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on one hand Yes i know that the whole r/place revival is reddit trying to get some of its traction for lost numbers but Also i do find it super funny that casino quartet r all on there And are the only ones with hearts on them LOL
#casino quartet#mcytshipping#lsshipping#<- just in case#coords are ~400 900#but like. still yk. reddit blackout happening rn#and theyre still not going back on their api things :/#also as someone who participated in the last one it doesnt feel the same either#so like other than being like 'he he ho ho what if cq All had hearts w each other'#i most likely wont b posting abt it or anything#(and even w the silly heart thing i dont wanna upset people since. cq is still technically a rarepair?)#and also the cc's are on r/place so um.#(fear)#but alas do what u want#and the heart thing is Super self-indulgent anyways so#Yeah#yeah uh. the sillies i guess
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the woobification of hamas on this website is so astounding to me like. they literally filmed themselves murdering israeli civilians, including elderly people, children and even dogs, POSTED IT ONLINE, and tumblr leftists are still going "well actually there is no corroborated proof any of this has happened" like i have not seen this amount of stupidity in a very, very long time (maybe ever).
#them going 'we want everyone to see what we're doing here'#and then u idiots being like THERES NO PROOF while praising them for being 'freedom fighters'#if this wasnt so horrifying it would be funny#also ngl i am getting so tired of trying to give u guys the benefit of the doubt saying its pure stupidity and not. u know. hating jews#but alas...#jumblr
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Sidney: What were you thinking? Robin: It wasn’t my fault. Sidney: Debateable. You shouldn’t take them with you if you’re not going to keep an eye on them. Robin: I don’t have a million eyes! Oscar: Ma. Sidney: Well. Oscar: You’re looking at this all wrong, anyway-.. Byrd, what’re we not gonna do in future? Byrd: Uhhhhh-.. handstands on wobbly fences? Courtney: Robin? Robin: Let Byrd climb on shitty fences. Oscar: See? Sidney: [mutters] Give me strength. Wren: What do you need strength for? Sidney: Your father’s unquenchable thirst for chaos. Oscar: You need to relax every now n’ then, you might actually enjoy yourself for once. Sidney: Bah, you sound like Ally. Alton: Hm-.. what? Sidney: Nothing-.. where’s the salad? Oscar: What’s done is done-.. let’s just agree to steer clear of the hospital for a while, okay guys? I’m sick of the place. Robin: Maybe we could get a member’s card. Ava: I want to go! Oscar: Noooo, you don’t. Ava: How do you know what I want?! Sidney: Ask Robin to watch you for a day, you’ll be there in no time. Oscar: Ignore your grandma-.. she’s just an expert at putting the salt in Salton. Alton: I still don’t understand that joke…
#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 story#sims story#forever in between#fib#oscar finch#courtney finch#robin finch#wren finch#byrd finch#ava finch#sidney finch#alton finch#she's salty because she cares#😆#this wasn't even gonna be a scene but the brain rot took over when salton came for dinner so here we are#lmao#safe to say that sid doesn't agree with oskie's parenting style but he doesn't wanna be a helicopter parent u kno#kids have gotta fuck up to learn n whatnot#i think he semi wants to be pissed off but a) he's not gonna do that in front of sid n give her the satisfaction lol#and b) he's prettyyyy sure lessons were learnt here so maybe they'll just let it slide#THIS time neway#i think they're being a lil soft truth be told but alas.. he wants to do the opposite of what he had so....#we'll see how it goes ig#😅#ok am shutting up now
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#sometimes u need to draw wilson being pathetic in extremely ugly styles#what can i say im a hedonist#if i had a solid style that wasnt just mimicry of attempts at realism i would make nice art but alas#dm the shitty lighting i didnt even want to render this but kept accidentally doing it anyways#building on what i already had just turned into more shading not polishing so it just looks rough#james wilson#house md#art tag
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oh my GOD i havent drawn in so long but i DID and it TURNED OUT SO GOOD IM SO HAPPY WITH IT!!!!! HAPPY BDAY KILLER <33333
Killer sans belongs to rahafwabas Lyrics from Heart Attack - Chuu <3333
#u guys see me keep constantly posting about this song i love it so much do u understand me it is a masterpiece of art highly recommend#anyway IM SO HAPPY WITH THIS!!!!!#killer sans#something new#killertale#thats not what its called but alas ppl use it as an au tag#anyway PLEASE REBLOG!!!! yadayada its good for art but just in general im very proud of this one and want ppl to see it#my silly goofy guy <333#utmv#boiling art#chuu heart attack#csp#art block CURED by silly guy and kpop <33333
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i do not want to dig a hole but i am too much of a laura bailey pc enjoyer to not make this post so:
selfishness ≠ a lack of kindness
selfishness is a theme that has come up with all of laura's main campaign pcs. that doesn't mean that her characters are always making selfish choices or that they don't care about the rest of the people they're with or that they're not good. it's just that, for the most part, the first thing they're thinking of when they take action or make choices is themselves.
