#but for now im trying to return!!
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I could've been a better man, but I'm not
more lmhs megu bc i love him. he is here fr ur lunch money :>
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#fushiguro megumi#megumi#jjk atla!au#atla!au: art#atla!au: illust#lmhs#megu i love YOUUUUUUUU i have $2 in nickles and a crumpled receipt but its yours u can have it<3#i just . wanted 2 draw him fighting n looking menacing fgsfhsfk#we decided tht his bending style is an homage 2 his canon technique so ! Hands my beloved <3#had to pose in front of th mirror to get proper ref smh when will my kotobukiya hand return from war :(#honestly cruel tht we're doing this au Now before i have it JHSDG my life wld b so much easier re: bending ref if i did#well. ref fr everyone but yuuji rly#anywayyyy#decided 2 try smth different n leave the Base sketch visible ? i think i like it w th current style ive got going#makes it Soft n Sketchy#also im SO proud of my me ths the best upward tilt head angle ive ever drawn ?? n it didnt even give me any trouble????#character growth <3#*looks at clock* hey not bad ! 12:30 !#ws this....4 hours?? 5??? time blurs man idk
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doodling mochi outfit concepts again
#the cat witchs guild#the misc adventures of mochi and lime#tcwg#tmaomal#art#mochi#ocs#original#beta#outfits#cat bow....but better#actually positioned in way that makes it look like a cat bow#smad genshin thought of the cat bow too but they did it better by putting it in the back#anyway. i wanted to try doing that for mochi#part of me wants her to have a more stylized hat because so many witches in my head have cool unique hats#and hers is basic in most art i draw..#im returning again to (what would i do for her if she was not the mc)#oh yeah and thinking about putting a ``tail`` on her skirt#god she looks so cat-like now heuehueueeu#does that tail get in the way during fights??? nah it just whips around looking cool#i want so bad for mochi to grow into her own witch and find her style#im always so wishy washy bc her spiky hat is so og but a more stylized hat is what she would have...if she were not my mc
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My comic is so pretty...
The hiatus is letting me take a little extra time on these episodes, and I'm definitely putting it to good use!!!
#almost done with my 8th episode... which will give me. two weeks. of buffer...#id really like at LEAST a month... but to be more comfortable id like two#which means 2-6 more episodes before I come back!#I've got about 7 weeks so its possible. but i do still have to finish book 4#so much to do ..........#I decided for my next comic im doing 3 updates a month.#having 10 days instead of 7 to make an episode is such a huge huge huge difference...#difference in quality and in my health!#anyways the comic is really pretty im really happy with the work im doing rn#the environments especially. im getting to spend a nice amount of time on them and theyre turning out so nicely#its nice to be able to write with a lot of different environments and not have to redo panels when I get to them cause of time#cause every time theres a wild angle? you need a new background...#so sometimes. often actually. there just isnt the time to make the backgrounds for those and i have to make them more flat...#which is fine. it doesnt really affect anything narratively. but. idk. it's kinda sad right?#anyways yeah! 10 days will be much better.#36 episodes a year is about what ive been uploading with my hiatuses on the weekly schedule anyways!#so might as well cut out that super stressful middleman and just commit to that#52 a year is just such a huge difference and i have to accept its not possible to me#i will hurt myself trying to do that. and i want to make comics my whole life!#so i cant push myself that hard now and sacrifice my future. we're gonna go slower after this...#anyways yeah cant wait to come back but also time. if I could get an extra week like a secret one just for me#where theres no chores no nothin just me and my work#thatd be great! so go ahead and do what you gotta do to give me a little pocket dimension#me: ugh i want to return right now...#the more logical me: NO we need the time to finish everything!!!!!! NOT right now!!!!#time and time again#ttawebcomic#comic panels#hiatus stuff#adam and steve
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I can imagine anything guy image: “I can spiral into tears and convince myself I’m the worst person alive over anything”
#it’s soooooo easy#‘hey that thing you said was kind of insensitive’ -> feel awful and apologize immediately ->#try to explain that I’m a flawed human being in hopes that they don’t hate me as much -> realize I’m using it as an excuse -> feel worse ->#want to explain that I feel bad in hopes that it makes my apology sound genuine -> realize if I do I’m starting a pity party ->#Devil on my shoulder says that I SHOULD start a pity party bc then people have to console me even though I’m the one who fucked up ->#realize that if the devil on my shoulder thinks that that some part of me must think that. thinking that is kind of terrible ->#feel like I’m terrible -> start crying -> realize that crying will turn it into a pity party anyway ->#realize that I don’t want to feel like I’m terrible. that I do actually want people to console me -> realize I don’t deserve it ->#admit that I am truly horrible for trying to turn my fuck up into a way to make people comfort me ->#post about it on tumblr to vent (?) -> realize now I’m starting a pity party in front of almost 8k people ->#realize that makes me even worse. -> break down in tears feeling sorry for myself when. again. IM the one who fucked up#repeat at and slight inconvenience or mistake. feel like a piece of shit forever :)#it’s a flawless system. if someone sees me struggling and tries to console me I can redirect that to confirm that I’m a horrible person#try and tell myself that I’m spiraling bc of mental illness -> that’s an excuse ->#excuse = horrible person bc I’m not willing to own up to my mistakes -> return to spiral
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I was seeing the comic of Emmets self destructing behavior even after he and Ingo reunited and wow… that implication it’s not the first time…
How many times must have this happened? How many times until Ingo knew snapping him out by a gentle hand on his shoulder? What bad habits did Emmet develop while being on his own? With "Ingo" encouraging him to be more healthy? Just so deliciously dark! I love it?
