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In a recent post you mentioned Sampo having some biblical references. Which ones? I think I missed them! 😳
so, it's a bit of a stretch which is why i describe them as vague but then again everything with sampo is a bit of a stretch
but @/windr0sea on twt made a whole chart about it
considering we don't know if the annihilation gang is even alive, this might be null and void. But I still think it's interesting because snakes (especially paired with apples) have always held a bit of religious symbolism due to the story of satan disguising himself as a snake and convincing adam and eve to eat the forbidden fruit (commonly thought of as an apple)
Again, this is a bit of a stretch but it's also sampo koski we're talking aoutm
#hoyo did say the snake stuff was to make him seem untrustworthy#so maybe this was all unintentional#but they could also just not be telling us this for lore reasons#but i guess we can only wait and see#also there's a weird SU occurrence in which a blue haired hacker gives you 2 curios#one of which is an apple#but I'm not sure how important that is#the occurrence is called Curio Hacker if you're curious#sampo koski#hsr sampo#honkai star rail#lore#theory#m rambles#m theories
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🚨THE MOVIE WAS REAAALLLLLLLLLLLL🚨
hypnosis mic the movie is being touted as japan’s first ever interactive movie, where the audience can influence the story with their votes!!!!! what are they voting on you ask????? the 3rd drb!!!!!!! the audience gets to choose who wins the third drb in their theatre showing, meaning there are at the very least, six possible endings!!!!!!
#this is vee speaking#will this factor into the actual drb or is this the drb????? we will find out at a later date ig lol#like deadass this is the only way we will see nagosaka win the drb lmao 😞#if this comes to los angeles (high likelihood atp lmao) i can’t wait to get one showing ever and fp wins LMAO#the language surrounding the movie tho seems to imply this is deadass the 3rd drb and there won’t be anything else#which does fall in line with what they’ve been doing with the drama tracks for this round tbh but like…… really lol???? 😭😭😭#like if i had to guess???? this is basically round one for the drb#the votes accumulated here will be the first round and round two will be the cd sales#idk if there will be a third round of voting with vr or something else but i can see them doing only two rounds#and the mid round results will be announced shortly after the movie run is over#but pls let there be a third virtual round lmao i can’t shill with movies and cds i don’t live in fcking japan 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#like that’s my tragedy i want to see all the endings esp the bat champs end#but who knows how long i’ll have to wait until the dvd comes out 😭😭😭😭😭#c: rapping boys
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the charles statue made me easily overlook that the design the magneto statue has is different from our current rivals magneto
#marvel rivals#snap chats#'no shit moment' idc it got my brain itchy...#idk it just really accentuates that the mags we play as comes from a much different timeline#same terrible beard tho i think vJLEKJALKVJ#the most apparent/nondisputable difference is the helmet: even without the 'scar' on it the accents are different#i actually think magneto's statue is the only one with major difference compared to emma and storm's#its also hard to gauge since hes covered by his cape- but i guess even thats a difference#this magneto is far less 'gladiator' looking in his silhouette. aka he lakcs big Fuck You shoulder pads#theres also the knuckle accents missing from his glove and the cuff is missing the little metal bobbles#his collar is different too and what is esp interesting me is that green strip on the front of him#though i guess he's right in front of a health pack so wherever his statue is stationed may be related to life or something#anyways....charles get added to the game so i can make angsty comics about how different this magneto is from yours#sorry not to spoil that idea but we all knew it was coming from a mile away#i still have a silly/angsty comic idea in mind with what we have now but we'll just have ot wait and see !!!!!
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event silhouettes are having a teehee moment and i am nonebeef'd about it ~( ̄▽ ̄)~
#every day that i do not have to see the snake is a day i can live in peace.#when that first silhouette dropped and i was like. oh. oh that's definitely our knight in slutty armour#and ppl were going IT'S DEF GONNA BE A YAKMODNEVENT#i mean 🤔 i guess it's only fair? if these two have to share an event again#the first time was eddie trying to navigate yaku's world (kitchen. baking. foodmaking)#so it'll even things out if yaku now has to learn to navigate edmond's world (competitions. weaponry. RITUAL DEFENSE?)#but reading the event descrip ... HOW would the devs even put yaku in this??! i await their ingenuity because i personally cannot evenFATHO#my first thought was uhhh eddie and dante horse racing. and. idk. yakumo places the wreath on the winninng horse.#that's all he can do in this sorta swordslashing pageantry AHAHAH#but to have this... this surprise... oli? i think?#i am not complaining. i am indeed surprised. i wish to see where they are going with this#but i WILL NOTE that upon first silhouette inspection i was all#that is NOT yakumo. that spiky hair business? yaoi mullet adjacent? NO WAY.#that noodle does NOT have the energy to maintain a shounen protag's hairdo#he'd get all sad and his hair will automatically do the ghibbli flop. man sad. hair sad. gravity too strong#but hey i am fantastically bad at guessing and recognising anything#so i can be proven wrong at any time#we wait. and see...
