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needed this 🧡
#mine#calming#future me might regret this#but current me doesn’t#wasn’t going to let this little headcold stop me from being out in the weirdly warm weather today#almost normal now tho huh?#sad lol#when we first got to this area there was fog coming in off the water#was insanely sunny though and my phone/camera wasn’t picking it up right#it’s okay tho#I got that mental image forever now#was nice being by the water#I missed her#sunset#ocean#video
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*clasps your shoulders gently and looks you straight in the eye*
Keferon. Please read Ninth by Kyn on AO3. I think you would love it very much. It has a large chapter count, but don't be intimidated, it's very easy to get into. It is currently unfinished, but is being updated regularly.
You are the seventh person that recommended this fic to me so ahahahaha yeah
I’m doing great Help I hate some parts of it but I love the other parts I’m spinning in the blender
…..I made the moodboard….
#chapter 37#of 120 or something#I must be like 90k words in haha#large word count is not an intimidation. It’s an invitation haha#I love the fics that I can’t read in just one hour:)#I gotta say I don’t enjoy the concept of making robots into organic life#it’s just my preference#seeing them as humans or animals or whatever feels so fucking wrong#the concept itself drives me off#like. Strongly#But at the same time. This fic isn’t about them being ‘haha cute organics’#it’s ‘oh god. I was turned into something I’m not’#instead of teeheee they’re fluffy#it’s please free me from this fucking nightmare. please let me be myself again.#idk how to explain. I resonate I guess#it often feels very disturbing but the characters are also disturbed#So now I’m kind of stuck reading this fic because I just can’t stop lol#just politely skipping the parts that make me too uncomfortable#also#the body horror is….damn. Impressive. I didn’t expect to read about grotesque fleshy creature turning itself inside out#it’s not even aesthetic or symbolic#it literally looks like a fucking nightmare. Which is impressive also.#the flesh is g r o s s#the beginning got me struggling and skipping#but the intermission is currently ruining my sleep schedule#oh fuck….I usually send my posts to the authors of the fics I read…..but I feel like I might offend the author of Ninth if do this……..#there’s a tiny chance they’re following me….if it’s true then I wanna tell I’m sorry pls don’t take this seriously#your fic got me waay out of my comfort zone#huge points for writing Ratchet. Drift in this fic is…the grossest fucking thing I could probably imagine but Ratchet doesn’t even hesitate#he helps him and he cares for him. Which is…..imma be real my first instinct would be to set Drift on fire to end his misery
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Attempting to get the beast used to a dental hygiene routine is… well, it’s going.
(She stayed that way for a solid 8 seconds despite hating being held belly up so I think it’s safe to say that Mim is not beating the ‘tiny speaker playing elevator music instead of a brain’ allegations any time soon.)
#cecil blogs her life#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#Mim the cat#cats on tumblr#cat art#comics#black cats#she’s actually pretty good about it normally - like she doesn’t enjoy it but she lets me do it without too many complaints#ofc I make sure to do it as quickly as possible and give her lots of dental friendly rewards lmao#she’s currently sleeping on top of me so I think I’m forgiven#I don’t believe she has any current dental issues so it’s mostly preventative#esp bc we don’t know exactly how old she is or what her life was like before I adopted her#this is probably seven different kinds of heretical but anyway#shout out to Tom my childhood priest who once told me not to take the bible literally after I asked him where the dinos were supposed to#fit into genesis. incredible. anyway I’m a non believing heathen now so meh#who cares#these tags are a RIDE wtf cecil
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eldest daughter behavior
#he just like me fr#can you tell that I used to be an osomatsu kinnie#osomatsu san is like an old wound I got from the war that’s healed but still acts up during dubious employment periods#yes I am currently job hunting why do you ask#digital art#my art#osomatsu matsuno#osomatsu san#mr osomatsu#actually no I don’t think he deserves the Mr title there’s too much respect behind that#why do I feel like his English name would be some shit like craig#I’ve only ever cosplayed once in my life and it was this fucker#I still have the bowlcut wig buried deep in my desk and it whispers to me like the green goblin mask#also I bought a surprisingly really high quality hoodie cosplay it’s very good for cold winter days#but it has a giant pine logo smack dab in the middle so it’s like wearing a sign that says bullied in highschool in public#who says watching osmtsan doesn’t do any good?#I watched two episodes the other day and immediately went on indeed and applied for another job thanks king 👍#hello to like the ten other matsuno fans still on here#I’m literally neeting it up at home right now#my friend says I’m doing better than them cuz I got my degree tho so I’m holding on so hard onto that 👊👊👊
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actual life goal is forcing spirkers to acknowledge bones at all
