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my favourite characters thus far: the 'villain' (tamlin), the mcs sister, the LIs (dead) sister, and the queen who died like a chapter after her second scene
#says a lot about sjm that her most interesting characters are a) the ones she made 'unlikeable' or b) dead#anti sjm#acotar#acotar fanart#still very anti acomaf but like#i love the golden queen and the lore behind everything is also very good despite what the series itself talks about#gonna continue reading so i can see tamlin#but i am still very pissed about it#ran rambles#🌗 art tag#nesta and feyre mean everything to me btw#first book feyre and her relationship w her sisters <3#and the way nesta went to back feyre up during the meeting w the queens 🥹#THEYRE SISTERS WEHHH#i love sibling relationships sjm when i fucking catch you for how BAD you fumbled this#rhe archeron sisters could be SO GOOD if obnly they werent written by sjm#nesta. feyre hon. im so sorry#elain....... i might need to give her a personality transplant but ur fine#also yeah i realize rhys is older than his sister but personally i think thats boring#the pain of losing an older sibling shouldnt be underestimated
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so like is it specifically planets the solver craves or can it get by with just eating dirt off the ground
#thank you those people in that one server i havent been there long enough to remember names#for bringing up the idea#is very funny#god i have genuinely no idea what to do for n's dialogue boxes. cannot think of a gimmick whatsoever#suprise attack by the artstyle change. i am imploding right now#cannot settle on any style whatsoever. genuinely changing by the hour#so strangely proud of ns hand in this one i dont know what it is about it but i really like it#hats still pisses me off though. why so difficult to draw#murder drones#art#murder drones uzi#murder drones n#serial designation n#murder drones cyn#or its#murder drones absolutesolver#who knows at this point#murder drones skig#still fighting tooth and nail for the tail to be named skig. it fits so well#iz go attack glitch headquarters for me#i think its late enough i can keep this unspoilered
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[vibrating a little too fast] Do You Understand My Vision Yet
#twst#twisted wonderland#cereal tries to draw#cater diamond#jade leech#trey clover#and some other guys but this aint about them#girl i do not even begin to know how to tag this one#trejeikei. treycayjay. caterjadetrey. girl fucking help#i still subscribe to jade having a crush on both of them at the same time and Being Weird About It lol#my fave thing in fanart is w/octavinelle if anyone is drawing shipping art of one of them with someone#the other two being either confused or disgusted or just bullying for fun about it#and then my other favorite is riddle being pissed as hell finding out his beloved card soldier besties are turning to the dark side#fraternizing with the enemy. [kissing a fish boy]#cater and trey both picking octavinelle for their union bday dorm choice is still so funny to me#AND THEN RIDDLE WENT AND PICKED JADE FOR HIS THEORETICAL BROTHER CHOICE LOL god dont even get me started on them#i am also obsessed with jade and riddles dynamic but god. no time for dat now goku.#cater voice hey siri what do u do when a boy holds ur hand and Wont Let Go#i love trey but i feel like i only ever draw him as a tiny head icon w/someone else talking about him fkshfkldshf#i mean ive drawn him in more things sometimes. usually treycay. i just dont post him very much#idk why hes so hard to draw LOL#i passively enjoy treyjade i think i used to look it up more in early twst days#but i ALSO like them both with CATER A LOT and u know me. love to tape characters together. into the polycule soup with you boy.#anyway in that first one cay i think was like 'wow jade kinda never expected u and trey to get together lol no offense -'#and jades like 🤝 well i dont mind sharing 😌#SHARING WHAT- theyre all holding hands now the end :]#riddle voice if u break cater and/or treys hearts it is On Sight jade leech#jade voice teehee well we wouldnt want that ill do my best 😌#riddle is not convinced.#anyway shoutout to ME and the like 1-2 people this might appeal to lol
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The interesting experience of being pro Sasuke, anti konoha, pro tobirama, anti Naruto ending, pro Sasusaku, anti Itachi, pro Sakura, anti SasuNaru, pro Tobirama×Izuna, anti Madara, pro karin, anti Orochimaru, pro Uchiha and anti Hashirama. And also as much as I hate the guy danzo was kind of hot when he was younger...
