#but I’m recovering! maybe!
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2025 Firsts
Thank you so so much @oorangesoda for tagging me appreciate you shmookie!!!
First bit of arts and crafts: The August and Jas doodle I posted recently :)
First movie watched: ALSO FUCKING TWILIGHT I believe it was the third one I don’t remember me and my friends marathoned it on New Years Eve
First song I listened to: Messy by Lola Young! Literally my fav song at the moment
First TV show watched: Literally nothing I’ve been sick ever since New Years I haven’t had the energy to watch anything :(
First book read: Howls Moving Castle! I’m only a few chapters in (again got so fucking sick) but I recently started it and it’s been fun!!! Absolutely in love with the writing style
First fanfic read: I haven’t read any fanfic yet this year I’m such a fake fan of media :( WHEN IM NOT DYING ON GOD I WILL BE ENGAGING WITH SO MUCH STUFF
First Dinner I Ate: Oh girl I do not remember….i think it was some kind of chicken dish but it also might’ve been like. Pizza. I have no clue
First food I ate: BAGEL!!!!!!!!!! Bagel with cream cheese and it was fucking AMAZING I left my friends house so early to get that bagel I love bagels I love bread
Tagging ermmmm @henarikat and @phillypumpkin and like anyone else who would want to do this maybe idk! Love you all happy new year!!!!! 🫶
#tag game#I’m sorry my answers are so bad#new years was crazy#and I don’t remember 90% of it for#reasons#but then I got SICK#and I’ve just been blurgjggg since then#but I’m recovering! maybe!#idk!#urgent care medicine pls work#i wanna draw stuff and be silly#BUT ANYWAYS TY FOR TAGGING ME#I HOPE YOU ALL HAD AN AMAZING HOLIDAY SEASON#AND HSVE A GOOD NEW YEAR#MWAH MWAH MWAH 🫶💃
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Doing this bc I’m scared to and won’t on my own
if this gets 5k notes by October 20th, I will tell my dad about my eating disorder and get help to recover + therapist
Rules:
No spamming
5 notes per person including likes
if either one of those is broken, I’m reducing the time limit, basically making it less likely to hit the goal on time
FOR CRYING OUT LOUD PLEASE STOP SPAMMING
tagging is okay
Might delete later(sorry!) because I’m scarrredddd, I don’t wanna tell my dad >:l
#Basically I’ve been trying for the past two weeks to recover on my own without having to tell anyone about it and bro I just cant#Jsbsjdhd#It will only be a temporary recovery though heads up#Because I’m not going to get away with this eating disorder for much longer#I’m going to get found out so this is just temporary until I’m an adult#Once I’m an adult I won’t have to worry about getting caught 😌#Ahhh I’ve had this disorder for like a year now I’m sick of it 😭#Okay maybe not temporary#Actually I wouldn’t mind recovering for good actually this sucks#Notes game#note game
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Call me your nymph Praise me for martyr, praise me for sin Call me your muse A sprite or an elf you cry to, then use
let's say this is an alternate ending... drew the sketch of this art before ep7 came out and these were my ideas about possible events. previously the end of the cross was pointed, but after ep7 I drew it as flash drive according to the canon xd would like to thank the people who helped me with this art and supported me, thank you !! close-ups below
#wouulld be thankful if you support but ofc if you want to#murder drones#uzi doorman#serial designation n#serial designation v#serial designation j#murder drones cynessa#absolute solver#biscuit bites#my art#wanted you to know how insane i am#man I've never drawn something so detailed-#i'm done#maybe I need mental recover after this /hj#but i'm I'm happy with the work done#in fact#(in fact drew this for so long that now I’m not even sure now if it looks good and correct)#these bloody skeletons are sick as hell
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Ok so Nicola suggested for Luke as Colin to say “lie down”.
And Luke said he could be her Ken on the late night show.
Nicola reposting Luke’s little sketch from the late night show on her instagram
They are no longer touring, they are apart, it’s over, and yet they still haunt me, I’d like to be free and let go of please 😩🙏
#like don’t get me wrong I’m glad they get along as coworkers/friends but also stop please not right in front of my salad#I need time to recover#polin#bridgerton#bridgerton season 3#I do not ship them but maybe just a little for the fun of it 😂
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You know what time it is ❤️🐰❤️
#damn I just been on that traditional grind#It’s way less stressful than digital atm#need it cause I’m still recovering#I have gotta draw other characters man#myart#fanart#my art#faith the unholy trinity#faith airdorf#faith game#ftut#airdorf games#airdorf#john ward#gary miller#amy martin#garyjohn#maybe?? idk#❤️🐰❤️
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Trick or Treat!! 🍬
Here’s a 5 minute sketch of Elsie!!🫶🫶
She’s writing a fic, I haven’t had a chance to read it yet but it’s about Elsie💓💓 & on her blog you can see a lot of excerpts!!