On the other hand how much strain Ingo's body going through when he has his moments he sees "the man in white" his body switches to "life-or-death-mode" receiving a little bruise could cause him to fall into full panic mode and try to treat it like a lethal wound if not for Emmet snapping him out of it and calming him down again.
While both have their moments of seeing their subconscious guardian angel both react differently.
Emmet is apathetic towards "Ingo" dismissing him since he’s not even there. He reacts mentally.
Ingo’s whole body could react to small bruises and injuries like they could kill him and depending on his support to get through it. He reacts with his whole body.
Also when Ingo’s aware he’s probably insecure about all the scars he’s got on him now. How many times he almost died… he doesn’t want the real Emmet to know. It’s bad enough that "the man in white knows"…
YES YES!!! This analysis is so perfect!!! If you'd allow me to ramble a bit...
Emmet's self destructive tendencies have been going on for a while since Ingo's disappearance. He has his Elesa and his depot agents to support him/remind him to not truly forget about himself (Elesa trying to take more time off from her job to check on Emmet/invite him out to lunch to make sure he eats, the veteran depot agents frequently checking up on him during the day/encouraging him take more breaks/interrupting his smoke breaks "accidentally", ect) but it's been hard to say the least. It will take some time for these habits to truly go away even with Ingo back, especially on his bad days.
BUT ALSO YEAH! Ingo! If Emmet appears at the corner of his eye suddenly or he sees him from a distance (any sort of blurred visage - as the man in white always appeared as) he might have a knee jerk response - a sudden urge to run or seek safety - but ultimately it won't be too serious.
His body reacts the most drastically when he is already in a state of injury and Emmet is within eyesight. Elevated heart rate, shortness of breathe, blurred vision, body tremors: his adrenaline levels will spike to an unnatural level causing a ton of stress on the body, since his mind is basically telling his body that he's on the brink of death. The quickest way to calm him down if it were to get this bad would be to have Emmet out of his sight until he can calm down...Not very ideal when the source of one's panic works the same job as you, in a work environment where slight injuries aren't too uncommon
#emmet would try to calm him down if he were to have an episode and it might even work since emmet is pretty good at reorienting him and#helping him focus on where he is and that he is safe but he might also make it worse and cause him to panic harder! :D#and ok this answer is already super long but lastl i think ingo would try to hide his scars once he sees how worried emmet is about him#when he returns like emmet is already worrying about the fact he was sent back in time where pokemon actively try to attack you. he doesnt#want to make him worry about the injuries he's already gotten too#physical or mental#i already hc that out of the two ingo is usually the one to dress more conservatively#like long sleeves and long pants or skirts but after hisui even more so#tho i would think his fashion would also factor in maneuverability and motility now more than ever#BUT YEAH IM RAMBLING NOW LMAO#subconscious guardian angel au#long post#ask#angst
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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.
#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying#nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess#ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so#i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair#both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home#but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again#not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO#i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED#all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis#but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum#and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it#youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes#BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply
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it's my bday and the test sample arrived super early!!! a present for lil ol me YIPPEE!!!!