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also, ngl, i was not expecting kaisei to be My Type™ the way he is? like. yesss king, there's something deeply wrong with you, lemme see you make it everyone's problem👏👏

#something something kaisei will be unstoppable once he actually starts loving rakugo#i can't wait to see him again after the timeskip#The Rival™ coming back so we can see just how far they've gone is always one of my favorite moments in these types of shounen#anyways#read#akane banashi#kaisei arakawa#animanga#mars recs#something something kaisei wielding the story like a weapon#i'm also really Invested in what he's gonna do with the shiguma arakawa legacy#bc as i mentioned elsewhere he's the only one not chasing it/running from it#so like. my guess is that bc dramatic irony is king he'll be the first real heir to it#coming full circle#the pupils' pupils reaching the masters' master#something something#what a good story
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okay this is the stuff claire does throughout her life i think. i've mentioned she played volleyball too but not very often so i'm not including that. ballet is a childbel thing and she was taken out of it when she was 12. she played tennis once or twice and thought it was fun so her father ruined it and made her get lessons at 15. cheer is a high school thing of course. she started roller skating by late teens and it's the only thing she still does regularly besides hitting christopher winters with tennis balls every saturday morning. it's cool how none of these activities are terrible for her foot.
#oc: claire swanson#roller skating is the only thing here she truly enjoys i think. only thing she's chosen to do herself too#she liked cheer too and she wasn't Forced into it but her mother loveddd that she was a cheerleader so she sees it as an extension of balle#claire likes tennis but she has bad feelings associated with it. she still plays it with christopher mostly and it's her#excuse to hit things and throw stuff at people. which i think it's nice. a lot of anger in general but something to be said about tennis#being an outlet to her given her relationship with it. well it all started there i guess. in a way. in her eyes at least#what else#ballet. i won't rehash anything we know the horrors.#she skated a lot when she lived in san francisco. for fun and because she worked at the drive in diner#wait theres a correlation here about claire and skates and propelling herself. i wont write it but we can see it right#anyway that's it basically. if you're thinking that's a lot of stuff. yeah she was being tortured in that house#<- but the torture didn't often overlap since her parents took turns. they are so considerate.#never posted the last drawing so yayyy
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5 Underrated Things or Tactics That May Aid Bell's Hells to Victory
Spoilers up to Campaign 3 Episode 116 below
Well Critters, it all comes down to this.
Vox Machina dismantled the Malleus Keep, killed Ozo (the Bozo) Kruft, and freed the Champion of Ravens which removed the tidal lock on Ruidus, and now the Mighty Nein have disintegrated the Weave Mind, completing essentially a full dismantling of the Kreviris Imperium, all of which quicker than I anticipated. All that's left is the Hallowed Cage, where Ludinus Da'leth and his inner circle are using his harness to try and fully destroy Liliana Temult. Bell's Hells begin a race against time to save her, but also a race to defeat Ludinus before he unleashes his intentions unto Exandria and its Pantheon with Predathos, and then decide for themselves what they do with the God Eater.
Suffice to say, and I dunno about everyone else but, I am terrified. I believe they can win but Ludinus is not to be underestimated, this second harness means he may be stronger - and he was already the strongest wizard alive - and have access to more powers compared to his simulacra, plus Predathos may come during or after this battle, which can put the Hells in a weakened state. Matt has likely prepared his best and worst for this final battle too, but the Hells aren't Lv. 20 combatants like the other groups; there's no 9th level spells, no Divine Intervention, and the group lost their cleric ~20 episodes back, so even though VM and the Nein were ultimately successful within 1-2 episodes having to use both of their auto-succeed Divine Interventions from their two clerics in the process, this is the battle. And with that is a ridiculous amount of tension for Ludinus and for what comes after. For all we know, the cast may've already recorded ahead enough to have finished the final fight, maybe even finished the campaign (though I hope not, partly because I don't want it to end yet but also I feel like the dawn of the new era should be explored regardless of what choice the Hells make, plus some characters could use a bit more resolution after the big fight and the pressure of stakes and time sensitivity have been alleviated) but for us it's a nervous wait, and a wonder of what can be done to win and what choice will be made to determine the future of Exandria, Ruidus, their faith and their people. So, this is my indulging into that first part, 5 lower-key things or tactics that might not have been initially thought of that could make things easier to defeat Ludinus.
