#but he does....i cant do anything about it

[wh1spersofwinter]

pathetic bf!seunghyun (headcannons) ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

summary: bf!seunghyun who is incredibly down bad for his gf.

an: hello! this is my first fic on this account, im so excited to share it with you. i hope you enjoy <3 (ALSO, please ignore any spelling/grammar errors i didn’t proofread.)

bf!seunghyun who: didn’t care for love/relationships until he met you.

bf!seunghyun who: swears carless whisper by george micheal played in his head when he laid eyes on you for the first time.

bf!seunghyun who: likes to spend his down time making you playlists and/or writing you songs/raps. he likes to communicate through music.

bf!seunghyun who: calls you sweet girl and thinks it fits perfectly. you are his sweet girl. he thinks youre the sweetest, most angelic being hes ever met.

bf!seunghyun who: will agree to just about anything for your sake (“yeah i dont know, i just dont really feel like going out today” he mummered to jiyong, burying himself further into the fluffy cloud that was his bed, dead set on spending his night curled in bed. until you walked into the room. “seunghyun, lets go out tonight, i need to get out of this house.” seunghyun shot out of bed, unraveling himself from the covers and intertwined your hands, “yeah, sweet girl, lets go.” suddenly alive and full of energy. unaware of jiyong snickering behind him.

bf!seunghyun who: genuinely believes he cant go more than an hour without having his hands on you in someway. wether that be his hand in yours, his arm wrapped around your waist, his fingers curled in your hair, or his fingers inside, yes inside the waist of your jeans, resting against the warmth of your skin.

bf!seunghyun who: when you two sleep has to either be little spoon or lay on top of you (while you scratch his back.)

bf!seunghyun who: is only comfortable with you touching him

bf!seunghyun who: literally calls/texts you every chance he gets. in between recordings, while in the bath, while getting his hair done. he’ll text you every thought that crosses his mind. (itll be three in the morning and youll get a text from him like, “i just realized, nothing is ON fire. fire is on THINGS.”)

bf!seunghyun who: does things for you he knows you can do yourself, such as, brushing and drying your hair after a shower, carrying you from place to place in your shared apartment, brushing your teeth, grabbing things that are just out of reach, tieing your shoes, no matter how much you insist you’re perfectly cable. he cant help it; youre his angel.

bf!seunghyun who: genuinely tears up when you get mad at him (you immediately feel horrible and give in.)

bf!seunghyun who: loves to lay his head in your lap while you run your fingers through his hair (he falls asleep immediately.)

bf!seunghyun who: hangs onto every word you say. he’ll remember something you vaguely told him months later. (“hey, sweet girl, i got you one of those sun…sunny…sonny..angels…whatever you call them,” he said when he came home from the store, placing the sonny angel box on your lap, then, planting gentle kisses onto the corners of your lips, your nose, your temple, your eyelids. you smile, wondering how the hell he knew you wanted one. you giggle, placing your hand on his cheek and rubbing your thumb across his soft skin as he leans into your touch, “how’d you know i wanted one?” he looked at you as though the answer was obvious, “you mentioned it when you saw a tiktok video in..may” may was 8 months ago?)

bf!seunghyun who: apologizes by getting on his knees, putting his head in your lap, and kissing your hands profusely. muttering over and over how sorry he is and how he’ll do better.

bf!seunghyun who: follows you around everywhere like a little cat. always hovering over your shoulder. if you guys are sitting on the couch and you get up to get a glass of water, trust, he’ll get up and go with you with a content smile on his face. he has attachment issues.

bf!seunghyun who: when your making out and you pull away, looks at you, breathing all hard, like he physically needs more.

bf!seunghyun who: when he has to travel for work will send you a poem a day. (“hey, sweet girl, you will never be unloved by me. you are too well tangled in my soul; hello, my sweet girl, my heart is so full of you i can hardly call it my own. love you always.”)

bf!seunghyun who: is completely obsessed with you.

[aliceinborderlandsquidgame]

I just love you | The Salesman x Wife!Reader |

Summary: The Salesman loves his wife and sometimes it shows in...unsetting ways.

Warnings: Possessive!Salesman - Obsessive!Salesman - Toxic!Relationship - Manipulation - Short

Its subtle, you wont notice it unless you were looking for it, or unless you were like him.

The Salesman its never one to lose his composture, even less in front of you. The firm grip he has on your hand while you two take walks its only his way of being sure that you are still by his side and that he did not lost you on the crowd. Its only that.

Right?

Its not him being paranoid over you wanting to run from him. No that would make him weak and be a signal that he is doing something wrong.

