#but dont leave me alone w mods

[daemon-in-my-head]

Listen I have no apologies, but I needed a ref and I was led astray by my own Onedrive

The sheer pain that was drawing his fucking chest hair by hand. Still worth it tho. Without it he's just not the same.

[lunarbun-ships]

how my brains been for the last couple of days

[chantryexplosion]

woe … durge be upon ye

just finished my second playthrough u know what that means ,,,, durge time

[immessingaround]

i can put together a list of stuff i like, stuff that i recognize as "cool" or "interesting". some of this stuff brings me joy. all of this stuff i am grateful for it existing. i want to be able to add and complete this list so i can look back on it and be reminded of what i have when i feel like i am nothing.

pete the cat

leonard cohen / songs of love and hate album

doing eye makeup (eyeshadow, liner, mascara)

garfield

polo shirts

jennifer Lawrence

ethel cain ptolemaea "stop" scream

also preachers daughter by ethel cain

chris pratt/jared leto hate hell yea

the cat emojis😸😹😺😻😼🐱😽😾😿🙀

saw iii angel trap

baggy black jeans

eyebrow slit

my old black lace up boots

ada wong microwave edits

ellipsis "dot dot dot" ...

people writing cuss words/weird things w lettering decor in stores (ex: 'kms' stockings at kohls)

7/11 by beyonce

gardettos

poetry i relate to

wham! last christmas pudding mix

considering broad and pointless philosophical questions (i.e. what is the meaning of life?)

christmas (ofc)

80s comedies (ferris bueller, better off dead, big, ...)

sad brokeback mountain edits

angel/religious imagery, iconography, references

alvin (and the chipmunks)

spelling "with/without" as "w" or "w/(o)"

trail mix

children of men last 40-45 mins specifically

tajin watermelon/peach rings

ikea model hand 🖕

pinterest

fuzzy socks

bti cg

ghostbusters

life is strange quotes "ready for the moshpit shakabrah" "holy shit are you cereal" "rachel in the dark room" "youre gonna DIE, motherfucker" "ik ur pumping drugs n shit to kids around here..." "i need to medicate" "shake that boney white ass" "no moshpit for you shakabrah"

classic movies

when u call me daddy (nvm she left lmao😭)

caramel coldbrew m&ms

(green) mechanical pencils

santa alter ego

mr x thomas the train mod in re2

weird/unique compliments

wearing jewelry

bolos or ties

my green skull necklace ilyyy

elektra from marvel (comics)

my handwriting idc if its messy

"can a loc come up in your crib?" scene from gta

"no i didnt kill him... but i did kidnap his wife!" scene from gta

pretending im a man

"i took her to my penthouse and i freaked it"

songs that begin like other songs but arent that song

12 am bathroom concerts

ppl who look unique

uno +4 cards

hawaiian shirts

(organized) clutter

bjork

keepin the streak (i mean chopping it up)

messing around in big stores

whole lotta red christmas ver.

baggy shorts (would totally still wear u)

we are the people by empire of the sun

mauve or plum UR MY FAV COLOR UGHH😩

a horse walked into a bar... i love that joke

updog "what's updog?" "not much. hby?"

we cry together clean ver.

being a lesbian so glad i dont like men

"walmart version of justin bieber"

grey spelled w an e

"culturally significant/pop culture moments i think about regularly/we dont talk about enough" videos

pretending im not living my own life

ornate things

going through old closet/junk

laying on the floor in front of my mirror w grouper or ethel cain playing (i want to get out of the house)

making spotify playlists after memes/tt audios

pajama pants

"LEAVE ME ALONE" "HES GONNA GET MEEE"

johnny cage (the international love edits from last year)

leon kennedy and those smooth operator edits

temp tattoos

roller skating

gorey/grotesque drawings

goretober

jar of flies by aic

pitbull mr worldwide mr 305

kevin gates ethical freak concert

jane from breaking bad

harris/chares my snake

painting my nails. all my beautiful nail polish ty😫

hash browns

mini beanie babies (the ones on my floor)

smores goldfish w the marshmallows even tho it got discontinued

eyeliner in my waterline

fake fruit in stores

deep red roses

george harrison

mix matched socks

coconut/lavender smells

coffee flavored things

soggy purple grapes

cashews

funky eyeshadow colors and palettes

my moms old lipstick colors (they are beautiful)

cherry flavored things

drawing on a mustache

turquoise and silver jewelry

samples in stores

physical touch (never get any😼)

purple hair dye (u made my life sm better)

gingerbread smells

my gta character

keyboard spam

smelling candles in stores ofc

carmex chapstick

immessingaround@myyahoo.com

gum / altoids (the pink ones)

silver jewelry/rings

last.fm

pineapple flavored things

mascara on bottom lashes

brownies

doawk

being a cowboy ig

no doubt

"your final challenge... let yo bih stroke yo bone"

"oh hell yea jigsaw you da goat!" audio

my celeb crushes

scooby doo characters

drawing crude cat drawings

catch me if you can

nacho from better call saul

chicken taquitos

aloe vera gel

i am mclovin☝️

these emoji combos: 🤠🔫, 🎅👍, 😹🫵

hoop earrings

commas, i literally abuse the comma key everytime i touch the damn keyboard

q tips

drawings ppl as drag queens (using artist's free will)

hair clips

xiuxiu

sky lights

fargo movie woodchipper scene

spotify obvi

[sycamorality]

OMG ANCIENT OCS!! TELL ME EVERYTHING NEOW!!!!!

i dont even remember what ive said about eclipse, i know i've said a bunch about her - should be a few links to posts where i've talked about her. a basic tl;dr-

purposed organism turned ancient in a very unethical bio-engineering experiment, lead by limit upon a silent vigil and a few other higher circle members. nobody really knows of eclipse's origins other than those higher circle members- she was introduced to the rest as "some weird child we found on the ground left alone". she's very not okay and i love her actually. she's really fucking creature because self-modding. look at her. my favorite little bastard. they use any pronouns hehe

uh five embers is a bastard please hate him he neglected and abused the iterator he was adminstrator to and does everything to keep the control, he even modded himself to have a king vulture harpoon he can shoot at will. i hate him actually

limit upon a silent vigil is uh. yeah he was somewhat the had of the experiment eclipse was involved in. violent negative reinforcement to get her to listen. he tried to force ascend her but got uno reversed because eclipse reacted quicker than he could and he got echoed. L

pearls is a pretty young kid who got echoed but stayed- relatively the same other than an echo aura and some echo scales here 'n there. they kinda vibe post-mass ascension and doesnt have any recollection of ascension, but if they go near void fluid they can see they will freak out and get the fuck away from it. they wear a carved vulture mask adorned with parts of shattered pearls. they've got a tail w some pearls on it too

seven leaves was the mechanic's kid. they were left behind after the mass ascension and doesn't know where everyone went, but stayed with the iterator they lived on, which is helpless binary, and ended up becoming close friends with them. helpless bianry's systems kept degrading and at some point ended up beyond fixing, so seven leaves, with the knowledge of bio-engineering and the like they've been taught by binary, offered to make them an organic vessel using their own genome (with lots of modifications of course, to have binary be comfortable) so binary wouldn't have to feel the pain of their own inevitable collapse. seven leaves is also very fond of the wildlife and spends forever stargazing with binary

star-streaks is um. ancient turned iterator because he didn't want to ascend like everybody else, so he offered that instead of programming an iterator that was being built, he could be transferred into it instead so he wouldn't die or have to ascend but instead help solve the problem. he also had the.... unpleasant experience of having to transfer his own brother into an iterator because the higher circles demanded it. his brother doesn't know that they were once an ancient, rather only knows they were an iterator. those memories were long erased or encrypted deep in their memory conflux. before star-streaks became an iterator too, he was one of the 'creators' of the iterator his brother is now, and the head administrator. he kinda vibes as an iterator now though

shrike is after dark's creator. they were both really close and spent a lot of time with eachother. after dark didn't quite feel like their puppet fit them and requested it modified quite a few times, which was granted by shrike. whenever shrike had a problem they usually went to after dark for comfort, and vice versa. shrike didn't want to ascend, but was forced - though narrowly avoided it and died of "natural" causes and got reincarnated into a scavenger that made its way to after dark's chamber and ended up finding their old id drone and reactivating it on themself. and also their mask at some point later

stars is uh. ancient turned slugcat. did not consent to it. their echo is basically tied to the slugcat and when they die their cycle resets to when they were transferred. theyre some fucked up mortal echo and they can spit void fluid and they hate it. theyre fucked up

three clouds was eclipse's creator. they were in the middle circles and just kinda existed on their own, very introverted. made a lil friend and then got fuckign murdered with void fluid

warped aerie is. hooo boy. they were involved in a very..... morally questionable iterator project. that's all i can say on them unless you wanna prompt me for more on them

[greeds]

i miss ximemiiiiiiiiii and its crazy how ive been done w this playthru for like a week and im still regretting not romancing astarion so i decided this will be my canon for my modded playthru come patch 7. nicest guy u know. sometimes the shit breaks u and u become oathbreaker so thats been rough but they are so full of love and a little bit of hate towards the end but its okay

lluvi is so funny like bro does not know how to make friends. he respects everyone but like NFMSLCKAL his relationship with gale is basically "i respect you and your skill but you talk so fucking much and it drives me insane. dont kill urself tho. tbh i think u should kill mystra" and gale is like um i wouldnt go that far but thanks for the concern my strange and violently vengeful friend. green dotted line indicate lluvi would like to be friends but doesnt really know how to express his feelings, meanwhile those three would literally die for lluvi. they love him so much but he doesnt have enough self worth to realize they consider him to be a friend. sad paladin times

yeah theyre both romancing astarion please leave me alone its the paladin in me that needs to save him -_- i hate myself

my canon is shadowzel and wyllach (either platonic or romantic for both) and maybe galestarion. would also love tavwyllach going to avernus. but wyllstarion also. essentially i want all the companions to end up less alone than they were at the start, whether as friends or lovers. like the actual canon is: wyll and karlach have each other, gale has his whole life in waterdeep (tara, his students!), shadowheart has her parents and her farm animals, lae'zel is either with her people or raising a child, and astarion is just....back to the fucking shadows? back to being alone? what the hell

[transfreakish]

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DNI

[very c*nsored, to avoid being in s*arches]

z*onist or neutral

under 16 (nothing personal, just a boundary!)

pro/c*mship ,, (no)m*ps/z**s ,, pro-harmful p*ras or pro-c*ntact/anti-r*covery ,, dis*bility f*tishists ,, those who s*xualize r*gression

radqueer ,, gender crit*cal ,, sw*rfs t*rfs or r*dfems ,, tr*scum/tr*nsmed ,, against neopr*nouns or xenog*nders (which should be obvious?) ,, against h*sbians, th*ysbians, sh*gays, etc ,, against it/its pr*nouns

anti-cl*ster b ,, believe in “narc*ssistic ab*se” or anything similar ,, those who use d*sorders or d*sabilities as insults ,, against PROPERLY AND THOROUGHLY RESEARCHED self-dx ,, users of the terms “sysm*d”/“tr*umascum”

avid sysc*ursers (more specifically, i hate being involved in any sort of conflict, so please dont try to ask my opinion on shit or include me in any of it and youll be fine; i am a m*dically r*cognized did syst*m, and thats all anyone here needs to know, thanks!)