Liliana, the Inner Circle, and the Arcane Battery Provided that the Hells make it in time to stop Liliana from being totally destroyed by the harness (which is very possible since Laudna does have that tracking spell on him since Aeor, it's all about speed and not running into enemies) she will still be without her magic to fight. Ludinus' inner circle holding her down is comprised of Reilorans but also other Ruidusborns, and that's something the Hells can expose. Liliana cannot fight, but Ruidusborns can take spell slots from each other, so Liliana and any KO'd Ruidusborns from the inner circle can be used as spell slot fuel for Imogen and Fearne. Ludinus also gave a 9-slot fully-charged Arcane Battery to the Hells in order to trigger Delilah within Laudna for his escape, the battery can help recharge Laudna's slots too which makes this tactic handy for the witches of the group.
Dunamancy One of Ludinus' most important tools for his plan has been Luxon Beacons, a device able to unravel even divine magic, but much like the Harness it can prove his undoing. Dunamancy hasn't been touched upon as much as early C3 hinted it could have, but for lack of a better phrase, the possibilities are still endless. The Hells have multiple Potions of Possibility at their disposal to aid with rolls, but they also were given a Sphere of Dunamantic Restoration by the Kryn, which will trigger the effects of a Short Rest and a health and spell slot recharge - which can be handy in a pinch and to reuse some once per short rest abilities. Ashton is the key factor though, I've mentioned it a few times already but we don't know if these items will behave differently with them, via their own internal dunamancy abilities. Given the unknown factor, that's why it's not deemed as much of a tactic as it is a Hail Mary, but it is one that could lead to Ludinus' own magic unraveling, and maybe even Predathos' too
The Whirling Dervish & Conditional Advantages In Vassalheim, Dorian received his family sword: Gambolcleft, the Vortex Blade. One of its yet to be used abilities involves a once a day repetitive use of striking an enemy, similar to how Ozo killed Vex, provided that they attack with Disadvantage. Dorian is already looking at a high attack roll given Gambolcleft's +3 to attack and hit rolls, and Master's Flourish means he doesn't have to use a Bardic Inspiration to stack a Blade Flourish (Defensive Flourish is probably best, the damage is also doubled by Gambolcleft), the only quibble is the disadvantage. Fortunately, most of the Hells have skills that can force Ludinus into conditions where attacks would do advantage on him: stunning and rendering him prone being most likely, but paralysis is possible if a Hold Person is successful. It would of course require his Legendary Resistances to be used up first, but if Ludinus gets stunned or knocked prone within Dorian's range, Gambolcleft could easily carve its way through him with continual hits, stacked potentially by Bless and Mark of the Messy End, for perpetual damage and make Dorian himself impossible to hit on his next turn. Stunning or Proning Ludinus also leaves Ludinus at the vicious mercy of the martial players, especially for conditions that auto-crit when hit.
The Hole (or the Bag of Holding) Occam's Razor. An old but gold tactic of the Hells could very easily be used against Ludinus too. The portable hole or the bag of holding are devoid of air, left in one long enough with it sealed would mean suffocation as have been the fate of many of the Hells' past opponents that they didn't have time to deal with. The Hole's downside is that a Strength check can lead to a creature forcing their way out, but the Hells do have plenty of skills that can impose disadvantage on Strength rolls and the aforementioned conditions could help that, Ashton's Hammer may also make it more difficult to unfold the Hole if its Immovable Rod is propped atop of it - but that'd be down to Matt's discretion. The Bag of Holding doesn't have the strength save, but it is smaller so it may not be able to fit him in it. I'm not sure if Ludinus can use Gate to escape either, dunno if that leads to the whole extradimensional rip thing that happens if you open one while in the other, but if he does it's a concentration spell so the Hells could just keep knocking him back from the other side, a bigger group of enemies in either also reduces the time needed before they suffocate.
