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grief is weird
#my cousin passed away yesterday morning#we admittedly werent as close as when we were kids but we worked together#but he was only 41#he died of the exact. same. thing. that my dad died of#the same undetected disease that doctors dont check for because they were “too young”#idk if its the lexapro or my brain protecting me from how i spiraled when my dad died but i can feel panic under the surface#that just isnt manifesting so i feel numb#and like im screaming at the same time#and while im trying to process the death and everything that comes with that#im processing the fact that he was healthy ate right worked out didnt smoke didnt drink and heart disease still got him#so what do i do because im not terribly younger than him if he did everything right how do i avoid it#don't mind me
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House M.D. but it's when Wilson says House's name
#house md#james wilson#prince's talk tag#finally!!! it's done! this and the house version took almost two weeks to do#first off thank you to the clinic-duty team on livejournal for making the transcripts for these episodes#because this video would be near impossible to make without their clear transcripts. I hope y'all are doing well#ive been reading a lot of fics with these two and i see how the authors have the characters refer to each other in their fics#and that got me wondering how much do they say each other's name in the show and how do they refer to each other#since this is the wilson video ill put his stats here#s1 was 11 times s2 was 18 s3 was 45 s4 was 32 s5 was 41 s6 was 60 s7 was 47 and s8 was 48#in total he says his name 302 times. Mostly refers to him just by House#the only time I've heard him say his first name its when he's being professional or when he's really angry (and that one time he proposed)#and even then it's always the full name not just the first name#the only instance I've seen him use just his first name was on that note he put on House's xmas gift that we see in season 5#and as much as I wanted to put that moment in here he never actually says the contents of the note out loud so i had to leave it out#but what surprised me was he says House's name more than House says his name#especially when the earlier seasons didn't have him say his name as much
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he's fine (he's definitely not)
old little thing I kinda gave up on months ago, but oh well
#good omens#someone take dramatic lamp lighting away from me#he couldn't sit in a chair normally if he tried#good omens fanart#good omens 2#crowley#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#according to procreate i spent 41 HOURS on this what was i doing??#only to not like the end result and abandon it for months lmao#41 hours is criminal
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Wind is not ok
Idk how to pinpoint it. It's something about how since Dawn part four, almost 45 percent of the sentences he's said have ended in questions marks or been directly theorising. How the Link who figured out the most about the timeline with ease hasn't spoken much outside of theorising about the monsters, the postman, the shadow. How he whipped his blade out the fastest and went for the fairy.
It's something to do with how the most expressive Link had tears standing in his eyes when Twilight was ill but never once let them fall. It's something to do with how the most energetic hasn't been the center of attention but has been on the sidelines for quite a few updates. How he told Hyrule it's about being ready for the variety and has seemingly been ready ever since.
It's something with how for the past ten updates (we're at entrance pt 3 now), he has only smiled on ten out of ninety pages. How an extremely reliable Kid appears the most ready outside of Sky to rip the shadows throat out, after being pushed by him in battle like he was nothing. How angry he looks when talking about the shadow.
It's something about how he yelled in Legend's face that they had to help, questioning if Twilight was corrupted or possessed. Something about how this kid sincerely asked his brother if he was feeling evil and hasn't stop asking questions since.
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#Lu wind#invisibly tagging:#blarefordaglare#HEY HEY GUYS I DID MATH#if you want exact statistics#43.90% of his sentences have ended in question marks or been directly trying to figure stuff out#literally go read it he's just been asking so. many. questions.#in ninety pages he's only spoken 41 sentences#that's not a lot for him#goddamn little dude#he's so not ok#he looked so so very angry at the shadow in Dawn part eight#look at me#citing my sources#I feel like we moved on from wind asking twilight if he was evil too soon#I have no idea if this made sense but I hope it does!
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POV ur ambulon
For @lemonomelette's DTIYS! A lot of work but very fun.
#lemonydtiys#transformers#maccadams#tf idw#mtmte#pharma#my art#average medical student on a monday morning#of course he snapped#was going to do roddy#still might honestly do one of him just for funsies#if u see any mistakes#no u didnt#idk how foreshortening actually works i just kinda yolo'd it#it turned out a bit stiff but eh#also ignore the slightly disproportionate and wierdly angled arm thank you#how to render?!?#and there was supposed to be blood but idk how liquid works#anyways mistakes/grievances aside#really happy on how the face and expression turned out#and lineart was pretty banger#and i only spent 17 hrs instead of 41 (i draw slow)#so yippee
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tbf, he is 84 years old
#jason todd#dick grayson#red hood#nightwing#batfam#dude predates my grandparents#jason is only 41 so ig he does have room to talk#titans together 1#sorry i mistagged it before
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Do you ever think about how lonely Steve must have felt during the first Avengers film? He’s only 27, but everyone treats him like his technical age of 94. He’s in an environment that should feel familiar to him but instead feels completely different. He’s trying to get his head around 70 years worth of missed history on top of readjusting to civilian life. And then he’s pushed into a dysfunctional group, and he has to take charge, because if he doesn’t take charge then everyone is going to die.