BYF

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i identify with the words “q*eer” and “f*g”. i will not cw/tw usage of either of these. i also will not cw/tw use of the word “cr*pple”, as a phys*cally dis*bled person who reclaims it.

activity will be on and off a lot of the time.

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DIRECTORY FOR SELF

(c/nsor/d so it wont sh/w up in s/arch/s, since this is a p/rson/l c/llecti/n; th/s isnt a typ/ng qu/rk, its a s/fety prec/ution while still being r/adable and acc/ssible for me.)

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G/NDER

AL/GNM/NT

m/sc : m/sc or m/sc-al/gned, or using m/sc or b/y or similar as pr/fixes or s/ffixes.

f/m : f/m or f/m-al/gned, or using f/m or g/rl or similar as pr/fixes or s/ffixes.

n/u : n/u or n/u-al/gned, or using any pr/fix or s/ffix that indicates unal/gnment, andr/gyny, or g/nder n/utrality.

m/lti : al/gning with m/ltiple of the above.

SP/CIFIC CAT/GOR/ES

b/sic : g/nders that can typ/cally fall w/thin the g/neral g/nder sp/ctrum.

n/uro : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to neur/diverg/ncy or m/ntal h/alth.

phys : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to disab/lity or phys/cal h/alth.

w/rd : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to phr/ses or w/rds.

w/b : g/nders c/nnected to anything d/gital, techn/log/cal, or int/rnet-re/ated.

an/mal : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to any sort of an/mal.

col/r : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to col/rs.

emot : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to emot/ons.

m/sic : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to m/sic, s/ngs, instr/ments, etc.

med/a : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to any med/a not already included in other t/gs.

th/ng : g/nders ending in the s/ffix “thing”.

b/di : g/nders with the s/ffix “b/diment”, or being the emb/diment of s/mething.

fo/d : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to anyth/ng coms/mable or r/lated to that.

c/te : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to things that are considered c/te or s/ft.

sc/ry : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to things that are considered sc/ry or unsettl/ng.

d/vine : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to anyth/ng rel/ted to div/nity, ang/ls, or th/mes of rel/gion or (un)hol/ness.

ae/ : g/nders infl/uenced by or c/nnected to a sp/cific aesth/tic, sty/e, subc/lture, etc.

em/ji : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to a sp/cific em/ji or comb/nation of em/jis.

fr/ak : g/nders c/nnected to th/mes of being unus/al, un/que, we/rd, off, or “cr/nge”.

gensr : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to ones s/xual or rom/ntic ori/ntation.

xxx : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to potenti/lly m/ture or ad/lt th/mes.

S/BCATEG/RIES

c/nine : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to d/gs or other c/nines.

f/line : g/nders inf/uenced by or c/nnected to c/ts or other f/lines.

h/rror : g/nders inf/uenced by or c/nnected to the h/rror g/nre in some way.

fl/ra : g/nders inf/uenced by or c/nnected to fl/ra, f/ngi, and other gr/enery in n/ture.

aq/a : g/nders influenced by or c/nnected to w/ter and th/ngs that live in it.

bug : g/nders influenced by or c/nnected to any sort of ins/ct or sp/der.

w/rld : g/nders inf/uenced by or c/nnected to other th/ngs in n/ture, such as l/ndscapes, the we/ther, etc.

t/y : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to more “f/n” inan/mate obj/cts, such as pl/shies, d/lls, t/ys, or other such th/ngs.

cl/th : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to sp/cific art/cles of cl/thing or acc/sories.

inan/mate : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to var/ous inan/mate objects not covered above.

act : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to acti/ns or anyth/ng sim/lar, such as car/ers or h/bbies.

g/me : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to any sort of g/mes or ch/racters from them.

l/ve : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to any type of l/ve, affect/on, etc.

s/bst : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to any type of s/bstance (ie c/garettes, alc/hol, w/ed, etc).

m/at : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to m/at, the b/dy in a more v/sceral way (ie b/dy h/rror), g/re, and s/milar th/ngs and th/mes.

str/nge : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to anyth/ng str/nge or offp/tting, such as l/fe and de/th, d/cay, or l/minal sp/ces.

inh/man : g/nders infl/enced by feelings of not being h/man, or h/manity displ/yed in an unn/tural way.

b/ast : g/nders infl/enced by or c/nnected to any s/rt of cr/ature, m/nster, or oth/rwise myst/cal, paran/ormal, or nonex/stent thing.

m/sc : g/nders not fitting any of the above categ/ries.

OTHER

v/sil : l/bels re/ating to v/sility; s/mething, in some way, affecting an add/tional, m/ny, or all areas of ones ident/ty.

ald/rn : ald/rnic; l/bels for one who w/shes to have featur/es or a b/dy that d/viate from what is exp/cted from n/rmal h/man st/ndard or pr/sentation.

or/ent : any l/bel rel/ting to s/xual, r/mantic, or other or/entations of attr/ction.

alt/rh/man : l/bels rel/ting to ident/fying outside of h/manity, such as alt/rhumanity, nonh/manity, th/rianthrophy, end/lics, etc.

m/ntal : fl/gs, l/bels, or id/ntities r/lating to neur/diverg/ncy, being aut/stic, or a m/ntal illn/ss.

d/sab/lity : fl/gs, l/bels, or id/ntities r/lating to phys/cal d/sability.

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[those-weird-twolegs]

so. i heard y'all are firefans. (+ holly bc its part of this convo)

(continuing the conversation) "What is Firestar’s personality and arc here?" - mod dorito

"He’s barely changed, the other clans just hate and fear him because he has established enough strength, power, and connections that if you openly oppose him, he can fuck you up if he wants to. He wouldn’t, but he could." - mod soda

"he’s “above that”"

"Pros of being a prophetic child and all"

"Cons: trauma" - mod dorito

"true" - mod soda

"Fire spends a lot of his days worrying and sometimes in full-blown panics in his den with sandstorm and his daughters. It’s a clan secret that The Great Firestar is nothing more than a mask, an illusion created to protect thunderclan."

"He isn’t the confident, happy cat everyone thinks he is"

"He’s traumatized, panicking, and worst yet, he doesn’t know who his allies are, because his own half-brother killed him"

"granted, he’d only recently figured that out when it happened, but he wanted to have a private chat with scourge about it. Unfortunately though, scourge killed him as soon as they were alone."

"He knows he shouldn’t have taken it as hard as he did. But having learned he had a brother, and his brother was his enemy of all things, he’d hoped to convert scourge and actually have a relationship with him."

"It actually took fire maybe 15 minutes to stop crying to himself after he regained consciousness. He was so distraught that his own brother didn’t even want to hear him out that he couldn’t bear seeing him again… but he knew he had to. He knew he had to kill his own brother. He couldn’t stand the idea…"

"But he did it anyways."

"He did it before he could think, ambushing scourge as he was about to kill tawnypaw, and killed his own brother with a swift bite like he was nothing other than prey"

"In a way… he knows how swiftwish feels now." (swiftwish post comes next)

"How’s the xenophobia?" - mod dorito

"Its bad for most cats (fire is an exception still because he has a bit of blind faith) but after holly and ivy team up it starts getting better" - mod soda

"holly+ivy team up happens after holly leaves the clans for a bit post-df battle" (this was rewritten)

"because fuck holly dying like that"

"she didn’t die she just became a loner"

"she meets fallen in this time and is like “wow you’re fucked up. just like me fr. never talk to me.”"

"also idk why but i like the concept of sol meditating???" (relevant for details i will reveal in a more in-depth hollyleaf post)

"like, bro gets down in a loaf, closes his eyes, and just. t h i n k s."

"i imagine shit just rapid fires at hollyleaf after the secret gets out, between her mental break and sol then theres the fact shes not exactly welcome back by anyone but those closest to her. and they might not forgive her even so soon after everything harmful she did. i dont even think she’d know how to change which is why ivypaw befriending a hollyleaf (loner or back in the clan) strikes me real good. hollyleaf looking at this baby like “training in hell is Not going to solve your problems. here. let me help” holly helping others and slowly learning how to help herself thru that and she eventually teams up w ivy after she becomes a loner and gets a nice break and self discovery journey" - mod haze (the hollyleaf pioneer. we love mod haze.)

"yes" - mod soda

"what if… she transes her gender a lil and then changes her name" (she is mtf here)

"she names herself fox berry… like the berry" (this has been changed to snowleaf, like snowberry due to future edits to her design and character.)

"yes omg" - mod haze

"hollyleaf discovering she trans later in life is so real of her!!!!!!"