#hush catríona#im 24 now!!! i love getting older i truly cherish it. the passing of time and all the experiences in between are fuckgn awesome#but yes i already ordered a sample bc im On Top Of Shit. ik how long manu issues can take im trying to be proactive#going thru and tweaking files before dinner and moovie night!! we're rewatching the cat returns bc i fucking love that movie#most batshit piece of media i adore. cat kingdom u are my world
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#chris brookes#ddt#ddt pro#ddt pro wrestling#wrestlingedit#wrestling#night gifs#im sorry hes cringe but i love him so much#trying to get back into watching more ddt now that the brainworms have returned ough#my beloved#idiot bastard giraffe man#(rp blogs dont reblog; saving and other personal use with tag credits is fine)
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I've beaten Frontiers twice and it's still not enough
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#koco#sonic frontiers#sth#toma draws#that's saying a lot bc i don't usually replay a whole game so soon. im SO obsessed with this game im rotating it on my mind at all times#i love playing it i love its story+characterization i love its music i love its voice acting i love the foundation it lays for future games#i love the positive reception it's been getting i LOVE what it means for this franchise that means the world to me#thank you sonic team for this fun wonderful delightful experience 😭💖💖 this is THE goty in my heart#here's hoping it wins player's voice!!!!#anyway HI long time no post!! I haven't been drawing a whole lot the past few months between being busy and out of art juice#but it seems to be returning now that frontiers has been marinating in my brain so we'll see 👁#i Did make a couple traditional oc stuff in the meantime tho. ill try to remember to post those sometime#also i'm glad i can still draw sonic it's been So long
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hand on the glass... when will ao3 return from the war...
#rimi talks#it will return from the war in 1 to 5 hours but i found out its down because i opened the page to try and post a fic#and now im just sitting here like. well#so much for souperboy.... his soup has been DENIED.....
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can i be honest. i am so over one piece posts because of oversaturation, i block the tag, but i will always visit your tumblr every so often because i love the idea and content of bepolaw so much. theyre so good and hot and wonderful. your content specifically. bepolaw real, even if idk jack shit about the series
anon's one piece:
maybe the real treasure were the bear best friends we kissed along the way
thank you so much for the message ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ makes me super happy that you check my stuff specifically and its an exception :)))))) thats very very nice ♥
#anonymous#oversaturation is real even to me and im a fan#used to be more invested in the wank and the whole community hype part of it#when i first got in it in 2014 (?)#because i love communities and i was dumber and wasted myself more on arguing and whining lol#i try to do less of that now#anyway#i returned now thanks to epic bepo chan crumbs but i catch myself returning to old habits#like getting mad at fucking posts#and im like oh my god.....this shit again. not going back to tha old me#like i see that tidal wave of bullshit#like opening reply section under a popular post and see all the screeching#and woah mama that makes me wanna RUN#and i dont mean just the ''dudebro'' (i dont use that term seriously anymore its crap) part of it#fujo side is not much better#bigger fandom more people more annoying people#it all scales up
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Does this mean Clan Wren is alive in your AU? And by "Clan Wren", I really mean Tristan, since I ship him with Ezra.
very very little of clan wren's alive, could be like 4 ppl tops who knows, but i think its unrealistic every single clanmember died. ON TRISTAN i've been flipflopping between yes and no since the show started. bc on the one hand all of sabine's family being dead works rlly well narratively, she's lost every mandalorian she loves and her whole culture and home planet and has some severe survivors guilt bc she should've been with them instead of her other (also half dead) family and she's dealing with it by being in her fleabag girlfailure era and trying to completely ignore the fact she's mandalorian at all. plus i don't want to disregard ALL of canon gotta keep some things.
on the other hand that's sad and also trizra
#then again you can still have sabine's grief storyline if tristan's alive but dealing with the grief very differently to sabine#however i feel like it works better if tristan died too and. ok maybe hes dead im still not 100%#goddamn now im annoyed abt how much potential the ahsoka show had again#bc like. IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ABT HOW AHSOKA AND SABINE ARE USING EACH OTHER TO DEAL W THEIR GENOCIDE-GRIEF#ahsoka takes on a non-force-sensitive padawan to distance herself from the jedi/ her lineage#and sabine becomes a padawan to try distance herself from being a mandalorian!!! both using each other unhealthily!!#but in the end they realise this isnt how its meant to be. they need to accept who they are#ahsoka has to come to terms with what her master became and that she IS a jedi#sabine has to come to terms with her grief and accept what happened to her family/ her survivorhood and that she IS a mandalorian#even if she wasnt on mandalore then#and go accept mand'alor din's call to every mandalorian to return to the planet and she leads her broken clan#GAH FUCK ALL THE POTENTIAL WAS THERE WHY DIDNT THEY HAVE ANY FUCKING CHARACTER MOMENTS!!!!!!!!#ahsoka show#thanks for the ask!