The Harness and the One-Chance Polymorph Right now Ludinus is using a harness to destroy Liliana, comparing it to the one in Moleasmyr it'll potentially take about an hour to finish the process providing that this factor wasn't improved upon. However, removing magic within a being for a whole day only required a minute of contact in the Hells' one and maybe Ludinus', thus his creation and reason for long life and power can also be the key to his downfall. Holding Ludinus down for a minute is of course not as easy as it sounds but that's where Polymorph can come in. Polymorph lasts at most an hour, so as long as Ludinus is changed into a creature that can easily be restrained they can use the harness on it and remove Ludinus of his entire arsenal in order to finish him off without the risk of his high level spells. The tricky part is getting Polymorph to succeed; Wisdom is after all a Wizard's bread and butter, but there is a single gambit that could make it work. It requires all Legendary Resistances to be gone of course, and for Laudna and Braius to be conscious; Braius has a once per long rest ability to change a Wisdom saving throw to a Charisma one, which he used to allow Dorian to succeed in making the Dominox dance in the live show, Laudna's Void Puppet can force disadvantage on saves to those within 5ft of it, which will negate his magical resistance to just a clean roll. Orym can also use Hex to impose a disadvantage, which may be able to stack, but this would also hinge on Ludinus' charisma not being super high and if the Polymorph fails once it will likely not be able to be tried again.
The fight won't be easy, but there are avenues that can make it less dangerous, a strategy is very much required for such a foe. All the while my strategy remains keeping up the prayer circle. Deep breaths everyone.
#critical role#c3 spoilers#campaign 3#bells hells#c3#c3e116#cr spoilers#cr speculation#ruidus#ludinus da'leth#liliana temult#cr meta#also reminder Imogen/Ashton need to plant that brood pit for the All Minds Burn somewhere on Ruidus#can you tell I'm panicked because I'm panicked I just want them all to be safe#VM and the Nein were successful and that's great but also it feels like they succeeded too well...Matt and his machinations are waiting#I'd love for Ludie to get the Zathuda treatment but he is likely the final boss if Predathos isn't so it's gotta be big and tense and such#and the after part is terrifying to me too because I do not think that thing should be let out - it can't stay on Ruidus either though#gods can quit being gods without Predathos as an excuse#Many gods helped in the VM and M9 fights too that should be acknowledged - the dynamic has to change but maybe not via death or exile#risking our own for them is not gonna work - Matron won't leave and new gods not on the menu like Artie will take their place if they die#I'd say they must see that but since they're all winging it we can only know in the decisive moment - it'll likely fall to Imogen's choice#I guess it's good storytelling that it can all go either way but it's very difficult to function when I'm picturing 100 different scenarios#you all are welcome to join me in the prayer circle#added notes: titan powers aren't on the list but I'm hoping to see more stuff because Matt did give them a piece of paper full of abilities#really hope the cast just quickly looked through their characters' skills items and abilities before the big upcoming fight#never know what will come in clutch
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Been thinking about idw1's outliers lately, and how sort of wild the whole concept is from a worldbuilding standpoint, and it struck me that most confirmed outlier abilities tend to be really useful, or flashy, or powerfully dangerous, and few to none tend to be like, really boring, or totally impractical, or even entirely useless? Which, doesn't really make sense when considering the fact that outlier abilities are seemingly random.
Surely not everyone who's born an outlier gets something useful?
And I don't mean like, "good" useful, but any sort of useful, even if that means you can kill people with your voice, or give a power boost by exploding yourself, those are still "useful".
But surely there had to be some with abilities that were totally impractical, or nonbeneficial, or at the very least just insignificant or purely aesthetic and pointless?