#steve rogers#captain america#mcu#wanda maximoff#avengers#marvel#steve is the youngest and oldest avenger#he's the youngest out of all 6 of them#by comparison Tony is 38#Bruce is 35 and Natasha is 28#Clint is 41#no wonder Steve was so protective of Wanda#he knows exactly what it's like to be faced with a new environment#as the youngest#where everyone sees you for your powers instead of just you#and then lose somebody close during a fight#he definitely acts like the oldest because of the era and his maturity#but he's still the youngest by age#wonder if that's why natasha was specially assigned to steve#besides being really good with people situations#natasha is closest in age to steve out of all the avengers#only a year or two older#twilight-zoned-out
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how do i turn qantoine’s spontaneous marriage proposal to qetoiles into evidence of his early-days fear of qfrench drifing away and keeping secrets from one another
#the conversation takes place in antoine’s vod: L’ANNIVERSAIRE DE TALLULAH at 41 mins ish#like . okay . its such a fucking crazy moment to me that still lives in my head bc it’s a a joke . but it’s also not#he asks etoiles directly after spiderbit wedding . ‘don’t you want to get married?’#after it gets mentioned*#etoiles turns him down bc he ‘doesn’t have time to fuck [he] needs to kill everyone’#and antoine says ��well but— just a marriage’ like it’s the act itself that is the most important to him not anything that could come with it#the confirmation of partnership . of having someone to rely on . something that feels to him maybe more certain and solid than the#friendships antoine had at that point . like if he felt things were slipping and he was being left behind he wanted the certainty of#something like a marriage that is traditionally considered More important and certain .#and i think the end of their conversation is notable in how antoine brings up the notion of betrayal — he getting betrayed by others and how#he’s fed up with it . after etoiles says no to the marriage (though specifying that he’s gonna think about it) antoine brings the whole#betrayal thing up after a pause . he doesn’t necessarily consider etoiles as having betrayed him but it’s that lack of certainty#certainty that etoiles has refused to give him that makes him start to open up about how he’s tired of people promising him things (or#seeming to promise him things) only to leave him out and in the dark . and there’s an insecurity there that really shines if you take this#moment into consideration with the Larger Shifting his character is going through .#like tldr ; qantoine has begun to realise that his friends are starting to form deeper bonds with other people and thus keep secrets with#them which to him means leaving him behind . taking notice of this he brings this up to his friends in . not exactly direct ways . he#talks about how he doesn’t like secret keeping but doesn’t seem to push much further and he also tries to remedy the issue#of feeling left behind by doing shit as discussed above ^ however on account of the InHuman i’m not sure he understands what he’s doing very#well . and as we know antoine doesn’t make much progress and ends up retreating into himself and beginning to keep his own secrets . to do#his own shady shit . to work in the shadows and not be honest with any of his friends either . to hold them at arm’s length despite how much#he still cares . the only person he puts his full trust into anymore is pomme . not ayp who he deems too underhanded . not bagz who he sees#as having started the whole ‘secret keeping’ stuff in the first place . and not etoiles who’s actively going down a path with the codes and#resistance that he cannot follow#that was NOT a short tldr . why the fuck am i writing dissertation length tags about MINECRAFT BLOCKS#god whatever who cares i get joy out of this thats what matters#anw if you read this far holy shit ur insane . thank you#i am going to bed now godbless !#jay rambles#qfrench.posting
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the chemistry i had with this guy at my cousins wedding was on another level fr
#he’s 41 and muscled and tatted and i would sooo go there#he was making eyes at me all night#if only my mom didn’t want to leave early lmfao
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Soul Eater needs to become a slice of life anime immediately. I’m tired of the world almost ending, I wanna see Spirit character development and I wanna see the kids hang out and play games and.. idk I don’t watch slice of life shows BUT. I wanna see it with soul eater
My favorite episodes are Ep41 and then the one with the test that they all fuck up on except Maka. That episode is fucking hilarious and silly as hell and I need more episodes that don’t do anything to the story, the characters are just having Another Day and I love to see it it’s so cute
Biggest complain about the show: not enough. There’s SOOO MUCH to touch on and they DIDN’T. SO many goofy antics we can see with the characters and we didn’t get it it kills me!!!!!!!
