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happy points cuz im feeling like shit
made french toast this morning
im making a workout plan, v excited for gym
my cat is cute
#mine#happy points#screaming into the void time#🤡🤡🤡#im a clown#i mean i know neither of us are ready for anything#but the flirting was a joke#yikes#im still figuring out how to navigate the whole friendship#like see we sorta confessed our undying platonic love to each other#which is cute#but im a clown#its just a tiny part of the amount i care for them obvi#and thr lines between the real best friends trope the soulmate trope and literal lovers are nearly nonexistent in my head#so for my sanity and their comfort i have to take some distance#except. thats not very easy#i can do it thats not the issue#but they will get hurt#but also im hurt lmao#i did downplay it ngl i obviously didnt tell them im in literal love with them#partly for their comfort partly because i- how do you even say that to someone#that would be a great conversation like hey i would fucking die for you out of love#like hey i think about your hands and voice and mouth every night before i sleep because i love you#ha ha 🤡🤡🤡#nope#its overwhelming#i dont know how to navigate it#im not gonna flirt anymore obviously cuz it was like. it was way more real to me than it should have#but its funny in the most tragic way - THEY THOUGHT I WAS JUST BEING NICE??? BRO??? I TOLD YOU YOU'RE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL HUMAN#just kill me please i didnt ask for feelings
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to moving forward
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#satoru gojo#jjk manga spoilers#hina.comic#before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma#its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD#im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts#page 8 made me want to bash my head in#could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload#but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it#rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome#i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone#it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards#personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again#oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do
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transformers kitties + knockout <3
#im making like. designs#but i egh dont like em fully#also its 4 am again#and my wrist hurts…#< tags from last night lol#guys i HATEEE making character designs i cant design clothes for shit and yet…#tf#artists on tumblr#my art#transformers#doodles#transformers art#transformers fanart#maccadam#knockout#skywarp#thundercracker#starscream#b-127#bumblebee#elita one#elite trine#anyways i might die for a month (exagarration) bc my wrist hurts </3#i had a 10 day clip studio streak going#wnd yet my downfall was caused by writing notes LMAO#humanformers#warrior cats
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also i think if roleswap laios and canon laios met theyd immediately start fighting.
#canon laios would blurt out 'why do you look like our dad' and fisticuffs ensue.#shuro........ is a little more complicated#if canon shuro doesnt think too hard about it and just treats the other him like a stranger then theres no problem#on the other hand i imagine he holds himself to high standards and if he sees his other self doing things he considers improper or uncouth.#i imagine hed only speak up if he saw it happen A Lot like hed pull him aside like hey... what the fuck#thered be a bit of 'holy shit i woulda turned out like THAT??' on both sides#roleswap shuro would often get frustrated but i think hed understand that like. thats how the culture is like he lived it too#but i think similarly hed watch laios steamroll og shuro and eventually be like. DUDE. just say something#shorter fuse lmao. anyways still turning this AU over in my head#how much more forward can shuro be before hes unbelievably out of character...#and what if they switched universes!!!!#if laios switched. it would be immediately obvious something is up in the og universe but it may be chalked up to like#a weird mood..... though maybe the party starts to wonder 'hey... is it not possible this is a shapeshifter' 😭#but og laios in the roleswap universe...#tbh havent thought too hard on what the party dynamics in that universe might be like assuming all else is the same save for the roleswap#i imagine chilchuck would still get on alright as long as hes being paid upfront and laios is still attentive/ recognises his abilities#and limitations also. marcille................................... hmm#she might treat him more formally and be less close.... may perceive him as more threatening at first meeting#(in terms of like. 'taking falin away' i mean if that makes sense)#but well. u kno how in canon laios Does notice a lot of things about his companions and has a very pragmatic view that surprises them#and they dont tend to notice until he says it aloud because its often overlooked cos of his. everything else.#well. id imagine roleswap laios still notices things but simply would not say it aloud.#the party would also be like .. dude... did he hit his head#if SHURO swapped...................... well it depends when exactly it happened#i imagine it could be a bigger issue with the retainers#im losing steam cos my lower back hurt so bad adgfsdfg i cant get a good position on this chair#but for shuro himself i imagine it would be nightmarish lmao.#roleswap (henceforth RS) shuro would wake up as an adult with the retainers like. ??? was that all a dream?? did i never make it out#meanwhile og shuro ending up god knows where..........#if he ended up with the retainers again he might not immediately realise somethings amiss and try to act normally
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"Anyone who makes Astarion do the foursome/fivesome is a monster -" shut the fuck up.