in jester and vex both it is more typical and obvious selfishness. vex's developed because she needed it to keep herself and vax alive and as safe as possible and it grew into a behaviour that she had to actively work to avoid. it's evident in her greed, her theft of the broom, her reaction to her own death which relied heavily on i'm okay/i survived to which keyleth reminded her that she wasn't the only one who had to witness and reckon with her death. in jester's case, she grew up in an environment that literally trained her to make every decision based on two things - her mother's opinion and her own. so, when she's out in the world without marion for the first time, her choices are those that will benefit her and her actions are those that consider her own thoughts and not really many others' (aside from the traveler's).
it isn't a criticism of either vex or jester to say that they are characters who act selfishly. in fact, i'd argue that to claim otherwise does a great disservice to exactly how immense both of their character arcs are. because the nuance of both jester and vex is that they are selfish, and they also hold extreme room for self-sacrifice and empathy. vex is much more brash than jester is, and jester is much more trusting than vex, but both of them are characters who begin with selfish impulses who grow with them. neither ever truly shed those impulses, but they use them in new ways, typically transforming them into impulses towards things that are in the best interest of the party.
you may have noticed the lack of imogen in this post about laura bailey pcs and that's because of two reasons. one, we are an unknown amount of time into her story, i can't analyse her development the same way i can vex and jester's. two, imogen's selfishness isn't the blatant quasi-self-aware selfishness that we see in things like jester complaining about her lack of money to caleb or vex stealing a broom. instead, imogen's is very internal, like a lot of laura's character work with imogen. it is a bit similar to jester’s in the sense that it comes from a lack of awareness moreso than vex’s practiced behaviour, but imogen’s is a lot more tied to inherent beliefs she has about the world and the people in it.
as a consequence of her powers, imogen sees people's thoughts as their entirety, she holds it above their actions to be the truth of who they are - to act against what they think or to say something that doesn’t cohere with what they’ve thought is akin to lying, so for her to act empathetically is to act in tandem with what someone else’s thoughts are, not how they act, which is typically not all that wanted. the same as vex’s greed and jester’s naivety, this is a trait that makes narrative sense and it’s one i find quite compelling, especially when read in the vein of someone struggling through trauma that has made them assume that the world is against them. imogen’s cynicism is coherent cynicism, i can’t say that in a similar situation i wouldn’t have the same predisposition towards the world.
the part that is particularly self-interested comes in if you look at how imogen has actually been treated in the campaign (quite well) in comparison to the cynicism that she’s developed from her past (something that speaks to a world out to get her). certainly, a bunch of shitty things have happened to imogen in the time we’ve known her, but the same can be said for everyone in bell’s hells and pretty much everyone in exandria at this point in time. but, in a fight to save the aforementioned world, imogen’s focus was getting her mother back on her side. which, while very consistent with her character and a choice that i enjoy, is a very selfish one. the fun thing (to me, obviously) about imogen is that she has, more than most, an insight into the opinions of others and she also tends to seek others’ opinions out and genuinely engages with them and supports their choices. but she still very much acts towards what she thinks is best. it’s one reason i enjoy looking at the dynamic between her and orym as one between foils, as orym tends to be stalwart in his beliefs and doesn’t care too much for other’s opinions if he’s already sure of his own, but his actions tend to favour collaboration and protecting others.
as i mentioned earlier, imogen is a harder case to look at because she is still in the process of her story. however, the circlet is clearly influencing how she interacts with the world and in the wake of the solstice, the hostile reaction towards ruidusborn people has started to become more and more apparent and i’m interested to see what route that ends up leading imogen down and how it will influence her relationship with the rest of bell’s hells. (for better, i think, based on recent conversations, but if it's for worse i will be just as seated and excited).
all of this is just to say, please stop assuming that claiming a character has a trait you think is a bad one is criticism or a hate post. in light of the fact that i know that people who don’t believe this will continue to not believe this, i’ll encourage anyone confused about the ability of a character to be good and kind and selfish all at once to look to what the text itself says, specifically scanlan’s words to pelor when asked what vex means to him:
“Her name is Vex, and she is greedy and mean sometimes, and she can steal a lot. She’s a little bit not the greatest person, but her flaws highlight everything that is right about her, which is she does all these things to protect her friends and her family. She would give her life for any of us and for anyone who was truly in need. And she’s not perfect but she’s the most perfect of all of us.”
would you look at that... an ability to be a multitude of things, some in conflict with one another. i know that's hard for fandoms to believe, especially about female characters with agency, but i promise its true!
