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Are there any particular scenes in the game that REALLY stick out to you that aren't talked about much online?
i feel like all the big scenes are talked about enough but like... maybe the payphone with dora? just something about it hurts me
the fact that dora picked up and stayed on as long as she did. harry had her *mirova* number so deeply ingrained into his muscle memory he could do it with his eyes closed after getting his brain wiped. how did he even get that? did she let him have it? was there a telephone book? did he have to do some borderline-stalking to get ahold of it?
the fact that no matter what you say to her initially, as she wakes up her response just amounts to "oh... not this again." again. how many times have they done this? how many times has harry, unknowingly or uncaringly, gotten drunk or high or both and called dora in the middle of the night (in her time) to hear her voice, and what has he said? does he beg her to come back or get angry?
idk there's just so much resignation and patience on dora's end, or at least that how it feels to me. she's isolas away- she can afford to be patient now. this clearly isn't something she wants to be doing, but she doesn't hang up on him, just lets him talk until the payphone runs out of money or he hangs up on his own. he broke her heart and made it all about himself but here she is, sitting on the phone at 4am when she's got work in 2 hours, listening to him ramble on about god-knows-what. and she's got to be worried. every time he hangs up she wonders if it will be the last time, and if so, why will it be the last time? will it be because he grew up and got over it, or because he finally killed himself? it's not her responsibility to worry or care anymore, but things are never that simple. of course some part of her will always be a little bit concerned (or at least morbidly curious) about how he's doing. as awful as these calls are, they must reassure her a tiny bit.
#also a tiny detail i may be reading too far into but#the area code for mirova is 41#he works at the 41st precinct#i wonder if they did that intentionally?#yes they broke each other's hearts. yes harry was awful to her. yes she was awful back in some ways.#but she's not just going to forget about him or genuinely completely stop caring 100%#i don't see many people talk about the payphone interestingly enough#despite it being the literal one and only time we hear dora speaking for herself#instead of as a projection of harry's mind#kiwipost#i really gotta write something about their relationship#hdb meta#di meta#ask
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as someone who was in the mines of "drawing a characters robotic arm from increasingly difficult angles" before, i yearn for those times. so heres my take on blu engie's gunslinger, based on modern prosthetic forearms
its worth noting that, before he cloned himself to create red engie, he had the original gunslinger, ie he was only missing his hand. he decided to upgrade himself not only bc he had the means to, but bc he wanted to differentiate himself from his clone so that he would always be distinctly the original, even if he would be the only one to know that
inspired by vi's hextech gauntlets and ofc, johnny silverhand's arm. i miss drawing johnny every day of my life
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 engie#engie tf2#doodle#digital art#artists on tumblr#mine#my art#blu engie#yeahh..yeah i dont got much to say in the tags that i havent said already#im not v experienced in designing robot parts so this was a fun exercise#this means his arm works like a normal human arm and cant twist all theway around#the pistons r like bones and the wires are tough enough to be tendons#it still has to be revved up so to say but it also releases steam after being used#i wanted to focus on how blu team was intentionally designed by valve to be more cold and robotic#compared to the wood and other natural materials of red team#the original gunslinger feels scrappy. it feelslike something engie threw together out of spare metal#this is not to say it isnt an engineering wonder#in fact its kitbashed nature is PART of that genius#sorry. did i say i didnt have much to say in the tags#i lied :P
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Professor Layton when you start the series: what a nice puzzle man. Lovely puzzle gentleman. Does the silly point thing and solves the mystery. Funny guy :)
Professor Layton at the end of the series: is there any aspect of this man’s personality that he didn’t construct out of grief, carrying on the legacy of those he loved even at the expense of his own identity? Even his name is a fragment of someone loved and lost. He’s a walking coping mechanism. What the hell.
