#but I'll stay in the hospital for some time SOOO

[privatecyberstalker]

I'm still holding on the idea than Anti-Entropy crew shares birthday with the real scientists. Especially in context of Lieserl A. Einstein, because March 14th is such a fun date... ciz it's literally 3.14. Who would guess that such a person would be born in the Day of Pi?

So yeah, say Happy Birthday to Ein😆🩵

[ssahotchnerr]

Jack and two year old Ellie meeting their newborn baby sibling 😭

stop i'll sob 😭 there definitely will be a fic exploring this (and i do have some fic ideas that involve another hotchner baby 🥰) but -

first and foremost, ellie would definitely run to aaron first upon entering the hospital room, her shyness keying in right away - the atmospheres a bit strange for someone so young, a bit more solemn as it's a hospital, despite being there for a good reason. hehe aaron picks her up and asks so softly, "do you want to meet your new baby sibling 🥹" (very close to tears by the way) (and god he's smiling sooo big 🥰)

ellie very excitedly, yet very timidly, nods her head 🥰🥰🥰🥰 unsure what to exactly expect. in addition, you and aaron were nervous on how she would adjust/react to not being the 'baby' of the family anymore. meanwhile jack is a pro already; upon entering the room, he went straight for you, right for the baby, and he's just as smitten as he was when ellie was born 🥹 he's the ultimate big brother now, and you tell him so 🥰

aaron brings ellie over, places her on the bed with you, and tells her to be very careful. that slightly uneases ellie a little more, but you assure her you're perfectly fine, just feeling sore, and that's when she sees the newest hotchner cradled in your arms !!!!!<333 her eyes go wide and she looks back and forth between you and aaron, and says - "that's my baby?" - which is how she referred to the baby your entire pregnancy 🥹🥹🥹 and you're all, "yes!!! can you believe they were in my tummy?" to which ellie shakes her head no, and she just thinks it's the most craziest concept ever. her little mind can't comprehend it 😭🥹 and!!!! you remind her she's officially a big sister, and ellie is absolutely thrilled.

jack holds the baby first, with ellie nestled soo close into his side, in complete awe. hehe meanwhile aaron's taking a ton of pictures, naturally you're in tears because it's so. special. plus your hormones are everywhere. and seeing you in happy tears, makes aaron cry too 🥹<33

and omg when jess, who brought jack and ellie to the hospital to begin with, says it's time to go - you need to rest, the baby needs to sleep - she practically has to drag ellie out 🥹 she wants to stay right there with you, to uphold her newly established big sister duties, and only leaves with the promise that she'll see the two of you tomorrow 🥰

just when you thought your family couldn't be more perfect, it's more perfect 🥹

[words-4u]

right person (1/3)

pairings: luca x reader, marcus x reader (platonic)

wc: 1.4k

a/n: immediately started planning a three part series on luca while watching the bear s2. that's what a tatted will poulter does to me (the bear is an incredible show btw pls watch if you don't)

warning: swearing

part 2 / part 3

"denmark?"

"yes! we are sending you and marcus to denmark for two weeks to stage at this really great restaurant. you're gonna learn to do three new desserts for us. carmy knows the head pastry chef. says he's really cool so it should be fun, right?" sydney explained.

"that does sound fun! i'm in!" you smile.

you look at marcus who was deep in thought. if you had to guess what he was thinking, his mind is probably on his mom who was currently bed ridden at a hospital.

you put a hand on marcus' shoulder. "you good with that?" you ask your co pastry chef.

he broke out of his thoughts and nods. "yeah, i-i'm great. i'd love to."

"great! cause you guys really didn't have a choice. your flights are already booked for tomorrow afternoon sooo thanks!" sydney offers two thumbs and an awkward smile before she leaves what used to be the kitchen.

"holy shit," you whisper in shock. "staging at a michelin star restaurant in a country i've always wanted to visit. could this be any better?"

"i have to go tell my mom but give me a call if you need a ride to the airport tomorrow. chester will probably take me and we can swing by your place if you want?"

"dude, yes! that'd save me a shit ton of money that i would've spent on uber."

"cool, see you," marcus grabs his bag and heads out the door.

after helping fak, riche and gary with fallen ceiling debris, you decide to leave a bit early to pack and clean your apartment before your travel.

it was noon on the dot the next day when marcus calls to check if you were ready for the airport. since you packed the night before, you had a rather peaceful morning. chester talks your ear off the whole way to the airport and you guys get there he demands to see your passports because he wants to make sure you and marcus actually had it on you.

"chester, can you do me a favour and check in on my ma when you get the time?" marcus asks.

"dude, i'm way ahead of you. gonna check on her every morning on my way to work,"

"i appreciate it."

chester looks at both you. "now, i want you take a deep breath and let the good in. you guys are gonna kill it."

you grin at marcus' friend. "thanks chester. okay we're gonna have to leave now before we miss our flight."

marcus says his farewell to his best friend and the two of you head to your gate.

the plane ride to copenhagen was smooth despite marcus' worries. you guys hop on a train to explore the city before heading to where you were staying.

"trains here are way cleaner than the ones in chicago," marcus leans over to whisper.

"waay cleaner," you agree.

the two of you exited the station and stood in awe of your view. clear blue skies. cool fresh air. colourful buildings. and the smell of hotdogs which was incredibly appealing after your long journey.

you and marcus lock eyes. "oh yeah."

marcus got a hotdog with dried onions and pickles on top while you had a plain jane moment with just ketchup.

"this is the best thing i've ever put in my mouth," you say with in between bites.

"just what i needed honestly," marcus says.

after your quick meal, the two of you continue to wander the city taking in the architecture most of all.

marcus was using the maps feature on his phone to find the place you were supposed to be staying at.

"uh i don't see any apartment buildings near," you say. "are you sure we are in the right place?"

marcus led you to a canal where some boats were docked. "i am 99.9% sure. you're staying in 286 and i'm in 287."

you glance at the boat in front of you and saw the gold numbers plaque on the side. "well, mystery solved. this is your place and i'm guessing this one is mine." you moved further down to the boat behind marcus' one.

"sick," he smiles.

"i'll see you tomorrow, yeah?"

"night, y/n!"

you walk down a couple of steps before unlocking a door that lead to a kitchen and dining room. it was spacious and you were grateful for the many windows it had. the stairs to the left led up to the bedroom which was a lot smaller than you anticipated having only space for your bed and a small cabinet for clothes.

you flop on your bed and exhaled. you didn't realize how tired you were until your head hit the soft mattress and while everything in you wanted to knock out, you knew you had to get up and unpack because you wouldn't have time tomorrow.

one thing you were not was a morning person and yes you should have gotten used to it by now working in the restaurant industry but getting up at 4 a.m. will never feel natural. regardless, you had a twinge of excitement for your new job and excited to learn under this new chef that carmy spoke so highly of.

once you got ready for the day, you hear three soft knocks.

"morning," you say. "you ready?"

"born ready," marcus says as you lock your door and head to the restaurant.

it was only a 15 minute walk from where you were staying so the two of you arrive with time to spare.

you walk into the bright kitchen and suck in a breath. the kitchen was stunning with it's high-end equipment, gorgeous green tiling and the young hot chef moving bags of flour from one table to another.

