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I want to be trans masculine, can I do that? Can I be that? Am I allowed?
#k8kat talks#i know i can do anything i want really#but i crave validation#and i feel like i'm faking it otherwise#i'll probably feel like i'm faking regardless tho...#trans#delete later#vent?
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hi!
um
yeah
notes goal post
because i really need motivation
(i stole some of these but shhhhh)
if this post gets 50 notes i'll drink water right now
100 i'll go to bed at midnight for the rest of the week
200 i'll actually do my laundry
500 i'll take a shower every day for the rest of the week
1,000 i'll brush my teeth every night for a full week
2,000 i'll stop binding for an unhealthy amount of time for a full week
3,000 i'll start actually wearing my ankle braces consistently
4,000 i'll eat breakfast every day for the rest of the week
5,000 i'll stop binding while sleeping
6,000 i'll stop wearing earrings i'm allergic to for a full week
7,000 i'll start doing makeup again
8,000 i'll stop eating chocolate for the rest of the week
9,000 i'll make my autodale masks
10,000 i'll touch grass every day for the rest of the month
11,000 i'll water my plants twice a week for the rest of the month
12,000 i'll put on my lotion when i need to for a full week
13,000 i'll eat at least two meals every day for the rest of the week
14,000 i'll finish my water bottle every day for a full week
15,000 i'll write more for forest files
18,000 i'll clean out my backpack
19,000 i'll take my vitamins every day for the rest of the week
20,000 i'll finish my stained glass project
21,000 i'll go to bed before midnight for the rest of the week
22,000 i'll do my summer reading
23,000 i'll move the knife out of my room
24,000 i'll eat three meals every day for three days
25,000 i'll stop purposefully triggering myself for a full week
50,000 i'll try my best to stay clean for two full weeks
i'll probably add more goals if this somehow get past 5k, but there it is for now :)
spam allowed
tagging allowed
ummm the deadline is halloween
*thumbs up*
go for it
#i know this isnt my usual post thing but#idk#its good for me or something#and also im pathetic and crave validation and attention al the time#y'all dont like. actually have to hit any of these actually#um#notes goal#notes post#if this gets x notes#tw skipping meals#tw sh#tw unhealthy binding#tw knife mention
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idk id be weird abt touching someone for the first time in a millennia too
#i think sm should be weird i think he should be touchstarved i think he should crave biting into pv like a dog-#coughs anyways#there IS something to be said about being isolated only to suddenly have someone so close that you can finally reach them#i think sm would be valid in being weird abt it okay#cookie run#crk fanart#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#pureshadow#shadowvanilla#my drawbs
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once upon a time there was a railroad line
the Fates
Hermes, Persephone
Orpheus and Eurydice
Hades
#check out my cast design#hadestown#vasira arts#long post#been on the road to hell myself making this project but at least it's finale coming together#i know i've posted these portraits already but i wanted them all together#bad posting hours but i crave validation
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He just wants to be missed
#gravity falls#bill cipher#ford pines#stanford pines#billford#shitpost#the amount of times Bill asks if people will miss him is something he needs to bring up in therapy#did your parents not love you enough Bill?#your issues are showing#ignore the mistakes#I’m too tired to fix them#and honestly not emotionally stable enough#feeling like a piece of shit rn and I haven’t even done anything wrong#…um but#did you guys miss me? 🥺🥺🥺#one day I’m gonna stop posting entirely and wait patiently for the ‘omg are you okay’ messages that will never come in#and then give up and post again#I never said I was any better than him here#I too constantly crave validation from others and really want to be missed
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born to ride suguru, forced to ride the bus to university everyday.
#lying for a post cause i literally drive i havent gotten on the bus in a while#all of this to say save me#(i crave academic validation)#suguru geto#geto suguru#jujutsj kaisen
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it is 2024 can we PLEASE stop w these kind of videos now. thanks
#tw homophobia#tw ableism#obviously this is an exaggeration but like. is it?#these videos attract the WEIRDEST combination of like actual right wing “i hate everyone who isn't 'normal' by my definition” ppl#and like. queer and nd people who crave validation from conservatives and want to prove “we're not like THOSE freaks”#the right hates everyone. it doesn't matter if your name is thomas and ur fully transitioned or ur name is ✨️arson✨️ ze/it/pup#if u dont fit their narrow idea of “normal” anything u say is immediately invalid#mental illness#nd#neurodivergent#cringe culture is dead#cringe culture#cringe#tiktok#ableism#queer#queer discourse#transgender#transphobia#anti exclusionist#leftist
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part 1 of a little comic / art sequence that i've been working on! :D it's part tribute, part experimenting with brushes n colors and trying new thingz :]
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and thus continues my endless quest of spreading the carrot fics like a plague! if you've seen my art floating around you probs already figured that this au holds a very special place in my heart, forever and always!!