He is the one who initiates it. At no point in the conversation did my Tav say that they wanted to do this, until Astarion was the one to suggest going for it.
Now, I as the player know that Astarion isn't going to have a great time here, that he will dissociate, and it'll probably end up as a shit experience in the end. But my character doesn't know that. All they know is that their partner is enthusiastically suggesting that he wants to do this, to reclaim a part of himself, that he wants to try and figure out his own desires after having them be cast aside for so long.
He assures you that he is up for this, that he'll leave if he grows truly uncomfortable. I (as the player) know that he won't, that he'll still go along with it even if he starts to grow uncomfortable, but my character? They're choosing to trust their partner in asserting his own boundaries and telling them if he's uncomfortable, if he needs to leave. To my character, telling him not to do this when he so clearly wants to try feels almost a little condescending.
You can even check in with him during the scene, asking him if he's alright.
To me, this isn't a scene in which one partner pressured the other to do this at all. It's a scene in which Astarion tried something, eager to experience all the pleasures that come with freedom and healing, and it didn't work out because 200 years of trauma and baggage don't just miraculously go away.
But he tried, and he chose to try, and supporting him in those choices matters, too.
#bg3 spoilers#bg3#astarion#baldur's gate 3#i have many feelings about this scene and people's reaction to it lmao#yes im also writing a oneshot about tav realizing he seemed like he wasnt fully there during the scene#and them talking about what they can do to help him recognize and voice his discomfort in scenes like these#obligatory “also hes not fucking real so its impossible to hurt his feelings”
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some of my fave bakugo fics in honour of bakuday 🥺 (most, if not all, of these are in ao3! which is why i'm listing them. other fave fics of mine that can be found on tumblr will be reblogged!)
you can find other bakugo fics i love in my tag: #katsu
i like to call myself wound but i will answer to knife - kirketeer enemies to lovers, requited unrequited love, kind of love triangle
surrender (whenever you're ready) - ofmermaids florist reader, canonverse, slowburn
on my way (to you) - ofmermaids 5+1, canonverse, time travel
and you take me the way i am - willowser assistant reader, slice of life, bakugo is bad at feelings
how to set fires - hawnks strangers to lovers, canonverse, food as love language
organic chemistry - kirketeer codependency and unlearning it, mutual pining, college au ish
here is my hand that will not harm you - natsuonii bodyguard au, mild violence, mentions of scars
in the dark of the morning, you promise me the sun - kirketeer character death (not the main characters), grief/mourning, slow burn
dry spell - willowser established relationship, semi-public sex, miscommunication
for auld lang syne - some-kindofgnome canonverse, near-death, drinking
you feel like home (you're like a dream come true) - willowser light angst, kind of exes to lovers?
i do not know if i should hold you or eat you - katsukiz hurt/comfort, soft sex
love to say this to your face: "i love you only" - willowser dragon king bakugo, arranged marriage, a little drunk
#these are the ones off the top of my head!!! tho i know there are a bajillion others i adore#most of the others i am also going to be reblogging!! these are just the ones i cant find here/know ive read from ao3!#so many writers have written bakugo so very beautifully#and there are so many fics of his that i adore and have reread so many times#im pretty sure ive cried reading each and every one of these lmao#the theme here is mostly hurt/comfort-y also#THERE IS ALSO SO MUCH WILLOW BC I INHALE WILLOW'S STUFF SDBGKL#fic recs#hbd katsuki!