"chef. i'm marcus brooks and this is y/n y/l/n," marcus begins. "and we're from-"

the chef looks up for a quick second. "i know. i'm luca, pastry. we start at 5 a.m. your section's at the end of the bench."

the english accent takes you by surprise. your knees could have buckled right then and there.

"yes, chef," the two of you say in unison.

now your excitement turned into nervousness. not only were you to create three star-worthy desserts for the bear, you had to learn from someone who is so extremely good looking it hurts.

marcus and you head to the back to change into your uniforms which was a basic indigo t-shirt and a green apron like luca had.

when you went back out, you immediately wash your hands and got ready for whatever luca had in store for you guys.

luca had marcus rollout croissant pastry while he led you to a table where he had prepared a dessert. your task was to place pieces of peanuts at a certain angle as part of its presentation.

you study luca as he shows you what to do. he had small black tattoos scattered up and down his arms. that alone is having an effect on you.

"here, you try," he says passing the tweezers to you.

your fingers brush as you took the small tool from him. luca didn't make eye contact but you did notice his jaw clench.

"nuzzle that sliver into the pudding just to lock it in."

"yes, chef," you say.

taking one of the small nuts from the bowl, you place it on the pudding but it slipped last second.

"no. again, chef," he says in a calm yet assertive tone.

"sorry," you say and try again and it's worse which luca picks up on.

"hm, worse."

he takes the tweezers from you and picks up the piece. "don't be afraid to just stick it in there, you know," luca takes the nut and slides it in perfectly. "just be confident about it."

"don't second-guess yourself," he says finally locking eyes with you.

you nod. "yes, chef."

you took the tweezers back and third time was the charm because you placed the nut in the pudding just like he'd showed you. smiling to yourself, you put the tool down.

luca's face stays expressionless. he looks up from the dessert. "you know how to make shiso gelee?"

you absolutely do not know how to make whatever he just said but there was no way you were gonna let him know that.

"yes, chef."

"alright."

luca steps away to grab some ingredients which gives you the opportunity to whip your phone out and google the gelee. "dextrose? what the fuck is that?" you whisper to yourself.

luca came back and places a tray in front you. "recipe," he says tapping some blue index cards.

you felt your face burn. "thank you, chef."

end of part 1 omggg. not much luca x reader but it’s warming up trust me. i already have ideas for part 2 and 3 with some potential alternate endings... stay tuned

if you enjoyed, please let me know (through my bio) if you have any the bear requests, send them my way!

[taatsums]

Kafka Oguro SR - Auspicious Day Speech: Let's Pass This Mock Interview!

Part 1

📍HAMA House, Tiger room

Kafka: Oh, you’re back, Ten.

Ten: Yep~

Renga: Job hunting… seems tough. You had that group information session today, didn’t you?

Ten: Ah~, I did…

Ten: (Right…that’s what I told them I’d be doing today.)

Kafka: But you know, for a student looking for a job, you seem to spend a lot of your time drinking. You were out drinking today too, weren’t you?

Renga: Huh, really?

Ten: Well yeah, spending the whole day slaving away at meetings and interviews really makes a guy crave a drink or two on the way home, y'know.

Kafka: It’s fine if you’re just looking to unwind, but I’d be concerned if you stayed out late too often. Don’t forget your mission to invigorate HAMA, alright

Ten: Okaaay, I’ll try to keep that in mind.

Renga: H-Hey! I don’t really know anything about job hunting or information sessions and stuff……

Renga: B-But if there’s anything I can do to help, just let me know…!

Renga: I mean… Friends help each other out, right?

Ten: Eh~? I don’t really need…

Kafka: Ah, I have an idea!

Kafka: We should hold a mock interview to help Ten find a job quickly ♪

Ten: … Huh?

Kafka: Since I’m usually the one doing the hiring, I think I can give you some realistic practice. And if you do it with Renga, who has no experience, the different perspective might help you find some points to improve upon!

Ten: Wha… No, I just said I’m good—

Renga: I can help Ten in his job search too!? Let’s do it! I-I’ll do my best!

Kafka: Okaaay, we’re starting the mock interview!

Ten: … Right now?

Part 2

Kafka: First, starting from the left, please state your names.

Ten: I’m Ten Murakumo…

Renga: Ah, I’m… Renga Nishizono…!

Kafka: What is your highest level of education?

Ten: People really still care about that kinda thing?… Ah, I’m a university student.

Renga: I graduated from the Asunaro High. There’s no one in HAMA that hasn’t heard of it!

Kafka: …

Kafka: Alright then, please tell me what your strengths are.

Ten: Hmmm… My adaptability? Probably.

Renga: U-Uhh… I’m good at walking! Not, like, normal walking, but walking on the runway!

Kafka: …

Kafka: (... Ten is too casual, and Renga clearly doesn’t know how to handle interviews.)

Kafka: Well… I’ll probably have to reject your applications.

[Renga gets closer to Ten]

Renga: R-Reject means we’re failing, right!? Failing means that we suck, Ten!

[Renga starts shaking Ten]

Ten: Wait, Renga-san, don’t shake my shoulders…

Kafka: Haah… Let’s move on to the last question. Why do you want to join our company?

Ten: Ah~ For me…

Renga: I… I want to… invigorate Ward 3, and HAMA…!

Renga: And for my grandmother’s sake, I don’t want to ever give up…

Kafka: (Renga…)

Ten: … Looks like he beat me to the punch. I'll also do my best so I don't lose to Renga-san~

Kafka: … Okay, you’re both hired!

Ten: Eh?

Kafka: I think you’ll be highly valued as mayors as long as your feelings are strong and genuine. Sooo, you’re hired ♪

Renga: Alright! He says we’re hired! Let’s keep working hard together, Ten!

Ten: Hold on, this is too easy.

Ten: I mean, why was Renga-san on the job hunting side in the first place?

Ten: The mock interview was for me, so he could have been an interviewer...

Kafka: Ahaha. If you had something to say, you should’ve said it at the start, Ten.

Kafka: We learned your weaknesses this way, so I’d say that it worked out pretty well.

Ten: That’s a stretch…

Kafka: Did you say something?

Ten: Nothing at aaall.

Kafka: (Fufu, this is fun.)

Kafka: (I think I’ll enjoy living here… a lot more than living in the hospital.)

[quietwingsinthesky]

I know sunday's over but. i know this is late. schedule this for next sunday. but. can we have something with eight and grace? like, grace sooo wanted to dissect the guy with two hearts there at the hospital. you know right would let her. make it intimate as fuck. please /nf

o7 right away, buddy.

Grace works in the ER. She's had her fair share of surgeries done on short notice, walking the scalpel's edge of life and death to what some might call miracles and she would call Friday evening. And still, she's never done anything like this.

"Don't you know other surgeons?" she asks the Doctor, who would be the sort of person to curl up dying on her doorstep in the rain but that doesn't mean she expected to trip over him when she was coming home. She'd half-dragged him back into his box herself. It wasn't fit to be any kind of surgical theater; It was a home, lived-in down to the dust. He'd still insisted, one shaking hand in her coat as she stared at the surgical implements that she could have sworn were not poking out of the console a moment ago.