if you haven't heard of it, it's a fic series by @crowned-ladybug called carrot soup!! it made me wish i could speak colors and i need more people to share my struggle xd
go check it out if you're into sweet voice lore and qpr level gayness and just wanna feel warm and soft and warm (hurt/comfort my beloved) <333 there are some heavier themes cos everyone's traumatized but they're working through it! be sure to check the tags and stay safe! <3
#hlvrai#half life vr but the ai is self aware#frenrey#carrots au#<- gotta remember to tag the other ones as well#yippie im so excited to finally start sharing these with people!!!#there will be at least 5 parts in total maybe more idk#i just wanted to illustrate this little snippet of the first fic#maybe i'll draw more of these if i get another vision#i am still trying to work on the animatic so that would probs include most of my visions anyway#i think im gonna post a wip sometime soon just in case i lose interest#also i crave validation and reading people's tags and comments makes me so so so happy!!!><#btw it kinda feels nice posting something like. after a while#cos it's been quite a bit since i finished this first.. part? page? thingy#and it's nice to finally stay out of the whole instant gratification thing#please do still go crazy in the tags tho? if u want?#mkay enough rambling for today i've got things to do#like be cozy n read fanfics n drink water n stuff yk?#all the important thingz#and who knows maybe i'll even make some progress on.. whatever it is that piques my interest today#bye for now!!! take care and have a very orange day <3#art tag or whatever
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What you need to understand is that all the things I've ever been obsessed with ever since I was a little girl are actually in conversation with/inspired by each other.
AKA the literary equivalent of the Habsburg family tree (It really explains how a lot of these guys come off as very similar even though the authors have never heard of each other e.g. Gen Queensthief and Lymond. It's because they share like 98% of their DNA and can be traced to 2 common ancestors. Captive Prince is basically that one guy who was so inbred he needed to eat through a straw because he couldn't open his jaw, and I say this in the most affectionate way possible.)
I'm pretty sure lots of these people have also been inspired by Dumas and Sabatini, but I can't find them saying so on record (only Lynn Flewelling cited Sabatini among her influences).
Other common influences that I didn't include because either I've never been more than lukewarm on them or because they're a cultural milestone everyone's read are Tolkien (obviously), Shakespeare (obviously), Mary Renault, Arthur Conan Doyle, Anne Rice, and obviously the Odyssey, the inventor of the guile hero. Other books inspired by these that I didn't include because I've never been more than lukewarm on them include Diana Gabaldon's Outlander, Cassandra Claire's entire opus, Christopher Ruocchio's Sun Eater, Scott Lynch's The Lies of Locke Lamora (which I remember liking a lot when I was reading them, but I don't remember anything about them currently), and Jacqueline Carey's Kushiel series. And also a million Star Wars and ASOIAF copycats I guess. Thought I might list them anyway in case somebody used this as a reclist. Some rando on Reddit said that Martin cited Dunnett as one of his influences but I can't find where he said that? All I've found was an ancient forum post where he says he never read them.
*Pacat has cited ASOIAF as an influence on her Dark Rise books, which I haven't read, but I included it nonetheless.
Also the arrow between Kay and Graves should be in the opposite direction but I can't be arsed to fix it lol
#dorothy sayers#lord peter wimsey#scarlet pimpernel#dorothy dunnett#lymond chronicles#house of niccolo#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#george r r martin#swordspoint#ellen kushner#vorkosigan saga#guy gavriel kay#lois mcmaster bujold#captive prince#cs pacat#queen's thief#robert graves#leigh bardugo#six of crows#holly black#megan whalen turner#star wars#lawrence of arabia#dune#sherwood smith#nightrunner series#lynn flewelling#rook & rose#I don't usually tag things but now I did because I put a lot of effort into this graph and I crave validation
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I took this photo in the backseat of a moving bus
I know I'm a confident sex mommy blogger but look what I did look what I did 👉👈
#<3#wlw#photography#the outdoors#lesbian#sapphic#willow lore#i crave validation#I'm a little bit of a loser nerd but you all call me mommy so I win#amateur photography#amateur photographer
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The shipmates to innkeepers pipeline is real.