#deeply unfair of laura to make three characters with some type of people skills and morality shaped by their loneliness#and what. i’m just supposed act like i’m normal about that?#this is me blog and i have slightly more time than usual to write nothing essays about fictional characters that haunt me#but dear god . lookin at cr characters and denying their flaws is like looking at a house and only seeing it’s doors .#if ppl demand perfection of fictional characters im genuinely curious in what media they’ve ever found that .#a single imogen post of mine broke containment and it skyrocketed my annoying phil student levels so. alas#but . if you agree that imogen had an incredibly isolating life . i will emphasize that isolation causes traits and behaviours#that aren’t just Quirky or fun or hot anger or whatever#imogen contains so much i love her so much i am bursting at the seams about it#but for some ppl. she is ur ‘girlfailure’ until someone suggests a way she might be girl failing by being selfinterested#what is the truth. do u want her to be an actual girlfailure it do u just want her to suit a . frankly tired. trope about lesbians#anyway . both text and tag rant over . goodnight#cr meta#imogen temult#vex’ahlia#vex’ahlia de rolo#jester lavorre#critical role#my posts
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Thinking about my Penrose prototype mynah and Elster again bc I wanna flesh them out more..
I think I at least have names for them right now!
MHNR 001 is called Kosmos! As a prototype mynah variant built for the Penrose mission the technicians that worked on her affectionately gave her the name. She’s your typical mynah persona but in a smaller frame (still bulky by other replika standards!) and also has some additional ship piloting knowledge uploaded into her memory. Her three primary tasks are to pilot the ship, to mark planets/asteroids/etc that have valuable resources for the nation, and to extract some of those resources.
Btw Her favorite plush (they let her bring some for stabilization! They don’t take up too much space!) is a dinosaur with a grumpy expression. It reminds her of her new Elster friend :]
LSTR 001 was dubbed “Dorredt” by Kosmos because according to the mynah calling her 001 was boring, and while trying to think of a name she misread a package and came up with Dorredt. Elster doesn’t care if it means Kosmos will stop bugging her about potential names. She’s your typical elster, quiet, serious, and maybe a little awkward! Her duties involve anything involving ship repair/maintenance and land survey. Her and Kosmos both tend to the Penrose ship’s garden but Dorredt is better at handling the plants due to her less clunky build.
Her favorite spot to be alone is the storage area, sometimes she just sits there and reads the labels on items for fun. There’s other things she could do too but not a lot was provided for her specifically..
#dorredt#kosmos#blorbo tag#signalis oc#I like to think that kosmos was used as an early Penrose mascot too/maybe to encourage recruitment#she’s a sweetie and really wants to befriend dorredt#alas the elster unit is much more reserved#dorredt warms up to her eventually but she’s much more focused on sticking to what she’s supposed to do#do not befriend the elster unit!!!!#I think they both annoy each other but by the end of it they’re inseparable#now what I don’t know at all is if they return#I’m not sure if the first prototype was planned to#it makes sense to have em come back tho#at the same time they are constantly sending the data they gather so they don’t technically need to come back#ohhh thought#maybe they were left behind/intentionally forgotten after several years due to the Penrose program becoming what it is now#no need for a variant mynah line anymore u can just leave those two out there!!!#signalis
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just to clarify because i guess i have to do this now. my oc f/os will not, and never will be, based off other people's inserts. i have very specific types that i can show you that date back to as early as 2014-2015 to prove my point. i have specific ocs that are based off aesthetic types i like that can go even further. i can show conversations and other concepts i considered when thinking of my oc f/os. at the end of the day, things are coincidence. if you don't believe me that's fine. but don't go around acting like i dont know what was said. thank you.
#.me#i dont want to be crimed for daring to have f/os who are brown. but alas. here we are.#i dont want to deal with this anymore. its probably circulated already and i dont really trust half of u anymore. but what can i do other -#than try to prove my innocence. my heart aches. im truly alone in this shit community.