"Of course," the Doctor answered, strained, as he gazed up at her, "but I thought you might like a second chance."

"Don't make me laugh when I'm about to cut you open," Grace says. She shouldn't, but she places one hand on his bare chest opposite where she'll make the first incision. His heart- One of his hearts is fluttering strangely underneath, like it's being strangled. "God," she breathes and draws her hand back. She'd be lying if she said she didn't want that chance: to cut him open, to see how he works beneath her, to save his life. It's professional curiosity, is what she tells herself as her stomach flips in excitement. A favor for a sort of friend. "Don't you need anesthesia?"

The Doctor shakes his head, and then his hand shoots out to grab her wrist like he's made himself dizzy. He's gone pale. His hair is still damp from the rain pouring outside. She turns her hand over in his grip until she's sliding her fingers between his. He forces down a deep breath. "No," he answers, "I'll have to walk you through it."

"I don't want to kill you again," she says it lightly, but she can feel the weight of his trust settling on her, heavy and sure. He squeezes her hand.

"You won't." His other hand rises to guide her blade to his skin. "Cut here, Grace." She trained hesitation out of herself years ago, those split seconds she'd lose always feeling like the difference between someone slipping away or staying alive. His blood blooms the same red as hers. Gliding sharp down his chest, she opens him up as he pants quietly, his other hand iron-tight around her. His eyes, squeezed shut, pry open as she slows to angle for another incision. He manages a smile for her. "I have plenty of life to spare, you know."

"And you have me," she says, surety growing as she recognizes muscles she'd see in any human and learns her way through ones she's never seen. She's never been more grateful of her team than when she has to do everything alone, or with the Doctor's weak hands holding open flesh, working against a time limit of when he'd lose the strength to help anymore and a much more dangerous one of if he might pass out.

[ncillary]

Theme: Springfresh Day

Zayne - Spring all around him

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Masterlist Springfresh Day

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The phone screen was turned off. Glancing up, you searched for your date for today.

Don't get him wrong.

He arrived early to pick you up. He prepared a lot of things for the flower viewing. He had been attentive towards you all through the spring festival. Holding your hand firmly as you dragged him to each stall excitedly.

Left right left right, you had been crossing the stall in zig zag manner to fully enjoy spring festival with him. He was being cautious all the while. Saving you from bumping into strangers. Queuing in the line for the drinks you wanted.

Who would have thought you got sweeped off in the crowds in just a split second he was looking at the menu to choose his drinks.

Heavily sighing, you felt like a lost child for not being able to take care of yourself.

He had called you but the reception was bad among these people. You could only hear his request to stay put in one place to make it easier finding you. You relented.

With his height, you hoped to find him in the crowd first but to no avail.

"Spring is a cheerful time. I hope this will make you smile."

The voice was accompanied by fluttering of familiar ice flowers in front of you. You beamed towards the maker.

"Zayne!" You captured his hands.

He chuckled, "It was just five minutes. You don't have to look so sad."

"But... A lot of things can happen in five minutes. We might see a rare flowers like just now. Did you see the ice flowers? It was sooo beautiful."

He shook his head fondly at you as he led you to where you had marked a spot for the picnic.

Holding his right hand, "You see that flower? It was in a different colour at the entrance."

Holding his left hand next, "That dandelion looks pretty. Maybe we should take one each to blow some wishes to the wind."

Holding his right hand again, "Oh, that one. It doesn't smell much but it goes well with most flowers if you want to arrange it in a vase."

Holding his left hand back, "Goodness me, the branch is big. Maybe it's to carry all of the flowers well for this season."

Reaching the spot, you gasped.

Zayne had made a bouquet for you using his Evol among all the food and drinks. You swung his hand happily as you pulled him towards the mat.

"I've been wanting to make a bouquet for today but I couldn't get the time to. I thought of picking up the flowers on the ground to at least make you an impromptu bouquet. Thanks, Zayne. I'll make sure to give you one later."

"No need to worry. I've received mine already. I thought of reciprocating it and try making one for you by doing it my way."

Your brows furrowed, "But... I didn't give you a bouquet yet. Did you receive it at the hospital? Maybe it's from someone else. You need to thank them properly."

He smiled as he plucked a flower on your hair. A kiss to the petal with his eyes trained at you.

You blushed.

"You are my bouquet. My spring. The one that had been surrounding me with her cheerfulness. Never once leaving either of my hand empty for too long. Spreading your blooming smile and spirit to me."

He held your hand as he sat you down on the mat. He handed you the bouquet. Your smile was back but the blush was still present.

"It might not melt because of my Evol but it can never beat the warmth my spring has given me today. And I hope she won't get tired of surrounding me with her blushing petal."

You slapped his arm, "Oh, quit it."

He chuckled.

"Your spring might be tired if you don't take care of your teeth better. She might not have anyone to try her new cookies in the future." You teased him.

"Looks like she knows how to threaten me now."

You grinned.

Leaning closer to each other, you both began your picnic. When it was dessert time, you asked to touch his cheek to check if there was hurting anywhere.

He sighed and surrendered his face to you. You poke his cheeks multiple times, giggling to see his pout.

After deeming it was fine, you let him eat the cookies you brought. You picked one for yourself. Only for a hand gently holding your wrist and redirecting it towards the mouth of your date today.

His soft lips brushed against your fingers. The cookies was gone in a second.

"Really..." You pouted.

He gave a small smile, "I thought it was my reward for being good in taking care of my teeth."

He held one out for you, "I'm giving an offering to my spring in hope we can continue spending the beginning of spring... together."

You ate the cookie he offered and smiled, "Your wish is accepted."

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Masterlist Springfresh Day

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[fatuismooches]

*you feel a terrifying presence enter the room*

i don’t know if you’ve heard about goodbye, eri by tatsuki fujimoto, but your fragile reader concept just reminded me of that.

in the manga, the main character is recording all his moments with his bestfriend, eri. he’s using his phone to save all the good times he’s ever had with her, because eri has a sickness. over the months her sickness worsens and he keeps recording these memories of eri on his camera/phone. in the last video, he’s shown recording eri in a hospital bed. by the end of the whole recording, he says “goodbye, eri.”

I couldn’t help but imagine fragile reader and dottore in this, they eerily reminded me of goodbye, eri. like what if zandik made a device to record all your interactions together only to end up having videos of you from centuries ago, with you now being in a comatose state and he, no longer able to make new memories with you. having only recordings left of you in a device.

throughout the manga, eri is always shown to be happy in the clips shown of her. she stayed positive even in her final hours. so imagine fragile reader trying to keep zandik hopeful for their recovery all whilst deteriorating in front of him.

the rest of the novel is silly, but the beginning of it is so sad. bro after eri dies the main character started to spiral. he even has to record his moms death.