What about these tense smiles he gives to strangers when they (oh casually dont see the ring on your finger) come to you ? That predatory gaze that screams at them to back off. Its him being protective of you. Any husband would look bad at other men flirting with his wife. Its not something that should worry you.

What you dont know if that some of these same men end with him. On a different aparment that you dont know he has. Playing games for their lifes as a punish for even thinking they had a chance with you.

And when he worries that you are going out ? With your friend wearing that dress ? He does tell you how bautiful you look of course. Anything you wear looks perfect on you.

Then once you leave with a final kiss and promising that you will send him messages that you are fine and that maybe once you are back both of you can indulge in some pleasure.

He is on the app tracker seeing exaclty where you are. If he had any work to do while you were out its out from his mind. He can picture you having fun, and really he has no problem at all with it.

But he cant help but bite is UÑQS at the idea of someone getting close to you. At the idea that something bad could happen. Does he sends someone to follow you and make sure you are fine ? No. He does not want a single soul to know about you, and he wants to be your only protector.

When you send him different texts telling him you are doing fine and even some pics of you and your friends he can breath in peace. Just a bit.

Its only when you are back at his home that he his worries wash off. He is over you kissing you but also looking for any type of bruise or sign that someone touched you. He would also smell you, telling you he missed you but he his making sure no male fragance its on you.

Helps you take a shower and then cuddles you till you fall asleep in his arms whispering non important things.

Another thing he does that you dont know about its record your voice. Specially during the moments you tell him you love him or tell him soft things. He would listen to them on his way to the first station and then turn them off so he can change into that cold persona that needs to be to recruit players.

Plays it again on his way home since he needs to feel more human. Like he is getting out of one disguise and leaving himself for you to attack. On a playful and full of good intentions thing of course.

The moment he has you in a hug he is letting out the day he had and just enjoying this moment so perfectly made with you.

[is-on-its-way]

okay ive finally come to see your vision on mulder here, although i do still think scully was uncomfy too, i think mulder was wildly uncomfy, definately in part due to the normalness of this neighborhood and suggestion this is what married life should look like, and knowing he isnt this person. Hes pushing her away with his treatment of her. But I think theres also another reason hes behaving like this that just clicked everything into place for me.

I preface this by saying i watch arcadia right after one son bc it makes canonical sense that way, they even say its their first case back. And this way i think it makes alot of sense for mulders characterization and for how their relationship would be post their fight

Agua Mala was not the episode filmed directly after One Son. Instead, Arcadia was shot between the two episodes. It simply was not ready to air in time. Mulder even refers to the case in Arcadia as the duo’s “first catch back on the X-Files.” Source: https://them0vieblog.com/2015/07/22/the-x-files-agua-mala-review/

I posit that every time scully is hurt, he goes to the ends of the earth to make sure shes okay, and then once she is, he flees or actively tries to get her to quit the x files, and overtly or inadvertently treats her poorly. Because he cant lose her again and survive, because he thinks he is completely responsible for everything that happens to her because his childhood trauma requires he carry the weight of the world on his shoulders. And because he loves her more than anything and has a decent amount of self hatred so he thinks he doesn't deserve her.

His behavior in one son/two fathers and arcadia to me is directly tied to her getting shot and almost dying in tithonus. I dont think its completely conscious on his part especially this time around but i also think something happened between arcadia monday and agua mala to get them to the more comfortable companionship they display in alpha.

That something being scully finally asking him for something or declaring something like he does when she pulls away. Finally calling him out and asking him to change his behavior, which he does, in alpha when she warns him about women he listens and isnt a dick about it.

anyway yeah thats it lol

Arcadia Analysis: Mulder’s Struggle

Contrary to popular belief, it was Mulder (and not Scully– my long post of her experience here) who was having a rough time in Arcadia. 

When Mulder arrives, his enthusiasm shines brighter than Scully’s placid happiness, momentarily disguising his true mood from her, the neighbors, and the viewers: dour, trapped, tense. 

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[crazylittlejester]

Jes I just had an interesting thought about Lu wars

It makes sense for him to be still scared/ worried about cia even if she’s gone

But do you think he would worry about her…. For other links. Cause like wasn’t the war caused because cia wanted the hero and wars happened to be the hero at the time or something similar.

Would wars worry that cia would or had tried to go after the chain, especially in his era.