#I FEEL ITS VERY IMPORTANT TO SAY THAT I COMPLETELY RESPECT SNS TO THE ULTIMATE DEGREE AND I AGREE WITH THEIR SHIPPERS ON MOST THINGS#BUT THE SHIP STILL KINDA PISSES ME OFF IDK WHY IM SORRY IT JUST RUBS ME THE WRONG WAY I HAVE TRIED TO LOVE IT I REALLY HAVE BUT I CANT#AND MADARA HAD SOME GOOD POINTS BUT I THINK ITS SHITTY THAT HE ABANDONED HIS CLAN AND THEN PLOTTED THE END OF THE FUCKING WORLD#ALSO ITACHI HAD LIKE OTHER OPTIONS!???? WHY THE FUCK DID HE TORTURE SASUKE TWICE LIKE 😭😭😭#WHAT WAS THE POINT MY G WHY ARE YOU TORTURING HIM I THINK THE MENTAL IMAGE OF THEM DYING WAS ENOUGH DIDNT NEED TO GIVE HIM 500000 EXAMPLES#WE AS A SOCIETY DO NOT TALK ENOUGH ABOUT THE FACT THAT WHEN MADARA ASKED HASHIRAMA TO EITHER KHS OR KILL TOBIRAMA#TOBIRAMA GENUINELY THOUGHT FOR A MOMENT THAT HASHIRAMA WOULD GO AFTER HIS THROAT FOR LIKE- THIS GUY WHO HE USED TO THROW STONES WITH!???#ITS SO DIFFICULT TO FIND PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND SASUKES TRAUMA AND WHO LIKES SASUSAKU 😭😭#COS LIKE ILL 100% ADMIT THAT THE RELATIONSHIP WAS WRITTEN SHITILY AND SUCKED AND DESPITE THE FACT THAT THEYRE SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE BROTHERS#SNS HAS BETTER WRITING THAN SSK OR NRHN SOMEHOW???? ITS WRITTEN SO WELL PEOPLE GENUINELY BELIEVE THE ORIGINAL PLOT HAD SNS PLANNED#BUT ALSO SAKURA IS SO SILLY AND STRONG AND DID ANY OF YOU READ SASUKE RETSUDEN “Trapped by a body he knew perfectly”#OKAY SASUKE YOURE ON A MISSION??? CALM THE FUCK DOWN 😭😭#NO AND IN LIKE SSK FICS SASUKE IS SOME BAD BOY WHO JUST SMIRKS AND IS EMOTIONLESS AND SAKURA IS SOOOOO EMOTIONAL FUCK OFF YOU TWATS!!!!#SASUKE IS THE KITTEN!! SAKURA SO OBVIOUSLY RADIATES DADDY ENERGY YALL ARE FUCKING INSANE!!!#WHY DO WE GET KITTEN SASUKE IN EVERY OTHER SHIP BUT THE FUCKING CANON ONE!! AT MY FUCKING!!!! LIMIT!!!#FIND SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS THE COMPLEXITYS OF SASUKES CHARACTER AND UNDERSTANDS WHAT TRAUMA DOES TO A PERSON YET DOESNT HATE SSK CHALLENG#Uh oh I went a bit mad there hahaha#I REGRET NOTHING SASUKE DID NOTHING WRONG SAKURA IS GIRL BOSS AND THE NARUTO WORLD IS EITHER UNEXPLAINABLY VIOLENT OR FAR TOO FORGIVING#naruto#naruto shippuden#itachi uchiha#pro sasuke#haruno sakura#Pro Sakura#Sasuke Uchiha#sasuke did nothing wrong#It looks awkward to just go from all those long tags to the iddy bitty ones#Moldy-flowers#Kitten and daddy? Tf am i on about I've been watching too much game grumps shi 😭😭
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#ngl i am feeling a little petty and also vindicated lol#for months we have seen all this insisting that carlos is gonna be a terrible cartoonishly neglectful husband#he doesn't care he isn't trying whatever whatever#and the actual storyline is.... he is trying his best. he's just struggling with everything he's balancing#he's doing his best to show up where he can and yes he has to work on that balance#but it's not out of a lack of trying and it's not because he doesn't love tk and it's not anything besides things are difficult#and tk loves him so much and wants him to be okay above all#some of the things that have been said about carlos were just meant to villainize him#that's all lol#and now that the storyline is over it would do some people good to sit with why they felt the need to speak that way#why that was where their minds went re: carlos#all we saw was him doing his best in a very difficult situation#we were given every reason to empathize with how hard he was trying#and yet.#sorry i'm clearly still pissed lmao#neha rambles
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thinking about how sam and dean were made responsible for each other's physical safety and lives in high-risk, high-stakes environments from such a young age from going on hunts together (with John) and even if John mostly tried to keep them and especially Sam out of the worst of it can you imagine knowing your sibling lives or dies on your watch while most kids are worried about who they're taking to prom good god no wonder these boys are not normal about each other
#sorry for deranged 4 am posting/not sorry#codependency#spn meta#winchester brothers#like. i was specifically thinking about if they were on the outs about sthg or even a really serious argument#your brother just got torn up by a vengeful spirit? well better shelve that shit bc he might die#and it might be your fault bc your were pissed and distracted!#in that context is there anything worth getting truly upset over?#I mean of course they still do bc they're teenagers but. with a very different frame of reference from any of their peers#what counts as a 'serious' issue is just totally different#they live in a different reality#normal was never a possibility#!!!!!#musings#weechesters#the brodependency#spn
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i deserve to kill insurance companies actually.