#professor layton#he’s so psychologically fucked up#more detailed spoilers ahead#his original name was Theodore#but he was given the name Hershel by his brother who then disappeared#and this was so early in his life he doesn’t even remember#then his friend Randall ‘‘died’’#and Hershel wasn’t all that into puzzles and archaeology#but Randall was#and Hershel felt like Randall’s death was his fault#so he like#fricking adopted Randall’s personality#so that it could be carried on#and I mean he came to genuinely love those things#but he intentionally massively altered his behavior out of survival’s guilt#he did more than just carry on a legacy it’s like he BECAME Randall#and then of course Claire#who liked that he was a cute nice little gentleman#so now he has to be a gentleman FOREVER#if Hershel were ever able to free himself from his guilt#learn to live for himself#I wonder who he would become#what parts would stay#and what parts would go
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#kirby#ask to tag#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#idk bro I drew like 10 rats while I was on the phone just for fun#so I drew another rat.#for fun.#altho it's very small#and its tail is kinda short#so it is in the ambiguous middle ground between 'young rat' and 'that's a mouse'#(I also drew some intentionally horrid bug eyed hamsters)#(also for fun)#(I did show them to the person I was on the phone with lol)#(the wonders of technology)
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matt johnson in his underwear from nirvana the band the show s02e03 save me.. matt johnson in his underwear from nirvana the band the show s02e03 save me matt johnson in his underwear from nirvana the band the show s02e03..
#he makes me crazy!!!!!#love how we fully see part of his ballsack in this episode i wonder if that was intentional or not#I mean he fully shows it off in the dirties so either way he did it intentionally or noticed it afterward and kept it in because funny#matt johnson#ntbts#nirvana the band the show
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Nothing like Heartstopper S2E8 removing some of Taylor Swift's "seven" lyrics just so that the singing can specifically come back in at "Or hide in the closet" while Isaac is processing difficult emotions related to the book he's reading (i.e., Ace: What Asexuality Reveals About Desire, Society, and the Meaning of Sex by Angela Chen).
Did I mention "Or hide in the closet" hits just as the camera focus finishes shifting away from Isaac?
This is fine
#This is not fine#Warning: Long tags ahead (2 topics)#TOPIC 1:#I'm glad Isaac feels safe enough to be reading this book and processing emotions around his friends#That's the positive spin on “he's quietly dealing with a lot while next to his friends and they're not noticing and he's not sharing" right#The contrast of this with the happy friend-bonding montage time feels purposeful and sad (esp. with lyrics about staying in the closet)#but on the bright side this is in the midst of happy friend-bonding montage time so we also see them having happy bonding times together#- showing the friendship is still strong even if right now Isaac isn't wholly known or fully fitting#Hopefully this is leading to Isaac telling his friends what he's going through in S3 and the friendships adapting to fit him better#TOPIC 2:#Also - don't think it's unintentional that where the camera focus shifts to is Nick with his arms around Charlie and then kissing his head#I think we're being purposefully distracted from Isaac with allo 'cuteness'#Because what the other characters often get swept up in - especially as they all couple up in S2 - is alloromantic/allosexual interactions#And that's frequently what the world prioritises or cares more about too#I think the show is intentionally calling everyone - from the characters to us watching them to the whole world - out#So that hopefully we (general) can all be more aware and do better#[In case you were wondering this N&C/Isaac scene is also right after we see short clips of Elle & Tao and Tara & Darcy cuddling -#which also seems very intentional: Isaac - sandwiched in between views of cuddling couples - alone in more ways than one]#CONCLUSION:#I think everything is working together to highlight the contrast between what N&C and Isaac are respectively experiencing in this moment#Did I mention this is not fine?#It is well done though#heartstopper mini moment#isaac henderson#aroace#aromantic asexual#lgbtqia+#queer#taylor swift#seven
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Morrigan's comment towards Alistair, the "So you have finally decided to rejoin us, have you? Falling on your blade in grief seemed like too much trouble, I take it?" is such an objectively nasty thing to say but also. Also!! This is Flemeth. This is Flemeth's brand of "humor". These are the only jokes Morrigan has ever been exposed to and the TONE SHE USES HERE!!! Morrigan I love and appreciate your attempts at bantering please please let me give you a crash course in jokes that will make everybody laugh
#i love her your honor#i am 90% sure she isn't being intentionally malicious in that particular comment#the 10% unsure is because she doesn't snap back when alistair lashes out in response#but BOY did i hear flemeth in there#''last i checked you had ears girl''#flemeth is 100% the kind of parent to say ''so you have finally rejoined us'' in that mocking tone of hers#dragon age#dao#morrigan#no wonder she gets irritated when you rebuke her. she's just messing around! everybody is so sensitive! they should all grow a tougher hide#*like she did!