Just food for thought

Have a great day

i think cia is something he worries about like constantly and has to FORCE himself not to think about because he’ll start spiraling. like she exists outside of time (?) she’s been watching him his whole life? was she watching his future too? he has no idea and it scares him to death so he needs to not think about it because shes GONE and he watched her die basically (at least thats how i interpreted that scene in hw) and therefore she cant do anything to him or anyone else ever again (but does this mean she still exists OUTSIDE of time? who knows)

i bet he does also worry for the others, but obsessed with the hero as she was, Warriors really DID seem to be like… her favorite and her top priority, so i think a part of him is slightly comforted that she’d probably still come after him anyways if given the choice of any of them. cia is definitely something he tries very very hard to ignore and forget

[baby-xemnas]

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[stargirl230]

kaito screencap redraw! plus my favorite panel from the scarlet return arc lol

I've been reading detco for like 2 years and the unhealthy obsession fanart motivation finally caught up

(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)

[skele-doll]

"Gender based" oppression does not exist. If i were to be born in Africa, India, or under the Taliban, i would not be killed and thrown into a dumpster, suppressed from speaking my mind, or performed FGM on simply because i randomly decided i was a woman. And i would not suddenly gain my rights back if i decided i was a man. If you can pretend you aren't trans when trump stated he would get rid of transness, then you aren't oppressed. POC and women cannot just pretend to be anything else other than what we were born as. You cant identify your way out of oppression or privilege. So yes, communism excludes transness as a whole.

2. "they are about individuals aligning with their true gender identity" Which isss..? Stereotypes. When trans people think of women, they think of shopping, long hair, painting your nails, getting plastic surgery, dressing ''feminine'', and being ditzy. When trans people think of men, they imagine dirt under the nails, a beard, no sense of style, short hair, being closed off emotionally, a gruff personality, and construction work. I have yet to see a trans identified man not dressing like a high school girl or a trans identified woman not thinking being a man is the best because "you can do whatever you want" as if they couldn't always do that. 3. Yes, im aware of this. Which is why i also think that because its a diagnosed mental illness, that the medical field should not be taking advantage of mentally ill people and engaging in the mental illness by telling them to cut off their own body parts. You would not tell a depressed person to cut just because it gives them a temporary good feeling or a person with BIID to cut their limb off if it makes them happy. Trans people should be receiving the same amount of care as any other mentally ill person such as; having more research on body dysphoria, a better understanding therapist, having better support groups and systems, and given coping mechanisms that are better than impulsively harming yourself and your body. 4. Just like other mental illnesses, some are genetic and some are gained through traumatic experiences. Dysphoria is in no way genetic leaving the only reason for it to exist to be from external causes. So yes, i do think that dysphoria is invertedly caused by experiences and pressure from the crushing weight of the system. 5. Those who don't go through with surgery mostly do it because they feel like the medical industry is not yet advanced enough for sex reassignment or feel that its too risky. I would know, i identified as trans for quite some time.

6. Your argument adds nothing to the statement and my point still stands. Whether they don't have the money to do it doesn't matter, the idea that trans folks still think about undergoing surgery or HRT and view it as an "important milestone" in their transition is still an issue. That means the advertising and propaganda is working. The fact that theres even support groups for people who will never be able to "medically transition" because of the lack of money and feel depressed about that really shows you that the only "treatment" is just a huge money farm for mentally ill people seeking a fix.

7. No matter how you word it, it sounds wrong for a reason. Because gender based oppression doesn't exist and because medically transitioning and HRT is risky and exploitation of mentally ill people, it is very much still doing the job it was intended to do when it first became a thing.

8. Transgender ideology has not existed for centuries, people dug up a grave of a viking woman who they misinterpreted as a man for being so tall and large and they thought she was trans. Again, this is stereotyping that being large makes you manly. Some countries had different societal expectations, So the stereotypes of what was "feminine" and "manly" have always changed through out the years. The second trans folks see a man wearing a skirt, they question if he was an egg, but that was normal in Scotland for men who wore kilts. In the end, no amount of evolution will erase the fact that it was made by Nazis who wanted nothing more than to convert gay, bi, and lesbian women and men into straight people for a "perfect race". 9. This further proves my point that getting surgery or going onto HRT is always going to be a placebo. You will end up sad and unfulfilled either way. Even those who are happy afterwards are happy because thats exactly what their dysphoria, a mental illness mind you, wanted. In the end, there is no excuse for ignoring reality.