#mods. enhancements. and artificial outlier abilities are a different thing. with plenty of room for error and drawbacks#but being born inherently an outlier by the sheer whim of. idfk. primus or the planet itself. what's the chances there???#this definitely has to have been discussed before. i'm just too lazy to dig for it rn. but yeah. its a fascinating concept either way#idw transformers#tf idw1#mtmte#lost light#maccadam#maybe thundercracker's sonic booms count. but those have some use. also its funky. so he gets a pass i think#i had more thoughts about this earlier when i first jotted the thought down. but ive forgotten them now >:/#basically its just funny to think of like. shockwaves school and all. going around like ''what can you do?''#and you've got the group we see in the flashback. and then like. some guy whos like ''...i can change the color of energon''#or like. ''i can float! but only like... three inches off the ground''#i cant think of every example. but go down a list of useless superpowers and there ya go#omg. wait. if rewinds whole color changing deal was legitimately a outlier thing. i guess he would count#also. in a similar vein. its really funny to think of outlier abilities as like. stats and stuff? plus 1 to so and so but negative 1 to etc#so abilities had a sort of cost. this is smth ive seen here and there in fics and stuff. and its great.#but its sorta funny to think of working in the opposite way too#take misfire as an example. bcs its funny. negative boost to aiming. but positive boost to evasion#less of a chance to hit smth. but also less of a chance to be hit by smth#idk lol. sorry. ive been doing a lot of gaming lately bcs ✨️stress✨️. so ive got a lot of dumb stats rolling around in my head lmao#also its 4am. so... coherence has long gone to bed before me lol#struggling to sleep again tonight. but more so for anxiety reasons. all these federal job changes are hitting very close to home rn#it'll probably be fine tho. probably. got a lot of other personal shit to worry about anyways. like my fucking medical files being tossed?!#tricare when i get you. when i fucking grt you omg. i didnt even serve. why am i suffering omfg#sorry... thats off-topic. so its probably best i uh. put myself to bed. at 4am. so. goodnight and good morning 🥲👍#tf idw#tf worldbuilding
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I showed my students some Rosings scenes yesterday and in my last period class I let it play a little longer so that it continued into Darcy’s first proposal (even though we hadn’t read it yet) and it played all the way up until the exact moment that Lizzy drew breath to answer him. The bell rang and then they shouted at me in a unison of disappointment and disbelief anskskskskksks.
#I cackled#sometimes (often) the truest strength of my class is that it is a masterclass in emotional timing#in that some part of my subconscious brain is always thinking about how and when to time things#and I’ll just know when to start things so that it’s never quite giving them all they want to see at once#but MAKING them wait until the next day#(and also timing it so that they have 2 chapters they will want to read) (to literally find out what happens)#many will still not do it but I think everyone feels the pull nonetheless#(or at least I like to think)#and kids are funny because they’re hungry for stuff to care about#but if you immediately put a Good Thing in front of them too fast#they don’t understand and their not understanding leads to disdain#and so I am really really wary of giving them what they want or what I want them to want too soon#like. it’s also about —are they ready for it#and kids also WANT to understand. so you have to clear away their misunderstandings you have to set them up properly#for the Moment. and then you have to time it so they don’t get to have it all at once!!!!!!!!#it’s so satisfying to me when it happens#Anyways I’m kind of just yammering here because guess what I have 3 classes and I only really feel this with one of them#and they’re the class I’ve been running on sort of waves of excitement all year#they’re likable and teachable and I teach them at the end of the day#and there’s all this warmth we have for each other#so it’s really fun#my other classes ESPECIALLY my first one is so emotionally different#things often fall emotionally flat with them#so I have to present a little differently. ignore the emotion. leave it off to the side.#and simply speak calmly and logically about it as a story to be understood and discussed#this is theeeee fallback and baseline for all classes tbh#I can never approach their emotions as they HAVE to care about it#(and sometimes I worry that as my powers have grown some kids feel that I am trying to make them care :((((((()#(especially the boys and then they lash out at me and it’s sooooo ugly and painful)#anyway my point is. the emotions are often still there but they manifest differently. and i get at them by pretending i do not see
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Here’s the animation from the final evolution. Crimson Feather: Rebirth
#infinity Nikki#hmm so if we are counting how 3 months ago I cleared out the new years shop and got the two month pass#but besides the two months of getting gems from the pass. I essentially got this for free#feels free since I paid for that pass 3 months ago and haven’t had it in a month#and then all the updates after and saving all the gems i got from that#for this update the only thing I have bought is the bubble wand#but apparently we get free bubble wands (which I had no idea lol)#but mine looks like a magical girl wand and has multiple bubble shapes so cool i guess haha#and I’m gonna wait and see if I can grind 20 pulls before the banner ends to see if I can grind for the water bracelets#if not I may buy a couple gems just for those damn bracelets lol#but I feel happy I got it completed!#yay!#videogames#i do think about if this dress wasnt ELEVEN pieces i would have had extra gems leftover :'(
