decision to include his canon scars :> fits the vibe #megumi changed the least?? changed the tassels n colour of his shoulder kanji to match yuuji and gave him a cigarette to fill empty space #other than that i think th majority of his changes r just me getting better at drawing megu #god the edited poses make these designs sing im so happy i did this #these r my kids !!!!! they have grown with me!!!!!#i am very proud and also sleep deprived and i need to not look at these anymore

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nyancrimew · 1 year ago

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shein switzerland has been sending me monthly emails titled "not just the may flowers are blooming" and im slowly starting to doubt they know how seasons work

#i don't buy from shein anymore btw #i just did so like twice because i was poor as shit and needed new clothes and couldn't find anything at the thrift store #but hey the few things i have from there i Still wear like two years later (if it still fits me lol)

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thiscoldheart · 8 months ago

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ANJANA VASAN as Amina Hussain

WE ARE LADY PARTS (SEASON 2)

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why-the-heck-not · 3 months ago

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me, a responsible being, working on the coding project as I should vs. me, a dysfunctional shithead, getting distracted by reading about brains (once aGAIN damnit (it's my favorite "I need to study my field but bc I should do that it's an impossible unthinkable feat now, so I'm reading about something else to fool my brain I'm still being productive"-topic))

#but after my thesis me & brains have been on a break bc got tired reading abt them during that (bc I had a topic that sorta allowed me to #sidetrack to brain stuff also) but seems I'm over the brain overload now #yay? i guess #also no one who actually studies medicine/brains/etc. yell at me abt wikipedia and like ''why are u studying that like that''#I'm just going through the wikipedia & reading article abstracts path; nothing serious #also my procrastination has reached inhuman levels like it's a full-time job now #bc I have like a chill week's worth of work to do and then I've done the courses for my bachelor's degree #but sending in that ''heyy i'm done with the courses let me graduate''-thing fills me up with sO MUCH anxiety & dread I'm working so slow #now (even tho couldn't send that in for like a month bc gotta first wait the courses to be graded and stuff so in actuality I should #not be slowing down even a bit bc I need to finally be done with this damn degree asap; gotta move on and should've ages ago (it's actually #super bad how late I'm with it (1.5 mf years jesus christ; I'm not even like a little bit proud abt getting a degree anymore like I'm sorta #just embarrassed if I have to tell ppl like ''yea I graduated'' bc dude ?? only now?? u were supposed to be done with that 1.5year #ago what have u been doing (fuck if I know) so I'm keeping it like ''if anyone asks'' basis)))#(the tags and parantheses started a life of their own lol sorry abt that)#studyblr #studyspo #bookblr #booklr #study #november 2024 #2024

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pianta · 4 months ago

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happy blacktober to those who celebrate 🖤

#having complicated feelings but seeing others still celebrate it warms my heart #i just couldn't handle the harassment anymore it was very violent and it made me sewer side all #but i wanted to use my platform for smth positive #im rooting for everyone Black!#delete later

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screwpinecaprice · 5 months ago

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*dusting off another drawing found in my old folders* Oh waw early 2020 connverse. And I drew in 97 dpi RIP

#I remember redrawing the first one but I couldn't remember if I ever posted these outside Facebook.#Man I drew Steven a lil weird lol #I don't think I can draw in this drawing style anymore. 🤔 I switched from android phone+finger to a laptop+drawing tab and my style shifted #I was so sure there was a different one where Steven is running towards Connie with open arms as she was just closing the door of her #dad's car #connverse #Connie Maheswaran #steven quartz universe #steven universe #my shiz #old drawing #OH RIGHT! I DID post the first image! It's just the second one that wasn't posted outside FB.#The one where Steven is running to Connie disappeared completely tho #SU #Guys. I am having flashbacks to when the people in the SU FB group I'm in were getting more and more agitated the more SUf episo #des came out without Connie. 😭#Now that I think about it. I might have drawn this in late 2019 after the movie went out.