Sorry for the small synopsis about the manga itself.. it’s really beautiful and I felt like your fragile reader concept was similar to it - just without all the modern stuff.. :,)

*my body quivers at this sudden presence*

LORD... alright so i decided to go read it because you had me intrigued and i also like some of fujimoto's other works and WOW... I had to keep pausing while reading cuz omfg… you weren’t joking that was SAD. The way my heart dropped at the vampire doesn’t have long left to live… and afraid of being forgotten… I JUST KNEW SOMETHING BAD WAS GONNA HAPPEN UGHHHH!! “The rest of it was silly” NO IT WASNT?!?!? I MEAN SOME OF IT WAS BUT STILL. and that ending. i had no idea that would happen. But yeah very fragile reader and Dottore core 😞

I imagine fragile reader is also scared of being forgotten, whether they're alive or dead. Though obviously, it's not very logical, they're scared that one day, Dottore would wake up and simply not care about them anymore. Or if they die, he would forget them and all the memories shared would be for nothing. He's the only person in all of Teyvat who remembers you and your past, so if he forgets, then it's as if you never existed at all. It's cruel to imagine. Although it hurts, you always try to hide your pain, whether it's your thoughts or your actual condition, from Dottore. You don't want to burden him with your feelings. You should be able to handle them yourself, you think. Dottore has so much on his plate too after all, you can deal with your problems by yourself. So... you'll just keep smiling even when it hurts to do so.

AND YEAHHHH i love that idea so much ❤️ my moot Kai made a similar brainrot a while ago! I think it's sooo cute because the idea of him making a whole new invention just for us is so romantic <3 And i think you and Kai have already touched on all the possible angst for the recording device brainrot... so I'll add some fluff! In that manga, there are panels of Eri going to a few pretty places and having casual fun with Yuta. I like to imagine that after you wake up, and when you're finally able to go outside, the segments always make sure to record you at every new place you two go to. To add to the collection.

[tapuhauko]

another lil update! I'll put the more in depth talk below the cut in case of triggers. Short of the story: I've been incredibly tired physically along with some back and knee pain & we just don't know what's going on with me right now health wise. It's starting to wear me down mentally now too because my brain doesn't deal well with uncertainties. I wanna be here / in servers and write, but it's just hard to focus / stay awake a lot when I do have down time rn The work at the zoo is helping me stay distracted, and I love being there, so that's good at least! More in depth (CW for hospital talk / medical talk / bloodwork talk):

sooo after I left off last time I went back that tuesday, they tested my blood and the CRP had lowered a teensy bit. They put me on a broader antibiotics for 3x a day for a week. 2 days after I had to come back for another bloodtest. CRP rose again. I had to continue the antibiotics ofc, so I did. Doc told me to get more broader bloodwork done, so I did. Then the week after I call for results. Nothing can be seen from the blood besides that the CRP and another infection rate had risen even more. So now I'm being sent to the hospital for a specialist to see if they can find the source of w/e is going on (my appointment is february 5th) I really miss writing and talking to y'all about hcs and plots and stuff, so I hope to be back on my feet soon ;a; thank you all for sticking around and waiting for me!! <3

[thegreenlynx]

 “Who fits this plot?” Poll!

Okay so l've been working on some stories for a while and despite having several chapters already written for several of them I am now rethinking my choice of main characters sooo… who fits this plot/dynamic best?

Fem Vampire Reader/OC x Supernatural Obsessed Nerd

By obsessed I mean OBSESSED; Extensive research, piles upon piles of books and notes, hacking into confidential documents, etc. It's to the point people are not only weirded out but genuinely concerned. The dude's got problems. The human life is far too boring for him, he spends his time fantasizing about things like mermaids and wizards. He's top of his class but he doesn't actually give a shit about school or academics outside of his true passion, he is just too smart for his own good. He humors his studies simply to pass the time or get him closer to finding more material for his fantasies. With the exception of his hand full of friends; he is pretty much a recluse, has never been intimate or dated or even had his first kiss. Whether that's because he is too preoccupied in his fantasies or because everyone thinks he's a freak, who's to say really?

She is a vampire in a world that does not believe in the supernatural. She is part of a group of good vampires who work to protect humans (in secret, of course) from groups of deranged vampires who care not for the lives of humans and do not wish to live feeding off hospital blood bags and animals for the rest of their lives. These vampires enjoy seeing the fear in a human's eyes. Vampires have special abilities, some unique to the vampire and some universal. One of these universal qualities is unfathomable beauty to lure in their prey, much like an Orchid Mantis. The evil vampires will use any tactics they can to fuel their power and have dominance over the weak. It is her and her team's duty to protect the naive and ignorant humans from the vampires who would use this gift (curse?) to cause harm.

That all being said, while she watches and protects humans she also tends to avoid them like the plague. She'll still go shopping and run errands like a normal person but she knows better than to let any human get close. Humans are not to be trusted and they cannot know she exists after all. Generally she and her team do an amazing job of staying under the radar. However when one human delves too far into things better left untouched, can she protect him from his own passion?

At the end of the day I'll leave the final decision to myself, but I wanted some input. Feel free to leave your opinions or arguments for your choice in the replies and thank you for taking time to read this!

Edit: It's out now!

[penguin--person]

Alík happy ending?? Oh my god???? Never knew such words could be spoken into this world…wow. I’m giggling so joyfully at this

hehe!!! tbh shes gone through so much angst she deserves it... !!!

so, gabriela kozlova: you may not know her !! but ive posted some (like, two) art of her on my art blog.. shes a high ranking scientist at the facility, involved in a bit of everything. shes nastyas primary handler, too! sometimes involved with alík, but not all the time. only sometimes, and only ever since alík became an 04. not as close to her as she is to nastya, or even just other 01s and 04s she gets to see on a more regular basis. the some times she does see alík are often when alík's in wolf mode

gabriela doesnt wish bad things to happen to the mutants. she doesnt think they deserve to be killed or smth just bc theyre mutants - shes a mutant herself, after all, and so is her brother (she only has to sleep like 4 hours a day, kozlov doesn't feel pain) - but she does see they hold scientific potential. and, well, science is the whole reason she moved to pafl city from poland city!! she doesnt see the experiments she performs on the subjects, no matter how brutal, as immoral, cruel, or any kind of evil. she sees them as subjects. theyre living, sure, they breathe, they feel, she knows that. but they hold scientific potential.

she Does also experiment on herself, sorta, by only sleeping 2 hours a day at most ever. her mutation isnt that big tho so she cant all too much. her brother, tho, he lets her inspect him and shit. if he gets a wound he lets her take samples and such. shes patching him up for free, after all, and his only alternative is going to the hospital - and well. they could figure out hes a mutant there, And a stalker. Not Good. also he trusts gabriela

i think kozlov dies in quite a few timelines. theres a bunch of different ways this could play out. he could die in the zone, he could get caught as a mutant and get sent to the facility, he could get killed by a rival stalker gang, he could just do something stupid - the list goes on and on. i Promise this will tie into alíks happy ending. he doesnt care for his safety all that much, is very carefree, and a silly goofy guy! alík and he would get along if they ever met. they're similar in many ways, after all:)

i think that similarity would matter to kozlova so so much, if kozlov died. she'd be sooo sad. tremendous grief. maybe angry? a whole bunch of emotions, too ugly for her to unwrap without her brother, her twin, with her around.

she's not close with alík. but she knows enough about her to project the image of kozlov onto her, esp young kozlov. again, i'll reitarate that kozlova holds a high ranking position - she's not above temnova, or even same rank as her, but she's well respected - and that shes involved in a bit of everything.