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went on arementalkingtoomuch.com to see how hazbin hotel would do and. oughhhhh
i only did the first 4 episodes rip. if you wanna double check these or do the other 4, tag me pretty please
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#hazbin hotel#yeah ok we can maintag this. i’m sure the fanbase will be critical thinkers. i say through gritted teeth#hazbin critical#the tags are gonna get my thoughts on this cause like. its rly obvious when you look at the cast that the men get the focus#when i think of women in hazbin i think charlie and vaggie and that’s basically it#i think of men and i got angel dust and alastor and sir pentious and adam etc etc etc etc#like. who cares about niffty. she acts weird for a joke and that’s it#carmilla did something. i guess#lute exists#(but only in the same space as adam)#and i only ever see rosie brought up in relation to alastor (sometimes charlie)#meanwhile the men get all the attention not just from (most of) the fanbase but down to how the show is written#and i think these times show that off very nicely#oh wait i forgot velvette#doesn’t she literally have the least screen time out of the vees#heard that somewhere . haven’t checked it but it makes sense#anyway uh. happy valentines day
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I will never make this because it would be for an audience of one (me) but ever since reading "If we Were Villains" (story about serious drama kids in college who perform shakespeare and deal with a murder) I have been entertaining the thought of a crack fic crossover with High School Musical The Musical The Series where the staff decides they will no longer put on shakespeare after the tragic accident that happened at Thanksgiving, because Shakespeare plays would only increase the tension and drama. So they hire Ms. Jen who decides their spring play will actually be High School Musical (which exists in the 90s in this universe) and it ruins the vibe so much that everyone gives up on being dark and mysterious because they're universally pissed at Ms Jen for making them learn choreoraphed basketball dancing.
#if we were villains is actually genuinely good and has actual literary worth and pulls from shakespeare in an intelligent meaningful way#but unfortunately all i can do is comedy so this is the only fan content i have to offer :(#THE THING IS iwwv is just hsmtmts if it hsmtmts was good and also they committed crimes#they utilize the same parallel of casting choices with real life drama which I love#umm so casting: Meredith would be Sharpay Obvi. I think it would be really funny if James was cast as Ryan bc they hate eachother and would#have to pretend to be siblings working together. And I think ashley tisdale and Lucas Gabreel actually didn't get along when filming#also i love the thought of Ms Jen looking at James and going “i know what you are”#HOWEVER it would be more interesting if james was Chad to Oliver's Troy (which is really just reversing their Romeo and Juliet moment)#bc chad is like nooo don't do theater... stick with me and do basketball... but it would be Coded Subtextually#Unfortunately Wren would be typecast as Gabriella and I don't think that would cause drama bc I don't believe James actually liked her!#I think it was comp het bc she was very sweet and nonthreatening as opposed to Meredith's big flirting energy so she would be a “safe” crus#lets lean into that actually. this gives Wren a chance to have a personality (bc I enjoy this book but it is not good at fleshing out women#So oliver and Wren spend more time together and kind of talk about James a little and Wren is like yeah James is very sweet#and I like him but it feels so hard to get him to feel comfortable with me... i guess he's just closed off and doesn't talk much#we also get to see more of her personality and interests maybe she's like I relate to gabriella because I also like to Read :) feminism#and oliver is like Hmm That Is Not My Experience With Him perhaps our bond is deeper and James does like me Hm#And then Meredith can flirt with him as Sharpay and James gets pissed and in character gets very intense about how Troy can't join THEATER#that's why he's upset and sad bc sharpay represents theater and only that reason and nothing else and he isn't in love with oliver At All#Alexander can be Ryan now since James is Chad (and he's also Gay) and Filippa can be Kenzie bc they're both queer coded#Anyway at rehearsal one day Meredith and James and Oliver are having their fighting over troy moment and then Meredith stops and is like#wait guys. This musical is so freaking stupid. why are we even doing this#and their mutual frustration at their art being turned into a farce is enough to bond them together and they're like#we need to focus on our REAL enemy: ms Jen#and then they hatch a scheme and it's probably like. They dump a bucket of fake blood on her at opening night a la carrie#and then put on their own rebellious production... it still has to be a musical because i like musicals#families with children are in the audience and they're like OK FOLKS! HERE'S ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW!#if we were villains#iwwv#hsmtmts#high school musical the musical the series
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you are complaining about complaining too much while complaining about the fact that maybe people dont like you because you complain too much while complaining about being alone. just stop complaining and do something about it. talk to people. reach out. dont just wait for someone to come to you first.
i have tried reaching out to different people in the past year or so but it never works. i understand its my own fault for letting relationships decay because of my own insecurities and issues but that doesn't mean i can just will myself to think or believe different things about myself. it's a self fulfilling prophecy ; i think people don't like me so i don't reach out so people don't like me etc . i am sure you do not want to hear me list all the things i want to say in response so i will put them in the tags.