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i cannot stand the loki fandom tbh and im trying to enjoy myself here so briefly let me say
loki caring about sylvie is a good thing. loki and sylvie deserve to fight and talk it out and openly care about each other. they deserve that.
that doesn't mean that the romantic pairing is being pushed in the narrative or whatever. the kiss did happen in canon they have to address it. not pro ship here, just saying: they deserve closure and they deserve to have their relationship (non romantic) mended.
being anti-sylki doesn't mean being anti-loki & syvlie or anti sylvie. the show is good, it's in character, it's creditable- we just don't have all the information yet so we cannot make a judgement call abt it.
#i love lokius i do. let loki kiss that old man.#but also loki sylvie friendship is SO important to me#ofc loki cares abt syvlie. she's the only other being that he's met who understands him. he wants to protect her bc he wants to protect#himself too. they are important to each other! and that's okay!#i don't think it'll end with loki x sylvie i do not think that's what sylvie wants at all#they also have no chemistry#alas#mobius u jealous old man ily#loki fandom sucks so bad i forgot how awful it was in 2021 LMAO#anyways#loki#lokius#sylvie#anti sylki
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for the first time in my life i was just asked if i have kids instead of if i'm in college yet. the years start coming and they don't stop coming huh
#stooooop#i know i have been old enough to have kids for a while but 😵💫#im always behind on all the milestones in life tho but it never stood out before bc people always thought i was 17#literally from when i was 13 until very recently people always guessed i was like 16-19#which was great bc i am an autistic late bloomer who lives w my parents and sucks at being an adult#so giving off the vibe and appearance of being a teenager was fine#but now i look like an adult#🧍♀️🧍♀️🧍♀️#yet i am not good enough at being one for these questions and assumptions 😭#i hate it hereee#anyway weird old guy at the store started telling dumb blonde jokes then asked me if i had kids#never in my life have i been asked that#late twenties fr the worst age bc u still feel young but start getting treated old and also u don't have ur shit and life together yet#but everyone thinks you do or should by now#alas#irl i'm 27 what am i a child bride moment#not that having kids is for old people#but im not even good at being responsible for myself yet let alone an entire baby#i do want kids but im not ready for that yet#also never been in love 🫠#or even seriously dated anyone ever#not that it's a requirement#in fact im planning to adopt esp if i dont get married but still#anyway i do very much want kids im just not in that place yet#and didnt feel that behind in life about it bc nobody ever asked me that before#thsi better not be like how everyone asks you as soon as they meet u about ur job or school i dont need to be fielding this forever
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this is where this year's solstice yoite is at btw and no i didn't intend for it to be a carbon copy of the last yoite i made OTL
#nabari no ou#reconsidering my entire life how tf am i going to render this 💀#people should stop bending their arms figuring out fabric move#movement* and fols is too fucking hard#'why's the veil not affected by the apparent wind' cause i added that last and forgot what do you want from me#i wish i has like a streamlined process which i knew what i was doing#'maybe do some studies n learn from other srtists then?' u severely overestimate the amount of effort im willing to put into art outside#of drawing the occasional pie#piece*#i promise i have intended to do that many times but alas#my art#nno#wip
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dip pen ink comm batch 4 complete! for Ezechiel, @ohwwhuv, and Leo :]
#bakuspecial#commission art#the grayscale for these were done on a train with my laptop track pad fksdjhf it was! manageable! but not desirable condition#that was before I got my new current tablet too... thank you my old huion. you served me well. Im so sorry I chipped ur paint to shit#ngl the texture on the new one's better off the bat. the grip's better and it has good kinetic feedback#too bad abt the touch buttons tho... I was confident I could make use of them but alas#things need actual feelable buttons again please I can Not tell where anything is when Im drawing and cant look at the tablet#my eyes are on the screen!! Im bad at gauging distance!!! please give me buttons I can find in the dark. please#even the old huion which has actual buttons I still couldnt use them. bc theyre not raised#theyre flat to the tablet's surface. you know what I shouldve tacked raised stickers on them I was stupid there#well! the more u learn. the more u learn#I'm happy with the current tablet tho!! buttons stuff aside it's nice to draw on. and thats what important. wrists dont hurt no more#almost said ''I miss the wacom eraser end" I don't. not really. every time I used that thang I was like wow you are so imprecise and blunt#litcherally why would you want basically a mappable stylus end but it's 50 times the size of a normal nib and you cant see where ur drawing#especially on a screen tablet. the dynamic there makes absolutely no sense#I can really do the same thing now by mapping one of the stylus buttons to swap foreground color to transparency#anyways. this has been my testimonies on tablets. in the tags of a dip pen ink post lmao#well! this is a late post I shouldve posted this before art fight. thank u again to that anon who reminded me#have a good day lads! we can answer emails together. hands in professional hands
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dont mind me. im simply just putting together a ludgercasey angst collection.
