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SWTOR ELORA🖊
its her, Swtor Elora, watch her as she goes
Have some lovely throwback art by a lovely person!!!! (aka you)
Some vibes about her, her place in the Empire, and some of the hypocritical notions of being a Sith in the governmental system that benefits Sith!
I think she is one of my fave OCs in part because she is a way in which I can interface with a system that can be deeply insidious and evil, not only in the cartoonishly way that it is display, and the idea of what Good People can do in a Bad System.
So even while she may be able to change some of the most egregious aggression from the Empire; to what end is she truly effective when the very nature of the Empire is to destroy and diminish anything that is not it? But maybe lessening the outright atrocities committed on the front lines could be enough. We'll have to see.
However! I have really enjoyed her story as trying to be "different" given her awful childhood -- scar over her eye was from a knife wielded by her older brother, her exile to Dromund Kaas -- when the hypocrisy is still as blatant as it is intrinsic; she will always be Sith thus always above others. But, I am very satisfied that she has put in the blood, sweat, and tears in educating herself to push back the prejudices. Maybe that's my bias in thinking time, effort, and education, can overcome a lot of one's own ego and prejudices, but at least in her case being thrown into Nar Shaddaa at such formative years had changed her outlook irrevocably. And given her a fun edge and creativity to how she approaches a lot of her life anymore.
But I've enjoyed grappling with the destruction of her home planet a lot. The outrage, the anger, the incomprehension as to how it wasn't given a kind of mourning it deserved, how the Council allowed it all to happen. In an instant, thousands of years of history and culture was destroyed, and once more the Empire's worse enemy was the Empire itself. Her home was destroyed by the Empire yet she's expected to continue on and lead it? It's a wild conflict that keeps her up at night when Cosmia doesn't. And when Dromund Kaas was her prison, her exile, what true home is there in the Empire anymore? :) Is it really one more enemy to manage? A place she lives that she needs to strive to defeat or control?
Speaking of Ziost! Besides her eye, her only real scars are lightning scars over her hands. I imagine she truly pushed the powers of the Force to keep her alive and fighting on Ziost during those last days, to the absolute limit. The scars come from the amount of control it took to not kill people with the rage of her lightning, to the point where she probably has internal cybernetics in them that had to be operated on immediately after the devastation or else she would have lost her hands entirely. Ask her how pruny you get in a Not-Bacta tank.
And for as fun as the whole It's Just Casual, Don't Catch Feelings, trope is for her and Karo (your oc!!!! @damarlegacy ), I think it's so rewarding that they are where they are now because they put in so much time and effort into their relationship, even when they weren't in a relationship. Unapologetically themselves, yet willing to apologize when it came to the friendship and later partnership they had. It's deeply romantic, yes, but also so satisfying that they went into this with clear eyes and purposefully chose each other to love when they realized it was love. Like how powerful is that? lmao
Also parkour and gymnastic shit is fun
so are two sabers
she's a junglegym for her baby girl and pregnancy with a powerful force sensitive baby was WILD and dreads the prejudice lil cosima will face because she will not let mimi's mirialan heritage be hidden
she's considering another baby though
#i realize i dont have a lot of art for her lolol#so i stole a banner i made like 5 yrs ago#dont ask me how i remember this but I do remember bacta is the synthetic version of the real med-gel shit they use in the old empire#but i cannot remember the name of it LOL#anyways#SWTOR OC#OC: Elora
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whoever needs to hear this: if you got a disability, if you don’t know if you have something, if you ever think “it’s not that bad” if you have a thing about guilt, if you’re ill, Anything: listen. it is okay to throw things away.
you can throw it away. if it sucks and it stresses you the fuck out, if you just “need the right time to fix it” for the past 3 months. or years. if you loved it once upon a time but it makes you feel kinda weird and guilty now. if it’s a jacket youve reaaaally been meaning to mend and then donate. a jar of sauce that “all you have to do” is clean out to recycle but it’s been a week and now there’s a small colony growing in it. slowly shredding to bits fabric scraps you plan to use to fix something. busted picture frame. cracked mug. old shoes. extra box. an entire pack of granola bars that you hate so much but don’t want to waste.
life is already so goddamn difficult for us. i know you still care about recycling and the environment and sustainability. but it’s okay, i promise. sometimes you have to take care of your space. sometimes you have to cut your losses so you can actually have energy to recycle the next thing. get rid of the old shirt before it turns into a tornado pile of guilt under the bed. you’re not a bad person. you can throw this one away.