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omg okay so he's aware about it at least
#here's something i'm kind of wondering...#Was Griffith intentionally manipulating Guts then? and/or did Guts misinterpret Griffith's meaning#because CLEARLY Griffith was not cool with him trying to actually leave#(amazing scene btw)#so was he trying to manipulate Guts somehow and it backfired in a way he didn't expect#or was he like trying to be like 'i think of you as my equal' in code to guts while he was with the princess#but Guts just heard 'you're not good enough for me'#???#it's hard to know because so far Griffith is quite an enigma#anyways they're sickeningly in love your honour that's all i have to say#berserk#berserk spoilers#13readsmanga#p
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every now and then while ass deep in someone's fargo tag i find that gifset again where someone in the tags is going "i wish more shows would hire native asl speakers to play deaf/hoh characters this guy is doing okay but [various nitpicks]" and i just go. oh. russell harvard? third generation deaf actor russell harvard? he's just doing okay? gotcha
#ignore me#and then theyre like but this one actor in the last of us did it so good i couldnt tell he wasnt a native speaker! like yeah i bet#SORRYYYYY TO BE A BITCH IT'S PAST MY BEDTIME. it's just very funny as someone who has been in the TRENCHES#the nitpicks are also on like. yknow. a gifset that's slower than he was actually signing with some cuts so it's not fully played out#AND..SORRY. THEY ALSO CRITIQUE HIS FACIAL EXPRESSIONS#but if you see him in interviews or in other roles when he's not playing wrench he's WAY more animated!! this is an Acting Choice!#he is intentionally shutting other people out he is not giving away his thoughts and feelings he is a closed book!#this is of course all stuff i know bc i'm insane and i do not fault a passing onlooker from not knowing. anyway#just funny to put your foot in your mouth that hard. i wonder if anyone ever told them.
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I'm sure I'm not the only one who got overly attached to these characters, and i wondered which one of these people consider their favourite/most memorable. btw I excluded Madame de Pompadour because I had a feeling she would sweep and wanted to give everyone a fair chance (probably should have taken out Sally as well, but that's already too much meddling)
also it's not about whether or not they'd even want to be a companion just that they deserve to be one so don't come at me for putting Joan there, I love her dearly she can do whatever she wants forever.
#Jenny isn't here intentionally as well sorry she's literally the doctor daughter thats not fair#anyway Rita's my fav always has been but sometimes i think i'm the only one who remembers her this is basically the reason for this poll#i think everyone has this one character#and i wonder if there is any overlap#also im sorry 13 era lovers i did watch more than half of it but i remember absolutely no one feel free to be bitter at me in the tags#doctor who#nuwho#i wish this was 2012 and i could put oswin down
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So I’m going to highlight something I’m not sure people who like skeletons and curiosities think about often:
the human skeletal remains you see for sale in oddities shops were invariably grave-robbed.
I worked with human remains in an academic research context in the US for more than a decade. One of the first things I tried to teach my students was respect for the remains in our collections, not only because they were people, deserving of dignity in their death, but also because most of the skeletal remains in academic teaching collections were not donated voluntarily. In most cases, we have no idea exactly where they came from or to whom they belonged.
Historically, there has been a huge international trade in human skeletal remains for teaching medical students. The trade reached its peak in the 19th Century and continued for much of the 20th, and while ostensibly the practice was banned in India in 1985, it does still exist illegally. In the US and Europe, most of the remains in teaching collections were sourced from India through bone traders. Bone traders were (are) lower caste people charged with disposing of human remains—often by cremation, but also by interring in graves—but instead of doing so, sold the remains on to medical schools in the US/Europe through the intermediary of anatomical and medical supply companies. These anatomical specimens are the remains of people who were, unknowingly and without consent of their loved ones, denied their humanity in death to satisfy the appetite of the West for anatomical specimens, despite the remains of their own people being considered largely sacrosanct.
Which leads me to my next point: this practice originated under British Colonialism in India. I hope I don’t need to draw this point out, but objectification of these remains by medical students and researchers is a furtherance of the Western colonial project and othering of people of colour. As medical students, we’re trained to divorce ourselves emotionally from the remains we learn from in the name of professionalism. Medicine can often be confronting, and it serves patients and doctors alike to be able to continue working calmly and objectively in the face of those challenges. But in a world where empires and scientific disciplines have been (and continue to be) built on a legacy of scientific racism and dehumanisation, it behooves us to consider exactly how those teaching specimens were acquired—and how they came to be for sale.