"Sheltering mutants and possession of anomalous objects without special governmental permission is illegal." extra emphasis on "special permission" this is from the google doc. what's in it also, though, states that mutants who are deemed too dangerous stay at the facility, and ferrys said before that most ever 02s get released, with 03 releases being even rarer. 01s are too important and 04s are too dangerous.

as we know, alík is an 04.

as we know, alík didn't start out as an 04. she started her stay at the facility as an 03. i dont remember her exact age when she gets it changed, but its lke.. 12? so shes been an 04 for about five years when kozlov dies. if he dies. maybe he just goes missing. idk. wouldnt it be fucked up if he like, died at kozlova's? comes to her bc hes injured and she fails to save him. that could drive her to try and save alík even more

so, i think... kozlova, in this universe, would get more.. intense? protective? she'd spend more time with AT004-212. she'd argue for better living conditions for the subject, that if she gets more free time that her mutation will grow easier to control, if her hypothesis is correct. she argues she can traint the subject. and, bc of her position and connections.. i think she could make it happen. little by little, at least.

and i think alík could get better, yea. i think she could develop a bond with kozlova. shes like Wowww miss youre so nice to me thank you for getting me a bigger room and a better bed and giving me excersicing time:))) and such.. and i think kozlova would eventually realize alík and kozlov aren't that similar, at the core. but i think she'd get too attached to stop at that point. to give up on the subject. or she'd lie to herself idk

so. it might take a year, might take half a year, might take two years - but, i think... kozlova would eventually argue that alíks scientific potential is no more. not much more to do with her... so, let her take the subject home. if she hurts anyone, she'll bear the consequences. if she breaks any law, she'll go to jail too. and i think she knows how to forge some documents:) i thinkshe knows how to lie:)

so i think that's how alík could get legally free. well. she'd probably be legally 'owned' by kozlova, but ahh technicalities. theres still the societys great . um. uh. hate? for lack of a better word. or fear. of mutants, and since alíks such a visible one.. maybe she'd wear a collar with a nameplate or smth to signify shes allowed out

i dont think it'd be easy for either of them. but i think she'd be happy. she'd have someone that loves her! that sees her as not human, sees what she is, and accepts it! she'd have a home, food, a whole city to explore.. itd be hard adjusting, and even harder not going wolf mode all the time.

maybe there'd have to be monthly reports, even. who knows? all i know is kozlova can forge and fake, and ithink if she really had to, she'd forge alíks death.

and i think alík would be happy. and i think kozlova would be, too. and i think she'd learn to overcome kozlovs death with alík. maybe. she'd accept it. and i think it gets better:)

andddddd i also i think alík would go by ája. as we know, alík is the nickname the scientists gave to her. so i think... as a treat, ája would give herself a new name:) to symbolise shes her own (as much as she can be..) wolf, that shes no longer a subject, that she can decide things for herself. i think she'd be happy:)

(you can refer to her as alík, ája, at, whatever you want! all are a-ok)

heres a filterless version of the alík art

[amypihcs]

Sherlock Holmes (ofc!) aaand elrond for the ask game please!

SURE! And thank you for having asked!

On Holmes first, then!

First impression -> I started with the italian translation of the hound fo the Baskervilles so, sorry Holmes, a total bitch but SOOO gay for Watson

Impression now -> Chemist blorbo. Best boy. I will defend him with my life. Still totally gay for Watson. Kidding aside, Holmes is an incredibly complex character that i truly love now that i know him better

Favorite moment -> When he tells Gibson he SHOULD HAVE KEPTIT IN HIS PANTS around miss Dumbar. And generally when he's a snarky bitchy man to rich asshole clients

Idea for a story -> One that i'm plotting and trying to write, i'll manage at some point, Holmes having a case from a former professor he used to hate. I feel like there's so much potential here

Unpopular opinion -> dunno if it's unpopular, but i believe that when he and Watson retire, Holmes is alone for few months to organize the cottage and so on while Watson is setting their affairs in London. Holmes writes the lion's mane here in a letter to Watson (maybe to make him a bit jealous and make him hurry?)

Favorite relationship -> With Watson. The way they evolve, the way they're made for each other. I believe they retire together in 1904 and STAY together. That Watson is not sent to France and they spend the war in London with Holmes helping mycroft and the secret services and Watson serving in military hospitals home

Favorite headcanon -> he has a sweet tooth. Put him in front of sweets when he's in the mood and he'll absolutely polish them off. Also from the stories i believe that Watson is bullshitting us totally when he says that holmes doesn't exercise. Man boxes and exercises. Together with Watson, in my headcanons they often spar together!

Damn, i tend to rant a lot, i'm sorry. Now to Elrond!

First impression -> Hugo Weaving Elrond. On a 16-something years old girl who thinks she's het. Well, you can imagine. i fell for him. HARD.

Impression now -> He's my favourite LOTR character together with Theoden, what are we talking about, lol. He's a person who suffered incredibly and still chose kindness. I admire him deeply, he could have sailed with celebrian, or after elros' death. he didn't. he stayed and kept fighting on. I admire that Half-Elf crazily.

Favorite moment -> In the books, when he goes 'I i remember the old times' when he says that he saw the hosts of the last alliance and all the princes united and how they yet were not as many or as splendid as they were when Thangorodrim was destroyed. That's Top Elrond Time. From the movies the moment when he's talking to Theoden waiting for Aragorn to show up is super funny and then the epic scene when he hands Aragorn Anduril. Another incredibly good moment is from the book when he doesn't want to let pippin go with the fellowship. That's so good.

Idea for a story -> Elrond goes to Valinor and on the shore meets ALL OF HIS FAMILY. The finweans. The doriathrim. The human side is missing but HEY. The Vanya part of the fam too! Man can be king of everyone! Let me see them having a dinner together!

Unpopular opinion -> okay, man could've let SOMEONE OF HIS HOUSE still accompany the fellowship. just to be sure. maybe not Glorfindel, some other first age warrior, maybe one of his feanorion followers who would've slit the balrog's throat with their teeth (and put the fear of Feanor into Thauron once more)

Favorite relationship -> a though one. Torn between his relationship with Elros (distilled angst), with Celebrian (slurp, also a bit of romance) or with MAGLOR.

Favorite headcanon -> KIDNAP FAM. And Maglor now is in Imladris. And Erestor is a feanorion follower (Maybe he's Erestor Morifinwion). Elrond collects kinslayers, toh

And i ranted a lot for him too! Hope you like the answers!

[catrakomtrikru]

You know, since I'm on the topic of personal trauma and music saving me have another post. This is going to be a long one.

When I was in my mid 20s my mom got sick and went to the hospital. She almost died. And it might not be shocking after my last post but dad and his side of the family were no help. They didn't even want to take me and my brother to see her. I wasn't working yet and couldn't drive. And my brother has some mental health problems that make it hard for him to do either.