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It has been two years since they’re dating Beyond Light
#destiny#destiny the game#destiny 2#bungie#destiny art#beyond light#hunter guardian#exo stranger#elsie bray#elisabeth bray#fanart#comic#context: there is a text passage in born from darkness quest that while in english says 'the exo stranger holds out a hand'#in portuguese it literally says 'the exo stranger holds your hand' i am not joking#and just these days i found a photo I took from this very moment bc IF THAT AINT THE EXACT SECOND I LOST MY SOUL TO THEM AS A SHIP#scheduling this to post on saturday 26th aka the day elsie held alfa's hand#meanwhile zeta the ghost still doesnt know wtf is fish the pouka#and now i shall return to work on 014 week and dark future chap 2#im expecting to post next chapter on the weekend before next season i just gotta render them#november was full of work to do so yea im trying not to get burned here xzkcbbo#if i wasn't so full of work this month i would also add the glassway opening dialogue#'we aren't strangers; you can call me elsie; or elisabeth--' //alfa the hunter crashes her sparrow in vex contructions#never checked how that line goes in english im gonna do now before i sleep - but in portuguese is juST THE CUTEST TONE IN HER VOICE EVER#comes back here to say ok in english she sounds sO TIRED LIKE UGH WHATEVER LETS CLEAN THIS S(*& CLOVIS DID
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"no matter where i go or what i see, i know i can always come back here."
#kingdom hearts#kh#kairi#kh1#kh2#kh3#ive made a decision: every gif idea i have that could just basically be an image set i want to try and make into a graphic#i just wanna see how much i can actually do#i like thinking about that quote and the fact that she ends up returning to destiny islands at the end of each main numbered game#this girl is straight up cursed#(also its a lotus flower graphic because thats the shape her crystallised heart is in kh3/khMoM just in case anyone was wondering)#im still working on getting the quality of these to be better but as of right now im relatively happy with this one!
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going crazy about an oc again. like it's my fault
#this is normal behaviour but i get SO pissed off when it's an oc i make for a fic#bc i only ever make fic ocs when their sole purpose is to symbolise something and/or move the plot#like believe it or not i really do try not to have ocs unless it's specifically for the greater good of the fic#so it's like. you are an object to me. you are a tool. WHY have you got your own playlist#cassie you are so. like she's demented she's haunted by a past that broke her she has tried to return three different times regardless#she's whimsical she's erratic she wants to love the world when she has only ever seen the worst sides of it#she found one person who respected her (didn't even treat her kindly. he just viewed her as an autonomous person. that was enough)#and she latched on and didnt let go and now we're here. she followed him to war. she never wanted to fight#she probably wont make it. what the fuck ever#dog teeth#there's another oc in dog teeth that drives me crazy too but his part is much more minimal#i REALLY went hard with dog teeth ocs like they are all so compelling and painful come ON#cass and sasaki u were real to me. im sorry
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thinking about my exit interview that was super informal but at one point i was like okay i will say something positive about the team and my ex manager was like okay
and then we both sat there in silence for a solid minute
#me:…theyre nice people!#my ex manager with suspicious eyes:#delete later#i wanted to try out my buildings laundry machines today#bc i was tired of using the portable one in my apartment#its big and clunky and breaks my tap everytime i do laundry#and i dont have a dryer so massive pain#but it cost me $5.5 and so i will continue doing it in my apartment ❤️#tbf it wasnt even really an interview i just had to return my shit and was like hey do u wanna hear the tea and gossip#and he was like pulling out a notebook like yea#and then i went off for an hour#hes not a retaliatory dude so it was fine if anything im sure he just took the notes and then went off to figure out solutions or whatever#now i feel like i snitched#i didnt say names but he just kept figuring it out#i was like ppl dont like how ppl drop documentation in code reviews#and he was like is this about gordon and his use effect document#and i was like……………..*speechless*#and then i was like some ppl thing the environment has gotten a tad competitive#and he was like is that from henry#*SPEECHLESS*
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