#the number of times i’ve just barely held myself back from going ‘hey u do realise there is a Man inches from them right’#u don’t even need to ship mcspirk i just need u to acknowledge that he exists and he is there and he is spirk’s closest friend#like god y’all see the fucking camping trip and it’s just ‘oh look spirk’ bitch what. what.#anyway current urge is to literally make a museum-style things just showing off Bones but i might actually make an online archive#simply because he gets so terribly ignored and not just by the fandom either#like why does paramount do so much with the fucking GORN but doesn’t touch bones. why do star trek analyses look at spirk#and not at my guy who is there for damn near all of the stories. everyone i speak to irl who knows star trek has at least once looked at me#and asked who tf i was talking about when i said bones was my favourite. how do people not know who he is.#star trek#bones mccoy#leonard mccoy#leonard 'bones' mccoy
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serious question: i’ve romanced emmrich, davrin, lucanis and am now currently romancing neve, but aside from the occasional affectionate “Trouble” from neve, emmrich seems to be the only one who gives rook pet names so far, which i find really odd?
i’ve lost count of how many times i’ve heard “Darling,” “Dearest,” “My dear,” and “My love,” whenever i swing by his quarters (and on one occasion after making a certain choice in a personal quest: “Flame of my heart”), which is beautiful, stunning, 100% putting the romance in necromancy, BUT i’ve not had any of the others do this?? they just look up at rook, give a general greeting 95% of the time and that’s it???
is emmrich really the only exception here who showers rook with pet names when romanced or is my game just bugged? 🤔
#this has literally been keeping me up at night#like it just doesn’t seem right that he’s literally the only LI who will greet rook like that#i know i still have taash harding and bellara to go but i have to admit i’m sceptical based off this current track record#veilguard#dragon age#da:vg#veilguard spoilers#dragon age the veilguard#emmrich volkarin#emmrich#laura plays#.txt
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Landed myself an interview at Starbucks about to fulfill my duty as a they/them and make the best coffee (guys I don’t even like coffee 😭)
#I’m not taking the job if it doesn’t pay me more than my current one#but that’s a low bar because I’m being payed minimum wage#come through for me Starbucks#also fuck Starbucks but it’s the only place I’ve applied to that has actually responded
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The fact that there’s a very real chance that we could get a fully voiced version of ‘Olive Tree’ with Jorge and Anna in an eventual cut saga of EPIC keeps me up at night,,,
WYFILWMA has already destroyed me I don’t think I’ll survive having Olive Tree too (please give it to me I need it more than I need air to breathe PLEASE)
#also we might get royal wisdom burst which could genuinely heal me#having an athena/ody/tele song is everything I’ve ever wanted and needed#like jay has said that olive tree RWB and king were finished songs before he rewrote them into the current saga#eueueueueueu jorge PLEASE#it doesn’t have to be super professional recordings like the other sagas have#I just need more anna as penelope and mico as telemachus eueueue#my post#epic#epic the musical#jorge rivera herrans#epic odysseus#epic penelope#epic odypen#epic the ithaca saga
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You wanna talk about House and Benny? Let’s talk about House and Benny. Let’s talk about how House says he saw Benny as a son figure ans a rightful successor to the strip. Let’s talk about how Benny was so charmed by House’s offer that he literally killed a man to get the position to agree to it. Let’s talk about how House was intentionally priming Benny and regrets not doing better, not for the wasted time but of Benny’s wasted potential, how it was misplaced. Let’s talk about how Benny didn’t question House’s leadership until the guy started going radio silent. Let’s talk about House and Benny:

#cause realistically Benny had to be of an age house could project a parental view on when they first met and combined with how impulsive and#short sighted Benny is with his planning and way of operating makes me think he’s not as old as people headcanon cause he was the leader#the chairmen for 7 years so you have to subtract that from his current age meaning he was even younger and more impressionable to house cuz#how else would house see him as a good candidate if his backstabbing was already a thing seeing as house was aware of his plan from the#start so since house projects and acts like a man ranged late 40s to 50s I’d say Benny is max 25-27 by game start so they met when he was#still a teen cause a theme in the game surrounding older npcs ins a resistance to change and of course someone still young and okay with#change would take an offer such as Houses eagerly along with the fact Benny seems like okay with sudden change actually considering him#giving you the reigns when he thinks his goose is cooked#but this is all to say there was def an unhealthy projection on house part on the role he wanted Benny to play that was likely controlling#and the sudden silence as he tried to acquire the chip would only make Benny more inclined to rebel especially since he is still young and#impressionable if we take he’s only in his mid 20s#and before someone says he doesn’t look it he acts like that and some characters are supposed to be 26 and 37 and I bet you guessed wrong on#who the first time#fallout#fallout new vegas#mr house fnv#robert edwin house#benny fnv#benny gecko
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The fires keeps spreading….please stop spreading 😭😭 winds please stop already 🙏🙏
Being surrounded by fires 😭😔 its getting me stressed and very concerned.