#ofmd#ofmd season 2#stede x ed#ed x stede#our flag means death#making the update its own post so it'll do better numbers because I crave validation 👀#so glad i could continue the fanart that made me so sad after last season
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Initial drawings of that old man… I literally, I haven’t finished reading the book of bill yet!!! I had to stop and take a break for a week to feverishly draw fanart of myself petting fords floofy hair and giving him attention and shit…!!!! The urge was too great….!! I’ve literally. I had a crush on this guy the instant he was first REVEALED in the show, but I did not have the artistic prowess to draw good looking old men back then… but I do now… thank god… thank fucking god
#gravity falls#ford pines#stanford pines#self ship#self insert#si x canon#it me#doodles#I got a haircut! so my hair looks different now.. as haircuts tend to do lol#anyway… yeah… I LOVE HIM… GRAHHFJH#the confirmation that he rlly is just sad and lonely and insecure and craving attention and validation#OHH FORD BBY.. WE R THE SAME#like… ghghg i loved him already just w his prickly nerdy outer shell but knowing more about the vulnerable center is GREAT. ITS AWESOME#also hes a smart nerdy guy who can do science and expirements and shit which is ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS FOR A CHARACTER TO DO#u kno im all about scientists….#I couldn’t draw ship art back then 1 cuz I didn’t kno how to draw old men and 2 cuz I was like 13 lol… which would have been wierd#but I’m an ADULT NOW. GET OVER HERE FORD#also it didn’t even rlly cross my mind TO draw that stuff cuz even tho I did love ford#self ship and x reader sorta stuff was not NEARLY as popular back then.. like I specifically remember it like. booming in popularity#at some point. but being pretty rare before that. anyway. thank u passage of time and trends and new gravity falls book for introducing#me back to fictional man I love. so I can now draw myself smooching him and shit#hell yeah.#13 is probably not actually correct I do not remember exactly which year fords reveal was in…#but I was probably older then 13.. but still#the point remains lol.#also omg. the bit in the book w the goth moth. ‘ur probably into this sorta thing right?’#I AM INTO THAT SORTA THING FORD. thank u book of bill for being written specifically @ me. the immersion it’s great.#like ur so right ford I AM edgy and goth how’d u guess that tee hee. eyelash flutter#aLSO PLS IGNORE MY FINGER BEING IN FRAME IN THE LAST PIC. I was drawing in a tiny bound sketchbook#so I had to hold the paper down to keep it flat. and. I didn’t feel like censoring my fucking. pinkie finger out of the image
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animatic progress........kdj is here!!!
what are the chances i'll finish this before september (╥ᆺ╥;)?
#orv#my posts#animatic#my art#omniscient reader's viewpoint#1863 arc#i could wait until its all done to post but im impatient and crave validation so :)#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#han sooyoung
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i genuinely feel like we were robbed of disabled representation with markus. the fact that his replacement parts just work perfectly and its never addressed again bothers me. i wanted to see him with mobility aids and/or needing routine maintenance and still being a badass and a capable leader.
#but then people would probably complain about an able bodied actor playing the role or whatever#which i guess is valid#but i crave disabled markus regardless#detroit become human#disability#dbh markus
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this was supposed to be a comp for a traditional piece, but turns out i still like this version better than the one i traditionally painted
#vasira arts#girl who doesn't use traditional materials often prefers the look of the art she actually has practice making#shocking#(sarcasm)#illustration#a little early for mermay but i never posted this version i don't think#and i crave attention and validation
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there is no better feeling than my 50-year-old male english teacher complimenting my writing (i do not have a good relationship with my father)
#academic validation#i crave validation#male validation#i need validation#daddy issues#absent father#this is what makes us girls#im just a girl#girlblogging#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#my girlblog#girlhood#this is a girlblog#girlblog aesthetic#girl problems#hell is a teenage girl#weird girl#cool girl#messy girl#crazy girl#manic pixie dream girl#girl interrupted#girly stuff#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#female manipulator#female hysteria#academic weapon#girlblogger#just a girlblog
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