"nd. it’d make sense i think!! she’s been such a stickler for the rules and always [n]eeded guidance only when shes finally on her own does she get to figure out who she is and what she wants, not dictated by a code or any other cat"

"him being a late bloomer is kinda cute. he realizes “maybe i like being a tom. just maybe” - mod eva

"or maybe. she was a tom" - mod soda

"and then became woman"

(the rest is spoilers for the holly(snow)leaf post + discussing the afterlife and things related to it)

swiftpaw's wish clan culture rambles, c/ped from disco, written by mod soda

Introductory speed notes:

thunder group-hunts and eats raw food if they have to, they often fell one or two antler-less deer every shedding season and their scores from these huge deer-hunting patrols are greatly valued.

wind sundries herbs, meats, and some spices. going with the logic that they can only use herbs and spices that wont kill them, though.

river dries their river reeds, and then weaves them into baskets used for: trade, transport, and occasionally given a top, filled with water, and lined with cotton in the winter to keep it from melting too easy, and the water is filled with various raw foods. they freeze the water, preserving the food until the end of winter when their bought supplies from the solstice are running out.

shadow cooks and smokes whatever meat they get their hands on. frog? cooked or smoked. rat? cooked or smoked. traded goods? cooked or smoked. crows/ravens? cooked or smoked. they are renowned for their amazing skills in preparing the best looking and tasting meals. they are, however, also known for not having the best foods for trade, so they tend to bring valuables they find in the carrionplace, by the thunderpath, and in the swamp.

Note: below is a poorly formatted + edited discord conversation.

"maybe it used to be that shadow cooked and smoked the food they got from hunting and wind dried, but ever since brokenstar and tigerstar tried to assimilate the clans their traditions are all mucked up" - soda

"shadow less than wind tho"

"and because of brokenstar they now cook as well"

"They couldn’t before?" - dorito

"All clans can cook, but shadowclan is renowned for their excellence at it." - soda again

"Since cooking and smoking food is the best way to preserve food in the wild swamps of the lake and forest (yes we’re making the lake pine forest a swamp forest because swamp ≠ pine in skills), shadowclan had to perfect their talent and skill."

"as for windclan, they preferred drying their meats, herbs, spices and snacks."

"But then, obviously, brokenstar tried to force shc traditions on wc and vice versa and. things got muddled."

"Shadowclan can now dry things, if they really try hard, and windclan now knows the basics of making actually amazing foods" "now all shadowclan is known for is their food presentation"

"Brokenstar takes over windclan?" - dorito again

"For a short bit yes" - soda p3

"then they revolt and get driven out"

"And then ofc, moons later, thunder and wind and eventually river and shadow are forced to merge to defeat tiger + bloodclan"

"at first, windclan is uneasy about it, but willing for lionclan to happen because it has to. But then riverclan joins and they start seeing clan cats sharing their traditions and god, it’s horrifying to the more traditional windclan cats."

"Do the clan have their own exclusive traditions or holidays?" - dorito p3

"Yes" (looking back w/ what i have now, not really) - soda boogaloo

"Windclan, thunderclan, and riverclan celebrate the summer solstice as it brings about wonderful times of prosperity for their traditions. Shadowclan celebrates summer too, but it’s not as big as the winter solstice."

"To them, the winter solstice is when they’re able to appreciate the power of their fires most, and the act of cuddling around a fire and sharing tongues with clanmates is invigorating to them."

"Shadowstar is the one who brought fire to the clans, so shadowclan was always known for their amazing flames. But eventually, for the safety of the other clans, they had to learn to share their flames, but keep their best tending secrets to themselves."

"This was so less cats got sick from hunger and cold during winters, ofc"

(brief diverge) "Difference in clanmate + family dynamics?" - dorito boogaloo

"Shadowclan is more closed off and independent, while windclan is very communal and open. Riverclan is more like shadow, but not as strongly independent, and thunder is more like wind" - soda v5

(diverge over) "anyways— It’s said the five four original clan leaders brought their skills to the forest."

"Shadowstar brought fire tending, Wind brought sun drying, Thunder brought hunting, and River brought weaving."

"In secret, though, many of the revolutionary ideas were from skyclan, who was the clan that was the best of all at smoking meat. They were forced to teach shadowclan their ways before leaving, however, so the clans could continue to have the tasty smoked steaks and such (scrapped this part)"

"(Note: not necessarily clear sky. just skyclan.)"

"It is “unknown” to most cats why the ideas stopped flowing in after some time."

"The last warriors of skyclan were actually able to build makeshift shelters better than ever seen in a clan before, as all of their last cultural ideas were stolen."

"hrmmm would thunder have brought useful hunting techniques and such specifically? as they would all Know how to hunt id think :0c they could also be attributed to the mutual respect between cat and prey and giving thanks for it" - mod haze

"Yeah— He brought up the idea of group hunts!" - mod soda

"Since thunder was born on the forest territories, it’s more like he just brought in the idea of herding prey, and eventually developed and evolved it into herding whole deer fawns"

"A skyclan cat was the one to propose [killing] adult deer after they shed their horns"

"It was considered bonkers at the time to herd whole adult deer, but it was actually genius when it turned out that cat had meant that you wait until antler-shedding season"

"Shadowstar along with Fire could bring the art of trapping and ambush" - mod dorito

"Yes! That was back in the days before the clans fully formed, though, and the fire later was no longer offered to the other four clans after they did" - mod soda

"Clear sky brought. very little value to the table in hindsight. Many thought he was a skilled tactician, but once he died, everyone looked back and realized he was just manipulating people."

"Many even refused to call him “skystar”"

"Even his own clanmates refused him that right after his death."

"In the old days, every clan had a little of all five skills — Experimenting, Cooking/Smoking, Drying, Weaving, and Hunting."

"But as things progressed, they began refining them, until it came to be that Skyclan cats were the best at experimenting and smoking meat, Shadowclan were best at cooking, Windclan were best at drying, Thunder at catching, and River at storing (weaving)"

"Riverclan had developed the skill of insulating cool places with ice and cotton w/sky’s help a few moons before disaster began striking skyclan"

"So riverclan knows how to refrigerate stuff and has the best resources to do that with (running river water + later sterilizing it through an early skyclan invention (charcoal water filters) and then freezing it in a basket with the food you wanna preserve until later inside)"

"it’s less a practice done to store food for all of winter and more done to store until the butt end of winter and early days of spring, when prey are barely starting to come out again and their dried/cooked/smoked food from the last solstice festival is running out"

"the festivals are dropped during the great journey because of how much of a toll it took on the clans"

"but later they get picked back up in the form of daylight gatherings at the lake territory when those become things"

"The daylight gatherings are more common than the festivals, and so the clans find it much easier to survive the inbetween weeks and they therefore have less animosity"

"Now, let’s talk about windclan. Windclan was vastly known for their amazing skill at drying herbs and meats quickly and efficiently. While not as tasty, things like dried meat, herbs, and spices (on occasion) were better to get through winder months with, so the clans were very reliant on the windclan drying process. This is part of why brokenstar took over and tried to eradicate the drying traditions."

"(To be clear, the clans used baskets and such from riverclan to transport their goods and tradable valuables to and from locations such as half-way camps and festival locations)"

"(Halfway camps are usually created halfway into the territory towards fourtrees/the island, and are locations for reprieve in the territory if you’re out too long or hurt/injured.)"

"(Clans with 2+ full medicine cats will have the excess med cats wander through the halfway camps and base camp to help heal any warriors who are resting there, injured. Halfway camps are also easy quarantine areas, but MUST be doused with hot water afterwards, as this is the only way the clans have found they can prevent further outbreaks in warriors who go back there.)"

"(This is part of why bluestar is so worried about kits in into the wild’s prologue. they only have one medicine cat, and per the ways of the clans, that is simply Not Good.)"

"When brokenstar eventually tries to assimilate shadow and windclan, he is fought against by Deadfoot and Tallstar, but they are sent fleeing past the borders as their clanmates are asleep or too confused and scared to fight. Windclan is communal and giving, so the idea that a clan would want to assimilate with another in such a violent way confuses them greatly."

"When tallstar and Deadfoot come back, it is with firepaw, greypaw, and the barn cats (of which there are multiple at the time). The barn cats rally the windclan warriors — hell, even some shadowclan warriors fight back (looking at nightpelt & others) — and soon, shadowclan is forced out in the middle of the night."

"No one knows which shadowclan warriors it was who fought back, either, because everyone was so confused and exhausted in the fray of the fighting that they just. couldn’t tell it was even shadowclan warriors"

"They just think that fire and grey brought more than they actually did"

"Tallstar lost a life in that fight, and so did every barn cat except barley, who was very upset at the loss of his friends, allies, and colleagues (of which there were 3)"

"This is also around the time raven joined barley, but barley insisted the young cat stay home and protect the barn."

"So, after that, the windclan cats were not sure what to do. They struggled to rebuild their clan, and were finally doing well (but not the same) again when tigerstar proposed the merge."

"Some of the cats born or raised during brokenstar’s rule over windclan were all for the idea of assimilating their cultures. They wanted more skills, more options and opportunities, but they were all shut down and forced to think like the rest of their clanmates by mudclaw."

"Of course, these young warriors and apprentices had no idea that tiger was worse than broken. Hell, some of them thought tall was weak and soft because he wasn’t like broken, who they remembered strongest from their childhoods."

"When this was discovered, everyone was appalled and showed them the horrors of what brokenstar had truly been doing through… less than helpful means."

"Honestly, it’s mudclaw’s willingness to and skill at stamping out these quarrels and horrible beliefs that makes him the prime candidate for deputy in tall’s eyes after deadfoot’s death."

"Anyways, windclan still wants desperately to get their old traditions of drying back, but it’s not the same now that shadowclan knows their secrets. And now Firestar wants to merge his clan with Tallstar’s, to defeat tigerstar…"

"To say they were uneager to merge clans again would be understating the problem."

"Of course, the elders’ fears came true. Thunderclan and Riverclan and Windclan youngsters began to train together, teaching each other the individual ways of their clans. This was put to a stop as soon as the clans went back to their individual camps, but things were never the same, not to those elders."