#every time i try to reach out or talk to someone it goes nowhere. i dont have any social skills anymore and have no clue how to keep a#conversation going. half the time even when i do people stop replying to me. which is fine theydont owe me a reply but still feels likeshit#when i tried to make one new irl friend it just didn't work because they have better options for friends. we spoke occasionally but never#messaged online like ever and would only talk when we happened to be in the same place. i tried multiple times to organize a time to hangou#none of which came to pass. i dont understand why this one didn't work because i thought this person was interested in being my friend but#i guess i was wrong or thought they were more interested than they really were.#i have a problem with reaching out anyway which has been a problem i have had since i was like 11. reaching out to people first doesnt come#easily to me - in the beginning when i was a lot younger i didn't want to bother people with my presence & thought if i were to come to#someone first they would feel pressured into talking to me when they didn't want to. this is stupid of course. but has still not left me as#something i feel is very core to the way i act today. waiting for someone to come to me first feels like my only option because i do not#know how to reach out effectively (my evidence being i have failed every time i have tried) & i am convinced people dont like me in the#first place and do not want me to approach them.#i dont really even know who to reach out to in the first place. my world is extremely narrow. the number of people i know has shrunk#significantly and my standing in their eyes collectively has also shrunk significantly in the past few years. i feel like every person i#was once friends with wants nothing to do with me. i feel as if i have burned every bridge possible.#when it comes to the fact i complain all the time . which i know of course is annoying. its because i cant find any kind of joy in anything#i do or see or whatever. nothing makes me happy - i only see things to complain about. all stimulus seems grating and the world seems#specifically catered to make me miserable. all i can really do is complain. i treat this blog like a stream of consciousness and when most#of that consciousness is occupied with how much i hate being alive the blog will mostly be complaining. its a vicious cycle lol .#anyway . i guess the key theme is low self esteem begets low self esteem in many ways. mental illness begets mental illness.#i am not really saying this to anyone least of all to you anon. i just felt compelled to recount i guess for myself the reasons that came#to mind for why i am like this. i am talking to myself here
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HEY UH.
You know how when you close your eyes you see black?? Um, TFs have glowing eyes--so would they actually see the lit up backs of their lids?
Or do the eye lights shut off when they close their optics lids like a refrigerator??
does it... does it click??
#which is worse? i feel like it's number 1#THEN what about visor mechs??#I KNOW WE'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO ASK ABOUT CYBERTRONIAN BIOLOGY BUT I AM A FOOL WHO CRAVES KNOWLEDGE#cue that tfa scene: “WHERE DOES YOUR TRAILER GO??” “Ah...”#“I wish to stop seeing when I close my optic lids and yet Primus forces us to see our insides.” some profound proverb probably#ACTUALLY I think replacing curses with forces makes this not hit as hard? but the forces one is more proverb material#curses sounds more like someone would say as an annoyed spin#like... tf tumblr material#... this was a shit post. is? is a shitpost?#tf#i know someone has asked this b4 i s2g someone has to have had#ok but like then we get iffy by what gen b/c g1 they only flash during emotions n stuff#like a lightbulb#idw they glowed and that's hot as hell#no literally lights are heat and they get hot#but also like#mrow#ANYWAYS#then like HAVE to be lasers that scan stuff then??#b/c if they're always on they're not going to be able to take in light in the same way we do#BUT you can get a lot of info off of laser bounce back and we see a lot of rims in the optics and i suggest these are photoreceptor rings#like laser pointer with a bounce back receiver around the rim like an iris to dissect the feedback beam#and terrifying(ly hot) idea that visor mechs either have larger receptors so they take in different types of light actually OR#OR they're compund optics. so pop off that glass visor and BAM a SHITTON of optic orbs like a bug hehehheeh#or it's a horizontal laser bar like in uhhh battlestar galatica#no fuck wait why did I say OR when we have AND#😩 ||#😏👉&&#i feel like i've posted this b4 b/c i know i've thougt abt this years ago so y'all get an oldie but a goodie i guess
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Okay so this'll be the last post I make regarding Critical Role until c3e119 airs since while the antipathy and, for lack of a better word, deflation revolving around 118 has been a little disheartening, I do want to throw a few things that continue to bounce off the inside of my head out there before we get to the next episode;