Well fast forward and she comes home but we ended up moving to a cheaper place because now money is tight. One night I'm at work, I was doing security at some apartments and I get a call. It's mom saying she got thrown in jail because the tags on the car were out. We end getting the bail money a few days later but now we have no car. Which makes it harder for me and mom to get to work. We mostly ate of my brother's ssi money. And guess what? We end up losing the house too.

So now we're staying with this other family in a falling apart house that smells like dog shit. We knew them because I went to first grade with the older daughter and mom and her mom stayed friends. While there we had no privacy, people were having sex where everyone could see and one night the mom's boyfriend attacked me.

The next day my older brother and his family drive three hours to come get us. This was in 2020. I'm still living with them, and I don't plan on moving. I did end up going through a shitty break up and I git sexually and otherwise harassed by a coworker. And after everything that happened it was a lot on my mental health. I felt like I'd never get better.

So to help with the feelings one day I'm just on YouTube listening to music and this cover of misery business shows up. I check it out and it's really good. I took up the singer and it turned out she was in a band, and they're local.

So April of 2023 I go see this band play at pop punk nite and I get to meet the girl, her name is Chaney. She was so sweet and she's still sweet to me now. We stayed in touch over Instagram and have seen each other several times since meeting last year.

Through her I've made sooo many other amazing friends too. I'm pretty much friends with all the local bands in the scene now, they all hug me and sometimes give me free staff. I had one guy message me asking for the videos I took at his show the other night and posted one on Instagram. And they always dm me asking me to go to shows.

The first House parties, Chaney's band went on tour I went when they had their hometown show and she literally ran to me, jumped on me, and threw her arms around my neck. I caught her and hugged her back. She also recommended the shop I got my most recent tattoo at.

But yeah, this community saved me and gave me a family I needed. I love them ❤️

Here's some pics of me and some of my favorite people.

Photo credits in case you want to check the bands out.

1. Me and Chaney from House parties

2. Me, Jarrett and Zak from offended by everything.

3. Me and Colton from waiting 4 April

(I'll check for typos tomorrow)

[mangomoonlov]

TᕼE TᑌᖇᑎTᗩᗷᒪEᔕ ᑭᗩᖇT- ¹

DOCTOR (cprlover123)

Nurse (Mango)

Allie pics (Mango)

Prologue: Allie and her boyfriend meet to help a friend clean up her junk. Unknown to her,she is going to be a victim of a scheme which is going to leave certain individuals she know super rich….. As soon as she touches the “rigged” lamp she gets an electric shock and collapses. Her boyfriend immediately call an ambulance and start performing CPR…trying to keep her “valuable” girlfriend alive….....

Our patient has arrived, fully intubated with electrode on, hooked to a thumper, we both are scrubbed.

The nurse start checking the hospital report.

Doctor, record says Her name is Allie, she was PEA (Pulseless electrical activity) for over 40 mins, was given CPR on scene and hospital, shocked 8 times but they could not find a sinus rhythm. Right now the thumper is the only thing keeping her alive.

We should definitely keep her sedated on the table while we prepare her for the procedure. The thumper can stay on for a little longer while we start to dress her in surgical sheets 

The Doctor Says while admiring the patient's face

The Nurse check her feet for any wounds, then her hands, She pinches the patient nail to which her hand repulsed,

Doctor she's still reactive to pain!!! but the report says she should be brain dead

Hearing this the Doctor opened the patient's eyes before shining her penlight across them

Pupils are still reactive, but sluggish She's also still reactive to the needle, we should pause the thumper for a while to kill off any brain activity. The Doctor says without any remorse.

confused by the situation the nurse starts to panic:

This doesn't make any sense, her organs are too viable for us to lose Doctor!

Look, her heart itself will make us half a million, What should we do?

We should start harvesting, but we need to make sure she stays alive until the very end

Ok doctor! im turning off the Thumper and life support now 

Beep beep beep...Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

Beep...Beep...Beep...Beep...Beep....Beep

What the hell!!! The Nurse put her steth on the patient heavily bruised chest ..........I can hear lung sounds

I don't need this Right now, NURSE!! Charge the defibrillator, we need her to stop bodily activities

How much Should I crank it Doctor?

Charge to 250, let's see if she's resilient, wait I'll put the patches on

ok Charging to 250.... CLEAR!!!

The doctor put her steth on the patient...

Heart is still beating....., Charge again, all the way to 300 this time

Charging...Charging....Ok CLEAR!!!

The Doctor put her steth again......

Nothing, she's stopped 

Doctor we need to oxygenate her heart or it'll become useless if it suffer any more deoxygenation

Hearing this, the Doctor wraps her lips around the patient's and starts to slowly force her air into Allie's still lungs

Doctor! Here's the Scalpel. 

Do you reckon she earned herself to be put on oxygen the doctor says, still pinching Alice’s nose…..lets commerce extraction!

The doctor let the nurse start forcing her breath into Alice as she start the incision in her chest, she start slowly cutting open her chest, making sure to get through the fat tissue.

Can you hand me the rib breaker please.

The doctor starts to cut through her ribs, placing the bones in the bowl

If you want, you can come take a good look at her heart….

mmmm….I love her lips, she must be a great kisser don't you think ehe?

Shame she ended up on our table, we extract her heart at last, so we can put her on the ventilator if you want…

Ok just one last kiss….the nurse open her mouth and intubate her again

Lets inject some adrenaline directly into her heart, i want her to “feel her heartbeat” one last time…..

Ok doctor the nurse says with a sign of trepidation on her face…

I’m charging the defibrillator, lets get her heart back into VF

CLEAR!!! The nurse says as she pressed the buttons of the paddles directly on the back of the Doctor!!!

*Gasp*

Thank you to @cprlover123 for the collab. I enjoyed writing this story sooo much🥰

Hope you guys like this project we did, I would love to hear all your constructive compliments (🤫 if you get the reference ehe🤫) ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

[heavyhitterheaux]

How Ree's car got totaled on the way to Kentucky, she went back home to Maryland and still made it back on time for the show and Jackman gave her backstage passes 🥴😐

Okay, buckle the fuck up because

HERE

WE

GO

Okay sooo I'm really not going to get into the whole accident part because I'm still pretty sad about it for obvious reasons but I will give yall a timeline about how everything worked out

I left on Friday at 3 am from Maryland in order to get to Louisville by 1:30- 2 pm because the way I drive, it was NOT about to take 9 hours

Zoom zoom, bitch

Okay anyway

We are literally 3 and a half hours away when the accident happened and why when my dumbass made sure I had all my limbs and my glasses weren't broken, I was like.... okay soooo.... how are we getting to Kentucky?