At its very core, communism cannot be trans inclusive. Communism wants to dismantle sex stereotypes and embrace reality while also dismantling capitalism and helping to bring equality. However, the trans ideology supports sex stereotypes and profits off of making the vulnerable hurt even more than they already do. Let me explain; gender dysphoria is a product of the patriarchy, it tells women they need to look a certain way in order to date men and be accepted into society. They pump insecurity into little girls heads and sell them products that promise to fix that insecurity which creates unethical profit. But what happens when women and girls grow tired of having to go to surgical extents to be "womanly"? What happens when they realize that this idea of "woman" was created by a man? They try to opt out of it by of course 'becoming' a man because feminism is said to make you "bitter", "masculine", "evil", and they see the way feminists get treated for being feminist. When you identify as trans, you immediately get told that you will feel as horrible as you already do forever if you don't get the surgeries and go on to take testosterone to also look the part. Those who dont get the surgeries and dress it constantly get 'misgendered' and treated like a normal woman which further fucks with their mood. What they dont tell you is to seek out therapy. Why? Because the surgeries, pills, topicals, shots, new wardrobe and binders, makeup to look like a man, voice training, and treatments for the side effects all cost hella money and spending hella money makes the rich get richer. you could argue; "but anon! under communism wont the people take up making those things themselves?" and i'd say yes, but not everything human made is a good thing. just because you can make it doesn't mean you should as that wont get rid of its impact and history within capitalism. "reclaiming" it wont take back the health complications and dead de-trans people, it wont erase the fact that gender affirming surgeries were an invention by a Nazi and transness is built on oppressive stereotypes either.

[cubbihue]

I've been reading a lot of your AU, and I was wondering if Timmy has interacted with the genie Norm? What would their interaction be like?

He has! But only once. Timmy had to release Norm to let him know that he was being sent back down to Earth, as per the Genie-Fairy Treaty.

Norm was very very annoyed to hear that his 20 years of plotting has been thrown down the drain, what with Timmy becoming a Fairy. But, hey, it just means he has all of eternity to find something to make Timmy's life worse! Or just to make him suffer.

Afterwords, Norm's lamp was thrown back to Earth for any person to find.

Bitties Series: [Start] > [Previous] > [Next]

[bunnyboy-juice]

NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???

[just-null]

Wowie rly digging the yandere clone headcanons… how would each react if their darling tried to run away from them?!

You said tried so I assume this was a failed attempt!

Short answer: they get really upset and try making it your fault (shocker.) Ain't no way any of these mfs think they're the problem. Good news! you're mostly unharmed and alive.

This will just be purely writing bc i mostly had thoughts! sorry no drawing this time!!

[cw! mentions of potential harm to reader (no actual harm done), manipulation, toxic relationship dynamics (yandere flavor), obsessive behavior]

Sekido

You're always being hunted the moment the sun comes down and you don't return home in time. Reasons like that are exactly why he hates it when you part from him. 

This time is different.. he can't find you in your usual spots. There's no fucking way, right?

How could you.. No, how DARE you? Do you think that he's some joke? That his feelings for you are something that you can run away from like it's nothing? 

The second he's sure the sun won't harm him, he's already white knuckling his khakkhara, swinging at anything and everything in his path until he gets to you.

They know how to sense if you're near or not, hell, they probably know how your specific blood type smells like. 

Did you think cuddling up to you and memorizing every detail about you was for nothing? Don't be stupid. All he needs is a trace of you and he's gone in the blink of an eye.

You better enjoy running while you can because when he catches you, and he will, those legs of yours won't have much use after he's done with them. 

Sekido doesn't WANT to do this, but you honestly give him no choice. After he trusted you enough to stop looking over his shoulder, you do this? How can he ever put any faith in you again!?

On the bright(?) side, Sekido's rage wouldn't be solely on you, it'll ricochet onto everyone, especially the other clones and himself. 

They were supposed to be looking after you! But they can't do anything right, even a task as simple as this. 

And why did he think it was a good idea to trust them with something of big importance when all they do is fuck everything up!? Everyone's idiocy is rubbing off on him!

The entire time on his search for you, he's cursing and wanting to crush anything he can get his hands on, especially your bones. 

He doesn't even bother with speaking to the others, too busy spewing out all sorts of hurtful and frustrated comments about everything. 

The brutal thought that you’d rather run away than be with him isn't one he wants to entertain, but it's echoing in his head.

At least, once the other clones get there, Karaku and Aizetsu brawl with Sekido so you're unharmed while Urogi carries you overhead. 

Sekido's jealousy flares up when he sees you in Urogi's arms, making him even more pissed if that's even possible. Great, now he looks like the bad guy and the other three, the saviors. Fucking perfect.

There's a lot of yelling and a lot of blood, especially with Urogi making things so much more annoyingly difficult in the air. Karaku and Aizetsu aren't helping. Why is Sekido suddenly the problem?! You ran away!! 

But when he calms down enough, he's cursing at everyone through clenched teeth. Sometimes trying to convince the others that you don't even need your legs anyway!!