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Fuuuck I don't want to draw backgrounds anyway why do I get randomly dizzy and see black spots . What's that about
#art#help how do i anatomy#pinetrikov#betty grof#golbetty#stanford pines#fionna and cake#cake the cat#adventure time simon#simon petrikov#adv time#gravity falls#gravity falls au#adventure time au#ford pines#crackship#kinda ? not rwally. i ship it. for real.#anyway i want you to know . i do not think simon could help ford. but hot sloppy makeout sesh couldn't hurt#ford is an asshole and that is why i like hem. i meam obv he can be kind but like. lets be real. he kinda sucks as a person lmao /LH#simon my beloved . simon my man with problems. wife guy.#im practicing drawing comics.#does it look ok?#also psosps pinekitrov girlies come eat. ive got more on the way#gravity falls art
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shitty comics day 2024
#shitty comics day#my art tag#comic#im so SO bad at phone draeing. also i was in a moving caf#car#we got home from KCC and i had like 10 anon hates in my inbox which was like saur funney after such a nice weekend with friends that i love#on me and my wifes 9th anniversary no less#like im surrounded by joy and people that i love that love me and some little strangers in the computer tried to hurt my feefees#by calling me fat. something that i love about myself#LOL#LMAO EVEN#they wish they were me with my friends and my ice creams
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I *may* have to take like a week or so away from online because (1) body recovery and not doing well and (2) patreon envalopes and monty pins the focus when im not in pain but i get like a handful done before i have to sit down and breath for 20 minutes and it takes so much longer i have like no time to write or art stream
but i dont want to >:( i wanna draw and write
#also a little why im not as active per usual#I HAVENT LOST INTEREST i am simply Hurting lmao#sara shush#chronic illness sucks
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fanart for what may be my favorite fic of all time, Running Behind by @asidian! here's prompto enjoying all the foods from the fic beacuse he deserves it <3
#ffxv#prompto argentum#final fantasy xv#final fantasy 15#im going to be wild in the tags here for a moment. this fic makes me CRRRRRRRAZZZZZZEYYYYYYYYYYYYY#like barking snarling yowling tearing up dirt with my hands taking bites out of the drywall#its like old at this point but every couple of years i remember it and im like well here i go again! and reread it in a several hour sprint#and then scream and cry nad throw up cause i love it soooo so much#seriously i recommend it so sohard . honestly even if you dont like ffxv#ultimate hurt comfort fic checks off all my boxes 11/10 explodeing#oh yes also the art is here. yea i got carried away drawing the foods jfkdslhglks#hi author if you read these tags im sorry for pinging you about your fic that came out like. 7 years ago#but ive been meaning to make fanart for it for sooooo long cause i love it and i finally got around to it lol#koob art#digital art#im going to be pissed if theres a food i forgot to include lmao#anyways yea i <3 prompo my scrinkly winkly crunkly doo he deserfes happines. im going to disappear into the sunset now
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GUESS WHO I'M DRAWING NOOOOWWWWW~!!!!
#the angle is SO. WEIRD for the clothes lmao#it's actually fucking me up lol#i love this silly little guy#he's full of whimsy and murderous intent! /silly#i love how he IMMEDIATELY went to brag about his INSANE grinding for the enchanting skill to tubbo???? great. 10/10 no notes#you can HEAR he was having THE TIME of HIS LIFE with tub tub's reactions lmfaooo#also the fact he's planning to make everyone compete on like. saw type shit /silly to get RIDICULOUSLY OP gear is SO him...#i automatically thought “oh so he REALLY liked the idea of The Peace Trials huh?” lmaoo#currently laying down bc my back hurts/is bothering me like a 5 year old asking if u have games on ur phone :((((#(I've been sitting on my pc drawing for most of the day lol)#anyway#demon shares wips™#clownpierce#the realm smp#the realm fanart#clownpierce fanart#trsmp#trsmp fanart#i have SUCH ideas for the other ppl btw....#idk if I'll make them like. permanent designs???? (besides clown ofc) but i WILL try them out bc it'll be fun!#they're my barbie dolls and I'm dressing them up for my tea party aight?#ALL of the trsmp design I'll make WILL be based off wadanohara and the great blue sea btw#bc i can#and it's fun#im thinking#foolish as mikotsuhime. pangi as regular wadda. bad as either totsusahime or chlomaki. hannah as tatsumiya. tubbo as uomihime#phil as laurentia. sneeg as adauchi. whoever tf else was in their initial trio as ver million#MMmMmMmMmmMmmMMmMmMmnMMmMMMm idk where i can fit roscumber as clown's apprentice. might shuffle things around for that.......#hm.#honestly i can make tommy as chlomaki and charlie as lobco ngl. that could work.......
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1. Dog day…why did you say when you saw your husbands picture “ he’s alive????” Did you think he was dead.