#i've been fucking around with this for two weeks now and i want to die#why is it legal for an insurance provider i am paying to decline a medication that i've been on for years#why does a doctor have to fill out a special form to prove that i Really Need this medication. that's just what a prescription is for.#and also why is my doctor's office closed half the week and i can't get ahold of them and they don't call me back#i'm already rationing my meds like this is not sustainable#the real bullshit is that from what i can tell my provider won't even let me pay for it out of pocket. which i don't want to do but. still.#(it's a maintenance inhaler. i still have plenty of my rescue inhaler left so i'm not like. gonna die without it. but i will be very#uncomfortable and pissed off about it.)#part of this is my own fault because i knew switching insurance would cause some Bullshit when i try to get my meds refilled#so i should have started this earlier#but TWO WEEKS SHOULD BE ENOUGH#i just want to find out what i can do bc every day i call and they go “huh that's weird that it hasn't been approved yet. i'll look into it#and then they don't call me back#well uh. with med rationing i have enough to get me to Tuesday so i fucking hope someone actually figures out what's going on today#vent#personal
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I mean, yeah, maybe if you had been in that elevator you would realize that Miles was a nine-year-old child who was not only present (albeit unconscious for the exact moment) for his father's murder, but in a situation where he feared he caused it, and then was taken in by his father's murderer. Maybe if you'd been there, you would understand what happened and not act like such an ass about it. Maybe, and I'm just spitballing, you could've acted like the big brother Gregory suggested you be to Miles and taken him in yourself.
This is the part where I screamed so loud I woke my dog up and hurt my throat because he was NINE FUCKING YEARS OLD WHEN VON KARMA "SAVED" HIM AFTER THE TRAUMATIC MURDER OF HIS FATHER!! HE STOOD NO CHANCE!! WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU, EDDIE?? WHAT SUPPORT DID YOU TRY TO OFFER HIM??? USELESS ASS!!!
Apologies don't mean jack if you don't acknowledge WHY you were wrong, AND what you're going to do in the future to be better! Tbh, you have been treating Edgeworth better, but you still need to acknowledge that blaming a LITERAL CHILD for believing the words of the adult who raised them — ESPECIALLY the adult who they are put in a position to see as saving them after a deeply traumatic incident — is despicable!!
NO HE DID NOT!!! YOU WERE A LITERAL ACTUAL CHILD!!! A LITERAL ACTUAL TRAUMATIZED CHILD!!! MY THROAT HURTS IRL FROM SCREAMING SOMEONE NEEDS TO CALL YOUR MANS (we're not allowed to say his name here I know the rules) TO TELL YOU THAT THIS WASN'T YOUR FAULT FOR LIKE THE SIX HUNDREDTH TIME!!!! FUCK!!!!!
#because That Man™️ won't talk abt his OWN issues but he WILL talk abt Edgeworth's#anyway i am SO MAD#it makes me SO MAD when children are blamed for things beyond their control like this#the ONLY child allowed to be held to such standards is MY child self#and even then my therapist is working very hard to get me to stop doing that!#but for other children it is ABSOLUTELY NOT ALLOWED EVER#EDDIE FENDER MEET ME IN THE FUCKING PARKING LOT AND SQUARE UP#EDGEWORTH MAY FORGIVE YOU BUT I'M STILL PISSED#AND WE'RE GONNA FIGHT ABOUT IT#aai2 spoilers#ace attorney
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sooooo... *twirls her hair* how many asks should i send until kuwagami art. jk as well. the real question will be: does it happen often that someone else’s art inspires you? in fandom spaces specifically
well you see it’s like a loyalty card program, every 10 asks or so you get a complimentary kuwagami
just kidding you can just breathe in my direction and I’ll be tempted to draw them. kuwagami blast! (you've caught me on a... just okay art day lol)
(people still like kabedons, right?)