Once you get back home (or temporary prison until you somehow regain favor), Sekido will eye your legs while gripping his staff from time to time. 

Exactly why he's forbidden to be in a room alone with you for a while until he settles down..

He glares at you more often and grows colder than before. Arguments are more common where he twists your words just to have you talk with him and be angry within reason. 

Any other type of conversation makes him so irrationally upset that the others need to step in so that he doesn't lose his temper again.

Karaku

The calmest out of the group. He brushes it off as “you're playing hard to get” again, and if he makes a ruckus, you'll scamper back and beg him to stop like always!

Then it gets darker out.. and when Sekido left, he seemed pretty pissed. Like more than usual..... shit.

Karaku sprints after Sekido when it clicks that he's found you. His mind starts reeling, unsure whether he should laugh at the absurdity of your decisions or get pissed off because you didn't even bother to give a hint! 

Not like that would do anything aside from give you away but regardless!

Everyone needs to relax, this is obviously something they can sweep under the rug. This isn't that big of a deal and you're just having a fit, but things like these can get you hurt, y'know? 

They're fun and all, sure, just maybe give him a heads up next time, yeah? Sekido can't take a joke, you know this!!! Still.. There's a way Karaku can work with this.

He'll be able to swoop in, save you, be your hero, and remind you why staying with him is kinda important. Just in case you forgot~ 

You don't wanna be out and about without his charming grin and protective hold would you? Don't answer that right now, he has a feeling you'll say something wrong!

Yet.. what if you need a firmer hand to remind you of what Karaku provides? What if you got a little too comfortable being protected so you thought you'd be alright leaving them? Man, who knew you could be spoiled!

Because of this, he would purposely fumble, letting Sekido get near you just so he can stop him at the perfect moment. He purposely gets hit too and makes sure some blood gets near you. To remind you how that could've been yours.

When Sekido calms down, Karaku laughs in your face and would pinch your cheeks if you weren't up in the air with Urogi on the way home.

You should've seen your face! It was really cute~! Maybe getting scared is your thing? He'll note that for later.

He offhandedly advises you not to do things like that all the time, fighting Sekido always kinda sucks, but it's not like you actually had a chance of successfully running away so he won't chastise you too much for it. 

That's not his job, and his heart hasn’t pumped that fast in a long time.. not even in a fight! You're so amazing~~

And delusional if you think he's not going to milk this “heroism” thing back there for some extra affection points with you. 

Don't be so mean. he got his head blown off twice and jaw dislocated thrice, not to mention everywhere else on his body. Don't you think those parts of him need some extra loving? more than usual?

There's not that much Karaku can say after that aside from reminiscing like it was a funny story. He's not upset about it, mostly a little miffed you got kinda far without him noticing, but he gets over it. 

The usual routine starts back up for him when you're back home. It's like nothing happened, but he keeps a closer eye on you since everyone's so tense.

Urogi

If you're not home before the sun sets, Urogi's clawing at the walls with stress. He usually accompanies Sekido to go find you, but this time is different. Urogi could just barely tell you were around.. When Sekido bolts, Urogi's flying as fast as he can, trying to find you first. 

You're so far.. you must've gotten kidnapped!!!!!

The stress from before burns into anger, expecting to see someone having their hands on you while you're calling out in vain. How could he let this happen?! Damn sun! 

He darts through the skies even faster imagining it, and when he finally reaches you, you look.. fine? and alone. and looking at him like he's the danger. He's here to save you, dummy..

Urogi falls to his knees, burying his face against your stomach and finally wrapping his arms around you again. Your fists violently hit his head and yank fistfuls of hair back, but it doesn't phase him. 

Your comforting warmth is back, that's all that matters. And god, your smell.. it's almost making him dizzy. He missed you so much.

There's many holes to the story in Urogi's head as to why you're so far from home, but he fills them in with more convoluted delusions. It's just a peaceful reunion right now.. 

That is until Sekido finally arrives and starts swinging his khakkhara way too close to your fragile bones. 

Now he's back in defense mode where he scoops you up and tries flying out of reach. This is so stressful!!! There's lightning everywhere and he keeps having to dodge the multiple staffs thrown his way. 

He shields you with his wings as best he can while trying to stay in the air, so you don't get hurt during Sekido's outburst.

In the skies, it's much clearer to see the hurt behind the haunting glow of Urogi's eyes. Did you care about how he might feel? Did you miss him at all? Did you not feel loved enough? Did someone say something to you? 

As he maneuvers the sky, he holds you as tightly as possible, lightly digging his talons into your skin.