I’m going to stress reblog, if I’m more quiet today…that’s why.
Praying the winds die down and the fires get contained 🙏🙏🙏
#Hana rambles#currently updating my go bag#but the winds and the air conditions are really bad especially for my family#I’m extra worried because mom is 02 dependent and we have 02 tanks in the house#fire and 02??? do not mix 😭😭😭#there’s a fire that’s especially close by that has me edge#and I can feel my asthma already flaring fuck#we have a air purifier so that will help#but really hoping it doesn’t spread enough to evac#winds are supposed to die down tonight#god please please stop the winds 🙏🙏🙏#this is what I hate about my state#why haven’t they prepared for things like this??#why waste money on shit we don’t need or care for#we already lost power and all communications yesterday#won’t be surprised if that happens today too 😭😭😭
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real image of me thinking about jerma’s halloween vampire rp stream that was cancelled hours it was supposed to happen for the millionth time. it’s been months. I will never get over this I fear


#I keep thinking about it and it keeps making me SO SAD#if he didn’t do the name your price show at twitch con afew days prior he wouldn’t have gotten Sick and we would’ve had JERCULA#but he got ILL and we LOST IT ALL. we really did. god#it doesn’t help that my lockscreen is currently a jercula drawing that mic traded with me LMAOO I am mentally ill <333#sorry for ranting I go to bed now#jerma#thing
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I was going to write a little blurb about Oscar taking care of a sick reader, but the more I thought about it I realized that he’s the type of boyfriend who would buy you anything you need while sick but would under no circumstances get within 100 feet of you. He loves his partner but he is NOT getting sick.
#and that doesn’t make for a fun blurb to read or write#I also have been listening to Pyramids by Frank Ocean and hear me out: Oscar x stripper!reader#unfortunately I am incapacitated and unable to write currently but I have so many ideas#formula 1#oscar piastri
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Re: your Grayson apt post, I’d love to read it!! I love reading sick Tim haha! I can never get enough, and it never mattered to me whether or not it was plausible spleenless or not!! Sorry you get negative comments :(( but know there’s people out there that love your work!! Thank you for sharing your writing with us :D
I’m actually working on it right now!
#I figure I can use my current illness for good#and inflict it upon Timmy#and I appreciate it#❤️❤️#I know I shouldn’t let it get to me when people make comments about how unrealistic it is that Tim is sick all the time in the series#because I know the majority of them are meant in a joking way#like ‘lmao this kid has no immune system’#and some days I laugh too#it’s just other days when I’m feeling less secure about my writing that it gets to me#and makes me question if I’m overdoing it with the illness fics#and boring everyone#like intellectually I know it doesn’t matter because it’s my series and I can write whatever I want#but that doesn’t stop the second guessing on bad days#it’s something I’m trying to work on#just being okay with the fact I can’t please everyone#and that the people who like it will stay and the people who don’t will leave#and that’s the way it should be#im just rambling now#this is feverish motley you’re getting#I should stop posting on tumblr and go to bed
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hilarious to think if Buck and Eddie have a love confession and treat it like a “do not pass go, do not collect $200, straight to superhell” moment when in fact Eddie is moving one (1) time zone away
#gonna be so honest i don’t think i’m going to be convinced he’s leaving for good unless there’s a press release and/or exit interviews#like okay this is the storyline they’re mining for drama currently? doesn’t mean it’s going to stick. we won’t know until we know#so i won’t worry about it in the meantime#also look at me cracking at the first big spoiler whatever all my filtering couldn’t keep this one off my dash so i blame you guys 😄#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 abc#911 spoilers
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As someone who has far too much time on their hands I have waded through Ao3 and found some canon-complacent fics that do not assume that Jiang Cheng is a good brother, are not influenced by the untamed, and are hopefully to your tastes!