anyway for my actual answer: in terms of direct inspiration, it doesn't really happen much? the last two times i did art directly based on someone else's work is probably this one from this fic, and also that time i drew art of someone else's judgment au. oh! and there's that moriohpsycho art based on this comic! (filthyguts' work is so very. hgngngghh. very good.) nothing else really comes to mind, and when i think of the other things i've been into recently there hasn't been as much opportunity for that to happen...
flex and herds = strong fixation but lmao. almost nobody else made stuff about them. nobody is surprised umineko = surprisingly i don't read much umineko fanfiction? and in terms of illustration, i certainly picked up imagery and indirect inspiration but nothing concrete enough for me to give an example... now that i think about it, i did once draw andromalius from redaction/sunny, but that was years ago, and also mostly because i was acquainted with the writer. ...i don't have that artwork on hand right now death note = didn't really get involved with the fandom + i enjoyed my own ideas well enough! ...i can't recall if i drew long-hair-L art before or after seeing other artists do it. and as for everything else the same kind of reasoning applies. didn't really get involved with the fandom or wasn't really compelled to make art in response to stuff i saw, or i just don't remember anymore.
buuuuuuut if we're opening this up to just... pulling ideas from other people? then yeah, all the time, though that kind of goes without saying when you have a creative hobby. ...it's probably going to be hard to come up with examples of this since it's more ambiguous.
there's uhhhhhh... kuwana listens to nickelback which was a @/four-white-trees invention, wasn't it? (EDIT: and @/overdevelopedglasses!) (not tagging in this post so he doesn't feel obligated to read my big ass ask responses 💀) as of writing this, it's not posted but i did end up making kuwagami art based on a nickelback song so. yknow. there's that LMAO
for sawashiro and arakawa, i do sometimes go reference @/todayisafridaynight 's art to help me with my own. ("how did he draw this part of the suit? oh, like that huh? hmm" <- this kind of thing)
and um. i'm not trying to pander to you (at least not this time), but genuinely it's one of the few examples that come to mind at this moment. but when i was writing my first kuwagami fic, i could feel the influence of the ever-changing on my brain... was turning over some of your ideas there...
you remember this? (you even pointed it out in your comment on my fic, and i should've said something then, but whatever i'm saying it now)
that was absolutely because of this
(obligatory poke at anybody else reading this post that you can read passthroughtime's fic here.)
so, um. yeah. not really sure what else to add to that. pretty self evident i think. (i'm always talking about the ever-changing but i don't think i can overstate the impression it left on me at the time)
anyhow there aren't really any other examples off the top of my head! these are all recent examples so they're not so difficult to recall, but there are probably others i've forgotten...
#jitxt#started writing this unsure if i could give many examples and i ended up with more than i expected. nice!#sunny is a very good piece of umineko writing and i should reread it with the author's notes toggled on. and also read redaction#“shouldn't you have read redaction first” n-no. shut up! (besides i think renall said it was fine)#nobody remind me of that 20k note post that's just an uncredited screenshot of sunny. it'll piss me off#as cosmic balance i ought to shill sunny as much as possible#anyway uhhhhhh. the everchanging.#i am awful about receiving compliments (i never know how to respond aside from a rehearsed “thank you”) but i sure am great at giving them!#apologies if i'm laying it on too thick but#1. i am being truthful and#2. i figure it's reparations for all the time i spent as a lurker on the kuwagami ao3 tag#the explosion in my brain when i realised that “the nice person who leaves lots of tags on my kuwagami art”#and “the person who wrote that REALLY FUCKING GOOD FIC” were one and the same. crazy. and now we are mutuals ❤#it is a little funny thinking of when i'd read your and four-white-trees' work before meeting you#real life foreshadowing for me meeting you both....#i still have these discord messages of me telling a friend about both your works#basically: (reading an update to the everchanging) wow that was depressing (reading a joke in four-white-trees' fic) nevermind i'm good now#i ought to reread the everchanging and take detailed notes on all the parts i like#just so you know your impact on my brain lol#kuwana calling yagami a pretty boy and meaning it sincerely oh my GOD. rewired my brain
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also, something to note. that interview does not just very clearly state the strategy in s26 we are seeing play out now, but also the course-correction for olivia after audiences apparently reacted so poorly to her being portrayed as a complex and contradictory human being (bolding mine):
Capt. Olivia Benson will leave her demons behind her — at least for a little while... Martin explains the reasoning behind Benson’s decision [to give away the necklace]: ���In our minds, the necklace... helped her reset herself and find her way and brought her to a place she was able to pass it along to someone who needed it more than she did.” In doing so, Martin says Benson “refound her center,” which she explains as Benson’s own healed trauma coming through to help others “heal their trauma.” This “pay-it-forward-attitude” for Benson will “carry through Season 26”
given the way martin does all but say "olivia's normal now!!!!! she's fixed!!!! we promise!!!!!!!" again and again, it seems that the general audience at large does not actually like olivia as olivia, only olivia as a thin projection of some kind of ideal middle-aged womanhood, constrained completely by our need for her to be maternal, likable, and pleasant, a model survivor, if not the ur-survivor-- perfect, uncomplicated, healed and healthy, palatable. which like. we been knew. water is wet. just hate to see them capitulating to it in this way after two seasons of huge, huge progress.