"Of course most of the bleeding of culture faded over the next year or so, but that didn’t change the fact that what was done was done."

"And then… we have thunderclan."

"“Let all those whose lives are forged from the blood they spill gather under the highrock for a clan meeting!”"

"Little thunderclan, being forged on the blood of prey animals and the act of hunting animals heavier than one can ever hope to carry on their own. Thunderclan, the ones known as regal and generous natures, despite the absolute cruelty and chaotic ways they treat their prey with."

"Thunderclan, the ones who just can’t seem to keep their opinions to themselves, thunderclan, the ones who always have to get their ways, thunderclan… the one who was founded by a child."

"It isn’t helpful that the cat prophesied to save the clans came to thunderclan. It isn’t helpful that he became loud and obnoxious like the rest of them. It isn’t helpful that he became their leader."

"Do the rest of clans get the prophecy?" - mod dorito

"crookedstar and tallstar do. brokenstar does not." - mod soda

"thunderclan is the most hated, the most annoying, the most brutish fighters, and they’re aware of it. They know the other clans won’t fight their will because if they try, they might risk making themselves a target for the great warriors of thunderclan, a target of the greatest leader ever, even. Firestar isn’t like that, but he will make it known when he thinks his course of action is the best. Which is all of the time."

"Is it firestar’s idea? Yes? It’s great, keep going. Is it anyone else’s? No, stop it."

"Do they fight over Firepaw?" - mod dorito

"Uhhhh not really? Crookedstar is more occupied holding riverclan together and tallstar is trying to repair windclan. Neither can really take on the responsibility of a prophetic child." - mod soda

(the rest delves into more cat and arc-specific lore instead of culture stuff.)

[askteacupfollie]

PAIN OF LOSS - LAMENT - HOPE - LIFE MOVES ON

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It was him holding his little brother in his arms the brother whom he loved so much.. His other half…

It was a sudden attack.. They fought the best they could.. Cuphead was down… Cupboard walked at them… She had stolen their powers.. And now they fought with everything they had.. Cuphead was down panting.. Bruises and scars on his body from the intense fight .. She removed a Dagger and ran to attack him. Mugman was faster so he got up a crack on the right side of his mug he ran and took the stab in his stomach… He gasped….his eyes widen in surprise.. He slowly looked at his wound she removed the dagger and he fell on his knees.. And face down on the cold floor 

Cuphead gasped..

No!!.. No… NONONONO!!! “Cuphead…” he heard mugman saying softly.. Cuphead felt his heart breaking his lungs hurt.. No.. This is a dream right? This.. This.. Is a nightmare right? It can’t be real.. No.. No..it couldn’t be real… C-could it?..

He felt rage.. Boiling rage he face became red from anger the liquid in his head started boiling with no control his whole body was shaking from grief lament anger rage fury…

Cuphead upon his rage attacked her.. “YOU BITCH!!! THAT WAS MY BROTHER!!! FUCK YOU!!! YOU WILL PAY!!!” he punched her. “I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU!” she struggled he punched her in the face so hard his k'nuckles bleed.. She pushed him and attempted to run but Camilla… Camilla had enough… She grabbed her by the hand and fought her… Her reign of terror was ending here and now… She fought with her…, Camilla defeated her “IM DONE BEING SCARED OF YOU THAT WAS MY FRIEND MY BROTHER MY LOVER YOU FUCKING BITCH!!!!!!!” she stabbed her in her heart she let out a scream and vanished in a poof of black smoke..

Cuphead heard mugman groaning, he winced and gasped

“Mugs!” he ran and held him in his arms There was a wound on his stomach he was losing blood quickly “NO NO NO NO NO!!!” “I.. I… I. M. GONNA PARRY YOU.. NO PROBLEM !” Mugman smiled “we lost our powers remember? She took them away… Please take care of elder kettle” Cuphead panicked “D-Don’t talk like that Mugs!! You will be okay i.. I will fix you!”

“confess Camilla you deserve to be happy” he smiled weakly.. Cuphead cried.. “No.. No.. Don’t speak like that! We.. Will confess together.. We… Will be happy together.. Mugs.. Hang on!” Mugman coughed.. And blood ran down from the side of his lips..“Its too late Cuppy… Its okay shh *cough* *cough * don’t cry.. I will be with you always even if you can’t see me i will protect you and camilla..” Cuphead cried harder.. “Mugs..”

Mugman held him by the jacket and pulled him closer “ promise me that you will be strong… Cup…head…*cough* don’t let my absence affect your life and heart.. Live… You will be happy with Camilla and you will get married and have children. You deserve happiness.. ” he said… Weakly… Cuphead was at lose of words…

“I… I.. Promise..” he said “Good” he said “I… I love you all..” he said tears running down his ocean blue eyes.. “We.. Love you too..”

His ocean blue eyes lost focus everything became blurry.. And his hands fell from  his jacket.. His.. body relaxed..

Cuphead started crying harder Lament and the pain of loss was too much it hit him like bucket of cold water like a knife in his heart “ MUGS? MUGS?! THIS ISN’T FUNNY YOU FUCKING BASTARD!!! LOOK AT ME SPEAK TO ME ANYTHING!!! PLEASE…. PLEASE MUGS… NO… NO…DONT LEAVE ME… DON’T LEAVE ME!!!! MUGMAN?!?!?!?!?! MUUUUGGGGMMMAAAAAANNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!! MMMMMMMUUUUUUUUGGGGMMMMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!! ”

Camilla came closer tears in her green eyes.. She saw cuphead and her heart Clenched… He was gone and she didn’t have the chance to tell him how much she loved him.. Cuphead was crying no.. Bawling hard… She got scared that he might die on the post from the way he was crying.. Heartbroken….. She cried as well…

She hugged him(cuphead) from the back while cuphead hugged mugman closer to his chest his brother… His brother whom he loved so much was gone…

“Cuphead..?” she said.. Cuphead looked at her “its my fault… Its all my fault..” she hugged him “no… It.. It wasn’t your fault.. He want us happy..!”

It started raining..  Mugman’s blood was mixed with the rain.. Cuphead took mugman gently and carried him in his shoulders.. Close to their home there was a mountain who had the best view.. The ocean.. The rain hit him mercilessly and it was mixed with his tears..opened a grave while the rain fell upon them Thunders lit up the sky KRACK A BOOM

He took mugman he kissed his cheek on last time he caressed his cheek he sighed… Camilla did the same.. He gently took him and gently laid him in.. He buried him with his own hand.. “Goodbye brother!”

They went home.. Camilla hugged him… For the next days he had no appetite he woukd have Nightmares and panic attacks. Camilla would cry too the pain of loss and lament was too much for her too when the doors are closed she will slide down hug her knees and cry… Cuphead.. Since the incident wasn’t himself.. She couldn’t blame him.. She couldn’t blame him.. She would pass outside the door of his room and cry… Cuphead wasn’t sleeping on his room but on his brothers room hugging his hoodie..

She found him some day on his brother’s grave crying his heart out .. “WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO?! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME ALONE!? HOW COULD YOU BE SO SELFISH AND CRUEL AND LEAVE ME LIKE THIS?! WHY?! WHY?!?!? YOU FUCKING BASTARD!!!…. w….hy…..?…m..m..ugs..ITS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU PLEASE!! COME BACK! IM SORRY IM.. I… IT.. SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME! NOT YOU!! I FAILED YOU!! MUGMAN FORGIVE ME.. I COULDN’T SAVE YOU!!! ” Camilla walked closer… And hugged him the rain hit her too..“ Cuphead please don’t talk like this it was r ykur fault he would want us happy he wpukd want you happy… Im sorry… We will not forsake him.. We will pass through this together

Cuphead hugged her and cried harder his head on her chest and her heartbeat was comfort… He cried "I MISSED HIM.. CAMILLA!!” “ Me too cuphead… Me too…we will nkt forget him even though he is not here he will be in our minds and hearts.. We will not forget him… He will be eternal in our heart!!”

“I was a bad brother!” he cried hugging her tighter “ she took him by the shoulders and shook him!” NO! YOU WERE THE BEST BROTHER IN THE WORLD HE KNEW YOU LOVE HIM HE FUCKING KNEW IT! YOUR LOVE FOR HIM ME IS UNCONDITIONAL YOU WERE THE BEST BROTHER HE WAS HAPPY HE DIDN’T BLAME YOU I DON’T BLAME YOU WHAT HAPPENED WAS UNFORTUNATE.. DEATH IS INEVITABLE WE WILL MAKE IT I WILL BE BY YOUR SIDE AND WE WILL PASS THIS DARK HOUR TOGETHER! please don’t blame yourself! “

He smiled” Thank you Camilla!“ she smiled” “anytime.. Let’s go home” she got up and offered him her hand he took it and got up.. “we will come back again tomorrow!” he nodded and took her hand they looked at the gravestone «RIP MUGMAN EROS HOLLOWARE A loving brother friend lover» They went home took a shower, ate in silence and then went to sleep!

They cried for the rest of the night a fire to keep them warm they slept in the living room seeing the fire and the Thunderstorm accompanied them to their grief.. CRACK A BOOM the rain and thunder were comforting in a way just like the way it clears earth it cleared their heart from the grief.. “He was too young… Camilla… He wasn’t even 25 years old…  He was.. Too young… Too too young” She hugged him tighter and wrapped him in a blanket cuphead was wearing his hoodie Camilla wore one of his hoodies as well.. They cried “I know..i wish things were different…!”(they wore mugman’s hoodies) 

They cried themselves to sleep.. On the table was a picture of them smiling mugman was hugging Camilla on one hand and on the other he was hugging cuphead.. ..time passed the pain of loss and lament became less… A new feeling blossomed in their hearts and that that was HOPE  Cuphead and Camilla came closer they went on dates eventually they got married and had children one of them their first born was a boy.. He had blue colors they named him Mugman Eros! The other child was a girl they named her Elpida “Hope” in greek… Because no matter what there is always HOPE!.. Life Moves on! 