Being without you for a couple hours is agonizing enough on its own. If you HAD left him, abandoned, cold, alone.. he doesn't want to think about it. All that matters is that your kidnappers or liars or whatever influenced you are gone, and you're back safe with them!!! 

You.. you still like him, right? Of course you do, fate wouldn't force your paths together if it wasn't for a reason!

Coming back home is uncomfortably tense, especially with how violently Aizetsu kicked Urogi across the room, nearly through the wall, when he tried to lick your wounds clean. It really hurt! 

When you're patched up, Urogi is ten times as clingy if that's possible. He has his arms looped around you constantly so you can't stray too far, and if his hands are busy, he always has his wings!

As happy as he is that you're back, he can't help but cry into your chest sometimes. Everything is so tense nowadays, he hates it! How could you go and do something like that? Apologize immediately! Or at least hold him too? Doubt creeps in a lot, and your attitude isn't helping.. 

His mood swings are stronger. From sobbing uncontrollably into your clothes to being all smiles and radiating with joy the next just because you said something vaguely decent.

Aizetsu

The demotivation started to creep in the second you left. During the day, Aizetsu sits by the door, wanting to be the first one you properly greet. Sekido and Urogi usually bring you back and he'll be the one in your good graces without lifting a finger. That sounds nice.. 

But as the footsteps fade and the silence lingers, Aizetsu feels miserable the longer he waits... Hold on, silence?

Before he realizes what's happening, he's already dashing to where the familiar commotion is coming from. Dread sets in as his legs take him as fast as they can whilst being the slowest of the four. This doesn't feel like they're rushing over to you after a long day, it feels.. dangerous?

What did you get yourself into..? Why do you insist on going to places Aizetsu can't follow? Are you safe? He hates not knowing.

Usually you're the one who's fine. You deal with four demons almost daily! Please please please be okay. He can't fathom it if you were hurt. 

When he gets there, the puzzle pieces fall into place and Aizetsu gets even more depressed, but at least you're not hurt. Well, not if he interferes. His movements are sluggish, a perpetual frown plastered on his face as he tries holding Sekido down. 

Aizetsu wants to dissolve into the floor, and he does sometimes. Not wanting to fight Sekido off anymore, he slumps over. 

This could've been a regular day where you came home.. Are you serious? Leaving? How pitiful could you be to actually think you could get away? Or was it that you wanted to play some sick joke on them? Well, it's not very funny... It's terrible actually.

Aizetsu stays silent on the way home, walking with a bit more energy knowing you're near despite his heart ache.

You can feel the harrowing disappointment radiating off of him the moment you all go back home.

He's tired, annoyed, and so unbelievably upset. Aizetsu grimaced when Urogi got near your scratches with his tongue, so he “politely” ushered him away. 

Knowing a human's weak points is good in battle, but he started trying to learn how to heal them, specifically because he knew these types of things might happen.

As he cleans your scratches, he's actively scolding you for leaving in a cold emotionless tone. And by scolding, he's using manipulative language, trying to make you guilty for everything you did. 

He barely has the energy to live, but now that he finally found his light in the darkness, you want to leave? Is it so wrong he wants to hold onto what makes him even a smidgen happier than usual? He reminds you that he'll wither away without you, but he's not really too keen on dying just yet.

When he tries to get back into a routine, he just can't. He knows why you left, but he doesn't want to hear it. Even if you're sweet to him or not, he'll hold you from behind when you rest.

Looking at you is too much, but being away from you is even worse. Aizetsu compromises this way, but gets quieter, occasionally sniffling when he hides his face behind you.

There's too much going on and he's so tired.. If it weren't for the others, he probably would've held you so tight for so long so that you both would perish together.

Maybe that’s why he's only allowed to hold you when you're asleep. Just please don't do that again.. He NEEDS you. Please, please, please.

Safe to say you gave them a scare. When they double down on the protectiveness, living is ten times more difficult for EVERYBODY. when you lose their trust, it's pretty difficult to gain it back, but not impossible!!

Sekido and Urogi will always assume the worst if you're gone for too long while Karaku and Aizetsu give you a little more freedom until the others drag them along into their worries.

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

petition to stop . this madness stop being so full of love and pretty words and warmth U ARE MAKING THE OZONE LAYER THICKEN!!!!!!!!!!……….