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#''why cant u be normal abt them'' how can i be normal abt them when solid 80% of their interactions is either angst or stemmed from angst.#even their ''fluff'' moments were also angst.#literally no one does angst like they do.#ludger prefers to keep most of his connections extremely impersonal/professional.#but whether or not he wants to admit it theirs on the other hand simply does not... fit in that category.#he'd even tried to convert it that way but it just didnt stick bc neither of them could help but be themselves around each other lmfao.#ludger is seemly still oblivious to caseys attempt to mend their personal relationship.#which is not too surprising considering he was also oblivious to the existence of their past relationship.#after all there was no reason for him to believe that casey would want to have anything to do with him. except maybe putting him in jail.#so pushing her away seems to be the most logical decision right? personal relationship is a luxury to him anyway.#alas casey who wanted to believe in their past friendship takes it as a sign that ludger has no interest in maintaining it.#she now has to take a step back because ''if you force a relationship it may become more estranged.''#so unless he takes the initiative they are likely stuck in this limbo.#(casey might use impersonal excuses to stay around but rn its all up to ludger to change the nature of their relationship)#casey girlie forget him i would have treated you so much better... is what i would have loved to say.#i wouldnt be suffering this much if ludger wasnt clearly holding himself back most of the time / if it was completely one-sided from casey.#i dont know if this is a slow burn or hurt no comfort but if casey gets no closure im gonna commit arson 😔#aro ludgercasey propaganda#selmore's undercover husband
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I think the biggest&most important realization I've had is that I enjoy fun, campy, goofy Batman media more than the super dark, gloomy, brooding stuff
#my dc posting#batman#dc#like wow lighten up a little!#especially w the rogues#i want fun death trap riddler schemes#i want them to just rob banks and clubs and museums n have a blast doin it#whats with all this mass-murder gore shit 🤨#i mean obviously if thats what you like no shame do what u wanna do but like#idk it just kinda bores me eventually#but alas... my boy jason todd not in any of the fun stuff 😔#can they pleaseee make a good batman cartoon and make jason the robin. please please please please please
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I AM SO!!!! FUCKING!!!!! ??/????/?
#i have so much excess energy right now#i want to bite someone's jugular off#i want to bury myself alive in dirt#i want to do a million tigns a t once#i want to DELETE all my monster writing. i want to write a 100 chapter johan liebert fic about him trying force u to call him mother#and then have it up for 5 days and then deleet after#i want to talk to all my friends#i want to ghost every single person I know right now#i want to continue suusoh#i want to abandon this blog and start a new one where no one will ever know me#I AM#WHAT I AM#I BREATHE THEREFOR I AM#AND WHAT I AM#IS A FUCKING DUMBASS#THE GEATEST DUMBASS ALIVE <33 I SCAMMED Y'ALL INTO LIKING ME HEHEHEHEHHEHEHEEHEEE HEEEE <3333#HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH U GUYS THOUGHT I WAS WRITING FOR JOHAN LIEBERT? GOTCHA. SIKE#THAT AINT JOHAN LIEBERT. ITS MAH FUCKING OC WHO'S A BLONDE LOSER BITCH AND JUST SO HAPPENS TO BE NAMED JOHAN#BWAHHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TWERKING MY ASS OFF BECAUSE I WANNA BE CHASED AROUND BY A FREAK ALA OUTLAST STYLE <333
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this account may become overrun with arcane content this month… just a warning…
#arcane#watched the new episodes last night ^_^#i would enjoy the show way more if it had one (1) good song but alas the soundtrack remains unbearable#rant incoming actually#the songs with words are always god awful and it’s annoying bc usually they’re playing at times there shouldn’t be songs with lyrics#let alone lyrics this stupid#i just want to be able to experience an emotional scene or fight without this shit playing#i always end up laughing so much watching the show bc the bad music takes away from the content and it’s annoying bc the show itself is#really spectacular but the music is so bad#did i mention i don’t like the music#anyway#animation fucks and im in love with half the cast so what r u gonna do#diary
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