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rebouks · 2 months ago

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Previous // Next

Levi: God, these fucking things… … Robin: You okay? Levi: [sniffs] I’m fine. Robin: Let me in. Levi: What, no! … Robin: Okay, I’m coming in. Levi: [hisses] What’re you doing?! Robin: [grunts] Coming in. Levi: Oh my god, what if someone shows up-.. I could’ve been taking a shit too! Robin: Well, no one else is here and I hope you’re not taking a shit with your pants on. Levi: Obviously not. Robin: You might not be toilet trained for all I know… Robin: You should come round later, get to know Alex-.. I think you’d like her. Levi: You just miss me doing your homework. Robin: Hmm, maybe. Levi: Really though? Robin: Uh-huh.. bring your glasses too, I wanna see what they look like. Levi: How did you-… Robin: You left your contacts in the sink. Levi: Oh-.. maybe. Robin: Make it after four, I got detention again.

#ts4 #sims 4 #simblr #ts4 story #sims story #forever in between #fib #robin finch #levi sears #robin caved.. he couldn't ignore his friend in pain anymore #i think he knows levi needs more time.. and that he's even less likely to apologise unless he feels safe and somewhat happy #he can wait u kno #he just felt too cruel to keep up with the snubbing.. knowing all that he does #ough #T-T #robin's forever getting detention for not doing his homework too btw.. or doodling when he's supposed to be working fffkgjfk

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kj-beastboy · 1 month ago

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very original Christmas gift! I'm sure he totally didn't expect that, Flug!

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imjustavenuxwithaboomerang · 10 months ago

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they can never make me hate you

(collage by me)

#this was gonna be multiple collages #one for every character that is generally hated by fandoms that i'll never hate #but i couldn't think of any #and im watching korra reactions rn and just felt like only making this one after reading and hearing such terrible takes #korra stans/defenders get behind me #tlok #the legend of korra #legend of korra #korra #avatar korra #tlok korra #korra tlok #venux's “they can never make me hate you”s #lok #EDIT: kinda pissed that i did the hearts so faintly but i don't have the korra pics anymore to quickly remake it eeh

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jkvjimin · 4 months ago

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(166/∞) the perfect nose for butterflies to land on it ♡

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baking-bugs · 5 months ago

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Stop -- Hammer time !

#a spiritual redraw of a drawing i made in 2021 of just hammer kirby & dedede. i did post it but you're not gonna see it anymore it's hidden-#- for being ugly as sin. this time with more hammer ability-givers & adding a lil idea i had for the hammer design #i have an amv in my head about dedede's development & i wanted to include the tidbit of the hammer being loaned from ddd but since-#- it's just 3 mins long i thought of portraying it via visual shorthand instead #in-universe reason ddd probably painted his symbol on it because he was so sure he'd win in superstar ultra & somewhat rubbed it in kirby's #- face with that. & well we all know how that turned out #also i decided to make bonker's black shadow over his face be shades instead bc i like how it already looks like he's got a pompadour #like a greaser. a greasemonkey if you will #wanted to include heavy mole's projectiles but couldn't bc it'd not fit in well w/ this composition </3 so sorry my lil chainsaw roomba #my art #kirby series #kirby #king dedede #storo #bonkers #mookie

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lazylittledragon · 1 year ago

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i know they're literally called noise cancelling headphones but holy shit these really do cancel noise

#ramble #when i put them on and just couldn't hear my computer humming or the washing machine anymore #incredible #once again proving that auDHDers are right about everything

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zhalfirin · 6 months ago

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Clamshell box for my binding of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde

Materials used

boxes - grey board (1,5mm and 1mm) case - grey board (1,5mm, cardboard, 2,4mm) covering material - iris bookcloth (commercial) decorative paper - handmade paste paper

#bookbinding #clamshell box #jekyll and hyde #paste paper #measuring cutting and gluing the cardboard for recessed areas was a pain and don't get me started on the paper #I really liked how it turned out though #there will be a few WIP pics and closse-ups of where I fucked up soon #I was a bit worried about the k/y situation in Jekyll #at some point I just couldn't tell anymore whether I saw it because I knew or others could see it too

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