Also the episode after medusa possessed Rachel and went to make a deal with Death and Death and Spirit just started talking about her bloomers like for REAL GUYS. They are so unserious it fucking kills me.
#don’t ask me for episode numbers#I only memorized ep 41 it’s so special to me#I do be rambling#soul eater#this show is fucking hilarious and they should have used it more#spirit is so perfect for comedic value but also#he’s a divorced alcoholic with a daughter who hates him#he deserves the character development#kisses him#puppy’s post
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Okay but Dallon's look from the past few tours is literally the cutest thing ever to me
Like sir!!!! How are you so adorable???? 😭💖
#dru speaks#if you saw me post this earlier. yes you did!#only issue was i wrote a bunch of tags that didn't actually show up when i posted it!! so this is take two#anyway i think it's the fluffy hair#but there's also something about his outfits that contributes to it but idk exactly why#whatever it is it all amplified his adorable and pretty levels by 15x X3#so many of my favorite pics of dallon are from 2022 because he's either *extremely* pretty or gives off the Cutest Little Guy energy :3#man. if i didn't know who he was and you showed these to me and told me he was 41 i'd think you were joking XD#🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶#dallon weekes#idkhow
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A "those damn youths and their language!" passage I thought was so funny I had to record it.
I also like the use of the word "correctest", which I don't think I've ever seen anywhere, but which apparently was quite common in the 18th century and pretty much dead by 1920.
Footnote from The Temple of Folly, in Four Cantos By Theophilus Swift, 1787.
(Which I have not read most of. I first came across this over a year ago and can't remember what I was even looking for, and couldn't remember the name of the publication, but found it again immediately by searching for "elegant highwayman" in google books.)
(I got "been always" switched around in my recording, oops, because I'm much more used to "always been".)
Transcript:
"No poor word seems to have been more tortured from its original meaning, than this of Elegance. Even some of our correctest writers have not been always sufficiently accurate in the use they have made of it. We have Elegant Pastry-cooks, Elegant Men-milliners, Elegant Hair-dressers, Elegant Footmen, Elegant Fiddlers, Elegant Eunuchs, Elegant Tooth-drawers. I lately heard a lady say, she had been delivered of her first son by an Elegant Man-midwife; and another lady observed, she had been delivered of her last guinea by an Elegant Highwayman. Such Elegant company are doubtless entitled to respect, yet are not perhaps more respectable than the following Elegant company of phrases; vis. “Elegant Stage-Coaches,” for travellers; “Elegant Air-Balloons,” for philosophers; “Elegant Lap-dogs,” for old maids; and “Elegant Opportunities,” for young ones. In short, every thing has lately become elegant which administers either to pleasure or convenience. Coxcombs of both sexes should, however, be told that Elegance is a word which more directly belongs to works of literature; and that, that composition which abounds most with a beautiful simplicity, and justness of sentiment and expression, is more immediately dominated Elegant."
#18th century#1780's#language#elegant#audio#old man yells at cloud#Theophilus Swift#not that old actually he was only 41 at the time#still old enough to complain about The Youths though
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“Where’s your homo, homey” mate you’re wearing a fishnet wife beater at work can we talk about that first
#yet everyone’s so chill about it like it’s normal#I sound like ptolemy pryce now I’ll stop#well actually at this point ole pryce probably gave up on dress code#so are Jean and Judith the only people who actually are wearing RCM uniforms at 41#imagine some cops show up looking like the A team#‘it’s how we roll at jamrock. get used to it’#whilst doing the shuffle and scavenging the crime scene. coming out of the other side with bloodied coats and some sordid boots#blank faced under that baseball cap that smells like a skunk had just pooped on it like that’s also normal crime scene cop action#yeah harry is not one bit deranged. he’s not even that special in this gang#mack torson#precinct 41#disco elysium#de
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Are there any particular scenes in the game that REALLY stick out to you that aren't talked about much online?
i feel like all the big scenes are talked about enough but like... maybe the payphone with dora? just something about it hurts me
the fact that dora picked up and stayed on as long as she did. harry had her *mirova* number so deeply ingrained into his muscle memory he could do it with his eyes closed after getting his brain wiped. how did he even get that? did she let him have it? was there a telephone book? did he have to do some borderline-stalking to get ahold of it?