He was happy he stilled missed him but he knew he was happy and in a better place! ❤️💙💚💜

The end

Im sorry if this sucked it was a one shot that came to mind when i saw the drawing of cuphead hugging wounded Mugman I hope you like it! Thank you! 

Couldn’t decide the title so have them all! 😊😊

RESPONSE

Mod- jesus christ of latter day saints!!! I’ve never gotten a fanfic before! Thank you! Grief is a tricky thing isnt it?

[hoeiplier]

ok real talk??? cha//se would 100% have an creampie/impreg kink, dont @ me!! cha//se would get SUPER dominate when you ask him to cum in you!!!!!!

OWO U RIGHT ANON --mod ghostie

also again, this is female aligned reader, will do a male or any other gender aligned if anyone asks!!

sorry if this isnt good, after not writing properly for a few days, im rusty ;w;

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Your back is cold against the bedroom wall, naked and clinging onto Chase above you. Your hips grinding against his thrusts, his cock hard, throbbing, into your cunt. Teasing the head of your clit as he holds you close. Just as tight as you held him.

“Fuck,” Chase smirks, kissing along your shoulder, his cock sinking back into your warmth, “you had no idea how badly I wanted to rip that dress of yours off all night. Just wanted to keep you all to myself...”

You look over to the trail of clothes you two left behind in your eager aroused states as soon as you got home from your dinner date. A few dirty words muttered here, a few tugs at his button up, and your dress dropping down at your ankles before Chase snapped. Kissing you deeply, gently, working you out of your lace panties with ease. 

“You’re so beautiful, God you’re so fucking perfect...” you remember Chase groaning, his tone much deeper than usual You remember his warm hands wandering from your breasts to your hips, desperation in his eyes..

...Well, you both started at the bed, but moved to the wall for a better position. Chase staring down at your body with an all familiar hungry lust in his eyes. The dim lighting of the bedroom seeming to highlight his very best features to you.

Your mind is soon rocked to the situation at hand. Chase breathing heavily down your neck. His voice just as low as before, “babe, fuck, please tell me you want me. Tell me you want to fuck me as badly as I want to fuck you, please babe--”

His free hand reaches up, tucking your hair behind your ear. Dim light cascading down your face. Chase’s cock throbbing deep inside you.

“I want you,” you finally mutter, gasping softly as Chase pulls his cock out of your cunt. The same hand from before reaching down, teasing along the sides of your clit. Your slick running down your trembling thighs, pleasure pulsing through you as the head of Chase’s cock stays inside. Whining, wanting to feel his shaft inside you once more, “I fucking need you Chase, I need to feel you close to me, I need to feel you inside me. Fuck, I...I even need you to cum inside me, please--”

A switch turns in Chase. 

His soft baby blues seem to lit with desire. The head of his cock inside you leaks more pre cum than before. His breathing now labored, as if gasping for air.

His accent is thick as he says your name, arousal and dominance dripping in his tone alone.

“You want that?” Chase sinks his cock back in, his fingers like magic on your clit, rubbing small circular motions, making your back arch up once more. Eyes closing shut in pleasure, your hips seeming to move on their own as he goes as deep as he can in you. “do you want me to cum inside you? Is that what my sweetheart wants?”

You nod, begging, his name like a prayer on your lips. His cock pulling back in and out, slow yet deep thrusts. Filling you up in the most perfect way possible.

“Because I can,” Chase groans. Gripping into your hip tightly. His motions on your clit carry more pressure than before. Your cunt gripping at him, pulling him in deeper than before. “I can cum inside your tight pussy. God, I can fill you up nicely with my hot white cum, you’d want that? God, if I don’t pull out this time, I can get you pregnant...”

That single damned word sends your body trembling. Mouth opened, moaning his name. His cock picking up in pace, fucking into you deep and fast. Skin slapping against skin, his own body tight against you, kissing along your neck and jaw.

You grab his hair, your legs tightening their grip around him. 

“I could fill you up, sweetheart. I could get you pregnant tonight...” Chase chuckles, His motions never letting up. Quick. Deep. Hard. Your own orgasm on the brink, whining at how close you are already.

“Chase, fuck...”

“We could be having a baby in a few months if I don’t pull out, sweetheart. God, my thick cock filling your pussy up nicely, feeling you spasm on my cock. Cumming as deep as I can, making sure not a fuckin’ drop leaves you...fuck, is that what you want, sweetheart? Do you want me to cum inside you? Do you wanna have a baby?”

His fingers never let up on your clit. So close...your mind clouded with arousal, lust, with the need to be filled up by Chase and Chase alone.

You nod your head, “please, Chase, do it, please cum--”

Your seems to pull him in, his thrusts as fast as he can go, your grip on him tight, your bodies snug against one another. Your breasts bouncing with each thrust in. Chase’s cock throbbing, pre cum dripping down your quivering cunt. 

“Cum with me, babe,” Chase gasps, “I won’t last, please, cum with me! Now! Please--!”

You didn’t need to be told twice. Your body shaking, eyes closing shut as Chase closes the distance between you two, kissing at your lips with the same desperation as before. His groans mixing with your moans as your tongues explore each other’s mouths. Your clit throbbing in Chase’s hold, finally moving away to touch at the outer lips of your cunt. 

Feeling Chase’s cock stiffen, then spurt inside you. Hot thick warmth spreading into you, deep against your cervix. Knowing there’s no going back, knowing he’s getting his fill just as much as you were. That single thought alone making you moan lightly. Feeling his cock continue to throb inside you with each pump of cum. Your inner muscles spasming around him. His cock keeping you wide open, leaving you no more than a satisfied mess as he pulls out halfway. Still massaging your outer lips. 

His grip softening, growling deeply as he pulls back. Muttering your name softly over and over. 

“...I love you, so much...”

You blush, reaching forward for one last kiss before Chase moves his hands from your hips and cunt, to under your ass, carrying you gently over to your shared bed. Pulling out before laying you down. Crawling up behind you, your bodies -- once heated with passion -- now settle together. Completely satisfied.

“I love you too, Chase...”

“...Round two later on?”

“Fuck yeah.”

“...Condom or no condom?”

“...You know what? Let’s just throw away what we have left.” Chase rubs at your belly as you giggle the last word, “I mean, we are trying for a baby, right?”

[peachy-inserts]

Hello may I ask for a scenario with yandere Shinsou with a deaf fem reader? Like reader has this stoic face most of the time but once she's comfortable with you or she all alone she's actually a pure cinnamon bun who just wants some cuddles and head pats. I guess you can call her a kuudere or something like that?? Thank youuu ☺️

*cracks knuckles* time to get back into touch with baby shinsou, except this time, deranged 

Yandere!Shinsou x Deaf, Fem Reader

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Shinsou was always the sadistic type. He loved to watch you suffer, put you through pain, and crush you beneath his foot just to pick you back up and be your big, strong man; a masochist ideology that guided him through life, and through your relationship. He would hurt you intentionally, most of the time unbeknownst to you, and then swoop in like a dove to carry you off under his wing - because what use was he if you didn’t need him?

He simply loved nothing more than you exploit your impairment, instilling fear from behind and as soon as you turned around, flashing his pity eyes and putting on a show of panic. Except it wasn’t a show.

Shinsou would routinely perform this exhibition of distress, and yet every single time he was actually scared for you after the damage had been done, because after all, you were his little darling; what real man wants to see his little darling worried? You were vulnerable. You needed him. Thankfully, he was here to remind you of that.

Oh, the world is so scary - there was no need for you to go out there alone, at least according to your overprotective boyfriend. He was right, though! You depended on him; the world is too dangerous for a lady as fragile as you. And yet, here you were, out in the wilderness of the city, all by your lonesome.

You just needed some laundry detergent; you had texted Shinsou several times that day before leaving, but after the sixth message with no answer you decided it was best to let him do his work. Oh, he was such a good hero! It made you giddy to think about such a brave, courageous man being your own personal defender. As the cashier scanned your items, you stood silent, neither smiling nor frowning, one hand nervously playing with the volume buttons on your phone, anxiously awaiting for a response from Shinsou, while the other one slid your wallet back into your purse.

Nodding your head to the cashier as thanks, and took your purchase and walked out onto the street, scrunching your nose in offense to the smog that covered the city like a woolen blanket. 

“Watch out!” Someone shouted from behind you; you were unaware, only noticing the slight change in the atmosphere around you. Paranoid to be out by yourself, no way of defense, your eyes darted from the right, the left, up and then down, round the back of your head and up into the skylines. Bam!

A young child, no older then eight at the very least, crashed into you, spinning around on his heels and then bouncing off the pavement. Startled, and anxious to begin with, you couldn’t stop yourself from shrieking as your knees gave out and the plastic shopping bag slipped out of your grasp. The detergent busted on impact, spilling all over the sidewalk. 

“I’m so sorry!” The child looked down at you in shock, not knowing what to do. You could read his lips well enough to have gathered what he said, though, and waved your hand in response. He insisted on helping you up, so you let him, all the while showing no emotion on your face; this must have scared him off, because after a few moments of confused staring he made haste back to his clearly disgruntled mother, who rested an infant on her hip and was shouting at the boy for being so reckless.

You watched the small family with a tinge of jealousy; how cute of a family would you guys be? Before you had time to daydream, you felt a tap at your shoulder. Whipping your head back, you saw a tall man of twenty something years, dressed in a pressed suit with polished shoes; a man of importance perhaps.

“Excuse me, ma’am” he pleaded. “I’m so sorry to bother you, but you see, I’ve broken down here, and...” he trailed off, and you could practically see the gears turning in his mind. “Well, I’ve only ever passed through this city once or twice, and my car’s dead. I have a meeting I really need to be at so, please-” he tilted his head ever so slightly as an innocent animal; what a sorry man, you felt bad for him. “I won’t ask to borrow your cellphone, it feels much too intrusive - I just need some change to call my boss at a payphone”.