:(((((((((((((( making me cry on a saturday is actually so cruel and twisted but i Did cry and that’s on me and the love i have for you and him pdbdldbkdkkd . real tears on ur conscience ahhhhhhhh what do i even say to this ……. what did i do to deserve youuuuu and your words and your love

that quiz was right when it said i can’t respond to compliments but this is like the seventh layer of Hell compared to that what could i possibly sayyyyy to something like this ……. something u made with ur own hands and mind …… :’< do you want a house. or someone to paint your walls in your favorite colour. do you need food for armin or a little treat or a hand to hold ….. a kidney perhaps…….. anything i have is yours to keep STOP THIS MADNESSPJFDOBDDLFK U CANT MAKE ME FEEL SAPPY ON A DAY OFF THIS IS SO DEVASTATING . maybe i don’t need to say anything maybe u already know….. let me talk about the piece instead <3 so as to keep the flood gates at bay. don’t make ari think about mickey for an extended amount of time bc they willlll tear up

TAT ….. winters with suguru. ohhhhhhh winters with suguru………. soft snow and pure white and gray and flushed skin and warm hands holding yours. ough ough ough. u should be thrown in jail for making me think about this alone I WAS ALREADY GETTING A LITTLE EMOTIONAL JUST WATCHING THE SNOW… how at peace. it makes me feel T_T when i think about suguru + winters my mind does always stray to misu which makes me think of you. so in a roundabout way . winter = mickey ……. sorry i don’t know what i’m saying. my point is this image killeddd me there’s no way u actually care about my mental health i feel like a puddle on the floor 😭😭 cold air and frosted snowflakes but he alone stays warm.

also was reading this and being soooo self-indulgent and self-inserty surely …. that is okay …… just this once. i’m crying though bc pdjdkdkdk U KNOW ME TOO WELLLLL IM SICK …….. ’you won’t say it, but he knows you are.’ (…) ’he knows you’re squeezing your fists inside your pockets in a feeble attempt of keeping warm and he knows it’s not really working.’ <- clocked and deceased . pdbdkdndnn but MICKEYYYYY THE LONGING THIS MADE ME FEEL I’M GONNA CRY AGAIN …….. i’m being stubborn and not asking to be warmed up and he still knows……..

your descriptions are so . ethereal……….. i could see the painting soooooo clearly in my mind i could feel the cold air nipping at my skin and see all the silent snowflakes :’)))) the winter wonderland in ur brain …. aaaaaaaaaa . it’s sick of you to make me miss winter pdjdldkdk LIKE THIS SNOW WILL HAVE MELTED BY NEXT WEEK ……. i feel so fuzzy and full of longing sobsobsob i just want . a mickey on my left and a sugu on my right …… is that so much to ask …….

a puff of air disappearing into the sky …… swallowed by the vast ocean above ……… your writing gives me sooooo much comfort and joy and whimsy. i hope you know that :’3 i feel so at peace just reading this it’s like i’m standing outside and the world is silent and everything smells crisp and smokey. TOMORROW THE SUN WILL SHINE AND YOU’LL BE THE REASON BEHIND IT …………. aaaaaaahjhhhh tears in my eyessss tears in my eyes SUGURU KNOWS IT …………… something so steady and unbreakable about the way he loves you . :’) the cold will never rouse him because he knows the sun will shine again …… ahhhhhhhhh …………… i’m sorry to make it selfshippy sobsob but arisugu rlly is . a silly little combo where we both see the other as The Sun and think of ourselves as the moon….. lmao………

his hands itch to hold yours already, to watch you scrunch up your nose as he coos at the way you beam at him, to pull you into his chest. he wants to be a little selfish with you, he wants to tuck you inside his coat and under his sweater and behind his ribcage. his spring flower, his little dove.

^ Okay . PDJKDKDNDLDKDK THISSSSS WAS SO FUCKING EVIL YOU KNEWWWW I WOULD FALL OVER AND CRY YOU KNEW I WOULD LOSE MY MIND the sun just started shining outside my window btw . surely this was mickey’s doing YOU KNOW ME TOO WELL YOU HURT ME TOO WELLLL TAT ………… scrunch up your nose. sobs. coos at the way you beam at him. sobs. pulls you into his chest. sobs. HE WANTS TO BE A LITTLE SELFISH WITH YOU. TUCK YOU INSIDE HIS COAT AND UNDER HIS SWEATER AND BEHIND HIS RIBCAGE YOUUUU SICK FUCK (said lovingly, passionately) YOU KNOW WHAT YOURE DOING 😭😭😭😭😭😭……. i am so lucky to know youuuu i am so lucky to have you know me . reading this felt like being cannibalized. his spring flower …. his little dove ………. :’’’<

if it was possible i would peel all these letters off my screen and eat them one by one and then they would bloom on my tongue and stay there for the rest of my life. i would taste dandelions everytime i spoke and it would make me think of you. sob sob sob sob . sorry i know i keep getting sidetracked but mickeyyyyy this piece :((((((( means the galaxy to me ….. i wanna cry again ……….. hugged by layers and oil paint………….