I don't think it's needed (as someone who very much wants them all to survive - including ones I like less than others - and be able to continue figuring themselves out) for BH to die or be betrayed or be subject to additional punishment to justify what's happening. This fight IS their punishment, their consequence, their Finding Out after Fucking Around
Also, if the gods refuse to help BH - if asked - it proves Ludinus right. Refusing aid would indicate that they really are picking favourites out of self interest, plus the taking on Predathos option was only proposed to BH by one of their own, so it'd be double scummy
Campaign 3 has still had some great, funny and heartbreaking moments that we shouldn't forget about just because these current events are fresh, plus C1 and 2 weren't perfect - worth reminding that too
Honestly, if FCG were alive the same thing would've happened anyway; Matt would've made the coin flip be indecisive so the cast could make the choice and Imogen would've chosen the same way
While we definitely could've built to this better, this fight will provide the floor for BH to confront a key character motivation; be it preventing the overtaking and corrupting influence of a malicious or feral psyche, having to decide whether to trust that their ally can overcome it or follow through with what a superior entrusted them to do as a countermeasure, or simply trying to protect and prevent another friend from dying - which, alongside the likely map change and expected unique minis, is actually kinda exciting
Just, let's go into 119 with an open mind, okay? They have to earn it for sure but it's not over until it's over.
#critical role#c3 spoilers#c3 speculation#bells hells#predathos#fcg#exandrian pantheon#I know you guys can't help it because it's in your head and has to get out but we're all in the same boat with that#idk I guess I just feel a little guilty over how harsh we're being when I imagine how the cast feel seeing it all#though for all we know they may also be quietly waiting in anticipation for next episode to silence these doubts and I'm just being soft#soft fretting panicky & everything else XD I really hope it works out and it exceeds expectations - I don't wanna entertain the alternative#I mean they have been doing this on stream for nearly 10 years we can perhaps not jump the gun just yet#I'm sorry I just don't have a lot of people to physically talk to about it - nobody at my office follows CR so I only really have tumblr#I reiterate that I don't think the criticisms are invalid - I just don't want it to overshadow everything before we get to the ending#what name did we pick for Imogen? Because Predogen sounds like a Transformer but Temathos sounds too much like tomato#Imothos/Predult/Premult doesn't click either - Predathogen is wordy (and like a virus) and simply 'The Vessel' is too generic#regardless the plan has never been to kill the gods and Predathos hasn't yet been released - the final outcome has yet to be determined#see I have to ramble in the tags or else the post itself will be pages long and even less people will read it!
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#tag talk#HE JUST ADMITTED TO ME HE FELT KIND OF SUBBY YESTERDAY. THERE'S HOPE#my top era starts NOW#I will put on all my seductive charm and woo this dude so hard#it's happening it's happening the future is now#tbh I think they've got a bit of a misunderstanding about what dom/sub really mean but as long as the intent is communicated it's chill#I'm just happy in general about it. we had really really really good conversation and both had a great time.#I would have been more confident if I'd had a better idea of who they were ahead of time but I'm gonna be so so confident on the second date#I said something about being friends and they were like “wait I'm friendzoned now?” and I kinda had to backtrack to explain#because like.. I don't wanna date someone I'm not friends with. why would I want to?#I guess some people see friendship and Relationship as mutually exclusive but I prefer a sliding scale of both.#cause at first I was like I'm really not interested in him but he's cool so I wanna be friends. but then as I started to get a vibe read#it changed and I was like oh okay so I don't want the kind of relationship I thought I was walking in to but I can see a different kind of#kind of relationship happening here. hmmm. I have thoughts about how dating/hookup apps encourage us to predefine our identities#whereas meeting in person allows vibes to develop organically. if you decide “I'm only a bottom” you'll automatically filter out any#any potential for experiencing someone who might be the exception to your rules. you define yourself and then limit too.#one of the reasons why I hate character limits on bios and I try and keep my interests as open as possible. I want to experience everything#I don't want to limit myself to just one dynamic or relationship type. I can be anything for anyone. I want to taste it all.#how else do you find what you want? I get that some people know instinctively who they are and what they want.#but not all of us have that privilege. some of us are blind to our internal workings and need to see it play out to really know what's up#idk. I'm pretty hyped for where this relationship goes. the first meeting went SO well.
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