You looked at him curiously, not knowing what to do; you pointed to your left ear and shook your head, trying to imply that you were deaf. You could make out only a few of his words; he was jittery, and spoke too fast for you to interpret through his lips.

“Ha...” the supposed businessman shuffled his hands around in his pockets. “I’m sure pretty girls like you get weirdos talking to you all the time, but baby I’m just some poor dude trying to get by. I’m a nice guy, promise, and you’ll probably never even see me again. So, come on - just give me a couple bucks and I’ll be out of your way”.

You opened your mouth as if to speak, but quickly shut it. What were you supposed to do? You had never been in such a situation before... what if something happened to you? Shinsou wasn’t there to protect you, after all, so it was very much a possibility. Looking tired and aggravated, the man huffed a couple times, still waiting for a response.

“Oh, come on!” he finally snapped, grabbing your wrist and pulling you closer to him. “Just give me your fucking money already!”.

Terrified, your pupils dilated, and your lips turned white from how taut they were. You made no attempts to pull away; that always ended poorly for you. Tears welled up in your eyes, but you refused to let them fall. Your emotions were for your boyfriend’s pleasure, not anybody else’s. This man did not deserve the satisfaction of having made you scared, either.

Suddenly, he released his grip, falling backward. You closed your eyes; but, then, another figure touched you again. Could they stop touching you? Carefully turning around, you were shocked to see your beloved Shinsou standing with you. Immediately, you flung yourself into his welcoming, protecting arms that held you tight. He was grimacing. Pulling back so that he could see your face, he tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, then wiping a stray tear from your cheek. 

It was hard to look him in the eye; he was mad, and although it wasn’t directed towards you, it was difficult to see him in a state of anger, hungry for revenge. 

Later, at home, he sat you down and stroked your cheek. God, he could look at you all day and never get tired of your face. You grinned from ear to ear, lighting his heart on fire and warming him in a way nobody else could. Your smile was only for him, and he was so incredibly honored to be the one and only that you could open up to. You were so sweet, tender, and precious. He’d do anything to make you happy.

Content, recovering from the fear of the day, you buried yourself under his neck. He knew you wouldn’t be able to hear you, but had to voice some things anyways. 

“Ah... I hope now you’ll know better. I’m so glad I was there to save you in time, but God knows what could have happened to you... if only I could hear you promise me to stay with me, that would be a blessing”. He ran his fingers up and down your spine. “You’re too frail to be out alone. Only I can make you happy”. You were truly happy with him; he was always there to lift you up when you were down, and loved him more than anything. He’d do anything to prove his love to you, too.

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Ok so ngl im not very proud of this i,,,, dont have a lot of experience w yandere types and wasnt really sure how to go about this but i really hope you liked it !!!

-mod Josie

[mysmedrabbles]

RFA + V and Saeran Reacting to MC Being a Male Idol

requested: by anonymous

a/n: know that throughout writing this whole thing i was imagining mc as being Taehyun from txt ,,,, also im just gonna pretend like most of korea isn't blatantly homophobic and instead focus on the fluff

like kpop? want more kpop rfa crossovers? donate here to keep me alive and able to work!

warnings: n/a

-tbh not fit enough to be an idol mod alex

Jumin

-frankly he has no idea who you are, so its pretty much from square one with him

-for a while until the two of you get fully used to being together, he actively avoids looking up who you are,,, he wants to know you as you and nothing else

-eventually of course, curiosity gets the better of him and he does look you up on YouTube

-he can’t help but admit you’re extremely talented, the cinematography, of course excellent... but he cant stop focusing on the way you move, strong legs propelling you forward, baggy shirt failing to hide defined muscles, cocky smile as you rap your lines, hair sw- jumin no. jumin yes

-jumin han does gay

-your music style isn’t his favorite, preferring the smooth sound of bow grazing softly on violin strings as opposed to softcore rap, but the songs are catchy, he’ll give you that

-he supports you of course, and secretly buys all your merch

-jumins main issue was with how popular you were, not (only) out of a place of timid jealousy, but also because it made going places so much harder, and your manager was even worse, constantly yelling at you and demanding you practice more

-you always come home from practice exhausted, collapsing into your husbands arms as you curl up under his solid embrace, savoring the few minutes you had of complete and utter freedom.

-highly disgruntled when you have to go on tour

-tries his best to accompany you on tour, scheduling meetings with people he needed to have meetings with anyway nearby where you were performing just to get a few more hours with you

Jaehee

-supportive! she’ll never admit it, but she listens to your music on her way to work, it helps her wake up and feel cheery for the new day, getting her pumped and ready

-yes she owns all your albums

-loves you a l m o s t as much as she loves zen

-she visits you during practice, unable to stop herself from ogling at the way you move so gracefully, yet holding yourself with so much power as you dance

-she lets it slip that you’re not her bias, however if it makes you feel any better you are her bias wrecker

-yes she has a favourite photoshoot of yours and yes she does have a small folder in her gallery dedicated to photos that she deems make her want to cry

-she gets along really well with the rest of the members, and they always invite her with you guys to hang out after work, going together to get Bulgogi or Samgyeopsal

Yoosung

-in awe

-in love

-he’s not generally one for your style of music but seeing you and your group perform, he falls in love almost instantly, bingeing on all your videos, eyes focused on you in every MV, every interview,, he’s so proud of his boyfriend!!

-hes always singing your songs under his breath, albeit badly, but its funny to hear him mumbling incoherent melodies as he’s cooking, especially when you sneak up behind him and attack him in a hug, making is voice squeak out in surprise 

-constantly bragging to his friends that his boyfriend is an idol!! (assuming you’re in like,,, JinHit or something where you're,, allowed to openly date)

-he’s in the front row of every single show you go to! proudly wearing your merch and calling out your name like any other fanboy, so excited and proud of how far you’ve come

-he likes coming to the studio and watching you and the other members rehearse

-often times when you’re working late he’ll come with food in hand, refusing to leave until you eat and take a break. even then he doesnt leave, instead, determined, he waits for you to finish your work, but ultimately falling asleep on the couch behind you

Seven

- “STREAM (group name)’S NEW SINGLE  CROWN PIANO!!!!”

-wdym join the amino? seven Created your groups amino page

-he’s your number one fan, constantly applauding your work and keeping your spirits uplifted, often you’ll walk in on him watching dance tutorials of your choreography, messing around and trying to learn certain moves

-he grins so widely when you walk in, watching him goof off from the doorway, completely in love with the boy in front of you

-pulls you in the room, music still blasting on high as you dance spasmodically together, no a care in the world, just you, him and the 10 CCTV cameras

-while he’s working, muttering numbers and words foreign to you, you’re right there next to him muttering song lyrics and melodies, composing music and bits, guitar riffs and lyrics

-every once in a while when you want his opinion on something, you just unplug his headphones from his laptop and plug it into yours staring at him intently until he gives feedback

-10/10 will hack into your schedule (at JinHit) if you seem more exhausted than usual, giving you more days to rest and recover from any injuries you may have received the days before in practice

-he has attended every single one of your meet n greets, until at some point he became something of a cryptid on the internet, no one knowing who the man with the red hair and funky glasses is any why he’s always with you

-they're gay Steven

Zen

-P-O-W-E-R-C-O-U-P-L-E

-not only are you the hottest couple in Korea, but also undoubtedly the most committed to their work, and yet somehow both of you maintain a stable relationship

-it takes a lot of communication seeing as you both have hectic work lives, but both you and Zen have a schedule where both of you finish work around the same time, him generally finishing a bit earlier, then coming to your studio to pick you up and go home together, then spending the rest of your time together

- “mc please teach me the choreo to your new dance!!!!!”

-he purposefully fails, just as an excuse to make you touch him, readjust his arms, hold his hips as you show him the right way to do something

-having extensive skincare routines together and working out constantly, him putting emphasis on how you need to stay healthy and gorgeous

-casually dropping his name in interviews and everyone goes insane, best crossover of the century

V

-another power couple

-your instagram is filled with stunning photos of the two of you because of him, having the cutest photoshoots together

-such a supportive bean! he loves your dedication to your work, and how hard you’re always practicing

-he’s never really heard of your group, but he has a nice appreciation of your music, what really gets him is how expertly crafted your music videos are

-he’s not sure how to really react to your fame, but the steadily increasing amount of bodyguards around the two of you might be one way to cope

-since he’s a freelancer he can generally come with you wherever you go for tours and interviews, and because of this he’s had quite the increase of fame, getting new perspectives and ideas for new photographic series

-he gets v e r y clingy when you come home from practice late, this whole ass 5′10 man curling up next to you, burying his head in your chest, and with your arms having no where else to go except for go around him, you earn a small whimper from V, his hands clinging onto your shirt as you feel all the tension and stress leave his body

-please dont leave your husband alone for so long

-overall he’s just extraordinarily proud of you, because he knows how hard it is to stay relevant and survive in the any korean industry, but especially entertainment and music

Saeran

-hates when you go on tour

-cant help but admit he likes your music

-but hates tour 

-shy bean when he remembers he’s married to one of the top Kings of Kpop, and always wondering if he’s enough for you

-at one point he got so frustrated at the fact that it’d been exactly 46 days since he’d last seen you, and the constant string of thirst everyone showed for HIS husband on social media got to him so much that he shows up at the airport where hundreds of screaming fangirls await. your bodyguards recognize him immediately and let him through.

-he promptly takes your arm as he drags you back and away into the plane, pressing you up against the wall as he kisses you intensely, bottled up frustration exploding in passion, leaving the fans very confused as to why someone kidnapped you again

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Oh! I have an idea if you dont mind. Saeran, unknown and Ray with an MC who has a really high pain tolerance? Like, they could have a huge cut on their leg or smt and not even realize it until someone points it out and even when they do shes just like "oh i do... huh." (Sorry if the request is a little odd T^T)

I don’t think it’s all that weird, anon. I don’t really react when I get hurt or anything, either, I just kinda go, “oh, well, time to die.” lol 

Ray + Unknown + Saeran w/ an MC with high pain tolerance. 