the fact that no matter what you say to her initially, as she wakes up her response just amounts to "oh... not this again." again. how many times have they done this? how many times has harry, unknowingly or uncaringly, gotten drunk or high or both and called dora in the middle of the night (in her time) to hear her voice, and what has he said? does he beg her to come back or get angry?
idk there's just so much resignation and patience on dora's end, or at least that how it feels to me. she's isolas away- she can afford to be patient now. this clearly isn't something she wants to be doing, but she doesn't hang up on him, just lets him talk until the payphone runs out of money or he hangs up on his own. he broke her heart and made it all about himself but here she is, sitting on the phone at 4am when she's got work in 2 hours, listening to him ramble on about god-knows-what. and she's got to be worried. every time he hangs up she wonders if it will be the last time, and if so, why will it be the last time? will it be because he grew up and got over it, or because he finally killed himself? it's not her responsibility to worry or care anymore, but things are never that simple. of course some part of her will always be a little bit concerned (or at least morbidly curious) about how he's doing. as awful as these calls are, they must reassure her a tiny bit.
#also a tiny detail i may be reading too far into but#the area code for mirova is 41#he works at the 41st precinct#i wonder if they did that intentionally?#yes they broke each other's hearts. yes harry was awful to her. yes she was awful back in some ways.#but she's not just going to forget about him or genuinely completely stop caring 100%#i don't see many people talk about the payphone interestingly enough#despite it being the literal one and only time we hear dora speaking for herself#instead of as a projection of harry's mind#kiwipost#i really gotta write something about their relationship#hdb meta#di meta#ask
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Eskarina Smith… from another Discworld book :) one day I’ll design Granny Weatherfax too… I promise.
#revisiting these old drawings made me really want to get back into reading discworld#I have most of the books… but I’ve only read 4 of them I think#which… if you don’t know discworld is 41 books in total#my only pet peeve with them is sometimes they’ll shove in a romance last minute#but other than that they’re so fucking charming#I want to redo my Rincewind Design I feel like he wasn’t scruffy enough…#needs to be scruffier….#my art#Discworld#eskarina smith#terry pratchett
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Obsessed with the dynamic (not romantic, not platonic, but a secret third thing--both and yet neither) between two characters who knew and cared about each deeply years ago when they were both younger and life was much less complicated.
But then, tragic, transformative circumstances separated them. Assuming that this separation was certainly permanent, because how could it not be?
And yet, somehow finding each other again years later, and sometimes they aren't sure whether the reunion that they once longed for with every fiber of their beings is a blessing, a curse, a joke, or a punishment.
Because they've both changed in the intervening years--largely because of the hellish circumstances that caused their separation. They've both changed completely and irrevocably, even if one of them has changed much more noticeably and dramatically than the other to the point of seeming a complete stranger. It is about leaning to see and appreciate all the things that have changed about the other and all the things that have not changed. It's about learning to reconcile beloved, often rose-tinted memories with the complex, yet-equally-compelling reality of the person those memories are about.
#it's the very particular sensation of loving someone who is both recognizably your beloved childhood partner-in-mischief#while also being someone so different (physically; mentally; and/or emotionally) that you can scarcely see their past self in them#and knowing the feeling is mutual#and also knowing that the only person who can truly understand the full extent of the change in you is each other#because their transformation is linked to your own#forged in and through the unique experiences that you shared and the way you were separated#it's the idealized adoration of youthful playmates/pseudo-siblings#transforming into a very different but no less powerful connection in adulthood#that's what really gets me#it's just#*chefs kiss*#estabalena#nahyupollo#jaydick#anyway this post is specifically about estabalena and jaydick#and to a lesser extent apollo/nahyuta#but it doesn't really matter if people tag and respond with other ships#even the narumitsus provided they recognize that not every post was made for them#it goes double for jaydick and estabalena tho since they each have two (2) shared formative and transformative experiences#that few (if any) others can possibly understand#for estabalena; it's the 41 years of suffering in the dark times and the crystal well magic flowing through ones veins#for jaydick; it's the experience of being "Robin' and feeling that the role and all it means was ripped from you too soon#and then it's the experience of dying and your family failing to welcome you back with open arms#because you didn't come back 'right' or quick enough#and that you 'chose' to stay away rather than circumstances forcing the issue#apollo/nahyuta also has the jaydick parallels in terms of bruce and dhurke#it's recognizing that your very human shared father figure failed you in many ways#even as he simultaneously saved you in others#he made you both the best version of yourself while also creating or enabling all of your worst tendencies#just
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