#it should not surprise me that people (and fandom!) are still misogynist but alas!!! it *still* does every time!!!#and i am admittedly very pissed off about it!!!#sports utility vehicle#terminal brainrot
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#queer student union is full of cis lesbians who are unfortunately normies . Sigh#theres one other transmasc but hes also a normie . whatever#someone brought up hanky code in the meeting today and everyone was like “eewww omg people have piss kinks? [blech]”#like. okay its not that big of a deal#THE LEADER OF THE QSU IS A G*YLOR BTW. SOMEONE KILL ME NOW#we were talking about the language of flowers which i am very autistic about and she went on and on about lilacs#and how that relates and is important to sapphics#but fhe second the green carnation shows up she went “uhhh. idk what that flag is” FUCKING THE ACHILLEAN FLAG ????#UGHHH.#she also was like “oscar wilde was apparently arrested for being queer” when thats literally one of the mot well known facts about him#girl please im begging you do a Little bit of research about queer men. it wont kill you i prommy#someone break me free of these people who couldnt give two shits about queer and trans men and only care about cis lesbians#the meeting ended 3 hours ago and im still pissed
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one of the absolute funniest moments on scott's tour that i wasn't able to capture on camera (for obvious reasons) was at the meet and greet after the nashville show these two older gay guys mentioned they were reading scott's wikipedia page before the show to find out more to chat about at the meet and greet and like. idk if this is just because i am very familiar with scott's wikipedia page but you could tell that was the extent of their scott knowledge (which is valid not everyone is researching a documentary on the guy)
but then they asked about the poster for the lowest show, which they'd never heard of before their wikipedia reading, specifically this quote:
"The posters—featuring Thompson lying supine on the ground with a big wad of semen dripping down the side of his face—went up around the city on September 10, 2001"
and they were like "wow we'd love to see those posters hahaha" and i immediately jump in like "oh i have that photo on my phone give me like 2 seconds"
to be clear: these guys had not interacted with me or acknowledged my existence the entire conversation. they had their backs to me when they were talking to scott, i did not introduce myself as directing the documentary since i wasn't filming and they didn't ask who i am, etc. but my brain was like "oh someone wants to learn more about scott? my time to shine, let me pull up that folder in my camera roll". even scott was like jfc here they go again.
anyway i barely had to scroll back in my doc research folder so i immediately held out my phone to the guys and showed them this
it's a photo taken days after 9/11 of scott in front of the posters for his show which was supposed to open the following week
so i hold out my phone and explain this thinking like hey i'm being so helpful these guys wanted to see this aspect of scott lore and i gave it to them!! meanwhile these two old guys are like i can't even focus on the poster anymore i am standing next to scott thompson and also WHO THE FUCK IS THIS CHILD AND WHY DID THEY JUST HAVE THIS ON THEIR PHONE?