Ray

“Um… Oh, goodness, Y/N. You’ve got a cut on your hand. I knew I shouldn’t have let you help me out here, I don’t want your hands to wind up like mine.”

You glanced down at your hands. 

Sure enough, he was right, there were the telltale signs of a cut across the top of your hand. You hadn’t even noticed that something had nicked you, no would you have noticed if Ray hadn’t said anything to you, or at least until the two of you had finished what you were doing. You had really wanted to spend some time with him, and when he mentioned that he had desperately wanted to go to the gardens- 

how could you have said no to that? 

“Y/N?” he repeated himself, worriedly. 

“Jeez, I didn’t even notice, Ray. Haha, s'okay, I don’t really notice things like this anymore when they happen. It doesn’t even hurt. I kind of have a high tolerance for pain.” You smiled at him, reassuringly. “I wouldn’t have even known until later if you hadn’t said anything. It’s alright, I don’t really feel it.” 

You moved to brush some of the dirt and blood away. 

Ray had noticed a few things were out of order and he instinctually wanted to make everything look nice for you! Of course, you weren’t the type to let anyone do something without lending a hand.

In the midst of helping him, you must have brushed against a patch of briars. It wasn’t impossible, just the quickest answer that you could reach as you wracked your brain for answers for how you had gotten hurt this time. If anything, you kind of wanted to make yourself feel a little more independent than the soft princess Ray had been convinced you were. 

So much for that.

There was a small frown on Ray’s face. He shook his head, mumbling underneath his breath, “No, no, this isn’t how this should be.”

“Ray?” 

“Y/N,” he said suddenly, catching you off guard. 

“Um, yes?” 

“Let me take of that for you.” His green eyes met yours for a moment but like usual, his gaze dropped to the side, or to the ground immediately after his courage had died down. “Please? I’m the one that got you hurt in the first place so I need to take responsibility for this and make sure that you’re okay. I’m sorry, Y/N. Please, let me do this for you and then I’ll be off for the night.” 

You stared for a minute and then shook your head. “It’s not your fault, Ray, I did this to myself, I’m just kind of clumsy. I’ve told you that before so don’t blame yourself for it.” 

He was quiet. 

Often as he was when he thought he caused something bad to happen, and you knew that he was internally blaming himself no matter what you tried to tell him. Which was a shame, because he didn’t deserve to be kicked like that. He did help you get patched back up, but he was nonverbal, and only apologized once again when he was done covering your hand.

“Thank you, Ray,” you told him. 

“…You’re welcome, Y/N,” he mumbled.  

“I mean it. You didn’t have to touch this up for me. I usually don’t do much when I get hurt besides try to clean it up and ignore it if it aches at all and I can feel it. Anyways, haha, it’s really nice to have someone around that cares about me enough to do this, you know?” 

That seemingly perked up his mood a lot. 

His face was flush and he couldn’t look you in the eyes. “I’m... I’m... thank you for saying so.” 

Unknown

“What the fuck? Do you realize you’re bleeding like a waterfall right now? You’re such a careless dumbass, I can’t leave you alone for five minutes before otherwise you trip and knock your head the fuck open on a damn counter. Are you trying to piss me off, or are you really this dense? I honestly don’t even fucking know.”

You blinked.

Sure enough, you looked down and saw the familiar trickle of the red stuff on your arm. How had that happened, anyway? “Oh, looks like I did hurt myself. I guess you’re right,” you said. “I didn’t even notice that I had done it.” 

His eyebrow twitched. “How in the hell did you not notice something that big?”

Well, that was a complicated answer! You hadn’t meant to cause any trouble for him but it seemed like he wasn’t going to budge until you gave him an answer. You hadn’t even thought that you had done anything but it seemed as though your high pain tolerance had caused you some trouble, your body wasn’t immune to pain but it took a lot before you cried or had to take care of something.

It took a lot out of you to make sure that everything was in order in this mess of a room that he called a workplace. You must have hurt yourself tripping over your own two legs at some point and hadn’t even noticed that it had happened. 

“Well,” you started to explain with a weak laugh. “I kind of am immune to pain, it takes a lot for me to feel anything.” 

“Ugh.”

Before you could say anything to get him to elaborate on his sudden attitude, he took you by the hand. You didn’t even wince when Unknown grabbed you by the wrist and carted you away to the bathroom. He didn’t say anything to you, he just took care of your injury and dressed it without a single grunt or complaint, which was rather odd for him, but you weren’t the type to complain about that. 

When he was done, he let go of your limb and took back to examine it. It seemed like he was pretty good at that. You wondered why that was, but it was better not to press him for answers. You had learned that the hard way long ago. 

“Thanks,” you whispered. 

His hardened gaze didn’t waver in spite of those polite words. He just kept that tough stance. “…Just don’t go and do it again, I won’t waste my time on someone who can’t take care of their damn self.” 

The fact of the fact was that he probably would take of it if you didn’t do something again. He said that he wanted people to take care of themselves but he got pissed if they didn’t do it fast and the right way in his eyes. 

However, you weren’t going to say anything about that. 

You just nodded. 

Saeran

“Hey,” he gently chastised. “You’ve gone and hurt yourself. ”

You looked at your leg where you had managed to trip over your own two feet and get a small gash. 

You had thought nothing of it when you were cleaning but now that Saeran pointed it out, it appeared as though you did had a small injury. Well, this was embarrassing.

You patted down the cut and pressed to stop some of the bleeding from seeping any further out of your body; It was nearly dried up but in need of some cleaning. There was a sheepish smile that crossed your lips as you laughed this observation away as if it were nothing more than a small problem.  

You laughed, a little bit embarrassed that he had noticed that you had hurt yourself way before you ever would have. “Oh, I didn’t even notice that, Saeran. Jeez, it’s really bad this time, isn’t it? I really need to start paying more attention to myself before I really wind up getting hurt like this. I’ll go and take care of it, now.”

The look in his eyes was exasperated, as was the worried sigh that left his lips. It was one of those kinds of looks that seemed to say with one single glance: What am I going to do with you?

It had only been a nice day for both of you. That was something that the both of you were due by a long mile as the past few months had been so hectic and chaotic more than a few reasons that could be listed and counted on your fingers. There had been no worries or concerns, but here you had gone and managed to make a mess of yourself and you couldn’t even recall how it had happened this time around. 

Typical, this was the price that you paid for having such immunity to pain and its feelings. 

“C’mon, I’ll help you take care of it, Y/N,” he said. 

You tried to wave him off. It wasn’t exactly pretty and you doubted that he had the stomach for this stuff anymore being so far disconnected from that turmoil. This had the tendency of happening sometimes and you usually took care of it before Saeran could even say something about it. It was normal for you to have bumps and bruises, you just told him you were super clumsy. “I can fix it myself, you know? This sort of thing just kind of happens sometimes. It’s no big deal.” 

“Y/N,” Saeran repeated himself in that familiar tone. He didn’t have to say it. You knew what he was getting at. This relationship was a partnership, even with some of the less conventional and soft things. You didn’t have to walk around eggshells around him; Nor should you have felt the like you had to do the same for him. 

“Alright, alright. I’ll concede. You win.” You smiled, giving him your hand. He helped you get cleaned up within a couple of minutes, and once that was taken care of, it was all spic and span. You were just dinged up a bit, no more than usual, that is. 

“You really should be more careful,” Saeran warned. “I’m more than happy to take care of you when you get hurt, but I hate to see it happen in the first place, Y/N.” 

“Mhm, yeah, I thought that’s what you’d said, I just didn’t want to worry you about nothing, because this just happens sometimes,” you nodded, leaning up to brush your lips against his cheek. “I’ll try to not hide it from you when I do get some bumps and bruises from now on.” 

“It’s not nothing,” he reminded you, “Your feelings and what you’re dealing with is always important, not to just you, but to me as well. So, please, let me into your heart a little more.” 

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M and mod :3€

(( aosdjfhuOSUHFVIHUAIDFVNUr     W E E PS ))

–Shops for groceries

together! i sneak stuff like hostess cupcakes and stuff into the cart :3 huehehehehe

–Kills spiders

uuuuuuhh not sure, but i generally leave em alone unless theyre In My Space then they gotta die

–Comes home drunk at 3am

mmmmmmmmmmneither??

–Makes breakfast

oof probably M, i usually dont get Out of bed before like,, 10 if i can help it, no way im gettin up early enough to meaningfully do somethin like that,, and hes,, Lowkey- Highkey the Best

–Remembers to feed the fish

both

–Decorates the apartment

probably me simply cuz i have so many posters and random junk

–Initiates duets

this would go one of two ways

1- id start singing something intended for two people but before i could start the other part hed come in like a friggin Champ (sO B S ;;;;u;;;;)

2- hed start singing something and id subconsciously come in with the harmony

–Falls asleep first

hhhhhhhhhh me ;u;

[badly-drawn-ironstrange]

MOD RANT

It’s supposed to say 16-17 y/o Peter but whatever he’s still a minor also it’s supposed to say ‘& 48 y/o Tony is bad but whatever

48 y/o Peter x 48 y/o Tony?? Okay, Sure I guess. Not my cup of tea but eh, I won’t hate ya for it. 16-17 y/o Peter x 16-17 y/o Tony?? Great, Good for you,, Again not my cup of tea but whatever, Your ship not mine. But 16-17 y/o fckin Peter x 48 y/o fckin Tony??? Take some fresh air and rethink your life choices????Honesty??????? All I ask is for y’all St*rker shippers to stay away from me, It ain’t that hard. ‘BUT INKY WHY DONT U JUST IGNORE THEM SBDHASBHDBHSD DUMBASS BIC H OWO’ ???? I do??? I ignore St*rker shit on my dashboard or on someone’s blog??? I don’t come to St*rker Shippers Inbox’s and yell at them??? But how bout THEY don’t come to MY inbox and yell at me???? Especially the age gap St*rker shippers?????????? 