Our Feelings Remain Unchanged by Karmiya
When Wei Wuxian is resurrected with his original face, any plans to hide in plain sight as 'Mo Xuanyu' are ruined before they can ever begin. He soon runs into old faces, and finds that despite what he feared in his last days, Lan Wangji's feelings for him never changed; whatever they were in the first place.
I really like this author in general! All their fics are good but this is my favorite of them. It is not remaining in line with cannon because oh boy Wei Wuxian having the same face changes things starting with the fact that Sizhui recognizes him...
The Shade of Old Trees by Kryal
“We rest in the shade of trees our ancestors planted.” They called the man in the ice Yiling Laozu, after a folk hero associated with the town in the foothills of the mountains where he was found. No one expected him to be alive!
I believe you will appreciate this authors long footnotes. Also the historical details and world building is fascinating. They clearly put a lot of research into this.
this world (what I make of it) by glitteringmoonlight
The war had consequences. Once, a fully realized Avatar referred to one who had mastered all the elements and could go into the Avatar State. Now, that has changed. No one could master fire when there was no one to teach it, and people feared the abilities of a firebender too much to allow anyone, even the Avatar, to learn too much of it. Now, an Avatar was simply said to be fully realized when their instructors decided they had learnt enough. In which Lan Sizhui is the Avatar, but he cannot firebend, nor can he waterbend very well. That changes when his travels take him to Yiling.
The best avatar fusion fic I've read. No mentions of jc so far and Wei Wuxian currently remains a mysterious figure who is for sure not a bloodbender and definitely isn't in hiding.
A look back at the past (it's never like they lie) by Imnobody122
Jin Ling had always wanted to know his parents so when he heard rumors about a ghost forcing people to relive their earliest childhood memories he jumped at the chance. Things did not go according to plan. Instead he's stuck watching the childhood memories of Lan Sizhui and Jin Ling is forced to confront the truth the Sects lied about. The Yiling Laozu should not be good with children!
It's harder to get more canon complainant than when you are literally quoting the text. Don't worry the author makes no excuses for Jiang Cheng and this fic tears apart the rumors surrounding Wei Wuxian.
Return to Sender by Theasaurus_with_no_words
On yet another gray and eerie morning in the Burial Mounds, Wei Wuxian wakes up with his golden core back. It turns out he lost something else in the process. (Aka: Wei Wuxian's feelings towards certain people get erased. It changes things. Is it a curse, or a blessing in disguise? And can Wei Wuxian trust himself, his choices and his priorities, after losing a defining part of who he is?)
Wei Wuxian regains his golden core and loses his loyalty due to Jiang Cheng's ingratitude. This is not a bad trade.
I hope you like them and it is kind of depressing that this list only has five entries but oh well.
Some more mdzs fic recs if anyone is interested!
#mdzs asks#colorsunlikeanythingseen#I’ve read half of these#the others must be newer or unfinished (i usually don’t read unfinished things)#so thanks for the list!#there are way more authors and fics with canon dynamics than this#admiranda and rynne are two and still currently posting#like i said the problem is not so much that i can’t find good fics if i look#but the fact that i have to search so hard to find a fic that#doesn’t treat wwx’s abuse as valid and wwx as a terrible person#makes me uninterested in reading *any* mdzs fic#whether good or bad#i just kinda don’t care anymore
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I’m not really sure why people are (negatively) surprised there’s an event happening, the QSMP has been marching on for awhile now as they work on things behind the scenes. Whether its good or not, I don’t think it’s as shocking as people are making it out to be
Though would be nice if we could find out what the event even IS before getting up in arms about it
#qsmp#qadmin situation#qsmp neg#qsmp discourse#I feel neutral on it#like I said it doesn’t feel particularly shocking#given the QSMP is currently active#I can’t say I’d disagree with it being closed for a longer period of time#buuuut realistically I figured at some point they’d continue as things are worked on#it’s just a logic that makes sense to me
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