#i have 30+ messages in my ask box now & I’m slowly going to go through them💓💓💓#I made the executive decision literally right now that I’m going to also be sharing the fics etc of these trick or treaters💓💓💓#I am not a big creator or popular or anything but it’s fun sharing the love and maybe you’ll find someone new#or your next favorite mc or fic!!! 🫶🫶🫶🫶#sorry these are coming out so late😭😭 I had a terrible weekend and needed to recover…#and I was going to do everyone in one big post but tbh I like this idea better#I did a few others on Halloween and you should check out those angel creators as well!!!!!!!!🥹🫶🥹🫶#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc
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just a girl with her mother’s full lips and her father’s cheekbones and almond eyes that resemble neither of theirs. And the Memories
#I live w him for one summer and then im like oohhhk ok that’s why u guys didn’t work out#I maybe heard “you’re JUST like your mother” 80 times on that trip#I am ………. Tbh#But ugh even if it’s in my blood not to get along w him I still miss him#And miss the capital#I’m yearning so hard rn how do I recover#Might disintegrate w the sheer magnitude of this want. Whatever
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It will be harder for you to remember. Love is always harder. Love means weathering blows for another’s sake and not counting them. Love is loss of self, loss of other, and faith in the death of loss.
- Christopher Buehlman, Between Two Fires
#i am never going to recover from them#i will literally never get over them!!!#Between two fires#i have full scenes that i wish i had the art skill to depict but maybe this will be what motivates me to improve as an artist lol#my art#fan art#aaaaaAAAAHHHHH#Idk man#I’m *this* close to starting a reread tonight#like i already miss them so much wtf#found family?? more like… AHHHHHH
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some people in this fandom are going to be really disappointed when winds of winter comes out.
you guys. you cannot treat the POV characters as stepping stones for other characters/other POV characters.
the POV characters must have a fitting end according to their character arcs, themes, foreshadowing, etc.
to clarify, the POV characters chapters are about THEM. their storylines are about THEIR journey. you cannot use their hundreds of pages of character development as a brick to build the castle your fav will live in.
this is especially true for the key 5 and for the other younger POV characters. their endings have everything to do with them, they do not revolve around your fav.
us readers out-of-universe reasons for wanting x or y characters deaths does not matter. what actually matters is if you can support your theories with textual evidence from the chapters of the POV character that you want dead.
#i dont think there’s anything in the books that supports a theory of a member of the key 5 dying permanently#i think you could make a case for dany temporarily dying like jon for her third death and rebirth. but that’s it.#maybe winds of winter will set up the permanent death of one of the younger POV characters.#but so far there’s really not enough evidence to be sure of x or y characters deaths#and if you want their deaths based on ‘feels’ or due to unobjective reasons then i’m afraid that you will be unhappy#wanting a marginalized characters death especially as they’re igniting hope/recovering from abuse/trying to make change is very gross#i want to say that i totally understand what it’s like to be put off from a character due to that characters fandom#(happened to me with the sansa stans on here. they’re real nasty)#but the best thing to do is to distance yourself from that portion of the fandom and to try to not let your hate color ur opinion#i’m acting kinda self righteous sorry guys 😞#just a bit sad cause i’m seeing a lot of jon hate today <\3#asoiaf fandom critical#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire
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I wish I could grow out my nails or get cunty lil extensions but it’s so not conducive to doing pottery!! /: gouges chunks of clay out by accident…
#gets cunty extensions to force myself to take a break?#batty posts#omg maybe when I’m recovering from top surgery aaaa!! maybe for my bday! 🤭
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most of my family is traveling this weekend, my one brother still at home was working last night, and my fiancé was unavailable, and so I spent six straight hours in a perfectly empty house before going to bed, and I gotta say I feel like a whole new woman
#in which cate tells stories#it was like ohhhh maybe this is something I’ve been needing for the past FOUR YEARS#I think having an apartment that only two people live in??? is gonna be a game changer#like my family don’t QUITE count as interaction against my introvert quota#but I’m starting to think they don’t NOT count#they don’t (usually) drain me but they don’t allow me to recover completely either
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More post part 3 concept stuff (read tags for more info)
#hol horse has joined the party#jjba#jjba part 3#stardust crusaders#hol horse#jean pierre polnareff#mohammed avdol#I thought it’d be a fun switch up if they went somewhere cold and wintery#also still deciding if I like Avdol’s hairstyle or not lol#it’s a lot of work to draw and I’m hoping it’s not too out there but idk#jojos bizarre adventure#anyway I want Hol horse to join the club for some reason#they have some sort of common goal to get to#I also want it to take place soon after part 3 in France during the winter#giving Polnareff a chance to come back home since this version didn’t go back and waited with Avdol as he recovered#maybe I’m adding too many beads?#idk if people like the beads I’ll find a work around to keep them in his hair but less prominent maybe#whatever this is the point of concept stuff I guess lol#jjba au#post part 3#everybody lives
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Wang YiBo — Weibo Night 210228
Red Carpet/Event Looks and Award Ceremony
#Wang yibo#Weibo night#the little prince#That time WYB showed up to Weibo night#walked the red carpet as a little prince#and then accepted his award as a king#the whiplash#the mf whiplash I tell you#This blue#one of WYB’s all-time prettiest looks and I’m *still* obsessed#The blue cardi and the jaunty beret and the ruffled collar and the tiny purse and the soft soft fringe covering his eyes#Who tf said you could do this WYB??#SIR??#and then to show up in this suit with the gorgeous detailing and matching black shirt through which you can see tiny peeks of his skin#🫠🫠🫠#Never over it#I think I’m over it and then I see the photos again and I realize I’m far from recovered#And maybe never will be#And that’s fine#never over The Noodle#Forever
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ARCANE SEASON TWO FINALE??