???? ‘DJAHSDBAHSD LEAVE THEM ALONE!!11!! >A<’ Sure man, I’ll leave a person who ships an old ass guy w/ a teenager,, Sure I’ll let them draw porn bout an old man and a teen,, SURE I MEAN IT’S TOTALLY N O T  WRONG BC IT’S JUST ‘FICTIONAL CHARATCERS’ AND I SHOULD LET PPL HAVE THEIR FUN UWU

SUMMARY: 16-17 y/o Parker x 48 y/o Stark is like; 16-17 y/o teen x Batman (Who’s like idk way fckin old) UWU TOTAL ROMANCE LAWL,, = MINOR X MAJOR,, dnasjdn Bls just,, Stay away from me if you ship St*rker or any MAJOR x MINOR shi p,,, Bls that’s ALL i’m askin g,, Be a decent human being and understand I feel UNCOMFORTABLE w/ that shi p,, Ty -Mod Inkster

Also fyi; Tony is indeed forty-fckin-eight,, Don’t believe me? Here’s evidence you nut,,

FYI Peter is either 16 or 17,, HERE’S EVIDENCE YOU NUT,,

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Ooooo this seems fun XD My tsukipro babies are getting more love now im so happy TwT Could i request hcs for solids and quells ideal s/o? (If its too much, you can always split it into separate posts, i dont mind) P.s. wish you admins the best of luck running this blog!! ^^

Hello! Mods are also so very happy our precious babies are getting more love~ Thank you so much, we’ll do our best!!Of course you can request for my (mod nana’s) SQ boys~!

We’ll make an exception this time but the rules clearly state the max is 5 characters for headcanons, this includes requesting for units as a whole as well (i.e. requesting for SolidS already = 4 characters so you can only request for one more character) so please keep that in mind for future requests! It’s fine to send in more than one ask but please keep them within the character request limit.

Since Vol. 4 already mentions a bit about the SolidS’ boys’ preferred types, I’m going to expand a little on that for some of these - mod nana

SOLIDS

Takamura Shiki

Confidence is key when wanting to impress Darling

Someone that can keep up with him but is also notafraid to stand their ground.

Someone who’s good at taking care of otherswould certainly catch his eye, especially if they’re not afraid to be strictand scold him when he’s pushing his limits.

“Shiki go to sleep.”

“Sleep is for the weak.”

“Shiki go to sleep right now or so help me, I’mgonna pull the plug off the monitor.”

He’d like someone with a good head on theirshoulders, who thinks logically and overcomes situations with grace.

His s/o would have to be pretty independent.They should be able to go places and do things by themselves since he mostlikely won’t be around most of the time. (But he’ll def more than make up forit when he gets the chance)

Anyone that can deal with SoliRadi!Shiki hasboth my blessings and condolences.

He’s also not all that big on PDA so don’texpect anything much other than maybe holding hands.

His s/o needs to understandand be okay with the fact that he won’t be very vocal about his affections sowhile he might not say “I love you” all that often, they should know he verymuch means it during the times he does.

Someone who’s passionate about something! No matter what it is, as long as it’s something they love and have a goal they’re working hard for, it would definitely catch his heart.

Okui Tsubasa

Honey wants someone that’ll give him attention and isjust fun to be around. Ifthey’re older, he’d probably like it if they spoiled him a little.

Again, confidence is key! But so is playing alittle hard to get, he likes the chase.

This shameless bitch boy does not shyaway from affection so be prepared to suddenly make out in the middle of a busystreet in broad daylight. Of course, he wouldn’t mind an s/o that’s shy aboutPDA (he’d even find it cute) but if they’re too shy then he’ll most likely getbored.

While he loves teasing his s/o, he’d love iteven more if they’re able to turn the tables or pull the rug from underneathhim, so a quick wit would really get his heart racing. He loves people that cankeep him on his toes!

The outgoing, social type would catch his eye in a heartbeat. He will tend to get jealous pretty easily if his s/oacts a little too close towards other people though.

Being fashion forward would be a big plus. He’d love to go shopping—even just window shopping—and look atdifferent kinds of clothes, accessories, etc. together or exchange opinions on styles

He’s the type to hide his insecurities behind his cheeky attitude and work hard behind the scenes so someone that can see through that andconfront him about it in private, or silently watch over him to make sure hedoesn’t get too in over his head would definitely hold a special place in hisheart.

Sera Rikka

Since he’s the mom, always taking care of others, he definitely needs someone that’ll take care of him.

Someone that he can act selfish around and is willing to spoil him when he needs it.

Someone that carries themselves well and has a graceful air about them would definitely turn his head.

While he is a model and an idol, his s/o doesn’t necessarily need to be fashion forward but it would be a plus point. Even if they don’t know much about fashion trends and whatnot, Rikka would probably just end up teaching them about it or help out in coordinating outfits.

Please cook for him or together with him. He will love that so so much.

He’s always keeping an eye on those around him, the type that wants to avoid stepping on anyone’s toes so someone that’ll take the initiative to ask him what he wants for once would really leave an impression on his heart.

He’d be pretty professional when out in public so PDA would most likely be just holding hands, maybe a kiss or two. He’d love an s/o that’d surprise him with quick pecks on the cheek or just random hugs.

Murase Dai

He’s a very quiet person so someone that’s comfortable with that. He’d really appreciate someone who doesn’t mind passing the time with comfortable silence.

While his s/o themselves can be talkative, he’d like it if they understand that he won’t have a comment or reply for every single thing.

Someone who’s willing to buy desserts on his behalf. Or even make them for him.

He’s a very shy person so his s/o needs to be patient enough to let him slowly get used to showing affections and initiate things.

PDA would be little to none, at least at first. Maybe holding hands? (but he’ll be blushing the whole time.) So someone that’s okay with that.

Since he’s always treated as the little brother of the group, he’d appreciate someone that’s willing to rely on him from time to time.

He’s too shy to ask for things like hugs and kisses so someone that gets the message even without him having to explicitly say it. Please cuddle with this tsundere puppy.

QUELL

Izumi Shu

He’d love someone that has a gentle aura around them, someone he can be comfortable around without the need for words.

Since he lost his mother at an early age, he’d probably be drawn to someone motherly.

Like Shiki, he’s also very busy and won’t be around much so an s/o that understands that work takes up most of his time and is willing to watch over him.

He tends to take a lot of things upon himself so someone that pulls him aside and makes him talk about his worries and reminds him that he is not alone and doesn’t need to do everything by himself.

Someone that just really helps him relax and keeps him grounded. Makes him take a nap or takes him out somewhere to clear his head and just makes him talk about stuff and give their advice.

Someone that reminds him that he is loved. Shower this man with love and affection, he deserves it SO much ; w ;

He’s a fairly affectionate person but more so in private so an s/o that’ll kiss him silly when he needs an energizer and surprises him with kisses and cuddles.

Horimiya Eichi

He doesn’t really have a type as such. Just someone that’s fun to be around and enjoys his company.

He’s a rather active person so an s/o that can keep up with his energy. Someone that’ll take a stroll with him or go on outdoor adventures together.

Being as obsessed with taking photos/videos as Eichi is (he was an AD after all), his s/o needs to be comfortable enough to let him do that. Lots of selfies and dumb videos. Of course it’s perfectly alright to be a little camera shy! He’d never make someone do something they don’t want to.

An s/o that loves cuddling and hugging. Be warned though: once he has you in his arms, he’ll never let you go.

Someone that can remind him to take it down a notch when he puts too much on his plate as Quell’s mom and an idol. He’s always taking care of the others so his s/o should remind him that he deserves to be taken care of as well.

An s/o that can cook! Please make him a home-cooked meal, he’ll be on cloud nine.

He’d find it really hard not to show PDA. “His s/o is just so cute he wants to kiss them right then and there!”—a person that’s a little shy about that but still returns his feelings.

Kuga Issei

He would be drawn to the motherly type, but would also be attracted to a bright, outgoing person.

Being the quiet boy he is, he would like to be with someone that can help him break out of his shell—even just a little. The kind of person that can take him by the hand and show him new experiences.

Like Dai, he would also like someone that’s comfortable with his quietness.

Of course an s/o that cares for and gets along with Ichiru is a must!

He’s still learning how to be a proper idol and be more social so someone that he can lean on for support and can give him advice. Someone he feels comfortable sharing his worries with.

Because Issei often gets taken care of by Ichiru as well as by Shu and Eichi, he’d like an s/o that sees that he can be reliable as well. He is a big brother after all!

As far as PDA goes, he doesn’t particularly mind as long as his s/o is okay with it but he would rather do things like kissing in private. He doesn’t want someone that’ll smother him with affection though. Sometimes taking it slow is fine, isn’t it?

His s/o should also understand that he does things at his own pace. He’ll properly tell them his feelings when he does.

Kuga Ichiru

He would also be attracted to the motherly type, a shy person but one who isn’t afraid to speak their mind when they need to. He’d probably have similar tastes as his brother.

At the same time, an s/o that’s not afraid to bite back would definitely give him a run for his money!

Someone that can keep him grounded. He tends to leap before he looks and often loses himself to his emotions, so his s/o should be able to reel him back in and firmly reprimand him when he goes too far.

He’s a bigger tsundere than Dai so patience and the ability to laugh off his (often unintended) harsh words will go a long way. Someone that understands that he’s not exactly the best at honestly expressing his feelings when he’s flustered.

His s/o should also be respecting and accepting of the fact that Issei will often take more priority than anything else.

He would instantly fall for someone that gets along well with both him and Issei.

Again, he’s a tsundere so his s/o should be prepared to get yelled at for surprising him with a sudden display of affection.

“I-Idiot! Wh-What do you think you’re doing?!”

“I’m just holding your hand. You don’t want to?”

“Hmph! I-It’s not like I like doing this or anything…”

His blush and tightening grip say otherwise.

He doesn’t want an s/o that constantly spoils him or dotes on him. Just because he’s the youngest of the group does not make him any less reliable!