Any human skeleton or human bones you see for sale in oddity stores are invariably retired teaching specimens, or were otherwise originally purchased through an anatomical specimen supply company that leveraged bone traders for acquiring their wares. In other words, those remains were grave-robbed, or stolen from funeral pyres and morgues. It is vanishingly unlikely that they are remains of known, ethically-sourced provenance like informed donation. If they were, they would not have been relinquished to the general public to be sold for profit. There would be contractual obligations that dictate how those remains would be managed once they need to be retired from teaching/decommissioned.
Please keep this in mind when you see human remains for sale in oddity shops. Buy plastic or ceramic teaching models instead. Don’t unwittingly continue creating a market for stolen human remains.
#personal#if you’re wondering what should be done with the remains if we can’t teach with them the answer is inter and memorialise them#universities and medical schools need to make a concerted effort to shift their reliance on these remains towards intentionally constructed#teaching collections of known and ethical provenance#this is a hugely expensive time-consuming and complicated enterprise#but to be honest I’m not sure I like what it says about most institutions that theyd want to do it on the cheap#I also did a lot of work back in the day in repatriation of indigenous remains in museum contexts and I will tell you:#if the institution can’t tell you where they came from or to whom the remains belonged#they likely aren’t there voluntarily#medicine#human skeleton#anatomical specimens#oddities#scientific racism#Calcutta bone trade#osteology#anatomy#anatomical study
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My 3 little cousins were baptized today. "Triggered" is kind of a strong word but being in a catholic church again... I'm a little fragile rn ngl.
#butch speaks#it was hard not to shake as i held J over the basin to have the water poured on his head#when he was cleansed of sin. as if a little kid could ever knowly or intentionally offend a so-called loving god#the words came naturally to me#but they meant nothing#i remember when they used to mean something. when i begged gods forgiveness for my sin (being a lesbian) and tried to pray the gay away#i remember how much i wanted to die bc i could never truly embrace the sacred#i STILL deal with the complex of catholic guilt. its a very real thing. its hard to shake#i cant help but wonder if the catholicism ingrained in my brain is why i have a hard time with casual dating n sex#fun fact: there was a point when i was a teen that i got REALLY catholic#i prayed everyday. i talked to my patrin saint (st agnes) every day. i wantsd to become a nun#the thought of marrying a man mad me more sad than feeling like an alien did. so id marry the church as a nun.#not the way to hide being a dyke when ur fam is catholic btw LMAO#the first priest i knew was father joe. i loved that guy. he was so kind. friendly. briming with love.#he was one of my biggest references for what a good person was like#he talked about gods love a lot. how its for everyone. no one is exluded. ever.#he used to look right at me when he said stuff like that. a few other kids too. all of whom grew up to be queer#then father joe passed away. our church merged with another church. father jeff was the priest there.#he was kind but not as kind. he talked about hell and sin more. he looked at the same kids father joe did.#but the kindness in his eyes wasnt there.#that wasnt for us.#my family wasnt even THAT catholic#i went to church every sunday i did vacation bible school and catechism classes and youth group#i was an altar servant and in the choir#i even used to speak/understand a little latin#imagine how much worse id have been if my mom could have afforded catholic school lmao#grateful to have grown up poor in that regard#hm. actually... reading my own tags. mayne we were pretty catholic actually.#fucking hell.#i need to have lesbian sex in a church before god and everyone. mayeb that would fix me.
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The fun thing about living with a theatre major is that I get to be the rubber duck for art projects and literary analysis. This is great because I love literary analysis but don't get to take lit. classes anymore.
#notice how i did not say english classes. because i can take lit classes in two languages!#and i have#i have taken two in college and one was in spanish#it was a great time#now i can get annoyed at bad english translations of lorca's plays#bodas de sangre just hits different than 'blood wedding' okay#i saw a couple presentations by the theatre majors (not my theatre major) about costume design for it and it was so.#i can tell you read this in english and the mediocre translation detracted from the experience#it's missing so many CULTURAL BITS! like no that literal translation does NOT capture the vibe!#anyways today i got a crash course on Brecktian theatre and 'Mother Courage and Her Children' so that was entertaining#and fucked up. that is a very fucked up play. intentionally of course it's an antiwar commentary.#and breckt has weird ideas about theatre in general#hylian rambles#college life#why you may be wondering do i spell it theatre? because my sibling the theatre major told me that's how they do it. i don't remember why.#theater is like for a move theater theatre is for like the art form. or something. don't quote me on that.