I REREAD IT AND I DID ENTIRELY SPOIL SOME THINGS DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVENT FINSIHED ARCANE‼️‼️
genuinely what the fuck??? Y’all, idk if this is spoilers or not, I’m just gonna yap bc I have no one to complain abt this with cause they haven’t finished. If you haven’t finished the series, don’t come at me abt spoilers if I accidentally do. FIRST OFF?? Absolutely no fucking mention of Isha besides a scene from act two being replayed?? You’re telling me we got a good four(??) episodes of this absolute baby ily sm, and then you’re just like, “no yeah forget abt it” WHAT??😭 That was literally all I could think abt all fucking week, was whether or not she was dead, and you give me that?? I literally yelled at my tv the entire three episodes, I’m so beyond words (clearly not since I’m writing this) SECOND OFF— we got a poster for Sevika right?? It looked cool as fuck, and so maybe we were all a lil too ambitious to assume we’d get a backstory or brothel scene (we all wanted it let’s be real😼) and then just?? Nothing?? I mean, I’ll admit I liked the ending they gave her, but c’mon man. I need a separate series for her, I’m BEGGING. THIRD?? The fact that they just completely glossed over Maddie being a traitor?? Don’t come at me w “oh I liked her” “she’s a good character” NO! I knew she was bad from the start (it’s cause she’s a ginger😒 KIDDING PLS DONT TAKE THAT SERIOUSLY) FOURTH, I know it was purposeful that they didn’t give Jinx a funeral (actually idk) but I feel kinda robbed that I didn’t see like “forgiveness” between her and Cait (ig we did cause she let her escape jail) but still, I wanted some sort of anything ig. FIFTH, sesbian lex IN THE PRISON CELL is fucking INSANE😭 you’re telling me no one could have possibly walked in on that?? But I will admit it was pretty well done, and it was respectful in a way that it was clear it was out of love and not just like the sexualization of lesbian characters (if that makes sense??) honestly I did love the show and the characters are so beautifully written, and I’m sure I’ll come up with more things to yap about and I’ll post it later (it’s two in the morning my brain isn’t working) but I just need more bc I’m literally gonna have withdrawals (I’m dramatic but still) I feel like there was so much story they could’ve given us that they just didn’t
#arcane netflix#arcane season 2#arcane season two#arcane season two spoilers#arcane#arcane s2#arcane spoilers#arcane s2 spoilers#ranting#like wtf#i’m gonna cry#Maybe scream#Possibly throw up#punching the air#i’m not okay#im never gonna recover
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guys i think my depression meds are working
#i always forget to take before pics but the halfway-done pic works#the other side used to have a couch but there was also Stuff under/next to/behind it. so it was just as cluttered#i’ve been on these new meds for a couple months but i only just a week or two ago started like#taking them every day consistently. maybe missing one in ten days#as opposed to before i was probably missing it more often than i took it#i’m so bad at new routiiines#but!! doing better now!!!#doing cleaning i’ve been desperately wanting to do for two years#and putting off for no reason for six months#👍#well ok yes i guess burn out depression is a reason#but it’s frustrating when that’s the only reason#compared to my previous extremely crowded house (my family of four plus three roommates) and 50 hour work weeks#but i’m finally recovering from all that 👍👍👍#silverstarschat
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was flipping through my twst manga and in the second volume enma yuuken & co. finally meet lilia and he gives them licorice candy as a sign of newfound friendship?😭😭
to clarify, in japan grandmas sometimes do this thing where they come up to kids on the street and just give them candy… it’s usually acquired taste too… (licorice fits ughhshs)
that’s so cuuuute🥲🫶
#ISTFG LILIA IS SO GRANDPARENT CODED#I’M STILL NOT RECOVERED FROM CHAPTER 7 AND WE’RE NOT EVEN DONE#i hope it’s not common knowledge 😭#maybe i’m stupid#twst lilia#lilia vanrouge#twst#twst jp#twisted wonderland#diasomnia#ツイステ#peepaw lilia#twst manga
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