BITCHHHHH THE FUCKING DEDICATION

I was very upset because I knew that I had to call my sister and I feel like I failed because I wanted to prove that I was responsible enough to do this seeing as I basically don't go anywhere without her

I have literally never been away from my sister longer than like 72 hours

And of course she's like you're my only sister and I could care less about the car all that matters is that you're alive 🥺

And of course we both proceeded to cry

Long story short, I had to end up going back home (keep in mind ya girl was more than halfway there)

So Shantai who was driving my car at the time (remember she went with me to see him in October)

She gets admitted to the hospital because she basically blacked out while she was driving my car and yeah

ANYWAY

So my big sister, Rae, comes to the rescue

She had dropped me off at the nail shop because two of them broke in the accident and she's like it looks like we're going on a road trip 😭😭😭

She knows how important this was to me and that this was basically a late birthday/Christmas gift to myself and I was determined to get back to Kentucky because I fought for my damn life to get those tickets

Like I was crying so much that it wasn't even funny

I got some things out of my car when I originally went home, but coming back with Rae, I got the rest and took the plates off

(We not gonna talk about how my front license plate was basically ripped off and sitting in the back seat along with other pieces of my car 🙃)

Like airbags are deployed and the entire underside is ruined and yeah soo

TOTALED

Just grateful to walk away without any broken bones, I'll take the broken heart from losing my first car that I worked so hard for

Onto bigger and better and I can't change the past

We left Sunday morning at 3 am, got into Louisville around 2 something and because the reservation was still in Shantai's name and they actually HELD THE ROOM (which we were all very surprised by), we stayed at The Galt House Hotel which is right next to the KFC Yum Center.

THAT SHIT WAS NICEEEE

It was like a damn apartment up in that bitch

And I was lowkey sad about not being able to be there that long

Like ya girl was about to visit Churchill Downs, eat Alfredo at Vincenzo's and go to Morris Deli

But it's okay, I'll be back

So because I am fucking exhausted, I go to sleep and get up to take a shower and get ready

BITCHHHHH I'm hype now

I GET TO SEE MY BABY FOR THE SECOND TIME IN 2 MONTHS

Okay so let's get into this outfit

White shirt

Black tulle skirt

Fishnets

Combat boots

Leather jacket

YA GIRL WAS LOOKING FUCKING AMAZING, OKAY!?! (And I got Hella compliments. Everyone was like you look so pretty 🥺😭)

By this time, it's like 7:40 and we walk to the arena

IT WAS FUCKING FREEZING

Anyway, the arena is huge and it took us a minute to find our seats

Once we did, I could have cried because it was like the perfect view 🥺🥺🥺🥺

Okay so me and Rae are vibing to the opening acts and then I hear the first notes of Talk of the Town and I was like

BITCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HERE

WE

FUCKING

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

AHHHHHHHH

When he hit the stage I SWEA TA GAWD he looked so fine and I said it loud as shit too lmao

My sister was like Oh... he is cute

I was like HEAUX BACK UP!

I SAW HIM FIRST 😭😭😭

So we're dancing and singing however why do I always happen to pick the section that is NEVER lit

(Section 111 do better, babes. Ya killing me smalls)

But I don't fucking care

YA GIRL IS GOING IN

SUNDOWN

GHOST

21C/DELTA

TYLER HERRO

LUV IS DRO

WARSAW

Literally screaming every lyric at the top of my lungs

Okay so boom

OUTFIT CHANGE

I was like okay baby I see you looking like you stepped out 1970

Oh important side note: URBAN WAS FUCKING HIDING ALL NIGHT FROM ME AGAIN (I'm getting real tired of his shit)

Okay back to the story

LIKE A BLADE OF GRASS

MOVIE STAR

NAIL TECH

POISON

WHAT'S POPPIN

ALREADY BEST FRIENDS

INDUSTRY BABY

Oh

My

Gawd

When he did State Fair, I just about MELTED 🥺🥺🥺

And then the girl with the sign talking about the titties missed you

And Jack was like excuse me this is a family show 😭😭😭

But yet...

You got a song called I Wanna See Some Ass bro....

Okay, Jackman

Of course he had the hose and acted like a damn fool

And of course the little basketball thingy

They kept missing except one person so Jack was like if I make it, they all win

He missed like 3 times

And I was like bitch

Cancel the movie NEOW 😭😭😭

Like he is the definition of white men can't jump lmaooooo

I kid, I kid lmao

Anyway

IT WAS HOT AS FUCK IN THERE

And the fire DID NOT HELP

I was like STINK TURN.IT.OFF.NEOW.

A bitch almost came out her clothes

(Backstage with Jackman's eyes only of course)

So I'm just so PROUD OF HIM 😭😭😭

Of course he ended with First Class and we wait until it clears out because I wasn't trying to get trampled and if someone stepped on my skirt it would have been on sight

And when we get to the merch line, my sister was like uhh yeah imma need a shirt too 😭😭😭

She has officially come to the dark side

I saw my mother in law and she is actually taller than what I expected

Like I was just walking, turned to the left and did a double take lmaoooo

And I told her I would help cook for Christmas lmaoo

Like Jack stole her entire face 😭😭😭

So we get our shirts and... I TOOK A PIC NEXT TO THE KFC BUCKET WITH BIG HEAD'S FACE ON IT!

That bucket was tall as fuck

Okay so after that

We only slept for four hours before getting back on the road to go home

We made it to the Maryland state line in 6 hours 😭

Very thankful my sister drove because even though I wasn't driving when the accident took place, I just can't bring myself to do it right now.

All in all

I had an amazing time and much thanks to my big sister for saving the day and making her little sister's wish come true 🥺

[lucilucialu]

Could you rec for thiam fic if you have some time please ? I really enjoy the one you listed last week ^^

hi!! sorry, this has been sitting in my inbox for a while now, but i was just looking for the perfect thiam fics, sooo here they are

in the hospital after the war, by snaeken (one-shot) (@snaeken)

What should have happened after the war. Short but sweet, mostly fluff. First kiss happens and it's really cute.

i know all sorts of things i don't believe, by eneiryu (multi-chapter) (@eneiryu)

Every single one of eneiryu's thiam fics are perfect and so beautiful. Absolutely all of them. I'm recommending this one specifically because I recently read it (again), but seriously, go through all their works and read them because holy shit. Here's the summary: "So, anyway. That’s how Theo becomes pack-mom to Scott’s merry band of supernatural misfits".

Nightmares, by sunclefz (one-shot) (@bikarls)

Theo has a nightmare and Liam doesn't know what to do (at first). Cute, short and more comfort than hurt.

Smash or Pass, by ExtraSteps (one-shot) (@extrasteps)

This is just crack lmao (with some feelings and fluff). Basically Theo being annoying, Liam being pathetically in love and both of them being embarrassing.

Grow as We Go, by hugharekillianmelou (one-shot) (@hughstheforcelou)

Pure fluff. Liam plays guitar and sings for Theo while he sleeps. It's so soft and beautiful, please go read it.

March 1st, by FlyRobinFly (one-shot)

THIS ONE!!!!!!!!!!!! So so so soft and cute and AAAAAAAAAAAA. Theo is so in love with Liam that he acts stupid and Liam is the biggest nerd ever!!!! Liam knows a lot of not interesting random facts and Theo listens to all of them because he loves Liam.