"The passage of time is worthless when you there's nothing you can count on, except pain. So I always assumed my past life, and everything in it, was already gone. Hope is a very fickle thing, down here."
(Based on this song)
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#my neck hurts#I was originally going to turn this into a full animation - buut halfway through I'm like “fuck that actually”#relining the double frames was time consuming enough LMAO#I'm still pretty happy with how it turned out though!#Also if you're not really a fan of choral music I BEG of you to chekc out these composers:#Daniel Elder#Jake Runestad#randal stroope#and Moses Hogan#Some of my favorite composers of all fucking time#like holy shit#im such a choral nerd lmao#ask the three d's#the three d's#dogday#dogday poppy playtime#featured: kissy missy#featured: poppy#Charles poppy playtime#Drew drives a station wagon#he got his friend to paint little designs on it#phrart#art#also yes that IS a Rich puppet in Charles' lap#bro misses his hubby okay he needs to cope somehow#he's not delusional tho dw#it's just his way of keeping the memory alive since his memory is ass (me too Charles me too)
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People need to accept that some times, a person is just Evil. And there can be lots of complex and nuanced reasons to be evil, but at the end of the day… they’re still evil. And just cause they’re a teenager right now doesn’t undo that, especially when every time they’ve had a chance to step away from evil, they doubled down.
Sorry you wanted her to be some manipulated little pawn but no, she’s a Mastermind. She made the choice, she murdered her friends.
Kipperlily is Evil.
If she didn’t do something in High School, she would’ve done something eventually. She’s a school shooter who slipped through the cracks and was failed by the adults around her - but end of the day she made the choice and is evil
Her best friend, the only one who ‘got it’ seemed to think that she was too far gone.
#fantasy high#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#d20#fhjy spoilers#kipperlilly copperkettle#kipperlilly clerickiller#im seeimg all these posts about her being 1 dimesnional and I just don’t get it ???#Just because she’s evil and not some poor abused blorbo doesnt mean she isnt interestimg#the idea of a Type A kid being so desperate to win that she kills everyone around her she cares about???#To the point where she is absolutely alone???#Where all she has is her own rage?#You think that’s boring?#Thats an entire self destructive arc she went through#She’s a FASCINATING character#If you call her 1 dimensional after the finale im really wondering if we watched the same show#anyways glad shes gone and cant hurt anyone#also glad Lucy was like ‘lmao she killed me bye bye’#instead of the doormat half the fandom had her as
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Ishmael. The stars cannot guide you here.
#bart#ishmael limbus company#ishmael lcb#limbus company#queequeg lcb#queequeg limbus company#queemael#lcb ishqueg#sorry their names are so funny#ANYWAY just letting yall know i don't put those scars on their willy nilly lmao#the scars those two are touching were given to each other because i like to think they got into a fight the first time around#they mellowed out eventually but they took out some SHIIIIT#so they both have scars across eachother's mouths and hearts because theyre stupid as fuck#i have thoughts and all of them hurt so badddd#THEY ALL HURT SO BAD#Also between me and the few people that look here#i really really dont like how don looked in that trailer im being so fr it made me frown loudly
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“Can't remember when we walked past the O.R. sign!
(sur-ger-y!)
Can't remember passing out with her hand in mine!
(my-my-mind!!!!)
I remember waking up with my mind repaired.
(A-OK! ^^)
I remember when I realized, she wasn't there...”
Amnesia was her name….. is. so. horrifically. sadly fitting for these two in literally every single line. And I’m gonna NEED ALL OF U GUYS TO GO LISTEN TO IT NOW OK… THIS ISNT A DRILL GO GO GO GO!!!