#idk if marie kondo talked about trash in this way but i do remember something about her philosophy helping me with the guilt aspect of this#like the ability to thank something for the service it provided you but recognize that you’ve grown beyond it. yes even for dumb tshirts#feeling very chatty today lol.#text#disability#uhhh idk what else to tag#cleaning#environmentalism is one of my great passions#but everyone has to recognize they cannot be activists 100% of the time and do the right thing 100% of the time#using my iphone to post this is one of those things. buying something from amazon bc i can’t make myself go to the store is one.#sometimes one must preserve themself simply in the name of preservation. take care of your space bc that’s where you do You.#and sometimes objects accumulate in said space and just get this awful sickly aura. metaphorically#where you can’t deal with it so you shove it somewhere else. but it’s okay to get rid of shit that sucks
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worldless is so much fun, guys, i'm having a blast betting beat up by bosses, getting lost and going in circles, and trying to parse together the lore. so of course, i'm asking The Most Important Questions™
palette is zenith by sweetavery
also know that i haven't finished the game yet! if this rouses the interest of tumblr's worldless fandom, please don't spoil me!
#doodlie!#worldless#hey so the game hasnt given these two *names*#so ive just been calling her wisp and him coal#if the game ever names them ill update this lol#from the lynx herself#october 15th#the angel was fun to fight#the demon was REALLY fun to fight#i cannot remember anything about the dark paladin fight#and the lightning nightmare was a bitch it took me three separate sessions to absorb it properly#and even then i do not know how i did it
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Some banger chat msgs from Pentar’s lifesteal stream today
#I wish I had context for what Squddio was replying too but I literally cannot remember#so sorry chat#anyways they’re SO silly#lifesteal smp#lifesteal#Gucci gang lifesteal#void ponies#their team names are so goofy oh my god#ashswag#squiddo#reddoons#mapicc#baconnwaffles0#I hate tagging I never use tumblr please scream at me if this is annoying#could this be considered Swagdoons?#Swagdoons#there’s your crumbs LOL#princezam#minutetech#okay whatever I’m done with this#pentar#peentar#go watch him I love Pentar#he deserves more recognition#wemmbu#lifesteal season 5#crowskulls posting
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bug lady i forgot if i posted her or not before
#insect#//tw insects#bug lady#forgive me if ive posted this before i geniuinely cannot remember LOL#bug#insectoid#entomology#//tw bug#i loveher her name is xerxes#tw insect#trigger warning bug
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You know how people usually do those matching twin names? Like Taylor and Tyler or McKayla and McKenna or whatever. Well, just in case you didn't know. Sebastian and Anne sound nothing alike until you realize that it's Sebasti-ANNE.
thank you for coming to my tedtalk.
#you cannot tell me that Mrs. sallow wasnt cackling while thinking of their names#also I feel like i've talked abt this before but I cant remember LOL#hogwarts legacy#hl#sebastian sallow#Anne Sallow#The sallows#twins
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THIS IS MY WORLD
#this is like deep spanish lore but la gira!!!!#an original spanish disney channel show 😌😌😌#also andrea guasch was in the mythical al salir de clase another original disney channel show#andrea gil was my first celebrity crush btw AND i got to see her in la llamada <3#i need to know. for my latam people#a vosotres os salía al salir de clase o la gira o alguna otra serie española en disney channel???#lo pregunto porque como nosotres veiamos tambien patito feo y violetta y estas series no sé si era recíproco o no#also!!! while on the topic of spanish disney channel show#they made this other one. i cannot remember the name. but they filmed all the school shots in my school lol#it was definitely a very surreal experience#it was about a family i think??? idk it was extremwly low budget and didn't last long#but yeah!!! that and the elite high school being the university next to my grandma's house are the two 'too close to home' film locations#that have given me psychic damage#oh and i guess the palace in my town but that one appears all the time on masterchef so i'm used to it
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one of my favorite things about Bluey is the parent dogs' absolute commitment to the bit. dancing in public at the DMV because your kid said so? absolutely, you just plainly keep talking like nothing's amiss. steal and eat your neighbor's food right in front of him? your kids decided you have no social experience, not your fault. it cracks me up every time
#i know their names btw it just reads better to outsiders lol#if you know the episodes mentioned good for you bc i cannot for the life of me remember their names rn#bluey#meraki post
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wanderer
#cosmodynes art#sketch#ffxiv#ff14#named azem#azem (pirithous)#;; heart & home#just a warmup of a beloved guy#that i love to watch being dangled from high places#i... actually cannot remember the cloak colour#so my brain just defaulted to lotr olive green lol
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OC I made for Raphael
#rise oc#rottmnt raph#rise Raph x oc#rottmmt oc#oc x canon#sins rottmnt art#guts art#sins oc#Raph x Qannik#Gutsphobic on TikTok and CheysGuts on twitter#there’s an artist on here that I can’t find that made a shark oc for Raph but I cannot find them and I’m so upset LOL#one day I’ll remember who it is#anyway I’ll be adding more to this#they’re a Greenland shark :^)#and her name means snowflake inupiaq#I decided on an inupiaq name because Greenland sharks are found in the arctic#I’ll be making art of them kissing atp#I’ll do an explanation on meeting w Raph specifically and introduction to the brothers soon
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Hey y'all, I am blanking on a word so hard I am even blanking on the words to describe that word What's the term for like...groups of colors? color palettes but more specific? I'm looking for the generic term, but the specific words that are versions of that generic I can think of are things like earth tones, jewel tones, pastels, and maybe brights/neons I'm trying to figure out other categories like those but I cannot figure out what the word is to search
#crowd sourcing brain function because mine is not working#what is that called????? there has to be a like overarching category name for those#normally when I forget a word I can work around it in a way that makes it easier to come up with the word#when I was little I read a book that mentioned every piece of data in your mind has a pathway to get to it#and if you only have one connection to that data point when the path breaks you lose it#but if you have multiple paths to get there you can lose one path and still be able to find the data#(like I could remember shark facts by thinking about carnivores or weird teeth or shark jaws or non-human sensory perceptions)#idk if that is true??? but it was like. formative to me as a small child#so I deliberately made multiple associations to anything I learned from that point on#to the point where it kind of became second nature#which is good for me now that my brain is uhhhh not operating full speed#because I can work around a mental block (usually) and come up with the word#but I cannot remember this one!!! and it's frustrating! I'm just spinning through loose associations trying to find one that connects#my brain is a mush of half remembered art terms at the moment and I am getting no closer to figuring it out lol
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I HATE NEW YORK.