another one of the funniest tour moments was after meeting up with some gay guys in their 70s who were friends-of-a-friend-of-scott and immediately befriending both of them we were about to leave and i asked for their phone number and scott just rolled his eyes and was like i'll give you his phone number in the car as though he was saying "jfc jessamine this is ridiculous even for you". he never ended up giving me the old guy's number
#i just love old gay men so much lmao#and they seem to love me (or at least the ones in the second example did lmao)#also one of the other indicators that the first guys only knew about scott's personal life from his wikipedia page#is that they assumed the last boyfriend mentioned on there was someone scott was still dating to this day#and they were like ''oh i'm so happy to hear you have (boyfriend's name)'' meanwhile scott is like ''uh sorry we broke up 21 years ago''#meanwhile i'm like SAME NUMBER OF YEARS THAT I'VE BEEN ALIVE SCOTT!!#to be fair scott hasn't had a serious long-term relationship since then so we have joked about my birth somehow being the antichrist#but just for scott thompson's romantic life. like there's some curse that scott can't be in a serious relationship until i am#which is very funny bc both of us did in fact have a date we were looking forward to when we got back from the tour#in my case mine is with a hot nonbinary person who works at the venue where scott did his boston show and that's how we met lmao#this is also why i was pissed off that my instagram locked me out bc i have hot nonbinary person's instagram but not their phone number#and i said i'd message them when i got back from the tour. which i cannot do#tempted to just message them as mouth congress (the one account i can still get into) and send them my phone number#maybe i'll do that if i don't get my instagram back by buddy's birthday#anyway maybe this is oversharing about both my love life and scott's love life but i just find it very funny#like i was never someone in high school who went on dates and gossiped about it with my friends#and now i get to have some bizarre version of that where my peer group is goddamn scott thompson????#between this and me pulling up the lowest show pic in like 2 seconds yeah maybe we are weirdly close lmao#but i wouldn't have it any other way
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A bit strange feeling of living in Lithuania while looking like... Lithuania
#fun fact my voice is also close to ht Lithuania UNLESS I am very pissed off#then my voice drastically becomes super low#and when I'm singing too#and in everyday life I have this 🌸✨️🌸✨️🌸✨️ aura around me while 99% of time I am thinking about killing stupid and cruel people#and i have giant eyebags and super slim figure because of the fucked up mental health due to ruzzian invasion...#thinking about my family's village which is famous for having “vikings heritage”#my great grandfather wanted to excavate a local landmark: a stone grave with an ancient cross.#he and his friends found a giant warrior there#with a huge sword#they got so scared that they just covered it all up and ran away#I WANT TO EXCAVATE IT AGAIN SO MUCHHHH#i am 99% sure that warrior was Baltic like come on what would Nordic vikings do in the swamps of Northern Ukraine#my village is honestly such a strange place... it's pagan#it has some Baltic and Asian heritage since like Golden Horde times#swamps and forests are such a well preserving place whatever the hell was going on there thousands of years ago still lives now#it's the jungles with scary people#it has some nasty history of incest too... and Christian sect...#it's a godforsaken place with NOTHING there except for the ancient graveyard and a couple of houses but FOR SOME REASON random people still#go to live there. and they die there. like why#u stoopid go get a job
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#TELL MY WHY MY COWORKER. MY. CO!!!! WORKER!!!!!! CONTINUOUSLY FINDS EXCUSES TO TOUCH ME 24/7#(NOT IN A WEIRD WAY BUT STILL IS TOUCHING ME)#AND JUST DECIDES TO HUG ME OUT OF NOWHERE AS HES LEAVING. AND IS VERY ODD ABOUT IT.#HE REFUSES TO LEAVE THE STORE AFTER HIS SHIFT. HE IS THERE 24/7. GET A LIFE!!!! FIND A NEW JOB!!!!!#GODDDDDDDDDUH#WHAT CAN I DO TO BECOME MORE DYKEISH BECAUSE THIS CANNOT KEEP HAPPENING TO ME#i am speaking#<- this whole ordeal happened yesterday but im STILL pissed about it. god. god. god.
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one minor pain in my life was never ever finding the actual perfume bottle that this magazine ad for The Borgias had a scent strip for back in the day. I carried this ripped out piece in my dearest possessions for a longgg time and yet. Alas
#i was big into italian and french history as a kid and kind of still am </3 lucrezia continues to hold a very tender torch in my heart#i remember what it smelled like sooo clearly i would just sniff it constantly it was so beautiful. but they literally only made it for an ad#ill be pissed about it FOREVER
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man fuck my stupid baka life
#parents got me sick so i canceled on my gf who i am missing very badly and have not gotten to hang out much with for the past couple months#only for my mom to be pissed at me for being around the house and act like im pretending and being paranoid when i literally CAUGHT IT FROM#HER AND SHES STILL COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW CONGESTED AND MISERABLE SHE IS AND HOW BAD IT SUCKS
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