’but this is your place, too. (…) it feels painfully right to watch you. to admire you from afar.’ <- i love . the way you write him … i love it so much …… his silent love that eats him alive from the inside. just watching you and waiting for you to turn around and face him. :’< ….. endlessly patient. might be my favorite thing about him…… how he will wait for you forever…….. content to just think of you and feel the love. my most special loverboy ever (next to u)…..

and he just stands there and thinks of you. sleeping and eating and just breathing and being alive <- cue suguru ’loverboy’ geto, with hearts in his eyes……… god god god god . u must want me dead. snow falls and his heart beats and all he feels and sees is you, you, you….. it’s always just been you……………

you know he's there, you know he'll always be there. unyielding in his adoration, in his love, he will wait for you forever. no matter how long you'll take, no matter how cold it'll get — he will warm you up and he will cradle your face and he will tuck you away for safekeeping.

(i have recently developed a fondness for exploding cat gifs can u tell) MICKEYYYYYYYYYYYYY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 another paragraph that felt like having my heart yanked out and eaten in front of me i cannot explaaaaaain .how mushy i feel. pdbdldndldkd. I LOVE YOUR WRITING……. I LOVE SUGURU GETO……… I LOVE THE WAY YOU BOTH LOVE ………….. he will wait for you forever. (:(((((() no matter how long, no matter how cold. he will warm you up and he will cradle your face and he will tuck you away from safekeeping <- it’s been such a good run on this website such a shame ari was just found dead in a ditch. clutching their phone. godddd you knew what this would do to me and you STILL posted it which leads me to believe u are either praying for my downfall or you love me very much…. surely it is the former……………………….

:’))))) i could probably go on and onnnnn it is so amazing to me how you make me feel so much and spiral so deeply with just a couple lines and paragraphs…… u are so dangerous for me………… iiiii love this piece so so deeply knowing you made it and thought of me and i am so honoured to know u……. sorry for being sappy but i do in fact love you terribly T^T …… this is my treasure and i’ll cry over it forever. in my mind’s eye i am kissing u in the snow and making one of these and saying ’look, it’s you <3’

he knows you're cold.

you won't say it but he knows you are.

he knows your fingers are freezing, that the brisk winter air is settling inside your bones. he can't see your face and yet, he knows your nose is red. your cheeks, the tips of your ears. he knows you're squeezing your fists inside your pockets in a feeble attempt of keeping warm and he knows it's not really working.

gently, small crystals fall, one right after the other — there's barely any wind but the air is cripsy, it's nipping at everything it possibly can and yet, you still stand before the white backdrop, the snowy trees and the quiet trail, like you belong there.

not stuck, not frozen. not lost in thought.

alive, and breathing.

slowly, you exhale, and he watches the small puff of air disappear into the sky. the vast ocean up above swallows it and lets it grow; tomorrow the sun will shine and you'll be the reason behind it. suguru knows it.

his hands itch to hold yours already, to watch you scrunch up your nose as he coos at the way you beam at him, to pull you into his chest. he wants to be a little selfish with you, he wants to tuck you inside his coat and under his sweater and behind his ribcage. his spring flower, his little dove.

but this is your place, too. right there in front of him, hugged by layers and layers of oil paint and devotion, the beautiful picture. it feels painfully right, to watch you.

to admire you from afar.

your name rests on the tip of his tongue, his toes curling in his winter boots as he waits, ever-so-patiently, for you to turn around.

(to come back to him.)

he thinks about how pretty you looked in bed, he thinks about how pretty you looked when you ate a piece of him in the morning. he thinks about how pretty you are now, with your back to him.

snow falls.

his heart beats in his ears. it's all he can hear; it's you, who he can only feel.

he watches your head move, barely an inch, and he knows there's a small, a faint little smile tugging at the corners of your lips.

you know he's there, you know he'll always be there. unyielding in his adoration, in his love, he will wait for you forever. no matter how long you'll take, no matter how cold it'll get — he will warm you up and he will cradle your face and he will tuck you away for safekeeping.

— for my beloved @twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat ilove youuuu

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

dating cult!sugu is all fun and games until the flowers you gave him wilt and he starts killing people

[fatedroses]

And some days, I just wish you wouldn't look at me at all.

[arovalentines]

time to make your choice only you can be the one

[spineless-lobster]

The way thanatos watches the styx because he sees it as competition, especially because it brings zagreus back instead of him and the way patroclus sits by the lethe fighting the urge to drink his sorrows away and failing on occasion is something that can be soooooo personal

[luck-of-the-drawings]

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saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.