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Some days I hate the "For you" page so much, it turns into a Free Blocking List. Also if people gonna draw Cazador and Astarion as a ship, especially in a sexual context, the LEAST they can do is TAG IT! ffs
#I wonder if they did it intentionally#although I can't imagine something good coming out of it#ivy shitpost#i got the yikies
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Pet peeves: when someone reads, for example, a YA book about characters who have been chronically ill or deeply traumatized their entire lives and complain that they act younger than their age. There's never any reflection as to why the characters act "immature" for their age, even though the answer is right in front of them. This then turns into "the author clearly doesn't know how to write YA characters" rather than "the author is writing traumatized YA characters who spent some of their most significant developmental years in survival mode and that's reflected in the characters' thought processes and behaviors."
You see this with the way people talk about adult characters with chronic illness or trauma under their belt, too. Especially characters in their twenties. You get "this character acts like they're in a YA book, they're so immature and they make awful decisions." Idk maybe it's because I'm in my thirties now and I can look back on myself and everyone my age, but people kind of act like twenty-somethings are supposed to be beacons of Adult Maturity and make the best decisions in any given circumstance. That's so not realistic. Besides, the bad decision-making is often a key point of the story, and the author is trying to say something about the story or character. Characters who are working from Trauma Brain, or those who are sick and/or in pain constantly, aren't always going to make the best decisions. Non-traumatized, abled people don't either. This isn't unique to us, it's a pretty human thing.
Like it's cool if you're just not meshing with the character, but them being "immature" isn't inherently a sign that the writer doesn't know how to write for this age group.
(And this isn't even getting into what the average person thinks age appropriate maturity levels are, and the biases and ableism that often accompanies these ideas. It's also not getting into how sexism and racism force girls and children of color - and doubly so for girls of color - to grow up faster, take on more responsibilities than they should, and generally prevent them from having a regular fucking childhood.)
Rant over!
#lex's pet peeves#it just frustrates me when the author is clearly doing something intentionally and utilizing their awareness of the world to do it#and people who haven't ever had to think about these things come along like 'god this author sucks at writing this age group'#sorry what group of teens is this focusing on? did you say terminally ill teens?#hmmm I wonder what might be going on in their lives that have prevented them from going through what you consider 'normal developmental#stages'#emphasizing that normal is in tumblr tag approved quotes#lex rambles#booklr#bookblr#bookish community#book talk#ya books
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childhood was spent thinking i’d go to hell and men would not love me if i swore so now to heal from that i am swearing as much as i fucking can until i come to my own fucking conclusion about how i feel regarding the usage of such crude vocabulary
#it needs to be my own decision and understanding that i do not want to swear#not because other people Told Me it’s not ladylike or im going to go to hell if i do it#if i end up deciding hey you know what i really dont like swearing then Boom i actually have a reason other than guilt and shame#because i will have been able to feel something Other than guilt and shame when swearing. if that makes sense#like instead of being consumed by guilt and shame every time i swear or think about swearing#i am able to come to it without bias and understand for myself (without guilt and shame) why it is wrong or harmful#(or rather IF it is wrong or harmful. ive not comr to my conclusion yet but you can see i still have preconceived notions about it)#and who knows maybe men wont love me after all and i will be unloved by God if i swear#then so be it because ive never known a single thing in my life without someone else telling me#i just want to figure it out and understand for myself without someone holding my hand because im too stupid to come to my own conclusion#my parents put me in a classical school so i could learn to think critically but then have removed every chance for me to think critically#because they are afraid i will make the wrong decision (even though supposedly i have learned critical thinking™)#and they didnt do that intentionally of course. and this sounds resentful but i truly dont mean it that way#i LOVE my parents and the fact that they wanted to put money into giving us good education rather than just nice possessions#they have wonderful hearts and the best of intentions. but no parent is perfect and every single one will affect their kids in some way#whether they meant to or not. or maybe they did something with good intention without realizing the harmful outcome#every day i realize that individuation is an actual thing and its not just a montage in a disney movie#froegis meep tag
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