Anyway… uhh. the fact Betty “blessed” this guy to like. An eternally long lifespan w THIS FUCKED UP OF A MENTAL STATE IS SO SCREWED UP GHGH- Like poor Simon god damn…! u kno he’d rather just keep on not sorting out his baggage and trauma forever too cuz it’d be too complicated… too much… force him to admit things about himself and about BETTY that he really really doesn’t want to… better to just leave it all unexamined.. pack it all into lil boxes so he can just try to ignore it and pretend it doesn’t exist… HE GOTTA LIVE FOREVER W IT THO… *ME BANGING ON SIMONS DOOR AT 3 IN THE MORNING*: “SIMON U GOTTA ACCEPT URSELF!!!! LOVE URSELF!!!! ACKNOWLEDGE N ACCEPT EVEN THE “BAD” PARTS OF URSELF!!!! SIMON PLEASE!!!!! SIMON EVEN PPL WHO LOVE YOU AND WHO YOU LOVE CAN HURT YOU!!!! ACKNOWLEDGE IT!!! ACKNOWLEDGE THE HURT AND ACKNOWLEDGE UR FEELINGS!!!! AND URSELF!!!!! SIMON!!!!” anyway… gGHGH YEA, SRRY. SIMON PETRIKOVS MENTAL ILLNESSES MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM GONNA EXPLODE. ANYWAY HAVE SOME ART. W a bunch of diff versions cuz I’m indecisive!
#adventure time#simon petrikov#betty grof#petrigrof#doodles#lol at tagging this petrigroff but nah I stand by it man!!!!#being a petrigroff shipper is understanding that I’m actually canon these two need som fuckin COUPLES COUNSELING. OR TO JUST BREAKUP.#like….. gGHG I LOVE BETTY BUT ALSO. ALSO… also…. these 2 have some issues… seperate and together issues. lmao#ANYWAY THO. ANYWAY THO. IM SO FUCKING EXCITED. I SAW THE NEW TRAILER. IM GONNA DIE. MY WIFE I GOT TO SEE MY WIFE#AND WERE ACTUSLLY GONNA GET SIMON MENTAL STATE SHIT YEAHHHHH!!!!#HELL FUCKING YEAH!!!!!!!!!#FIONNA AND CAKE DO NOT LET THIS NERD KEEP RUNNING AWAY FROM HIS FEELINGS FUCKING GET HIS ASS!!! MAKE HIM FACE IT AND WORK THRU IT!!!#pls!!!! if even Simon Petrikovs can start working thru his mental traumas there might be hope for all of us ghghg#uh but anyway yeah. AMBESIA IS HER NAME IS SO THEM.. STRAIGHT UP I FELT THE URGE TO EVEN LIKE. make an animatic for it!! it was so fitting!#im not gonna make an animatic cuz I don’t feel like it but!!! I saw it… I saw the animatic in my brain ghghg-#there’s a lot of typos in these tags but. just do me a favor… and pretend like there aren’t lol#fionna and cake#am I…. possibly…. projecting more mental trauma and issues on Simon. then he ACTUALLY has…#probably. yes. but!!!! he def still DOES have issues. I feel like I’m probably exaggerating the Betty ones cuz he#never really outright expresses feeling hurt by her. but also I feel like!!!! he’s the sorta guy!!! WHO WOULDNT EXPRESS THAT!#cuz he loves her!!!!! sO MUCH!! and she did so much and pushed herself so far and was trying so hard… and also she’s fucking basically d#dead now!!!! it’d be like. disrespectful of her memory…. to feel that. also what’s even the point of expressing that pain she’s gone!!!!!#she did all of that.. for him… how could he…. just. spit in the face of that#im writing those last few tags in the he perspective of simons mind btw… the things he tells himself….#anyway gGHG MAYBE I AM PROBABLY PROJECTING MORE ISSUES ON HIM THEN HE ACTUALLY HAS BUT WHO CARES MAN#I’m allowed ghghgh-#I wanna draw art of Simon having a traumatic flashback to the ‘Dont worry ull be obliterated soon!’ line and hating himself for it#ice king isn’t him!!! it isn’t him! it’s not him!!! why does that hurt it shouldn’t hurt she wasn’t talking to HIM#BUT SHE WAS#SHE WAS… she didn’t think of the ice king as Simon but he IS… HE IS AND JUST. URGHGH
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Oh damn
#shots fired and I think McCoy came out the victor on this one#imagine being a fuckin hostage for a solid week and threatened with torture only to wind up in the ocean and then you’re finally rescued#only for the CMO to be like ‘I replaced you and it was easy’ while the admiral snickers#lmao Spock was like ‘you can take A Different Science officer on this expedition im staying on the enterprise. to review things.’#totally didn’t have the feelings he doesn’t experience hurt#spock#leonard mccoy#jim kirk#llissa kkayn#star trek tos#star trek novels#also this takes place after the motion picture too so like SPOCK JUST GOT BACK#deep domain#howard weinstein
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