#ran into guy I hooked up with on the train and had to take the wrong exit so he doesn’t walk me all the way to where I live .#he somehow remembered my name I should NOT have looked up when someone said it .#funny thing is I met him on the train originally too LOL#fuck off feliks#also he invited me out again but I declined bc I CANNOT remember his name from like April or whatever
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I have some art that I think an online friend sent me like literally 10 years ago, in 2014, but I have no fucking idea who.
Did any of you draw this
dm me
#you wrote your full name on it but i honestly dont remember your screen name#laura?#any lauras out here#lol you wrote on the back im bad at perspective and volleyball but i wanted to send you something special#which is sweet#sorry i dont remember tho#that was literally 10 years ago#i cannot remember all of my mutuals from 10 years ago#i had tumblr for like a year at that point hahaha#also this is kuroo lol#not like#knb#so this would be a new obsession is what im saying
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❗️NEWGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSAN-
#glass animals#honestly i wore out dreamland sm my brain took a lonnng break from expecting anything from them?? idk i’m just huh????#like….. when i say wore out#i cannot describe how much i listened to it#i usually have some vague idea even if it’s a ridiculous number#like 52 times in a month for an album or something (has happened)#i cannot recall w this#gonna say bc 2020 & they were Literally the last band i saw live. next morning everyone found out about everything annd lockdown. no joke#so it was big dreamland time when it dropped and revisiting their past albums when i broke out of its spell lmao#(pretty sure before that like january was when i listened to déjà vu 100+ times in a row tho so oop. it was a tough day lol)#anyway seeing this aww man. i really have had this band with me for a long long time. 🥹 i remember hearing gooey on the radio one night#driving home from work late @ night in 2014. the drive was so short i couldn’t be arsed to fish out my ipod & plug it in#sometimes so just popped on a good station i had preset. started the car and heard this *voice* and i was like who????#had to check the station bc it was an alt station and i thought i had it on another one which was fine i was just v confused#it was in the middle of the song & i was immediately anxious to know the name hoping i’d hear it & it wouldn't just flow into the next song#then the dj would pile the names together after x number of songs played bc i was tiired (but woulda stayed in the car ngl). got lucky &#ran inside to find it then yelled at my roommate the next day that she HAD to listen to it during a smoke session after work#(i was right & it blew her miiind)#god. what a fucking time. what a fucking band. idk what the disc horse is surrounding them now since they blew up via tiktok#i’m sure people are v quick to say they’re overrated bc of that but idk & i’m glad i don’t know. they’ll always be this#highly inventive incredible band i stumbled upon for the perfect night drive home after a long long shift#a band that came back from a Horrible accident that should have ended 1 of their lives & somehow didn’t & should have ended them#as a band (like still cannot believe Joe was drumming in 2020 & i saw it with my own eyes like how tf???!?)#a band deserving of all of its successes. glass animals forever
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(to the mod)woa you really stick to the 'badlydrawn' part of badlydrawnjohn huh...like that drawing on your main account is the same as the one posted here it's just .goodly drawn? great job i love your art a lot (both the badly and goodly)
OOC: ahhh tysm!! :DD and yeah i try to stick to drawing stuff badly on here- i feel like pushing myself to stick to the simplistic style lets me explore more ideas that im too nervous to try to attempt in a more polished artstyle!
#ooc#ask#alas i cannot escape being self conscious abt my crappy art#badly drawn is literally in the name i need to remember that it's ok the drawings are crappy lol
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im quite Recognizable by appearance and i work at my campus cafe which gets quite a lot of business and i just went to the pizza place right off campus and one of my regular customers took my order and she went "im so used to you serving me"
#the brief moment of Connection i felt with this girl i cannot remember the name of#while in here i saw another customer i recognized and she waved at me#i love being the cafes token gay guy tho its pretty funny#i worked with exclusively girls up until like today when we hired a few new people lol#diary
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