If Words Aren't Enough, by snaeken (one-shot)

The war is over and the pack is celebrating, but Theo isn't there. Liam goes looking for him and finds him by the river, sitting on the bridge. Hurt/Comfort, forgiveness and first kiss.

coming home after all is said and done, by ash_mcj (one-shot) (@ash-mcj)

This but longer (and better) :)

Sunflowers, by TheodoreR (one-shot) (@theodorerr)

Liam gives Theo a love letter and he gives it back to Liam with spelling and punctuation corrections because he thought it wasn't for him and Liam just wanted to know what he thought of it. They are both idiots.

Opalescent, by ExtraSteps (one-shot)

Liam hits a witch with his biology textbook while he'd been actually aiming at Theo. Now they're both cursed with mood ring hair and Theo is handling it way better than Liam, who has no control over his emotions. Be ready for lots of dumbassery!!!

let us go then, you and i, by theowhy (one-shot) (@theowhy)

Theo drives six hours to visit Liam at college because he texted him "Meet me by the bear" and Theo's pining so hard and can't say no to Liam (also he misses him).

i'm not ready to die yet, should i pray? (i'm wasting time, haunted by the ghost of you), by frustrateddumbbar (one-shot) (@petitommo)

It doesn't matter how many times I read this, I always end up crying. I just read it again and I'm currently crying as I write this. This is so beautiful and heartbreaking and.... well, at least it has a happy ending. Do yourself a favor and read it.

he's my idiot, by theosbuckley (one-shot) (@theosbuckley)

Short, fun and cute fic to recover from the previous one!!! Theo sends Liam a text confessing his love for him and Liam's response is 'are you drunk?'.

What It Means to Stay Alive, by WordsLeftUnspoken (multi-chapter)

I read this one many many times and I'll never get tired of it. I just finished it and I know I'll read it again soon, that's how much I love this fic.

Here's the summary: "Dangerous characters from Theo’s past arrive in Beacon Hills and want him dead. Liam is seriously not okay with this plan; especially since they seem hell-bent on slaughtering a group of supernaturals along with him. The beta’s in charge while Scott is gone, and no way is this going down on his watch. But if Theo and Liam want to stop the assassins and not be consumed by the passion, blood, and darkness that surrounds them, they’re going to need each other.

Set after 6x16, but the Hunter situation is ignored/on hold. Contains dual perspectives that will switch throughout chapters. Eventual E (Trust me. I’ve written the chapter. It gets there.)".

[cinematicnomad]

oohhh what are you post finale fic recs? cause i just read the one you posted earlier today and it was so good and i need more

i can definitely rec some great post-finale fics! a caveat though: i prefer lengthy fics which, obviously, tend to take time. we're only a month and a half out from the finale and i don't really read WIPs sooo this list is gonna be relatively short. but check back with me in august and i bet there will be some more great fics i can rec:

don't want no other shade of blue but you by lecornergirl (2/2 | 11k+ | T) mutual pining; minor eddieana; platonic bucktaylor; feelings realization; POV buck

"you can't go see your son like this." that gives buck pause. "he's not—he's not my son." "isn't he, though?" she says. and part of buck wants to argue, but a bigger part of him thinks, isn't he, though? not by blood, sure, or legally, but in all the ways that matter, christopher is as good as his son.

notes: this fic is part 1 of the series it's blue (the feeling i got). this first fic is from buck's POV, but part 2 is from eddie's POV and deals more with eddie's trauma recovery.

some day i'll fall into you by allyasavedtheday/@littlespooneven (1/1 | 13k+ | T) bed sharing; PTSD; hurt/comfort; therapy; POV eddie

i got you. i got you. i got you. "you said that," he says, clearing his throat around the emotion clogging his windpipe. "in the firetruck. i heard you." buck leans back enough that they're looking at each other. the hand he'd had on the back of eddie's hand moves to the side of his neck, his thumb pressing lightly against the hinge of eddie's jaw. eddie swallows around the lump in his throat and meets his gaze. "i believed you then." buck sighs like the breath has been punched out of him and leans forward to press their foreheads together. "believe me now," he murmurs and eddie's not sure if it's a plea or a request but he finds himself nodding anyway. "okay." * a look at how eddie deals with his recovery post-4.14.

lessons learned by clockwork_mockingbird (4/4 | 18k+ | T) sick!fic; mutual pining; emotional hurt/comfort; minor angst; getting together; happy ending

life teaches us many lessons. some of them, buck has to learn a few times. OR in the aftermath of the shooting, buck stretches himself a little thin. but he's got this. it's totally under control.

(note: the above fic has been taken down from ao3)

on the outside looking in by malecnificenttyrus11 (4/4 | 29k+ | G) POV alternating; mutual pining; feelings realization; getting together; angst with a happy ending

eddie is silent for a moment, before speaking up. he says it so silently that she almost doesn't hear him. "there's no competition." ana stares at him with wide yes, "what?" she asks weakly. eddie sighs, turning to look at ana, "there's no competition, because buck will always come second to christopher in my life...always." "so you're saying that i'll always be less of a priority to you than buck." ana says, voice flat. his hesitation answers for him.

notes: this fic starts with ana's POV at the hospital which i genuinely LOVED so much bc i desperately wanted to get a sense of her thoughts during those scenes. it's handled very well and then alternates between buck and eddie's POV.

leave the light on (i'll be coming home) by HMSLusitania/@hmslusitania (7/7 | 44k+ | M) s4 finale compliant; amnesia fic; angst with a happy ending; mourning; grief; getting together

"we're here for our grandson," helena says. "chris is still sleeping," buck says. "i mean, we're here to take him back to texas," helena clarifies. "yeah," buck says. he's too tired, way too tired to be tactful. "over my dead body." -- an accident on call leaves buck with custody of chris after eddie is...missing presumed. while they navigate their new family circumstance—and fight to stay together, despite eddie's parents best efforts—a john doe wakes up in a coma ward with no memory of his own life beyond the knowledge he has a son named christopher, and, somehow, he needs to get home.

notes: so this isn't a direct follow up from the s4 finale. this fic takes place about a year or so after the shooting incident, but it does grapple with eddie's will and buck being christopher's legal guardian. plus it's just SO SOFT and exactly the type of fic i wanted to read after seeing that hospital confession scene. also there's an amazing gifset you can reblog once you read it 🥰🥰

darker days, brighter endings by farfromthstars/@buckactuallys (3/3 | 44k+ | T) minor eddieana; minor bucktaylor; POV eddie; sexuality crisis; PTSD; therapy; friends to lovers

recovery isn't easy, or linear. eddie lets buck get him one of those old fashioned button-up pajama tops because they're easier to slip his arm into without moving his shoulder, but he doesn't ask him for help with shaving until he cuts himself trying to do it himself and breaks down crying in the bathroom. not because it hurts—he watches the blood trickle down from his cheekbone for a few seconds and suddenly feels completely overwhelmed, live everything is way too much. or a fic on eddie's recovery after 4.14.

notes: i jUST finished read this fic and i am obsessed with it. this fic is all from eddie's POV and really dives deep into eddie's recovery—physically and psychologically—and how buck is there to help him through it all. along the way eddie works to come to terms with his evolving understanding of his sexuality whiling pining for buck.